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starsandlemonbards · 2 years

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How do you justify morals vs kink?

#Like there's a bunch of stuff I would never condone doing #But that doesn't mean it isn't hot #But like it does have actual negative impact on people #Like sissies; they tend to give trans women a bad reputation and I understand when trans women resent them #Today I stumbled across the 'ftm detrans kink' people and wow that's messed up #Like I would never treat my bf like that he is a man #He is a trans man but he is still a man #But like I stumbled across some of those blogs and I think it's kinda hot which is wild #Especially since they perpetuate legitimately harmful ideas that make it harder for my bf to get medical treatment #But like it's hot; I'd never do it with him but bending someone to my will even as far as gender goes is hot #If someone wanted me to do it with them (outside of my current relationship) I think I would have a hard time actually doing it #I can't even choke my fiance let alone misgender him #Idk this kinda just feels like transmen who also have a sissyfication kink but already know what feminity is #Another example; the MCHypnoArchive story Fishbowl; I'm not into incest but apparently I'm into forced incest #And like I have to reckon with that anytime I think about it and that horrifies me that I could at all be into that #I guess they're just fantasy kinks not ones I could actually do but it definitely is weird #I probably need therapy lol

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findoesstuf · 7 months

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Oh no….I have succumbed to the MLP virus trend….whatever will I do?

Start of our story:

Stress (Prologue, access parts 2 & 3 here): https://www.tumblr.com/findoesstuf/744497236410548224/banana-cream-puddin

Escape (Chapter 1, Part 1 only available): https://www.tumblr.com/findoesstuf/747739858791022592/banana-cream-puddin

#mlp #mlp infection au #mlp art #mlp friendship is magic #twilight sparkle #rarity #applejack #rainbow dash #spike #pinkie pie #hhhhhh I can’t do this #I don’t like gore so I just did little injuries on Twi and Rarity #spikes not dead in this one lol #much of the main cast is alive in this one #poor pinkie tho #I like her having fangs and then being friends w spike #probably needs therapy anyway #more to come tho this is all just sheets and concept of what the infection is #coalesce virus

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livvylubug · 7 months

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Could Uzi maybe give Cyn a new voicebox so she can speak? Or is the Absolute Solver voice just embedded in Cyn's system?

Unfortunately for everyone, the Voice is permanent, Uzi tried a few times to get rid of it but couldn’t.

Which sucks considering the voice startles both Uzi and V, which is another reason cyn speaks with bubbles.

#ohhh yeah I’m back after like two weeks whatttt #murder drones #murder drones after death #murder drones cyn #murder drones uzi #their arms gave me SO MUCH trouble I don’t know why #I’ll probably be posting a lot more AD doodles soon #since I have a drawing fever right now lol #art #digital art #au #murder drones au #after death #they don’t need hugs #they need therapy #and I mean a lot of therapy

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ask-the-colony-tree-siblings · 2 months

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How did Arti cause Hunter's rot? Isn't it a result of genetic decay?

I’ll be answering this one, because my boy Hunter is an unreliable narrator lol. (It’ll be a bit long, sorry bout that) (it will also be pretty sad)

So the thing is, she didn’t cause his rot.

After Arti left, Hunter wasn’t as efficient because it was harder to do missions without her help. NSH decided to try and modify Hunter to be, as he once phrased it, “more like Artificer.” Aside from being a huge hit to Hunter’s self esteem, this was also a pretty risky decision. Essentially, NSH was willing to put Hunter’s health and life on the line for his own convenience. Father of the year.

The risk didn’t end up paying off, because NSH made a mistake and ended up giving Hunter the rot. When he realized Hunter’s new sickness was fatal, he sent Hunter off to revive moon before it was too late. Hunter managed to make it to moon, before crawling away to die an agonizing death alone.

Except he didn’t die.

Arti found him, Judge purified him and then Hunter woke up in the colony, still weak from his brush with permadeath but no longer rotting.

Hunter blames Arti for the rot because in his mind, if she hadn’t of left, NSH wouldn’t have needed to try and modify Hunter. (Bear in mind NSH never needed to in the first place.) Hunter’s brain has warped everything just enough so that he can believe that NSH cares about him. Hunter knows Arti doesn’t, because she abandoned him without a second thought. But he’s clinging desperately with all the delusion he can muster up to the idea that NSH, his dad, cares about him. For Hunter, coming to terms with the fact that it was NSH’s fault, not Arti’s, means also coming to terms with the fact that nobody in the entire world cares about him.

The thing is, Hunter’s wrong. Gourmand cares about him, Survivor cares about him, and even Arti cares about him a little bit now too. But when you’ve been wrong about that before, it’s scary to think that people might actually care about you. Hunter thinks that accepting that people care about him will end up getting him hurt again.

