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I really really love the way you draw K, he always looks so soft, you manage to capture how cute he is perfectly. Thank you for sharing your gift with Us.
Aaaahhh thank you so much!!! 🥹💛💛💛
#ask#I really try my best every time I draw#I also want to try all kinds of different styles so I always worry when I post#this means a lot to me 💛
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Him being cunty, him slaying, him mothering blah blah blah you get the point.
#fight club#fight club 1999#tyler durden#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#martyryo followers wake up to a new artstyle every week or so#this brush saved me so hard#I'm abandoning the tiresome rendering to grayscale#I am high on life I feel like taking a sip of water and contemplate the shadowy mountains in the night#doodle kinda#didn't think much in making this cause if I try to make it look good it doesn't make it out of the first three lines on canvas#first time drawing feet I feel scared#also itbyiu didn't get it I'm a tyler big pants thruter I'll always put him in oversize pants#really like it it's so refreshing#I actually see some soul in it#thank you color burn you're my best friend#martyryo#gn 😴
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“She’s tolerable, but not handsome enough to tempt me”😤😤😤
(Regency AU with Eloise and Sebastian inspired by my slow trek through Bridgerton these days & @bassicallymaestra ‘s AMAZING regency inspired art😮💨😇🙏)
#I just have a love of big regency dresses what can I say😔🙏#if you haven’t seen them yet this is a study of the GORGEOUS P&P illustrations from the 1890s by Charles Brock#they are all just so spectacular & I stare at them alllllllllll the time wishing I had an ounce of his talent🙏🙏🙏#so I do these studies to pretend even though I change some things😅😅 bc these studies is the best way to improve imo🙏#but I remembered halfway through why I rage quit trying to draw with my fountain pen a year ago😂😂😂#that thing is amazing for writing and I love it like a child#but drawing?! tbh I should have used my drawing ink pen but whatever#I woke up with a hankering to do some crosshatching (which I hate) in an attempt to get over myself#also!!!!!! when Mr Darcy says something like that it’s no wonder Elizabeth jumps at the bit to believe every awful thing she hears about him#it’s like Mr wickham’s dumb stories that nobody else in their right mind would believe#are speaking right to her soul. like OF COURSE that asshole from the assembly would do all of those things😤😤#he called me ugly so OF COURSE he would deny mr wickham his living😤😤#(I don’t blame her I would do the same🤝🤝)#ALSO why tf did he even say that when he’s clearly smitten from the beginning#I’m sure if he knew that she heard him he would simply perish from mortification#well thst is my p&p - inking horror - inspiration rant of the day🙏🙏#(I read p&p at least once a year & it is the only fanfic I really read😅😅😅)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise#eloise babbit#regency au
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♡ Drawing other farmers ♡
Farmer Opal! Who belongs to @wishwizardliv !
Gushing about her under the cut, because WOW I love her design
OH MY GODDD HER DESIGN???? IS SO CUTE???? I love it so much, she's so fun to draw!!! She's an absolute cutie and that COLOR PALLETTTT <3<3 It works so well!! I never really color with green all that much, so that was also super fun-
BUT WOW!!! All the colors work so well together, I genuinely love her so much!!
I know it's been a while since the original 'interact if you have a farmer that you want drawn' post, so mid drawing I looked her up again to see if there were any changes and I saw she has fluffy hair, so I hope I did that justice too!!
