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Outside of the very very iconic sweet and sour dipplins, do you have any other fics your a big fan of?
I have a lot of fanfics that I enjoyed a lot and still do.
I'll only cover Dipplinshipping tho, so if you want to know more, feel free to ask again. <3
Blossoming Into Tomorrow by @furretd0ll
Itâs an adorable time skip story about Kieran & Juliana getting married and facing the challenge of parenthood.
The story gives those fluffy family vibe feels, a troop I enjoy a lot!
I have already created fan art, because I absolutely love this story. <3
Playing Pretend by @esp3onsol
For a certain reason, Kieran & Juliana make a deal to pretend that they're dating each other for a while.
Theyâre practically obvious idiots in love, which results into a lot of awkward moments.
Itâs hilarious and cute at the same time, I love it <3
Part 1 & 2 of the ogreâs savaltion and the tides that set them free by lillisandme
Like the title tells, itâs a two part story - first party plays immediately after the Terapagos fight. Kieran & Juliana have a heart to heart talk which results in Kieran reflecting his feelings.
The second part takes place several years later, Kieran visits Juliana in Paldea to spend some time with her.
Itâs quite long but also very well written - I really like how the characters are fleshed out in there.
Woodworking AU by MissTreason
Itâs a story splitted into 4 one shorts - Instead of pursiuing a battle carrier, Kieran decides to step into the footsteps of his grandfather and starts to learn to crave masks.
The plot starts at Blueberry and ends up several years into the future. Itâs mainly from Kieran point of view and how his feelings change over time.
Itâs fantastic written and you just want to know what happens next.
Although I have to give a warning about the fourth part - itâsâŠ.very spicyâŠ.
So if youâre an minor or doesnât stomach this kind of things, better ignore this entry completelyÂ
If you in fact doesnât mind at all, enjoy that kind of stuff even, then congratulation, youâre a pervertâŠjust like me 8D
Teal Mayhem by MurayamaTsuru
Itâs more or less an AU or a âWhat Ifâ where Carmine and Kieran switch places in the first part of the DLC.
So instead of Carmine and Juliana meeting Ogerpon for the first time, its Kieran & Juliana instead.Â
Itâs an interesting concept and I love how itâs being fleshed out so far. (Iâm quite excited how the story will go from there :> )
Dipplinshipping Week 2024 - Day 2 AU by Kaylen_Go_Vee
This oneâs so random but also so cute lol
Itâs an oneshot about Juliana, a florist and Kieran, a tattoo artist who one day storms into her little shop to demand a bouquet of flowers.Â
It sounds pretty boring and ordinary, but believe me its not LOLÂ
I sometimes catch myself rereading this story several times because itâs just so cute and hilarious, I just canât oke xD I even debated whenever I should make fan art or notâŠprobably will in the foreseeable future lol
Azure Dive by UndeadWitch
Like S&SD it takes place between the second part of the DLC.
Kieran got possessed by Dokupon (itâs more or less Peachy, but very different) and Juliana tries to help him, while facingâŠwellâŠschool life lol
Itâs that kind of slow burn where you scream into your cushion out of frustration pffÂ
Although I have to say, I like this approach a lot. The story has time build itself and the characters go through some well deserved development as well.
Just bring some patience and you will love this piece of fantastic art quite a lot <3
Thatâs about it (for the moment lol)
I recommend all of this stories if you enjoy Dipplinshipping like I do <3
Thank you so much for your ask! :D
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how delusional can you be as if it's disrespecting
#messyr#ok? is there something wrong with how I cope in media bro#look- if this is about the whole aroace thing- I DO respect it- I'm cupio myself. But this is fiction-#realistically speaking there is no harm. they don't feel. they are NOT REAL DAWG#the community can cry about it but who are we really entertaining here lol#im probably missing smth but I try my best not to draw much intimacy or any seggsual stuff at all or that I keep it to myself or#private media#I'm just trying to enjoy things and Ik im not hurting nor disrespecting anyone. let's not make it a bigger problem- ight?
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#naruto#uchiha itachi#chapter 539#alrighttttt we're back to seeing itachi again!#i remember being really excited for this duo when i first watched naruto as a teenager#this and the anbu flashback when we see him with kakashi lol#girl unaware of market research and fanservice woah it's crazy theyd have a contrived storyline to show my favorite little guys together#i was especially happy abt the kakashi-itachi moment bc i had done the timeline math myself before#and went like waittttt they must have been in the anbu together!!!!!!š#anyway for this despite my. present feelings. on nagato i am happy to see them here.#let's enjoy everyone!!
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Every Single Other Universe. Logan/Wade, post-Deadpool & Wolverine, Explicit. 12,470 words.
In which Wade and Logan and their variants are being hunted down by a hater from the Void and are thus tasked with hunting the hater back. Weirdly, all of their other variants are dating each other in their respective timelines. Does that seem meaningful to anybody else?
Read it on AO3!
