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deadtothebones · 10 months

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Ville was right there is no end to the hurting

#bel talks #i miss my dad so much #:(#life fucking sucks right now #ville valo

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lordacne · 8 months

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#not me crying all day #triggered by cheese on toast #i miss my dad so much #he made the best cheese on toast #ive never seen a man slice a tomato so thinly and uniformly as he did for me supper #bread toasted both sides #butter (some times mustard as well if we had it)#covered in cheese not too thick #under the grill to melt and then a layer of sliced tomato and back under the grill #then lots of black pepper on top #he wasn’t a chef he was just really stoned

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reignthehighseas · 1 year

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I miss my dad

I miss who he was before

Before Her.

I miss when I could spend time with him

Without feeling guilty

Because I know She doesn't want me there.

I miss knowing that he loved me

When I could hug him

And tell him I loved him

But since She got here

Its like he doesn't want me here.

But I'm not allowed to be angry

Because that would be selfish

I know how much he loves Her

So I'll just pretend it doesn't hurt me.

#i havent posted in so long #for context #my dad got married a month ago #his wife hates me #idk why #but i miss the way me and my dad were before they got together #i miss my dad so much #but hes still alive #and i love him #but i dont think he loves me #lol im actually depressed man

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gunpowderdtim · 2 years

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house-on-sand · 3 months

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my brother logged out of our dad's tubi account on the tv and that's such a stupid thing to be upset about but i am i wanna cry because ill never be able to log onto it again bc we don't know the password and it's like losing another part of him and it's so so stupid for this to make me sad

#personal post #grief is a bitch #I miss my dad so much

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throwing-roses-into-the-abyss · 5 months

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#can't sleep :(#i miss my dad so much #my mom's condition is getting a lot worse very rapidly right now #she's so tired all the time and sleeping a lot and barely eating #and i just really feel like she's not gonna be here for very long anymore #i don't know what to do with my life after both my parents are gone #i have no job. no relationship. i keep losing more and more friendships.#i miss my dad and my mom and my dog #i just want to go back to when we were all healthy and together #i want all this pain to go away #or at the very least someone who can hold me at nights like this but i have no one

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thesoundofmadness · 6 months

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OH SO GRIEF OVERWHELMS HUH

#I MISS MY DAD SO MUCH #the docs

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vole-mon-amour · 10 months

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#found the last call i had with my dad #i forgot i had covid at the time even though i remember it very good #crying laughing smiling crying #i miss my dad so much #his voice sounds so familiar yet so strange #i think i kinda forgot how it sounds #i have to back it up somehow #thank goodness i was smart enough to record calls back then #why does this always make me cry #me after my parents' death #personal #if i start listening to more and to recording of my mom as well #i might have a breakdown #anyway #had a shower: good #crying in bed after taking melatonin: bad #upd: found a call where i call my dad and tell him 'mom died.'#why am i doing this to me #*to myself

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smileymoth · 2 years

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Girls when YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO WORE YOUR SEATBELT WE'RE THE ONLY ONES THAT CRIED CATASTROPHIC ACCIDENTS YOURE THE ONLY ONE THAT DIED SO KEEP MY CASKET CLOSED YOUR HEART BEATS UNDER THE FLOOR IT HAUNTS ME IN MY DREAMS

#i miss my dad so much #moth post #i know its abt a car crash bht it fucking felt like a car crash alright #it happened too quick to even process it #he was so tall and strong and never sick and so stoic and thats probably what killed him #he wouldnr have changed i wouldve still been afraid of his temper but at least i would still have mt dad #its so fucking unfair that grief jjst doesnt leave. i want it to be over its been over a year already .#now it hurts in the worst way now that youre gone its so wrong #girl who copes with song lyrics #tw parental death #why did it go to his brain. why did it have to go to his brain i dont understand ill never understand. why did it go to his brain.#he couldnt even talk he was barely concscious at the end of if

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selfconsciousfangirl · 3 days

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National holidays are a big deal here. Huge. Massive. My dad used to host big extended family parties —they were the highlight of our year.

It’s been ten years since he’s been gone. The void he left behind feels so real and present today. It is what it is. Pain and grief and mourning change with time. Where there was a wound now there’s a scar.

Ya no es lo mismo. Nunca más será lo mismo

#I miss my dad so much #feliz dieciocho #personal post is personal #texto

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stil-lindigo · 2 years

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prodigal son.

a sort of epilogue for God of War Ragnarok, since I miss these two so much.

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royalwhumpness · 2 years

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#I miss my dad so much #today is a really hard day

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fuckyourtriangles · 2 years

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Life tip - do not get high on pain killers and watch anything Clannad related.

#I can't stop crying #clannad #anime #clannad after story #this show always destroys me emotionally #and being medicated only makes it stronger #I miss my dad so much #and I know a lot of people hate the ending but it makes me so happy

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dootznbootz · 3 months

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Thinking about how Telemachus has heard "You are just like your father" by so many people for most of his life. How different yet refreshing it is to hear said father tell him warmly "You're so much like your mother".

#Idk something about how he's just as much Penelope's son as he is Odysseus'. And how people just focus on his missing father #And Odysseus. the dad he's often compared to. says something entirely differnt.#Mad rambles #shot by odysseus #my headcanons #penelope of ithaca #telemachus #odysseus #idk I'm fightin a fever right now :') I'm very sure this isn't even grammatically correct but yahoo!#epic the musical #odyssey #the odyssey #tagamemnon #I don't plan to write Penelope comparing him much to his dad often. She only does so when Tele wants/needs to hear it.#She realizes “okay. you're trying too hard to be in your dad's shadow. you're Telemachus first. you're our legacy second.”#he's still affected by others' talk though ;~; (grandparents used to call him the wrong name and such

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skunkes · 2 months

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#a doodley #i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash #anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago #im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up #and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad #like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to #quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen #and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be #and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die #and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago #and your brothers that passed away #recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7 #the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad #said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then #i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was #like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry #im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible #i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad

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sicc-nasti · 1 year

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On this episode of: It’s always Sunny in Tuefort

The Mercs Make Scout A Dating Profile

Its going as one might expect

#tf2 #tf2 scout #tf2 spy #tf2 engie #iasip #iasip meme #tf2 meme #team fortress 2 #valve #Spy is a very tired dad but he cares for his son #and wants him to leave Miss P alone #dont forget to add milksteak magnets and ghouls!#i love this episode so much charlie is the love of my LIFE #i liek that ive seen someone do episodes for bobs burgers and clone high #and i got iasip #at this rate were gonna get all the good shows tf2-ified #its always sunny #its always sunny in philadelphia

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