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The worst part of being in a somewhat bad situation is feeling like I'm not allowed to be happy.
#Clove Posts#Complaining#Lots of tags#My dad's job was very short lived#My brother said I literally need to apply to disability now#Cause my mom and brother don't make enough for all the bills#I looked at a post and laughed at it and immediately felt bad#Because things suck so why should I be allowed to laugh?#I'm also worried that if I laugh that I'll be yelled at#Because things suck and who told me it was okay to laugh when I should be stressed like everyone else#I already hate making too much noise in general#I prefer when they forget I exist#I've been yelled at for displaying emotions before so it's not an unwarranted fear#Anyway things aren't that great#And I'm very stressed#But I also have no right to be stressed because I don't contribute to the house#So I'm not allowed to be upset#but if I laugh I'm undermining the stress everyone else is under#I'm very stressed anyway#And I want to laugh at things and forget about it for a moment#but I'm afraid#delete later probably
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alba baptista speaking with júlia palha for “geração 90” podcast at the tribeca film festival
#alba baptista#warrior nun#avatrice#she's so adorable#and i love her style#also she talked about how she doesn't like social media and how she prefers it when people forget she exists lol#which makes a lot of sense given how rare it is to see her#she's a sweetheart and i'm so glad we got some new content <3
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I read the TFOTA series at the beginning with low expectations and I surprised myself of how much I ended up loving it so much. I do have a few things did not liked about that I would want it to be different. But overall I think it was great.
My only complaint is that the fandom, and finding your blog among a few others felt like fresh air. I don’t know if it’s me but I feel like a great portion of the fandom lacks reading comprehension skills. I try not to interact much with the fandom because:
1- I’m in my late 20s and not going to argue with a bunch of people who are the target audience of the series.
2- Most of the conversations lacks nuance and are mostly focused on the romance aspects of the series.
I also love your fan art. You are very talented.
Hiiii, thank you so much, I'm so glad you enjoy my stuff~
I feel this so much, and it's why it took me 3 years to gain my first mutual in this fandom lololol. Instead of interacting with anyone in the wild, I made all my smart beautiful friends read the series and used my fanart to attract people interested in the same aspects of the books as me and thus created a private little fandom where we could discuss story nuances without being called abusers <3<3<3
#eernask#eernanon#eernask talk tfota#thanks#those who have been here for a while and know my fandom history know i've participated in my share of shenanigans#so when i say this fandom has 0 media literacy you know i don't mean it the way fandoms usually have 0 media literacy#not to say there were NO good bloggers or metas over those 3 years just that they usually came in a package with stuff i didn't want to see#since most of the discussions were like watching someone talk to a wall. so i never wanted this fandom on my dashboard and preferred to#forget about its existence inbetween hyperfixation periods lolololol
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its pretty interesting seeing everyone's opinions on certain AUs or Fanon concepts in such a fanon-heavy fandom
#i think ghost king danny is funny on principle but you also have to understand that ghosts having a king overall makes zero sense#I prefer the ghost zone to be a wild west where everyone has their own stupid rules and territories#like Walker's rules are literally Made Up and ghosts only follow them to avoid him#I also forget phara dark or however you spell his name exists sometimes he just wasnt. a very compelling villain to me#I do like ghost obsessions though only because it doesnt make sense for only SOME people to become ghosts when they die like- they have-#-to be bounded by SOMETHING.#ghost obsessions come from 'real' ghost lore- unfinished business and whatnot#having a goal you can infinitely chase until the literal end of time is horrifying to me. A restless spirit that can never cease#Id like to hear the reasoning behind ghosts existing without obsessions though
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dont mind me. im simply just putting together a ludgercasey angst collection.
