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feroluce · 5 months ago

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“-and that's why I ain't allowed in Pier Point no more!” Boothill throws his head back and cackles, somehow completely comfortable on the bare floor of the archives. He's the very picture of ease, his arms behind his head, his legs bent and crossed.

Dan Heng barely looks up from his notebook, not much surprises him anymore after the first few tales of lawless exploits. “So they really have that many laws and restrictions there.”

“And prob’ly a few more now that I've been through there! Heck, ya think they named any after me? I'm hopin’ so.” There's so much smug cockiness seeping through his voice Dan Heng could bottle it.

Silence settles in, stretches out. Dan Heng doodles pensive circles in the corner of his page.

He shouldn't ask. It's a private matter. It's none of his business. He of all people should know-

Something pokes his shoe, and when he looks up, Boothill has stretched one arm up to tap metallic fingertips against his foot. “Ain't like ya to hesitate.” With his head tipped back on the tiles and gazing at him upside down, Boothill's hair is out of his face and spooling out all over the floor, offering a rare view of his right side. His right eye is sealed over with a pitch-black patch, stark against his skin. Dan Heng wonders what he looks like behind it. “C'mon, then, out with it. Spill the beans, brother, just say it.”

“What does ‘Boothill’ mean?”

The man blinks at him, the crosshair in his cybernetic left eye flickering. Dan Heng shifts, smooths out his long coat. “I tried to look it up once. It's not in any database as a name...other than your wanted posters.” There's a thread beginning to fray near the hem, he should sew it up. “I couldn't find it anywhere.”

He nearly takes it back, but- “Heh, ya that curious about me, darlin’?”

Dan Heng quickly levels his face into the most impassive, nonplussed expression he can muster, but Boothill has already turned away, head pillowed on his arms and face once again turned to the ceiling.

“But nah, ya wouldn't. Hah, like they'd allow any record of the language, fudgeheads.” One arm sweeps around blindly until it finds the edge of Boothill's hat, sets it back where it belongs on his head. Dan Heng shuffles around, scoots a little closer, but the brim is pulled too low to see his eyes anymore.

“It's ‘cause it's not a name. It's a noun.” All that's visible of his face is a sharp grin, pulled too tight at the edges.

“It's my people's word for a grave.”

Dan Heng's pencil stops.

“It's the kinda grave fer someone who died with their boots on. If ya catch my drift there.” Boothill's foot starts to bounce. “There was a war, and it got reeeeeal intense, yup. Folks started droppin’ like flies, ‘n’ there was bodies faster'n what we could bury ‘em.” A cooling fan kicks on somewhere. Dan Heng is pretty sure it's not any of the Express equipment.

“We lost some real good people there, real good. Mighty shame.” His hidden Vidyadhara ears detect a quiet metallic click, a whir, pressurized gas. Boothill's next words waft steam from his angry circuits into the air. “When I left, I decided to leave my name there, too. Didn't feel right otherwise. The life I lead now is a whole ‘nother existence.” And then Boothill turns his head, raises his hat, and Dan Heng suddenly feels pinned dead center, caught in that crosshair.

“Ya know what I mean, don'tcha?”

Dan Heng swallows.

Does Boothill know? Who he is and who came before him? There had been that moment in the Penacony Grand Theater, after he activated the Jade Abacus… Dan Heng had tried to shoo him out, keep him from seeing anything, but Boothill has the astounding ability to turn up exactly wherever people are trying to keep him away from.

If he did see, does he actually understand it? Does he know what a High Elder is? Does he know about the sedition of Imbibitor Lunae, the transmutation arcanum, everything Dan Feng had done and Dan Heng was punished for?

He doesn't want to explain it all. Not now. Possibly not ever, truth be told.

