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Hi.. could you do best friend itadori x reader where itadori is a platonic yandere but then becomes romantic yandere when they are 1 year away from going to college?
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Oh sure! This sounds like a cute idea :)
Yandere! Best Friend! Yuji Itadori Concept
Pairing: Platonic -> Romantic
Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Obsession, Overprotective behavior, Jealousy, Blood, Violence, Stalking, Possessive behavior, Denial of feelings, Clingy behavior, Dubious relationship.
Yuji has always cared for you during Jujutsu High.
Even when he was a vessel, he's been protective of you.
I can definitely see Yuji falling for a best friend he has.
When he was learning to be a Jujutsu Sorcerer he barely had time for love.
Despite this... He always felt a close connection with you.
Through training under Gojo sensei, you two worked together to he Jujutsu Sorcerers.
Yuji didn't realize it at the time, but throughout his school life he fell for you more and more.
Even when you all lost Gojo during Shibuya and felt lost... You did your best to guide Yuji forward.
Yuji's always been concerned about your safety.
Even to the point Sukuna comments on you, wondering if the teen is having a little crush.
Yuji always ignores the curse in his head, thinking that it can't possibly be what he feels for you.
He... He's just like a brother, right...?
Although even that doesn't feel right to him.
There've been many situations in just his first year of meeting you where he's gotten bloody on your behalf.
Many battles have led to injury or him pummeling another curse user.
Each time you've been at his side to check his wounds and help him.
Yuji's experiences have made him worry about losing you.
He hates that you've both seen countless deaths and injuries due to curses and curse users.
This is one of the reasons your best friend is so overprotective.
He never leaves your side, checks to see if he trusts the people he leaves you alone with...
Get into fights with those who failed to protect you....
You've been his family since he started Jujutsu High.
You've always been there for him, his best friend....
Even when Sukuna's defeated and he continues high school with you, that protective behavior remains.
He's covered in scars from his battles... grimacing when he sees them on you too, apologizing for being unable to watch you.
Not that they... don't look attractive...
What is he thinking!?
It's nice for him to not have Sukuna whispering impulsive thoughts in his head.
He can finally clear his head... focus on you...
Why does he keep thinking of you?
Yuji is probably in denial about his feelings.
He wants to focus on his studies and training.
Yet he keeps finding his gaze flick over to you, wondering what it would be like if you two...
Best not to say that right now.
Yuji truthfully develops a crush throughout high school.
You both have grown quite strong and he only seems to admire you more the more you grow.
He tries his best not to show his growing feelings until after high school.
He still finds himself calling and texting often... visiting you... training with you...
You two are practically unable to be separated yet he hates admitting his crush.
You probably don't feel the same... and he should just watch over you for now.
Unfortunately... Watching you develop relationships with other people tends to make his heart ache.
College wasn't something Yuji thought he'd do.
Yet when you both graduated and you expressed an interest in pursuing a career outside of Sorcerer duties.
Well... He couldn't help but want to follow you.
Yuji wasn't sure what major he wanted, he just knew he wanted to continue being in your life.
Which is what leads him to setting up a college application to support your interests.
Yuji's not that bad of a yandere with Sukuna gone.
He isn't murderous and is most likely not going to kidnap.
He's a soft yandere, acting like a puppy around you when he finally accepts he has a crush on you.
Yuji tried to give you space before college, but he finds himself unable to do it.
Even if you were seeing someone at the time, he can't ignore the feelings steadily growing within him.
He's gone from wanting to protect you... to also wanting to kiss you.
He wants you to know you're loved.
Yuji would probably confess before you both went to college.
He's surprisingly shy, fidgeting as he admits he's loved you for a long time now.
If you're single and accept him, he's ecstatic.
If you aren't single or are and just decline... Yuji's understanding and drops it for now.
Yet he doesn't stop obsessing over you.
While he's a soft yandere, he still stalks you.
He tries not to... but he's so concerned about you he can't stay away from you.
You mean everything to him...
Even if you don't love him now, he hopes you will at some point.
If you had someone you were dating already, Yuji's going to secretly sabotage that relationship.
Then he's going to comfort you as your best friend... all while saying you deserve so much better.
While he doesn't want to be... Yuji can be manipulative.
He wants to be the only one for you.
His whole plan was for you to date in college....
It would be perfect!
His jealousy tends to make Yuji pushy, gently trying to nudge you into loving him.
He doesn't want to be best friends anymore...
He wants to be your boyfriend.
One way or another, Yuji's going to drag you into a relationship with him....
Even if it's just a pity date... Yuji plans to prove to you he's perfect for you.
He'll protect you like a good boyfriend should... just like he always has....
Yuji's intense with affection since he's trying to prove he's a good boyfriend.
He loves you... so much.
If it means hugging you tightly and covering you in kisses, he'll do it.
It's hard to focus on training or class work when he can only think of you.
He understands you may just want to be friends...
He tries to be patient...
But by now he can't see you as just a friend anymore.
He's addicted to you and your attention.
All he looks forward to is dragging you to his dorm for cuddles.
Probably even a bit of PDA in class to show others you're his.
While not a bad boyfriend... He doesn't leave you alone.
Yuji watches you from a distance when you're with others, he tracks your phone and socials...
He wants to be involved with everything you do.
He refuses to lose you to anyone.
He just can't... You need to be his.
If you aren't... He might just go insane.
There's times he's threatened those around you, unable to hide his jealousy.
There's times you hope the blood on his hands is just due to him training too hard.
He never gives a straight answer.
You can try to tell Yuji to back off, to give space for you to clear your head...
He backs off for a little while.
Yet then he comes right back like being alone is the most horrible experience for him.
You try to have Nobara and Megumi distract him... No dice.
