#I like the fact that you don't like me

[x-heesy]

𝚂𝚠𝚊𝚐 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚊𝚕𝚊 𝚕𝚎𝚇

Ooh yeah

Ooh yeah

Ooh yeah

Ooh yeah

(KrissiO!)

I'm back, oh yeah

I'm back, oh yeah

I'm back, oh yeah

Yeah

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't change, I just make money now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

Only difference is my bank account (yeah)

I like that you don't like me (muah)

I like the fact that you don't like me (ooh yeah)

I like the fact that you don't like me (ooh yeah)

I like the fact that you don't like me

I'm getting used to the feeling

Bitch, I like that (I like the fact that you don't like me, muah)

Spend it then I get it right back (Muah)

I'm not famous,

I'm just like that (I like the fact that you don't like me, muah)

I might pull off in a new Jag' (Skrrt)

I don't wait in lines, I don't wait, ain't got no time

But if you wanna talk, then you can wait in line (oh yeah)

No, you is not my kind (hey, muah)

I'm the greatest of all time

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't change, I just make money now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

Only difference is my bank account (yeah)

Tia and Tamera

Wockhardt in my elevator

I'm a Ozzy, not Sharon

Throw money out the terrace

Break her back, like a Kit-Kat

Break my wrist, 'cause my watch fat

I buck before you cock back (oh yeah)

They want that heat, I drop that

I got some Fiji rocks (oh yeah)

I get that ZZ Top (wow wow)

Don't do Louie, only DROPDEAD (wow wow)

Posted, where the guap at?

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't change, I just make money now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

Only difference is my bank account (yeah)

Krissio!

I like the fact that you don't like me (ooh yeah)

I like the fact that you don't like me (ooh yeah)

I like the fact that you don't like me (ooh yeah)

I like the fact that you don't like me

Jirachi by ITSOKTOCRY

@len0r @bixlasagna @bethanythestrange @luna---zylum @frenchpsychiatrymuderedmycnut @bigbonzo @boanerges20 @inbetweenneeds @seanisnothing

[inkskinned]

what is with men being mad any time a woman raises her voice where did that even come from. someone posted a video of a small electrical explosion, and the top comment was of course the woman screams. the second comment is women try not to scream challenge, level impossible. i had to go back and watch the video again. there is, somewhat fainty, a little gasp emitted off-camera, more of a yelp than a scream. it is mostly lost in the crack of the explosion. afterwards, you hear her voice, shaken, say, are you okay?

i am helping one of my friends train her voice pitch lower, because she wants to be taken seriously at work. she and i do each other's nails and talk about gender roles; and how - due to our appearance - neither of us have ever been able to be "hysterical" in public. we both appear young and sweet and feminine. she is cisgender, and cannot use her natural voice in her profession because people keep saying she appears to be "vapid". we both try to figure out if our purposeful voice lowering is technically sexist. is it promoting something when you are a victim to it?

a storm almost sends a pole through a car window. in the dashcam, you can hear the woman passenger say her partner's name twice, crying out in alarm. she sounds terrified. in the comments, she is lambasted for her lack of calm. how is that even fucking helping?

in high school, i taught myself to have a lower voice. i had been recorded when i was genuinely (and righteously) upset; and i hated how my voice sounded on the phone speakers when it was played back. i was defending my mom, and my voice cracked with emotion. it meant i was no longer winning the argument: i was just shrieking about it.

girls meet each other after a long summer and let out a little joyful scream. this usually stops around 12-14, because people will not tolerate this display of affection (as it has the effect of being passingly annoying). something about the fact that little girls can't ever even be annoying. we are trained to examine each part of our lives (even joy) for anything that could make us upsetting and disgusting. they act like teenage girls are breaking into houses and shrieking you awake at 3 in the morning. speaking as a public school educator: trust me, it's not that bad, you can just roll your eyes and move on. it does not compare to the ways boys end up being annoying: slurs in graffiti, purposefully mocking your body, following you after you said no. you know, just boy things.

there's another video of a man who is not allowed to yell in the house, so he snaps his fingers when he's excited about soccer. the comments are full of angry men, talking about how their brother is unfairly caged. let him express himself and this is terrible to do to someone. eventually the couple has to address it in a second video: they are married with a newborn baby. he was trying not to wake the infant up. there is no comment on the fact women are not allowed to yell indoors. or the fact that it could have been really alarming or triggering for his wife. sometimes i wonder if straight men even like women, if they even enjoy being in relationships with them.

for the longest time, i hated roller coasters because it always felt inappropriate and uncomfortable for me to scream. one of my friends called me on it, said it was unusual i'm so unwilling. i had to go to my therapist about it. i don't like to scream because i was not raised in a safe situation, and raising my voice would have brought unsafe attention towards me. even when i am supposed to scream, it feels shameful, guilty. i was not treated kindly, so i lack a basic form of self-protection. this is not a natural response. it is not good that in a situation of high adrenaline - i shut up about it.

