#I love a man who can admit when he’s wrong and learn from his mistakes
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I think what I like best about Éomer and why he’s my favorite LOTR character is that he’s so thoroughly relatable. He’s not an ennobled elf with thousands of years of wisdom. He doesn’t come from an exalted bloodline with the intellectual and cultural inheritance of Numenor behind him. He’s not a sweet, gold-hearted little naif with unlimited stores of optimism. (There’s nothing wrong with anyone who meets those definitions–I just don’t personally see myself in them!) He’s a real, living, breathing human who has limitations and makes mistakes and gets cranky but is always trying to do the right thing. And that really speaks to me.
Even better, he usually succeeds despite his limitations (he is never taken in by Grima or Saruman, he helps Aragorn, Legolas and Gimli even though doing so forces him to break Rohan law, etc.) because he’s an excellent judge of character, always has good intentions, and *most importantly to me* he learns and grows from his mistakes. Éomer has no problem taking in new info, admitting that he was wrong, and then course correcting as needed (he literally says the words “I would gladly learn better” at one point!). It happens over and over, after his prejudices against the elves are called out, during his interactions with Ghan Buri Ghan, once Gandalf wizard-splains the concept of patriarchy to him, etc. He doesn’t get defensive or try to justify bad beliefs and practices. He is open-minded and humble enough to update his understanding of the world and then try to do better. Why wouldn’t I love that?
Oh, and he’s hot. Just, like, scaldingly hot.
#eomer#eomer eadig#lotr#lord of the rings#he’s the best#I love a man who can admit when he’s wrong and learn from his mistakes
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I keep seeing posts about Solas' "arrogance" when it comes to tearing down the Veil - that he thinks he's the only one who knows what's best for Thedas, and no one else could possibly understand because it's all "past their comprehension."
But that's not it at all. If you have low approval with Solas, you can confront him about not doing enough to help the Dalish, and he admits that he probably could have done more but that he's tired of fighting and losing. The Inquisitor has a choice of how to respond, but if you suggest he seek the support of his friends, he will tell you he's learned not to do that.
You can get a similar conversation with Solas when he asks what you plan to do with the power of the Well of Sorrows. You can literally respond "I'm not arrogant enough to think it's my decision alone" and tell him you intend to rely on the collective judgement of your friends because you trust them. And he'll respond, "I know that mistake well enough to carve the angles of her face from memory."
It's not arrogance that keeps Solas from talking to his friends. This is a learned behavior where he's trusted the people he cared about and who he thought cared about him, and ended up stabbed in the back over and over again.
Solas isn't afraid of admitting himself wrong. He will do so with a high approval Inquisitor. He'll admit fault or allow his views to be challenged during party banter. He's not afraid of or demeaning of other view points - so long as his are also respected.
He even tells a high approval Inquisitor "it would be too easy to tell you too much." He WANTS to tell them. He wants to share his plans. But he's been burned too often. And if you romanced him - he's likely been burned by past lovers too. He just can't take the risk that you'll betray him - as experience has taught him will likely happen.
Solas knows he's been wrong before. He knows he could be wrong again. He'd likely love to have another person or two or more who he could brainstorm his plan with to iron out the holes he can't see. But he can't do that because he doesn't know for sure that you won't stab him in the back.
His refusal to talk to someone isn't arrogance. It's avoidant behavior learned from trauma - possibly PTSD - the man walks Cole through a freaking panic attack, for Christ's sakes. He knows what that's like.
I just want to hug him and tell him the people he trusted were assholes and the fault was theirs and not his.
#solas meta#trauma#i hope we get to kick the ass of whoever hurt him in veilguard#my money is on the evanuris#looking at ghilnan'nain in particular... maybe Mythal
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Things you do that make their heart melt
(La Squadra x reader)
Author's Note: Those are random but that's the point. I tried to be a bit explicit for those who are at the start of Jojo part 5 and maybe don't remember each character's Stand name or ability. I couldn't write this only for my 3 darlings from La Squadra as I started it because I love them all too much. Proud La Squadra stan. Excuse any grammar mistakes. Enjoy!
Risotto Nero
- How you can balance being serious and being affectionate so easily. This is something he admires a lot and wishes to be capable of too sometimes. Yes, he's a serious and stoic man but the whole La Squadra knows just how big his heart is. Sometimes Risotto wishes he could show a bit of affection to the ones dear to him. Risotto is a softie inside but the nature of his occupation forces him to be as reserved and stern as he is now.
- How you can protect yourself. Being a hitman is tough, nothing new under the sun, but being the leader of the team is even worse. It's hard to watch out for others when he also must make sure that everything is working out smoothly. But he cares about you and your safety so damn much it's almost dangerous. So seeing you handle enemies alone helps him fall asleep at night with fewer worries. Also, watching you fight and come up with strategies makes him smile slightly and so subtly that of course, no one can notice it.
- How you look dressed in black with silver accessories. Aesthetically wise, black is one of his favorite colors and no one can tell otherwise. When you decide to match him with a dark outfit, his gaze will follow you more than usual. Be sure of the fact that he'll use his Stand, Metallica, to give you subtle signals, or not so subtle, by pulling onto your belt or necklace.
(it's loving Risotto hours)
Prosciutto
- How you calm yourself down after an intense moment. Prosciutto himself is not proud of when he snaps at people, thinking that it's not graceful behavior so he starts studying you from afar while calming down. He analyzes your soft tone, your calm face but alert eyes after being harsh, to learn from you but he finds himself falling for it. Like his brother, he also craves a bit of softness in his life but will never admit it, not even to himself so seeing you simmer down and transform into someone calm and understanding makes him want your presence more.
- How you counter him when he is too cruel to his brother. He is harsh with Pesci and he knows it, but he thinks it's only for good. It's not about how you're stubborn enough to argue with him but about how it reminds him that if something ever goes wrong with him on a mission, someone else will make sure that his brother is still alright and progressing. Also, as you two are arguing, things get pretty heated in no time and as the distance between you closes in, everyone knows that it's better to leave you two alone.
- How focused you look when deciding on an outfit. That and how you ask him for an opinion. You can see him leaning back in an armchair just looking at you searching through your clothes with an amused but admirative look on his face. Prosciutto likes to make himself look presentable and if you do the same, he can't help but find that fact attractive. Plus he can play dress up with you without you even suspecting it and he can't get enough of it.
(why is he like that? Love him though)
Ghiaccio
- How you let yourself be angry sometimes. To him, almost anyone seems calmer than him, but seeing someone being as furious as him from time to time and that someone being you? That's new. It doesn't happen often and in some odd way, he finds it fascinating. As much as he enjoys teasing you, he'll never be the type to say "Just calm down" or "You're exaggerating" because he knows how much it enrages someone already angry to hear this. He will be very understanding when you're like that. Plus, if someone or something gets you angry, he gets angry too so it will end up with the two of you being a scary couple.
- How your eyes shine when you smile and your smile in general. He is baffled by how when your lips are curved into a smile, your eyes are radiant too. Usually, he uses this expressiveness of yours against you, teasing you about it but when you smile so warmly, he feels like he's looking at the sun and that's unnerving because it makes him blush. He can't understand it.
- How your nose scrunches when you get a brain freeze from consuming something cold. This along with how your cheeks and nose redden when you're cold. He rolls his eyes at himself for like such a shallow and obvious thing but can't help it. It's not how adorable you look it's more how no one notices such details but him. It's his guilty pleasure. He has a kink when it comes to your reactions to cold temperatures.
(ugh I love him so much it's pathetic)
Pesci
- How you encourage him randomly sometimes. Pesci's already having a hard time adjusting to hitman life and constantly being scolded by his brother. At first, when you encourage him, he's stunned, flustered, embarrassed even but in time he starts to feel so much better overall because of it. His stress goes down and he gets more confident and sure of his actions because of your praise.
- How you're kind to the innocent - animals, kids, etc. Since he followed his brother and joined the team, the shock from seeing so much violence in his life all of a sudden left a mark on him. When he notices you being soft to the innocent and helpless while still being a hitman, he starts to heal. His only wish is for you to keep this side of yours so he can keep his too.
- How peaceful you look while sleeping. Again, being in an Italian hitman team is not easy, it distorted any perspective on peacefulness he had before. Seeing you rest without a frown on your face reminds him that there still is peacefulness in this way of living.
Melone
- How you're intelligent enough but don't flaunt it. Sure, he likes good looks but that's not as important as intelligence, any type. Melone is a bit of a sapiosexual, he knows it. If you come up with smart questions during meetings, his attention is immediately on you from that point on until the end of the meeting. Also, if you're genuinely curious about how his stand, Baby Face, works, it only adds to your charm.
- How you pick up on his "di molto" catchphrase. Melone works a lot. I mean A LOT. Besides progenation, he's skilled at finding out hidden info about the target, too. But usually, he does it alone, no one accompanies him and sometimes he can't help but feel slightly ignored. So when you start spending enough time with him to start using his phrases, he starts to feel less alone.
- How you walk. Simple as that. He has been caught many times staring at how some people walk, it's a well-known fact. So if you walk a bit slower and move your hips a bit more intentionally, making it look natural, he's dead. To hell with the mission for a few moments of pure admiration.
Illuso
- How confident you are. You don't need him to hype you up and he won't, but you'll always catch him looking at you with a proud look on his face. However, not everyone can be confident all the time and Illuso knows it very well. When he finds you letting your guard down and looking disappointed with yourself, he'll act right away. He hates seeing you struggle with shallow insecurities as you are just so wonderful in his eyes...
- How you take time to relax. He always insists on you taking everything a bit more slowly, so when you finally do it, he's more than pleased. He likes to see your facial muscles loosen up, causing a relaxed expression. He wishes to see it more often and he wishes for you to prioritise taking care of yourself.
- How you study yourself in the mirror while getting ready. He will use his Stand's ability to enter that mirror's dimension just to look at you from that perspective. This applies to intimate moments as well, just a heads-up. However, his favorite moment to do that is when you're fixing your hair, there's something about it that he finds so damn attractive.
Formaggio
- How you focus on the mission at hand. That, and how serious you look while doing it. Don't get it wrong, he's also focused on the missions but he looks more laid-back, like a natural. He finds it funny and adorable how you look so stern and even suggest him to pay more attention.
- How you always mention Sorbet and Gelato after their death. Everyone knows that Risotto said to forget about it after the funeral to focus on getting back on track as fast as possible and avenging them afterward but to Formaggio, this never felt right. So when you mention a memory from time to time to everyone, his heart feels a little bit lighter.
- How you dance to your favorite songs. He thinks that the majority of members of La Squadra are too stiff and grim sometimes so catching you dancing around alone to your playlist makes him smile. For him, it's like a breath of fresh air. Expect him to join you.
#jojo bizarre adventure#la squadra#la squadra esecuzioni#jjba part 5#golden wind#vento aureo#la squadra x reader#la squadra headcanons#risotto nero x reader#prosciutto x reader#ghiaccio x reader#pesci x reader#melone x reader#formaggio x reader#illuso x reader#risotto x reader#jjba headcanons#jjba x reader#jjba risotto#prosciutto jjba#ghiaccio jjba#jjba formaggio#jjba melone#jjba illuso#jjba pesci#jjba fanfic
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Yandere Satoru Gojo Headcanons (General)
"I will take care of you." — Satoru Gojo.
❝ ㊙ — lady l: lol, this turned out longer than I originally thought, but I love him so screw it! He has a complex personality, so it was more complicated trying to describe him as a yandere, but I did the best I could. I hope you like it and forgive me for any mistakes!! 🩵💜
❝tw: obsessive and possessive behavior, mention of stalking (mild), death and murder.
❝㊙pairing: yandere!satoru gojo x gender neutral!reader.
You probably wouldn't even realize that he was obsessed with you, that the infamous sorcerer of the Gojo Clan, was dominated by you, because he doesn't want you to know unless he wants you to. For a while, he'll be content to just watch you from afar.
Satoru is completely aware that his thoughts, his feelings are distorted, but he doesn't care, not when he was already very involved in you. You had taken over his entire life and thoughts and he wasn't bothered by it, not anymore.
At first, Satoru hated this, hated you and these thoughts that crossed his mind about you. They were ridiculous, you were ridiculous and he was even more so for thinking of you that way. After all, what was so special about you? Yes, you were attractive but it wasn't just your beauty that attracted him, there was something more. Something he didn't know how to define.
But he stopped hating you and focused on you, on his thoughts about you. Maybe they were wrong, but Gojo quickly learned to deal with them. Push them to the back of his mind and focus on his goals. And that goal, the main one at least, was you.
Satoru isn't very good at expressing how he feels about you directly, so he preferred to show his affection in a more distant way, with some gifts and letters that could seem like threats, depending on how you read them.
He is complex and acts indifferent to many and you are not the exception. He is courteous to you, but always keeps his distance, making it impossible for you to find out about his darkest thoughts. He plays with you and has fun, but always being a little obnoxious. Maybe if you looked closer, you'd notice the clenched fists and slightly pursed lips. The anguish that surrounded him when you were around.