Yuji now finally understands what he feels for you.
You're not his best friend... you're meant to be his partner.
Yuji wants to support, protect, and care for you... Nothing will take you from him...
As long as he loves you... Yuji will never leave you alone... even if you asked him too.
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Could you write something about yandere Charlie but yn is an inspector trying to get rid of the mafias families ? 🥺
Sure thing! Gonna be honest, I wasn't really sure which direction to take this in, but I hope you still enjoy!
Yandere! Mafia Boss With An Inspector Darling
Gn! Reader
Warnings: Stalking, mentions of prison, mentions of being hit in the head with a baseball bat, mentions of guns, breaking in, kidnapping, yandere character, mafia stuff, snake gif at the end
Divider credit goes to @strangergraphics
Yandere! Charlie who knows who you are, and has for a while. It’s kind of hard not to, when your entire existence seems to revolve around taking him and anyone else associated with the mafia out. You’ve been on his radar for a while, really ever since you began busting mafia operations around your city in the first place.
Yandere! Charlie who does his best to stay off your radar, despite all his cockiness. He’s not afraid of you per se, he’s just a very cautious man. He cannot afford to lose any of his right hand men, nor does he want to get arrested, however strong his organization may be. If he’s ever gonna be taken out, it won’t be by some insignificant detective.
Yandere! Charlie who doesn’t really worry about whole ton about your work, not until you bust one of his major rivals, at least. This guy wasn’t a small fry in a larger organization like most of your previous arrests, he was the leader of his respective mafia, an incredibly hard person to contact let alone catch, even by Charlie’s standards. You’ve now suddenly become a much bigger threat to Charlie’s way of life, a threat that he can’t let stand. He’s risked a lot for the power he has, and he won’t let some insignificant detective get in the way of all his hard work.
Yandere! Charlie who’s now on high alert, designating time, resources, and energy just to keep tabs on you. It’s not too hard, it’s not like your profession is that much of a secret, but he can’t help but feel like there’s something more to you, something his surveillance won’t be able to catch. What if there's more than meets the eye, something even his informants won't be able to catch? Surely there must be, if you were able to bust one of his biggest opponents. Are maybe it was just a stroke of luck?
Charlie doesn't know, and he doesn't particularly care. Luck or not, he can't risk letting up on precautions, not for a second. His career depends on it.
Yandere! Charlie who quickly discovers that despite your skill, you aren't the most...protected. Sure you're a valued detective in the public eye, now revered by any sort of law enforcement within the city, but you don't actually have much in the way of keeping yourself safe, despite the high profile. In fact, your newfound fame has made your information far easier to find, more eyes on you than ever before. Your address is public information, so is your phone number, so getting everything else is basically childsplay to Charlie. For someone so skilled, the police force really weren't treating you like the commodity you are, were they?
Still, Charlie can't complain. The lack of security makes it so much easier to take you out, not that bodyguards would have done much anyway. Not in the face of Charlie's power.
Yandere! Charlie who wants to take you out, but doesn't. Not yet. Leaving you alone is a risk, but you could also be a massive help, if he plays his cards right. You could get rid of so many rivals for him, allowing him to completely dominate the most industries he's involved in without even realizing it. It's a risky move, but he's willing to gamble if it means he'll come out on top.
Yandere! Charlie who sits back and waits, eager to see what you'll do.
Yandere! Charlie who can't help but be impressed by your abilities as he continues to keep tabs on you, month after month. You've busted a couple more people since he started watching you, mostly lowly subordinates, but one or two bigger threats managed to cross your radar too, spelling out their own untimely demise. It takes you a surprisingly short amount of time to find the information you need to bust them, it's truly spectacular. You know exactly where to look, what to ask, and how to keep yourself safe while you sniff out more information. It leaves Charlie where you learned how to do everything you've been doing.
You're no ordinary person like he originally thought. No, you're something new. Something special. He could certainly use your kind of talent in his organization.
It doesn't help that you're utterly stunning either, at least in Charlie's opinion. Maybe it's just because you've impressed him, but he can't help but be drawn in by your beauty, your intelligence, and most importantly, your humanity. Despite your job, you truly love and care for the people around you, a virtue lacked by most of his own subordinates. Maybe it's just something he's not used to but...he can't help but need more. More of you.
...Is it bad that he wants your attention?
Yandere! Charlie who finds out the answer to that question when you suddenly set your sights on him, determined to take him down.
Yandere! Charlie who knows the game is up. He's surveilling you at all times so it's not like he should be worried, but he knows he can't risk leaving you to your devices any longer, not when his whole career is at stake. He could taunt you for the fun of it, but...
If he's learned anything, it's not to underestimate you. He won't make that mistake, not like his rivals did.
Yandere! Charlie who doesn't want to kill you, so he settles for kidnapping. It won't be too hard, he knows where you live, how secure your house is, and what weapons you have laying around, but still, he plans extensively, too paranoid to leave anything up to chance. He won't go in himself, he knows he can't risk it, but he also knows you can't do much against a large group of people while on your own. So, he forms a team of people, sends them to your house in the middle of the night, and waits.
Yandere! Charlie who can't help but smile when his team drags you back to his home, completely conked out. You certainly did put up a fight, the bodycam footage his underlings gathered made for great entertainment, but you were no match for a baseball bat that collided with the back of your skull. Charlie hated to see you get hurt, and he certainly would have tried other methods of bringing you home if he had been there, but...you were trying to shoot some of his team, so hey, they did what they had to!
Yandere! Charlie who doesn't even try to pretend he's someone else when you come to, in a fully furnished room you don't recognize. He'll get your personal belongings later, but he wanted to make sure you knew where you were when you woke up, who he was, what situation you're in. He'll make sure to commend you for your work, but he can't keep the smugness out of his voice as he gloats his victory, making sure you know there's no chance of help coming for you now.