#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#yes! we are still going through it over here. thank you so much for asking#had several crises in a row fiercely critiquing myself over this one so please let me know if you liked it haha#trivia when i posted the last fic i was so nervous i barely slept four hours that night!!!! we love to have fun#anyway i'm taking 15mg of edibles so i'll see you all in the morning#but also i did really enjoy writing most of this. i love them lol#get ready for more jokes and SINCERE-ASS FEELINGS#my fic
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do you ever think about how all you used to draw when you were 10 was ponies and that you should still know how to do that, then get an idea and proceed to draw something like these in nearly one sitting and it turns out better than any drawing you've done in the entire past month
sooo anyway does anyone have cutie mark or pony name ideas for them?? lol
#(the b girl lineups are older than a month because i procrastinated a lot on doing minor fixes. nothing i drew in the month of june 2024#is really worth showing it's all shitty doodles lmao)#bnha#class 1b#mlp#?#yui kodai#setsuna tokage#itsuka kendo#ibara shiozaki#(i love how she came out in particular! creature :3)#reiko yanagi#tikto's art#you may be wondering why pony of all people isn't here.#i did draw her! but i kind of ran out of steam so i ended up not really liking the result lol same for kinoko#anyway shoutout to elementary school me i was SO obsessed with mlp. brony stuff was one of the first things i used the internet for#and you know what. i wouldn't say it ruined me it was a pleasant experience#i just read what was basically a polish version of equestria daily and constantly checked the deviantart profile of one (1) specific artist#that i liked a lot#i did watch some weird speedpaints (yknow the horror ones) but i honestly dont remember being very bothered by them i just liked the art#i was just chilling there lurking and never actively participating due to being 10 and afraid of online strangers (good for me tbh)#i remember having an identity crisis though because can i really call myself a brony if i'm a little girl? the target audience of the show?#lmao anyway i would also draw ponies constantly and write oc fanfics (and the ocs were actually my irl friends ponified)#and i even had my own little g5 concept. good times good times#tag story time over god bless enjoy your day
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Briar in Other Universesâš
Huge Disclaimer a majority of these VNâs are intended/made for those who are 18+ & up! Minors donât play/interact with these games, respect these creators wishes.
#my art#my oc art#original character#you and him vn#you and him#reanimated heart#duality vn#apples to ashes vn#mushroom oasis vn#my dear hatchet man#somethingâs wrong with sunny day jack#happy land vn#Iâll only be posting the sfw/suggestive stuff here#obviously the art thatâs n//sfw will go onto my n//sfw accounts#if I did full blown references Iâd probably change some things so think of these as rough drafts lol#I dunno I really wanted to experiment and give myself a base bc I wanna draw more fanart for vns I really enjoy
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âThis has both our names on itâ: Viewing Fleet and Claraâs relationship in Victoriocity through a queerplatonic lens
TL;DR: By Season 3 of Victoriocity, Fleet and Clara have developed a committed emotional partnership that certainly moves beyond the purely professional. Whilst very much operating as a duo, they can be interpreted as often rejecting or subverting romance-coded elements in their relationship, instead embracing a unique dynamic that can be read as resonating with the concept of a queerplatonic relationship (QPR).
Buckle up because this is over 2,500 words long! If you'd rather read it as a document, you can access it here: Fleet & Clara QPR Google Doc
Disclaimer: I'm not making any claims about creator intent, nor about how anyone else ought to interpret Fleet and Clara's dynamic. It's also worth acknowledging that queerplatonic relationships are inherently defined by the people in them and any attempt to apply such terminology to a story set in 1887 is obviously anachronistic (although whether that should matter when said story also contains a cyborg Queen Victoria is up for debate).Â
With that said, if we define a QPR as a committed personal partnership which is not entirely captured by the typical expectations of either friendship or romance but may contain some elements typically associated with either (other definitions of QPRs are available), I enjoy viewing Fleet and Clara's relationship through a QPR lens, and I want to talk about some of the reasons why I think this reading works.
***Spoilers for all three seasons of Victoriocity and the novel High Vaultage***
Detective duos
Even before we actually get into Fleet and Clara's particular bond, detective / crime-solving duos as a general concept have QPR energy to me (which probably predisposed me to this interpretation). It's the Holmes-and-Watson legacy. It's the use of the word 'partner' in a non-romantic context (âassociateâ or âcompanionâ can also serve a similar purpose). It's the intense trust and reliance on each other. It's the sense of being a recognisable pair, always appearing together, known as a duo, with skills and attributes that complement each other.Â
Romantic assumptions
Moving on to Fleet and Clara specifically, one aspect of their relationship that can be read through a QPR lens is how they are often in situations where other people believe or imply that there is a romantic relationship between them. Sometimes this is a deliberate strategy of theirs, and sometimes itâs imposed upon them by others. But Iâd argue that thereâs never a point where they both simultaneously seem entirely comfortable with that romantic narrative for their relationship. Usually one of them will actively deny the assumption or react negatively to the implication:
When Mrs Hampshire interprets Clara and Fleet as a couple experiencing âyoung loveâ, Clara might be happy to adopt this as an effective cover story, but Fleet seems unsettled and keen for them not to be perceived this way: âNo. No. Youâve misunderstood, we are not, that is to say I amâŠâ (S1E2)
When Warden Hughes assumes Fleet is the new Warden and Clara is the new Wardenâs wife, Clara says âI am certainly notâ, with emphasis on the âcertainlyâ. (S2E2)
Fleet definitely doesnât sound enthused when he realises Clara has gone for a married couple as their cover story at the Grand Salcombe: âI am sure Iâll regret asking, but by any chance am I [Mr. Theasby?]â (S2E2)
When Titus Byrne tells the pair âI take it you're happy sharing [a room]â, Clara responds with a horrified âWhat?â (S3E4) (Obviously sleeping in the same room isnât inherently romantic, but it is often perceived that way.)