Satoru is extremely confident in his abilities and is sure that he can win you over if he so desires. And he wants you, but he doesn't want to admit that he needs you. He doesn't like to appear weak, because he's not weak, but you make him vulnerable and he hates that.
He is apathetic towards those who are weak and if you are a person considered weak in his eyes, this will make him stressed. Not only was he attracted to you, more than that, but to a weak person? How could something like this happen? But for you, and only you, Satoru will help you become stronger, for his benefit and yours.
Satoru is possessive and will not hesitate to destroy anyone who dares to get closer to him. You are his, maybe you don't know it yet, but you belong to him. He is aggressive and will attack without remorse, prioritizing the complete destruction of the one who angered him. There will be no remorse on his face once he is done but pure satisfaction.
Ever the cunning strategist, Satoru decided it was time to act. He began to approach you in subtle ways, taking opportunities to offer hidden advice or compliments. The letters and ambiguous gifts continued to arrive, but now you began to realize that there was more behind these gestures than you initially imagined.
Little by little, Satoru broke down his own barriers and began to show a kinder, more caring side. He offered his guidance in training and missions, always masking his intentions under the appearance of a concerned mentor. You, in turn, began to notice the duality in his personality: the cold, distant professor and the man who, somehow, seemed genuinely interested in you.
But he acted more playfully with you, loosening up in a way, disguising his feelings in any way he could.
Gojo spoils you deeply, he has a lot of money and wouldn't mind spending it on you. But he has rules and will be stingy if you disobey him and will probably punish you with deprivation.
He is cold and doesn't mind sacrificing those for what he believes in and he will sacrifice anyone for you. Satoru will have no qualms about killing anyone he believes to be a potential threat to his ideals. Blood-stained hands won't make any difference to him.
Satoru Gojo is complex and difficult to understand, but his obsession with you makes him even more complicated. His feelings are masked and will only be shown if he wants to and once he has you to himself, there is no way he will let you out.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jujutsu gojo#jujutsu kaisen headcanons#yandere headcanons#satoru gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#yandere gojo satoru#yandere satoru gojo#yandere satoru gojo x reader#yandere satoru gojo headcanons#yandere gojo satoru x reader#headcanons
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Gang x reader who is latina that talked Spanish in front of them for the first time. For example, the reader asked them to bring them something in Spanish and they didn't understand?? Also I love your works
Summary: The reader speaking spanish with the gang for the first time. Warnings: none Author's Note: short today, something bugging out w tumblr... oops PONYBOY CURTIS Pony actually asked you to speak spanish with him before he heard you saying it naturally. He needs to study for his spanish test and asked you to help him with pronounciation. Because of this you're now helping him everyday and testing his knowledge by asking him random questions. He thinks its super cool that you can speak more than one language and finds it really attractive because he really values intelligence. JOHNNY CADE Johnny isn't all that smart when it comes to different languages. He'll pick up on the basics like "hello," and "i love you" (which he never says in spanish because he feels like his american accent might make embarrassing) But everything else that you've tried to teach him just flew over his head. One day, you were completely zoned out and thought you were talking to your parents and asked him for a glass of water in spanish. He looked so confused and you had to explain it to him. he made more of an effort to learn your language after that. SODAPOP CURTIS
Soda took spanish in school too, but he has the most god-awful accent and he rarely uses it so he's lost most of his knowledge. He refrained from speaking spanish with you because he thought he'd mess up and say something wrong or embarrassing. He only started after you initiated it. He vaguely understood what you were saying and completed your task accordingly. You praised him for his understanding and he really enjoyed having you proud of him. he started learning just so you could smile and say that he was doing good. STEVE RANDLE Steve also took spanish with Soda, and he didnt goof off in class, he actually paid attention!! He's pretty good at spanish, he can hold a conversation on his own, which is technically how he met you. But he hasn't heard you speak spanish in a while, so when he does hear you ask for something in your native language he's so happy that you're comfortable speaking with him. He tries to initiate more conversations in spanish and also gets you to teach him a lot more. TWO BIT MATHEWS Two Bit took spanish but he was always goofing off in class and crumpled and threw more papers than he wrote on. He knows the most basic of the basic words, but other than that he's totally clueless. Especially when you talked to him in spanish because you can speak kind of quickly. He's a little ashamed that he cant understand you, and he's afraid to admit it, but you understood and just repeated yourself in english. He made it his goal to learn a little more basic phrases and actually understand you a little bit. DARRY CURTIS Darry's grades had always been at the top, that includes his spanish class. He was really good and could understand a lot. He was pretty keen on trying to be fluent but those plans fell through. He's not kept up his practice so he thought you would help him once and a while, but he's too shy to ask you to start speaking your native language with him. He waits for you to say something in spanish by mistake to respond and make it known that he's actually pretty damn good at spanish. After that, he's always trying to talk to you in your mother tongue! DALLAS WINSTON This man doesnt know shit and you know it. He never showed up to his spanish class, and when ever he did he'd just write obscenities on the chalkboard. The only spanish words he knows are "hola, chica" which he uses to very crudely pick up girls with that DAMN NEW YORK ACCENT. and cuss words, he knows a lot of spanish cuss words. Just to get on his nerves he'll just spew random cuss words in spanish when he feels like it. He once got you soooo pissed that you just started yelling at him in spanish. (do you guys remember that one clip of the goth girl yelling at this white boy in spanish at school or is it just me) he thinks its lowkey really cute and he'll rub it in your face that you don't 'scare' him. HES SUCH A DICKHEAD WHY IS HE SO CUTE RAHH
#shroomsroom#the outsiders x reader#clara'sroom#dallas winston x reader#steve randle x reader#dally winston x reader#johnny cade x reader#sodapop curtis x reader#darrel curtis x reader#darry curtis x reader#ponyboy x reader#ponyboy curtis x reader#pony curtis x reader#two bit matthews x reader#two bit x reader#two bit mathews x reader#sodapop and reader#sodapop x reader#soda curtis x reader
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seventeen members teaching you how to drive
author’s note: very self indulgent since i am working on getting my drivers licence rn, for the members that cannot drive let’s pretend they can in this;) please note that this is purely my opinion and is not accurate nor was made to criticise the members in any way, thank you<3
synopsis: what the title says.
word count: 1.3k | genre: fluff, humour/crack | pairing: seventeen x gn! reader | warnings: none
cheol would be one of the least calm ones, we know that he is a good driver and he knows it too, therefore he would love to comment on every single move you make, getting frustrated with you within like 10 minutes. he would yell and scream at you for “not understanding this simple thing” (driving is complicated af nobody can tell me otherwise) while literally wanting to snatch the wheel from you because as he puts it you are a terrible driver being a danger to society lmao. overall 5/10, taking away points because he would definitely make you cry at some point
jeonghan is one of the best ones; his skills are solid, he is kinda chill and doesn’t worry too much. however, this would not be the most beneficial since he is known to be a menace and would be casually clowning you at every move, making you question the knowledge you already have about driving and the road. when you panic and don’t know what to do he would switch back to teacher mode, being very quick to help you, getting you back on track in the journey. overall 9/10, only taking a point away from him because of his tricks my man needs to chill and let you be confident
now although shua may be one of the quieter ones who won’t yell or freak out, he would give up on you quite easily tbh. he is very good at keeping his cool so he would try to be gentle when guiding you on the roads, but if you had struggles with driving frequently during the journey there would be soon a moment when he would sigh and lean back in the seat, contemplating on just getting you a more professional person to help. overall 8/10, he is a bit lazy but can be convinced to stay
jun is at a bit of a loss when explaining, just like some other members he would not always know how to express what you did wrong, since it comes naturally to him at this point, so the process of both of you trying to figure out what exactly felt off with a move you did might become a common thing with him. he is very excited for you though, and would give you all his support! overall 5/10, could be better but he is trying his best so A for effort
if you want to learn how to drive safely i would not recommend getting hoshi to teach you; he is a very fun person to go on karaoke rides with, however he is not always aware of certain limits (speed limits *cough cough*) or the surroundings when being caught up in the moment. he tends to be a bit careless when he is having fun which with you would be evident since he loves your company, however he has a job to do which is teaching you, so please be careful with him since he doesn’t always see the whole picture. overall 5/10, you would definitely fail the exam for the first time
wonwoo is another chill one, his flaw would be that he was bad at explaining; whenever you would ask a question about how to proceed he would tell you, but wouldn’t be able to explain why, which is a very important thing as you should understand why you do what you do (he knows this aswell). he would recommend learning the rules again saying “it all makes sense if you know the rules well enough.” (not always, but gotta admit he has a point) overall 7/10, would be one of the best ones attitude wise
woozi is a very straightforward person, he tells you what to do and expects you to do it. or not. he is quiet and doesn’t get mad easily when you make mistakes, it is part of learning things for the first time afterall. he would gently guide you through the journey only getting a bit taken aback when you do something that even you know is a big mistake. he is not a man of many words in the car which would be the downfall of the learning process, however he is very attentive and observant so after exiting the car he would help you understand the cause of the mishaps during the drive. overall 6/10, a bit quiet
dk is very enthusiastic about teaching you how to drive and would be grateful that you chose to trust him. he would spend endless hours in the car by your side to absolutely get everything done perfectly so you could pass the exam, although he might not be harsh enough at times to tell you when you actually mess up badly, so be careful and don’t take every praise he murmurs to you for granted, as he would not want to say bad things about your skills (even though they were needed to be said, he is a big softie sorry not sorry). overall 7/10, he might be a bit too nice
minghao is pretty much teacher material, strict but not so much that you would get discouraged, balancing out the way he would guide you through every important step sternly, but nicely, hinting soft comforting words along the way to keep your motivation alive and spirits up. if he would be in charge you can bet you would pass the practical exam on the first try, him having a cocky smirk on his face when he saw that all the hard work you two put into it paid off. overall 10/10, i would sit next to him any time he is such a good driver
mingyu is hands down the best person to learn from. he is an experienced one; he practically taught the others how to drive aswell, so you are just another routine learner in his eyes (obviously not, he is the softest with you). his instructions are quite easy to understand and follow, and he is good at giving you helpful tips to make your work easier later on and on the exam. he is witty and entertaining so you wouldn’t feel uncomfortable with the fact that he is teaching, making driving seem so fun you could never be pried off the seat of the car. overall 10/10, friendly and efficient
seungkwan is a shy one; hesitant about how to start and how to help you the best. later on during the drive he could completely switch and could become easy to anger (yall know my man has anger issues) therefore him sitting next to you would be a rather nerve wrecking experience with his judgy expressions escaping against his will. for good measure i gotta say he would try to save the scolding for after each round so you wouldn’t get stressed out while at the wheel, he knows panicking won’t help. overall 6.5/10, he is trying to stay calm we gotta appreciate that (cheol if he was patient)
vernon is the most chill out of them all, this is why he wouldn’t be of much help if i’m honest. he would just nod and sit next to you silently, looking out the window and sometimes opening his mouth to say that you are doing well, poor boy would not have a single clue about how to correct any of your mistakes, saying that “it has been a long time since he learned to drive” aswell. overall 5/10, sorry he is just not teacher coded
dino is more gentle and patient than he looks in my opinion, and he is a relatively good driver who knows a lot about road rules and stuff, so him being on the passenger seat would give you a flashback about the days when you would study the names of the road signs and how the different rules should work in practice; he is the mediator between theory and practice, putting them together nicely with you in teamwork. overall 8/10 pretty solid methods and skills
#wonijinjin#caratsland#seventeen imagines#seventeen scenarios#svt imagines#seventeen#seventeen fluff#svt scenarios#seventeen seungcheol#seventeen mingyu#svt scoups#svt hoshi#svt joshua#svt jeonghan#svt dk#svt wonwoo#svt dino#svt vernon#svt woozi#svt seungkwan#svt junhui#svt minghao#seventeen wonwoo#seventeen soonyoung#seventeen junhui#seventeen jihoon#seventeen hansol#seventeen joshua#seventeen seungkwan#seventeen dokyeom
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' MY FUCKED CUTE GIRL!! SUKUNA "
🎀ᘎ warning(s): f!reader, smut, unprotected, dirty talk, handjob, bowjob, pet names (baby, darling, doll, princess...), dom!sukuna, true form sukuna (he has 4 eyes, 4 arms and y'k what else...), degradation, mention of drugs.
🎀ᘎ summary: Sukuna's been frustrated for a while and he doesn't know why. The other curses convince him to go outside to find some human to torture, until Sukuna found you and definitely knows how you can be useful to him.
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playlist:
long way 2 go — cassie
favorite — isabel larosa
ultraviolence — lana del rey
do i wanna know? — arctic monkeys
streets — doja cat
— a/n: ignore the fact that curses obviously don't act like that, especially not with Sukuna. Also, Mahito appears (don't kill me), but he doesn't have that shitty personality. And the smut part is at the end, sorry. And I'm sorry if there are a lot of dialogue or grammatical mistakes, I'm trying my best. + the star divider belongs to: @cafekitsune
"Sukuuu." says a drunk Mahito.
"Stop bothering." he threatens. "Fucking idiot."
"C'moooon, don't be that mean." Mahito says, but this time surrounding one of Sukuna's four arms.
"Mahito, you have literally 3 seconds to walk away before I destroy your face."