Yandere! Charlie who expects the hatred on your face. The only surprising thing about the whole situation is how naive you seemed to be. Did you really think nobody was going to try and come for you? Did you really think you were safe, after all you've done? You should be happy that he's the one who got to you first, anyone else and you would have suffered a much worse fate.
Yandere! Charlie who revels in the attention you're giving him, even if it's negative. He knows your hatred is only temporary, he can offer you so much more than your previous job paid, and you'd have so much more power too! All you'd have to do is agree to work with him, staying by his side as you dominate the crime world.
Yandere! Charlie who leaves you to your own devices, shutting you inside your room with a smirk on his face. He'd hate to wait your talent, but he knows now is not exactly the time for a business proposal, especially since you've dedicated your whole career to taking people like him down. Still, he hopes you'll rest easy knowing your talent won't be wasted, not if you let it be.
You'll warm up to him, he's sure of it. After all, what other choice do you have?
I hope you enjoyed!
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CAN I MAKE IT ANY MORE OBVIOUS? ── a maeda riku smau

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★ @/m_riku ;; animation major maeda riku can never wait for summer. he loves to be at home, taking a break of all the exhausting people he has to deal with at college and hanging out at the local skatepark all day, every day. he grew up with the boys in his neighborhood, later following sion to college and waiting for the rest of them to catch up. he had never connected with anything quite as much as he did with skating until one particular girl came along. she was his everything, and he was hers.. at least that's what he thought.
★ @/rikukuku ;; riku's priv.
★ @/si_onnn ;; music major oh sion is a diligent father of five. he has known all of them ever since they were little, living in the same neighborhood and doing their best to be best friends with him. he realized how much he missed his children once he left for college, which is why he makes sure to spend as much time as he can with them during the summer. he is also well acquainted with yn and her friends.
★ @/yoshiwitha_u ;; english major tokuno yushi is silently suffering. as they quietest in the friend group, he is prone to very embarrassing moments caused by the members of it. even when he considers himself a victim, he is always judging them in silence, his side eyes giving away whatever he is thinking. still, he is one of the sweetest people you could ever meet, and is incredibly grateful to have been adopted by sion that one afternoon at the skatepark. he always hated riku's ex gf, but would never tell him he told him so. (he did, multiple times)
★ @/sakuyacardcaptor ;; high school student fujinaga sakuya is yn's little brother and the boys' baby. ever since he was little he watched yn and her friends be together like they were stuck with glue, so he decided he would have the same thing. when he saw his older neighbor, riku, leave with the rest of the boys with a skateboard in hand, he ran to his best friend's house and dragged him with him towards the skatepark. he is the biggest menace in the world, but that doesn't mean he is not the most caring little brother yn could've asked for.
★ @/syaoryolee ;; high school student hirose ryo has been joined by the hip with sakuya for as long as he can remember. he lived next door to the fujinaga's since birth, leading him to be sakuya's ride or die and yn's second little brother. he loved to be dragged along to whatever adventure his best friend was planning, and is forever grateful to have found a bunch of boys to adopt him, even if they were concerningly older.
★ @/jaeheehee ;; music major kim daeyoung, better known as jaehee, is riku's ride or die and sion's middle child. he met the boys when they were little and immediately connected with riku like he never had with anyone despite their age gap. he is incredibly sweet but also a menace, and undoubtably yn's favorite out of the whole bunch. he also swears that the worst time of his life was when he was in the awkward middle between the oldest and youngest kids in the group.

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Hi saw your reply to @alexunbroken about Zoé and I wanted to get your opinion on whether my take changes her personality or not.
Never was a fan of Zoé suddenly landing a lead role in a movie (even if it's a student film), so... why not theatre?
Thought it would be a good idea, since Zoé's supposed talent is acting. Theatre can also help her interact with new people, and maybe even get a mentor that can help her gain more confidence and essentially be the one to guide her out of the mental hole she's in.
I feel like putting Zoé into theatre would be beneficial since it's not a sudden "she got her wish" moment, and the show gets an arc of showing how it helps her character grow into someone more confident and comfortable with herself instead of just going "BAM she's good now!"
Also, since Zoé never had anyone to be compared to in acting, being in theatre could shock her (in a good way) into realizing she's not as all she's cracked up to be like everyone keeps telling her (I like personal growth).
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Theater kid Zoé is a perfect fit, I'm just not sure what it would add to the story. That's my whole issue with Zoé. It's not that she has no potential at all, it's that I don't see what she adds that wasn't already there. For example, this idea:
the show gets an arc of showing how it helps her character grow into someone more confident and comfortable with herself instead of just going "BAM she's good now!"
Totally works in a vacuum, but feels weird in the context of canon where Zoé is just a side characters in a cast with over a dozen reoccurring side characters, all of whom predate her by at least two seasons. Why should Zoé get a big, multi-episode arc when there are so many established characters who have been waiting their turn for the spotlight for ages? That's the heart of the problem. Any time the show focuses on Zoé and tries to make her a major character I get annoyed because I don't care about her! I care about the cast we've known since season one!
It would be one thing if Zoé was unique, but she's not. Anything you want to do with her can be done with someone else. Need a lesson in standing up for yourself or just generally becoming more confident? Give it to Juleka, Mylène, or Adrien! Need a redemption? Sabrina, Chloé, Félix, and Kim are right there. Queer rep? Juleka, Rose, Nathaniel, and Marc are all available and have an established person they can be paired with! Want to do something with liars? Lila's got you covered on the villain side and Marinette is there on the hero side now.