Tldr: She's an absolute cutie and I love her design and drawing her was super fun 👍
I really wanna see more of her, she's really cute,,,,
#Stardew Valley#SDV#SDV Art#Stardew Valley Fanart#SDV Farmer#Farmer Stardew Valley#Other Farmers#My Art#Digital Art#Pechadoodle#Just for the record: I gush like this about every character design that I draw-#It's just that for some reason I got a big surge of confidence to actually say it in a post this time-#Also confession time: I've tried drawing her in the past but I just could NOT do her justice#Most farmers take me a few attempts because I really try to draw them to the best of my ability-#also ngl I kinda struggle when the character reference is with that stardew avatar creator thing‚‚‚#I eventually figure them out but yeah that's why it also takes me awhile-
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Pov: I don’t upload the ATYD COMIC in 4 months
Ok u guys… i get it.. but just for the record… i have a full time job, i draw other things in between the comic, (like in every universe series) and im working on a secret project at the same time that i hope it turns out fucking awesome… im so glad that all of u are very kind and patient … but im doing my best… ok? 🥲
I’m just letting u guys know whats going on and why it took me a while to upload
Love u ✨
#this actually made me laugh so hard#i get it really… but the day has only 24 hours#i have a big girl job that takes away 11h a day#and im sleeping between 4/5h a day.. so SO!#the rest its drawing#and i had to chop chapter 9 in 3/4 parts dont know jet a 100% but this chapert its over 80 pages…#part 1 is 23 pages..#dont get me wrong im so very gratefull of the amount of love my works get every time.. love u all#🫠#i love people being savage.. im one myself but im trying my best#atyd comic#wolfstar fanart
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my only artistic goal in life is to become an expert at painting florence welch and florence welch only. i just have to like...learn how to draw first
#the hawk draws#florence welch#i know i'm not very good now but someday i will be the best fanartist she has ever had#i learned how to draw faces today. that was the first two attempts at drawing a real person after i studied the method i was trying to use#i am actually pleased with it considering i have not studied or tried to draw a detailed face in like 3 years#or like..really i haven't done a single thing except gesture drawings in the last 2-3 years#bc every time i tried to draw for fun it would just come out so bad and i'd get frustrated and quit drawing for another 6+ months :/#anyway yep i see some mistakes but i'm not going to touch them because these are studies not masterpieces#and the fact that i can see my mistakes is a good thing anyway#anyway yea i'm still not like. using tumblr but i figured i'd share a little bit of what i'm up to in case anyone cares lol
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!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#A great episode tbh especially given the low budget. I feel like they really did their very best#And even though what I'm going to say next is probably going to be all critic - because I nitpick things and that's what I always end up–#talking about - I still want to underline that it was a very solid and enjoyable episode!!!#Alright the ss/kk was so 💞💞💞 every scene I had to rewatch twice or thrice akhscbashfb they're so cute!!!#Except for the riding scene tho. That scene gives me massive second hand embarrassment every time I just wish it will end as fast as–#possible pffttt. Mmmmhhh... The drawings weren't even too bad all accounted. My main complain is about the quicksand scene...#I feel like that one should be a slow quiet emotional scene. I never licked the choice of using the song as background soundtrack :/#I feel like it ruins the mood of the scene (it was still good though)#I also... Generally don't like the direction they seem to go for with Akutagawa's character in the anime‚ he seems quite a bit flatter–#compared to how he is in the manga. He can't be angry and evil ALL the time you need to show that softness get through from time to time.#If not what even is the point of his character. Yet in the anime he's angry (and not distraught) when he loses the mine craft and he's–#angry when he's questioning Atsushi about his motifs and he's angry when he's bragging about Atsushi's abilities to Goncharov and he's–#angry when he makes the promise with Atsushi at the end of the episode and eventually he'll be just as angry even when telling Atsushi–#to run away as he's sacrificing his life for him. It is pretty flat at the end of the day.#If I can say something about K/ensho Ono without being killed I think they do contribute to making him feel angry all the time.#But that said it's all probably poor directing choices (or simply choices I don't agree with).#Also‚ about cuts. Usually I try to be lenient about it– I understand it's hard to fit in everything and b/sd already does a very–#good job by adapting the manga almost panel-by panel. It's just that... You skip Akutagawa showing compassion for Atsushi after the–#orphanage director died. You skip Atsushi sharing the same compassion when Akutagawa loses his targed in the mines chase. You skip the–#“Nothing special about that. // I suppose he's far crueler than my own mentor.” line. And sure each of them may be negligible by their own#But together they wave a consistent web of relationship between the two characters you know? And it's a loss to omit them all#Well no mind. Again it was still a great episode overall!!!!#I think the colors in the mines could have been prettier in the mines but we can't have it all#Off to season 4!!! Omg I can't believe we got this far :DDD#random rambles#FINALLY was able to catch up in time for the season 3 finale!!!!!!
