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idc if the odds are stacked against him, we get to see seth wrestle 🤭
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My first cat hated men.
I got him when he was just a tiny kitten and I had only come out as genderfluid at the time in college. I was also dating a gay trans guy that embraced being effeminate to some degree. Essentially both of us were figuring shit out, to say the least.
I had him for about 8 years, but had to rehome him towards the end of our time, as my transition had progressed enough to trigger him being extremely stressed, and vocally and physically aggressive. I had broken up with my bf, and was living with two women at this point in my life, so he was able to have some bit of happiness but the moment he saw me, any of that feeling was immediately gone.
I adored and loved this cat so much. When I tell you I did Everything to try and keep him, I mean it. My roommates helped me. We tried so many things. I cried so much at the idea of having to rehome him. I never thought I would be someone on that situation. I just knew he was miserable and I couldn’t stand it.
So a college friend of my roomies, Sally, lost her childhood cat of 16 years around the same time this was happening. She didn’t really want to move on quickly or anything but we essentially begged her to watch him for a weekend, to see if he could/would be happier around her. (This was more complicated than I can summarize here but we didn’t actually push it on her but knew it wasn’t unreasonable to ask due to circumstances I’m not elaborating on).
She agreed and she fell so deeply in love with him that she didn’t want to give him back.
Oh, that was still the hardest decision, despite knowing he hated me. I loved and still love him. She was just so happy and so was he. I knew he’s be safe and loved; I couldn’t say no.
We’ve lost touch since then, and she doesn’t use any social media, but I think about them all the time. He would be around 15 now and I wonder how he’s doing all the time. She doesn’t talk to anyone from graduate school, and has no online presence that know of (listen I’m curious so I check occasionally, not trying to be a creep) so i haven’t been able to ask and just have to let it go, but I hope they’re both doing great.
I love you, Bas, and thank you, Sally. I hope you’re both well. ❤️
It is funny. Recently I had a transphobe argue to me, that "well, it is all made up! Animals will still not know that you identify as a man". Which to me is so funny, because while there has never been extensive research done on this topic, there is a lot of anecdotal evidence showing the exact opposite.
As someone who has done a lot of work with animals, I can tell you, that those animals that for one reason or another like one gender more or less than another often show the same loving or hostile behavior towards people completely depending on the gender the people actually identifies as.
"Sure," some people might say, "because if you take hormons you gonna smell like the gender to an animal." But that is the funny part. Animals often act according to that with trans adults who are still in egg mode. Who have not come out yet. And nobody knows why and how they can tell.
But some of the harsher animals with a "gender preference in humans" are like the best trans indicators. You have not admitted to yourself you are a guy? Yeah, this cat is gonna hate you anyways. Because this cat hates men.
Sincerely the guy who got attacked by this one fucking bunny, who didn't like dudes, several times
#bas#I love that angry little man#I miss him constantly#I hope him and sally are doing well#this may have made me cry
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He just wants to be missed
#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#billford#shitpost#the amount of times Bill asks if people will miss him is something he needs to bring up in therapy#did your parents not love you enough Bill?#your issues are showing#ignore the mistakes#I’m too tired to fix them#and honestly not emotionally stable enough#feeling like a piece of shit rn and I haven’t even done anything wrong#…um but#did you guys miss me? 🥺🥺🥺#one day I’m gonna stop posting entirely and wait patiently for the ‘omg are you okay’ messages that will never come in#and then give up and post again#I never said I was any better than him here#I too constantly crave validation from others and really want to be missed
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LOKI S02E01 “Ouroboros”
#loki#mobius#lokius#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#lokitvedit#dailyloki#lokitvsource#marveledit#mcuedit#mine#here's more lokius bc i love and miss them#i hate this colouring but we move#the way that mobius guides loki to a quiet space so he can calm down#the way he constantly has hold of him#THE EYE CONTACT IN THE 3RD GIF TOO#.....YEAH!
