#I love you. I love you so much and this too shall pass
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Cristobal had heard alright. Cristobal with Juan's help had been the one starting that mess of Villefort to begin with and was quite proud of how well the plan was going in that particular direction. "Oh I have heard but I pay no attention to rumors about friends, though it's good to be on the know, isn't it?" he smiled at the count politely wanting to see him choke in his own blood--but death would be too good for Fernand. No, he had to suffer the pains he had inflicted on others in his own skin. And bit by bit he shall. "Your wife is wise as always I see," he offered as an olive branch--not that he needed one at this point, he doubted Claudia would ever speak to him again.
It was clear with every word that this was less a trap and more Fernand's way to measure him still. Cristobal had truly believed he had gotten in the belly of the beast but he was yet to pass Fernand's barriers it seemed. Very well.
"I would gladly do so young man," he added looking at the young man who was so much like him at that age, so full of light, of love for life, of courage--so naive. He could only hope that his vengeance wouldn't taint him. "Oh I'm sure he does," he retorted, that little fire in his eyes once again. He needed to have words with her again he decided on the spot, he just needed to figure out exactly how. "Let the lad speak his mind," he commented with a shrug. "I would love to have a fencing match with you. Or several, I do know a few tricks that could come in handy in the odd duel. Not that those are allowed anymore," he teased winking to his son. Oh, his son, how different would things be if he hadn't spoken of that letter. Foolish young man he was. "Send word for me sometime this week and I'll gladly set things up at the Manor. We'll make a day out of it," Cristobal finished smiling at his son before accepting a drink from another butler.
His view in politics. That was a loaded question if it ever was one. "My political views? They're... flexible," Cristobal said with a hearty laugh, patting Fernand on the back when the man set his hand over his shoulder. The reflex was almost familiar, a ghost of a life past. "I believe in money and influence, who is in charge is merely a formality these days, isn't it?"
Claudia could see the smile upon Dante's face was genuine. From what Henry told her, Dante was in awe of Cristobal at the hunt. How strange it was, that father and son did not know each other yet had such a connection. "Just us, I'm afraid. Villefort was set to attend, but he cannot make it sadly." Fernand spoke as if he was trying to hide his embarrassment. "I don't know if you heard, but poor Villefort is trying to mend a mess that happened recently." Fernand continued to speak, before Claudia pinched his arm. "Dear, we should not speak ill of people who are not here. Please, make yourself comfortable." Claudia ignored the sensation of his kiss on her hand. The tension between the two threatened to drown Claudia, if she did not exercise care.
"You should join us again next time!" Dante spoke up this time, now walking at the Count's side. The young man expressed interest in Cristobal's technique, even asked to have a fencing match with the Count. Claudia chuckle. "Dante, don't talk the Count's ear off." The young man rubbed the back of his neck.
"Forgive my son, he's very curious." Claudia said, looking Cristobal in the eye. "He takes after his father." The comment was perhaps ill-mannerd, but the anger from their previous meeting still hunkered down in Claudia. "That he does!" Fernand threw a friendly arm on Cristobal's shoulder. "Say, old man, what are your views on politics?"
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Well it’s a scary time to be first gen and queer so expect some crp art, they’re my comfort characters
#probably Nina mostly#she’s very fun to draw#anyways#to my fellow first generation and immigrant and poc who’ve been here for a long time brothers and sisters#I love you. I love you so much and this too shall pass#this is a scary time but if nothing else we are resilient.#ramblings of a lunatic
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heard of slow horses a few days ago. just finished watching the 3rd season of slow horses. no one told me slow horses is THAT good. i’m already rewatching slow horses. watch slow horses. someone please talk to me about slow horses. they’re ridiculous losers, i love them.
#that coldplay running gag is one of the best jokes i’ve seen on tv recently#i cry laughed#and then…. i cried#also ‘you shall not pass’ DEAD. me. from laughing too much#this is a comedy#slow horses#sorry for saying the title so often i love how it sounds it feels like wave carrying you when you say it it's sound o up and down
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People jumping ship cause of the new masks is very ahhhh. Telling. Tbh.