"Oh, c'mon man! Why are you such a party pooper?" he asks, frowning.
"I'm not in the mood, that's it." replies, looking him directly in the eyes. "And you know perfectly well that you can't be around me when I'm not in the damn mood."
"Okay, I definitely know what you need." he states, sitting next to him and nodding.
"And can you tell me the hell I suppose to need?"
"Kill someone, obviously." Mahito says with a certain tone of voice, as if that's the most obvious thing in the world. "Or having sex for a whole day."
"Y'know what I need right now?"
"Humm?"
"To you to stop talking fucking nonsenses and stay away from me, for the love of God." he answers pushing Mahito away from him.
Mahito lets out a slight moan and looks at him with an angry face, stroking his recently beaten arm.
"Y'know what? Fuck you Sukuna, really."
He watches to his irritating friend walks away from him in silence, occasionally hiccuping from the high level of alcohol in his body.
Alone again, he has time to think.
«It's hard for me to admit it, but maybe that drunken dummy's right», he thinks after thinking a lot about their recent conversation.
He gets up without much desire, ready to look for Mahito and force him to go whit him through the streets in search of what to do. He finds him with, obviously, another bottle of alcohol in his hand. The smell can be smelled from where Sukuna is, and he gives him a look of disgust even though he can't see him right now.
"Mahito" he calls him dryly, but he doesn't even turn to look at him. "Mahito, don't make me say your fucking name a third time."
"The fuck do you want? Now you're the one who's annoying." he answers without turning around yet.
"Follow me."
"No."
"That wasn't a question. I said follow me."
"Learn to fucking talk to me well, and then we'll talk" he hiccups.
Sukuna sighs.
"Listen to me, just walk whit me on the street, and then I'll give you some bottle of cheap shitty alcohol, the kind you love so much."
"For real?"
"Yeah, I guess."
"Since when you're so fucking kind? What's wrong with you?" he asks, now next to his big friend.
"Don't make me regret what I just said. Just take me to some shit so I don't die of boredom."
Mahito smiles whit a really big smile in response: he knows exactly where they can go.
Now they're on the street, walking. Mahito seems very happy, and he still hasn't told the angry curse behind him where they were going. They stop suddenly at a, what appears to be, small cafe.
"Is this the place you wanted to go so bad? A fucking cafe where they're probably going to serve shitty food?"
"No you dummy, I'm just hungry and I want to eat something. And because, well, this cafe has something worth it."
"Then you will have to eat alone, I'll go somewhere else."
"Seriously? You were practically begging me to come with you and now you're not going to eat something fast with me?"
"I wasn't begging you, let's make that clear!" he exclaims embarrassed.
"Whatever you say." he sighs. "Are you going to follow me or not?"
He's about to say no, but something makes him finally decide to go in and sit at a table in the corner.
The cafe's full of people talking animatedly, or working on their laptops. Sukuna definitely doesn't like that environment at all, and being so close to so many people makes him sick as hell.
He in loop taps the table with his fingertips, showing his clear annoyance.
"The hell makes this place so special?" he asks between grunts.
"You will see."
"I don't wanna wait."
"Shut up man, she's already getting closer."
"Who?"
But Mahito doesn't answer him, but starts talking very happily with you who just arrived. Sukuna looks at the scene with a frown. Was that simple human that made him want to eat in this place so much?
"And a chocolate cake, sweety." Mahito says to end the conversation with you.
Sukuna continues to look at him with a frown. When you finally leave, that's when Mahito turns around to talk to him again.
"Sweety?" he asks, strangely."
"Yeah man, you can't tell me she's not hot."
The curse turns to face you again, inspecting your body from top to bottom. At that moment you feel a chill run through your entire body and you turn around in search of what made you feel that way, and Sukuna quickly looks away.
"Well, she's not the hottest but for a quick fuck I guess it's okay."
"She's nothing out of this world, huh?" he asks smiling. "I propose something to you, convince her to fuck with you."
"I'm not interested in fucking humans." he answers with his arms crossed.
"So the king of the curses can't even with a simple human?"
"Shut the fuck up. If you want to fuck her that bad, go ahead, but don't involve me in your shit."
"Believe me, if I could, I'd." he replies, looking back in your direction, devouring you with his eyes. "But I don't think she's interested in something else apart from her job. I guess she also needs a good and a long night, like you."
Sukuna gives him a look of disgust.
"A human could never please me." he says very convinced.
The conversation seems to end there. Mahito knows that it's impossible to argue with him, 'cuz even if he's not right, he will do anything as long as the situation turns around enough so his point of view is the only correct one. Now the discussion wasn't about that, but continuing arguing was going to be useless and wasn't going to get anywhere, so he simply prepares to eat when he notices that they already have their orders on the table.
They get up from their seats and leave. They're on the street again, and Sukuna doesn't know where they're going, again.
"Are you going to tell me where the hell we're going now?"
"Wanna know?"
"I just asked you, asshole."
"We were supposed to go somewhere special." he says, ignoring his friend's insult. "But you said you wouldn't have sex with a human, so now it's time to go back."
"Wait, we were going to a fucking brothel? That was the big surprise you didn't want to tell me?"
"But this is not a normal brothel." admits patting him on the back. "It's one especially for us, the curses." he smiles sinisterly, like always.
"I'm not interested." he says sharply.
"But lemme explain!" he exclaims impatiently, stopping his friend from taking another step in the opposite direction to where Mahito wants to go. "Everyone is fucked up there. I mean, you can literally do whatever you want with humans."
"I can do that whenever I want."
"Obviously, but the beauty of this place is that humans have the vision. And, c'mon, it's a very popular place! The king of curses hasn't gone yet... That situation should not happen." he says, placing his two hands on his waist, looking at him with a disapproving face.
Sukuna seems to be thinking. Mahito's a big pain in the ass, but maybe having sex with someone until destroy them is just what he needs right now.
"And where's that brothel?"
"Ha."
The place is located in a very uncrowded alley. From outside you can already smell the smell of cigarettes and other substances that are surely consumed without any type of control. Mahito was smiling all the way to the brothel with the stupid smile that Sukuna hates so much. Him, on the other side, remained with his indifferent face until they had the door of the place in front of them. As soon as they put a foot in the place, the music invades their ears and Sukuna has to cover them if he doesn't want to feel like they're going to explode.
They walk around until a man (about the same size as Sukuna) welcomes them.
"What am I seeing, the king of curses in my brothel? Without any kinda notice to receive him as we should?"
But all Sukuna does is look at him with frowning eyes.
"Too close." he says after a few seconds.
More than saying words, he seems to spit them out.
"Don't listen to this huge dummy, all he needs is someone to suck him until he's dry." Mahito says between laughs, pushing Sukuna away from the man.
"I see." the man replies with a smile, trying to hide his annoyance at Sukuna's clear narcissism. "Please sit down, I'll bring you the best food, and, as soon as possible, our best concubines." he beg, pointing his arms at some red sofas in the background.
The two men obey. One happy and the other reluctant. Once seated, Sukuna takes off his enormous kimono to only wear pants and reveal his four, big arms.
Both men and women who walks around them stare and whisper, or point their fingers, which bothers Sukuna a lot. He still thinks this place's such a waste of time, but instead of expressing his anger out loud, he just grumbles all the time.
"Sorry for the delay." the man from before suddenly says with two plates full of food. Behind him there's a woman, with two bottles of alcohol.
"I should kill you right here for making me wait, don't you think?" he asks, snatching a bottle from the girl's hand, who's looking at them with not very hopeful eyes.
"Ha ha, he's just joking. Right, Suku?" Mahito intervenes trying to save the situation.
"Shut up."
"And that pretty lady behind you?" Mahito asks, ignoring him.
"Oh, she's one of our best concubines, she-"
"I don't like her." Sukuna interrupts. "Not even a bit. Bring us something better and do justice to your shitty title."
The man clenches his fists, containing his patience.
"But sir, they don't call her the best for nothing, you should-"
"Are you making me repeat things twice? I think I don't think I have to make it clear, but I really hate having to repeat things more than two fucking times." he pauses briefly before continuing. Bring us something better, okay? And stop bothering."
"There's a new girl. She came the last week, and the customers are really satisfied with her. Maybe that might be enough for you?"
"You should know that, not us."
"Sukuna please, shut up." Mahito intervenes, worried that they will be kicked out.
"No, he's right. I should know." he bows apologetically, but inside he's on fire because of the angry. "I'll bring it for you." he says before disappearing from both of their sights.
Mahito waits a few seconds until he turns to reproach his friend.
"What the hell was that?"
"He was very annoying."
"He's being hospitable!" he exclaims, huffing. "Act well, damn, I don't wanna be banned from this place."
"This place isn't worth it. And I hate things that aren't worth it." he admits standing up.
"Where are you going now?" he asks, grabbing one of his arms to prevent him from leaving.
"Over there, to be away from you and this shitty environment. And don't touch me."
Mahito watches in silence as his friend walks away upstairs. He shrugs and starts drinking, which is what he does best.
On the other hand, Sukuna walks through the long corridors upstairs. There's more silent, calmer. There are a few people, and they're going downwards, where it seems that no one gets tired.
Sukuna's not bothered by this silence. Although he continues listening to the annoying music in the background, he's okay with that. He's still a bit frustrated, 'cuz he thought that here he was going to be able to fuck, but everything has been so annoying that now he doesn't wanna do anything.
Suddenly he hears some kind of argument in the room he's just passing through.
"Shut the fuck up!" exclaims what appears to be a male voice."I told you that I fucking rented you, and now you don't wanna suck my dick, you fucking whore?"
"Sorry." apologizes in a low voice that appears to be a female voice.
He's not really interested in the conversation, but they're interrupting his peace (even though the place is anything but quiet), and that's important. He then decides to enter, opening the door roughly.
The two people who were fighting turn around, scared by the noise of the door. Sukuna can notice that the room's in a mess, and indeed, there's a man and a girl. He notices that the man was about to hit the girl who's strangely very familiar to him.
"Who the fuck are you?" the man asks bbetween screams, releasing the girl's hair.
Sukuna's more interested to guess how he knows the girl, and stares at her.
"Oh, of course, that cafe!" he exclaims loud. "I didn't know you worked here."
"Do you know this guy?" the man asks you in an angry tone.
You shake your head quickly, holding back your tears.
"Ugh, so annoying." Sukuna says approaching you.
"Stay away, you damn weird thing."
Sukuna continues his walk until he's a few centimeters away from the man. He grabs his arm and throws him to the other end of the room. You watch the whole scene trembling, and you don't really know what to do, so you just stare at the ground and pray that nothing happens to you.
"Raise your head, cafe girl."
You obey him immediately and you see his four eyes. You swallow.
"Is he... Is he dead?" you ask shakily.
"Does he worry you?"
You look again in the direction that a few seconds ago Sukuna threw away your ex. You look at him with anger and tears falling down your cheeks.
"Why the fuck does everyone make me repeat things twice?" he asks annoyed, grabbing your arm. "Does he worry you?"
"No, no. Please don't hurt me." you beg.
He looks at you indifferently. His eyes fall on your breasts, which are still uncovered. He can see with the naked eye that someone had bitten them hard, leaving teeth marks and traces of blood.
"Nice tits, sweety, not every day you see tits that are this round and pretty. It's a shame that someone destroyed them before me." he admits between laughs, which makes you immediately cover yourself with the little clothes you've left.
Suddenly, you both hear a faint groan coming from the ground. You tense up immediately and instinctively move behind Sukuna. Normally, he'd rip your arm off for daring to get close to him, but this situation amuses him strangely, so he lets you stay behind him.
"Please, don't let him come near me," you beg through sobs. "Please, I'll do anything."
"That's interesting." he smiles.
Your ex, who you pretty much thought was dead, struggles to get up. His whole body hurts and everything is spinning for him. It takes him a few seconds to finally steady himself, and when he does, he suddenly remembers what happened. He looks up to see the enormous curse. It's so big that your weak body is barely visible.
"You fucking bitch. You knew him already, didn't you?" he asks with a creepy smile. "You knew him and called him to try to get rid of me, after everything I did for you, you disgusting whore!"
You cover your ears to not hear him. Sukuna notices your distress, and strangely, a pang of pity runs through him.
"Hey, disgusting human." he says suddenly. "Don't you think you've talked enough? I was having a lot of fun, but now this shit is really annoying." he clicks his tongue.
"Y/N, is this the shit you were cheating on me with?" your ex says, completely ignoring Sukuna.
Bad decision.
He tries to get closer to you, but Sukuna loses his patience and grabs his arm, squeezing so hard that you hear the crack of a bone along with your ex's bloodcurdling scream.
"I'm getting tired of everyone here making me repeat the same fucking things more than once." Sukuna says dryly, looking him in the eyes in a way that makes your ex feel like he's about to piss himself.
"I'm not in the mood today, but believe me, I would’ve killed you already for talking to me like that."
Sukuna lets him go and grabs you out of the room. You try not to look back and shut your eyes tightly, letting the man you barely know take you wherever he plans.
You go down to the first floor, and you realize that Sukuna seems to be looking for someone.
