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devastatedloyallute · 1 year

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Since I don’t have anyone to share this with, I’mma share it with tumblr

My fiancé and I are going to be moving into our own house!! Within the month!

I’ve got a lot of big feelings about it…My dad is buying it for us. We are beyond grateful for it because we would have never been able to on our own. The only thing I’m disliking about the situation is how it feels like something they can hold over our heads. My parents are the type to blow the smallest shit out of proportion. It’s a very uneasy feeling…feeling that the slightest upset to them will make them rethink doing this for us.

It’s really more of a rent to own situation. We’ll be paying my parents $500 a month for 6 years, but after that we own it.

The decision to buy us a house was apparently a spontaneous decision. They knew someone who wanted my dad to fix up the house so they could sell it, but my dad just went “I’ll just buy it instead”

I’m super nervous but also really excited. Our own house. “Landlord” is my dad. I know he can and will fix any issues in the house.

I just hate the feeling of being indebted to someone. What could we possibly do to show how much this means to us? How much we really appreciate it…

#it’s a bit on the small side but hey it’s a house #my mom is definitely not happy about my dad doing this #but then again she’s never happy with anything #so nervous #but I’ll actually be able to have my anime merch collections displayed!!#I won’t have to worry about getting yelled at for shit that isn’t my fault #I can finally get away from my parents house #I might cry holy shit #I CAN PUT SHELVES ON THE WALLS #I COULD PAINT THE WALLS #anyway thanks for listening to me #my dads getting the house for $32k btw #really not bad at all #it’s like a 2ish bedroom and 1 bath #I say 2 ish cuz one is like a loft room and the other is really small like maybe a 10x10?#10x10 barely fits a full sized bed with space to walk around it #small kitchen but lots of cabinet space #a few cupboards are lazy Susan’s #i’m just so excited #tabithaposts

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upsidedownsmore · 2 months

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okay okay takes from today's tennocon

first of all:

PEOPLE KNOW ME??????? LIKE ATTENDEES AS WELL AS DE????

THE WRITING TEAM RECOGNIZED ME AND BROUGHT ME TO THE STAGE TO SIGN MY HOLLOWFRAME PRINT AND THEN REBB MEGAN AND STEVE CAME OUT AND RECOGNIZED ME AND SIGNED IT TOO????

HUH?

and earlier in the day I GOT TO MEET GIANNI AND GET THIS THING SIGNED

he's such an amazing guy and HE'S SO RIGHT THEY ABSOLUTELY ARE KISSING AND THEY ARE DOING SO PASSIONATELY

AND THE ART BOOK

THE FUCKING ART BOOK

I HAVE THE ART BOOK

I OWN ONE

I'M GOING INSANE

legit this trip had been amazing with just how many amazing people I've met, from attendees to creators to DE staff I am blown away by just how positive this community is like holy hell you guys rock

I really need to sleep now but like man I wish I could like telepathically transfer all of my hype and excitement into your guys' skulls cause like words alone can't describe just how crazy this experience has been, love y'all

see you guys for the big day tomorrow :)

#warframe #tennocon #tennocon 2024 #i so badly wish i had the ability to cry cause like man i really feel like crying lmao #rambling #big rambling holy shit sorry lol #my head hurts but in the best way #i also drank red wine on an empty stomach right when the dj started blasting so that might have something to do with it lol

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jenna-louise-jamie · 7 months

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i cannot stop thinking about ian rider. more specifically, how alex had so many unprocessed feelings about him after his death. imagine being an orphan, getting adopted by your uncle as a baby, having him raise you for 14 years then discovering he lied to you your entire life. that he [unintentionally or not] trained you to be something you never wanted to be under the guise of bonding with you. never being able to ask him what his actual intentions were because he's dead. never getting closure for it. im going to throw up.

