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smokbeast · 1 year ago

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I kinda grown attached to my weird error plush after learning a bit about him.

#Fuckin character developement #I love this very uggy doll of him I own #for context I owned this doll for two years without knowing what error even was #I just won him in a claw machine with some friends and the mere experience was such a joy I kept him cause we took half hour to win him #we really wanted that bootleg toy JDKDKmd I still remember all of us screaming in the arcade when we nabbed it #man #I’m emotional #I miss hanging out #secille if you read this I wave at u #and give u smorch #also error is a scruNKLY FUCKED UP GUY GOTDAMN #I love fucked up traumatized men #I can fix him #Slaps soma at him go fish boy fix him

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fyodior · 7 months ago

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i think the reason i cling to male characters so much despite being sapphic is that im like literally obsessed with the idea of a man loving me and being nice to me. something that has never occurred

#this is about to get reeeaaaaaaaalllllllllll venty so just a heads up i just need this off my chest bad #tw vent #im so jealous of the people who have had wonderful male figures in their lives because in no capacity have i ever had that #i've had a positive relationship with. one man in my life #my friend #we're not even like besties or anything. just friends #ive had 3 dads (one biological 2 step) and all of them have fucking sucked and traumatized me #every male ex ive ever had traumatized me #like i just so badly want to believe that there are good men out there #and i know that there are plenty of people out there who love men and have had great relationships #AND IM SO JEALOUSSDLKFJ #im just literally the epitome of daddy issues which is so funny #my stepbrother even calls me “daddy issues”#i dunno im just spewing nonsense but like. its just been heavy on my heart recently #and why ive been struggling with my sexuality so much #blegh #eeeuuuuuuuuughghgggg

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beerose12 · 9 months ago

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Finally redrew one of my favorite older ocs💚💚💚 my radioactive traumatized baby Renea!! i made her in for a science project in the 8th grade and she spiralled into a whole X-men/BNHA type universe with over 140 ocs😃 little me went crazy

flashback to when little Bee was lazy and didnt even try to give her black hair🙃

#my beautiful terrifying baby💜#can you tell by the fucked up eye that i love torturing my ocs??#shes just a baby #actually traumatized #artists on tumblr #art #original art #oc #original character #superhero #superhero oc #superhero original character #bnha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #xmen #x men comics #traumatic childhood

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novadreii · 3 months ago

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If your life circumstances have always required from you an abnormal amount of strength and resilience, I see you. If your inner child lets out a small sob anytime someone compliments you on that strength, I see you. If that strength translates to you being some form of domineering/abrasive because you learned early on that your lot in life was to take care of yourself because nobody else ever did, I see you. If you are so fucking angry all the time and can't pinpoint why, I see you. If you've had to watch as people you care about continue to abandon you in adulthood because you grew up to be type A, controlling and assertive, I see the fuck out of you. It's not your fault that nobody ever gave you a soft place to land so that you could be your true self. And I won't inundate you with condescending platitudes about how you'll find your person/people one day.

Some of us are lucky, but to depend on external sources for your well being is a crap shoot. I won't tell you to keep looking for your home in other people. Home is where you are. Take that strength you've painstakingly cultivated since you were a child, and quadruple it. Become bulletproof, unbreakable. Don't let anyone else find a fault line in you to exploit ever again.

#personal #as someone who tried the route of opening myself up and trusting others even though every fiber in my traumatized body screamed NO #i have been predictably disappointed over and over and over again #i'm not saying isolate yourself necessarily but cultivate a small circle lock it in and stop desiring others to fulfill you #take what you get as a bonus in life but stop thinking that your fulfillment comes from family and romantic relationships #there's a reason these relationships are the most abusive #the more attached you are the weaker you are i hate to say it #and i swear abusers can smell it on you #make peace with the possibility of being solitary in life because until you do others will always be able to control you #i'm sorry that you were fed lies about love and human connection #but the reality is that to most people you are an npc in their life #men are not waiting to be your happily ever after or to finally let you rest after a lifetime of abuse #no matter WHAT they say or how convincingly #if you're a woman seeking a man know that they primarily desire to fuck you and to possess you as a status symbol. that's it.#listen i used to be a love is all you need girl but experience and copious amounts of therapy have taught me that i am all i need.#childhood trauma #childhood abuse #abusive relationships #narcissistic parents #btw this is not an invitation to try and prove me wrong i am happy to have mutuals i interact with #but i am no longer taking applications for new friends or partners #after careful culling the remaining family and friends i have love and care for me just fine i am more than satisfied #now that i've learned how to actually love myself properly there is no void i need others to fill #if i never got close to a new person again i'd be MORE than alright

