#I miss my dad so much
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My dad would have been 60 today...
I miss him so much❤
#i miss my dad so much#i wish i could hug him#Im also sick with a fever...#so im just heavy all around🥺#grief is a bitch
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#as always whenever i visit my parents i'm completely fine during the day when there are Tasks to be done#it's when i go up into the spare room (that used to be my room!)#and have a chance to breathe and think that my heart breaks a little bit#i miss my dad so much#i miss who he was before his brain started cannibalising itself#i miss him being the quickest wit in the room and having something insightful (and potentially hurtful) to say#i miss his cooking and him showing off his fancy knife skills#i miss being able to ask for his opinion (even when i hated it)#i just hate missing someone who is alive right in front of me#grief posting
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Ville was right there is no end to the hurting
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I miss my dad
I miss who he was before
Before Her.
I miss when I could spend time with him
Without feeling guilty
Because I know She doesn't want me there.
I miss knowing that he loved me
When I could hug him
And tell him I loved him
But since She got here
Its like he doesn't want me here.
But I'm not allowed to be angry
Because that would be selfish
I know how much he loves Her
So I'll just pretend it doesn't hurt me.
#i havent posted in so long#for context#my dad got married a month ago#his wife hates me#idk why#but i miss the way me and my dad were before they got together#i miss my dad so much#but hes still alive#and i love him#but i dont think he loves me#lol im actually depressed man
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#thinking abt that one time my sister told me she resented me for being born and stealing her spot as youngest daughter#i miss my dad#i miss my dad so much#i miss him#i miss him so much#vent tw#vent#i miss him i wish he was alive#everything would be better if he wasn't dead#i hate my brother#i hate my sisters#i miss my dad so much its not even real#i fucking hate tiffany#i was going to be okay#and now im not#:(#i miss my dad so much :(#my family life is so fucked up#im entirely fucking alone#my mom is 61 and she has 20 years max i fucking feel like#she smokes so much#i dont even like my mom im just so scared of her dying
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andrew garfield for gq, 2022
#is it wrong. that I’d love to see that garden?#what a gift to create beauty out of grief#I couldn’t#but maybe I will#break my heart why don't you#on the nature of grief and love#i miss my dad so much#andrew garfield#texto
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my brother logged out of our dad's tubi account on the tv and that's such a stupid thing to be upset about but i am i wanna cry because ill never be able to log onto it again bc we don't know the password and it's like losing another part of him and it's so so stupid for this to make me sad
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#can't sleep :(#i miss my dad so much#my mom's condition is getting a lot worse very rapidly right now#she's so tired all the time and sleeping a lot and barely eating#and i just really feel like she's not gonna be here for very long anymore#i don't know what to do with my life after both my parents are gone#i have no job. no relationship. i keep losing more and more friendships.#i miss my dad and my mom and my dog#i just want to go back to when we were all healthy and together#i want all this pain to go away#or at the very least someone who can hold me at nights like this but i have no one
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OH SO GRIEF OVERWHELMS HUH
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#found the last call i had with my dad#i forgot i had covid at the time even though i remember it very good#crying laughing smiling crying#i miss my dad so much#his voice sounds so familiar yet so strange#i think i kinda forgot how it sounds#i have to back it up somehow#thank goodness i was smart enough to record calls back then#why does this always make me cry#me after my parents' death#personal#if i start listening to more and to recording of my mom as well#i might have a breakdown#anyway#had a shower: good#crying in bed after taking melatonin: bad#upd: found a call where i call my dad and tell him 'mom died.'#why am i doing this to me#*to myself
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National holidays are a big deal here. Huge. Massive. My dad used to host big extended family parties —they were the highlight of our year.
It’s been ten years since he’s been gone. The void he left behind feels so real and present today. It is what it is. Pain and grief and mourning change with time. Where there was a wound now there’s a scar.
Ya no es lo mismo. Nunca más será lo mismo
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Girls when YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO WORE YOUR SEATBELT WE'RE THE ONLY ONES THAT CRIED CATASTROPHIC ACCIDENTS YOURE THE ONLY ONE THAT DIED SO KEEP MY CASKET CLOSED YOUR HEART BEATS UNDER THE FLOOR IT HAUNTS ME IN MY DREAMS
#i miss my dad so much#moth post#i know its abt a car crash bht it fucking felt like a car crash alright#it happened too quick to even process it#he was so tall and strong and never sick and so stoic and thats probably what killed him#he wouldnr have changed i wouldve still been afraid of his temper but at least i would still have mt dad#its so fucking unfair that grief jjst doesnt leave. i want it to be over its been over a year already .#now it hurts in the worst way now that youre gone its so wrong#girl who copes with song lyrics#tw parental death#why did it go to his brain. why did it have to go to his brain i dont understand ill never understand. why did it go to his brain.#he couldnt even talk he was barely concscious at the end of if
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Life tip - do not get high on pain killers and watch anything Clannad related.
#I can't stop crying#clannad#anime#clannad after story#this show always destroys me emotionally#and being medicated only makes it stronger#I miss my dad so much#and I know a lot of people hate the ending but it makes me so happy
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I’ve been thinking about Miles as Serizawa quite a bit 😁
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#mob psycho 100#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#narumitsu#wrightworth#serizawa katsuya#reigen arataka#ace attorney fanart#ace attorney au#psychic lawyers au#digital art#my art#procreate#LET’S GO GAMBLING!!#aw dang it-#squib and I were trying to figure out how the claw thing worked if Gregory took Sakurai’s place#we decided that part of the reason why Miles locked himself away for 15 years was because 1) his powers and 2) his father went missing#Gregory (instead of being killed by MVK) was instead made to join Claw (which now means Claw is an older organization)#without his father there to help teach him how to control his powers. miles got scared and locked himself away#much to the sadness of his mother Eleanor (who is alive in this AU)#I think im gonna have it so neither Gregory nor Miles know that the other is part of Claw#at least not until the World Domination Arc (probably post-WDA)#it’s easier this way HAUHUISu#yeah gamer miles…needs to touch grass…and take a shower…and get a haircut…#also hooray! he gets glasses 😁😁😁 AND HIS DAD IS ALIVE AND SO IS HIS MOM#THIS MILES EDGEWORTH TRULY IS WINNING
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Thinking about how Telemachus has heard "You are just like your father" by so many people for most of his life. How different yet refreshing it is to hear said father tell him warmly "You're so much like your mother".
#Idk something about how he's just as much Penelope's son as he is Odysseus'. And how people just focus on his missing father#And Odysseus. the dad he's often compared to. says something entirely differnt.#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#my headcanons#penelope of ithaca#telemachus#odysseus#idk I'm fightin a fever right now :') I'm very sure this isn't even grammatically correct but yahoo!#epic the musical#odyssey#the odyssey#tagamemnon#I don't plan to write Penelope comparing him much to his dad often. She only does so when Tele wants/needs to hear it.#She realizes “okay. you're trying too hard to be in your dad's shadow. you're Telemachus first. you're our legacy second.”#he's still affected by others' talk though ;~; (grandparents used to call him the wrong name and such
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