He’s so deep in his denial that he almost fully believes that it is Arti’s fault he had the rot. There’s a tiny bit of him that knows it isn’t true, but he’s ignoring it as much as he can.

#Rw Hunter #Hunter’s tragic backstory lol #Yeeeaahhh bro really needs therapy too bad therapy isn’t real in rw #Hunter fun fact! He has actually never been told “I love you” before #He’d probably start crying if someone told him that #He’s fine he’s just got some nasty trauma bottled up #That’s fine right

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sysig · 5 days

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Dr. “Has to get a good grade in therapy” Doran (Patreon)

#Doodles #Okay so none of them feature but uhhhh #SCII #Helix #It's related I swear lol #Wander Over Yonder #Wander #I still mean Dr. Doran haha how clumsy of me :)#More concept stuff for funsies because yaayyyy #Fun to work with by design haha - he just wants to help people! He really does feel like a good fit ♪ Lovely feeling haha #Pretty fun to draw even if his design is rather cartoony haha #Realistically he'd probably have red curls but it's fun to hold some of his cartoon design elements! Wander's fur is all round like that #Freckles could be considered on-model depending on your definition lol the little patterning in his fur could count....maybe lol #So it's a bit of a stretch that's fine! His facial hair is definitely accounted for! Good good #And keeping his hat and banjo as props hehe hey if Stein gets to be all stitchy then Wander can be a bit quirky it's fine!#There's an explanation! It makes sense so it's fine! Lol #That really is my favourite part honestly it's rearranging [character] until they're puzzle-piece shaped <3 There's the spooks to it!#And I love the spooks :) The therapists get the least amount of Pain and Suffering but they're excellent spookage set dressing #Wander's great for that because he Can get a little in his head about him feeling helpful > actually being helpful #Which I think is Perfect honestly <3 He's such a great fit I love him #I didn't see much of the other therapists - Wilson got the double feature! I do want to check out the others'#But from the descriptions there didn't seem to be anyone specializing in kids' mental health?? Which is weird to me! There's kids there!#I mean even if he didn't specialize in pediatric therapy he'd still decorate his office the same way lol he just leaned into it #It's cozy in here ♪ Inviting! He wants you to feel better so badly! Please feel better #Just a totally chill guy other than the He Needs To Do Well #Hehe

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daughters-of-liberty · 4 months

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Question, how many of you had authority figures blame you for their incompetence or shortsightedness while you were growing up?

For example: you're cooking with said authority figure. You're a child. They're an adult. The two of you are cooking pasta. The pasta boils over. The authority figure, an adult, blames you, the child, for not paying attention.

Did this or a similar scenario ever happen to you?

#I wish I could say you could be entitled to financial compensation but sadly you'll probably just need therapy like I do lol

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solradguy · 11 months

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New GG books came in!! The guide books are dry as hell, absolutely nothing new or interesting in either of them. They need to be skinned before I can scan them so they're backburner projects for now. The Famitsu issue's pretty interesting, I'll scan that when I can

#photopost #I showed my mom the Famitsu issue and she said Ky was 'very pretty' like 3 times lol #She said Sol was pretty too but only after I pointed at him rofl My mom's definitely a Ky Kiske enjoyer before a Sol enjoyer #A while ago I explained Ky and Sol's relationship as of Strive with her and the implied homoeroticism between them in the early art/lore #So she just knows them as 'Those gay dads and the daughter (Dizzy) that probably needs therapy' lmao....

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bueris · 4 months

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okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead

#okay venting in the tags you are very welcome to ignore or not respond to it i just need to yell somewhere #i always thought id be an art therapist because well i care about people and want to help them and love art #but everyday i wake up feeling like a fraud and an imposter so like. should i really be doing all that when im not entirely #certain i cpuld handle it??? like i know i haven't gotten the meaty bit of the education towards that yet but like #university costs a disgusting amount of money here and if i pick the wronf thing im likely doomed forever thanks to awful government #i know things could get better like they did after thatcher but honestly im not putting any bets on it considering how the current labour #party is so like if i fuck up here im basically dead #also can i actually do art uni. like could i cope with that. im deeply unethused with art at the moment and honestly will i evwr be #idk #it was jusr a thing i always did but education around it is fucking soul sucking #also the emotional weight of hearing and solving people's problems as a therapist. i would consider myself quite empathetic for the most #part i feel other people's pain quite strongly and obviously as a therapist id be feeling that quite a bit so could i actually cope with it?#ik therapists have therapists but still #i mean im doing work experience at an occupational therapy place so ill just be extra inquisitive about it all to make sure im going #the way i wanna #I'll be fine by the end of a levels ill probably understand what i want in life #if not then gap year to work it out #should probably look at unis for english language too then #sigh #ucas website i may as well marry you #ill be okay im getting in my head about stuff im actually pretty good at art even if there are things i can improve on (like patience lol)#yeah maybe the voice telling me i suck doesnt know shit and should shut up #yeah #shut it nasty voice you're wrong actually!!! im doing just fine and you're being overly critical #they should make a brain that's your friend and not mush that hides the amalgamation of every bad thing ever in its crevices #crevices shoyild be filled with kindness and love.#sex jokes about that #why the fuck is yahoo mail syncing i dont use you you washed up search engine #bue waffling #vent post