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riot-control-camp · 9 months ago

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OKAY NOT DONE TALKING ABOUT THE LITTLE GARDEN ARC

ESPECIALLY THE NARRATIVE PARALLELS BETWEEN ZORO AND SANJI AND DORRY AND BROGGY??? THE FACT THAT THOSE PARALLELS PARTICULARLY IMPLY THAT THEY HAVE A SPECIAL BOND THAT WILL LAST LITERALLY FOREVER???

THE VISUAL WHERE THE AUDIENCE REALIZES THAT THE MOUNTAIN RANGES WERE SKULLS?? PAIRED WITH THEM LYING IN THE SAME POSITION AS ZORO AND SANJI'S TWO DINOSAURS LEFT BEHIND ON THE BEACH?

average tumblr user notices single instance of symbolism, more at 11.

but usopp getting more moments of bravery!!! WE STAN HIS ARC!!!!! I LOVE HIM!!!

zoro getting to laugh and tease people this arc was beautiful, i love that stupid cunty bitch

sanji getting his part of the arc done through cunty trespassing, lying through his teeth, and beating up animals? FANTASTIC THANK YOU FOR MY LIFE (specifically thank you for that twisting move he did with his heels around the vultures head. how does it feel to live MY. D R E A M)

LUFFY WAS SO SHAPED. I WOULD KILL FOR HIM. HE'S SO FERAL.

and calling it now, nami is absolutely going to get malaria girl is the QUEEN of "it's nothing [2 episodes later it is in fact a resonant Something with excruciating plot relevance and emotional stakes attached to it"

almost simped for crocodile but miss all sunday was Right There MA'AM. MA'AM. RESPECTFULLY AND ASEXUALLY, TILL THE BED FUCKING BREAKS--

also he has a giant gold pet which i don't fuck with. also his rings remind me of redd white from ace attorney who is Unfuckable as he is a murderer of a mentor figure (other forms of murder have not detered me from simping in the past. in fact it is typically a point in a character's favor)

also oh my god tumblr makes so much more sense now that i am attempting to use it while high, my fluency rate and understanding of how every person on this platform is distressingly and hilariously comfortable assuming their experience is universal

okay but the still of the giant's weapon shards thrown over their head in victory? makes me insane, will never be over it cannot fucking handle it will be crying forever and ever

#oli oscillates #one piece #one piece little garden #however one thing i will say also is i read a zosan fic wherein sanji asked zoro when zoro knew he loved him #and zoro answered 'little garden' which after seeing this arc i sense that that is BULLSHIT #i feel like that's probably when he started FALLING #as there is DEFINITELY a shift in how zoro talks to him in that reuniting scene. like the vibe of that was different #but zoro would not. realize that yet??? i genuinely don't think #like #like they have only been a consistent crew for arlong loguetown and the laboon arc?? (not counting apis as she's anime filler #and i skipped it)#i think this is when zoro would start QUESTIONING why he cares so much about who wins between him and sanji.#why he's so desperate to be relevant to him. why he has to give as good as he gets #and i think sanji respectfully #IS NOT THERE YET. his character from what i understand at this point in the show is.#well the POINT of his delivery is that he has three faces. how he treats women how he treats men. and how he treats someone he fights #(the last of which is implied to be the “truest” version of him--the iron core that makes him worthwhile as a Good Guy Deep Down tm)#and consequently a member of the strawhats)#i would love to see how future arcs handle the interaction of those three dynamics or a more unified sense of self for sanji #because much as i am down bad nasty for him there's this profound like. i almost want to say insecurity in him that makes him feel--#very wet cat traumatized. he gives me “unloved as an early child and therefore has a fucked up sense of self or love as concepts” vibes #it wouldn't surprise me if he didn't fall until much later than zoro #anyways #mutuals forgive me for holding you hostage in the tags accidentally i have had the goofy silly

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stormxpadme · 10 months ago

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People in the fucking 90s already: Please stop it with the love triangle.