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#''why cant u be normal abt them'' how can i be normal abt them when solid 80% of their interactions is either angst or stemmed from angst.#even their ''fluff'' moments were also angst.#literally no one does angst like they do.#ludger prefers to keep most of his connections extremely impersonal/professional.#but whether or not he wants to admit it theirs on the other hand simply does not... fit in that category.#he'd even tried to convert it that way but it just didnt stick bc neither of them could help but be themselves around each other lmfao.#ludger is seemly still oblivious to caseys attempt to mend their personal relationship.#which is not too surprising considering he was also oblivious to the existence of their past relationship.#after all there was no reason for him to believe that casey would want to have anything to do with him. except maybe putting him in jail.#so pushing her away seems to be the most logical decision right? personal relationship is a luxury to him anyway.#alas casey who wanted to believe in their past friendship takes it as a sign that ludger has no interest in maintaining it.#she now has to take a step back because ''if you force a relationship it may become more estranged.''#so unless he takes the initiative they are likely stuck in this limbo.#(casey might use impersonal excuses to stay around but rn its all up to ludger to change the nature of their relationship)#casey girlie forget him i would have treated you so much better... is what i would have loved to say.#i wouldnt be suffering this much if ludger wasnt clearly holding himself back most of the time / if it was completely one-sided from casey.#i dont know if this is a slow burn or hurt no comfort but if casey gets no closure im gonna commit arson 😔#aro ludgercasey propaganda#selmore's undercover husband
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sister poll to the last one
#yes i put avp in both polls she's my special princess#nearly forgot the predator existed. we try to forget.#my personal preference is prey predator avp predators predator 2 avp2 the predator#also the word predator starts to look weird when you type it so many times in one sentence
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i think. i should read more comics.
#space viking tag#i'm just not particularly interesting in the reincarnation plotline and that's what everyone always recommends so idk where to start#idk. i mean. maybe i shouldn't. i haven't really vibed with any non-mcu stuff i've encountered so far#including aoa which is often regarded as like. the peak of marvel loki. it was good! but it wasn't rlly for me.#i have a soft spot for toa bc it's whimsical and charming and prequelesque but i also have so many complaints#idk. hmmm.#i should probably look for some thor-centric stuff but i also dk if that will do aaanything i'm interested in#bc i *like* him in context with loki and i like going teehee he's not so heroic after all he's actually extremely LIKE LOKI#and i get a strong impression that his appeal in comics is much more straightforward like... they're playing it all straight#he just Is A Hero and the complexity is that he USED to be a bully. while i prefer BOTH of those things to be much much greyer#idk.......#at least when i'm engaging w/ stuff even if it is frustrating it keeps me thinking abt thor which i always on some level enjoy <3#i've felt so unfocused and untethered since like. november :-: i need my obsession back!!#it's even fun just to like. see their little faces.#comics thor is not rlly my boy but he's the root of my boy so w/e i see him on some like marvel postcard or whatever in a shop#i still get to go teehee it's my little guy :)#but i'm not a merch person at all interestingly enough. if i buy an object i WILL forget it exists within a week#maybe not if it had a practical function?#but i feel like over time that would fade into visual noise too like oh these are just my. oven gloves or whatever.#anyway what was i talking about
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My hot Drakengard take of the day is that after playing it for like 110 hours and counting im very much convinced that ppl who still complain about the gameplay being a "slog" just aren't playing the game correctly. you can hate me for this but you will not change my mind
#gu6chan's musings#drakengard#this isn't to say that it's not FLAWED (looking at you arbalesters...)#but i will say: three allies; seven types of weapons; SIXTY-FIVE WEAPONS IN TOTAL; ALL WITH DIFFERENT WEIGHTS; MAGIC; AFFECTS; ETC#now going back to flaws i will say its perfectly normal and not ridiculously hard to just beat the game without allies/using Caim's Sword#HOWEVER#i see way too many people complaining about this and that enemy being 'frustrating' when it rlly boils down to:#1. use a quicker weapon; or one with a longer range#2. THERE ARE BLOCK AND DODGE BUTTONS?????