And it's not the same as Boothill leaving behind his old identity when whatever event happened that caused him to leave home. Not really. But…

But so far, Boothill has slid so easily into Dan Heng’s routine. His presence never feels like an intrusion. He's already figured out what he can push and when to back down. And even Dan Heng finds himself able to roll with whatever punches Boothill throws with baffling ease. They share too much in their methods and ideologies, and sometimes Dan Heng knows what Boothill will do seemingly before even Boothill himself knows.

“...Tell me about Talia and the Nailscrap Town.” Boothill must know he's avoiding the topic. He must. But the man just throws his head back and cackles, melting easily back into what they had been doing before, as he speaks fondly of a planet that Dan Heng has never visited.

Not today. But.

Dan Heng inches just a little closer, just enough to nudge his foot against a metal leg. Boothill doesn't pull away.

Maybe someday.

#honkai star rail #henghill #boothill #dan heng #hsr #bootheng #hsr boothill #hsr dan heng #BEHOLD. my brainrot #Aeragan-Epharshel and The Sedition of Imbibitor Lunae not as things they feel they have to tell each other #(bc what is most important is who they both are TODAY and what they are like NOW)#like they aren't maliciously hiding anything from each other and neither thinks so of the other #their pasts are just something they CAN share to deepen the bond and know each other better #things like Boothill better understanding why Dan Heng sleeps in a room lit 24/7 by electronics if he knows he grew up in a dark prison cell #or Dan Heng better understanding Boothill’s motivations & what kinda life he might want post-revenge if he knows how Aeragan-Epharshel was #I think it's only thanks to the Express Crew that Dan Heng can even begin to think about telling someone All Of That #he has people who love him and it has made such a huge huge difference for him ♡#meanwhile in in-game texts Boothill tends to gloss over the loss of his home. I don't think he's super keen to talk about it much either.#I let him say a little more about it here since he and Dan Heng had a lot more time together to get comfortable with each other in canon.#the thing with his eye is based off a voiceline of his but isn't canon from Hoyo or anything #but it's canon to ME #same with things like him having to literally let off steam when he gets pissed haha #I need to just make a post about all my weird robot body Boothill hcs I love cyborgs woohoo #that and him & Anger I have a lot of feelings about that too ♡#also. wireplay NZMZMXMMDDM

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suckinitup · 3 months ago

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also. I think that mark and tides fights were fucking TERRIFYING. i think they were BLOODY. i remember how scared tide was when he learned that wavelength was on the island and he still has never been that angry as when the team disobeyed him then. i think that mark wavelength winters’ priorities of “keep ashe safe. Also live” would let him pretty freely literally sacrifice the lives of anyone else he was teamed up with and i can see him throwing BAD agents at tide to keep him busy/distracted. Civilian in the way? oh well theyd better get out of the way then. leave it up to the heroes to save them he is BUSY getting MONEY so his SON can have a HOME. like i think mark would have been NASTY in an almost self destructive way that cemented “does whatever he has to” in tide’s mind in a really scary way. until he learned about mark’s kid-sparing thing. and then it all made sense

#pd spoilers #see i think he would have used a lot of these fights as a way to let off steam #and passively reckless a la ‘considers himself a resource to expend to keep his kid safe’ a la passive suicidal ideation #which he does NOT ACKNOWLEDGE. repress repress repress etc #but i think that all would have manifested into him taking it out on others in a fight #and if throwing guys at the hero will make sure he can get home to his kid tongiht then. well.#sucks to be those guys

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comic-sans-chan · 1 year ago

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I adore how unhinged Garak is about the people he likes, because there's this theme of them being similarly unhinged. Like that colleague from the Order in Second Skin that he had to shoot and was like, "Aw :( ...Well Anyway" about. Or like Tain and Mila, both crazy bitches, imo. Or his last remaining contacts on Cardassia who he called up in In The Pale Moonlight who were all down to raid the Dominion’s underwear drawer at the drop of a hat. Like that's what Garak is used to. He likes excitement, he likes a bit of malice, he likes some cunning. And that's part of what makes Garashir so goddamn funny is Julian is actually a bit of a cunning, malicious little shit sometimes. If you watch the series knowing Julian's an augment, these moments come up all the time where it's clear he's fucking with people for his own amusement. Taking people for a bit of a ride just to see what happens. Then ofc there are all the gross incel fuckboy moments, but.

