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Kaito and Kokichi in the hangar drabble
TW: Suicidal Ideation, Death
Kaito had his hand on the stair railing but stopped and shook with grief. "I-I can't..."
"You have to Kaito. You have to kill me." Kokichi wasn't looking at him, just standing next to the hydraulic press, looking sadly at it and running his fingers along the fabric of Kaito's jacket. The hole in the sleeve from the poisoned arrow hurt to look at. Kaito was shot because of him. It doesn't matter if he tries to blame Maki. It's his fault, too.
So much was his fault.
Kokichi didn't realize tears were falling down his face until a teardrop landed on his outstretched hand. "You have to."
"No one deserves to die." Kaito would've normally put much more effort into his words but his sickness made even walking hard. He turned to the smaller boy. "I don't want to kill you..."
"I want you to."
It felt like cold water was thrown in Kaito's face. "You- what?"
Kokichi's face crumpled into one of anguish and he dropped to his knees.
Kaito rushed over, sinking to the ground as well and awkwardly hovered his hands over the other. "When you say you want to- are-"
"Yes, Kaito. I- I-" Kokichi could barely speak through his sobs. "I want to die..."
"No- no no no no no- Why!? I thought you were so obsessed with surviving the killing game! What happened?"
Kokichi tried to catch his breath but only barely could. "Remember G-" another sob racked through his body." "Gonta- his trial?"
Kaito frowned deeply. He would never forget that trial. Anger started to bubble in him from just remembering it. But the tears he watched stream down his rival's face doused the flames somewhat.
"Well, do you know why there was even a trial? Why I didn't just sell out G- him at the start?" Thankfully it didn't seem like Kokichi was looking for an answer as Kaito wouldn't have been able to give one anyway. "Because I wanted our plan to work. I wanted him to survive the trial."
"What?" Kaito breathed out.
"I agreed with his reasons. They were my reasons. Mercy. I believed you would all rather die not knowing the true despair of the outside world. That you all deserved to stay ignorant like I wish I could have. But. In the end I backed out of the plan and Gonta was executed. I was a coward. I was a coward when I asked Monokuma to execute me as well.
"I tried to run away without doing anything or finishing any of my work. I feel like a coward now for asking you to do this but this is the only way. And at least I can help you all, too. I don't want to die, Kaito," their eyes met and Kaito's heart broke. "But I also want to. Really really want to finally stop all this. And I deserve to die. I deserved to be executed instead of Gonta. Because I kept hurting all of you, saying it was for the greater good but the killing game is still happening. I tried to kill all of you so I deserve it-!"
Kokichi couldn't talk anymore as Kaito pulled him into a strong hug, mindful of their injuries, and he couldn't stop his tears. Kaito felt his own eyes burn and his gaze go blurry.
After a few minutes, Kaito coughed loudly and harshly enough to remind them that their time was running out. Kokichi wiped the snot from his nose but didn't bother with his tear stained cheeks.
"I'm s-" Kaito started but Kokichi interrupted him.
"Don't say you're sorry. It's all true. And it won't matter soon anyway." He glanced up at the hydraulic press then met his eyes again. "It's time."
Kaito took a deep breath. "Okay."
When Kaito was up, ready with the camera and control panel, he saw Kokichi climb underneath. The last thing he saw of Kokichi before he was reduced to an explosion of blood was an expression full of fear, but also relief.
#danganronpa#drv3#I like sad stuff#tw suicidal ideation#kaito momota#momota kaito#Kokichi ouma#kokichi oma#ouma kokichi#drv3 spoilers#danganronpa spoilers#cw sui ideation#drv3 chapter 5#angst#my writing#tw si
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William Afton winning that “idgaf” award in FNAF
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#vanessa shelly#fnaf vanessa#vanessa afton#william afton#steve raglan#happy spooky month everyone!!#almost fnaf movie anniversary coming up so wanted to draw some stuff for it#MORE VANESSA THOUGHTS LETS GOO!!#now featuring some William thoughts#I can imagine that shooting her own dad was hard for Vanessa#even though he’s a monster it’s obvious that like#she still cares about him in some way from the brainwashing he’s don’t to her#kinda proves she’s different than her father#meanwhile William did not have that much of a problem#like I know he looked sad for a second after stabbing Vanessa#but he did decide in a split second that was the best choice#William when you catch these hands
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WYD WHEN MY GANG PULL UP !!!