#the last part in particular x100000000 when you learn to actually block or dodge instead of letting yourself fall on your ass like a silly#little fool and then complain about bad game design the game itself becomes infinitely more playable#ill even argue that drakengards biggest flaw isn't even it's REPETITION (as a matter of fact; that's a strength) so much as the fact it#doesn't encourage/push players to explore and experiment with different weapons and features so much#anyways my advice: long-ranged (preferably fast for the latter!!) weapons for enemies like mages and arbalesters#lightweight weapons for quicker enemies like goblins so you can actually land a hit on them#and for god's sake; the dodge/block button exists for your benefit. use it#ALSO hitting enemies while jumping causes them to fall over and allows you a chance to crack a bit more at them if you have a weaker weapon#works REALLY good with quicker ones too!!!!!#oh AND there's a variation of the dash attack where when you speed up you can do a jump attack for extra points of damage PLUS get them to#fall over like mentioned prior. you can do it with your allies too and its a lot of fun#SPEAKING of allies don't forget them!! ever!!!! (heheh) ESPECIALLY not during later chapters they are there to help!!! let them!!!#uhhhh that should be it... maybe ill make a separate post with these tips but Drakengard is a fun game!! you just have to resist hypnosis!!#(and bad press)
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you could say it's kinda fucked up that piccolo took a four year old and made him live out in the wilderness mostly by himself . and it is. but also from piccolo's perspective he really thinks he's being a helicopter parent for even looking after him from afar bc HIS dad just shat him out and then died immediately (that scene where he's looking at that family all together and he's so sad and widdle and alone ): ). also piccolo grew up to be an adult in like 3 years so yeah wow he really wouldn't know shit about human/saiyan kids. but anyway i think the fact that gohan dressed like piccolo for the cell tournament instead of in saiyan armor is pretty telling as far as his feelings toward that whole situation
#my posts#i should really rewatch dbz#i always go to dragon ball when i wanna rewatch bc as a kid i prefered it#also it comes first obviously#but the beginning is so slow and they're SO WEIRD about bulma :/#at least launch is there#imagine you're a fictional character with a significant presence in an ongoing series and then your creator forgets you exist. bc ur a woman#anyway dbz is probably better overall#at least the first 6 seasons. im not huge on post-cell but goten and kid trunks are great
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something something higher quality animations meme something paying 60$ for the same models same lifeless animations something something they massacred salamence something something coliseum
#awn the intercom#me and my silly complaints ✌️🥴 no but seriously how did coliseum do that better#im speaking strictly animations here I don’t care for the models EVEN THOUGH MODERN 3D PIKEMON IS DESATURATED AF#i know coliseum had less Pokémon for sure so. Is that it can we just have a small amount of Pokémon then#The hardware is certainly stronger and I’ve never freaked out about the less pokemon thing and prefer it actually#Makes it so much easier then to catch EVERY GEN POKÉMON EVER IN EXISTENCE#the 3D models look okay again I am making that clear. but holy shit these animations are stagnant and reptetive#ME WHEN I DOUBLE KICK YOU : * two hood in place *#It’s okay In X&Y and ORAS and maybe even us/um . That’s straight up 3Ds i dont blame them#But the switch of console to have the animations be so. Be so. Be so. Copied#And i know coliseum copied they animations too. BUT THE ANIMATIONS WERE GOOD#LIKE COLISEUM HAD BOMB ANIMATIONS LIKE LOOKING AT IT I WISH I HAD THE GAME !#but watching a Pokémon battle in any of the games beyond black & white is so. So mehhhhh#AND I LOOOOOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE USUM#I KISS IT ON THE LIPS GREAT AMAZING BEAUTIFUL GAME#but sw/sh was so underwhelming in terms of animations#I will never forget that fade to black cutscene where Sonia like flicked a switch or whatever#WHATS THE POINT OF TRANSFERING TO 3D IF YOU WONT DO ANYTHING COOL WITH IT WAAAAAAH#don’t get me started on swsh story. DO GET ME STARTED ON POKEMON CAMP BC I LOVED THAT. fuck swsh story though.#swsh story : SNOOOOK MIMIMIMIM SNOOOOOK MIMIMIMI OH YEAH THERES COOL STUFF HAPPENING BUT YOU ARENT ALLOWED TO SEE IT SNOOOK MIMI#chad usum: space pokemon 🗿grown up red and blue 🗿giovanni gay pride event 🗿 CRUSTY DUSTY WHITE ARCHIE JUMPSCARE 😟😟#yeah okay i didn’t like the old ruby sapphire designs sue me. but everything else was PEAK#swsh mid. not good not bad but a secret third thing ( boring ) i have not finished the dlc but i did get glimpses and that seemed nice but#much lik security breach if base game is babyfest the dlc will ALWAYS seem leagues better
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When ppl say that there is no stories about friendship I can't help but wonder what do they mean? There are lots and lots cartoons for kids and teens about well, friendship! Its the main point of almost all stories there. I don't like watching movies so I dunno if there are a lot of movies about friendship nowadays but I have watched old films about it. Like yeah it will always have some romance too for main characters or for the background characters bc if your story has like 10+ adult ppl most of them would look for relationship for the sake of building a family or sex. But also if you can excuse how the women are drawn you can just read/watch one piece and like NOBODY has any romance or sex there even though there are like billions of adult pirates.
