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Okay I’m afraid of saying anything cause whenever I do I drop it but-
Im actually working on a bright eyes doodle-
Could I be rising from the dead??? For a pretty much dead ass character??? That isn’t Alexis???
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Trigun Stampede s01 || Vash + the reflection on his glasses
(edit: added one i missed)
( @crazymadredfox thank you for the mention of this part!)
#cant believe i missed this one when i specifically rewatched the whole season for this :')#trigun#vash#vash the stampede#trigun stampede#trigunedit#mine#gif:trigun#so i thought the reflective effect appeared in more episodes but it was only episode 1#and then it kinda reappears when vash is not vash anymore in eps 11-12#the first episode had a lot of bright lights (desert sun and then the lights from the plants)#which made the reflection seem natural to happen but it was interesting it happened quite a lot as a storytelling tool almost#like it helped to push across this introduction of vash bc at first we dont know anything about him (first time fans like me heh)#so they hide his eyes in important moments including his first appearance#and it goes possibly for how that reflection is how vash doesnt know meryl or roberto yet so it takes a while for him to trust them#and see whats their deal#i like that 7th gif with comparison of rosa beside vash.. you can see her go on a whole journey with just her eyes#but vash's thought process is hidden until the last moment where he doesnt want to fight the julai guys who want to take him#the last one is so creepy.. he's an empty husk! there could be pain or numbness or multiple other emotions in his eyes#but the glasses put them behind a barrier and only the movement tells us more that hes floating there trapped emotionless#its so sad.. uff i love this show
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my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you
#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot#of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality#friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers#more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso#he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her.#and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap#the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth#bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel#how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter#how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do#very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly#and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips#(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner#about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a#knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more.#he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you.#the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her.#red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends#we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said#jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes#i wish i had met you years ago.#crushposting
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Im so mentally ill right now pls hand me my vitamin d pills i need to be fixed, i haven't felt sunlight upon my skin for a week and it's raining over the snow so it's all sloppy and slippery and dark out so i can't go anywhere without getting my feet soaked and my inlaws are asking me what i want for christmas like specifically which means i have to share my interests but i don't want to be perceived right now because I'm feeling the winter paranoia/madness and also i had to take the trashcan out yesterday and faceplanted in the snow and my glasses are all scratched up so i think im going to need new ones and if i want to go ANYWHERE i need to defrost my fucking car on the daily and i hate it. I hate winter i HATE IT. And i have an exam on friday as well as work and a christmas party to attend. I need to move to the forest and become one with nature, just leave society behind and live like Isak in Growth of the soil even though i fucking hate Knut Hansun, that nazi bitch.
#the only thing i have the energy for is apparently scouring ao3 for fics to read through my very specific search methods#and im reading stuff im NOT proud of at all (very cringe) so no im not giving any fic recs#i need the sun please god i miss the sun sooo much give it back aaaaaa#me in the summer: i miss it being dark at night i miss sleeping#me in the winter: i have deficiencies summer me could never understand#why did my ancestors (my danish grandmother and grandfather from bergen) decide to settle in the mental torture part of norway#i need to LEAVE im going INSANE i don't want to live like this#every season is its own kind of hell‚ the only semi good one is autumn and it's usually too short anyway‚ but if it's too long#it's as bad as winter because it gets dark without the snow to bring some kind of light to the day so you're just depressed#and then it gets icy but there's no snow so your car gets zero (NIL) grip on the road and then ur life flashes before ur eyes#abd spring gives you allergies and a low sun so you can't wven drive comfortably#and summer is too hot and it's bright all the time and like. it's FINE. im used to it. i just put up some decent curtains.#but it's disorienting and my internal clock is always completely and utterly fucked.#and i know im raving like a madman right now but i slept for like 13 hours and i have the mental clarity to know im going a little crazy#and i just need to get it out of my system
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Cw. Eye strain, body horror
As were dealing with Hermie angst in canon i decided to add some of my own angst to the wat, I just think he's neat. Also here's a statment i suppose: (i wrote it a while ago and no one beta'd it so it might slight nonsense)
H door creek/opening
S why are you here?
H to give my statment of course, that's what you do, take statments isn't it? And i do think mine will intrest you greatly.
S i swear to satan if you are wasting my time right now..
H i would never!
S i highly doubt that. >:[ now get to the point or get out,
H what point? This one or that one *points to appearing dots in the room*
S get out
H Oh so grumpy! A bit peckish are we?