Marvel writers: Anyone say sum'thin?

Poly people rejoicing at Krakoa finally solving that damn thing: See? We've been telling you, poly exists.

Marvel: Ahahahhaha, yeah, let's kill that whole timeline because too many bigots buy our comics, oops.

People: Okay, but it's the year of the good Lord 2024, we won't have to deal with that shit all over again in the new show, right?

X-Men 97: You know what, I'll give you not one but TWO love triangles.

#x men #everything after x2 didn't happen sue me #x men original timeline movies #x men movies #just stop #scott summers #i'm so tired #and i say that with all my love as a jeanlogan shipper in movieverse only #please give it a rest #this show could be so brillant without that shit #x men 97 #at least we seem to be rid of the erik angle now #so when they reverse today #we might at least get romy steady finally #but ugh no one fucking needs to see that shitty triangle anymore #go poly or make a choice #that said i still love how the show manages to show #that scott is not or not the only one at fault here #everyone's confused and traumatized as fuck #and jean fucks up just as much #so i hope this show finally helps with people stop hating on Scott for Maddie #but if i never have to see that shitty triangle again #instead of either all three of them just fucking as it should be #or logan especially being free of that bullshit at last #it won't be a day too soon

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mer-se · 7 months ago

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ah, we’ve once again arrived at the ol’ lesbian wake outfit dilemma it’s always pinstripe pants tank top blazer combo vs dress and cute shoes combo who are we going to be

#going up north a bit to be there for my dad #at least it’s a familiar town loll #I’ll probably not pick the dress because I have a really fucking creepy cousin #also why does that seem to be a universal experience #mines really bad though I already feel a small sense of dread seeing him loool gotta love men #I saw him once in southie while picking up food and felt pure fear and drove around the block to find parking to avoid him #gross #I’ve never been close to my dads side of the family but #one of his brother was married to my moms sister so he feels like both and I’ll be happy to see him #he’s not doing well either since my aunt passed #he was always around because of her and my moms side so I see him differently #so I’m going to be there for them two #and to be a good person I guess #already feeling very ! in a bad way about it #it’s only 4-8 though so maybe I can catch the sunset after to feel better #blasting chappell roan while getting ready it’s fine nothing traumatic is happening

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icelogged · 2 years ago

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*2015 voice* i wish i had the chillness instead i got the mental illness

#evidence of life #tw for mental illnesses major distress illness symptoms that aren’t romanticized (lawl) suicide ableism i guess?#idk just a massive tw for what i’ve said in the notes / don’t read if descriptions of mental illnesses bother you etc #////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#i literally had to mix rubbing alcohol into my body wash then put it all over my body except my hair to stop myself from committing suicide #i’m so serious if there’s one thing i don’t say with my convoluted levels irony it’s suicide whenever i say kms im 100% serious #suicide is literally a constant ideation for me and i just can’t teehee about it ever i think it’s because it is one of the few ways i feel #that i can take total control full autonomy #anyways isn’t crazy traumatic things will happen and we have to just keep going like im literally on tumblr after [redacted]…#also why is my psychosis so obsessed with break ins these days when i was doing my rubbing alcohol scrub it did the break in scenario #like miss girl literally nobody want us that bad take a seat…#anyways this day started out okayish and now it’s literally *burning building in the background*#i wanna try to at least make it possibly kind of better by going to watch the sunset but no promises kinda itching for more rubbing alcohol #anyways slayyyy respectfully i hope this scares off…who it usually does…#like bro i am not a manic pixie dream girl i am not a smol bean with anxiety not a depressed gloomy muse etc #i am [as described by men who thought that i was just another goth bitch with daddy issues that knew all the right moves to make me into #whatever they needed me to be and or thought i was being hyperbolic when i say i am insane in the head and the pussy (as above so below)]#‘crazy crazy’ ‘fucked up’ ‘not worth it [because i am crazy for real]’ ‘[in need for a dude who one course in psychology and thinks that and #his dick are enough to ‘cure me’ ‘weird’ ‘freak’ ‘looney’ (kinda love that one like so true) etc (bc i don’t want to talk abt this anymore)#edit: my temporary icon bothering more than it should rn ughhh bad end all around goodness

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owtenen · 2 years ago

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new hyperfixation just dropped (the crows in shadow and bone)

#shadow and bone #idk the tags for this fandom #mcyt i’m so sorry but MY CROWS #i love smart autistic traumatized men what can i say #kaz brekker my beloved #he just like me fr fr #traumatized and disabled #fucked up leg squad

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buysomecheese · 2 years ago

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WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH THE DNDADS CHARACTER BLOGS RN. WHAT. HELLO. GUYS. WHAT.