#i remember reading stormbreaker for the first time and i could not stop crying the entire book #i have big emotions dont blame me #but seeing alex follow in ian's footsteps quite literally seeing and living through what lead to his death #it fucked me up #i dont remember if it was outright stated in the books but alex wondering the entire time if ian even loved him?#it wasn't framed directly but thats how i interpreted it #i cant even coherently put into words all my thoughts about this #ontop of everything else this is one of the core things that makes me so emotional over this silly little book series like holy shit #alex my son i just want to give you a hug #alex rider #alex rider books #ian rider #please don't get me started about my thoughts of whether or not ian did in fact love him #my head might explode #these books fucked up my brain chemistry permanently

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jazze-bee · 9 months

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guys i just finished reading handplates and i feel so empty it was so good but also everything hurts. god its worse than when i finished act-to-flirt why are these undertale fan series just ripping my beating heart out and shoving it down my throat i cant take this i seriously cant take this theyre finally happy despite everything guys i seriously cant i

#handplates #will probably delete this when im less emotional and realize im being cringe #but holy shit that ending is so... heartfelt? i just felt so much throughout the comic and the CHARACTER WRITING!!?#man if i can create something that rouses even a fraction of the emotion i felt reading this comic i will be fulfilled in life #i would be crying if i didnt feel so empty #i might be overemotional and it hurts :) but its still such a good feeling somehow. what a memorable experience #actually nobody read this post please im ranting because i dont have a journal thanks

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sunseed-fandump · 12 days

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Devil's Encore is the 5th result on Ao3 if you sort the Shadow Milk Cookie Tag by kudos

WHAT

#i havent checked the fics actual stats in a while #holy SHIT QAQ #might actually start crying rn omg #thats amazing

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technicallyaminecraftsimp · 2 months

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I didn’t go in to the newest Tommyinnit video expecting to be sobbing by the end of it, but the world is full of surprises

#honestly it was seeing the dsmp world again that got me #like. holy shit #remember all that shit isn’t just about the videos and streams #but god. it makes me remember the fucking world at that point #and most importantly who I was at that point #it’s too late to be crying over a Minecraft smp from 4 years ago #thank you dsmp and its creators. god I hope I never get into something like that again just bc I think it would kill be #but seriously might be the most influential piece of media I have ever encountered so far in my life #tommyinnit #dream smp #dsmp #The Crab Speaks

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shima-draws · 1 year

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So. I just watched One Piece: Film Red,

#Holy shit. What a fucking PHENOMENAL movie #Like even with barely any context since I haven’t seen the series it was SOOOO good. SO GOOD!!!!!#Ado is such an INCREDIBLE singer all of her songs gave me legitimate goosebumps #Especially when she summons [REDACTED]#Fuck. FUCKKKK this might actually convince me to watch the series now AHRJJJFJ #Luffy’s so cute……I love him……THE dumbass protag of all time #One Piece #One Piece Film Red #OP Film Red #Uta #Also the ANIMATION???? POPPED OFF SOOOO HARD #I was sitting there like YO HOLY SHIT THIS IS INSANE ACTUALLY???#And I was legit in tears at the end I DON’T EVEN KNOW THESE CHARACTERS THAT WELL BUT LIKE #Shanks: That’s my daughter—#Me: UBWAHHHHAHHHHH 😭😭😭#Crying sobbing etc. You know.#Maybe I’ll stream it. Bc this is something that NEEDS to be seen I think #Just for the music alone #AND THE PLOT IS GOOD TOO??? OOOFJFHH.#Uta is the character ever I love how complex she is #Her dedication to her goals was absolutely INSANE. Reeediculous.#Shima speaks #If you see me start posting about OP it means I gave in and started watching the series. Ahaha whoops. Tee hee.

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tasteless-tea · 9 months

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Obsession doesn’t even begin to describe it. God I love my wife…

Sketch under the cut!!

#hsr argenti #argenti #argenti honkai star rail #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr fanart #i’m genuinely so proud of this holy shit…. ugh i might start crying #my art