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Wdym i cant draw for a MONTH..
#starting this sunday 😭#UNTIL AUGUST#ugh 😭#i wanna bring pomni with me but im scared shes gonna be used as a chew toy for either my dog or baby brother#i should just leave her with my older brother and gummigoo#i should bring my tablet with me if im gonna be gone for that long#i was considering leaving it cuz my mom doesnt really like it when i spend a lot of time doing art#and for context i draw literally every day so that combined with my family.. its like mixing oil and water#ill try my best to squeeze in some drawings but i’ll have very little time to do it#sorry guys 😔
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what if a man was also a prehistoric fish
#hermitcraft#xbcrafted#every time i try to draw xb chubby all artistic skill i have leaves my body. i swear ill draw him like that some day. its important to me +#please ignore any and all jank anatomy is a suggestion to me <3#also apologies if the id isnt the best. i fucking eepy +#anyways. tag rambling time. hes a gogo fish! scientific name mcnamaraspis#theyre a prehistoric fish from about 380 million years ago!#we actually know that they had similar anatomy to sharks because we have some of their organs preserved!! which is really fucking cool!!!#soft tissue almost Never fossilizes#they also had chambered hearts below their gills!!!! which is why xb is making the heart with his hands below his throat and not actually-#above his heart#another thing!! the rings of saturn are estimated to be about. between 10 million to 100 million years old#at the very earliest. there were complex chambered hearts before the rings of fucking saturn#and at the very latest. the triassic jurrasic and cretaceous all happened Before saturn had rings#anyways tag ramble over. i just think gogo fish are neat :]#rocky.png
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i do think, aside from mercury bias, if bg had been in all season she would have been all wnba, first or at least second. i think people undervalue her because of the rebounding but she is 1000% the worst officiated player in the league, on both sides of the court. so the fact that she's been able to have the performance that she had is incredible, and that she didn't get the acknowledgment really just underscores how much people take what she does for granted.
#i saw something interesting that kim milky basically has her players specialize and so they come out of college less well rounded#exhibit a angel's shooting vs rebounding#and i didn't watch bg in college so maybe i'm totally wrong on this but maybe rebounding just wasn't he job#and then i saw on reddit or something that maybe because she is so poorly officiated she'd get called for too many fouls on rebounding#for it to be worth it#and while i understand the value of rebounding really i do the mercy's problem wasn't that they weren't trying#well sometimes it was but it was that their whole system wasn't designed for it#if you have 4 players on the perimeter to space and shoot 3#you're going to hope they go in and run the floor instead#teams that rebound well dedicate bodies and time to rebounding#and i believe that it was a conscious choice the merc made to not do that#and if you look at old merc games they struggled with rebounding then too#i actually will have more to say about this in the future but the mercury's style of play has lived and died with dt's style for 20 years#the mercury have the most 100 point games of any franchise#and they are responsible for most of the 200 point total scores across the league#ie their fast break and bad defense lol#and while it's not entirely true - she is not responsible for every result they've ever had - i don't think you get westhead's style of pla#to work without her talent and the penny cappie dt trio in 2006#or at least it isn't successful and maybe doesn't change the pace of play in the league the way it did#it's also interesting that if the lottery draw goes differently in 2006 and merc have the first pick do they get seimone or do they stick#cappie? i think they stick with cappie bc they needed a true pg and from what i've seen seimone is a 2/3#and i don't think dt becomes the player the league knows without having a true pg [vs her playing point]#the thing is dt can play point better than most people but i think she plays better when she has someone else there to help#and her talking about oh i should've won mvp in 2006 [when i dropped 40] [lisa leslie won that year]#and in 2014 [best team ever] [maya moore won that year]#you look at the stats and there is for sure an argument to be made there#but it all comes back to post players#and i know wikipedia says maya is a power forward but she seems like more of a 3 sometimes? i haven't watched her enough#but i don't think dt can win mvp in 2009 without that team specifically#which means [and this is my theory of life] that everything happens the way it has to happen for you to end up where you are today