#very much so#tell me you where only here cause of the looks without telling me your only here cause of the looks#listen. I miss the old masks already too. that’s not the point.#you can mourn for something without that taking away your joy for it.#‘it’s all moving so fast’ iii has been turning red since July.#‘they’re evolving too fast’ or we just got here later then others.#‘I can’t even listen anymore’ sucks to be you. the music that has been put out hasn’t changed so I don’t understand this one#‘they’re gonna get cancelled over this’ ok. I guess this is just thinning out the people who were real fans and who where fake fans#I’m gonna be a sleep token fan til the end. if this is the way they want their image to go? I’ll follow. if we get heavier music next?#sounds fucking amazing to me. (I listen to heavier stuff anyway).#idk I just think it’s so so so fucking telling. that if your jumping ship cause their Live Performance Aesthetic has changed… you didn’t#mean it when you said sleep token was important to you.#like I’m 100% MOURNING the old masks. I am BMO with Finn’s old hair sobbing about the old masks.#but I know this too shall pass#this is how I fucking felt about Vessel’s mask change#and to everyone going ‘what about Vessel and the Chior!’#1). VESSEL HAD A MASK CHANGE EARLIER THIS YEAR!!! he isn’t gonna change masks again so fast those fuckers r expensive!#2). the choir did have a change?? they wherent wearing robes at all and where in body chains they looked amazing#I get we are all neurodiverse and hate change but take a deep breath before you renounce all your sleep token love#I’m guessing Vessel will get a new mask in April again. for the kick off show.#tonight was a closing show. and he didn’t FEEL GOOD. I wouldn’t be surprised that if he was gonna do something with a new mask#if he pushed it back because he didn’t feel good.#he performed a whole show while we could TELL his throat was hurting. fuck.#I want to wrap him up in a warm hug and give him hot water with honey in it.#idk I’m rambling. it’s just telling.
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erm…..posting about an OC via a rushed shitpost was not on my 2025 bingo card!! 😂😂😂😂😂😂get it??? 😂😂😂because his name is bingo??(GETS SHOT)
these are all things he has done or has attempted to do so consider this the full intro post for that freak for now. he’s still too undercooked to fully introduce but damn I love him
#pdbc#I love him. he’s the sole descendant of a royal family and. if you’ll pardon the pun. is royally fucking things up for himself#he could do so much in life and instead decides to be the next Gordon Ramsay……..such wasted potential#did. did I ever mention that part of him. his clan is called the Ramsay clan after all#he wants to be Gordon Ramsay sooooo fucking bad…….#big theater kid gone wrong energy from him#so many of my posts this year have been pdbc related. it Will happen again.#< (in my defense I’m working on other non-pdbc stuff !! but pdbc stuff is easy to make because I don’t have to think about it)#once I’m not so burnt out I’m really excited to design bingo….not even going to attempt to rn#I hate designing outfits but I’m actually looking forward to his bc he has a horrid mix of royal garments and astereotypical butcher outfit#speaking of butchers. butcher vanity? great song absolutely fits him. cannot stop listening to it#surprisingly him being like. a literal cannibal isn’t even all he does. that’s just a…little quirk of his#like ya’d think him eating people would be more important but nah. he’s a POET and a MAGICIAN 😤😤#I’d say he’s one of the most evil characters but…..kinda all of my characters are#sure bingo tries to eat people and bomb people’s homes but there are side characters who put acid in the water supply and aren’t punished#so bingo’s just par for the course honestly#the best thing he’s ever done is install an air conditioning unit. there wasn’t one before bc Mole (his mom) didn’t like them—#—which resulted in people keeling over from heat exhaustion a lot so. good job for fixing that bingo#it’s the bare minimum but that’s pretty good for him so he can have a round of applause for that#I think I might have mentioned Gerbombs in passing but I love them sm#they’re gerbils genetically engineered to blow up when pressure is placed on them#they’re adorable. thankfully they have no concept of death so they’re just chilling with no worries in the world#before you get sad. Sushi rescued most of the Gerbombs and now cares for them so happy ending#no Gerbombs shall die under her watch. I don’t think I could deal with it if too many Gerbombs died#although they’re called Gerbombs they’re actually more physically close to jerboas#they’re so cute. I should draw a Gerbomb sometime#(I should also probably rename them jerbombs considering they’re not gerbils but ehhhhhhhhhhhhh)
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thinking of you, like when a wife waits for her husband from the war. ( hope you are getting that well deserved rest !!! )
My dear,
I'm writing these words to you from the camp. I've survived this week, a true miracle. There was a time when my life was hanging by a thread; embarrassment (and a tank malfunctioning) almost took my heart to the other world. Fortunately, my heart belongs to you, and the oldest friend couldn't find it on me.