"That damn drunk... He must've gotten lost or something." he says out loud, but it seems like he's talking to himself.
You notice people staring at you and the enormous man who still has one of his hands intertwined with yours.
You don't like being there. You feel like everyone's stares are burning into you. You still wanna cry, and you occasionally sniffle, which annoys the curse in front of you.
"Y're a very noisy girl. I prefer people who 'r quiet." he says, finally letting go of your hand.
"Can I leave, sir? Please."
"Leave?" he asks, puzzled. "What do you mean?"
"I thought-"
"Let's discuss this outside. Grab my kimono and put it on. It's a bit annoying noticing that everyone's staring at your pretty tits."
You feel your cheeks flush and quickly you go for the kimono. He doesn’t have to tell you which one is, since there's only one on the whole floor, and it’s ridiculously big. You put it on, and it looks more like a blanket than a kimono, but you don’t complain even though it’s a bit uncomfortable to wear. «It's worse than being naked».
"SUKUUUU!" Mahito screams from afar when he finally sees Sukuna, who had been missing for a whole hour.
"Are you drunk again, idiot?"
"Nah, I'm not." he let out a hiccup. "Who's the one next to you, Suku? I can't see her well; everything’s spinning, ig" he says, hiccuping again.
You cover your nose with your sleeve because the smell of alcohol is unbearable.
"Oh Suku, don’t tell me you’ve slept with her! I'm so proud you decided to let loose a bit at the end." he says enthusiastically, patting you on the back.
"Don't be an asshole, and stop calling me like that. We're leaving now."
"Leaving? Y're leaving; I'm staying, I didn't finished here." he says with a smile.
"Whatever." Sukuna rolls his eyes. "Let's go." he says it to you.
You don’t say anything but obey. Once outside, you realize you've been in that place for a long time. Again, you feel tears welling up.
"Sir, let me go. You saw what I went through in there, and you were very kind to rescue me," you say through sobs. "Don’t do anything to me and let me go home."
Sukuna suddenly stops and turns to look at you. At that moment, you feel a shiver.
"You said you’d do anything, right? You haven’t done anything for me, yet."
"Yes, but what could someone like me offer you?"
"Actually, nothing. You’re a pain in the ass to me, but something tells me you could be useful." he admits with a smile.
You don’t answer him but look at the ground instead.
You both stay silent for several minutes, which feel like hours to you. Your feet ache, y’re hungry, and y’re tired about this shit—you just want to go home and cry until you can’t anymore.
You enter what seems to be some kind of temple. You had never noticed this place before, but you don’t mind and continue following Sukuna with your head down.
He guides you into what looks like a kind of hall and tells you to sit wherever. You do so, still in silence.
You can’t help but fidget with your leg out of nerves; you’ve just followed without question a curse that looks like it could eat you at any moment. But on the other hand, this curse just saved you from your ex. Maybe he didn't do it for you, but he saved you, and that’s what matters.
You hear footsteps approaching where you are, and soon you realize it’s Sukuna. He appears to be holding clothes your size.
"Here, put this on. I want my kimono back, and I don’t wanna you to like be around here naked."
"Thank you so much." you say quietly.
"Are you really grateful to me?" he asks with a playful tone.
You nod shyly.
Sukuna doesn’t know why, but something about you piques his curiosity, and he’s interested in continuing to play with you.
"Is there somewhere I can change?"
"No." lies.
You feel he’d give you the same answer if you asked if he could close his eyes, so you just quickly get dressed under Sukuna’s curious look. The clothes are ugly, you’d say very ugly. They look more like modified sacks meant to function as clothing, but they cover your whole body, and that’s enough for you.
"You look ridiculous." he admits. "But underneath that, there's a pretty body, so it doesn’t matter."
All you can do is feel your cheeks heat up. You don’t know why, but Sukuna makes you feel nervous, not in the same way your ex did.
It's early morning, and you wake up screaming with tears in your eyes. You feel your heart racing and you don’t even know where you are. It takes you a while to calm down and remember that you’re still in the place Sukuna brought you. He had let you sleep wherever you wanted, and you had decided to sleep in what you thought was a hall.
Now that you know where you are, you feel more relaxed, but your face is still cover in tears.
You’d had another stupid nightmare. This always happened to you and you were tired of this situation.
You get up not really knowing what to do until you realize you can leave. You feel kinda dumb for not having thought of it before.
You try to locate yourself in the big place and momentarily think y’re lost until you see the door you had entered before. You try to open it, but it seems someone else's trying to do the same. You step aside, scared and ready to defend yourself, but you see that the person entering is the guy who was with Sukuna, the same one who tried to flirt with you at the cafe.
Mahito gets scared when he sees you, but then realizes who you are.
"Am I hallucinating, or are you really here?"
"I’m here."
"Wow, up close y’re much prettier." he says, hiccuping.
He’s about to touch your cheek but feels someone grab his hand tightly.
"What the hell are you doing?" Sukuna asks behind you.
This time, you’re the one who gets scared, as you hadn’t noticed his presence until now.
"Sukuuu!"
"And y’re still drunk." he says, clearly annoyed. "Coming back at this hour and waking up everyone. Mahito, give me a good reason to not to kill you right here."
"We have guests." Mahito replies, pointing at you. "And she seemed like she wanted to leave."
As soon as you hear that, you give Mahito a look that says: "C'mon, seriously?"
"Oh, is that true?" Sukuna asks, stroking your shoulders.
You tense up at this small gesture.
"Maybe your guest is not very comfortable, you should treat her better."
"Yes, I should..." Sukuna agrees, whispering.
"I’m going to sleep, or keep drinking." he says as if he hasn’t drink enough. "Good night, or good morning? I don’t know." Mahito's about to say another nonsense, but Sukuna, tired of listening to him, orders him to leave.
Once again, Sukuna and you are alone, and once again, you feel a strange sense of nervousness. You feel like he’s devouring you with his eyes, and the worst part is, you think you want him to do that.
"So, my guest was trying to escape?" he pretends to be offended. "Have I not been good enough for my guest to try to leave?"
"I’m sorry sir, I... I couldn’t sleep and... I don’t know, I’m really sorry."
It seems Sukuna’s eyes light up seeing you so nervous. He’s eager to see more of your reactions, so he continues with the situation.
"Wanting to leave without thanking me..." he whispers, stroking your cheek and sending a shiver down your spine.
"I really don’t know what I can do for you, sir."
"You know what you can do." he says, putting one of his fingers on your lips.
Your breathing is heavy. You don’t know what part about Sukuna makes you feel this way. Just a couple of hours ago, you were terrified and only wanted to die, but now...
"I think that stupid potato sack y’re wearing seems really annoying, don’t you think so? You can start thanking me by taking it off."
"I’m not sure about thar, sir."
"Ha, y’re still calling me sir, that's cute." he smiles. "Maybe Mahito was right." he whispers as he tries to remove your clothes, but you stop him.
You can’t actually physically stop him, but Sukuna stops to see if you have something to say.
"No, not here."
"Not here?"
"I want a more private place, sir."
"Call me Sukuna." he replies, lifting you and adjusting you in his four arms.
You cling to him tightly as if Sukuna might drop you at any moment, but he doesn’t.
He keeps walking until you see a large black wooden door. He opens it, and you see what seems to be Sukuna’s room.
"Is it more private here?"
But you don’t answer. Y’re still processing the really weird situation. Are you really about to do it with a curse?
"Sweety, don't make me repeat myself."
"Yes, I suppose it's fine." you finally reply, softly.
He gently leaves you on his enormous bed. You look around. Everything is, well, too enormous.
"What are you staring at?" he asks playfully. "Does my room have a better view than what's in front of you?"
"I'm sorry, sir." you quickly apologize.
"So cute."
Sukuna moves closer to get on top of you. Your breathing remains slow but steady. You look into his eyes and can see desire in them. But not just any desire: he genuinely enjoys this situation.
He starts by removing that annoying clothing, leaving you with only a pair of pink panties. Sukuna watches you to see if you're about to cry, but as you remain silent, he continues. With his four arms, he touches your entire body (which is not a very complicated task for him), and once again, you feel a shiver.
His breathing starts to quicken. Literally right now all he wants is to make you cry, but from pleasure. He wants to destroy every part of you and make your pussy fit the shape of his cock.
It had been a long time since someone made him feel this way, and that a simple human was the one who awakened that desire in him again, is a shame for the king of curses. But right now that's not a concern, he seems more focused on wanting to make you scream his name until y're hoarse.
He begins to kiss the areas of your breasts where there are wounds, causing you to let out occasional soft whimpers of pain. First, he kisses you gently to help you get used to the sensation, but Sukuna isn't a patient person, and he quickly moves onto licking your nipples while his free hands caress your waist and legs.
You continue to let out occasional moans, and y're so embarrassed that you cover your mouth. This annoys Sukuna, who wants to keep hearing you, so he moves your hands away from your mouth and places them on either side of your head.
"What are you doing?" he asks, but you don't answer.
You avoid making eye contact.
"Are you so embarrassed, princess?" he asks, forcing you to look at him.
The only free hand he has left plays near your pussy in the meantime.
"Ugh, s-sir, not there."
"Oh, does this make you answer?" asks curiously, getting his fingers even closer。
"S-sir, please."
"I told you to call me Sukuna." he says before suddenly sticking his fingers into your pussy.
"M-mgh!"
He keeps exploring your walls while you can't stop moaning.
With your hands still restrained, you bite your lip until it bleeds to stop more moans to escape from your mouth. Sukuna notices this, and while he doesn't stop masturbating you, he kisses you, forcing your mouth open. He pulls away suddenly when he feels a bit in his tongue.
"What was that, bae?"
"I-I think I'm about to, mgh, come. Si... S-Sukuna please, remove your f-fingers."
But instead of listening to you, he puts his mouth on your pussy and this time he masturbates you with his tongue—his cocks are about to burst, and he can't wait to fill both of your holes with his cum.
"Sukuna, what are you doing?!" you exclaim, holding his hair.
You feel tears falling down your cheeks.
"Not that plac-!" but you can't finish your sentence.
Your back hunches as you let out a loud moan.
"That was a very loud one." he says playfully, but you can only see him with teary eyes from the shame you feel.
You just came in a course's mouth. What were you doing?
"W-we're done, aren't we? I can go now..." you say, trying to get up, but Sukuna pushes you back onto the bed and turns you around.
Now he has a very good view of your back and ass.
"Are we done? You were the only one who came, right? I haven't done it yet, and I don't think my two cocks can't wait anymore."
Did you hear right? Two? Did he said two?
Two of his arms hold your back firmly while with the other he begins to masturbate, seeing the liquid still falling from your pussy. You can't do anything but tremble and feel ashamed. You don't want to admit it, but deep down y're just as impatient as he is. He had made you forget about all the shit you had been through until now, and you want him to keep it that.
"S-Sukuna..."
"You better not say my name like that if you don't want me to destroy you right now." he says letting out a gasp. "I'm holding back 'cuz I don't wanna hurt you."
The force with which he holds your waist keeps increasing. His finger marks will surely stay on your skin, but you don't care.
You keep moving, impatient to feel his cock entering and leaving you again and again, but of course, y're not going to tell him that.
"Sweetheart, I don't think I can be like this for a long time. Can I put it inside you?"
You feel too embarrassed to answer, but Sukuna takes your silence as a yes.
As soon as you feel his cock, you immediately let out a loud moan, quickly biting your lips again.
"Oh my, this is so good. Make your pussy keep squeezing like this." Sukuna feel like he's losing his mind whenever he takes out his cock to put it back in even deeper.
"Sukuna, please s-slow down." your hands are gripping the bed sheet, which is the only thing you can hold onto right now.
But Sukuna is too focused on listening to the smacking noise he makes as his balls hit your ass over and over again to understand what y're saying.
"Hey Y/N, I already told you to not use your teeth" he complains separating his dick from your mouth.
How long have you been like this? How many times have you come already? You don't know exactly the time, but you feel like it's already morning, and Sukuna's still determined to continue because "he hasn't come enough."
When you heard him saying two, you indeed heard right. You were able to find out when, while he was fucking your pussy, you felt him also put something else in your ass.
You nod in silence, with your red cheeks, unable to look him in his eyes because of the embarrassment you feel, but apparently that bothers Sukuna a lot.
"What do I tell you when I ask you something, Y/N?" he says grabbing your chin to force you to look into his eyes. "Look at me, that's what I tell you." he answers his own question when he sees that y're still in silence.
"S-sorry." is the only thing you can say.
"Open your mouth, sweetheart." he orders you before putting his dick back in your mouth. "And be more careful this time, okay sweety?" he asks, stroking your hair as he watches you making an effort to make him feel good.
You try to suck him like he asks, but you feel like you're choking and running out of air every time you try to go deeper.
With your free hands you masturbate his other dick—both were so red from having come so much.
“Y/N” he calls you while trying to push you away again. "I'm about to come, you don't want me to do it in your mouth, do you?" he asks, but you continue sucking him awkwardly. “Fuck” he says between moans, grabbing your face and forcing his cock in as far as it will go.
After a few seconds you feel a thick liquid on your tongue, and that's when you pull away. You start coughing a lot, which worries Sukuna.