Of course, fake dating and external assumptions of romance are very common tropes in romantic will-they-won't-they dynamics, and these moments could definitely be interpreted that way for Fleet and Clara. But I prefer to read these instances as reflecting a different kind of closeness between these two characters. They have a sense of emotional partnership that allows a marriage cover story to seem plausible to others and that other people sometimes automatically assume to be romantic (obviously with some period-typical heteronormativity at play). But to me, it doesn't seem like either of them are fully comfortable with their relationship being perceived in a directly romantic way. Perhaps they are a couple in a different senseâŠ
Proposal via door plateÂ
The way that Fleet asks Clara to be his business partner has always seemed to me like a platonic version of when people find personal ways to surprise their romantic partner with a proposal:
CLARA: You bought me a door plate for your office? [...] This has both our names on it. FLEET: What do you think? CLARA: I like it. (S2E7)
Fleet could have just asked Clara outright, without going to the trouble of buying a sign that would have been useless if sheâd said no. If it was purely a professional business proposition with no emotional meaning behind it, I think he would have just asked verbally. But instead, he gifts her a sign with their two names paired together: Fleet-Entwhistle Investigations. There's something so intimate about that to me: about Fleet asking Clara whether she would like to be a duo with him in a more formally-defined but still non-romantic way; about him choosing to present this offer in the form of a gift; about the way he presents her with their two names joined together etched into metal and asks what she thinks; about the significance that this gesture attaches to their partnership; about him having enough trust that she'll say yes that the effort and vulnerability of presenting her with that sign seem worth it for him. And the gesture means an awful lot to Clara:
She thought about the door plaque heâd had engraved with both their names on it as his way of inviting her to be his business partner â typical Fleet, refusing to tell her so much as his favourite breakfast food and then to go and do something like that. It was the nicest thing anyone had ever done for her. (High Vaultage, p187).Â
Anniversaries
In the special episode âMurder in the Pharaoh's Tomb', Clara says âAnd you know what else is a big occasion Fleet? It's our one-month anniversary.â She wants to celebrate the anniversary of Fleet-Entwhistle Investigations. Their partnership holds a significance for her that means key dates associated with it are worth remembering and remarking upon.Â
When Clara first mentions their anniversary, Fleet nearly chokes on his drink, which seems like an instinctive reaction to the usually romantic connotations of an anniversary (see my point above about Fleet not being comfortable with their dynamic being perceived as romantic). But when Clara clarifies what she means, Fleet seems much more cheerful about the notion of their anniversary: âAh, so it has.â
âMiss Clara Entwhistle, my partnerâ
I get extremely strong QPR vibes from this moment, when Fleet introduces Clara to the sailors at Grave End:
FLEET: This is Miss Clara Entwhistle, my partner - in business, my business partner. CLARA: I'm also his friend, but he doesn't like to say it. (S3 E3)
Fleet and Clara are partners, but not in the way the average person might assume from that word, which Fleet realises mid-sentence here. This is another instance of Fleet reacting negatively to the idea that their relationship might be interpreted romantically (see above). And yet, 'partner' (rather than, say, âcolleagueâ) is the word that comes naturally to him in this moment to describe who Clara is to him. He then frantically emphasises the professional element of their relationship so as to avoid the romantic implication, but Clara is keen to proudly assert that there is a personal, emotional aspect to their dynamic too. They are first-and-foremost partners, and they are friends, and they do not want to be seen in a romantic light - this post basically writes itself...Â
âHer ridiculous detective.â
When Clara fears for her life at the display of the Lanterns, the narration tells us:
âshe thought of her brother, her sister, her parents... Her ridiculous detective.â (High Vaultage, p172)Â
The fact that Clara thinks of Fleet in this moment of fear clearly indicates his importance to her, but I think the phrasing of this quote is particularly interesting. The narration lists Clara's immediate family: two of whom are dead (her sister and father), one of whom is publically mourning Clara's life choices (her mother), and only one of whom we have any real evidence of her having a positive relationship with (her brother). And then, separated from these complicated familial relationships by an ellipsis, the narration tells Clara also thinks of Fleet, âher ridiculous detectiveâ.Â
Parents and siblings are familial relationships that tend to come with established expectations, in which the use of a possessive pronoun (i.e. her brother) to indicate the relationship is a norm. âDetectiveâ does not fall into this category; unlike âbrotherâ, âsisterâ, âparentâ, âfriendâ, âpartnerâ etc., âdetectiveâ is not a word that inherently implies a relationship or that we'd usually expect to see preceded by a possessive pronoun. The idea of âher detectiveâ therefore stands out, giving the sense that there is a unique relationship being indicated here. The way in which Fleet is âhersâ is something that Clara has chosen for herself, something that they have shaped together. Who they are to each other can't necessarily be fully expressed using standard phrases that traditionally describe relationships between people. But Fleet is Clara's detective, of which she only has one, and who she'll think of in the midst of âthe screaming of the heavens at the end of the worldâ.