I successfully finished all my tasks, yet I have not received any word from my superiors about the main project. It's been three months now. I guess I can still enjoy some time far from the front line.
Even so, the things I've seen during these conflicting times have mined my mind. The lines and words that flowed so much now lie still behind a dam. Only when I squint and strain my vision I get to see some color. I can only hope to regain a fraction of who I was before.
I think of you, my dear, everyday, and I sincerely hope this letter finds you well and in a safe place, where you can smile as I've always loved to see you do.
Forever and always yours,
Your husband from the war.
#dis answers#mimiruku#i love you so much jojo 💕 i hope you're doing well and resting too#i guess this answer is the tiredness affecting me again??? shsjsjsjsb#hard week#but yeah I'm in a bit of a general block now#it shall pass eventually as always
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I wish my family could be the people I need them to be but they simply are not and with that I just have to keep moving foward =_=
#obviously election season sucks when your family is a bunch of republicans who are telling you how nothing ever mattered anyways#like wow thank you. you love me so much#one day I will get a big house and live with people who don’t make me feel like shit and don’t laugh at me or use me as leverage for job#diversity quotas or. man whatever. this too shall pass
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hey, friends, followers, mutuals, stranger’s whose dash this stumbles across,
it’s gonna be okay.
your survival and safety and wellbeing are of the highest importance right now. please don’t sacrifice that, don’t sacrifice the beautiful life that still exists for all of us, don’t sacrifice that for anything.
stay alive with me, okay?
know that i send my love to all of you.
i am making us mugs of hot cocoa (yes with cute little marshmallows!) and gathering all the coziest blankets and pillows and stuffed animals i have. i offer you comfort.
please stay safe. take care of yourself, how ever that looks like to you.
we will make it through this. survival, joy, and existence is revolutionary.
i love you all dearly.
take care and stay safe out there
#valentine rambles#us politics#us elections#let this be a place of comfort for those who need it#we’re gonna make it through this okay?#i love you all so much please stay safe#this too shall pass
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augnggghghg bear with me my brain is fully imploding 👍
#not to give too much tmi but its insane how right now my brain is turning itself into a fucking saw trap#just like full joker mode trying to one bad day me from the inside#&then literally 2 days from now ill be normal. well#ill be anemic.&get all emotional like ''hgugbgbggh what if my oc and his love interest h;eld han.dds'' but#i wont feel like the walls are made of flesh#well!i was gonna call my doctor to ask about maybe i dont have enough blood anyway 👍#so now i can ask for Pill That Makes Your Brain Not The Killing Joke You Once Every 30 Days#&that would probably also fix my blood problems. get two birds stoned etc#this too shall pass#<-like it will. ill be fine. just right now im. augh. augh. augh. augh
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i think it’s kind of hysterical that - out of any piece of media that could possibly have a straight relationship that passes the sniff test for me - it’s this one, considering like *gestures to the misogyny*
