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after all these years I'm finally putting a new album out
#I might talk about it in detail later#power electronics#harsh noise#my stuff#I think it's been over six years since the last time I put out a proper release as opposed to just throwing individual songs on bandcamp#like you know to show that at least I was doing SOMETHING#feels terrible#but I've been rly motivated to work on music and creative things in general more lately so hopefully we'll do better from here#Bandcamp
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out of your friends which are you?! (skilltobers 13, 15, 16, 17, 18)
#my art#GODDD#disco elysium#animation#skilltober#skilltober 2024#disco elysium skills#de shivers#de half light#de endurance#de physical instrument#de electrochemistry#de fanart#high effort posting i BUSTED MY ASS FOR THIS#i never animate. which i think you can tell#i might toss the stills and animations and stuff as jpegs and gifs in a reblog later but before that some design details!#couldnt design half light exactly how i wanted but i needed him to look unsettling. Lol#he's naked. he's vulnerable. he is an exposed nerve. he is the walking talking “bite them before they bite you because they have before”#so...a little bit peeled looking lol. tall and gangly and spindly but hunched over to look animalistic and threatening#i didnt want to kill myself doing all the markings on every frame but he's got eyespots!#nature's way of mimicking something more powerful than you (generalization idgaf about peacocks)#and his bones are marked out right beside them. but dont pay attention to them just pay attention to those eyes. dont hurt this guy#idk if im getting it across in a way that makes sense#but yeah. digitigrade because he deserves it#i dont have much to say abt the others theyre pretty generic#bye bye i need to draw threshold tomorrow#fanart
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Pre- perciverus body swap au
But like it's not all three of them
Like just two of them switching body's leading to the third losing their mind(horny)
ok so like 12 hours later but
Specifically this morning my brain was thinking about Marcus and Percy switching with Perciver already being a thing
and it being what leads to Oliver and Marcus happening because talking to him with Percy's face causes the initial "I want to fucking punch you" initial feels to not be as strong
as well as when they hang out together (because this lasts like a week) Percy keeps accidently acting the same as he always does when alone with Ollie by habit and it's making Oliver's head spin because yes it's his boyfriend but it's also not his boyfriend
Meanwhile Marcus is is losing his mind for very different reasons
namely does breaking a vow of chastity for your future wife count if you are not even in your own body? on top of his continuing spiral of internalized homophobia and god Percy is pretty and Wood keeps acting fucking weird and him blushing is making his chest feel weird and he hates it but in Percy's body he can't fight him (more like Oliver refuses)
Anyway!
i can't remember anything else i thought about this
but i think it's Percy's fault (though maybe not on purpose you know or maybe it is maybe he knows somethings up with flintwood idk)
#percy weasley#marcus flint#oliver wood#perciverus#flintwood#flintley#Like less so Percy being the odd one out just because the difference would be less obvious with Marcus and Oliver#I might go into more detail later when i get off work but just know I have thoughts#1(one) person has talked to me about how likely it would be for Marcus to be a total prude#because you know pureblood culture and stuff anyway I'm a bit obsessed with it
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Just a sane guy doing normal things & having life-changing revelations mere moments before disaster.
#I think I might need to come to terms that I am a digital painter tbh#I open Krita and suddenly 3 hours later i'm finishing the laaaast little detail on a painting bc i thought it would be 'fun'#anyways Todd is soooo sane for this#he's young hes dumb and hes a little bit crazy#can we talk about why there was purple lighting in this truck though?#like- this was mostly a color study i did not exaggerate the lighting that much#im actually a little in love with this piece. I have access to a fancy printer via campus i might just get this fancy printed tbh#dghda#Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency#Todd Brotzman#todd brotzman art#todd brotzman fanart#also despite my caption this moment is not in episode 8 can you BELIEVE#hes such a sane normal guy here???#goaty's art catalogue
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anyways a quick phantom hourglass link headcanon since i dont have a ton of them: compared to in his wind waker adventure, he’s a little bit weaker in phantom hourglass. this is derived from him only having 16 max hearts in ph, and the control scheme limiting his attacks, but he’s weaker in a few ways for whatever reason following wind waker, be it due to lingering injuries or psychological effects caused by that first adventure
#kid went through hell when he was like 12 max hes def lost some steam by the time ph starts#im not sure if ill give him some injury? cuz im already a few ph fics deep and nothings been mentioned#so im leaning more into psychological problems hes more wary a little more fatigued not as lively about it#this is very much a rough headcanon but one i might stick with as a mix of story and gameplay details#loz#legend of zelda#phantom hourglass#link#salty talks#like ten minutes later. maybe some injuries are bothering him maybe its knocked his stamina down a bit
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okay so.... my ears arent still at their 100% (i probably should go get a check up) and i havent sang since i got sick (Dec 31st) but im good enough to be able to sing now >:3c and i just got excited and voice reveal (?)