something very bad is happening, i think. in between all the beauty standards and the stuff i've already discussed - this one feels new and cruel in a way i can't quite express. yes, it's scary and silencing. but there's something about how direct it is - that so many men agree with the sentiment that women should never yell, even in an emergency - it feels different.

is the word shriek gendered automatically? how about shrill or screech? in self defense class, one of the first things they tell you is to yell, as loud and as shrilly as you can. they say it will feel rude. most women will not do this. you need to practice overcoming the social pressure and just scream.

most women do not cry out, even when it's bad. we do not report it. we walk faster. we do not make a scene. what would be the point of doing anything else? no matter what we do, we don't get taken seriously. it is a joke to them. an instagram caption punchline. we have to present ourselves as silent, beautiful, captivating - "valuable."

a woman is outside watching her kids when someone throws a firecracker at them. she screams and runs towards her children. in the comments, grown men flock together in the thousands: god. women are so annoying.

[apollos-olives]

before october 7th this blog was a meme page btw.

[cutiesigh]

❤️🖤🩷

Wuthering Waves has taken over all of my free time recently, so here's a sketch of Scar!Ren I originally shared in da 14DWY Discord!!

[skateboardtotheheart]

there is just something about the difference between edwin's love interests and having the cat king's reaction to edwin in hell being "i'll be waiting when he gets back" vs charles "no version of this where i don't come get you" rowland convincing a powerful trans-dimensional being to open a door to hell just so he could get him back

i am insane

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

got a worm nibbling my brain. can someone help me find a piece of obscure media?

webcomic/indie comic from the 2010s. basically a sci-fi short story about a young girl (with red hair?) who was being raised by scientists as part of an experiment. she receives a haircut/has her head shaved, in preparation for her annual brain scan/testing. it is revealed that while her body is human, her "brain" is artificial, made of computer implants throughout her skull and spine. at some point her biological mother (also a scientist on the same campus?) encounters her and is repulsed, viewing her as a machine who has murdered her daughter.

it was very poignant and it bruised my heart and i can NOT find it anywhere

[muirmarie]

jim being canonically the shortest one of the triumvirate is genuinely so important to me lmao, like yesssssss, let that beefy babe be shorter than both his boyfriends!!!!

[clownowo]

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bonus:

[x-heesy]

Gif mood board 🏄‍♀️

Ooh yeah

Ooh yeah

Ooh yeah

Ooh yeah

(KrissiO!)

I'm back, oh yeah

I'm back, oh yeah

I'm back, oh yeah

Yeah

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't change, I just make money now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

Only difference is my bank account (yeah)

I like that you don't like me (muah)

I like the fact that you don't like me (ooh yeah)

I like the fact that you don't like me (ooh yeah)

I like the fact that you don't like me

I'm getting used to the feeling

Bitch, I like that (I like the fact that you don't like me, muah)

Spend it then I get it right back (Muah)

I'm not famous,

I'm just like that (I like the fact that you don't like me, muah)

I might pull off in a new Jag' (Skrrt)

I don't wait in lines, I don't wait, ain't got no time

But if you wanna talk, then you can wait in line (oh yeah)

No, you is not my kind (hey, muah)

I'm the greatest of all time

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't change, I just make money now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

Only difference is my bank account (yeah)

Tia and Tamera

Wockhardt in my elevator

I'm a Ozzy, not Sharon

Throw money out the terrace

Break her back, like a Kit-Kat

Break my wrist, 'cause my watch fat

I buck before you cock back (oh yeah)

They want that heat, I drop that

I got some Fiji rocks (oh yeah)

I get that ZZ Top (wow wow)

Don't do Louie, only DROPDEAD (wow wow)

Posted, where the guap at?

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't change, I just make money now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

I ain't different, I'm just waking now (yeah)

They say "Fendi, you so different now" (yeah)

Only difference is my bank account (yeah)

Krissio!

I like the fact that you don't like me (ooh yeah)

I like the fact that you don't like me (ooh yeah)

I like the fact that you don't like me (ooh yeah)

I like the fact that you don't like me @bethanythestrange 😘

Jirachi by ITSOKTOCRY 🖕🏽

[inkskinned]

hey btw if you're in the USA at  2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.

if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.

additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.

i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."

"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.

[isatartdump]

Would do the entire dialogue but drawing Bonnie crying is the bane of my existence! HA

Anyway my reaction to when this entire dialogue was over was just. Hihi.

[woolysstuff]

I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT HIM

Evil!Sun my beloved (Edit// This Evil!Sun is from TSAMS and is not an AU of mine guys)

Bonus doodle

[chiptrillino]

...older Fire Lord Zuko with a sheer top and his tits out you say?