I just love the idea of Julian going on some insane borderline villainous monologue about something or other and Garak sitting there with hearts swirling around his head. Don't get me wrong, Garak loves Julian for his goodness first and foremost, but Julian's not perfect and I think that makes the ship so much more interesting because I can't really see Garak finding most of Julian's worst flaws anything but thrilling. We go on about Garak loving Julian's infodumping and argumentativeness, but after the augment thing comes out, I think he equally enjoys watching Julian play dumb with people and Knowing he's playing dumb. It compliments his own Just a Simple Tailor routine so perfectly. They're just normal men. Just innocent men.

#i don't think julian's ever malicious about it to be clear #i think it just ended up being something that happened kind of inevitably because he already had to play dumb anyway #and it became one of the only ways he could really get any kind of enjoyment out of an otherwise miserable process of hiding himself #it's a sad lonely habit he got into #and it does bite him in the ass a lot. i think julian hates being underestimated A Lot #for obvious reasons (his parents are lunatics)#so... maybe it's a little mean of him sometimes #he has kind of a temper anyway. and it's a harmless way to let off steam #you can kinda tell after his augment secret gets out he becomes a lot more sarcastic #i think that's what his mind has been like for a long time #going a little off the rails here but julian's parents always acting like they did him some huge favor #meanwhile this is julian's every day experience now #just being so smart it's innately isolating and miserably lonely #he's not just mad at them for killing jules #he's mad at them for creating julian #my posts #garashir

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rexscanonwife · 10 months ago

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It's been too long since I've drawn old man Rex and milf Brea 🙏💖💖 edited + uncropped unedited pic

I can't believe this is the last art of the year I'm gonna draw of them!! Here's to another 🥺🫶

taglist ��: @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @sosoftandsweet @changeling-selfship @little-miss-selfships @drjohndisco @bob-in-tekken-8

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sonknuxadow · 11 months ago

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i think that they should stop re releasing the classic sonic games over and over again and start making the modern games that were only ever playable on one or two older consoles more accessible

#actually they should stop re releasing the classic sonic games over and over UNLESS they are gonna include knuckles chaotix for once #i think thats the only classic game thats never been re released at all?#not counting random obscure arcade games anyway #to be clear i think it IS a good thing that theyre making sure the classic games are accessible on modern consoles #that means more people who want to play them will be able to play them #i just find it a bit annoying that they re release those games over and over and over again #to the point where theres 3 different ways to play sonic 2 on nintendo switch #while theres still quite a few modern sonic games that a lot of people cant play #unless they have a specific console thats not available anymore #im not giving sega Too much credit thouhg because didnt they also #take all the individual listings for the classic games off of steam once sonic origins came out #to force people to buy all of them at once for 40 dollars if they wanted to play any of them #instead of just letting people pick and choose the ones that they want for only a few dollars

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allastoredeer · 5 months ago

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I want more Hellaverse lore. Characters interactions and everything are fun and all but... lore 🥹

SAAAAME! I've made a lot of my own lore and world building for the Hellaverse, mostly for Pentagram City and the sinners, and it's been a lot of fun, but I want that sweet, sweet canon lore too. Gimme that deep-dive.

A did get an ask a little while ago asking about the world-building I've done for Hell and all it's politics, which I 100% intend to answer! I just need to gather up all my notes and make it legible enough to understand LOL

But very much agreed, Anon! DROP THE LORE VIV! We gotta knooooowwww.