Even if they hadn't made Marinette a liar, anyone who is a hero can be used to tell a lesson about lying because superheroes have to lie about stuff, making them a great choice for healthy vs unhealthy lying and all its complexities. Anything Zoé can do someone else can do just as well. I'm still salty that she got the black cat instead of Nino, Kagami, or Luka. You know, Adrien's actual friends??? Characters Plagg has had a chance to get to know and evaluate??? Even a random teen from Adrien's class makes more sense than Zoé.
If you love Zoé, that's fine, she's not a bad character in theory. If she was one of the original girl squad she'd be fine! Her problem is that she's a shinny new character who is just another generic nice person in a cast that is positively bloated with generic nice people, so why do the writers keep acting like she's something special? She's not. There is no reason why she should get more attention than most of the background cast.
If you want to swap her with Mylène you totally can because they're super similar. Heck, you could even swap her with Adrien depending on the plot. I just personally don't see the appeal in that because I'd rather fix the original cast than try to make this incredibly generic outsider fit. This is extra true if you're not doing anything with Chloé because why give her a sister and then have that mean nothing? Zoé might as well be some random kid Andre adopted for public appeal or even just a generic new kid with no ties to Chloé's family since Zoé's plots generally have nothing to do with the family the writers actively decided to tie her to.
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Tutor Jean x Reader
You receive a surprise visit from your tutor, but you end up with an entirely new problem to solve
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"Are you sure this is okay? It's so late already."
She smiled at you as she sat down, though bags were already forming under her eyes. You were in the middle of studying for an exam (or rather, staring at a single spot on your notebook dazed and unfocused) when you heard your doorbell ring. Not expecting any visitors, you gazed through the peephole, only to find your tutor.
"It's not a problem at all. Your test's tomorrow, so I wanted to check how everything's coming along." You shuffled slightly to the side in embarrassment. When you two had first begun these lessons, you attempted to hide just how lost you were regarding the material. Obviously, you didn't do that great of a job. Her instincts had been trained to perceive those sorts of behaviors in students—pretend nods of understanding, incorrect answers to even the basics, and just about everything else you did during your first session.
Thankfully, Jean was the type who broke through those barriers with ease, using her reassuring tone and gentle pressure to encourage you to push through difficult subjects. If it weren't for her, you're sure you would've already failed this class months ago.
"Thank you so much, Jean. I've got the simpler questions down, but there was one I wasn't sure about." You spun your paper around to face her, a blot of red ink marking one section. She leaned over to study it, shutting her eyes for a moment.
"Right, we ran out of time before we could cover this. May I borrow a pen?" You reached out to press one into her palm. As you did, you sensed an unusual tremor coming from it, shifting your eyes to check the rest of her. Her eyelids repeatedly squinted shut, and her head swayed back and forth, hovering over the hard desk. Within moments, a bang echoed through your room.
"Jean? Hey, Jean!" You rushed to lift her head up from where it landed, finding her drowsy face staring blankly into nothingness. Her pale skin looked ghostly. You bit your lower lip.
"Why did you come over if you clearly weren't feeling good..." Despite chastising her, you couldn't help but think back to the numerous times you've spotted others bombarding her with petty help requests. Sure, she should take care of herself more, but it wouldn't be so hard for her if others gave her some space. That felt strange coming from you, though, given the circumstances.
To be honest, the guilt was starting to get to you. In your defense, it's not like you realized just how incredibly busy Jean was on a typical day. All you knew was you needed help, and when you asked a classmate about potential tutors, her name came up. When she readily accepted your request, you thought nothing of it.
But then you began to notice her more and more. Her blonde ponytail caught your eyes as it swished around from side to side. What truly got your attention, though, wasn't actually her at all; it was the people around her. Some appeared well-intentioned and considerate, but the majority acted as if she was a walking help dispenser instead of a tired, overworked woman.
And the worst part? She just let it happen. You knew from your time with her that she never intended to be such a pushover. If anything, she was rather strict in many regards. Whenever you started slacking off on practice sheets, she would be the first to point it out and force you into completing them. Even the amount of water you drank was scrutinized by her, but Jean refused to treat herself with that same level of care and consideration.
Thankfully, Jean appeared a bit more stable now, and her cheeks gained some of their color back. Her eyes, previously unfocused, were now locked with yours.
"I'm fine, really. I just didn't sleep great last night. Right, so the question you were struggling with—"
"Stop it." Both of you paused for a moment, surprised at your interruption. You cleared your throat.
"Jean... this isn't okay. You're going to get seriously hurt if you keep acting like this. I couldn't forgive myself if I let that happen. You matter more than some stupid test question, got it?" Her eyes turned further downward with each sentence. For several seconds, her throat and lips shifted around, searching for the right way to respond.
"You're right, it's just... I want to be someone people can rely on, no matter what they're going through. And people's troubles don't just go away because I'm a little tired.
You sighed. It was hard to argue with her about not overworking for the sake of others when you yourself relied on her. Jean's pure-hearted desire to act as a pillar for her peers wasn't exactly wrong, either. True, some took advantage, but many earnestly needed someone on their side, and their lives changed for the better after Jean took on that role. Would it be right of you to force her into not caring for others? Was it fair to those who benefitted from her kindness to strip it away from them? Silence permeated through the air for a few moments, before an idea hit you.
"Let me help you, then. I might not be as capable as you are, but I'm sure there's something I can do for you." Jean's hand immediately went up, her palm waving in dismissal.
"No, I couldn't make you do that. You're busy with your own matters, after all. It'd be rude of me."
Of course she would say that. Not only is her pride too big to blatantly accept such an offer, but you probably don't sound all that convincing either. The more you think about it, there's had to have been countless people in her life who've claimed they could be relied on, only to flake out when she actually needed it. In that case, wouldn't it make more sense to just... show her?