My parents, they never got me, they were too normal, just average suburban people thru and thru, doctors, both of them, with competition wining roses and spotless dining tables because no one ate at them enough to make a mess. The kind to show of a child at a meeting and then pretend like they never existed when its more convenient. My life was full of staying at home when my parents had their little vacations, "youre old enough to stay alone for a bit arent you?" They said not taking anything but a yes for an answer, and even when they were home they expected silence. I was too wierd for them, i liked theatre and makeup, girly things in their minds. I always hated them i think, or at least that's the feeling i always asocciate with them now. I was alone, really a wonder i wasnt taken by it, but i wasn't, I actually had to seek it, to go in it willingly. It always facinated me, the freaky, the other, so it wasn't very hard to not more information on it, luring it was the challange. But i must say, as to not decive you (headache laught) i am no longer the child their birthed, the fruit of their loins, no no no, i am not herman the unworthy, no i am but a fragment, my face and body shifting, i have his hatred, i have his fear and to be fair lonelines, but i did not steal it, no i mearly took what was offered, took his part, you could say i am an understudy (more headache laugh)
Also no text and no color versions:
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#my art#hermie the unworthy#dndads tma au#cw eyestrain#eye strain#bright colors#body horror#please tell me if i missed anything#this has like 50 textures god...#can you guys tell i love this au? cause i do#if i were a writer there would be a fic but unfortunetly im not#any fanfic writers tho...like hit me up#distortion hermie#scary marlowe#herman the unworthy
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Thank you for the tag @tonguetyd! My spoons are indeed low but my sleep schedule is GONE so. Random burst of energy let's go.
I didn't know what artist to pick because I didn't want an obvious (?) one, so I'm going super niche and choosing Bright Eyes because it's been a minute since I've talked about them, and they're one of my favourites 💙
Artist: Bright Eyes
How do you feel: Nothing Gets Crossed Out
What is your gender: Bowl Of Oranges (obviously funny but also it's a beautiful song! poetic storytelling!)
If you could go anywhere: Lua
Favorite mode of transportation: Driving Fast Through A Big City At Night (yes that is the title)
Your best friend: First Day Of My Life 🥹
Favorite time of day: Sunrise, Sunset
If your life was a tv show: A Line Allows Progress, A Circle Does Not
Relationship status: I Won't Ever Be Happy Again 🥲
Your fear: Waste Of Paint
Idk who made this or not so I'm tagging randomly, no pressure to do this whatsoever! @dearscone @corviisquire @hookedhobbies @politemagic (hi!) @leonsleftbicep @melit0n
#okay i made myself sad again#so little story time!#(okay i talked briefly about past suicide/sh struggles so be warned!)#First Day Of My Life is their most famous song AND is probably my mostest favourite love song in the entire world#like. this particular song means so much to me#there is this line that goes “this is the first day of my life. i'm glad i didn't die before i met you”#and it breaks my heart into a million pieces because that is just. so true. so pure#because for someone who was very suicidal and struggled with sh *just before* i met my best friend(s)#it's a lot. like. that could've been me. and yet i'm here. and i need to hold on more because there's still so many people to meet#and so many things to see and experience. i AM glad i didn't die before i met any of you#it's crazy to think how many things i would've missed if every single time i thought about about ending it i had actually done it#whack#also! nothing gets crossed out is incredibly depressing and poignant! if anyone is in the mood for that!#(most if not all of these are. once again i am incapable of choosing happy songs lmao)#tw suicide mention#tw sh mention#<- is this enough? let me know if i should use other tags!!!!#tag game#darya's mixtape#bright eyes
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Hello all you NATM people it is the lovely hour of 4:30 AM for me.
Anyway if you have the guts, go read “My heart will stop in joy” by @night-at-the-musian. I am permanently changed and altered by my reading of this fanfiction and I am beginning to feel bad about how maybe my fanfics affect other people.
Im gonna curl up in a ball for a couple months and try to remember how to be a human being
I have been awake 24 hours straight on two hours of sleep
#Lord I am not okay#Psycopomp just come get me already#Pspspspspsps#on the bright side I cried so hard that I got all the chlorine poisoning out of my eyes#natm#night at the museum#jedtavius#I never knew I could love a little robot so much#I never knew NATM fanfic would make me miss my family like an old broken wound#Ian I am begging you to write an all fluff fanfic next I can’t keep doing this man#I thought Heaven was hard to get through#Joy literally made me rethink my relationship with existence and the state of all my love for life
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I RUSHED HERE TO ASK OPINIONS ON THE FROSTPAW TULPA (PLUSH)
frankly I'm at a point where if she was being sold seperately I might be tempted to expend the $30 and some change it would take to own her. not sure what this could mean for me
#I'M GLAD YOU THOUGHT OF ME... i feel like she's snuck up on me again in a way i didn't expect#i think she looks so ridiculous in the way all of them are#she just looks very small in stature too which is cute#it is unfortunate that she's missing the infamous TNR tip though i know that isn't canon. and her eyes aren't bright enough!#and i think she's a little too dark. just too dull!#+++ of course i love the neck scar. i just love it i'm always so happy to see it#also glad to see hawkfrost and dovewing finally making an appearance... some of my favorites i do miss them
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Heart meme for Joker~!