so like, be aware this has mistakes, they arent edited and im just singing with the music from the laptop and recording from my phone.... when i eventually start to actually upload covers itll hopefully be more... um.... with a bit more production lmao a bit more clean
old doll is in english, while cat is in spanish (actually, if someone is actually gonna listen to them, listen to cat first since i feel like old doll sounds better, so.... to kinda to redeem myself)
#with cat the lyrics is on point but i need to polish the feelings of my voice the power and everything....#i guess having a soft airy voice doesnt help much to sing kazui's song lmao#im quite proud of old doll even tho i messed up the entrance at the end and there are a few details....#seari talks#MIGHT DELETE LATER IF I GET ANXIOUS ABOUT THIS#seari karaoke nights
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come to thinj of it, have you ever had anyone love you at all? have you ever been regarded as anything other than a friend? an heir? a companion?
has anyone ever looked at you and said to your face, "you are beautiful. I want to kiss you"?
(anon saw an opportunity and chose violence >:3)
EB: uh. man. well. no.
EB: but that's ok! i like being a friend!
EB: if a friend is what people want me to be! then i'll be the best fucking friend ever!!
#homestuck#john egbert#ask#dont even get me started#i have several thoughts about this topic.#might talk abt it in detail on main later
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Wellllll for this week's Thursday Thornsday, I did technically start it at the end of my shift Thursday morning, but then completely forgot to finish it at the beginning of my next shift Thursday night, hence a Friday morning Thornsday. And then I kinda lost steam on finishing this one as cleanly as I wanted to, so here's what we've got now (turns out doing paintings on a single layer, especially when you very seldom do paintings, is not the best idea).
Rough piece of an idea I poke at occasionally, basically just "what if Delilah and Oriel decided not to get separated and just stay like this forever?" They don't really size wedding rings for huge beast paws, so a nice handmade stamped leather collar seems like a good compromise.
#soyerart#thornsday#i might come back to the idea as a bigger piece later bc i did wanna do it more detailed#plus wanted to do a more interesting angle than a straight profile but just couldnt really work that out with the neck for now#sidenote yes it is a lil funny to me that i talk about them splitting and getting separated#and it has nothing to do with their relationship status
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Me: -has gone into far more detail, backstory, leadup, and connection with Oreo and how Keith and Leroy became his Cards than necessary-
Cherri, Pachinko, Keno: What about us?
Me: -chugs a beer- who you?
#Punk Posts#this is /lh#but yeah I've been thinking about Symbol a lot again#might change a few details here and there#but I keep going back to Keith and Leroy because I love them#and that made me think of Oreo and how this is the first time he's actually EXCITED to have new Cards#like he actually had to stop himself from jumping in joy when they agreed to his offer#and also thinking on when he first saw them naked and hurt#and his immediate instinct was to beat the bastard with a bat until it was impossible to tell he was human#because usually the Leaders play some sort of game to make the death look fun/crazy#but nah. Oreo saw RED here. and he's NEVER felt that way before#I'll ramble more about that properly later cuz I don't think I went into proper detail#either that or it's been so long and I feel like talking about it again
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I keep thinking about it so I'm just gonna make a post ig . Anyway alex hates his hair so fucking much he wants to get it cut sooo bad but he's scared that he might get found out [idk if this was mentioned before but he's in the closet it's basically a part of him now] . He knows it's kind of irrational but just in case + It's been like that for most of his life so he's used to it but he still hates it . A big part of his character is that he hates change and underneath all of his misdirected anger he is still a very scared and emotional person and this ties into that a little [also why he dresses in a very boring manner with clothes he doesn't even like, he doesn't want to stand out + he's been doing that forever]. He'll have to learn to confront this eventually but when he tries it just fucks him up more which is part of his terrible spiral because he starts to realize things about himself that he doesn't like and is inevitably scared of no matter how much he tries to cover it up with anger uagh I'm so ill about him fuc
#noodle talks#not art#oc stuff#oc#alex#taobw#the anatomy of being wrong#his character fucks me upppp [<- i made him this is my fault]#🫀#thr title of the story also ties into him a bit because his whole life hes felt like his whole self is something deeply wrong that he-#-needs to bury and get rid of which inevitably leads to his downfall#cause he can never truly accept himself at his current state and has no outlet#so as he starts to realize this abour himself he's experiencing the true “anatomy” of it#[see what i did there]#i believe that if he didnt die and eventually talked this out thoroughly with someone he could've gotten-#-more used to himself and eventually gotten close to accepting the way he is#but he doesnt have the chance and that fucks ne up more#im very ill about the stuff that happens with him after death also#oh god we haven't talked about that already#the tags are like a mile long already i might elaborate on that part later#anyway i love telling things through small character details
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Two Fibers Intertwined lore dump!!