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girl help I’m experiencing
#weird addendum but pls don’t reblog my vent posts??? why would you even want to????#everything has been So Much lately and I wasn’t gonna vent but then I remembered this is my blog and I can do what I want#one of my best friends left the country last week and he’ll be gone for like two years and I’m so sad without him around#I mean he’s been messaging me every day since he left but it’s still hard not having him here yknow?#and I’m moving into his place but it requires a lot of work before I can so I’m always exhausted#and my joints have all but given out on me completely so I’m always covered in KT tape and braces#which doesn’t gel very well with moving furniture and heavy boxes#and I have no money so I need to be job searching but I can’t do that until I move. BUT I NEED MONEY TO MOVE#on top of that my grandpa died and there’s so much family drama involving that it’s unreal#and weirdly the thing I’ve recently felt bad about is I’ve been neglecting my self imposed Fandom Duties#maybe not fandom specifically but like. creative duties#I want to write fic. I want to draw. I want to read and comment on other people’s stuff#I also really want to do more of my non fandom writing because I want to get something published this year. but i got no good idea aaack#or early next year#and I’ve just had like. no time at all to do any of it and the time I have had I’ve been too drained to do it#ughghghghghghggh#I think today I will drink and try to write something. as a treat.#after I go on a reblog spree to bury this because emotions are very embarrassing#anyway how are you?
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//we're getting places "you're not getting anywh-" WE'RE GETTING PLACES!!!!!!
#vis :: ( craig )#ver :: college ( craig )#mun art#//i've been struggling with him for so long#//and it's bc i wrote myself into a corner on one thread. to say that craig basically hasn't changed hairstyles in like 10 years#//and then eli was like ehhh give him some hair gel#//which i was terrified if doing bc... again... my former hc that said craig did NOTHING with his hair#//BUT I'M SO GLAD I DID IT... IT WAS ONLY ONE THREAD... IT CAN AND SHOULD BE RETCONNED#//the first one was heavily referenced off a picture of jonathan togo#//he's not a perfect 1-to-1 for craig but i like his head shape and slightly droopy eyes#//he's a lil dweeby lookin but still cute 💕#//and the other two were my attempts at loosening him up a bit#//trying to push him towards my cartoonier style so he better matches with tweek#//it is so easy to go BALLS TO THE WALLS with exaggerating tweek's features#//one of my favorite tweek drawings is the final girl comic where their eyes take up like 75% of their face lmfao#//craig is DECEPTIVELY hard to draw bc he is by all accounts Just Some Fucking Guy#//i'm so annoyed bc i cannot draw his hair at the angle that best accentuates his scars#//but whatever we'll suffer thru it every time; labor of love 💖#//accepting that i'm gonna have to suck at drawing craig until i start being really good at drawing craig JDKAJSKAJ#//craig with half his face torn up: no dude i'm good; i've never suffered anything in my life#//i gotta draw him and tweek together; that would help with getting them stylistically consistent#//i also have got to draw craig looking more pissed off wtf is he so happy for? >:(
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there are things that you don't do for a year or more and pick up just right where you left off and these days i fear loving you might be one of them
#double meaning on that but. yeah.#it's like. i haven't touched the imaging software i use for an entire year. soldering iron in decades. pick it right back up. to my surpris#muscle memory is crazy#i don't draw for months and pick up right where i was with a few sketches bc the work you put in stays even when you don't actively practic#when it's something you've practiced weekly and daily it sticks with you and ig that's good#but then it's like. the horrors. that haunt you. yk? what if a part of me will always save a soft spot for my ex. what then.