#I said before this is my safe place

[cherie-luvv]

Tw: Vent

Okay so i might be a little disconnected these days. Um, my boyfriend (now ex boyfriend) we broke up and he already like someone else, like we broke up 3 days ago, and our relationship was 1 year and a half long, makes me feel like it didn’t mean anything. I’ve been crying for the past few hours, I have all my room full of gifts from him, 2 plushies he made for me, and I still have all my feelings, hurting me. I just really don’t know what to do, this was my longest relationship, I lost half of my friends because of this, I feel like everybody hates me and I just feel so alone in general. Worst things happened to me in the past and I’m still here but it still feels like the worst time of my life tbh. I feel like a foolish, so lonely, not worthy of love and replaceable. I know I deserve someone better but I just thought he was perfect and he just wasn’t, which makes me feel like a loser. I hope I can find someone better, someone who actually stays and it’s worthy of my love and time, and not waste it again

[egophiliac]

well, I can't say I expected the new chapter to feature Idia (metaphorically) going to (metaphorical) hell, getting a pep talk from his (metaphorical) Phantom brother which helps him finally move on once and for all from his brother's death, and (metaphorically) overblotting again to fight his way back out of (metaphorical) hell, only to have his darkest fear (non-metaphorically) come true when his mom goes through his computer and finds all his secret files. but I am glad it did!

also this is all a flashback for the purpose of explaining to our group what the heck is going on (whether or not any of it is getting through is another matter)

[ohmyfairies]

How I would’ve written ACOSF:

1. Nesta gets pregnant from sleeping around, doesn’t know who the father is. She has to confront her trauma with her mother and grandmother through her pregnancy journey.

2. This forces Cassian to confront his own trauma regarding being a bastard as if he wants to be with Nesta he’ll need to raise her bastard child, love them and not pass his own insecurities onto them.

3. Briallyn still wants the trove and targets Nesta for them. Nesta is unable to defend herself so Feyre tries to put together an Illyrian squad to defend her, but the Illyrian males think she’s a witch and refuse. Feyre then decides to train an Illyrian female squad of archers and revive the Valkyries, thus learning more about the Night Court history and culture as High Lady.

4. Secondary plot point of Nesta needing to learn to actually control her magic from Amren as no one knows if her untrained death magic will kill her unborn child in the womb.

Other notes:

- cut the Azriel/Elain + Rhys shit it’s unnecessary and misogynistic.

- Mor is the first to notice Nesta is pregnant and the only one to offer her options regarding whether to keep the baby. Actually use her “defender of women” characterisation for once. This will also help bridge the relationship between Mor and Nesta. It can also lead to Mor telling Nesta and thus us the audience what actually happened between her and Eris.

- Remove the point of winged children killing non Illyrian mothers. It’s unnecessary drama and kind of stupid in a world of magic. If Madja can fix Cassian’s shredded wings she can perform a C-section.

[silusvesuius]

n*loth not being able to bag anyone over the (human term) age of 25-30 at most is the only logical and real conclusion to me because it can be just explained away as him wanting to prove and control everything and anyone (Cus he's a man!) but being stuck in that demographic because his unbearable and vile personality is a force that nobody can look past once they've outgrown the possible fear and idolization period of anyone but also n*loth in particular.

[bonetrousledbones]

lil update post thats mostly rambling tbh

i'm feeling a bit better after a few days of not letting myself ruminate on everything so much. still don't have electricity tho </3 but things are getting better slowlyy. i even managed to draw a lil too

i've adjusted a good bit more to the routine at this point. a lot of people are still struggling out there and once i get my electricity back i'm gonna spread some more resources since wayyy more are available & up-to-date now than what's in my initial post about all this, but for now i'm just lettin y'all know i'm still truckin along 👍

also i wanna give another thanks to yall for spreading that post around so much, even if it's slowed down a lil by now. for those first few days it really felt like we were completely isolated from the world and nobody knew or cared, but i've seen a huge increase in people talking about our situation here since then and it's been surprisingly uplifting. one of the reasons appalachians are such hardheaded motherfuckers is because we're used to having to help each other rather than rely on folks outside the mountains, but seeing y'all expressing sympathies and wanting to help however you can, even if you don't live nearby, has made me feel so much better about our ability to come back from this.

[einaudis]

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[adore-gregor]

🙄🫠

[savage-rhi]

.Magenta.

[enjomo-arch]

y'all be honest is it too much if I develop an entirely new island in op world based off western / 1900s years / maybe some visual inspo from RDR which was originally ace's home island before he got moved to goa kingdom and also an island ace settles in during post timeskip to stay low

[akkivee]

SOMEBODY NEEDS TO STOP RHYME ANIMA (DONT)

[arsen1cs4ng0]

to the people whove been sending me kind words over the past few days, just know i really do appreciate them, even if it seems like i don't

[canisvesperus]

Are we going to talk about the thinly veiled ableism towards high support needs autistic adults who frequent websites like deviantart for their hyperspecific non-fandomizable special interests, infrequent hygiene practices, “weird fetishes”, that are all clearly shaped by an experience with neurodiversity that is foreign to all y’all rebranded Asperger’s supremacists

[lilgynt]

my mom found the thing that started the fight that got me kicked out. so i was right. in my fantasies this happens and it’s great in real life im gonna jump her

[septembersghost]

remembering Elvis' last performance; June 26th, 1977 💛💛💛

(via, x ✨)

[shewantsitall]

It's angst on a new level tbh

[wyvernwinding]

it's finals week can people not leave well enough alone i am trying to study not get bogged down in stupid useless friend drama that i tried to remove myself from a literal year ago