#I really love how this one turned out

[morirryan]

underneath the stars

shaded by the flowers

[doctorsiren]

Day 12 of Sirentober / Doctober

Umbrella / Rain

Expanded upon a doodle request I had done a few months back :)

Available as a print on my Etsy Shop

[itsphantasmagoria]

Commission I did for @dodgerkedavra for her Erised fic Former Things Come to Mind for @mallstars 😃

[fishfingersandscarves]

cat and the fox illustration for Bright Agency's recent grimm's fairytales campaign

[case-of-traxits]

Steal this Moment from You

For @vincentvalentineweek!

Dec 17 || Day 1 || Ice, Snow, Bitter

[Vincent Week] [Master Post]

Word count: 861 words. Content Notes: Angst. Characters: Vincent Valentine, Professor Gast, Ifalna. Soundtrack: "Black Flies," by Ben Howard. Summary: Vincent watches the Gast and Ifalna tapes alone while AVALANCHE stays in Icicle overnight.

The world was different.

Thirty years, he'd slept. Of course it was different. Time marched on, no matter how much one tried to cling to the moments.

(And no matter how much you wished otherwise, no matter how vividly you relived those moments, there was no going back. That was the lesson he'd spent thirty years hammering into his own skull. There was no going back, and there were no changes, and you had to live with the knowing—)

The world was exactly the same.

( Posted on AO3 )

[erraticalraven]

Annnnnd another witch has been drawn!

[akantorrr]

[hwathwugu]

And I’m NEVER GOING BACK!!!

[swordmaid]

brienne the blue 🌙🌞

[panstarry]

my final from last semester that i made into a zine. cooked this one up in a couple hours before the critique (the ink was still wet!), so it's very raw and kind of sloppy but the sentiment is there. i love you trans people of color. we are the backbone of this community 🌟

[egophiliac]

I have SO many thoughts about everything and they are in no kind of order yet, so here's just some quick little bits in the meantime!

I am not normal about any of these characters!

[sysig]

Permission to headbutt: Granted (Patreon)

[barksbog]

custom sunfish plush for @realsunfish

custom printed design (printed in studio on bubblegum shannon)

about 60cm/2ft long

very soft

attempted to escape into the danube river during the photoshoot

[vaguely-concerned]

the more I play the more I think lucanis basically knows it's illario who betrayed him right from the beginning (he's had a year in the ossuary to think. not that many people knew where he was going. when you ask him 'did Illario know you'd be on that ship' his only answer is the hardest flattest 'yes' you ever heard). so it's not so much about figuring out who the traitor is (because that's ludicrous. we all know. immediately. they didn't really bother to hide it lmao) as about methodically closing off every single avenue of denial lucanis has clung to that whole time with as much or little gentleness as you might prefer until he has no choice but to admit it. because the moment he has to admit it, he'll have to do something -- feel something -- about it. and that's such a catastrophic event in lucanis' inner landscape (he has had TWO people in this whole entire world up until now and will do anything to hold on to them with a heartbreaking child-like desperation, even at and especially through the detriment of his own self) that he'd rather just. not. what if we quite simply. didn't. what if we just stayed here in the emptiness where we can both pretend you didn't hurt me in a way I should never forgive. I have so much practice in that with caterina already it's always worked out great for everyone so far. (press x to fucking doubt but that's trauma logic for you lol)

after everything illario did, so much of the storm of lucanis' emotions around it is 'what the FUCK did you get yourself tangled up in this time and how do I get you out of this mess safely'. what's worse: the fact that your brother murdered you, or that he put himself in horrible danger doing so and thus exposed you to the risk of losing him forever. lucanis' heart certainly has an opinion here and it's fucking unhinged (affectionate)

the themes of dissociation in lucanis' character in general makes me feel nuts. allllll these contradictory messy things he needs to cut off from each other because they can't coexist or be easily reconciled inside him. but all remain stubbornly true separately anyway and will have their due one day. love and resentment. tenderness and fear and rage. terror and longing. love and freedom don't coexist. the burned out golden child anthem is playing in the background. he was always caterina's favourite and he has to keep striving to deserve that dubious honour with every breath he takes and then, presumably, mercifully, some day he will die and be excused and can rest. and until now he's suppressed all the -- natural, healthy, protective! -- negative feelings that threaten the few attachment relationships he actually has, at the cost of ever actually having his needs for connection and safety met and leaving his core self imprisoned and compromised. and spite goes 'what. no. that's dumb fuck that' (*spite voice* I do not understand that and even if I did I would not respect it) and does not allow him to fall back into that, which I think is what saves his life, ultimately. it took being possessed by a demon for lucanis to even contemplate telling anyone he loves 'no' in any way, but hey. whatever gets you there right lol

lucanis is dealing with the freeze response allll the way down baby. and he was even before the ossuary, that just turbo powered it and brought it to a breaking point way before it could happen naturally. but something was going to break eventually no matter what, and I'm just glad that in the end, through the power of friendship and also pure spite, it doesn't have to be him

[wis-art]

I was busy doing commissions and dealing with chronic pain, but it's still lesbian visibility week so i hope you all feel seen :)

Both characters are trans women (she/her)

[mienar]

stillness in these waking hours

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