#dndads #I haven't scrolled down on the Nick Close blog yet to see the anon that was apparently telling him to khm but if that fr happened then-#-actually? shame on you anon. we as a fandom are better than this. not a fucking joke.#if that didn't happen then damn I need someone to catch me up. please.#the Ron blog doesn't give me enough info and that's the only one I'll follow lmao he's so silly #and there's apparently anon hate going to character blogs? like TJ and the Jodie blog(s?)? guys. anons. there are Real Live People running-#-these blogs. not adult men who've been endlessly traumatized by the events of dndads. those men are fictional and not here on tumblr.#be fucking nice or shut the fuck up.#again I am NOT up-to-date on what's happening so if I'm wrong then ignore tags but I feel Very strongly about 'kys' ''jokes'' and anon hate #so even the Idea that it's happening Here? in this fandom?#well I am Not A Fan of that.#also lowkey this is an invite for someone who understands to uh catch me up. I love drama with little-to-no real life effect

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dantaliones · 2 years ago

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me trying to explain in dms last night that im a terrible toxic person and i want napoleon solo to cheat on his wife

#i love compulsory hererosexuality i love toxic midcentury attitudes #i love weird messy relationship politics i love spies lying #i love having to keep everything that's good and worthwhile in your relationship a dirty secret #its better when its messy #dan talks #i love solo and illya but i want their relationship to be Worse #these men are traumatized murderers im not letting them have a happy normal life #solo can be a nice happy genuine fun guy and also a fucked up nightmare #human beings contain multitudes and im going to write all of them

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the-acid-pear · 1 year ago

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Btw only today I remembered the time a Baki character crawled thru and out a man's asshole.and his only explanation was I could do that because I'm very small (he's 160cm).

#luly talks #he's an incredible characters actually brace yourselves time to speak of one of.my fave baldies #but he's great. he is a system and for a manga that came out in the 90s it is handled rather fucking well #bc the guy who did that gaia isn't like. evil. in the fucking slightlest.#he's just a mercenary! he's a fighter and a soldier!! but hes a fair and nice man.#nomura the other one is ALSO a soldier but its very cute bc he's just a medic #and like. the way everyone is so fucking nice about this?#like his comrades are tots ok w that like they're scared of gaia bc WELL I MEAN. THEY KNOW WHAT HE CAN DO #but its ok bc he's a baki character of course you'd fear him KQGAJSHWNDG #anyway gaia is also a big time faggot HQYWHDHEHVD but again unsurprising he's a baki character #but he loooves fangirling over older stronger men its very cute he LOVES his master #and made him lose the pants. its epic. love motobe cock #another thing about gaia is the fact that he severely traumatized a man. literally insane shit he did to him #do i feel bad? yes. should i feel bad? no. because that man kicked igari's ass so hard he left the manga permanently #igari being My Beloved Wrestler with a Canoe Shaped Face based on that one japanese wrestler w the huge chin #antonio inoki i think?#anyway. that man he traumatized? he's doing yaoi with him now.#straight up yaoi. they're living together and they act like a fucking married couple #i have yet to read it but it's insane #also gaia is also friends with this very tall dude very tall as in 210cm i think? hes up to 240+ now he keeps expanding his bones #anyway and the guy he tortured was first being tortured by this giant who upon seeing him scream at the top of his lungs was like #lol that's hot you're so my type #well not verbatim but he did say something along those lines jack hanma LOVES russian guys its crazy #anyway after that he was like hot but im not gonna kill you and then gaia comes in and i remember someone mentioning in the comments of the #place i read the manga from how insane their heighr difference was and saying that Gaia could suck his cock while standing #which is absolutely fucking true. but i can't get over it.#anyway that was my infodumping of the day #as you might've noticed gaia is way more relevant that Nomura but that doesn't say a lot #bc gaia shows up w nomura in one arc at the very start of the book then appears again as gaia to traumatize this man #I HIT TAG LIMIT FUCK anyway he shows up in 2 major arcs only super little idk about the spinoff i have yet to read but he's a bit irrelevant

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butch-bakugo · 2 years ago

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Ok heres my real problematic hot take:

Yandere stuff CAN be cool but only if it's handled well and respectfully towards the actual victims of stalking and possessive abuse and isn't just the fantasy of some creepy basement dweller guy who can only make fictional crazy women love him.