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Thank you all for an incredible 500 days of love and support. I offer you: answers to questions that no one has asked.
(As always, more can be found in the tags <3)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#a-qing#jin ling#wen ning#jiang cheng#“Hey wait this feels like there should have been way more content for questions” Yes. There was.#I was not strong enough to redraw *all* of what was lost. Rest in piece the original (lost to tea related accident)#But I'll tell you all the fun other things that would have been drawn out right here in the tags!#Did you know my longest posting streak was 61 days? And my longest hiatus was 6 days?#Did you know I missed posting on 92 days of those 500 days - meaning I posted 82% of the time on a daily basis?#I'm normal about collecting data. I have so much data on this blog for normal reasons. I'm also so normal about art. The normalest.#Honorable mention for the character rankings: Lan Wangji! for “Most improved in rank”.#Sorry Lan Wangji fans but until the audio drama I honestly was...pretty indifferent towards him.#I think a huge part of that was due to the fact he's constantly paired up with WWX; who has *so* much charisma and steals the scene#But I've really come to like him a lot more since starting this project. He rose from mid-tier to being in the top ten!#Dishonorable mention: Nie Huaisang. Who fell out of number 1 spot and out of the top 5.#He just hasn't shown up a lot! And my rankings are fickle! They will probably change once I finish the third season!#My favourite comics are: A lot of them! And the ones I have yet to make!#I'm very sleepy at the moment while writing this but I do want to give a huge shout out to YOU.#Yeah! you reading this! Thank you! If you've been here since the first week or just started reading: THANK YOU!#If you've only ever lurked and never even liked a single post but still read my comics: THANK YOU!!#In creating this blog - I have found 500 days of more happiness that I could have ever imagined.#Thank you for joining me on this journey. Thank you for giving me your time and your support.#It means more than any 'thank you' could say B'*)
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(a few of) my bakugou headcannons!
a/n: this is me coping with the ending of the manga </3 KATSUKI I MISS YOU 😞😞
i think he would much prefer softer music (off the top of my head: keshi, soft radiohead perhaps??, cigarettes after sex, etc.) as opposed to the loud music i often see him paired with—kind of a mix of whatever he likes but mainly lots of soft/chill rnb!!
++ i believe he would be a kendrick fan tbh!!!
i also think he would listen to music A LOT especially when overwhelmed
speaking of which, he gets overwhelmed super easily in social settings—he tends to go quiet when it comes to a group of people, conversing better when one on one (HE JUST LIKE ME FR!!!)
he’s the guy on campus wearing those apple airpod max headphones 24/7; his are black ofc!!
dude is the DRYEST texter ever. he makes you look like you’re begging for your ex back or smth it’s so bad (😭😭)
unless you’re a handful of very specific people, don’t expect a text back for at least a day or two…or whenever he feels like it.
he doesn't carry a bag sometimes and somehow manages to stuff everything in his pockets…his pants sag BAD...
takes his skincare super super seriously and does it every single night without fail. it is a non negotiable for him.
in general he cares about his appearance a lot; not in a self centered or an insecure way, it's just super important to him. if he knows he looks good, then he feels good, which directly impacts his performance in practice/battle—naturally, he has to make sure he's the best looking one there.
he’s a jjk fan!!!
he is the BIGGEST musical hater on the planet QUICK EVERYONE ACT SURPRISED!!!!
he’s SO MEAN when he's hungry like. to the point where you can tell when he's getting there because he just starts going OFF (more than usual, ofc).