Fleet is also the only one in this list of Clara's loved ones who gets an adjective - her love for him has detail. And while âridiculousâ might often be perceived as negative (it's certainly not a classic romantic endearment), it seems to me like there's such fondness in it in this context: the recognition of and affection for eccentricities, the idea that his importance to her is not (purely) based on his professional strengths but on Fleet as a whole - perhaps at times ridiculous - person.
âSettledâ
When Clara and Fleet talk about Clara's motherâs expectations for her, they have this exchange:
"She's still living in hope that one day I'll settle down."Â "You're not settled?" asked Fleet. "I am." (High Vaultage, p259)Â
By âsettle downâ, Clara's mother of course means âmarryâ, ideally into âat least a minor baronetcyâ. But Clara already considers herself "settled", just not in a way her mother would understand or appreciate. She's not looking to "settle down" into a lifestyle other than her current one. She is settled in a situation where Fleet is certainly her closest personal connection in London (and perhaps anywhere), and where the two of them work closely together, operate as a duo, and then go back to their separate homes. And this partnership with Fleet is a comfortable set-up that feels right for Clara exactly as it is, rather than being a precursor to, or a distraction from, the marriage ambitions that her mother wants for her.
I think this exchange also contains an implicit sense of the commitment between the two of them. Fleet wants to check that Clara is âsettledâ in her current situation, of which working closely - and platonically - with Fleet is obviously a major element; Clara confirms she is. There's a subtle indication of their shared intention to be in this for the long haul.
As a sidenote, Fleet and Claraâs implicit assumption that their partnership is a long-term one can manifest itself in joking contexts as well as serious ones. Look at this exchange from S3E5:Â
FLEET: We're not bandits, we're just going to flag it down. CLARA: We'd be terrific bandits! FLEET: Let's just see how our current line of work goes.
I think itâs notable that, in this joking speculation, both Fleet and Clara use âweâ and âourâ. The joke could have been phrased just as effectively if they were imagining only Clara becoming a bandit. But the suggestion is that, if either of them was a bandit, theyâd be bandits together. Even if they changed their lives entirely, they'd still approach life together.
InseparableÂ
Fleet and Clara have become a nearly inseparable duo in a way which is noticed by others. For example, after Clara and Fleet fall out in High Vaultage, Fleet meets with Keller, who says:Â
"You're here with me instead of barrelling across town with her, so I'm just assuming there is some thickheaded puffinry for which you need to apologise to Miss Entwhistle" (p335)
Keller, hardly the most emotionally perceptive man in Even Greater London, automatically infers from the fact that Fleet is on his own that he has had a falling out with Clara, rather than that they just happen to be in different places. When all is well, Keller expects to see the two of them together, whether or not they are in a position to be actively working a case.
Going back earlier in their partnership, Keller makes a similar assumption about Fleet and Clara being inseparable in S2E6. When Clara shouts her name amidst Keller's anti-Vidoc booby traps, Keller asks "Entwhistle? Which means⊠Fleet?" Again, there's this idea that if one of them is there, the other is likely to be there too - they come as a pair. (It's worth noting that this scene takes place less than two weeks after they first met.)
âLike a friend might?â
At the end of S3E7, Fleet suggests that he and Clara go to the theatre together. It would have been easy for this invitation to have been explicitly framed as a romantic proposition, or even for the nature of the offer to have been left more ambiguous. But Clara says "Archibald Fleet, are you inviting me to a social activity? Like a friend might?" The use of the word 'friend' directly labels this as a platonic interaction. And it's with that platonic lens on it that Clara is extremely excited to spend non-work-related social time with Fleet.
âMaybe it'll just be my good luck charm.â
CLARA: My grandmother's ring, I don't suppose you managed to hold on to it? [...] FLEET: Oh, it's been crushed.. I'm sorry Clara [...] CLARA: No, you keep it. FLEET: What? No... CLARA: Keep it. Maybe it'll remind you not to run towards trains. FLEET: Maybe. Maybe it'll just be my good luck charm.