"Damn, did I go too far? I'm sorry" he apologizes quickly, but you wave your hand trying to tell him not to worry. "Anyway, why did you do that?"
"It's my way to apologize." you say when you stop coughing.
"So you did that because you thought I was angry?"
"Ujum." y're about to add something more, but you see that both of his dicks have become as hard as before. "Why are you...?"
"Oh sweety, you don't know what a monster you've woken up with what you just said."
And, with that phrase, you know that you won't be able to leave his bedroom for a long time.
— a/n: i definitely don't know how to write smut, i need someone to take away my internet.
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Oh you and your friend make some interesting points about why Bruce adopting Dick so late in his life was a problem. It’s something writers clearly didn’t take into account when the trying to make this scene work while also not letting go of the not being adopted thing plot line while also trying to have their cake too by having Dick and Bruce makeup and finally having Dick be adopted by Bruce.
I know the writer writing Protugal wanted it to be a touching moment between the two of them. But the problem is it isn’t about what Dick wants and it written in a way where Bruce while has good intention offering him the adoption papers, he doesn’t own up to the fact he caused this issue in the first place if I am remembering correctly although I will have double check and reread that scene so take my statement with a grain of salt. Poor communication is truly the worst emery of them all and cough comic book writers loving to hammer in unnecessary drama and conflict even if makes no bloody sense at times or take into account how it effect the characters going forward.
The thing about what is a good Batman writer is not necessarily if they nail Bruce Wayne and Batman as a whole but rather if they care about Robin as a concept or even like characters Dick Grayson in general. Same goes to Nightwing writers as well you can absolutely love Dick Grayson but do you actually understand Bruce Wayne as a character and are you willing to explore that aspect of their relationship Ie father/son. (Then again some of Nightwing writers do him so bloody dirty it’s honestly mind boggling to me.)
Another thing to think about is how most modern day writers and even some of older best writers from back in day of Batman is that they refuse to let him be wrong or admit he has messed up. Like my god, I like Bruce as character I really do but it’s so frustrating to see how he is treated in modern books like my god just stop the drama already with his family, I’m tired of Batman being regressed to his younger less mature self mentality and acts like he has learned nothing. Why is it so hard to just let him be a flawed but well meaning dad who yes messes up sometimes but is willing to get better and grow as a person because at the end of the day he truly cares about his children.
My problem with Richard getting adopted as an adult is well mainly with how it was handled. It never about what Dick wants if it was the writers would have made Bruce apologise for his failing as a father to him and make it so it’s up to Richard if he decides to forgive him or not because let’s be honest Bruce hurt his eldest son by his selfish actions but Bruce should also just be honest with him about he has always seen him as a son maybe not at first but it grew into that overtime and that he was wrong for assuming how Dick felt about being adopted and should have done sooner in fact he should have done around the same time as Jason. Again he should have done the minute or at least offered it when he and Dick had a heart to heart in the Marv wolf man run at Donna wedding but I don’t know. You know what amusing about his run is before this story was made he refer to Dick as Bruce adopted child early in his run which is an interesting thing to think about or maybe I misremember and it was a different writer altogether. OvO’)
Or maybe we can just skip all the stupid drama of adopting or no adopting bs and just have Bruce adopt Richard as a young teen which gives Dick enough time to think about it and probably change his mind. It also gives them time to bond as father and son, now I am not asking for Bruce to be a perfect father figure mistakes will happen as he learns what it means to be a father figure to Dick. Like come on give me fun and compassionate Batman please I miss him like geez why are the writers afraid to just let Bruce grow and move on from his past to some extent.
Another to get off my chest with DC is well isn’t time to just retire the whole ward thing because it not really used anymore and might as well change to Dick being a foster child because that is what he is. Like the 2004 cartoon The Batman made this change to just that. Like I get Ward is historically important to Richard but I don’t know. Another thing I wish for is just to let Dick be adopted earlier at this point because the drama of not being adopted is just hurting both Dick and Bruce as characters at this point.
When you could instead be focusing on why Dick wanting space and independence from Bruce like how his parenting style can be quite old fashioned the strict yet overprotective father figure and how he shows his love through his actions rather then his words. You could also explore how Bruce being a dad with a mental health issue aka ptsd, being kind of a control freak and suffer from self loathing issues and how he thinks he never be a good enough parent to his adopted soon. Effects Dick development and how Dick felt like over-coddled and suppressed by Bruce being overprotective and at times being super critical of his decisions as a young teen and young adult.
Honestly what frustrating about Tom Tyler run of Nightwing is that the scene with Dick and Bruce in the bat cave is so good but the problem is it is not earned because Tom Tyler hasn’t really taken the time to explore Dick’s and Bruce’s relationship as father and son or having the balls to actually explore the nuances of it and gasp let Dick call Bruce out on where he has hurt him and that Bruce needing to take responsibility for his actions as father.
This is why I hate when people say they aren’t father and son or god damn family because one it makes it out Bruce actions aren’t as bad because they’re just “coworkers/partners” which just gross to me and also takes away Richard agency and why he repels so heavily against Bruce and why he is so upset about not being adopted you can’t just sit there and tell me they’re not family because it’s simply not true because this effects Richard heavily because in his mind he thought he wasn’t good enough to be Bruce’s son and felt replaced. Literally Eldest feeling replaced by the new baby sibling coded right there.
Another thing, I feel people will have come and accept about superhero comics mostly by Marvel and DC is well they’re kinda like fairy tales in a way, writers giving their own spin and takes on the world and the characters that function within it. They only things that keep them connected is how characters themselves and if they develop and grows carries over or sticks within that part of the lore. I also feel that writers are afraid to take big risks like changing how Dick Grayson became Nightwing even though they’re already one or two versions where it doesn’t lead to him fighting with Bruce and getting fired.
Now I am not saying ignore canon completely but I feel you’re at the mercy of the writers or eras of comic book runs and I think people should pick the writers they like rather try to stitch all these different takes and continuities together. Then again, I guess it doesn’t help that most media has Batman alone and completely disregard the concept of Robin or his found family in general and that honestly such a shame because Robin aka Dick Grayson is the reason Batman comics stayed alive for so alive for so long, hell he was created even before blooming Alfred.
Which leads to final point this whole thing about Dick Grayson not being adopted, has made so that is all is ever talked about. Who Dick Grayson the character like what are his goals who he is like yes he relationship with his father figure is important as it what lead him to this pathway and wether he likes or not he can quite similar to Bruce in terms of his beliefs and parts of his personality but also what about his friends the titans or his journey into adulthood and he finds himself that’s more interesting to me. Modern writers what are you doing with Richard he has so much potential and yet it feels like they have no idea on what they want to do with. No more Tony Zuuco no more changing to his backstory leave it alone please it’s fine how it is there is no reason to make it more complicated and by doing that you take away how the parallel between Bruce and Dick backstories 👏👏👏Hot take I know.
Also, there is nothing wrong with wanting to write Dick and Bruce patching up their relationship as father and son, I love Bruce being a good dad that is trying to best despite being mentally ill himself. But keep in mind how you go about writing Bruce and make sure he faces consequences for his decisions and actions as a parental figure to Dick Grayson and his other children.
Oh wow sorry for making another kinda essay in your ask box again. 😅 (Hmm, I could talk about how Dick parents and his lifestyle at the circus effect his personality and how his flaws were already there before Bruce took him in but that probably for another time ha ha.
Anyway, that is enough of my rambles and inner never ending thought of this complicated father and son duo.
Hey, thanks for sharing your thoughts! I personally can agree with a lot that you're saying.
The problem when it comes to writing Dick and Bruce is that their characters are so old that many of the things from the earliest comics would be very different if one wants to write them in a more modern era. But many writers seem to choose to keep things (despite also changing things that are actually alright and should be left alone, but, oh, well...)
I mean, I don't think the drama of Bruce not being able to adopt is all that bad. For example, in one of the origins, there was woman, Sister Mary, who took care of Dick during his time at the orphanage. She mentions doubting Bruce's capabilities as a father because of his reputation as a womanizer, but that she was convinced she'd be good for Dick after talking with him in private.
They could still use this conflict in modern era and how his image as the playboy billionaire could influence the jury's decision to only give him custody of Dick as his new guardian rather than his adoptive father. Plus (I don't remember if it was in the same origin or not) Dick at the beginning wasn't fully ready to have a 'replacement' for his dad, so Bruce would respect that and accept the responsibility as his guardian.
However, here's where I'd say that they screw up; they let the years pass, no mention of adoption whatsoever (despite both clearly growing to see each other as father and son, respectively) and they just leave it at that until, check this out! Jason is adopted! I would assume now the jury is okay with letting him adopt a child because he's proven himself by taking care of Dick all these years. But, yeah, actually, back to Dick, what about him, then?
I don't believe for a second nobody would bring up the adoption issues. Like, if not Bruce or Dick (maybe because they're both afraid of being rejected by the other if they bring it up) why not Alfred? He's not shy about voicing his thoughts to Bruce, and I'm sure he could convince him to have a chat with Dick about a possible adoption because Dick is only getting older and one day it'll be too late to ask.
(Except not apparently because DC wrote Bruce asking a Dick in his early twenty's if he can adopt him which is definitely not late at all! Not to mention they had the first real conversation about adoption years ago, but Bruce just ignored Dick clears desires to be adopted and only brought it up when he thought it was the right time because why make a father that cares also about his son's emotions, am I right?
It just feels like a cheap compensation for all the years they (specially Dick) waited to become an official family. So what if the bond is more important? Maybe Dick wanted the reassurance that no matter what he would still be Bruce's family without meaning the end of their relationship everytime he left the manor to make a life for himself, is that so wrong?)
And it just makes Bruce look so bad when someone comes up with the excuse that "Dick didn't want to be adopted so Bruce was only respecting his wishes". Well, of fucking course he didn't want to get a new father a few weeks after he saw his dad's bloody corpse laying on the floor of the circus! But years later? When he's already learnt to deal with the grief and has found a new family in these two older men that chose to take care of him? What excuse does Bruce have then to not have ever brought it up again? The only 'excuse' I could think of is that he was insecure that he wouldn't be a good father to Dick (or as good as Jhon Grayson) or, as I mentioned before, afraid of being rejected. But this isn't just about him!! And as the adult in the situation he needs to save those feelings for later and communicate with Dick first without coming to any assumptions. What will change from the current relationship, anyway? Other than the security that Bruce can't just get rid of Dick whenever he wants since he's just his guardian and he can pass the responsibility to anyone else which sounds a lot more like a plus to me than a negative change.
And Bruce himself said "it doesn't really change anything" when he gave Dick the papers, so it really was a non-issue since the beginning.
I get he can have doubts and insecurities, but when it's between putting your feelings first or the ones of the child you're raising, I think the decision should come pretty easily. (Not to Bruce, apparently)
So, yeah, if DC really wanted, they could just change the early years again (we know they can, they've done it enough times already) and make Dick Bruce's officially adopted son during his Robin years and fix the whole issue very easily.
Now, I wanted to address the part about Bruce's parenting and DC not letting him develop and grow as both a character and a father, but I don't want to make this too long and you already said enough about the topic, so I'll leave it at that.
(also, would definitely love to hear about your thoughts on Dick's upbringing at the circus and how his issues began from his early childhood and not everything was for Bruce's influence. I have my own thoughts about that and it'd be great to discuss them with you)
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us election in ffxiv terms
I've seen a few people trying to paint Kamala Harris as Wuk Lamat, and I think that's an incorrect assessment. Wuk Lamat would have been closer to AOC running for election the first time - qualified, but had to prove herself by winning.... and she did.
No, the current US election is the choice between Lord Vauthry and Admiral Merlwyb.
Lord Vauthry
Nepo Baby. Daddy was rich and powerful so he inherited rule automatically. Elections? There is no such thing. Who needs democracy when you have stability?
Authoritarian. Follow his rules and obey, and be safe. Defy him, and get fed to the fishes.
Sometimes articulate. Sometimes descends into toddler temper tantrums.... considering he still has the husk of his infant toddler human self lodged in his armpit, that's not surprising.
Has no real vision for the future, just wants to stay in power because he believes the world is ending, and so do his people.
Also wants to stay in power to protect himself above all.
Doesn't understand what is wrong with him his entire life.
Let the poor eat meol.
if you're not part of the 1%, you're a slave and he doesn't care about you.
He loves the poorly educated. They will never question him.
Picked his right hand man because there wasn't anyone else really good for the job. He's not actually scared of Ranjit Vance but Ranjit is now just as enthralled as anyone else and can't say no to him even if he wanted to.
Admiral Merlwyb
Pirate's daughter professor's daughter but climbed into politics under her own merits
Looks younger than she is
Experienced, veteran politician now with 20 years of service
Will be the first to admit she's made some mistakes, but has grown and learned her lessons from them
Wants to protect her nation's interests, but will rise to the needs of global problems when required
Allows dissent among the citizens and open criticism of her rule without fear of retaliation
Figured out a solution to keep the pirate crews in check by making them official privateers and giving them free reign to loot the Empire. Tricky problems require tricky solutions. Are they perfect? No. But they're better than anarchy.
