#i miss my dad so much :(

[justmeinadaze]

My dad would have been 60 today...

I miss him so much❤

[qvietspvce]

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[deadtothebones]

Ville was right there is no end to the hurting

[reignthehighseas]

I miss my dad

I miss who he was before

Before Her.

I miss when I could spend time with him

Without feeling guilty

Because I know She doesn't want me there.

I miss knowing that he loved me

When I could hug him

And tell him I loved him

But since She got here

Its like he doesn't want me here.

But I'm not allowed to be angry

Because that would be selfish

I know how much he loves Her

So I'll just pretend it doesn't hurt me.

[gunpowderdtim]

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[house-on-sand]

my brother logged out of our dad's tubi account on the tv and that's such a stupid thing to be upset about but i am i wanna cry because ill never be able to log onto it again bc we don't know the password and it's like losing another part of him and it's so so stupid for this to make me sad

[throwing-roses-into-the-abyss]

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[thesoundofmadness]

OH SO GRIEF OVERWHELMS HUH

[vole-mon-amour]

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[smileymoth]

Girls when YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO WORE YOUR SEATBELT WE'RE THE ONLY ONES THAT CRIED CATASTROPHIC ACCIDENTS YOURE THE ONLY ONE THAT DIED SO KEEP MY CASKET CLOSED YOUR HEART BEATS UNDER THE FLOOR IT HAUNTS ME IN MY DREAMS

[selfconsciousfangirl]

National holidays are a big deal here. Huge. Massive. My dad used to host big extended family parties —they were the highlight of our year.

It’s been ten years since he’s been gone. The void he left behind feels so real and present today. It is what it is. Pain and grief and mourning change with time. Where there was a wound now there’s a scar.

Ya no es lo mismo. Nunca más será lo mismo

[royalwhumpness]

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[fuckyourtriangles]

Life tip - do not get high on pain killers and watch anything Clannad related.

[doctorsiren]

I’ve been thinking about Miles as Serizawa quite a bit 😁

[dootznbootz]

Thinking about how Telemachus has heard "You are just like your father" by so many people for most of his life. How different yet refreshing it is to hear said father tell him warmly "You're so much like your mother".

[skunkes]