he takes his coffee super sweet. he tried to be one of those black coffee guys, but now he just resents them because he can’t stand the taste LMAO also the sugar boost helps his quirk!! that’s the excuse he uses anyway…
aquaphor’s most loyal customer!!! he has at least one on him at all times, even when fighting
he’s super sensitive to smells and you can tell when he’s smelled something he doesn’t like because it’s immediately written all over his face—i’d also say that due to his quirk, he has a fear of constantly smelling bad because of his sweat
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#⋆.˚ s writes!#— mha!#prob gonna be a part 2?? bc i have so many!!#i think about him constantly tbh i’ve come up with a thousand of these#😭😭#he is everything to me#I MISS HIM I LOVE HIM 💔💔#bnha#mha#mha season 7#mha headcanons#mha fluff#mha x reader#mha bakugou#mha bakugo katsuki#katsuki bakugo#katsuki bakugou#bakugo fluff#bakugo x reader#bakugou headcanons#bnha bakugou#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#katsuki bakugo mha#katsuki x reader
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super late to the meme party but i HAD to do a radiant emperor ver bc. this is a scene that happened. word for word
#yea she called him bestie. i was there i heard it#zhu-ouyang soulmateism buddycomedy d/s times hOW I MISS YOUUUUUUU#the brief ouyang-zhang jr mirrorism had me CHEWING A HOLE INTO THE WALL!! i think about it constantly i need to lie down abt it#zhu yuanzhang#general ouyang#the radiant emperor#my art
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human marzi!! almost got the whole main cast designed now :o]
[image description: a page of drawings for a human design of marzipan from homestar runner, where she is depicted as a chubby woman with two prosthetic legs that is wearing a long corduroy purple skirt, a matching cardigan, and sandals. next to a fullbody drawing of her is a drawing of her original design, a drawing of her in a long purple dress, and a drawing of her in her sultry buttons costume, where she has black hair and sunglasses. end id]
#ive drawn everyone else with the same eyes they have in canon so she gets em too (even if they look a lil funky on a human)#(theyre still cute to me tho)#it was tough figuring out her clothing since putting her in like... a princess dress??? maybe?? would look silly imo#<< i say as if i still dont draw sb constantly wearing boxing gloves. the weirdo#but i feel like she would dress kinda old-school. kinda mid-30s english teacher core#or at least. like my english teachers growing up#not counting the jock lesbian one. i miss her she was cool#anyways. marzipan#based her nose off of the one she has in her ''teen'' design#wondering who i should do next. maybe coach z??#im bad at drawing him. so mayhaps i should get better#my god i Rambled. ok actual tags time now#doc talks#my art#homestar runner#hsr#h*r#marzipan hsr
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Bonus:
#the terror#the terror amc#james fitzjames#look I made this gifset entirely innocently okay#I was thinking about how characters move for fic writing#and realized fitzjames is all over the place#he's very elegant but also very dynamic#most of the other characters we only really see#standing or sitting in a chair#but fitzjames is constantly throwing himself into things#and if that involves getting on the ground then sure#he'll do that too#idk I just thought it was an interesting character note#off the top of my head only blanky is like#similar in that way#but okay all that meta nonsense aside#lol gifset of fitzjames kneeling#my posts#my gifs#also if I missed a scene let me know#I almost included when he collapses but#that wasn't a purposeful choice by him#so it didn't really count#though now that I think about it#I think he also kneels in the scene where#he first sees that he's bleeding from scurvy#but you don't get a good look at him it's just implied#so wouldn't have made a good gif#but still!!!
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moggettt asked: Hey!! For art suggestions, possibly a Mike Chilton? Love that burner boi;; (I've been listening to Underdog by Kasabian and it has big motorcity vibes 🔥)
Yes!!!! Ah! My boy!!!!!! I saw a clip from Motorcity again the other day and it was Mike just cheerfully hopping backwards out of a window many stories up apparently just on the cheerful assurance that he'd figure something out on the way down, and. I love this fucking doofus. What a good main character lmao
Bonus: wet >>>>:(
#Motorcity#Mike Chilton#Feat also:#Chuck (motorcity)#Splickedydoodles#Mike as a main is such a great combo of irritatingly great at everything but also a grade-A dingus who constantly gets himself in trouble#and tbh I miss him dearly. Titmouse and Disney give me a million dollars to make another season of Motorcity challenge.#I was going to say I ran out of steam for coloring but actually I got sidetracked into flexing my realism muscles#So I guess time to break for the night and draw some Burner portraits haha#I'll aim to keep drawing tomorrow! :D#Please note this is not canon compliant for two reasons. One: it doesn't rain in Motorcity they are under a dome#and Two: Mike is an ex-ROTC who tucks his shirt into his jeans like a FUCKING DORK lolololol
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I think them as a childhood group of friends cold be very fun! Like they kinda work as a Scooby Doo/Solve It Squad kinda group except most of the crimes are actually supernatural and connected to the occult (I’m sure that’s a thing i guess Gravity Falls?) thinking of calling them the Hatchet Catchers or something like that?