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iman-92 · 11 months

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it’s weird to think that in a lot of ways who you were as a child is your most authentic self bc so much of your early years are spent being encouraged to leave yourself behind in the name of growth. and then as you navigate through life, you come to a particular realisation that the path to happiness is just finding your way back to yourself. like if life is a journey, then the destination has always been you.

#like I was always very sensitive as a child #and growing up i tried to work on being less emotional but it made me less equipped to really deal with my feelings at times #and now that I’ve started therapy soo much of our conversations have been around just sitting with my feelings / emotions and alllowing #myself to feel them and to let them pass #and I still find it hard but when I do it I usually feel lighter #and it just feels silly bc no one had to tell me to feel my feelings as a child lol I just did it and I was probably better for it #so in a lot of ways growing up has felt like relearning the skills I had as a child that I thought I needed to leave behind to be an adult #lol funny to think about tbh

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yourlocaldisneyvillain · 5 months

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i really need a new therapist

#personal #i probably also need a psychiatrist but oh well #i feel hungover from that horrid mental breakdown i had yesterday #haven't felt this suicidal in ages lol #but alas therapy esp good therapy costs money!

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infinitelystrangemachinex · 5 months

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Mel for the unhinged character bingo!

yessss YEEEESSSSSSSSS

#ask me #so Mel is in the unenviable position of being a very strong character whose rights I support and whose wrongs I also fully support #BUT the way she's treated broadly in the fandom is so pervasive and so consistent and so frustrating to me that #I am in full -must protect my blorbo- mode with her at all times #-Mel's story is over so the only thing left for her to do is die-#-if Mel dies then J can get together with V and they will appreciate her for her sacrifice bc she died a hero who rejected Ambessa-#enough! enough I say!#what about proving to ambessa that she can take the throne for herself? what about the angst of defying her mother and her home country #and opposing those in Piltover who DO want war and want to raze the undercity #what about the magic that she's heavily foreshadowed to have and how it's different from hextech #and how it directly opposes but also parallels what is happening to Viktor #what about her -friends- abroad and the plot Mel was cooking through all of season 1 that has not been revealed yet #there's so much potential for her to have to confront the fact that J was slowly becoming a monster through season 1 #and that she can't ignore the undercity forever #also what if whoever Ambessa says killed her brother comes after Mel too!#it is very frustrating to see Mel get dismissed as dead or evil or irredeemable or whatever when she is consistently #the most interesting person in the room in every single scene she's in and the character who shows the most conviction and change #so yeah i will take a bullet for her she is my blorbo I will despise any character who hurts her #and I would cradle her in my arms if she gave me a chance - which she would never! - but a girl can dream #however I also enjoy leaning into the idea that Mel is perceived as being a devil from the outside - Mel leans into it too when it serves #but it's in direct opposition to her ironclad values and the personality that she keeps hidden a layer down #I genuinely think that Mel will have a happy ending - or at least as happy an ending that an Arcane character can get lol #like I fully believe she will take the throne (Piltover) in the end but I can only guess at this point what that will cost her #I love putting Mel in situations but mainly to play with both how creative she can get and also how fucking far she will go to win #which is ANOTHER thing we know is probably true about Mel but has not been put on display yet #also Mel has already done a great job at separating what she wants for herself as a person from just being Ambessa's daughter #but Mel still deserves to get plenty of great therapy for that situation because OH GOD THAT CHILDHOOD FLASHBACK #also Kino is dead? maybe dead?? at least Mel fully believes he's dead so she needs therapy and hugs for that too #I am super normal about her can you tell

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thegirlwholivesin-delusion · 1 year

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#mental health #dark humor #emotional support #that's so me #I have them on all my devices lol #memes #I probably need therapy #lol #relatable #emotions #thegirlwholivesin delusion