Get ready im going to talk about these two creachers sooo much:
Constructed later on during the ancient’s existence, Two Fibers Intertwined is an experimental Iterator made by combining two previously scrapped iterator supercomputers. The ancients theorized that, if an iterator had two times the processing power, they would be able to reach that elusive triple affirmative easier.
2FI, being comprised of two iterators as well as double the machinery and neuron flies, requires an immense amount of water to operate, thus being constructed in the middle of a massive lake, now infested with leviathans. As such, it was also built far away from other iterators present in their local, to avoid any possible damage due to the mass water intake. The torrential rains around their superstructure are especially brutal as well, making access to the superstructure more difficult than usual.
The can has three possible access routes:
Perilous Walkway: The main bridge, now deteriorated with age, is the most straight-forward but dangerous route, littered with vultures and lizards, any brave slugcat that attempts to pursue this route will be met with a harsh challenge, but an albeit quicker way.
Flooded Transit Tunnel: An underwater connection to the bottom half of the superstructure, this tunnel was originally made for the transport of bulk materials to Two Fibers Intertwined. With age, the tunnel partially flooded. The route through the transit tunnel is definitely the safest alternative out of the three, as vultures cannot reach underwater! This section provides a much easier time for any curious slugcat, as long as they watch out for the leviathans and centipedes littering the interior of the tunnel!
Transmission Towers: A series of supermassive pylons connecting the superstructure to their communication array, this path is by far the most dangerous one to take. Any slugcats traversing this path won’t have to worry about any torrential rainfall, as its wires extend far above the clouds, but will have to watch their steps as several tesla coils have remained active over the years, making some surfaces especially fatal to touch. On the upside though, there's a surprising lack of animals at this altitude! Vultures very rarely swoop down (probably due to all the electric discharge present).
After the disappearance of the ancients, 2FI decided to give itself more individuality, calling its two iterators “1” and “2”.
1’s favourite activity is botany, she often sends her overseers around the land to investigate and catalogue all sorts of variations in vegetation in her local group, she also dabbles in genetic experimentation somewhat, although not as much as her brother. 1 is relatively level-headed and calm, although she can come off as cold and uncaring, especially towards the wildlife or any iterators outside her local group, or anyone she isn't acquainted with in general.
Before being scrapped and becoming 2FI, 1’s former name was Ripples Within Ripples (RWR).
2’s favourite activity is genetic mutation, he is fascinated by creating new creatures and has the end goal of creating a new “ultimate apex predator” as he calls it. 2 is extremely energetic, almost always working on something to keep his hands and mind busy, be it reading pearls, creating abominations, or pulling sick pranks on the unsuspecting wildlife living on his can.
Despite his energetic and outgoing disposition, he does have a more serious side, especially when his sister requests something of him. Usually when meeting new people, he is the first one to talk, not because his sister is shy, but because he's just that energetic (could this be a side-effect of having two rarefaction cells in your body?).
Before being scrapped and becoming 2FI, 2’s former name was Countless Shimmering Droplets (CSD).