#mlp#my art#sorry mlp jumpscare 😭😭 took a quick break for a bit to do some mlp redesigns bc theyre fun and i was sad#my little pony#mlpfim#my little pony: friendship is magic#mlp redesign#mlp fanart#idk if tumblr likes this kinda stuff its more of a twt thing but sjfhdbf#we ball#twilight sparkle#twilight sparkle fanart#rarity#rarity fanart#rainbow dash#rainbow dash fanart#fluttershy#fluttershy fanart#applejack#applejack fanart#pinkie pie#pinkie pie fanart#i havent actually watched the show in a billion years everyone else was just doing it and it looked like the best thing ever#AND IT WAS. i had a blast#might do celestia n luna if im feeling up to it but probably not rgrjsbfgjsnv we’ll see#SORRY THE formatting feels so uneven but whateva#again. we ball
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That's how it went
#tma#the magnus archives#tma podcast#magpod#mag 160#tma spoilers#tma s4#tma season four#jonathan sims#elias bouchard#my stuff#thats all i could think of after hearing elias talk abt jon being an archive#all jokes aside it makes me so sad and crazy to think abt it#like theres a lot in tma about losing ones humanity#and jons choices surely contribute to him losing it as well#but for the most part its him being dehumanised by others#well mostly elias and his plans of creating an archive of fear#jon going from 'a person having a position (the head archivist)' -> 'a person being a position (the archivist)' and finally to 'a position#(an archive)#its just so sad#and the fact that it ties with him losing bodily autonomy and being viewed like an object instead of a person#im dead on the floor crying#okay im done sorry#tma shitpost
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😔 Oh Crowley..
#good omens#good omens 2#crowley#ineffable husbands#the sketch got out of hand#this series has so much stuff I love to draw like clouds fabrics historical fashion flowy hair wings religious imagery stars sad old men-#I'll get better at drawing actors at some point just bear with me for now#my art
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Zelda goes mushroom girl
#tloz#a link to the past#zelda#link#my art#I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea#I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd#if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though#anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends#like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder#they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it#in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth#and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh
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Theirs kid souls in there….kids like Bluey right??? 😭
#honestly I made this bc I get sad thinking about them missing out on stuff like this bein stuck in the pizzeria all day…#n you know them not being able to be kids again n all…#LET MY BABYS BE HAPPY#my art#digital art#digital illustration#fanart#fnaf#fnaf 1#freddy fazbear#bonnie the bunny#chica the chicken#foxy the pirate#cute#funny#comic
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would anyone listen to this? the ramblings of a lunatic?
#sad•leonart#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rise leonardo#rottmnt leonardo#has the idea this morning and drew it all today#had motivation for the first time in a while#long canvas go brrrrrr#yall have fun with this one#theres a lot of symbolism here#if anyone wants me to explain the main stuff i can- like the colours and who they represesnt#bpd leo#also idk what this design is but i was vibing with it#so i kept it
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when obi-wan said 'I won't kill anakin' and then spent the entire rest of his life following through on that. fuck everyone else obi-wan I respect you yoda should've taken you at your fucking word
'boohoo why did he walk away and not kill anakin this time either even with all the suffering he'll go on to cause if he lets him go' he's told you why very clearly you just didn't believe him I guess!! desperately not killing anakin is obi-wan's main export. it's his universal constant, his life's work, his magnum opus. he gets creative about not killing that guy. he tries to send anakin's teenage twink son to do the job for him because he simply can't. he fucking... peaces out and dies to avoid killing anakin. that's like his whole deal. whether he's right to be like this is another entirely separate conversation but it is what he is
#also it's a prequel and I think we would have noticed if obi-wan killed vader before luke even met him lol#star wars#obi wan kenobi#if anything it's a thrill to me that he had the chance again and. didn't do it. like I said universal constant#'What if I simply. didn't'. and then he didn't. and was sad about it forever. it's the good stuff#this is entirely performative indignation btw I am not vagueblogging at anyone I'm just waxing histrionic for fun lol
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Meeting the Light Dragon ✨🐉
[tagged as spoilers!]
#do you like the color of the sky#sorry long post#anyways#everyone’s talking about ‘the theme of totk is hands’ okay yeah but have you seen the eyes??#this game is so good I’m biting my hands#I just wanted to get this one off my chest bc im tired it didn’t turn out the way I wanted but that’s okay#coloring was really fun though!#im sad now gotta draw happy stuff to cope#totk spoilers#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#tloz#loz#tears of the kingdom#breath of the wild#totk#botw#Zelda#Nintendo#totk link#totk Zelda#totk light dragon#light dragon#totk zelink#zelink#tloz fanart#totk fanart#art#my art
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Getting a little tired of people who move to Germany from abroad and then complain about the "rude customer service"... when it's literally just neutral customer service.
Don't get me wrong, there is plenty of rude customer service here too - but I'm talking about someone in a café who doesn't smile at you, or answers only the question you asked without volunteering more information. That's just... normal, my dudes. That's neutrality.