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"We're already done, actually."
"Huh?" Jean stood in front of her teacher, arms crossed and eyebrows furrowed. Ever since classes began, she'd taken on the job of assisting with cleaning the rooms after the final bell rang. Initially, she and a couple of other classmates took part, but the numbers quickly dwindled down to one. It had become a guaranteed part of her daily routine. That is, until today.
"Another student came by while you were away and offered to help. Said they were a friend of yours? Let me think..." As the teacher described said person's features, it clicked in Jean's mind who they were. Concern wracked through her.
"Where are they now? Are they still here?"
"Oh, no, they already left. They did write a note for you, though. Here." They held out a piece of notebook paper, a design she recognized from your many sessions together. Curious, she quickly grabbed it and scanned the words written on it.
Don't bring lunch tomorrow! :D
"....Huh?"
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If I can hop on this, actually, my problem with Pencil’s actually kinda similar but takes one extra thing into account.
She’s always like this.
Like, yeah, she’s obviously traumatized from being in the EXIT for so long and realizing she has no friends, but the way she chooses to express that? It’s the same person she was back in BFDIA and BFDI- someone who doesn’t care about her teammates as long as she can maintain control and support herself. It’s just that it’s gotten worse because at least nobody seriously broke a limb (Yellow Face) and nobody’s been calling her out so much (Golf Ball and Donut), which she’s just been. Denying, rejecting, refusing to accept any amount of responsibility.
I can get people being traumatized, I was thriving over the first two parts of the II S2 finale…but after a certain point, that doesn’t excuse it. That’s not the trauma. That’s just her, it just has different set dressing now. The worst thing that I can say about her is that despite everything that should feel different…she still feels one-note the majority of the time.
Now don’t get me wrong, TPOT is doing SO MUCH COOL SHIT- the first genuine and outright antagonist opposed to the show in One, the insane rise in visual fidelity, how some episodes are less just a challenge and more “Something is going horribly wrong so someone has to quickly make it a challenge to fix it”, just how complex other characters feel like they’re becoming- I wanna make a much more positive rant about Pen and Liy’s subplot and how genuinely cool I think it is after this…
But that makes people like Pencil (and to a lesser extent, Yellow Face and Pillow) stand out a lot more. And not necessarily in a good way.
This is just something I’ve been seeimg a lot so I wanted to talk about it a bit
Pencil in TPOT.
I understand that she’s got some trauma goin’ on with the EXIT and Four which is very valid! I understand that! However that does NOT excuse her actions.
It feels like some people are like “Oh we can’t vote her out!! She has PTSD!” that doesn’t excuse her actions? That whole crashout in TPOT 15, while the intention and motivation behind it was valid, it?? wasn’t OKAY??? we can’t just excuse actions because of trauma.
Sorry I just. I still really don’t like pencil and think there are ways to help her cope with things without excusing her actions ^^’
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And some days, I just wish you wouldn't look at me at all.
#ffxiv#sketch#wol#meteor survivor#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#oh no#its the consequences of his actions#everything is fine until the only man on the star you care about looks at you with the same contempt your father did#(Meteor's not doing it intentionally- its a reflex after he comes back for quite a bit)#and zenos is getting bodied because its been a while since... you know... him being able to really feel anything at all#and no- its not him regretting anything that had to do with varis- just him regretting the thought meteor could look at him like that#little does Meteor know he's emotionally bodying the man he's trying to be cordial with#its a little okay because in how I write adventurer zenos this serves as one of his main wake-up calls to make some changes#and realizing both the mistakes he's made with meteor and that meteor hating him in any way is actually -not at all- what he wants#but not okay on the end that every time meteor does this he has to watch zenos actively dissociate right in front of him#until zenos just kinda autopilots and walks away#the second time (or perhaps third) in the last 11 years that zenos has felt regret to any major capacity-#on meteor's end I just enjoy seeing the progression of the WoL through subtext#and why meteor is willing to even entertain the idea despite how much he hates zenos- his decisions and the path he's walked#is the realization that there is high chance that he could actually be a direct catalyst for zenos' growth#and the realization the wol has that they were the only one zenos has ever genuinely reached out to#besides- i just like the idea of having your equal other half fighting back to back with you- or being able to handle threats you cant#and i find their dynamic neat- of meteor not forgiving zenos but giving him his last chance- and growing to enjoy being around him#and zenos being able to work on moving past being the weapon or the monster- finding the connections he's longed for#and giving himself purpose to finally truly just live- for him to learn to experience and have the freedom to find what he enjoys#(and curiously him having estinien's brand of accidently helping people even in StB gives me ideas...)#but enough tag ranting- ill get to zenos' actual adventuring in another post lol
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waitineedaname
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Anonymous asked:
do you also think a lot about the time between when luo binghe was born and when his adoptive mother took him in? cause sqq says he was homeless before she came around which makes me wonder how did baby binghe even survived
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I AM IN FACT HAUNTED BY THIS. especially when you compare it to all the other little orphan boys in mxtx novels, like. Wei Wuxian had his parents taking care of him until they died. Hua Cheng had parents before he got kicked out onto the streets. we don't really know much about Yue Qi and Shen Jiu's circumstances, but presumably they had parents for a time before they were orphaned/abandoned. but Luo Binghe, we know he was abandoned at birth because Su Xiyan lived just long enough to seal his demon qi and send him down the river before she died. it would make sense if the washerwoman immediately found him in the river and started raising him (which is what the donghua changes, which tbh makes more sense) but no, he was living on the streets for YEARS before she adopted him. HOW!!! presumably somebody found this literal newborn floating down the river and made sure he survived, but like?? we know nothing about it???