#what if I'm fine now and I'm doing okay and i don't miss it and I think i'm okay moving forward and i see her and suddenly I'm on the floor#what if some part of me that was in love never really went away what if i haven't managed to kill all of it yet#bc i genuinely would not know what to do. i. i don't want to admit it but one of my worst fears is liking someone who doesn't like you back#and what's even more horrifying is if it's obvious. if everyone can tell. and usually I'm good at hiding it! (not really) but it's just. id#it's shame in liking someone who you tell yourself you don't want to like and you know you shouldn't. and not having control over it.#hoping praying that either she does something that turns the little switch in my head that sends her into the unforgivable category#or that i become straight. or that i become straight. mhm. yep. or ig the other option is i get a crush on someone new but like. mm.#i kinda have gotten w every person I've had a crush on since hs and i kinda don't think im ready for another rs so soon.#the baggage i just got is. hm. idk i kinda don't wanna unpack it. it's something that can easily be done if i had the missing pieces but.#i don't think I'm ever gonna get them. so. instead I'm gonna take. maybe another 3 months or 5 months or a year or a few. to just. slowly.#idek. it's just triggering old things. bringing me back to when i was 14. i never really got closure from that either. it took me 3 years.#I'm sure this time it'll go away faster but idk experiencing it a second time has a different feel to it. idk. it's weird.#it's like. idk. it's like you're watching it happen and you're not even there anymore. idk. i really don't know.#oh. I've been dissociating.#idk maybe it's for the best i really don't know i really don't know and everyone says i have to do what's best for myself but idk what is#my life is on track things are moving forward I'm doing better and healing but i can't escape the feeling of dread#something is going to catch up with me sooner or later and idk what it is idk at what intensity and idk if i will be ready for it#but anyway. when you love someone intentionally every day for a while. when does it go away? will it go away?#or will i have to live haunted by ppl who are alive but changed. so practically dead w/o the opportunity to mourn. for the rest of my life?#like i don't think i get it. loving this person was like. cooking and eating. intentional. ingrained into everyday life. effortful.#what if my mind does forget but my body still remembers. what then. what if it's like searching for sth you don't remember having anymore#ig I'm just trying to figure out how much to forget these days. how much won't hurt if it all comes back to haunt me#delete later
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Mr Gatto, do you like doing your job? Is it something you enjoy doing?
(Also take care of yourself Mun! :D)
Even after everything... I don't think I will be changing my job anytime soon.
#identity v#aesop carl#identity v embalmer#identity v ask blog#identity v the embalmer#gatto event#hi anon thanks for the concern XD#im doing alright i just have this insane depressive block that has been impeding y creative processes#so ive been trying a lot of things to get out of it#one option is to wait it out but im miserable doing nothing. so i will force it out and feel slightly better that at least i did something#i probably should have spaced oout my posts i clear the inbox really really quickly#ill try to get some stuff out while i can. since im free for the month before work resumes n i disappear again#seriously though its frustrating sitting down staring at a blank canvas for 10 mins with 0 ideas and low energy#and then resigning myself to going back to lying down and mindlessly scrolling twitter or whatever#every single time i try to do something i end up back on my bed. for days on end. it makes me want to throw myself down a flight of stairs#at least with asks i have something to work towards and thats so much better even if i do end up back on the bed afterwards#this sounds like a very pathetic show of begging for asks. which i guess it is???#its just that. i used to have so many ideas. i used to draw so many comics. i want to cry every time i compare that with myself now#has work killed off so much of my creativity? probably. but i just really want it back. so im trying my best#i didnt mean to get this emotional in the tags but this is really something ive been struggling with a lot right now#so if u have the time to spare. just drop something dumb in my inbox. it helps a great deal. much greater than i can express#but anyway if ur reading this im still very grateful for the support u have shown to the blog in one way or another.#so thank you very much n i hope the day will treat you kindly#less than three
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Can I ask for a 🍉 in the ask game?
you may indeed!