#personal#if you want to recommend me something nice to watch comment it or drop me a message#but for the love of everything good pls dont recommend me school drama like I cant watch it anymore#i would prefer to watch more media about adults rn#I can make some exceptions like Hanako kun was really creepy like it looks like rom com for the teens in school but its actually horror#or Utena I started watching it and its crazy at the 1st episode already I want to learn more#but yeah I would like books or movies or tv shows about adults#I would like to watch something like Friends but good#like do u get what I mean? if it was Friends but it was actually really good and less THAT and like more GOOD#I really loved this tv show when I was learning English tho it was perfect for it but like they did so many bad choices for this story#i hate every story about Rachel's love life like its unbearable at this point you should just stop dating and forget about it and live#also they gradually made Ross into the most vile and evil man that could possibly exist and everyone was okay with it bc he is Monika's bro#they didn't need to make him into a monster asshole jerk like he could be just a nerd guy who is clumsy it would be alright#also they should have never made any story lines about Rachel and Ross like they are the worst couple that has ever existed on the tv#its the new level of abysmal I dream about how it would be cool if they have never had any relationship at all#this story would be like 999% better IMMEDIATELY but oh well
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(person back from ship tags) the way its literally why the hell is nero the bus driver all of a suddenly in every other work is SO funny to me. nero universally loved no wonder ure going thro hell in pt2
#stardust speaking !#which better chara to add to ur silly misuaki comic with the silliest akira of all time than nero turner to react to everything#theres this one artist who draws these rly cute tiny daily wizard happenings things and the way they draw nero around oz & mithra especiall#is SO funny. op u get the comedy#theres this one nero/akira where neros basically asking them out on a date under the guise of foretunetelling and its ssooo cute LOL#neroaki is unreal ill nvr forget egg event. unreal that that exists#nero is so good my stomach hurts hes SO much. the writing for him does NOT chill#he would not enjoy being around gran#WHICJ i genuinly think is so cool#theres some akifi works that r like. on REPEAT in my mind too. especially the one where theyre in japan n akira takes him to the sea during#autumn or whatever. cuz. his mana area...and that ALRDY is such a oh op u get it but THEN they have akira talking#n figaro joking it sounds like a proposal or whatever -> akira pauses. gets flustered. walks past him -> figaro pauses. gets flustered#OP U GEEEEEEEET ITTTTTTTT#srry for not talking about new works its just cuz theres a few thats SO ingrained in my brain now#did i talk about this here#i heavily prefer akira-><-<-<-(whoever im into them with atm) when it comes to fanwork#i think those r my fav ones#ok thats all#i talk about these things sometimes while very aware that i think Realistically id nvr portray anything happening during that yr#i actually have a lot to say on that topic cuz even in fanworks im way more partial to things that are either#aus or set after or Yearning or unclear. vs the ones where its very 'we r dating' LMFAO#ok NOW im done srry this akira portrayal was so funny i went :] and went here
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Oh turning on a screen reader feature on my phone has been a life saver for me honestly
Less spoons required to hold up a conversation, yay!