In S3E7, Clara gives Fleet a ring, which - as a gift from one person to another - is traditionally a symbol of a particular, legally recognised, kind of personal commitment. But when Clara tells Fleet to keep the damaged ring, down in the Underground tunnels after the destruction of the beast and Fleet's latest brush with death, it is quite a different situation to a wedding or a proposal. A married man would traditionally wear his wedding ring on his finger for all to see, but Fleet won't ever wear this ring like that. The ring itself has been bent into a different shape between the wheels of their misadventures, subverting the usual associations of a ring given from one person to another. (In a heteronormative world, those associations are particularly strong when the two people in question are a woman and a man.)Â
That ring is not an engagement ring, but it is Claraâs grandmother's ring, an inheritance from the blood family she never really felt she belonged in, now given to the man who might be a very different kind of family for her in London. That ring - with which Clara saved Fleet's life - is a symbol of their bond. And it therefore serves as a reminder for Fleet ânot to run towards trains" and as a âgood luck charmâ. I like to think he'll carry that ring with him, perhaps in his jacket pocket - a little piece of his partner, kept close to his ticking heartâŠ
Thank you for reading all of this!
If youâve read all of this, I'm assuming you also enjoy the concept of Fleet and Clara as a QPR (unless you're really a glutton for punishment) and that makes me very happy! This was long because there's so much to say about them⊠And I wrote all of the above without even getting into: the potential to headcanon Fleet and/or Clara as aspec (which I don't think is necessary for QPR headcanons, but which is also fun); Clara's baggage around and discomfort with marriage in general; the speed with which Fleet and Clara become a ride-or-die duo; and the many other demonstrations of care, understanding, trust, respect, and affection between them that didn't feel as directly QPR-coded to me but are nonetheless wonderful. Please do feel free to share your own thoughts!
#victoriocity#clara entwhistle#inspector fleet#archibald fleet#high vaultage#I'm not really trying to persuade anyone who doesn't already vibe with Fleet & Clara QPR as a concept#I just enjoy digging into that interpretation#I don't have any lived experience of QPRs myself#I'm just an aro who occasionally yearns#which tbf is probably the demographic most likely to obsessively interpret fictional duos as QPRs#I tried to avoid straying into anything like âthey are too important to each other to be *just* friendsâ#when writing this#because I deeply dislike that outlook#That's not what I'm getting at here#Friends can be that important to each other without being in a QPR#I just think Fleet and Clara are important to each other in a particular way that can easily be read as a QPR or QPR-adjacent#Ngl for me personally I was very happy that there was no explicitly romantic Fleet and Clara moments#in S3 or High Vaultage#Iâm sure I would still love their dynamic if they did explicitly take it down that route#Iâm sure it would be done well#But the fact that Fleet and Clara are platonic (or at least ambiguous) means a lot to me personally#A related thought to that bit on romantic assumptions is that under amatonormativity#even the denial of romance/attraction is so often treated as evidence for it#which can mean that there's no way to escape that implication#so that's another reason why I enjoy taking characters at their word#when they express discomfort over a dynamic being interpreted as romantic#I finished writing this on Wednesday and I've been so impatient about waiting until S3 is fully out to post it lol
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Not a question tho... I just want to say that I REALLY love your art style for Hero:108! It's just so precious to see it on my tl again... I love them! Especially Lin Chung and Mystique Sonia! (You made me into LinSonia again đ„č)They are my fave! Again...Thanks for drawing them with your awesome art style!!! Have a nice day! đ„°
Oh oh boy QAQ!!<3<3<3<3 Thank you sm for your kind words!!!
People keep saying nice things to me and I appreciate it so freaking much, but this one kinda gripped by the throat because I was in H:108 mood lately lol and H:108 has such a tiny fandom presence, well anywhere tbh since its such a silly cartoon, and its just very nice to know that there are some people out there who enjoyed silly stuff I drew. QwQ <3
And its really flattering that it reignated your love for LinSonia! They are kinda my fav characters too and I actually accidently started to enjoy that ship too. ;3
#que?#hero 108#im just here tearing up about H108 because ive actually gotten around to sketching the prologue for Sonia comic idea and im just#I wanna do it so badly. i just really liked the story I came up with lol its actually why i started to ship LinSonia haha#also because i literally cant find any stuff to enjoy thats not very.. 2000-ish about that show and im DyING cause i gotta do it myself now#i even tried to unearth some fics on ff.net and just. laksdfjalsdfjkdsafj you know how ff.net can be
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starting to feel my enjoyment of cooking seeping back in after a long period of intense burnout that had me really slogging along preparing meals with gritted teeth for a good month there. i credit the return of this spark to the much needed break i took on our 3 day vacation that resulted in us eating solely theme park food. while delicious, in all its greasy overpriced glory, i found myself missing the kitchen. so last night for dinner i made heavily spiced chicken wings with crushed peppercorns and garam masala that rendered slowly in its own fat while roasting in the oven, resulting in flavorful charred crisp skin and a really juicy bite. we picked them clean over steamed rice with lime and scallions. i also baked a loaf of marbled pumpkin and dark chocolate bread yesterday for my neighbor as a thank you for doing me a favor last week. it looked delicious. the crumb was tender and plush and velvety, the spiced ginger molasses pumpkin batter swirling alongside the bitter dark chocolate espresso batter, with puddles of dark chocolate bubbling across its top. it looked so lovely i whipped up a second one for us to have for ourselves that's in the oven now, i think it could be a really good breakfast pastry for us this week.