Surrunds herself with genuinely good advisors, instead of sycophants. Picked former pirate Eynzahr Slafyrsyn Governor Tim Walz as her right hand man because she knew she needed someone to help her come up with creative solutions to those tricky problems.
Certified badass. Kamala Harris can crack an egg one handed, Admiral Merlwyb can shoot a gun one handed.
Anyway, the choice is pretty clear to me. I know which badass lady pirate I'd rather have in charge of my ship for the next four years.
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I Can't Love You
TW- Slight Nsfw, Cursing, jealousy, MENTION OF SH!, regret, referenced rejection, Cheating? WC- 1236 AN- Enjoy. Hope it was worth the wait
One person can only have one soulmate. That’s what the rules say.. That’s what should be possible. So why did Asher have a matching tattoo with Milo? His best friend. The one he knew better than anyone. Milo already had his mate. Why was he matching with him? Why was he cursed like this? He wanted nothing but the best for his friend. The one he wanted to love.. The one he wanted everything with..
Yet he was forced to watch him be happy with someone else. Someone who also shared the same tattoo. Someone who loved him just as much as he did. Is it wrong he wanted to be in their spot? Is it wrong he wished that was him? Wanting to hold him when he’s down. To kiss his bruises when he’s hurt. To slowly undress him and tell him everything he loved about his short stature
To imagine his body, under him.. Making all those noises.. Those thoughts were taken away by the one he was with. The one he called sweetheart. The one who had all his heart. He wanted to be his sweetheart. He longed to be them. And all he was forced to was watch from the sidelines. His heart burned, every time he saw them together.
The marking they shared burned every time he saw them together.
Asher grabbed his shoulder. He wished the mark would disappear. It was a constant reminder of what he couldn’t have. A reminder of what he lost. He wanted to rip it off. Maybe if he scratched his skin raw enough it would disappear. He wanted to disappear.. What was the point if he couldn’t be with the one he was meant to be with?
But that's not how it works it just stays. It would never be that easy and he knew that. He let go of his shoulder. No point in beating a dead horse am I right? If there was no point in beating one why did it hurt so much? His best friend had found the love of his life. And here he was crying about it. Why couldn’t he be happy for him?
Why did loving him hurt so much? The man he grew up with and slowly fell in love with. Maybe if he just said how he felt all those years ago. That night Milo asked to speak to him. Why was he so concerned with what the others would think? He would’ve been happy. He would’ve had Milo.. His soulmate. Fuck what everyone else thought.
But he was a kid. Who’d rather hurt his best friend than deal with the consequences of dating inside the pack. and there was no changing the past. He is only learning to deal with the consequences that came from the choices he made. And he was supposed to be here for his friend. It was their housewarming party.
He knew how important something like this was to him. He never had the stability for a place like this. And this was a big step for him. He needed all his friends to be here with him. And his.. Mate. Asher could feel his heartbreak as he referred to them as his mate. He moved his head from the steering wheel. He was already here, he just needed to drop off the gift; come up with some lame-ass excuse, and leave. And cry on the way home. He couldn’t be like this every time he wanted to see Milo. he reached into the back of his truck to grab the gift.
The gift itself was wrapped in dull purple paper with an oddly placed matching bow. However, the gift itself was a photo. The photo was taken just before Gabe's death. They even got the resident troublemaker to join in. It was a nice photo a happy photo. The frame surrounding said photo was a hand-carved hyacinth frame. Painted black to hide any mistakes made.
As if Asher's bandaged ring finger didn’t state that enough. The gift had come from a place of regret and selfishness. Though Asher would never admit it to himself. He opened the door to his truck as he was making his way towards the door. He didn’t see David’s car anywhere. Guess he didn’t get here yet.
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Milo looked around. Where did ash go? He just saw him. He went around asking the guess asking where Ash went. But no one knew.. Maybe he stepped outside? If that’s so no one here is good at finding any fucking body. He sighed and walked outside. Lo and behold nothing.. He should have known inviting him was a bad idea.
Maybe part of him hoped he had moved on. Hoped he had grown, and found someone else. But Asher can be stubborn and so could he. Milo took a seat on the porch, Asher was always good at hiding his true feelings but never that good. The longing glances.. Short-sighted glares. It doesn’t take a genius to see he was still in love. Still in love. Still in love with his technical soulmate..The one person whose heart he broke.
I Can’t Love You
Those words still haunted his dreams. Even in the happy relationship he has, there are nights when he can’t help but wonder what he and Asher could have been. What their relationship could have been if Asher didn’t say those words? He would get to wake up to the image of Ash every day. And comfort him through his worst.
But he doesn’t get that option. Asher made that choice for him… no they both were screwed over when the universe gifted them these magical scars. He placed his hand on his chest. The marking that's supposed to tell you that’s your person. The one you grow old with, the one you can hold in the cold. Undress in the evening. To place kisses up and down their body.
And he wanted that. With asher.. He loved his sweetheart but his heart would always belong to Asher. The one he fell for first. The one he couldn’t love. The one he would have waited for. The one he would still wait for. But for now, he was content sitting on the sidelines. He’d wait till Asher came around. Even if it meant ruining what he had now.
He knew that they knew. They knew they would never have his heart. Maybe a little but never fully. And he hated that he let things get this far. But there was no point now. They had a home together. They slept together. They killed a shade. They survived the worst night of their lives together. They did everything he wanted to do with Ash. well maybe not the worst night part.
But his point stands. He will never love his partner as he loves much as he loves his true soulmate. And maybe that made him a bad person. No.. that made him a bad person and he knew it. He let go of his chest. He had a party to get back to. Maybe when the time is right.. He’ll take that last risk. Forget what he had. And run into his arms, and just kiss him so hard. But for now, he can’t do that. All he could do was tell himself
‘’ I can’t love you.. Because loving you hurts too much. ‘’
#redacted audio#redacted milo#redacted asher#soulmate au#soulmate trope#redacted sweetheart#redacted david#can you tell where my hyper fixation went?#it got nicer towards the end#redacted darlin
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So I’ve seen a few posts and felt the need to respond because what. The. Fuck. Why is it to defend Colin you need to tear down Penelope?
There is obvs a lot of discourse going around about the ‘entrapment’ comment and honestly I don’t have an issue with it. He is hurt and lashing out. Someone else posted that when you are best friends you know exactly how to hit eachother where it hurts and that’s what they both did Penelope with her Colin LW takedown and him with this comment. That doesn’t mean they don’t love one another if anything the opposite.
However some people in their defence of Colin have been acting like their first time together was a planned entrapment to get pregnant by Penelope because she knew if she didn’t he would have left her?! I’m sorry what?! Did we watch the same show? Like Penelope isn’t an evil mastermind she is a 19 year old girl who had to develop an alter ego to feel seen by those closest to her and who just found out the love of her life feels the same after saying ew no thanks the season before. Then fulfills her wildest hero fantasy’s saving her from portia and shows her “pleasure she never thought possible”. Not to mention the overwhelming fear she feels of loosing the only person she has left she feels close too. So was she wrong not to tell him right away. Yes obviously. But 1. The writers obvs weren’t going to do that for the sake of drama. 2. She didn’t plan to get banged and knocked up on a couch she didn’t even know how it bloody worked and was swept away with her overwhelming feelings same as him. Seeing as they BOTH KNOW you should not be banging before ya wedding in 1815.
She try’s to give up her true passion in life of writing to spare him the hurt(misguided but his own sister told her to do the same!) then is constantly apologising from the minute he finds out, doesn’t ever downplay his feelings and when she sees the impact her secret has on her new family she puts her head on the chopping block of the queen AND THEN OFFERS HIM AN OUT WITH THE ANULLMENT and the risk of being ruined and pregnant alone(not convinced she knew before the butterfly ball) What more do you want?
In the same way Colin takes time understands his feelings and learns to accept every side of pen and support her not save her. And makes a beautiful and honest confession of love admitting his envy and understanding Pens love for him is as unconditional for him as his is for her.
Which is whyyyy it was so important that the LW secret came out because it knocked both of them off each others pedestals and to see the not perfect lovey dovey side of eachother so that they can build back up to form a very real kind of relationship.
The idea that one of them is the villain is ridiculous and something I see so much online. It’s a hero/villian blame game. Instead of 2 young people who love eachother more than anything else but make mistakes along the way. Ultimately they know their love is worth fighting for. And that’s all that matters.
I’ve 100% come around on part 2 now and can understand it a lot better. I would still love those extra scenes of reconciliation which I feel would have balanced the angst better however we can live in hope series 4 will have that in spades. Same as the adorable kathony scenes(would have loved more of these tbh but Johnny schedule is packed, love this man being booked and busssy)!
#polin#bridgerton s3#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton#colin x penelope#colin bridgerton#luke newton#nicola coughlan#penelope bridgerton
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Hi can I request you to do a fic for a werewolf reader with Schneider and they've been friends for a long time but both of them don't want to take the next step.
𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚔𝚎𝚢 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 🤨 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚐𝚘!!
🅆🄰🅁🄽🄸🄽🄶🅂🚨: assuming stuff about his past, longing, hookups mentioned.
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By "have been friends for a long time" I hope you mean childhood friends. But not like since diapers. Y'all have known each other since high school.
It was weird at first. He was pretty much a prodigy while you were a weakling with too much gut.
But that's what he liked about you. Your motivation to not give up even though you have probably fractured 4 ribs.
You see, at that point in his life. His powers had become stagnant. He tried to be patient but he just couldn't figure out what was wrong. What it his posture? Was his core just weak? Was his flow pathway just a little off?
He couldn't figure it out. And around that time, you arrived in his life. Stronger than anyone around but him. And since you're quite a competitive person, you faced him head on.
And faced the consequences, that being a month in bed. People said he went easy on you, he probably did, not that he'd admit it.
But since then you've been following him around, bothering him to fight you again. Which he found immensely annoying. But you didn't care. He was a goalpost in your eyes now. You just had to win, at least once.
But he wouldn't budge either, always dodging your attempts, ignoring you whenever you tried to rile him up.
That is when, one day, you accidentally walked in on him training and then venting his frustration out on nearby furniture.
You put 2 and 2 together and walked away, coming up with a plan to get your way.
The next day you approached him with a proposal, which was, you'd help him pin point one of his mistakes and in exchange you want a duel.
He gave you the most nastiest side eye ever and then agreed. Seemed like he had given up on trying on his own.
That day, afternoon, you and him sat down on the cold tiles of the secluded rooftop that was his training spot.
And to his surprise, that little pointer from you about the way he closed his fist while punching, really helped out. He was baffled by the difference he felt immediately after implementing your corrections. He was left staring at his fist as you leaned on the rails and chastised him for not actually learning any martial arts and only relying on his ability. "No wonder ya built like a twig. "
And then you tapped on his shoulder, reminding him of your deal and told him to get ready.
30 minutes later, you're bloodied up and heaving on the floor as he's standing while clutching his stomach. It's clear who won. You walk away, bitter as you mumble "I'll get ya next time son of a bitch. "
And he felt as if he'd never seen a more beautiful person before. It's as if time had slowed down, he can't help but stare as you hurl insults and promises of his defeat. He smirks, a bit crooked from the warmth rising up to his ears, "looking forward to it. "
It's your turn to blush as you huff and scamper out.
And the rest was history.
✰He really loves to cuddle with you. Especially using your tail as a pillow. Like it's so big and fluffy? It's literally the best. Gets really snappy when you run off mid nap time cause his face gets met with the cold harsh ground.
✰Only ever started to be interested in getting buff after he noticed that you seem to have a taste for muscular men. Especially when you gush to him about this random handsome man you met in the grocery store who's arms were to die for... Your words, not his.
✰A little far into your friendship, he'll eventually realize his feelings for you, but by that time, you'll likely be in a relationship.
✰and when you're single again, he's in a relationship.
✰and when you're both single, either one of you guys are not looking for one, mostly him. Cause that's around the time when he starts to get real serious with his training.
✰you guys have probably hooked up once when you were in college and shit faced drunk. Both of you don't remember anything, you just know it happened cause both of you were naked in bed.
✰You guy's communication skills are shit. Literal shit. Like all you guys do is bicker and play fight and build misunderstanding on misunderstanding as if it's a game of Jenga.
✰You guys just never grow out of that silent pining.
✩it's either the time isn't right or either of you doesn't know the other feels the same.
✰And when both of you do know, it's him that runs away.
✰because he doesn't want you to be hurt like almost everyone one of his girlfriends. You've been hunted down a few times too just for being close to him, he doesn't wanna make it worse.
✰sometimes he wishes he'd never had these feelings, that he'd never met you.
✰cause the only thing he really wants to do right now is turn around, run back and hold you close and kiss your sweet lips.. Instead of walking past you like you didn't exist as you gave him an empty stare.
✰maybe you knew that he knew. Maybe you understand. Maybe both of you had come to a silent agreement to ignore the elephant in the room.
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It's almost 2 am rn. This one was bad imo. I'd like to redo or even make more parts of it. Cause I feel like I brought up that "worrying about safety" out of nowhere.
Next part.