And the fact that people working in customer service in this country can be neutral - can be real human beings who don't necessarily feel like beaming and fawning all day every day - without having to fear losing their job for it... I think that's pretty great. And that's a big part of the reason I moved here, and the reason I feel more comfortable in this society than in the US.
I studied Germany for years before making the big decision to move here (I literally majored in German Studies in the US), and I visited this country multiple times, for increasing amounts of time, before making the big move. I knew (to a degree) what I was getting myself into, and therefore I've never regretted it.
But I meet multiple people every year - newcomers to Berlin whom I already know won't last - who decided to move here spontaneously, based on very little knowledge of the country or culture (let alone the language). And then they get so shocked and disappointed by Germany being... German... that they soon leave again. WHYYYYYYY
#german stuff#germany#schland o schland#you're not really that hard to love... or. well. at least like.#don't get me wrong: there's plenty to complain about#and complaining IS the german national sport#but there's a difference between german-style complaining#(which i myself do on a regular basis lol)#and complaining about a country for being exactly what you should have known it was before you moved here#(refugees exempted obvs. they have the right to be as grumpy as they want)#cosmo gyres#personal#o hear my sad complaint
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Helluva Boss Full Moon Spoilers‼️
Remember that anger is a secondary emotion
#god I’m so sad#WHY DID LOONA SAY THAG#HES RUNNING#HES RUNNING SO FAST#HE ONLY FOCUSES ON FHE SEXT STUFF BC ITS A DISTRACTION FROM HIS FEELINGS#YOU KNOW SONIC HE LIKES TO RUN#GOD#I CANT WAIT FOR ALL THE BLITZO HATERS OUT THERE#TO COMPLETELY MISINTERPRET THIS SCENE#YEAH HE SAID SHITTY THINGS#HE NEEDS TO APOLOGIZE#BUT STOLAS ISNT INNOCENT EITHER#AHHHHHH#I HAVE TOO MANY THOUGHTS#stolitz#helluva boss#stolas#blitzo#hellaverse#helluva blitzo#helluva boss blitz#blitzo x stolas#helluva boss the full moon spoilers#helluva boss spoilers#full moon spoilers#helluva boss the full moon#helluva boss full moon#helluva boss full moon spoilers
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#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd things#heartbreak#dark aesthetic#toxic relationship#tw self destructive thoughts#tw depressing stuff#su1c1dal#i'm so mad#i feel stupid#i am so tired#why am i like this#i am alone#im not okay#living with borderline#im sad and lonely#i'm so sick of myself#loosing myself#i am sad#heart been broke so many times#tw self destruction#tw depressing thoughts#bpd feels#bpd problems#actually bpd#trauma#ptsd
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Day: 21 "Reincarnation"
Year 2104- A Blue Jay; symbol of Peace, Joy, Confidence, Freedom, and Tricks, settles itself in the shadow of a forlorn lifeform.
#I don't really draw sad stuff like this#but wow#probably my most symbolical one#2104 is 80 years from now#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#shadow#sonadow#sonic fanart#sonadowtober#sonic fandom
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how seb and clora get together in my fic 💕bc what better time and place to confess and share your first kiss than around a bunch of inferi + the dead body of a man you just killed?? 🥰💖
#and they say romance is dead#i remember how excited i was when brainstorming this scene LOL im still so happy with it/how i wrote it and glad i finally drew it#when i got the idea of seb using the relic to make an inferi army and save her BAHHA like...i get it clora. i get it.😔✊#id ALSO confess on the spot after seeing that LMAO like it could have been ANY man at that point and id be like... marry me???#obvs i had to shorten it and cut out some stuff BUT i got the gist of the scene#sad i didnt manage to include some stuff but it would have ruined the flow.....c'est la vie#god they really just make out for the entire beginning of that chapter tho LMFAOO god i had so much fun writing and posting every week#those early fandom days........(sighs wistfully and stares out the window like an old man)#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow x oc#hogwarts legacy sebastian#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#clora clemons#choccyart#victor rookwood
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he loves those dumb twins sm, the found family aspect of this show makes me go crazy!!!!!!!
(1st pic is referencing this post lol)
#venture bros#brock samson#hank venture#dean venture#doc venture#bloodtw#so........... i just watched this show for the first time! caught it on yt when it was airing live and. the rest is herstory#it's the camp. its the humor. it's the animation. its the passion the creators have for their own project. its the CHARACTERS!!#sad about them getting cancelled but they stuck around for a LONG time for adult swim and the movie was fun!#UGH THE ANIMATION. this show has my heart for so many reasons idk how ive never watched it before#*edited the swears out cause tumblr is a good Christian app that likes to hide my stuff from the tags
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