[ Drop me a character name and I’ll reveal my muse’s heart... - ACCEPTING ]
VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗 FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗½, probably actually closer to the full💗💗💗 but in that >:C way, the fuckin' lil tsundere SEXUAL DESIRE: 💔 (ace) ROMANTIC INTENT: 💔
#i have a place for you || answered#dance with || thewomanwholaughed#// ADFHKJADH#// look they actually think she's fairly pretty but the bright colors hurt their goth little eyes LMAO#// and as much as they hate to admit it sometimes they can't hate her and maybe consider her more of a friend than they say#// they were actually pouty when she was gone#// “..... I actually miss being annoyed >:C damnit”
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Man I miss Ezra Bridger’s long hair…
Star Wars
#Star Wars#ezra bridger#I miss his longer hair#he looks ok with short hair tho#what do you all think?#special interest#tw bright colors#tw eye strain
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I miss them so much-
Also, Me and Michael by MGMT is so Bright Eyes and Frederick coded it hurts-
Also also, forgive me. I am in art block so art is messy and rough-
#miss my flawed listener so much#I know Bright Eyes and Frederick’s slow healing/burn would have been glorious#the slow burns of all slow burns#don’t listen to me and Michael late at night you will cry#I just wish I knew what was planned for them#but I know we won’t ever know#redacted asmr#redacted frederick#redacted bright eyes#redacted audio
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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.
#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun#and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel#and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation#after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free#oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date#nah man. itll be fine#and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi#and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and#buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine#the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies#shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains#and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs#and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes#and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a#panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye#he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and#oh.
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Got the Red River Valley song stuck in my head
#from this valley they say you are goin#i will miss your bright eyes and sweet smile#for they say you are takin the sunshine#that has brightened our pathways a while#cedar-maw.txt#folk songs#indigenous#Métis
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The more we learn about Gilbert, the more I wonder if we’re going to have another Edgar situation on our hands tbh
#I think the whole *gentle demon* vibe suits gilbert as much as it suits ed#like with his sweet voice and the way he’s eternally smiling but somehow there’s still something unsettling about him#and I’m eyeing the emperor of obsidian suspiciously too because clearly there’s some tea there#maybe kinda like you know who#it’s also possible that I’m just projecting because I miss ikerev but hear me out#I need the gilbert backstory so badly#ikemen revolution#ikemen prince#ikerev#ikepri#ikepri gilbert#ikerev edgar#gilbert von obsidian#edgar bright
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Sometime way back in like, July or something I think, I had a dream that I was looking for a Puyo Puyo anime on some streaming service but nothing came up when I initially looked it up but what DID come up was Guardians of the Galaxy for some reason so I let that play in the background while I kept looking and at some point Rocket turned to look at me through the screen and went “You seriously still haven’t found that thing yet? Y’know I’m willing to bet the reason we came up as a suggestion is ‘cause that Schezo guy n’ Groot both got that thing going on” to which the camera panned over to Groot who proceeded to open up. a lot of eyes. Just, everywhere, all over him. anyways I changed my mind and watched Gravity Falls the rest of the dream. I can’t get over the implication that 1. Rocket Raccoon vaguely knows Schezo (or at least knows of him) and 2. Schezo has more than one set of eyes I think of that last one especially a lot
#puyo puyo#Schezo Wegey#cw eyestrain#I don't know if it's actually bright enough for that but my colors aren't proper on my monitor#cw eye contact#cw body horror#i think#scars#let me know if I missed something you'd like tagged#I like to think the eyes mostly conglomerate on his back#but drawing that seems like Too Much Effort so you get this. have fun.#Art is a science experiment and Schezo is my guinea pig#I say as I forcibly shove him into a blender#I don't know how I'm drawing him until I'm done
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woo heyy you guyyys!!!!
*looks at the last time i've been active*
soo...school amma right??? haha i'm turning into a corpse with how little i sleep :'D
(man and i swear each time i try to even THINK about drawing they bombard the whole damn week with assignments smh >:/)
i really can't feel time pass anymore hhh BUT! i have some news!
i put some reblogs in my queue a while ago (i try to whenever i have some spare time) so worry not! i am not dead and i did see some of the art in my dashboard/i was tagged into so posting those would be my top priority!
second is that i'm gonna start posting the art i had planned before starting tomorrow! i will also post some doodles i did in ms paint/ edited in medibang while i wait to get a new tablet/pen/whatever :'(
i am not even gonna try and make any promises or with my luck i'll end up with another disaster next year</3 but i will try to post whenever i can! it's been some rough months lately and i'm not doing the best, but trust me when i say i ain't leaving any time soon!! y'all are stuck with me >:)c <33333
#rambling#HELLO!!!! hi omg do you guys remember me??#i hope man i haven't stopped thinking about posting SOMETHING but goshhh i am so tired#my eyes are drooping with sleep my GOSH i cannot with my school schedule >x(#man how much do y'all wanna bet i missed all the cool events hhh :'D#WAIT omg october is over right??? gosh i missed inktober hhh HOW could i FORGET THAT#no Halloween drawing this year either :'( ... my summary of art this year will be so sad xD#sorry for the absence everyone!!! my mental health wasn't good enough to pretend everything was a-ok for another second anymore :')#looking at the bright side at LEAST i remember how to draw with a mouse xD#thank you guys a TON for the patience!!!#and to everyone who tagged me in fanarts/post you were literally my beacon of light during my shitty weeks :'D#sO SORRY it took this long to reblog them but i had them at the ready! just wanted to post everything at once<333#sending ALLL my followers and mutuals love muah muah i am cherishing you all forever if you'd let me<33333
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