ID: three drawings of aged-up zuko from Avatar the last airbender as fire lord. on the left side a full body of zuko front view. In the middle, zuko from the waist up leaning over a cluttered table growling and spitting flames at the viewer. In the third image on the right, zuko from the waist up sits bored and exhausted in his chair. cluttered desk and paperwork in front of him. End ID

I probably did advertise the sheer top wrong! it's more like a robe! just… a bit seethrough… because… you know… self-indulgence…? for me… ? for us? (yes he only has one lense in his his glasses becasue we in the fandom just know why!)

art-blog: chiptrillino-art

[uncanny-tranny]

The hardest, but most important, part of my transition has been untangling what my personal dysphoria is, and what is more a result of cissexism.

What I mean by this is that I learned that I am not dysphoric about certain aspects of myself, my body, and my life, but my discomfort in these aspects was influenced by the cissexist culture I live in which told me I couldn't exist as myself.

It's definitely a slow process, but I have found that it helps me self-actualize and actually see myself instead of what others demand of me.

[la-pheacienne]

George Martin, 2013: "In a very basic level winter is coming for all of us. I think that’s one of the things that art is concerned with: the awareness of our own mortality. “Valar morghulis” – “All men must die”. That shadow lies over our world and will until medical science gives us all immortality… but I don’t think it makes it necessarily a pessimistic world. Not any more pessimistic than the real world we live in. We’re here for a short time and we should be conscious of our own mortality, but the important thing is that love, compassion and empathy with other human beings is still possible. Laughter is still possible! Even laughter in the face of death… The struggle to make the world a better place… We have things like war, murder and rape… horrible things that still exist, but we don’t have to accept them, we can fight the good fight. The fight to eliminate those things.There is darkness in the world, but I don’t think we necessarily need to give way to despair. One of the great things that Tolkien says in Lord of The Rings is “despair is the ultimate crime”. That’s the ultimate failing of Denethor, the Steward of Gondor, that he despairs of ever being able to defeat Sauron. We should not despair. We should not go gentle into that good night".

JRR Tolkien, 1962 : "One reviewer once said, this is a jolly jolly book, all the right boys come home [...]- this isn't true of course, he can't have read the story. [...] Human stories are practically always about one thing, really, aren't they? Death. The inevitability of death. . . . . . (He quotes Simone de Beauvoir) 'There is no such thing as a natural death. Nothing that ever happens to man is natural, since his presence calls the whole world into question. All men must die, but for every man his death is an accident, and even if he knows it he would sense to it an unjustifiable violation.' Well, you may agree with the words or not, but those are the key spring of The Lord Of The Rings".

"Lotr is all rainbows and unicorns and Asoiaf is nihilistic and grimdark". Wrong, and wrong. In all its hope and radiance, lotr often gets very dark, and despite all the death and suffering, the hopeful moments in asoiaf shine bright. The meeting point of these two is this: having hope while in despair, and even better, refusing to give up because you have to go on despite not having any hope left.

[nebuladreamz]

A little different than last year's, but here we are again. To say that this past year hasn't been absolutely wild would be a lie, cause HOLY SHIT MAN

This year's birthday is. A little different for me, but you already have the silly comic to show that so I won't make like a broken record oops

But, despite the changes and hills that life's decided I should climb or throw at, it hasn't changed the fact that I'm so genuinely fucking thankful to the people that I've known since joining this fandom. I'm not even kidding when I say that being here has actually changed my life for the better. I know I said something similar last year, but this time, hoo boy it sure turned up the AMP and test how far I could go.

So, to everyone, both new and old; thank you for being here :D

@garbagechocolate @darkxsoulzyx @smoljeanius @bunmuffin @skizabaa

@tuzesdays @sleepykas @fernzwing @kandidandi @starsketchez

@just-a-drawing-bean @notdysfunk @ilsole @amberluvsbugs @cloudyvoid

@nomsthecat @alfinefalf @nosleepygay @theblog-with-thestuff

@cacaocheri

(Edit: ty kibbits for informing me of the. Fuck ass tagging system)

AND TAGGING OTHERS BECAUSE. POINTS. BONKS WITH HEAD. GETTING TO EITHER INTERACT OR TALK OR WHATEVER IS ALWAYS A DELIGHT

@ohno-the-sun @kibbits @ink-yy @saltyfryz @kaprisvn

@hierba-picante @sunny-sophies-garden @cookiiemancer @sneeblbop @justaduckarts

@pepethehumanz @crystalmagpie447 @woolysstuff @mocha-illustrates @duhsty1

@sanchensky @pillowspace @victarin @witherfide

[I DEFINITELY GOT SONAS WRONG AND THESE AREN'T ALL THE SILLY PEOPLE I KNOW BUT IM SITTING HERE AT 2:30 IN THE MORNING JUST KNOW YOU'RE THERE IN SPIRIT HANDING YOU ALL POPTARTS WAUGH]