*exhales* okay. this one's gonna be terrifying to elaborate on but here we go anyways.
there is no art without the artist and there is no artist without the art. they are, in a lot of cases but not all of them, one and the same. every detail you write into these little stories is probably revealing a small patch of your soul without your even realizing it.
this goes double for some of our longer works, for example- take twice., a story that was written during one of the worst times of our life. there was a situation with a guy, you know how it goes, and we literally threw ourself into working on it as an escape. that one's got a lot of themes of healing and how one mistake can cause horrible outcomes. actually now that i think about it a lot of our works deal with hope and healing. i guess it's a mirror
(btw whoever said that your teens are your golden years can die of a thousand tiny papercuts. i am NOT thriving and it is NOT my fault)
ashes is... a long and complex thing. it's faceted. it's messy. to be completely honest we absolutely hate some of the chapters we've posted. but it's been an exercise of honesty- both with ourself, and with our readers.
the characters in it, they fucked up SO bad. most of them are dealing with some serious shit. but there's still hope for them. (i'm not gonna lie, i finished chapter 7 and read back through it like "huh. if anyone ever thinks for half a second about us the author writing that in such staggering detail, we're toast")
there's a lot of projection. like a lot. i aint gonna say where but it's there. it's such a personal thing to be doing this for free and of your own will, both for your own good and others.
life is fuckin tough, and as writing is a reflection of life, the things expressed there will also be fuckin tough. i keep on, though because 1. if i ever stopped writing i would literally explode and 2. i've already promised myself to NEVER abandon a work. (breaks are allowed, though.) i have a commitment here both to the story ive started and to the readers
#ray's tag#answered#this is incomprehensibke because of out of the things we're good at explaining#one of those things is NOT the big picture#everything is connected everything is intertwined and we have zero ffucking idea what our own wtiting process is#i have to be extremely vague and dance around the point in order to draw peoples attention to it#there's no other way to do it. and every time i look at the moral directly it dissapears. its always there in the corner of my eye#that's what stories are to me. the vague painting out of the corner of the artists eye.#anne carson said it best in nox: you turn back to the page you were trying to translate and the lights remain in your mind#the great big barking web of them#that's what drives me insane about writing and why i can never stop. it's a paradox; a study in desperation#someone told me once that they knew i really liked honeysuckle tea because that was the tea i mentioned the most in our fics#it took me out. i didnt expect it at all.#and with all that said. idk. take this as you will. tumblr user quaranmine also explained this really well
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how are you so good at so many things. i am in awe
AGAGABSHBSHS WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!???? I SUCK AT A LOT OF THINGS!! I CAN DRAW AND ANIMATE (sorta) AND THATS ABOUT IT!!!!!!! IVE GOT 1.5 SKILLS (animations really just a lot of drawing with extra steps) IN TOTAL
okay actually i take that back. ive got 2.5 skills because i know how to juggle.
#no but seriously if this is about art and animation uh#its practice#ive been drawing my whole life#and animating since i was 7 or 8#animation is just drawing but with an understanding of movement and timing#if you get the basics down its pretty easy#but thats probably just because im used to it#its not a talent its a skill#its not something you get in a few months#its years of practice and trial and error#its fucking things up and trying again#a lot of my art i throw out and remake#i just dont show the old stuff#every one of my animations has an extra layer where i keep things im not happy with but want to keep around#and then even more of it gets trashed#i wouldnt call myself a perfectionist but if i think i can do better and i have the time then i try#art is hard#im not the best at it#i wouldnt even consider myself that good#its really messy and complicated and takes a lot of work to get good at#and im not good at a lot of things really#i just only show the stuff im good at#what im good at is noticing things and art#what im not good at is the hundreds of things ive tried to pick up and dropped
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