in my mind, whoever took baby Binghe in and kept him alive was someone similar to the washerwoman, probably poor but kindhearted enough to not want this baby to die. maybe their circumstances were such that they couldn't take care of him forever, so the washerwoman took him in instead, maybe they knew her and asked her to take him in when they couldn't, or maybe they died and Binghe was left on the streets, slightly more capable of fending for himself now that he could like walk and talk and wasn't a day old. idk, it's all too tragic to think about. regardless, someone must have taken care of him and then couldn't anymore, which means Luo Binghe was essentially orphaned three times. fucking hell dude
skeren
Jan 30
-waves wildly at all of this- THIS is why I think that his mother broke through any spirit calming rituals and Su Xiyan became a river spirit. Just straight up possessed the river to make sure that he survived through first the winter, then the years that followed by making it so he had a safe place where he wouldn't drown and she could feed her qi (even if it was ghostly qi) into him to sustain him against the cold, or to drive fish into tiny hands that had no idea what to do with them.
It's a whole THING in my personal headcanons that basically, even if he was taken in that first winter and was released as soon as the person who picked him out of the water saw he was mobile, that there was a refuge for him to fall back on. Boy's got attachment issues, for sure, but he doesn't have the kind that come of being ignored. He can form attachments and that's an infancy thing. So if he was being cradled by a dead spirit? That's fine. That's good enough.
Hell, it might even be why he takes such a shine to Shen Yuan ultimately, because what is he if not a dead spirit? Even if he doesn't know, it's still true. But, well, that's another conversation probably.
#svsss#it’s entirely possible MXTX has never met a human child and didn’t realize that without adult human care#newborn babies just…die pretty much immediately#and didn’t think about it#but this is svsss!#so we can also just be like#*airplane* had probably never met a human child and didn’t realize etc etc#and furthermore#that the reason peerless cucumber didn’t roast the ever living fuck out of airplane for THAT major plothole#is that peerless cucumber had also never met a human child - via @cerusee
do you also think a lot about the time between when luo binghe was born and when his adoptive mother took him in? cause sqq says he was homeless before she came around which makes me wonder how did baby binghe even survived
I AM IN FACT HAUNTED BY THIS. especially when you compare it to all the other little orphan boys in mxtx novels, like. Wei Wuxian had his parents taking care of him until they died. Hua Cheng had parents before he got kicked out onto the streets. we don't really know much about Yue Qi and Shen Jiu's circumstances, but presumably they had parents for a time before they were orphaned/abandoned. but Luo Binghe, we know he was abandoned at birth because Su Xiyan lived just long enough to seal his demon qi and send him down the river before she died. it would make sense if the washerwoman immediately found him in the river and started raising him (which is what the donghua changes, which tbh makes more sense) but no, he was living on the streets for YEARS before she adopted him. HOW!!! presumably somebody found this literal newborn floating down the river and made sure he survived, but like?? we know nothing about it???
in my mind, whoever took baby Binghe in and kept him alive was someone similar to the washerwoman, probably poor but kindhearted enough to not want this baby to die. maybe their circumstances were such that they couldn't take care of him forever, so the washerwoman took him in instead, maybe they knew her and asked her to take him in when they couldn't, or maybe they died and Binghe was left on the streets, slightly more capable of fending for himself now that he could like walk and talk and wasn't a day old. idk, it's all too tragic to think about. regardless, someone must have taken care of him and then couldn't anymore, which means Luo Binghe was essentially orphaned three times. fucking hell dude
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Hi! Where did you go for the past couple weeks? Are things okay for you rn?
hi! i put junkissed on private for a while so i could take a break since there is a lot going on for me rn. it's very unlikely that i will write on here anymore but i haven't decided for certain yet. i won't delete this blog, but it's possible i might private it again. if i do, i'll repost some of my fics on ao3 (i think it's linked in my pinned post - but the username is also junkissed there). i'm also still active on my main blog @wenjunehui but it's only for gifs.
#[💌] — asks#im getting ready to graduate in the next few semesters so im busy catching up w credits plus the higher level classes are harder#im an english major so for my eng classes i usually have to read an entire novel per week. and i have multiple eng classes#so finishing multiple full books every couple days has not really left me with the desire write lmao#idk if anyone here knows/still cares about my tkg fic but thats the only thing keeping me from making a decision about this blog#i am going to finish it but idk if ill post it. i may just keep it for myself once its done#if ppl want it then i might stay long enough to post that. but we opened the taglist almost 2yrs ago so i think most ppl are gone by now#it also may end up on ao3 only because its a very long fic#very sorry to everyone who has been looking forward to various wips and things from me but tumblr just isnt fun anymore lmao#i have realized that i dont want to be a public figure and i dont want thousands of ppl watching my every move. its a lot of pressure#and id rather spend my time with friends and doing things i love and being offline. no offense#if you have any final thoughts feel free to let me know bc i might change what happens to this blog depending on what ppl want#but otherwise i am planning on taking a huge step back not just from writing but from tumblr
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#cat creech#cat creech is my vent tag i think. block it if you don’t want my venting#venting in these tags pls ignore this post if you don’t want to read vent#I feel like I don’t care about stories enough. I don’t read books watch movies or shows#the games I play I’ve already played before or have no story at all. I feel childish and trapped in familiarity#if I could slightly different versions of the same story over and over again I’d be happy. I don’t need stories at all it seems.#I even avoid it often. would opt for comedy or something baseless over a story.#and I wouldn’t be upset over this if I didn’t major in animation#I don���t want to be a director I don’t want to be a writer I don’t want to be in charge of story#but this stupid fucking school makes you do every part of the pipeline. I don’t read or watch anything so unsurprisingly my story is boring#my story for my thesis I mean. it’s uninspiring I’m not proud of it. and it’s changed so much from where it was in the beginning#it doesn’t even feel like mine anymore. I don’t like it and it’s not mine. I don’t want anything to do with it#and I think I realized that being a storyteller means having lessons to tell people or experiences to share#I don’t have either of those things. my life is uninteresting and I don’t learn from my mistakes. my mistakes themselves are boring#all my issues are boring and privileged. no one needs a story or lesson from me. what the fuck can I say that hasn’t been said#and even if I did have a story to tell I don’t want to? I don’t care to teach people or share my experience. that’s never been what art-#-was about for me. art is a selfish escape for me. nothing more. nothing artsy feely or intellectual. ‘why do you draw’ idk it’s fun#I remember old classes where people answered why theyre artists. everyone had interesting answers and here i was-#- I said because it’s fun. like a fucking childish moron. never should have pursued art as a job. you have to want to be an artist to make-#a living from it. I don’t want to be an artist. I just am one as a byproduct of drawing. not the same thing.#I don’t even want to fucking animate anymore. I don’t know what the fuck happened to me but I hate it I hate it so much#I miss when making art wasn’t a task or a job or homework. I really fucking do#I’m tearing up#anyway#weasel speaks#vent