#very much a product of its time and genre - which is not an excuse but contextualizes why it’s Like That#but they really did something with this particular relationship#honestly probably not fully on purpose but#it really checks a lot of the boxes i look for in straight relationships#i like the woman to have the upper hand at least 90% of the time#bonus points if this is because she has a greater awareness of what is happening in the plot than the man#they have to be willing to do anything for each other (potentially in very unhinged misconceived and toxic ways)#but they must treat each other with tenderness that underlies even their worst arguments#and yeah like… it passes…#the way they treat each other honestly makes me insane like. YES they fuck up a lot#but they’re also sooooooo good to each other - they try so hard despite everything#and of course it’s all the more compelling since they fail in the end#but like. the love was there - you know?#and not the love they were made to have for each other - a love THEY created all their own#which is not necessarily romantic to me… this is why i keep calling them life partners#bc that’s what i think they would have been to each other if they could have survived and made it work#i think they respect each other too much to be in a romantic relationship#(which probably sounds weird out of context - but just trust me on this)#idk idk idk tho - i’m obsessed#i feel like they’re probably a somewhat popular ship but i also feel like at least 99% of people ship them Wrong so#🤷🤷🤷🤷#i shall remain in ignorance
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#i was so proud yesterday to have managed my panic attack on my own.#i thought i also had managed to do the right thing but turns out it wasn't the best thing i could have done.#today is trying to get rid of the feeling that life is.#im afraid of going home because i feel like i have stepped back so much. that im a weight. that it's annoying that people have to bear wit#all that of me#im sorry... im sorry. i don't have more answers. sometimes someone tell you they have a bad day and you ask them why and your friend will#just tell you. ''idk. im sad today and depressed''. and it's just that. i think. is it justme?#i feel like such a waste#i thought i had had a good breakthrough w my psychiatrist; trying to go with that sensitivity. but turns out im still. it doesnt change the#fact that its stupid and beyond understanding. sigh.#my life is not running away my life is not running away. it feels like it but it doesnt. this too shall pass this too shall pass#stuff that's been built won"t just waste away. everyone has something going on it's called life#i know i have to tell myself it's all in my head. and i am. but. but. but. im still scared#(therapist voice: what purpose is this fear serving? loved one being angry or annoyed at me. are they? it seems like it.) (i am loved this#oo shall pass)#(mantra)#dni dnid dni
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You know you can't keep letting it get you down!
#Let it go this too shall pass#Let! It! Go! This! Too! Shall! Pass!#When does it stop hurting so much :')#I wish..... sometimes.... that id never met her#It makes me so mad that she shaped who I am in such integral ways#It's not fair!!!#I just want to move on but I don't know how :''(#Wahhhh i miss her and it sucks#She walked by me and i wanted to grab her and shake her until she remembered why we loved each other#Look at me talk to me text me please please I'm begging you i need you!!#Grrrufff#you can't keep draggin' that dead weight around.....#from the couch#for my archives :]#Spotify
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bengals win today yes?