#eleceed#eleceed x reader#frame#Schneider#Schneider x reader#werewolf#werewolf reader#Schneider x werewolf reader#requested#eleceed Schneider
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I want love
Summary: Tony thinks he’s not worthy of love.
Written for @tonystarkbingo. Square filled for Round VII: Learning to be loved
Rating: Mature
Pairing: Post CW!Tony Stark x Reader
Warnings: hurt & comfort, assurance, abandonment issues, mentions of depression (implied), PTSD (implied), angst
A/N: So, I’m Team Cap when it comes to CW, but this time I’ll show the other side of the coin.
Inspired by the song “I want love” by Elton John and its video starring RDJ. Lyrics in Italics taken from the song.
I Want Love I want love, but it's impossible A man like me, so irresponsible A man like me is dead in places Other men feel liberated.
He stares out of the window again. A habit he had since the day at the airport.
You don’t know what breaks him more, that his best friend got injured because he fought alongside him, or that his other friends are on the run thanks to him.
That day he came back to the penthouse, with a broken suit on his body, and Captain America’s shield in his hands.
He didn’t say a word. Only dropped the shield to the ground and stepped over it.
You had to help him out of the suit and tend his wounds.
You sigh and place the tray with food on the table. Tony doesn’t react. He keeps on staring out of the window.
“Mr. Stark, you should eat something,” you step toward the window to place your hand on his shoulder. “Whatever is going on in your mind, your body needs food. If you don’t eat, I’ll feed you.”
“You’re an awful personal assistant,” he grunts but gives you a cracked smile when you stand next to him. “Something is coming, I can feel it in my bones.”
“Something or someone?” You question. “Good or evil?”
“Huh?” He dips his head to glance at you. “What do you mean with good or evil?”
“Well, can I buy a new car, or should I wait a little longer? I don’t want to lose another car to an invasion,” you smirk. “You remember the car your friends used to throw at that robot, right?”
“It was Thor, not me.” Tony points out. “Uh-and I offered redemption. You got the job, and a nice office.”
“Yeah, as you destroyed my office and apartment during Loki’s invasion,” you retort, wrinkling your nose.
“We’ve been through a lot together,” he states. “Since that first battle in New York City.”
“I remember the day vividly,” you nod slowly. “You ended up on my desk because one of the aliens threw you through the window of my building. You crashed my desk, taking me with you to protect me when the alien followed you inside the building.”
“You wiggled out of my hold to get the fire extinguisher.” Tony flashes you a smile. “I thought, damn. That woman just attacked an alien using a fire extinguisher.”
“I distracted it long enough for your friend to kill it.” You grin. “It looked as surprised as you did.”
Tony frowns. The friend you are talking about is one of the people he forced to run. Steve Rogers. His friend. Captain America. A fallen hero thanks to Tony.
“Sorry. I know you don’t like talking about them,” you hastily say. It’s no secret Tony tries not to think about the friends he lost because he was too stubborn to admit he was in the wrong.
“He made his decision, and I made mine,” he turns around to walk toward his desk. “Maybe we both made mistakes. But his friend killed my parents.”
“The winter soldier killed your parents,” you correct. “Sergeant Barnes was brainwashed and enslaved at that time. That’s what your friend tried to make you see.”
“You too?” Tony turns around to look at you. He shakes his head and drops his gaze. “You all think I drove the Avengers apart. I can see it in their eyes every day.”
“Who?”
“Every single person I met since Steve and the others are on the run. Not even Fury stayed in touch since Steve is gone,” Tony bitterly admits. “I’m the bad guy in this story.”
“Mr. Stark, you need to eat something,” you softly say. “Sit down and stop overthinking things. Captain Rogers is a grown man and a super-soldier, Agent Romanoff was trained to survive, Ms. Maximoff is so powerful even Gods will learn what fear means in her presence, and Mr. Wilson proved more than once that he can keep up with all of them.”
“Vision believes I don’t know that he sneaks out to meet up with Wanda. And Rhodes, he poorly hides that he keeps tabs on Steve and the others.” He plops down on his chair and hides his face in the palms of his hands.
“They used to be friends,” you gently run your fingers through Tony’s hair. “You don’t stop being friends only because someone tells you so. Even if it’s the government.”
“I just…” He closes his eyes and sighs deeply.
How can he tell one of his employees how he feels since that day?
Steve Rogers, his friend, rammed his shield into his suit and Tony still doesn’t know if Steve only tried to stop him or wanted to kill him.
Now the man he trusted with his life is on the run with his friend. The man killing Tony’s parents. It feels surreal to Tony that Captain America is wanted, and a man like him is still the hero to people.
“I just want things to be…”
“Boss, stop torturing yourself. What’s done is done,” you try to stop Tony from falling into depression again, or that the nightmares return. You’re not against holding Tony at night to calm him, but it’s not in your job description.
“Pepper left me because of my problems.” Tony continues. He sighs again. “Everyone just leaves me. Maybe they believe Steve would’ve been the better choice. They always saw the leader in him, not me. I was only the guy giving all the money to buy the shiny things they need.”
“We all just want to be loved, Mr. Stark,” you speak softly to your boss. “And we all get left once or twice in life. People get their hearts broken all the time. What matters is that we don’t shut people out.”
“I don’t think I can love again. I’m damaged goods. Who would want to love me? I got an arc reactor keeping me alive. I have flaws and issues. My mind is my worst enemy. Genius and crazy inventor at the same time.”
You’re silent for a moment, but your fingers still run through his hair.
“Tony, you need to learn how to be loved. If you cannot open your heart to people again without fearing they’ll leave you, you’re going to end up alone, surrounded by twenty cats.”
I can't love, shot full of holes Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold Don't feel nothing, just old scars Toughening up around my heart
Tony looks at the plate on his desk, filled with all the things he likes. His stomach is empty, but no food in the world can fill the emptiness inside of him. He feels hollow and unsure of how to proceed in the future.
You feel his hesitation, and move your hands to his shoulders, gently kneading the knots out. He relaxes under your touch. “One step after another, Mr. Stark. Everything is going to be better soon.”
“I want things to be simple again. Maybe it wasn’t too bad having meaningless encounters with women and allies. No feelings attached. A single warrior in the sheets and battle.”
But I want love, just a different kind I want love, won't break me down Won't brick me up, won't fence me in I want a love, that don't mean a thing That's the love I want, I want love
“Love and relationships to your conditions won’t work out,” you remind him and grip his shoulders a little tighter. “You know that. If you want people to trust and love you; you must do the first step sometimes.”
I want love on my own terms After everything I've ever learned Me, I carry too much baggage Oh man I've seen so much traffic
“I trust you,” he leans in your touch, allowing you to move your hands to his arms. “You’re the only one left. The only one not asking me what happened between Cap and me.”
“There are always two sides of one coin. Right? No side is right, no side is in the wrong. Two opinions. Two opponents. No winner in the end.”
“I don’t want to end up with twenty cats.”
You chuckle. “I thought you like dogs more.”
“You know what I meant,” he whispers. “What if no one will ever be worthy of my trust again? What if everyone only ever leaves me in the end?”
“You should go home, Y/N,” Tony watches you run your hand over his chest. He had another fallout. In other words, nightmares about his parents’ death, and the fight between him and Steve. “You’ve got a life.”
“I got an apartment at the tower,” you tut. “It’s like one elevator ride away.” He relaxes under your touch. “Once in a while, you should let someone take care of you.”
“Hmm…” He turns his head to look at you. “I still remember how you yelled at me when Thor threw the car at Ultron.”
“I was pissed.”
“You were so angry, yet beautiful. In a scary way.” Tony flashes you a smile.
“I’m scary?”
“That’s all you heard?” He furrows his brows. “I said you are beautiful.”
“And you still owe me that car. It was a classic.”
“It was a Volvo.”
“Hey, I loved that car,” you argue. “It was reliable, and I loved Betsy.”
“You named her?”
“You name all of your AIs.”
“Touché,” he chuckles. “Still, it was a wreck. The new one I got you is much more reliable and prettier.”
“Maybe,” you lie next to Tony to stare up at the ceiling. “How bad will it be?”
“What do you mean?” He asks, watching you.
“Your hunch about something or someone coming. Do you think it’s going to be worse than Loki’s invasion?”
“Worse enough I got the phone Steve sent to me in my pocket all the time. I don’t know if he will answer, but I want to be prepared.”
You roll to your side to rest your head on his chest. Tony lets you. You are no stranger to finding hope and solace in each other. Not in a physical way, but in an emotional way.
“Well, you only know if you call him.” You close your eyes when Tony wraps his arms around you.
While you cling to each other, another vision forces its way into your mind. This time it’s even worse.
Tears spill from your eyes when you must watch Tony fall, surrounded by his friends and allies.
“Worse…” you whisper as Tony drifts into sleep. “So much worse, Tony…”
But I want love, just a different kind I want love, won't break me down Won't brick me up, won't fence me in I want a love, that don't mean a thing That's the love I want, I want love
So bring it on, I've been bruised Don't give me love that's clean and smooth I'm ready for the rougher stuff No sweet romance, I've had enough
A man like me is dead in places Other men feel liberated
But I want love, just a different kind I want love, won't break me down Won't brick me up, won't fence me in I want a love, that don't mean a thing That's the love I want, I want love
I want love, just a different kind I want love, won't break me down Won't brick me up, won't fence me in I want a love, that don't mean a thing That's the love I want, I want love
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𝓢𝓱𝓲𝓹 𝓯𝓸𝓻 @pinezki.
𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒
𝑫𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏
𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐁𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐫! Now, I don't know if you're the type of person who doesn't like Boromir's character - but I am not. I love him. I think he's such a charming man, with big dad energy. He would be the perfect husband for you. I think you have a lot of ambition, and he would completely encourage everything you want to do.
𝑺𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒔
Half-Elf!
Half-elves, particularly those who choose the elven path, become guardians of elven knowledge, lore, and artifacts. They are instrumental in preserving elven culture and history, passing it down to future generations.
𝑷𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓/𝑨𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚
Enhances senses
Immunity to certain diseases
Extended life span
Wisdom and Knowledge: Half-elves inherit the wisdom and knowledge of both elves and humans. They possess a deep understanding of history, languages, and lore, making them highly knowledgeable individuals.
Healing Abilities: Half-elves, particularly those trained in the healing arts, possess healing abilities.
Resistance to Corruption: Half-elves, due to their elven blood, exhibit a certain resilience against the corrupting influences of evil. They can resist the allure and control of dark forces more effectively than regular humans.
Leadership and Influence: Half-elves often possess leadership qualities and the ability to inspire others. They command respect and can rally people to their cause, making them influential figures in the events of Middle-earth.
𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔
Boromir is such a protective partner. He has an ingrained protective instinct towards you, valuing your safety and well-being. He strives to be a source of strength and support for you.
Takes initiative in decision-making and problem-solving. Even though I think you like making decisions, I think it would feel like a load off your shoulders if someone came in and took the responsibility from you
Boromir is one to learn from his mistakes - not run or hide from them. He wants to do better, be better. Don;t worry about an arrogant partner; Boromir acknowledges when he's in the wrong. And likes being open to feedback and self-improvement. He encourages growth and learning within the partnership.
Loves telling you stories of his childhood; especially the embarrassing ones - he doesn't mind being laughed at. Especially by you. He would do anything to see you smile.
Boromir, beneath his warrior exterior, possesses a sensitive and romantic side. To your surprise, he loves lighting candles for a dinner just the two of you (usually you eat dinner with everyone else). But a lot of the time, that can become too much.
Likes to dote on you a lot. This includes physical touch, but also gift giving. Your most cherished gift, is the bracelet he had made for you.
𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈
An Early Sunrise by Randy Edelman
Wolves by Bruno Coulais
Hurricane by Possessed by Paul James
𝑹𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒔
Different Cultures
'You'll Always Fit In With Me.'
"You wear the pants in this relationship" (You) x "oh I wish, I cannot control you at all" (Boromir)
𝑷𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆
Star-crossed lovers
Unbreakable Bond
Sacrifice and Devotion
𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖
He would never really admit it, but Boromir loves that he doesn't know what you're going to do next. Although you do have similarities like understanding responsibility, you love doing things that no one does.
𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅
Legolas! He understands you on a different level than other elves. Not that you encounter a lot of undesirable comments; it's just that being around Legolas makes you feel more like yourself. I also think you would be great friends, like absolute besties, with Éowyn. Both of you are powerhouses in your own right, but together, no one can tell you what to do. Seriously.
𝑾𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆
I think you're a mix between Arwen and Éowyn. Soft, gentle, feminine, yet passionate, open-minded and ready to stand up for what you believe in. You make your own path, you do not follow others nor what others expect of you.
𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒆𝒕
(yes it's a wild animal who decided that YOU were the person it was going to protect forever).
She was hesitant with you, and by the gods, you were even more so. But as she slowly made her way towards you, head bowed. To show that she was no threat, she lay on flat against her stomach and showed you her most senisitve parts. Her paws were nearly as big as your own hands, and when she stood against you, she reached your shoulders.
Boromir was absolutely gobsmacked. No other word for it. He'd never seen a wolf become domestic, a big shaggy beast of a thing. But nothing would stop the wolf from protecting you.