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I keep drinking coffee thinking it's gonna make me Productive and then instead of doing the work I actually have to do I just compulsively make spreadsheets :(
#my homework is. not done#but!!! i just realized if i take 2 spanish classes i can have a russian/spanish major instead of just russian#(it's complicated but this would leave me with: double major languages and history with a joint major in asian middle east studies)#(plus a minor in religious studies and concentration in islamicate studies)#first i gotta: relearn spanish for like the third time#but it's ok i'm hopping thru spain in less than a month so i should proooobably do that anyway#man when i was touring colleges my mom was like really dismissive about the idea of double majoring and now i'm here like#How Many Things Can I Stack Up To Get Big Number On Transcript#aaaaaaaand because of ames requirements i did the dumb thing and ended up learning persian while my spanish is still kinda iffy#итак совершилося то что я пытался предотвратить as they say#so i'm just gonna have to study two languages at once next semester... or just keep going thru the cycle of relearning them abt every year#my russian is a big girl it can survive on its own but i now gotta feed the babiessssss#tho ig what this kinda cyclically learning and forgetting spanish has taught me is like#languages are less like babies and more like those lil desert plants that wither up when they don't have any water#they might look dead but they're nearly impossible to kill completely#and will bounce right back after a lil care n patience. i just gotta like.... water em#the one thing standing in my way is ideological opposition to my spanish textbook#i have to pay $200 for access to a *website*#*i don't even get a book just a shitass ebook*#but it's ok one of the spanish profs likes me i think? i think she would let me skip the intro lit class#only problem is it was Genuinely Hard for me to follow along when i audited advanced lit... 90% of the class was heritage speakers#tho ig like. having taken a class meant for native russian speakers should help w learning to survive that kinda thing#genuinely i think i can do it#just gotta make that my goal. study. do it for zapata#and if i wanna go into translating... having good spanish should help right? like if i finally get b2 spanish?#yeah. if i could do kazakh history for native russian speakers i can do spanish lit for heritage spanish speakers. it's equivalent enough#but ok i'm gonna visit my buddy in spain who did nearly the exact same shitass majors combination as me#tho i think he did spanish/arabic for his language major and just Happens To Also Be Fluent In Russian cuz he's Like That#it's ok he's two years older than me i have two years to become that cool#he can tell me what to do
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Thinking about current continuity Vanessa and just getting pissed off again
Like one, LET HER REST oh my god dc you ruin her FUCKING life like an asshole only to bring her back as a villain after she finally got out oh my god-
But also like its just so bad. This is a whole other woman with her name like why are we doing this. Like first you kill her mom (JULIA NOOO) and erase her YEARS of history growing up around diana (the thing that actually made her villain turn [if you can call it that w the level of manipulation involved] interesting and fucking heartbreaking) for some shitty "oh I saved you we were friends" run of the mill whatever. Then to use that and say Nessie had a crush on her OWN SISTER (Diana, so like informally adopted, but still 😡) now????
And then they took away her curls and made her a redhead but not even the realistic kind. DC SHE DOESNT LOOK LIKE THAT
It just makes me so mad. Freaking guys. They could have used another name like oh my god. She's not even the first silver swan why the fuck would they do that if they're not going to explore her history w diana (which she no longer has!!!!) or how intensely fucked up everything got for her. What is even the fucking point of this then other to drag a main character of the ww supporting cast through the mud again for genuinely no reason. They could have easily had her be Valerie Beaudry (sorry Val) instead or just MADE UP ANOTHER NAME because it's obvious that no one actually cared about her as a character they just wanted the wondy villain back so like !!!!!!!!!! Why even bother
#her entire treatment just makes me so angry#like in general it makes me mad and sad and a million other emotions#but the fucking robinson version just makes me enraged. beyond pissed off. because theres no fucking reason for it its bullshit and its the#one in current continuity right now. so i get to see tom king ww panels put on my dash that have this stupid fake vanessa and its so#infuriating. like thats NOT her!!!!!!! oh my freaking god people#her hair is BROWN and CURLY and shes dianas BABY SISTER who she lived with for YEARS like she was a MAJOR supporting ww character for the#longest time. like shes got about 100 appearances (just checked) preboot this is not a minor character#so freaking frustrating#blah#ALSO. FUCKING ALSO. THE FACT THAT THE WHOLE CURRENT VANESSA TURNED EVIL BC SHE REALIZED SHE WASNT SPECIAL TO DIANA BS. FUCK YOU THERE LIKE#OH MY GODDDDD “isnt special to diana” im going to fucking kill you. what do you mean she doesnt care about her specially. thats her FUCKING#BABY SISTER. not to sound like vanessa herself a la silver swan but those clowns at dc would never say that shit about cassie oh my god#not special my FUCKING ass. nessie and her mom were literally the first people invited to themyscira in post coie continuity#like yes diana trevor and steve trevor and even baby julia kapetelis washing ashore but like the kapetelises (and you could even say just#nessie bc again her mom had been there before) were the FIRST ones invited there like you cannot say diana didnt care about them more than#the average joe dc i fucking despise you.#this girl has been through so much why is dc incapable of throwing her a bone ever. nessie i am so sorry they did that to you sweetie.#gonna tag it bc her tag deserves the traffic#vanessa kapatelis#just makes me so mad#doing all that to the normal teen girl character in a wonder woman comic is so fucked actually like dc comics i should not have to explain#that to you. what message do you think you are sending here be serious
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Monster High redesigns because I really hate how they look in the new show part 1/???
