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mikalilys · 1 month ago

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I do this thing when it’s Christmas/new year where I write a postcard to my future self and open it the next Christmas/new year.

I opened my one for this year last night, cried, then fell asleep.

But fucking hell omg so much changes in a year and seeing past me ask if schools still shit, knowing now that I’ve left and started homeschooling just ugh. I hardly noticed it but things really did get better when I left, I did get happier, but it happened so slowly that I didn’t notice it. Like sure I still feel like shit a lot of the time, and maybe I’m still sick, and maybe that’s gotten worse.

but I’m not walking around like a zombie anymore, I’m not crying every morning, before going to school 2/3 days a week, I’m not staying up longer wishing I didn’t have to fall asleep because if I did I’d have to wake up in the morning.

I’ve never been one for reflecting on my past self and wishing I could help her, but god how things have changed and I just wish I could tell her it’s going to be okay.

I wish I could tell her that I don’t just have dreams of living, I truly want to.

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jojaxcola · 1 month ago

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Sam has really grown up since I left. He's a man now. I wish I could've been there for him.

#stardew valley #stardew valley fanart #sdv sam #sdv kent #sdv jodi #my art #long post #in the winter star post i lied #this will be my last piece of the year!!#hehe #i had a lot of fun drawing crayon kent in that one #that i wanted to do it again #i was inspired by a certain scene in arcane season 2 episode 6 #love love love the art style there #jojamart mockumentary is in the works too!!#the crew is setting up some cameras in 1 river road

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lazylittledragon · 1 month ago

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the s2 finale broke me but i'm being so brave about it

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndads spoilers #lincoln li wilson #normal oak #hermie the unworthy #scary marlowe #taylor swift (not that one)#oakworthy #gothcleats #last one is courtesy of the patron discord!!!!! i was giving my Thoughts and said the most bittersweet part was no real oakworthy ending #and someone was like 'they definitely made out behind the gym like stupid teenagers at the reunion' and that's canon now

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umblrspectrum · 13 days ago

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how do lighting and shading work

#ok so remember that tag on my last post where i said i didnt feel like drawing drones #i lied the motivation to do it manifested out of literally nowhere #i saw the quote written down and knew i had to do something with j and tessa #just colored and whatchamacallit'd the first panel cause i felt like it #ive been trying to figure out how lighting and all that works #cause ive been focusing on like. exclusively lineart for the past 2 years #my skills at the other parts of art are kinda lagging behind #second panel was drawn in like 5 minutes cause i wanted to use the second half of the quote #dont think too hard about the implications of the scenario just roll with it #im slightly improving at drawing j #stupid haircut is so difficult to stylize for No Reason but i think i got a handle on it #for now #the first panel is looking off the more i look at it so im going to stop doing that and wrap this up #art #murder drones #murder drones j #serial designation j #murder drones uzi #uzi doorman #crowzi #im including that one #flesha technically #cynessa #whatever you wanna call her #tesscyn #shes got too many names

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demaparbat-hp · 8 months ago

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Izumi of Jang Hui died young. She was sixteen and unwed. A kind child, protective and lonely—thus unfit for this world.

Izumi of Jang Hui was murdered. The Painted Lady was born out of hatred and grief. Her skin is painted red with the patterns of her scars. Her home is the river where the Dark Water Spirit dwells—he who found her, drowned and beautiful.

Build shrines by the river and pray for her good will. Harm her land or people and pray for mercy.

#atla #avatar the last airbender #the painted lady #atla izumi #the blue spirit #zutara #painted lady #dark water spirit #Izumi #blue spirit and the painted lady #blue spirit #new gods au #Spirit Touched! Zuko #zuko #katara #zutara au #fire nation #New Gods AU lore #Listen. LISTEN.#I have SO MUCH LORE FOR THE PAINTED LADY AND THE BLUE SPIRIT #THE LITERAL SPIRITS #kyoshi warriors au #Jian Li #Jian Li aka the original Blue Spirit found Izumi right after she died. He saved her. Made her transition into a spirit possible and smooth #The patterns of her war paint follow her scars'#Mainly so I can throw Through the Eyes of a Child's lyrics around because they'll always fit. “Scars we cover up with paint” and all #Anyways. Izumi is my child and she must be protected. I have SO many ideas for her.#I wanted her story (and Jian Li's but I'll talk about that one later) to be poetic in a sense. Especially when seen through the lense of her #story and what it means to Zuko. There's a reason it's her war paint he wears in the Kyoshi Warriors AU.#And don't get me started on the New Gods AU!

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anako222 · 25 days ago

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some perspective training

#i lied #sorry guys #these are the last ones #my art #traditional art #omori #omori game #omori omori???#omori sunny #omori mari #omori stranger

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lizluzz · 2 years ago

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Photos taken moments before disaster

#our flag means death #good omens spoilers #good omens #go s2 spoilers #sorry sorry I lied but this is really the last one #this is my way of processing #lizluz

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hyakunana · 1 year ago

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The Black Rabbit Brotherhood

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lillylowe · 1 year ago

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EDIT: Prints Available

#LETS HEAR IT FOR THREE YEARS!#i know im a little late but this one is made of all my heart and soul #reminder that cas saved dean one last time by telling him the truth about himself. the truth.#crazy show about nothing and also the most powerful somethings known to man #destiel #spn #castiel #spn art #november fifth #nov 5th #supernatural #poster design #spn 15x18 #li's lines #graphic design

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viktors-sternomastoid · 11 days ago

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Viktor's stimming hand - 29/many

#viktor arcane #arcane #arcane edit #league of legends #my edits #viktor #viktor nation how we feeling #viktorarcane #viktor's hands #viktor appreciation #I lied #this is the last one #he twirls his hair when he’s anxious/focused #hes so soft #and delicate #I hate when he’s depicted as this passive dismissive tsundere #he’s not #we just only see him when he’s focused or anxious or angry or in pain #my beloved

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recapitulation · 8 months ago

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[ID: gifs from the series "Mysterious Lotus Casebook" showing the characters Fang Duobing, Li Lianhua, and Di Feisheng together. The gifs show, in order: Fang Duobing elbowing Di Feisheng away as he tries to choke Li Lianhua, Fand Duobing stopping the three of them as they walk and gesturing to Di Feisheng, Li Lianhua pouring tea for Di Feisheng and refusing to do so for Fang Duobing, Di Feisheng steadying Li Lianhua as he wears the wedding dress, Fang Duobing smelling his arm and scowling as Li Lianhua smells Di Feisheng's wound in the Lotus Tower, Fang Duobing pointing at Di Feisheng and Li Lianhua tapping his arm away, the three of them walking together as Li Lianhua looks at a map, both of them helping Li Lianhua sit up, the three of them standing all holding swords, and Fang Duobing and Di Feisheng on the beach, with Li Lianhua on the shore in a fur coat. /end ID]

#the one where fang duobing is smelling his arm and li lianhua is smelling di feisheng is so fucking funny to me #mysterious lotus casebook #li lianhua #fang duobing #di feisheng #莲花楼 #cdramaedit #mlcbedit #lhledit #my gifs #every time i rewatch the very last scene i discover new shrimp emotions previously unknown to me #the pan back from the sea.... god DAMN it for REAL!!!!!

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ahhrenata · 2 years ago

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