#basil dot txt#rain world#rain world oc#2FI#Two Fibers Intertwined#HAHAH LORE DUMP!!!#god i had so many ideas this morning i needed to put them somewhere#anyway take this lore stuff!!#im really glad i got this written down#anyway#i might go into more detail as to why RWR and CSD were dismantled in a later post... heheh#<- full of ideas#also! feel free to shoot me an ask incase yall have any questions about them#im MORE than happy to talk about these two goofballs
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took a lil bit of a risk/shot in the dark last week and sent a cold email, and was expecting absolutely nothing to come from it, or even some pushback, but it's actually been going a lot better than I hoped?? still quite possible this is as far as things go, but even if it is, it was still worth
#fsh.txt#wild to me that i read A Certain Hunger and my main takeaway was that i needed to send an unsolicited email at 10pm#yes i did have Actual Thoughts on the book but#my immediate thought upon finishing was that i gotta send that email#and hey! it turned out okay!#anyway#depending how things go from here i might talk about it in more detail later#but for now im just kinda basking in unexpected positive response#(and no the email was not about cannibalism)
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i've talked about the compulsive need to be "critical" (read: negative) and defensive when talking about things that you like. like knowing only how to praise things by berating other things. but there's another flavor of that: comparing them to some hypothetical perfect ideal.
even in my carefully curated sources for reactions to the mp100 finale, everyone felt the need to comment on if dimple coming back was the "right" thing to happen. few even said that the only thing they'd change in the story would be keeping him dead. everyone said him coming back felt right in context, but it would be the one small detail they would prefer to have happened differently.
a question came to me. does that preference actually have anything to do with mp100 and this specific instance of a dead character coming back? or is it because other series have used this trope, this tool, in unsatisfying ways? because it's the thing to do, to say that they should have stayed dead? it's an easy criticism, and often a fair one, after all.
but if mp100 was a story where dimple didn't come back, it would be a completely different story. it would be a harsh story, one where growing up comes with the cost of the magic dying out. dimple is mob's connection to the spiritual side of him, to the supernatural part of the world, like reigen is to the mundane and human. him staying dead would have read as that connection starting to fade. it would have made the ending read more as mob giving up his powers and moving past them, instead of accepting them as just a part of him, just a part of the world.
dimple's death, even as temporary, wasn't meaningless to the structure of the story. imagine if dimple was there when mob got hit by the car. would any of the final arc have happened? his absence might have felt minor, but he was a load bearing wall in mob's circle of friends. imagine if he was there to possess mob before shigeo stood up, or was talking there in the blank space of his mind like he is when he reappears. would the events have progressed unchanged?
the emotional impact of his death wasn't cheapened by his return, because dimple wasn't killed off to tug at the audience's heart strings. he was killed off to make mob vulnerable enough so that when things went wrong, they went really, really wrong, and the climax of the story could happen.
he came back, because sometimes people do come back, and mp100 was always supposed to be a kind and hopeful story. he came back, because without him coming back, the emotional resolution to the story would not be what it is.
and it's okay to prefer those other kinds of stories, those other kinds of resolutions. but mp100 is not one of those, and never tried to have a conclusion like that, and dimple coming back isn't a small detail but a necessary part of achieving that.
you are allowed to enjoy it on its own merits.