And when Boromir said, "Excuse me but that's my job," your girl snarled!
𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍
𝑫𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏
𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐰𝐢𝐧 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠! Even though he was in love with your sister, (and had children with her), you always loved him. And when the rumours of Rhaenyra's children's paternal line were building, she came to you and asked if you would marry him. To skew the story that Alicent and the Greens told.
But I actually do ship you with Harwin because he has a soft heart. He doesn't punch unless the person deserves it. He's patient, caring and open-minded.
He suits you so so so well.
𝑺𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒔
A younger sister (or a twin sister if you'd like to go down that road?).
As a Targaryen, you have the signature white hair and purple/lilac eyes. Thought of as close to gods, you never let such talk get to your head. You could die just like anyone else.
But what really made you different, was your ability to dragonride. (Oh and that you were a royal???).
𝑷𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓/𝑨𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚
To understand your dragon. To know what they're thinking and they know what you're thinking. Sometimes you think you might be able to warg since you have dreams of flying high above the city, over the green fields and past the dark ocean. All to be back by morning.
𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔
Harwin is taller than you, even if you're wearing heels or boots! It was a shock to actually look up to talk to someone for once. But even if he wasn't taller, there's no reason why you should ever be embarrassed or insecure about your height!!!
Harwin has flown three times, and only once did he not throw up.
It was a shock to everyone when you and Harwin married - at first it was a ruse, a fake relationship to keep your sister and nephews safe. But you began to fall for Harwin. Become protective over him. It wasn't long before he felt the same way. Both of you felt as if you were betraying Rhaenyra. But soon enough ... she had found Daemon.
Sadly enough, you are not able to be around your sister as often as you'd like - the rumour mill would still be turning.
But as a gesture of good faith, Rhaenyra and Harwin made you something to say you are their savour in this: a beautiful necklace.
Harwin loves telling you how much he loves you. He wants you to remember that he's now married to you. You are his life. You are his future.
𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈
Violino by Piero Piccioni (the most romantic song I have ever heard)
True Love's Kiss by James Newton Howard
Scotland by BBC Orchestra
𝑹𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒔
Like Calls To Like
Aggressively Supportive & Protective (Harwin) x Would Kill For Him (You)
Malewife x Girlboss
𝑷𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆
Marriage To Protect Those They Love (End Up Falling In Love Anyway)
Love Conquers All
Intertwined Destinies
𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖
Harwin loves your passion and open-mind. Those that cannot change are always left behind. Therefore, you have the ability to adapt, to foresee how changing certain things can expand the world in a better way.
𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅
Of course your best friend is Rhaenyra, you grew up together, you're two peas in a pod. Two sides of the same coin. Only a few minutes older than you, meant your destinies became widely different.
𝑾𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆
A mix between Harwin, Rhaenyra and Aemond. It's very difficult to find soft hearted characters. You're also very much like Helaena as well. But, you aren't traditional and you don't take anyones crap. You want the best for those you love, and you're so caring and ambitious.
𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒆𝒕
More than a pet.
A mount.
Your bonded dragon.
The beautiful, and graceful Silverwing.
Her first rider was the Good Queen Alysanne, who had spoke up for women and women's rights. She was a woman who could stand on her own two feet. She changed a lot about Westeros.
𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐏𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑
𝑫𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏
𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐂𝐞𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐃𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐨𝐫𝐲! If he hadn't of died, I think he would've broken up with Cho and delved deep into the Order of the Phoenix. Although his death signified that Voldemort was truly back, I think Cedric would have sustained serious injurious but came out alive. He now has a large scare from one side of his face to the other, and it those are everywhere over his body.
I think you two would be great together because this would make him more noble, knowledgable and alert. (But also he'd have great PTSD).
𝑺𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒔
Pureblood Witch, also known as a Blood Traitor by Draco Malfoy (only ever said that to you once and only once.) Whenever you're around Draco and hear him say it, suddenly he has a little hex on him where his legs are like jelly.
𝑷𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓/𝑨𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚
Legilimency and Occlumency: you have the capacity to read and control minds to some extent. Legilimency would allow you to delve into the thoughts and emotions of others, while Occlumency would grant you the ability to shield you mind from intrusion.
𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔
Cedric thinks you're an actual goddess at times.
It goes without saying in your relationship that loyalty is the basis of your connection. Knowing he has your back and you have his, makes your lives so much easier. Even if you disagree, you only do so when you're alone. He's one of those men that say, "Hey, don't talk to my wife like that!"
You like to keep your gifts a secret; people wouldn't want to be around you if they knew about your Legilimency, although you don't try to look into anyone's thoughts or emotions.
However, you sometimes cannot help it with Cedric. He's very good at putting on a show, as to not worry you, but using your gift you find out he's absolutely drowning in depression and anxiety.
You're both very close to Harry Potter, both for friendship, shared trauma and his aid when Cedric starts to drown in his mind.
Cedric's Love Languages are Physical Touch and Words of Affirmation. He loves being complimented. And you both love showering each other in hugs, kissing and the like.
𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈
May It Be by Enya
The Crown of Jaehaerys by Ramin Djawadi
Aeternum by John Lunn
𝑹𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒔
"Do you love me or do you love chaos?" (You) x "Yes", He Says While Stroking Your Hair (Cedric)
Acquaintances to Standing Up For Him to Friends to Lovers
It's Always Been You
𝑷𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆
Mutual Growth and Empowerment
Timeless Love
Healing and Redemption
𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖
Cedric loves how passionate yet caring you are. You have such fierceness but know when enough is enough. Mature yet not meek. He also loves your chaos,, it comes out from time to time and he's started to egg you on just to see that chaotic nature. You both feel comfortable with that because you know he will always look after you - and never leave you behind.
𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅
Ginny Weasley and Katie Bell! You're surrounded by badass girls, you are surrounded by girls who take no shit. Because that's exactly who you are. You are the company you keep. And you feel so comfortable with both of them. Even thoughj both you and Katie were older than Ginny, you took a liking to Ginny because of how much she stood up for others.
𝑾𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆
You instantly remind me of Lily Potter, or rather Lily Evans. Who, in her youth, was bright but also stood up for what she believed in and never let anyone tell her what to do. She was a badass. But her motto would be: Do No Harm, Take No Shit.
𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒆𝒕
You couldn't help it, nor your parents. These two wouldn't split. They made a stand. No one goes without the other.
You were completely fine with two kitties, now the other wouldn't be lonely! And maybe they could snuggle in your room at Hogwarts. On your bed, waiting for you in between classes and when it was bedtime.
They actually became a sort of therapy animal for the other girls in your room as well, because they weren't took fussed with going about the castle.
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Do you have any thoughts on the Stanford having NPD theory?
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Hmm I'm definitely seeing some potential indicators but I also have a soft spot for Ford's growth post show. I can see ample opportunities for him to have suffered narcissistic injury growing up, as Filbricks parenting style seems to be "you're all not good enough unless you're making me money" and that's impacted both Stan and Ford's self esteem in unique and complicated ways. Stan really kind of internalized then externalized his dad's attitude, reinforcing the money making priority while also balking against the way it made him feel. You can tell he would hate if the kids ever felt that way (Boss Mabel being an interesting example) or Soos.
Ford's narcissistic injury would have come more from his polydactylism and the bullying associated, and turning that into "this actually makes me special and better and you're all wrong" would have been how narcissism could have been a protective factor for his sense of self, because it's more intrinsic to who he is. Stanley can strive to prove that he's not a waste of space to his dad because there's opportunity to do so through earning money and being successful. Ford will never be able to prove his way out of having a genetic anomaly.
I don't know whether I'd go so far as to say he has NPD tho. Some narcissistic traits for sure but he seems to be motivated by guilt and shame predominantly, which someone with NPD would resent being made to feel. I'm just reflecting on what I've learned (disarming the narcissist is a good read on this) having narcissistic parents. Pointing out the ways they've hurt you will often end in them lashing out and blaming you for feeling hurt. You've gotta sandwich all constructive feedback for them very carefully for it to land successfully.
I think Ford can be selectively oblivious. I think he often prefers to deny his emotions (considering there likely was never a safe place for him to sit with them or express them growing up) and relies on repression (the whole man of science thing no doubt aiding this) and I think he can be entitled and thoughtless at times.
But the same way I wouldn't call Mabel narcissistic for being a little selfish, I also wouldn't label Ford with a personality disorder. Slapping NPD to him wouldn't help him first of all, it might stigmatize him, and I'm in no way qualified to speculate that way. Second, while he does flip between insecurity and egotism (typical of a narcissist) he is willing to admit and work on amending mistakes. He can put himself in other people's shoes (although when tempers are high it can be hard to - see his altercations with Stanley and to an extent Bill) and try to fix things.
He's an interesting one to analyse. I know in the fic rn we aren't seeing him at his best but that's fair enough. Egotistical, ambitious and weird, that's Stanford and I guess that's why we love him.
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Welcome to the Black Bird Part 13: Vincent's Appraisal
Summary: Introducing Klaus as Vincent, the head coffee barista of the Black Bird's kitchen team. Genre: general Word count: 800 A/N: Klaus's art for the series was commissioned from @crazycookiemaniac.
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A file was slapped onto Klaus’s desk without warning before a sharp “What the hell is this?” was asked. Klaus looked up to see his father, Lawrence, giving him a steely glare. His eyes darted to the manila folder. Taking another glance at Lawrence, Klaus got the impression he was meant to check the contents. So he opened it.
“Ah.” Klaus immediately recognized the document by the first sentence. “Those are my recent reviews to be considered for publication.”
“Then I’m rejecting them right now!” Lawrence snapped. “It’s all shallow garbage that doesn’t say anything meaningful!”
“Bwah!” Klaus shot up to his feet. “But I thoroughly explained how each business failed to perform to the standards of—”
Lawrence groaned, “Klaus, my boy… It’s not like there’s some formula for a perfect restaurant.” Klaus raised an eyebrow at his dad’s remark. “You’re overlooking the humanity that goes into those businesses. And that means things won’t be perfect.”
“Am I expected to ignore long wait times or inconsiderate staff?” Klaus questioned, not following Lawrence’s thoughts.
“Klaus…” Lawrence grimaced and rubbed his temples. “You gotta…” His head shot up. “You outta work somewhere and learn what it’s like behind the scenes!” Lawrence clapped a hand on Klaus’s—who’d entered a stupor—shoulder. “That’ll get you off your high horse and teach you to respect the working class.” He pulled Klaus from the desk. “C’mon, I’ve even got a friend who’ll help you get into a place.”
“B-b-but wait!” Klaus squawked, having come to his senses. “What would I even do?!”
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“Is the Fondue Pasta for Table #3 ready?”
The kitchen was loud but that question rang prominently to Klaus.
“Uh! No!” Klaus yelped back as he stared at his mistake. Blackened cheese sat atop a serving of pasta, with burnt specks also on the noodles and burnt smell rising from it. “Something went wrong!” Again. I’m really not meant to be a chef. “Can someone else take ov—”
“No way!” The head chef snapped from his place at the front of the kitchen. “You’re gonna be the one to start it over, Vincent. But first, go out there and let the table know why they’ll be waiting longer.” He gestured to the door leading to the dining area.
Klaus meekly complied and shuffled out, making his way to Table #3. He held his head up with as much pride as he could muster, not that it was much after his failure. His stomach dropped when his eyes saw who was at the table: his dad. Of all people to have to face…
“Sir Lunettes?” Klaus stated as he stepped up to Table #3. “I’m— Ahem… I’m Vincent, I work in the kitchen and—”
“Is there a reason why you’re out here?” Lawrence spoke in a clipped tone that made it hard for Klaus to believe the man was his father. “Something went wrong, didn’t it?”
“Well sir…” Klaus steeled himself. “I’m an inexperienced chef which caused me to mess up your order. Someone else will prepare your meal so please wait a bit longer.” He bowed at the waist. “I’m sorry.”
“Hmph.” Lawrence’s grunt made Klaus raise his head to see his father staring in a way he couldn’t read. “It’s nice that you admit your mistake but I hate leaving judgment on something incomplete.”
What was his father saying? Klaus’s work wasn’t incomplete, it ended in failure. Failure was failure and success was success. Right?
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Bittersweet and Decadent. The dessert was as its name implied, a dish that was indulgent to those who loved the mixing of bitter and sweet flavors. Something more could be said of it.
The dessert consisted of coffee jelly cubes over a layer of chocolate custard and topped with a generous dollop of whipped cream. In summer, the topping was ice cream. Neither the sweetness of the custard and cream nor the acidity of the coffee could overpower the other. Each was a component to a harmonious whole.
Similarly, a business like the Black Bird was a mix of its failures and successes, with the former allowing for growth into the latter. Mistakes couldn’t be avoided but instead overcome to develop a more realized final form. It was all about balance.
Klaus unlocked his phone and opened up his father’s review of the Black Bird. Lawrence gave a full five stars. He complimented the menu that, while not cohesive, was always good. He commented that the unorthodox style of service was entertaining, like watching performers in a play. His final statement was that the beauty of the cafe came from the fact that it was still learning and growing.
Klaus had a feeling that the comment was directed to him specifically. But it was only a hunch.
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