#ugh it feels sooooooooo good to be enjoying cooking again#it was so bad the last like month or so i just#have been sooooo burnt out#it's genuinely insane what a 3 day vacation can do to reset you :(( it makes me sad lol#i wish that everyone could rest to their hearts content forever#i think i am someone who is extremely prone to burnout and i need about quadruple the amount of quiet alone resting time#that the average person does#so when i get burned out its like excruciating to pull myself out of it again#but im also the primary cook of my household so there isn't really time to take a break and recharge and find my joy for it because#we have to eat lol#3 times a day#every day#forever#BUT#i am feeling so much better about things now after making that dinner and baking a little bit#its feeling soooo autumnal around here lately too which helps#the changing of the seasons is so good for my cooking motivationg#idk#i was feeling pretty depressed that i was starting to resent cooking for a while there since when i enjoy it it's like#life-giving#soul sustaining#wonderful hobby that gives my life purpose and meaning#and it was breaking my heart that i wasn't feeling that way anymore#but i can feel myself coming back#writing about food helps me too#something about describing it#and sharing it with other people who are delighted by it#makes me enjoy it a little extra#sigh#i feel like im returning to myself finally !!!
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:D
MADE SOME THINGSSS
if you want to use them as actual cake topper images or other decoration, you have my full permission to! that's why i made them! (i'd love if you tagged or messaged me if you do!)
if you do want to use these for cakes, i also made several other versions and have notes under the cut
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OKAY SO FIRST OFF I'M NOT AN EXPERT ON PRINTING STUFF. the (very) short version is, purples and pinks don't show up well in the most common printing method, and that "most common printing method" is used in edible printing, like what's used for cupcakes and cakes
(most printing uses a color model called "CMYK," if you want to look it up)
so!! maybe you can use the images above the cut and it'll be fine, or maybe you need to give the printers these versions. these colors were picked because it lets the images turn out like the ones above the cut, NOT how they're shown here:
i'll find out if giving the printers either version works or what in a few months, and i'll update this section then (or sooner if someone fills me in), since i'm planning on getting myself a Lucifer ducky cake for my birthday :3
i'm including versions with circles because many cake designs are circular -- including the one Lucifer used in-show lol and what i plan to print -- and the circle is placed relative to where i intended the image to crop and how i intended its composition. (if you'd like the circle to be placed a bit different, you can do so using the square version)
i included a bunch of variations where Lucifer's not holding anything, if you want to add a number for someone's age for a birthday cake or your own object or some phrase or whatever you please
again, idk how printing works, so i might swap these out for the more vibrant versions depending on what i eventually learn. i'm just prioritizing these less bright versions basically so everyone remembers these are the intended / expected colors
AND A LAST TOTALLY UNRELATED NOTE:
if anyone wants to take a crack at making the image as show-accurate as possible, BE MY GUEST. SHORT VERSION IS, I DID A GOOF WHEN TAKING THE BASE IMAGE OUT OF PERSPECTIVE, SO IT CAN'T BE CROPPED TO LOOK HOW IT DOES ON THE CAKE LUCIFER CANONICALLY USES, WHAT WITH LUCIFER'S HAT AND ALASTOR'S EARS GETTING CROPPED OUT
(i wanted to make a "complete Lucifer hat and complete Alastor" version as well as a cropped version for the pedants [affectionate] out there. but the second version didn't work out when the time came đ)
it'll probably take some artist's license to get everything to fit in a perfect circle, but here's two versions where i actually did the first step more correctly, using my program's "mesh transform" to get it circular
in the first image, Lucifer is more accurate, and Alastor is more accurate in the second, in case anyone wants to use these (no obligation; you can do your own thing if you'd prefer).