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johndonneswife · 4 months

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#just need to vent rq lololol #my wedding lehenga came out so freaking beautiful #but it needs to be taken in a lot like. i lost 6 inches on my waist since i initially had it made for my body #and everyone at the shop was like ohh wow good job great you look so great now you look awesome #and my mom was like oh wow good job that’s good you did it #like lol #i wanted to just be like #‘thanks i had to go to iop therapy at an ed center where they literlaly taught me how to eat food. like a toddler. thanks’#like i didn’t lose weight for an intentional reason but thanks for confirming you thought i looked horrible before lolol #idk i have been like every size in the book but seeing how much better ppl treat me when im smaller #i’m just like. :)#if my mom says anything about her body or mine tomorrow i will probably fucking lose it and if you see a woman in nj killing ppl on the news #it’s me. lol #it just really took me out of the experience bc i’m trying sooooo hard to be neutral about my body. and like. i don’t need to hear your #thoughts abt what i look like lmao #whatever my dress is beautiful and i’m so beautiful and i’m excited but i really do think i should be able to hunt ppl for sport #leave me alone #nothing you do can please ppl #when i was 20 and 100 lbs and killing myself and sick and miserable every single day my mom was also just like #wow you look great #meanwhile i was balding and fainting at the gym and failing my college classes bc i was obsessed w my body #text #also look at these cats that are just in luis’s apartment’s hallway like rofl who let them out of their apt!!!! so cute #my mom saying ‘you did it’ as if i was trying to do something made me lol #i wasn’t TRYING to do anything i just am healing my relationship w food and my body #bc i refuse to waste my entire life being bitter and miserable and ashamed of existing #like SOMEONE i know….#anyway this could be you too! if you went to fucking therapy!#i ate ny pizza out of spite after all of this #sorry some of you can’t enjoy a fucking carb !!!!!

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iesnoth · 1 year

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Life/project update

I'll try to keep this as positive but as honest as I can.

I finished school in March for computer programming, but job searching is on hold because I got an offer to traditionally publish my Fissure comic. Because of the format and low resolution of the original comic, it has to be completely redrawn, but I'm taking this opportunity to also add some panels for context. The goal is for this short-run comic to come out in issues in 2024.

As a result of this ^, I've taken work off for the summer so I can devote all the time I can to the comic. Also, almost all other side projects have gone on the back burner. For example, I do want to come back to the Artemis Fowl Otome Game and do something with the concept, because I love it and the characters we created. However, I don't have the creative or emotional capacity atm.

Really, it's everything I can do right now to not curl up into a ball and wait for life to be over. I thought it would help if I got rid of some of the perceived pressure I'm feeling which is intimidating me into a vegetative state.

I'm really excited about this comic, though. I loved making it the first time (I did most of the work in quarantine 2020), and am excited to revisit it and release it in hard copy form.

Side note, the comic is about two black-presenting (one is an alien) people, and I am not black, so I'm looking for a black person who'd be interested in looking over the copies for inconsistencies in art (as far as the characters are concerned) and sensitivity issues. I don't anticipate many, since the comic is short and close knit, but I also don't want to assume. If you're interested, please shoot me a message and we'll talk!

Thank you for reading, so some of the imagined pressure I feel might be lessened.

#i probably need to be diagnosed with multiple things #can't though #no money for therapy lol

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missshame · 18 days

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today's therapy session left me feeling awful so I'm gonna drink rum and cherry coke in my room again

#yeah ok I'm depressed but where do I go from there?#yeah I probably would be an addict under different circumstances but what can I say or do about it really?#yeah I need to stop seeing everything as a fucking mountain to climb but I can't help myself from feeling that way #idk i guess I'm tired of always trying to de the right thing and I spent years doing nothing but studying and working and now I have to wor #on myself or some shit does it ever stops lol #I know the answer of course it doesnt but tonight I'm taking a break #therapy

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orcelito · 1 month

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Had my first ever papsmear and that was #Uncomfortable but it's important to my health so I did it anyways

Being a responsible adult is hard 😑

#speculation nation #all the lyfts r so busy rn i think bc classes are in session #so here i am at the hospital waiting for a more expensive than normal lyft #need to get my damned license already smh #the sucky thing is i still have another doctor's appointment this week!!!! on friday!!!!!!#and i have therapy in an hour. less than that now.#ive been having too many damn appointments in my pursuit of diagnosing all my shit and also general upkeep #oh yeah apparently i have PCOS. lol. not too severe but it's there.#andddddd im starting birth control to help level out my hormones and periods and whatever #OH YEAH I LOST MY WATER BOTTLE!!!!!! im so sad about that actually bc ive had that for several years now #and im in a hospital and i do not like hospitals. historically very awful experiences in these fucking places.#ue ue ue (sound of me crying)(im making it sound joking but im actually rather unhappy rn)#and ummmmmm aside from that i had a presentation this morning. it went fine.#anyways thats my day so far including my medical information. youre welcome lmfao #still more normal than 'omg i know how big my liver is now' tho probably 😂😂😂😂

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