#levi speaks #and its non fatal #like im a victim of stalking and possessive abuse #its not sexy and bloody and hot #its fucking terrifying #and usually the end result of a break up from an abusive relationship #i had an ex who loved to talk about locking me in a basement so only she could have me #and poisioning me #the same ex whose beaten the shit out of me #so seeing this person whose mentally scarred me like that isnt sexy #its traumatizing #and i get the obsessed killer stalker crush thing #its an interesting take on psychology if done eloquently and non-ablesitly #cause sometimes these are typicalist as shit towards people woth bpd dpd and ocd #when that isnt the reality of those conditions #also realistically #its gonna be mostly male stalkers with female victims #but heres the reality #its mostly being peddled by cishet grown ass men with crazy teen girl killers #with no actual intent on tackling the issues with possesiveness and stalking thst links into misogyny and rape culture #but when it is tackled correctly and realistic and sensitive to the actual harm in stalking?#ugh its so good #i love psychological horror and slashers #but when you actually artfully create a yandere story and not just slap a bloody smiling face on an anime girl?#they are so good and so insightful and just ugh so good #i dont hsve an example off hand but the well handled yandere stories ive seen are amazing #the shitty ones are a dime a dozen and just bloody for the sake of blood but those actually doing it well?#amazing

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auroramoon-draws16 · 11 months ago

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Yes, hi, I am girls

girls r like "but he's my comfort character" and then it's literally the most emotionally traumatized man you have ever seen ever

#i love my traumatized babies #look at these fucked up men #my poor sons #also dads #i find comfort in suffering dilfs #also the baby protagonists #everyone deserves love

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coolcoelacanth · 2 months ago

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bruh i love when my brain creates two different psychological horrors for me to experience ❤️ thanks love you subconscious

#personal #i was literally playing skyrim before bed #but then my brain conjures up two different dreams about my EX OF COURSE #bc im deeply wounded and traumatized by him subconsciously #one timeline where i literally cannot get a hold of him for two days after hes at rhis party #then i contact his dad and it turns out hes DEAD #but the cops literally bring his cold dead body to my house on a stretcher #and i touch him and cry #LIKE HELLO WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK #then the second timeline #where i cant get a hold of him and i contact his dad #then his dad is talking to my sister about it for some reason #and she tells me that he had actually gone to military school without telling me #and that this girl becky was actually screening his calls and ignored all of mine #and he wanted to go to the military school right then bc he found out that was when becky was going #and he just didnt tell me and my sister told me to take it as a break up #and it turns out he was getting my messages the whole time #and all before these two timelines he was crying and telling me he didnt want to break up with me #i love being traumatized by men ❤️#i really thought he was different and that we had something #but i see now i was just in denial and he never rlly loved me that much #i was just forcing it when i shouldve let it go #it definitely didnt help that he literally acted like he cared about me and SAID HE DID #he has his own issues for sure as well #but now i know what to do #but it still deeply wounded me and i still think about it sometimes #everything that happened all the things he did and said that cut me to my core #ugh its a feeling like the world you thought you knew was all fake #its like a disconnect from yourself it feels like doom #it rlly did shake me to my core

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thelastsaiyanprincess · 3 months ago

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i wish i would've gone through with my plan in april

#instead i get to sit here and think about all the ways he hurt me and used me and made me feel crazy #i get to think about how he used me to get close to my friends and then threw me away when i was no longer useful #i get to think about how he forced me to do things i didnt wanna do then told me i was too fucked up for anyone else to love #i get to think about how he moved on like nothing ever happened while i get to be haunted and traumatized for the rest of my life #four different men btw #four different fucking men #vent #suicide tw

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