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bakersfield-row · 10 months

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I love Radiohead. No, you don't understand. I love Radiohead. They are the best. Nothing is better than Radiohead. No, you don't understand. They are genius. Not just ok, genius. No, there are no other good bands. They are the best band. It makes me sad you don't understand that. Radiohead is more than a band. The Bends is entry level. I love Radiohead. I love them. King of Limbs will be genius. Everything they do is genius. I would die for them. You need to hear more of their music. I should tie you up in a room and make you listen to their entire catalog. Then you would understand how brilliant they are. You just don't understand them. I love Radiohead. They are my religion. If you don't love Radiohead, then I cannot understand you. They are great. I wish they were air so I could breathe them. I wish Radiohead was water so I could drink them and have them inside of me. All of their songs are amazing. All of them. I love Radiohead. They are more important than you. They are more important than any of us. You don't understand their greatness. I love Radiohead. I should kill you and stuff a stereo into your corpse so your body will sing Radiohead. I'm just high on my love for all things Radiohead. I am not crazy, I just appreciate Radiohead. They are my favorite band. I have all of their albums. They are smart, they make people download. You just don't understand them. I wish I could take a bath in Radiohead. I would like to soak in all the greatness of their art. They are artists. Radiohead is more important than you or me. You just don't understand. I love them. You need to listen to Radiohead. You should listen to their new album. It will teach you things. I love Hail to the Thief. I love Thom Yorke. I love In Rainbows. Thom Yorke is the new religion.

(Also here to remind yall to try to support artists directly since Spotify barely gives them shit)

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boxwinebaddie · 4 months

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i regret to inform y'all that during the divorce from hell i think ravenstan wrote a song called f(o)r(ver) and it was bRUUUTAL

#nina speaks #i am sorry i am obsessed with the parenthesis thing #idk why i did that but i think its kind of neato #anyways fucking horrible #but Nina u might cry and scream #You Undivorced Them!#like damn thats crazy #u thought u were free that is so funny my love #or in jks case my l-- my...my lo-...my l-lo #get it #bc he cant say it #Anyways!#hows ur day #is it ruined #nina stop writing songs #and write a damn ask meme or oneshot u fkn idiot #also this doesnt even matter #but i get a weird jerseykyle really likes fleetwood mac vibe #so cd covers a lot of them also bc stevie nicks is an icon #and i think ravenstans voice would sound beautiful #also x 2 bc ull never get away from the sound of a person that loves u is fucking brutal as hell and jk would khs #raven red hair divorce era is so powerful hes so frightening holy shit i hate him i love him like go off but have Mercy

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hunsa-jars · 8 days

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Dread be dreading

#ughg #i usually have awful thoughts randomly popping up here or there #make me pretty anxious for a few days then i won't think about them for a while #but man i can't handle doubts suddenly resurfacing #like this monday i was listening to my last lecture and everything bad i cooked up a in the past few months hit me like a truck #couldn't even focus i was too busy internally chanting shit fuck i don't want this i made a huge mistake shit shit #i won't be able to handle all this responsibility i'm so tired this will butcher my mental health should have chosen media studies fuuuck #what was i thinking what am i gonna do help #then proceeded to distract myself with an electric outlet otherwise i might have started crying #:/#and those thoughts aren't wrong unfortunately #i love this university and the classes and the things i study #the teachers and my classmates and the kids i got to take care of #but i don't think i could do this for real #i'm not even struggling with anything i'm just scared and tired as hell #and thought i could just. power through it- like if i'm stubborn enough it won't matter that it's draining #but damn #and hell originally i came here because i wanted to teach english to kids #i guess my expectations were too high i don't feel like i've learned anything that useful this far #and turns out it won't get better #we just gonna do presentations again #to be fair i loved researching nursery rhymes but i hoped we would have... more. of that #also about media studies. chief... i crave to be there #could have picked the english specialization there too- i'm a moron. a bozo. holy shit #well. gonna go through this semester either way. because again everything i study here (almost everything) is genuinely great and useful #and perhaps i'm just in a Pit right now #the dread pit #should probably break this to my sister. somehow #random squeak

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shireduchess · 26 days

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listen...listen... idk man i didn't expect downfall to hit me as hard as it did. but i'm at the end of ep101 and i have cried more maybe than during any other part of this story...and what a story within a story downfall is

it's about faith, the faith the mortals have in the gods and that the gods have in mortals, the faith in their creations, in and for their love of each other. and there is something so moving and intoxicating and emotional about that depiction, of gods deciding to become mortals to achieve an end goal, but of learning how much mortals love and feel and suffer

just the love between them all, everyone depicted. the wildmother and the lawbearer... the emissary.... trist and ayden, the everlight and the dawnfather... fucking just....everyone

idk man this sort of tragic story really just gets me so so so fucking bad, it hits me in such a unique way