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qvietspvce · 22 days ago

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#as always whenever i visit my parents i'm completely fine during the day when there are Tasks to be done #it's when i go up into the spare room (that used to be my room!)#and have a chance to breathe and think that my heart breaks a little bit #i miss my dad so much #i miss who he was before his brain started cannibalising itself #i miss him being the quickest wit in the room and having something insightful (and potentially hurtful) to say #i miss his cooking and him showing off his fancy knife skills #i miss being able to ask for his opinion (even when i hated it)#i just hate missing someone who is alive right in front of me #grief posting

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deadtothebones · 11 months ago

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Ville was right there is no end to the hurting

#bel talks #i miss my dad so much #:(#life fucking sucks right now #ville valo

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lordacne · 10 months ago

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#not me crying all day #triggered by cheese on toast #i miss my dad so much #he made the best cheese on toast #ive never seen a man slice a tomato so thinly and uniformly as he did for me supper #bread toasted both sides #butter (some times mustard as well if we had it)#covered in cheese not too thick #under the grill to melt and then a layer of sliced tomato and back under the grill #then lots of black pepper on top #he wasn’t a chef he was just really stoned

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reignthehighseas · 1 year ago

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I miss my dad

I miss who he was before

Before Her.

I miss when I could spend time with him

Without feeling guilty

Because I know She doesn't want me there.

I miss knowing that he loved me

When I could hug him

And tell him I loved him

But since She got here

Its like he doesn't want me here.

But I'm not allowed to be angry

Because that would be selfish

I know how much he loves Her

So I'll just pretend it doesn't hurt me.

#i havent posted in so long #for context #my dad got married a month ago #his wife hates me #idk why #but i miss the way me and my dad were before they got together #i miss my dad so much #but hes still alive #and i love him #but i dont think he loves me #lol im actually depressed man

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gunpowderdtim · 2 years ago

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selfconsciousfangirl · 2 years ago

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andrew garfield for gq, 2022

#is it wrong. that I’d love to see that garden?#what a gift to create beauty out of grief #I couldn’t #but maybe I will #break my heart why don't you #on the nature of grief and love #i miss my dad so much #andrew garfield #texto

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house-on-sand · 4 months ago

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my brother logged out of our dad's tubi account on the tv and that's such a stupid thing to be upset about but i am i wanna cry because ill never be able to log onto it again bc we don't know the password and it's like losing another part of him and it's so so stupid for this to make me sad

#personal post #grief is a bitch #I miss my dad so much

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throwing-roses-into-the-abyss · 6 months ago

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#can't sleep :(#i miss my dad so much #my mom's condition is getting a lot worse very rapidly right now #she's so tired all the time and sleeping a lot and barely eating #and i just really feel like she's not gonna be here for very long anymore #i don't know what to do with my life after both my parents are gone #i have no job. no relationship. i keep losing more and more friendships.#i miss my dad and my mom and my dog #i just want to go back to when we were all healthy and together #i want all this pain to go away #or at the very least someone who can hold me at nights like this but i have no one

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thesoundofmadness · 7 months ago

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OH SO GRIEF OVERWHELMS HUH

#I MISS MY DAD SO MUCH #the docs

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selfconsciousfangirl · 2 months ago

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National holidays are a big deal here. Huge. Massive. My dad used to host big extended family parties —they were the highlight of our year.

It’s been ten years since he’s been gone. The void he left behind feels so real and present today. It is what it is. Pain and grief and mourning change with time. Where there was a wound now there’s a scar.

Ya no es lo mismo. Nunca más será lo mismo

#I miss my dad so much #feliz dieciocho #personal post is personal #texto

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vole-mon-amour · 1 year ago

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#found the last call i had with my dad #i forgot i had covid at the time even though i remember it very good #crying laughing smiling crying #i miss my dad so much #his voice sounds so familiar yet so strange #i think i kinda forgot how it sounds #i have to back it up somehow #thank goodness i was smart enough to record calls back then #why does this always make me cry #me after my parents' death #personal #if i start listening to more and to recording of my mom as well #i might have a breakdown #anyway #had a shower: good #crying in bed after taking melatonin: bad #upd: found a call where i call my dad and tell him 'mom died.'#why am i doing this to me #*to myself

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smileymoth · 2 years ago

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Girls when YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO WORE YOUR SEATBELT WE'RE THE ONLY ONES THAT CRIED CATASTROPHIC ACCIDENTS YOURE THE ONLY ONE THAT DIED SO KEEP MY CASKET CLOSED YOUR HEART BEATS UNDER THE FLOOR IT HAUNTS ME IN MY DREAMS

#i miss my dad so much #moth post #i know its abt a car crash bht it fucking felt like a car crash alright #it happened too quick to even process it #he was so tall and strong and never sick and so stoic and thats probably what killed him #he wouldnr have changed i wouldve still been afraid of his temper but at least i would still have mt dad #its so fucking unfair that grief jjst doesnt leave. i want it to be over its been over a year already .#now it hurts in the worst way now that youre gone its so wrong #girl who copes with song lyrics #tw parental death #why did it go to his brain. why did it have to go to his brain i dont understand ill never understand. why did it go to his brain.#he couldnt even talk he was barely concscious at the end of if

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stil-lindigo · 2 years ago

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prodigal son.

a sort of epilogue for God of War Ragnarok, since I miss these two so much.

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royalwhumpness · 2 years ago

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#I miss my dad so much #today is a really hard day

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fuckyourtriangles · 2 years ago

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Life tip - do not get high on pain killers and watch anything Clannad related.

#I can't stop crying #clannad #anime #clannad after story #this show always destroys me emotionally #and being medicated only makes it stronger #I miss my dad so much #and I know a lot of people hate the ending but it makes me so happy

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dootznbootz · 4 months ago

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Thinking about how Telemachus has heard "You are just like your father" by so many people for most of his life. How different yet refreshing it is to hear said father tell him warmly "You're so much like your mother".

#Idk something about how he's just as much Penelope's son as he is Odysseus'. And how people just focus on his missing father #And Odysseus. the dad he's often compared to. says something entirely differnt.#Mad rambles #shot by odysseus #my headcanons #penelope of ithaca #telemachus #odysseus #idk I'm fightin a fever right now :') I'm very sure this isn't even grammatically correct but yahoo!#epic the musical #odyssey #the odyssey #tagamemnon #I don't plan to write Penelope comparing him much to his dad often. She only does so when Tele wants/needs to hear it.#She realizes “okay. you're trying too hard to be in your dad's shadow. you're Telemachus first. you're our legacy second.”#he's still affected by others' talk though ;~; (grandparents used to call him the wrong name and such

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