Anyway Duke mostly handles the “civilian” stuff (talking to witnesses and adults) and patches everyone up with the first aid kit he keeps in his bag. Holloway is also very good with adults but she mostly handles research and take-down. Wiley is more the action type but he has a way with cult members that can get kinda creepy at times. He also sews which is fun! Sheila is best as long-cons and waiting shit out, she’s also very good to have in a fight.
Here’s them as teens too. This is like a month or so before the Accident™️.
Duke(definitely lying): Sorry dad. We’ll never sneak onto an active crime scene again.
#me? making another Hatchetfield au when I was meant to work on the first one? more likely than you may think#I really like their kid designs ngl. they’re very cute kids#I’m realizing that I’ve totally forgotten how to draw teenagers tho lol#I think Duke’s dad being the sheriff is very funny in a situation like this ngl#love the idea of Duke constantly talking the group out of trouble because no one in their right mind could every stay mad at him#(Teen Holloway is hiding some incriminating evidence behind her back btw just so you can imagine the mischief they get into better)#starkid#hatchetverse#hatchetfield#sheila young#miss holloway#duke keane#wilbur cross#uncle wiley#hatchetfield au
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🚫😤 DO. NOT. MESS. WITH. ME. 😤🚫
I get separation anxiety if I go too long without drawing goro,, he's my lil babygirl🥺🤏💗💞🌸
I had a moment between projects, so of course, I had to draw my lil guy💘 tho, my art might be slowing down a bit, as I get ready for conventions and other secret projects🤫💞
I hope you guys will be patient with me while I'm so busy;;♡♡♡
#goro akechi#persona 5#p5#memes#persona 5 memes#implied shuake#bc everything i draw is lol#ive been so crazy busy with cons and draw weeks and zines#whew#im surprised im still trucking lol#but ive missed goro#hes my comfort murderer🥺💗💞#i need to draw him constantly or i go crazy#if yall have any goro or shuake requests feel free to send them to me♡#idk if ill have time but i wanna draw shuake rn#♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty#(< that's my art tag)
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So. I have a lot of thoughts about Samuel, and Tumblr can have them too. It's just....Samuel choosing to die because he knows it’s the only option he can accept. He did it all for his family. He acted like someone he dreamed, the hero in his own story—who let his friends continue their story with his courageous act. His reprise is him coming to terms with the fact his compassion and imagination truly are his greatest strengths, that they've given him so much. Now, it's his turn to give back. The human spirit will persist even in tragedy.
It makes me so proud of him that he wasn’t afraid in the end. His voice didn't waver on his final lines. He felt no need to prove himself to Kal, because he was utterly certain what Kal called him was wrong. He knew. Samuel looked at Kal and said, no. you won’t touch them. their stories will live on, and you won’t win this. .
..And it's not even their stories, really. He calls it our story, doesn't he? Samuel was brave, and he was kind, and he was always a part of the story. Even if he felt he had a smaller role than his friends, he got them all where they needed to be. He helped Margaret find her answers, getting her off that roof - she says it herself! He spoke with John about the weight of a legacy, a crucial step for John to break free of the expectations put on him and be happy. He was the first person Rose ever dreamed with, each other's harbour in a storm. He lives in the echoes, now.