#mp100 spoilers#it's completely fair if mp100 and the type of story it is isn't your cup of tea!#and negative criticism isn't wrong at all#once again im wondering what makes us talk about things we like in this way#on the defense always hurrying to be the first one to rip it apart#before others can ridicule us for it#i mean i do know it's the whole cringe thing and bullying trauma and all that#being surrounded by people like emi's false friends in season 2#anyway the actual small detail i would like to change in mp100 was the various stereotyping etc#that's a truly cosmetic detail that wouldn't change the story at all#like not stereotyping like how mp100 is a comedy that uses exaggeration and typing as its narrative tools#but the few insensitive things stemming from lack of awareness of certain issues#for the rest of it i love it to bits#and a lot of it i hold up as examples of mastery in the craft#anyway might write later about some more personal feelings re dimple
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I feel like I’ve lived through at least a month just in the past 3 days. I checked the date just now and damn near had an out of body experience when I realised Monday was only two days ago
#bro the absolute sodding emotional rollercoaster i have been through this past week should be studied by scientists#thursday: unsuccessful job interview. friday: found out that the job interview was unsuccessful. but one of the interviewers (actually a#former colleague of mine lol) gave me a piece of feedback that made me feel like i’d cracked the code for all future interviews#it was this: keep. talking. give as many details as humanly fucking possible. talk about policy. drop in words like safeguarding#list as many examples of stuff as you can. tell stories. bamboozle them#OH i forgot to even fucking mention we had builders at our house until friday. friday was the last day they woke me up with a cacophony#so the weekend was uneventful aside from there was a skip in the driveway and scaffolding all down the side of the house but zero men#monday: successful interview. found out it was successful 5 hours later. got off the phone having accepted the job…… and found a text from#my old boss (the boss i had at the job i really enjoyed. that old boss) inviting me to come back this summer#i had a bit of a mental breakdown but eventually decided to stick with the job i’d just got because it’s a permanent contract and they will#let me sit down#yesterday: found out that the foster doggy i applied for and really wanted is going to her forever home on thursday (which is now tomorrow)#obviously i love this for her but i was like ‘damn. okay’#today: the foster co-ordinator was like ‘hey do you want to foster this rambunctious 3 year old unneutered terrier?’#i was like ‘sure yeah what the fuck. that might as well happen’#(they are neutering him beforehand. and he looks really cute. he’s not aggressive he’s just a young terrier with like 3 brain cells)#unless something finally kills me in the meantime i’m picking him up on monday. i cancelled therapy in order to do this. yes i’m well aware#that there’s a metaphor somewhere in there but it’s fine. i rescheduled therapy#i also have realised i do not know how and when i’m going to get my ssri prescription renewed… i know the pharmacy will call me in a couple#of weeks to make sure i haven’t died. but i think i was supposed to get a prescription renewal at therapy#the therapy i won’t be going to until like 5 days after my prescription runs out. that therapy. foook#honestly withdrawal symptoms would probably just spice up the situation at this point. they’d just make things interesting#i swear to god everything always gets crazy and stupid right before my birthday… remember when i turned 26 and couldn’t drink because i#was on antibiotics for a kidney infection. and when i turned 27 and one of my wisdom teeth tried to emerge#this is like that except with dogs and jobs. at least the skip and the scaffolding are gone now#i AM trying to sell a sofa on facebook marketplace so wish me luck with that ig#personal
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Finally, some bare essentials. (I’ve finally installed some mods for Cyberpunk 2077)
#cyberpunk 2077#I can finally pet my cat!#and I managed to make driving in 1st person palatable#there was a point at which I've messed something up so badly the game would CTD upon launching#But one clean install and about 20 mods later everything works so far!#My only issue is that the cars are so fast now that the environment don't always load in full detail#so I might end up installing some LOD improvements#video games talk
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hiii this is unprompted but how did you figure out that the aru sekai series is like. a series
hiya! i figured it out when kyuuyaku was posted. i'd already been listening to aru sekai shoushitsu a lot before that so when it got to about 4:48 in kyuuyaku & mainly 5:16 i was like WAIT A SECOND. THATS THE SAME AS MELODY AS THOSE LYRICS IN ARU SEKAI ISNT IT??? & it was. the nami no ne no lyrics/melody. which made me actually look at the lyrics and see that hey the first part of shoushitsu starts with kyuu & kyuuyaku hankagai ALSO starts with kyuu (same kanji) & it's emphasized in the video too. & then when shuuen touhikou was posted the shuu is the next kanji in that order in the shoushitsu lyrics AS WELL AS it also has the same melody mixed in in the back of the chorus (say, 1:19 for example is the first instance). & every song in the series up until kugutsu ashura has that same melody or at least part of it Somewhere. so that really cemented it for me. theres other ways to tell besides that but thats how i realized it.
#asks#rinnetenseis#aru sekai series#i think the posts are still up here from when i realized it & immediately became obsessed#i was wrong about a lot of things theory wise but u can only do so much with vague info#i dont want to say im a voca series veteran but this IS at least the 4th series ive been into#so u start picking up on little details quick#i say when kyuuyaku was posted i was 3 days late bc i didnt recognize the producer name & thought id listen later#but the first time i heard it for sure#also 'other ways to tell' they phrase things differently for songs out of series#but u might have to be familiar with them already to notice that idk#also also thank u for asking i love getting to talk about it
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