the mesh is still visible in the second image because i hadn't intended to keep the screenshot -- i just thought the mesh looked wild, so i screenshotted, but it was a lucky save since Alastor looks decent there. (it might also be preferable if you use a mesh with more points than in that screenshot)
again, some artist's license will likely be required to get them both looking good. have fun with it! i might try this project again in the future, but for now i'm done lol. (it'll probably be at least a few months or a few years if i do try again, and no guarantee that i will)
#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin lucifer#hazbin lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel lucifer morningstar#nooooot really wanting to put the 'rexan's art' tag on here since it's almost all traced#and i'm such a small artist i doubt anyone will try and find this through that tag#but hey! if i'm wrong please do tell me. i'll be flattered lol#and -BIIIIIG EXHALE- OH MY GOOOOOOSH THIS PROJECT WAS 90% DONE FOR MAYBE WEEKS. IT WAS SO DIFFICULT TO GET MYSELF TO FINISH AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#BUT NOW IT'S /DOOOONE/#ENJOY#i really want to put 'birthday' and related tags on here but i don't want to jumpscare anyone who's#not aware of Hazbin Hotel with a decapitated cartoon character LOL#...OKAY YEAH AND COMBINE THAT SENTIMENT WITH THE MANY 'LUCIFER' TAGS SFJKSKSKSKSKKS
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Growing closer than expected (Patreon)
#Doodles#Pokemon#Kabu#Larry#Firebland#Silverstreakshipping#To the shock of no one this is Zarla's fault (lol)#Bad influence! Too inspiring! Stop this! I'm totally not culpable for Being Inspired for the [X]th time now definitely lol#I kept finding little ideas popping into my head with them and I mean if I've already doodled them Once I guess I could try a couple more#Learned them just well enough to keep finding things for them pft#Although I am surprised by just how easy I find Larry to Draw - not necessarily that I'm fully Confident in drawing him yet but like#There's very little struggle to the shapes I put down here and I'm fairly pleased with their configuration haha#Kabu on the other hand!! Why is he so hard to draw!!! What!! Like I know his clothes are complex but no his face!#He's got a really cute and difficult-to-draw face! Why! I cannot figure him out#It's probably the do with the shape and size of his head...his hair........ I really enjoy fluff and he's Kind of but Not Really fluffy??#And his white streaks aren't intuitive to me - but Larry's floofs are??? I don't know#The only thing I can figure it that I Kind Of draw Dexter the same way - Larry's streaks are like an exaggerated version of how I floof Dex#And then a suit is second nature by now but I've already talked about my difficulties with Kabu's clothes lol#Didn't stop me from putting him out front for this hug tho! It's cute... Kabu asking Larry to come play with him but Larry has stuff to do#May or may not have felt a little that way myself - made most of these doodles during Requestober haha so busy!#The brightly shining brilliant glow boyfriend setup-payoff returns â„ He glows like a fire! Overwhelming!#I still really love that glow cutaway style around the low-bouncing flower haha - just don't draw there and it gives the impression! Fun :)#Hugs <3 Unsurprisingly been in the want of cute fluff and sweetness and hugs were very on the menu#It really is fun to think of Larry being just a Little weird about how much he feels for Kabu#Acting childish as that part of him hasn't had the chance to grow and mature! Stuck awkward and gangly in otherwise full development#Feelings so big and strong and immediate for the first time in too too long <3 Gotta express them all somehow#And ending off with a bit of silliness haha - was Kabu prompting him just to hear such an answer? Who knows âȘ#Larry just too straightforward haha - why else would he do or say things unless he felt like it! Pfsh obviously#Haha
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i dont like when character being blunt/having no filter = character just being Mean, and im trying to find a good balance with that for Talon. I guess it's not that hard since he's not an (active) overthinker and I have drawn him saying things he considers neutral that seem rude to others...I guess I have to find a way to show the opposite, too
#talkys#oc text#active overthinker bc he does have mindsets that would be Overthinking but theyre more like#''the brain fell to this conclusion'' vs ''this conclusion was arrived at after hrs of thinking''#also the balance would be because he of course does have to at least consider his words often#and i know there are things he doesnt want to reveal to othersâ or sometimes he doesnt Want to say things that could#influence someones emotions in one way or another#but i think thats solved by the ''neutral (to him) statement'' part of it#just like when i drew him saying smunker's face was really round (to smunker himself)#skunker took that as an insult but talon was just Stating Observation#similarly Talon would have to strain certain compliments to people he enjoys through clenched teeth sometimes#due to the vulnerability of it all of course#but we could also just go the ''It's Just An Observation he states neutrallyâ without thinking'' route here#except received positively#i think thats harder for ME the writer to figure out tho bc im the overthinker#and also positive stuff harder to keep neutral and surface level#maybe it rly just is thinking vs unthinking#catching self thinking about complimenting al = why would i embarrass myself this way#the words simply escaping before the thought catches upâ without being too detailedâ solely#based off of what he's observing at that moment = â
#also dont get me wrong talon IS purposefully mean pretty often LOL but i didnt want that sole connection to Being Blunt#ok gn yey ^_^
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figured i'd do this again..bit early i guess..