#manifestation post 😊🙏#RIGHT#against a team with a winning streak#🤠#We Shall See#playoffs seem very impossible i can't lie lmaoooo but honestly i just want to see them Play Their Best and idk have fun#last home game this season!! and possible Last Home Game Ever for Some People apparently or whatever#i don't want to know ok. fuck that. fuck that endlessly.#so please win <3 i believe in you bengals i love you <3#insane passing and receiving yards!! insane touchdowns!!! insane passer rating!!!! insane receptions!!!!!!!#break bengals recordssssss#defense step the fuck upppp offense you're going against a savant of a defense is what I'm hearing here apparently lmao so just idk#do your best 😭👍 have fun#to be Honest i don't expect much 😭 because again. savant of a defense. holy shit. and rain?? BUT WHATEVER WE BALLLLLLL#bengals defense 👉👈 time to prove it isn’t just a minute thing okay? okay.#defense when i tell u u need to stop a run game u need to stop a run game genuinely why can’t you tackle. how. how the fuck.#god two more games im so sad 😔#no but really i read the what to watch article and just broke down a bit i genuinely don’t know what to expect#(also look at joes tongue poking out as he reaches out a pinky to ja’marr 😀 ok.)#is it too much too ask for a 60+ td from ja’marr ehehe#like ik its supposed to rain (oh boy) and he’s going against ps2 (oh boy) but i miss it#miss him 😔#anyway did u know mims my beloved favorite child mims is going to play through a broken hand. golly 🤠 and objs back!!!!#just keep everyone healthy i beg#i hope we get a pick six too lmaooooo am i really asking for too much for the last home game of the season against a team with such good#stats and players and with the probability of rain (?) am i really am i. am i.#im so anxious im sorry 😭#anyway hope joe keeps his streak going chase and geno too lol and ja'marr gets to break the rec and td record etc etc bengals win ilu
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sometimes i remember the part 20 poem and start crying
#malevolent#i love you so much#'and there are nights where he needs you#and he still crawls out of bed#and walks to your bedroom door#before recalling that you're dead.#and i want someone to tell that boy#to swallow all that hate#that nothing that he could have said#would have changed his parents' fate#and i want that someone to be you#as I write this — but alas#this pain will linger with me still#I pray this too shall pass'#I LOVEEEEE YOU MALEVOLENT
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#sorry to vent post yet again the pms is pms-ing. i am ultimately in the end ok and this too shall pass etc#cw pet death#UNNA IS FINE no worries#i just. i just really miss Pulmu. my baby my sweet old lady. jesus fucking christ#i just. idk i still hold a lot of regret over her last months. i loved her so much I DID but no amount of love#and money and guilt and open mouth sobbing could make her not Old and Sick.#i just refused to see that because i wanted her to be alright so badly#i feel so bad about letting my feelings go over her comfort. i'm so sorry baby i shouldnt have hung on to you as long as i did#of i could change one thing about the whole of world's history it would be that. so you wouldnt have to die scared in a hospital#but i cant do that. i just have to live with the memory#usually i try not to be too hard on myself about it. first of all because beating myself up about it doesnt change anything#and also because i recognize that i was profoundly mentally ill about the whole thing. (not joking)#like i genuinely dont think i have ever felt and been worse than i did when Pulmu was old and sick. i wasnt thinking clearly.#i should have been but i wasnt.#it has been 1 year and about 8 months since her passing and still sometimes i dont know what the hell to do with all that grief#some days i'm completely fine and i can talk about her without problems. and some days i sob into my pillow feeling like i just got shot#ah well. nothing to it but to keep on trucking#i hope she's fine wherever she is.
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I’m getting bummed out… why does it feel like we are 28th in the league 🥲🥲🥲🥲
The joys of "Win 2, Lose 2" + injury woes + streaky offence due in part to injury woes + paul wanting to play musical chairs also because of said injury woes but also hey man i think its time to put sashew line back together or swaggy back up with the sunrise welcome committee (but i cant say im particularly that mad about it considering lundy looks REALLY good with swaggy [refer to his goal tonight] but also i miss luosty-lundy-mackie so badly its crazy) that makes you think this team is worse off than they are but i promise you we are playing a lot better than the sabres
#ask#remember i say that with love#the sabres are like turtles flipped on their backs to me. endearing and cute. a little pathetic but cute.#alternatively what a mikksy-less pantrs does to a mfer huh?#alternatively alternatively whay a mikksy-less and ekky-less pantrs does to a mfer#i kinda felt this way last year too back in november when ekky and monty were getting close to coming back#but we just didnt know when and it was a little bit of a slog to see this team without them#this too shall pass and what not#just is kinda meh to go through now but it is a pantrs rite of passage the sucky december january ish#in due time mikksy will come back and we will forget this <3#and then ekky will come back!!#perhaps this is me you know growing up a soflo kid and being into multiple sports and so used to suffering#and like considering the landscape of current soflo teamsports things... ahem... happening right now... that are very topical...#the pantrs really arent that badly off like it could be so much worse like ohhhhhh trust me
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