Margaret, Rose and John will never, ever stop telling stories about their friend, their brother, the hero that saved them. The man who was a storyteller, an open ear. who was always there for them. They never would have gotten as far as they did without him by their side, because I firmly believe he was their heart.
Samuel's legacy, his legacy of hope, dreaming and light, will live on.
#samuel stratford#the searcher in the shadows#pulp musicals#snarky speaks#hi the young man with a pencil plays constantly in my head#i love him. i miss him.#the searcher in the shadows spoilers
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a singular till (and ivan)
#alien stage#alnst#till alien stage#ivan alien stage#ivantill#(?) i guess yeah#my art#sorry constantly thinking about his look in round six. i miss him. badly
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Why would you—That's not—I just wanted to ask for help, why did you have to go and make it awkward???
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#xue yang#Its such a relief to not have to draw so many characters once again.#Redrawing the specific font from the English translated mdzs books was surprisingly fun!#Maybe I'm alone in this...but I think characters switching to a different font of speech for *emphasis* is peak comedy#you can't communicate voice changes of sound very well in non audio forms so this is the best I can do.#Anyways...rip Xue Yang. You finally meet your idol and he brushes you off#Rather— he doesn't live up to the expectations you built in your head#Kind of an on going issue there Jester (I refuse to call him king or sir)#XY is constantly making people out to be the versions he needed them to be to feel justified in his actions#but struggles to pivot when confronted with the fact that these ppl are *more* than just one surface reading!#wwx doesn't actually think xy is flirting. He's just tired of all the fake fans + wants to get out of this convo.#button mashing the A button to skip the unskippable cutscene#Lan Wangji is in the next comic btw. I've missed him dearly. I'm sorry he's been gone so long </3#edit: poorly spelt MDZS strikes again. This is why I need more time to write my comics. So I can actually proofread B*(#edit2: I cast 'Power of Technology' and fixed my error. Everyone reblog this version instead please
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The funniest thing about Jayce is that while yes, he's juggling other peoples' interests/loyalties, he's only sort of malleable and mostly kind of uncontrollable. People can tell Jayce something and he will in fact listen to it, absorb the new information, but it's a genuine gamble to guess what he does with that information.
Heimerdinger tells him exactly how to avoid punishment for his trial and Jayce DOESN'T do it. Jayce decides to defend himself and the merit of his work. The Medardas want hextech weapons (for varying reasons), Viktor says no, meanwhile Jayce already has blueprints laminated and framed in his room.
Jayce didn't ask to be a Councilor, but he immediately throws himself into rooting out corruption. When Mel tells him he's gonna need to play ball to stay alive politically, Jayce goes, "Ball is life". Then Jayce manages to amass enough political capital to kick off HEIMERDINGER of all people.
Second to Jinx, Jayce is the character that asserts the most agency in the cast. People really try to pull Jayce in this and that direction, but his character, his morals, just who he really is pushes at any supposed binary others try to place him in. The choices he makes always align with his core, and it inevitably puts others in a position to accept the consequences of bringing up the issue to him in the first place.
#arcane#arcane meta#jayce talis#jayce is such an interesting guy who amasses me political power over others who think they're getting something from him#but in reality he really just does his own thing and SOMETIMES it's what the other party wanted#but mostly just blows upmin their face i.e. marcus#jayce is the male piltovan version of jinx if her life wasn't awful and she was an only child#hope that makes sense#i need to make a longer post about how jayce and jinx are misunderstood by the audience as somehow unable to assert autonomy over themselves#when in reality they do it all the time and it constantly affects the rest of the cast#it's just the fact that they're both depicted as emotionally vulnerable that a lot of the audience miss the fact they're#the narrative's heavyweights in terms of affecting the plot#They're the ones making choices and forcing other people's hands#also they're clearly both lionized and held up as symbol of their respective city-state
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