Is this probably fucking me over with my dyslexia if I have my phone read out long messages instead of reading them myself? Probably, but I only use it when I'm tired/it's late and my spoons are running dry soooo
#thylacines can talk#I do forget this exists but using this accessibility feature makes it so much easier for me#For context I can like. Handle long messages during the day quite easily but when I'm getting sleepy or have been chatting to somebody#For a long while my spoons just. Run dry. I can usually force myself to go through with it if I am not absolutely exhausted and the topic#Is something no have extreme brainrot about#But most of the time it's. Meh#This is why I end up ignoring most dms I can only handle talking in like one maybe 2 chats at a time :[#This is why I prefer texting in servers I can talk to multiple people without running myself thin#Idk WHY discord dms have this stupid effect on me. I hate discord dms KDBDJDBD#You can tell I am tired bc I keep rambling on about unrelated things LFBDJDBFND#I hate being like this I wish I had the energy to talk to all of my friends on regular#I hate having to prioritise who I want to dm more :[
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The fact that every single time i join a new voicechat someone confuses me for a 16yo boy in the middle of their voice dropping, and the utter bafflement they express when they learn that i'm 28 and a female is never not going to be funny for me.
#i usually prefer just to be acknowledged as a person without gendered specifics but in this case i always make an exception#because it is really fucking funny#but otherwise please forget there are genders existing in gameing spaces#just being a girl who does games does not make anyone special#that's probably my hot take that some people would spit on me for#but yeah here i said it#just because you are a girl who happens to play games you are neither special or superior in any scenario#if you treat me as any of your bros in a game we are going to be good#it also probably helps that i'm really not a girly girl#or maybe it's offputting 🤔#dunno don't really care to be honest#i mean my ID has the little circle with the cross hanging off of it's ass but like ye and? if i don't give a shit why should anyone else?#yeah you feel it right i hate it when i'm treated differently because of stuff i don't give a shit about#you know what simply preceive me just as a creature with human like intelligence and that would actually be perfect#levynn tries to think
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Your illegally obligated to fill this out.
#Eggs: Deep cooked like nearly burnt i dont do half cooked#Steak burnt burnt brunt i like it deep cooked.#Milk: Almomd i only eat milk when im feeling brave (lactose intolerant)#Alcohol: no preference anything that's strong enough to make me forget tommorow exists#Warm drink: coffee and tea any flavor im a sucker for them so im not picky ❤
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sorry i've read a lot of the replies and a lot of them amount to "people will write what they want, curate your own experience." which i think obfuscates the real issue which is that a lot of people in fandom just care about female characters less. which doesn't happen for no reason.
i could talk about this all day like. the "they're more poorly-written" excuse. the defensiveness. god just acknowledge that there is a *widespread* lack of interest in female characters and the relationships between them, and that *that* is the problem. i don't care if you like m/m ship #453908543, or if that's all you want to write and read, just acknowledge that the disparity is *telling*. It says *something*. You don't get dynamics like this in a vacuum. People's attitudes influence this--I really don't think it's something that can be entirely blamed on the media itself.
I think that is what bothers me the most--that people think their lack of interest in female characters exists in a vacuum. lol.
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#when you forget that your preferences exist in the Context of your own curation and are not just the default setting.... lol#like the amt of times i've seen similar excuses made about caring less for black characters.... are we not seeing the similarities? hello#not to mention some of you on this post are unironically like#'giving a shit about the lack of f/f rep in fandom is homophobic'#'anyways nobody cares about gay women do it yourself'#please introspect i'm begging you i say this without malice except towards the state of things#not the individual fandom participants#anyways f/f nation i love youuu i love you i'm holding ur hands.#i will continue to be the change i wish to see in the world 💪🏽
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