#to cheer me up.. i feel bad atm.. these things don't even make me feel very good tho bc i'm such a narrative/sketch-based artist..#but Proper Beautiful Finished Pieces are what grab attention and look good at the end of the year all neatly lined up lol.....#so looking at a âyearly reviewâ where i can only choose 'the best image of the month' (??) is like...What have i even been doing...#i did a month by month look back on twt for myself instead..but even that doesn't express the quantity of comic-based stuff..#that i do put a lot of time/heart into..but alas i feel bad bringing even them back..RTing/reblogging my own art simply feels bad lol..#AND WHY IS IT ALL B&W...trying to accept that i LIKE doing that and sketching and scribbling..not like i'm trying to like..Get Artist Job..#this year was so profoundly lonely at times bc i spent all my time drawing instead of socialising and trying to find friends....#please please please have achieved more of your dreams in the future so you can look back at 2023 and think..#It was good that happened so that it got me further to the future. Or whatever i guess.....................#regardless i did have a great amount of fun drawing and improving this year and dwelling deeply & heavily on witch hat atelier.#art-wise and emotionally....march july & september were the best months i think..AUGUST WAS SO WEIRD SUMMER IS SO EVIL ALWAYS.#thank you very much if you are reading this for enjoying & leaving nice tags & such like <3 i've realised how fulfilling that is to receive#really keeps me posting stuff here instead of keeping it all to myself in my head#i wish everyone in this world could have a safe and happy end of year. i wish living in this world were easier
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#so anyway iâm on a train and this is my quick recap#of what iâve been up to the last year#firstly i found out i have adhd because i was so burnt out and anxious i was sent to the hospital with a suspected heart attack lol#which theyâre currently looking into to see if i have any heart problems or just anxiety 24/7 đ#either way itâs been a great explanation for why i find everything so difficult everyday when i didnât even know i was finding it hard đ#my mum also almost died which was very much not fun and a little traumatising#i also canât remember if i mentioned this before i disappeared (i must have) but i bought my own flat here in london which was my lifes goal#and iâve spent the last like 8 months renovating to my own taste#itâs been a crazy and overwhelming experience doing all#of this by myself#but nether the less she persisted !!!!#and iâm finally in!!!#living alone? would highly recommend#and lastly this genocide has broken my heart completely and disrupted my ability to enjoy a lot of things and was why i wouldnât bring#myself to come on here and talk about things that really didnât matter in comparison#i have a friend directly effected and i feel v personally effected as someone who is west asian/muslim#so yeah itâs been difficult#and then the liam news hit me like a truck#itâs just been a Time#and the months slipped away from me like water#the only good thing thatâs happened i guess is that i discovered sleep token this year and they immediately became my favourite band#iâm seeing them next month and have had them on repeat non stop#so apologies in advance for turning into a sleep token blog lol
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wahaha sneak peek!!
#my art#i actually forgot my sneak peek tags so ermmmm we'll see#HI GUYS day one of finals week is complete#i feel really good bc i got a lot of nice comments from one of my art profs and :â-) im really enjoying being an art major yall#i should be working on my other final but im like halfway done with it and i have til thursday to finish it soooooooo i have time lol#BUT YEAH i feel like its been ages since ive drawn a wc character so of Course im drawing scourge#i almost drew tigerclawstar but yolo#also btw the sorcerer dog is still up for auction!! no offers yet but if by the time the 20th rolls around i'll probably keep the design fo#myself >:3c#ALSO IM RUNNING BACK IN HERE TO SAY i love drawing scourge with this brush its so him
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Iâve been really thinking of reopening my art shop soon⊠Iâve been taking some practice doodles (hence all the posting lately) while I shake off my rust and Iâm finding things I enjoy working on again. I miss trying my hand at more dragons/OCs and colors. my shopâs so broken rn lmao but thatâs a problem for a later date itâs just nice getting back into art
#my mental health is starting to improve a bit#took a couple years but I found some meds that finally work better for me#ofc things arenât 100% but I was really in a pit for a while#like âdid not leave my house in months and slept 14 hours a dayâ kind of pit#so. any improvement is better lol. but nah Iâve been making real improvement and im doing better. a lil shaky sometimes but thatâs expected#diagnosed with chronic fatigue too. which is unfortunate but not unexpected. i am indeed godâs sleepiest soldier#i feel like a raisin slowly rehydrating but considering i was in a desert before any hydration is welcome#just learning how to enjoy things again overall#one thing I just couldnât get myself to do (and enjoy) was art. doodles here and there but nothing to post#and itâs kind of funny because I feel like that downtime actually gave me a chance to think about what I wanted to work on#even when I wasnât actively practicing#just paying attention to things I guess. enjoying art styles#i genuinely think my experimenting with stained is helping me learn colors#i spend hours in the scryshop im glad itâs paying off lmao#i want to tackle bigger things but i just gotta ease myself into the hang of things again#for now im having fun and thatâs coooool. thank you all for your nice comments#i read all tags while kicking my feet and giggling. thank u all#thatâs the update on Me tho. more to come hopefully#starting next month/julyish I will have a significant amount of time to dedicate to drawing which i intend on doing#so who knooowwwsss#rambles#funny enough coloring has become my favorite part of the process now. it used to be lineart. now lineart annoys me LOL#i also feel like i kinda lost my ability to write which has been frustrating but im focusing on art first#anyways thatâs a whole different tangent rant over
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