#Monster High#Clawdeen Wolf#Draculaura#Frankie Stein#Monster High Redesign#Yall do not realize how angry the new designs make me#Frankies is okay#its not bad but its not good#Draculaura and Clawdeen though#major FUCKING downgrade I tell you#Draculaura looks like melanie martinez andd shes a SORCERESS???#she dont even have her sweet personality much fr#Clawdeen was such a drag#they made her outfit so ugly I swear#like she is a fashionista that is famous in Scaris and yall dress her up like THAT??!#Fuck you fr#Also I have no idea why people ship Cleo and Frankie#Like they dont talk much back in the movies so??#whatever I dont care#will probably do more like Lagoona and Abby
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#nuzleaf#i didn't really like nuzleaf before psmd. and i still don't really care for it as a pokémon‚ but i liked psmd too much to not feel Something#y'know‚ just by virtue of this pokémon being a major-ish character in my favorite game of all time‚ i kinda like it a Bit more now#although i still don't like it conceptually that much. the design isn't my favorite and it didn't do grass/dark very well#meowscarada for sure did that typing better#i actually just realized i had a notification that you could see in the corner of this image and i just had to go edit that out#this is the first time i've ever had to edit one of the images of the pokémon for this blog‚ fun fact#in case you're wondering. the notification was the reminder that i have set to queue pokémon up for the blog#every morning at 8 AM it tells me Update ffp and i don't do it until i wake up so the notification just kinda sits there until i do it#but the same thing happens with the take your meds notification‚ too#so. i'm kind of a bit of a fail and i can't survive without reminders. if i need to do something i have to ask my phone to remind me#or else i will not fucking do it. idk if any of y'all relate but i think i'll have to edit the notification out of the next one#as well. so. see you in shiftry
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Niggas will see people scared out their minds about the future of their lives in this god forsaken country and wishing that mother fuckers would just realize you can't just "uwu im gonna revolt when the facists take over!" Post things better and call them a "pathetic liberal"
I swear no body on this site fucking has nuance anymore
#just screaming into the void#vent#might delete later#but im tired#no sarah the person who is scared about whats happening and begging people who have the ability to vote to do so for once#and mitigate this fucking shit#i fucking hate this country too! but im not gonna act like fucking hariss or whoever is the same as trump#the guy who chose a openly white supremist as his VP#i swear white leftist DO NOT GIVE A SHIT#they do not care about the people suffering under us imperialism like they claim they do#because if they did and actually paid attention to whats being passed youd realize that these fuckers are not comparable!!#but they wont care until once again. major rights are strpped and it affects them#white women didn't care until roe v wade was stripped#and white queers didnt care till states start rolling back rights#shit that black and brown people were warning about happening EN MASS during the 2016 and 2020 elections#yall sont care till its about you#and im tired of white leftists using immigrants and black and brown people as some fucking gatcha
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heyheyhey. do you guys wanna know a secret :}
#a reason i like yoimiya so much; especially compared to other fem characters; is because she has more obvious proof of a journey through-#-femininity. this is also a reason i like shikimori so much!#becaus etheres an entire episode where we learn about shikimori's journey through femininity#she is such a major reason i realized that i need to go on one myself#and yoimiya idk. like. i don't really care much for genshin lore BAHAHAHAH#and i haven't looked at her voice lines in a bit but#idk. she just. theres a lot more to her than there is in canon idc she's more than what she was made to be and i love her for that!!!!#but yea elaborating on honestly not usually liking fem characters as much as masc ones. even though i dont even like guys im a lesbian JDSF#but it's because they're all made just to be people. and i lvoe all hte characters i love#but i feel like so many fem characters could be so much more than they were given the chance to be if there was a hint of a journey in her#so many just feel too hollow; especially compared to the masc characters they interact with#shikimori by herself was just a fun character. a strong girl who enjoyed being soft#but getting the background of she did karate because her brother did; she left because her brother did; she followed every trend because-#-everyone else did; she kept her hair short because her brother did; she never did anythign her brother didn't explicitly do or tell her to#and then one day he told her to be more. and so she decided to be more.#idk i just think more fem and honestly masc characters should have hints of a journey through any sort of identity!!#whether it be gender or sexuality or general personality or presentation via fashion or anything!!!!!#show me them at a young malleable age and show me them growing out of that and becoming a beautiful person but beautiful in a way only THEY#-could be. and while we didn't get that for yoimiya#i can stillfeel it. maybe im just making stuff up but. like i said earlier; she feels like so much more than the canon made her to be#adn i really love that :)#i should sleep soon but i just got my spotify workin again and catabolic seed is playingg#i lov eyou all <3#thank you for reading my rant haha#:shroom is typing...#:shroomiya:#kisses kisses!! <3
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