#it really is fun doing personal world building though #I've been really deep diving into the political systems with Pentagram City and the Overlords #and the relationship between the sinners the city and the Overlords #and what each Overlord brings to the table and how they benefit the city in SOME way #also all the different districts in the city and which ones are owned by certain Overlords and which ones are off-limits #also a few headcanons about Hell's punishing nature in general #and some of the punishments sinners get be it on a larger scale or more personal scale #also looking into the floral and fauna side of Hell is fun too #Alastor mentioned acid rain which a really cool thing to consider for both infrastructure health and the plants that can survive it #also I like the idea of acid rain letting off steam #can you imagine how pretty the red of the Pride ring and the green of the acid rain fog steam would look #I gotta learn how to do backgrounds so I can draw it #lots of thoughts in this noggin #world building #hellaverse #hellaverse world building #asks #anon #anonymous

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twicecut · 9 months ago

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boop the ♥ and i'll throw diego into your inbox.

maybe he's helping your muse train at the gym (need a spotter? need someone to spar with?), maybe he's saving your muse's life, maybe he accidentally gets yours caught up in one of his bar fights...

or maybe something else entirely. but those are the three things rolling most around in my head.

#me: i dislike 90% of how diego is written in s3 #also me: love the 'diego instigates bar fights to let off steam when he can't get it in his job' thing tho. that's great.#that's not really fair tho. i did actually like quite a lot more of his writing in s3 than in s2.#and i really liked him at least trying to stand up to lila's emotional manipulation. that was nice.#kinda hated they still shrugged and had him agree anyway but telling her 'i need to think about this' was good.#if only he could set boundaries like that more often. but i'm derailing skdflskd #but i am very :( about how he is still flanderized pretty hard in s2 and s3. diego deserves better that being a joke.#out of knives [ooc];

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cosmogyros · 5 days ago

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Auditory processing issues suck SO HARD. I just spent about 1.5 hours watching the first half hour of a movie on YouTube, because I had so much trouble understanding the dialogue that I kept constantly having to go back and listen again and again and again, look up a transcript of the full film (the transcript contained mistakes, so it wasn't much help), compare and contrast various subtitle files available online, even cup my hands around my ears, etc. Just to figure out what the characters were saying to each other.

And it's not just literally understanding what words they say to each other, oh no. That's only the first step. The next step is figuring out what those characters MEAN when they say certain words. Like when a dude says "You know, I see, like, if we can get successful, it's, like, L-L, man… limos and Learjets," I feel like I'm having a stroke. I have to hit pause and sit there for a sec and ask myself a bunch of questions and do some research online.

Why did he say L-L? Why did he randomly say the initials of the two things he wants? Also, why does he specifically say 'Learjet'? When people dream of having a private jet, don't they normally say 'private jet'? I'd never heard the word Learjet before, so I had to go look it up to try to get more context, but that didn't really help. Is this a music biz reference I don't know? Is this a Canadian reference I don't know? If this happened once or twice during a movie, it would be no problem, but when I'm stopping and going back literally every two minutes, it takes for-fucking-ever to get through the film and my brain is So! Fucking! Exhausted!

I had to stop at about the half-hour mark. I felt like I was about to cry from frustration, so I quit for the night. I'll return to it in a day or two, when I've got a bit more mental energy, and try to work my way through the rest. If I can get through half an hour of film time per day (in an hour or so, however long it takes to get through that much), I can finish the movie in three days of watching. (And this is a movie I really, really WANT to see. I wouldn't waste a moment of my time struggling through it if I didn't care this much about it.)

Anyway. Sometimes when people say they "don't watch movies much", it doesn't necessarily mean they're being elitist snobs or whatever. Sometimes it's just so fucking challenging and exhausting to watch a movie that it leaves me feeling angry at my own body for being a dysfunctional piece of crap. I don't know if this counts as a "disability" and I'm not claiming that label because I don't want to step on any toes, but I have to admit that the mere prospect of watching a film often fills me with dread because it can be so intensely difficult for me (unless I just mentally check out and give up on understanding it completely, which is what I typically do when I'm watching with other people).

#please don't be harsh to me about this y'all :( i just needed to vent #i feel stupid enough already for being so incredibly fucking bad at something as simple as WATCHING A MOVIE #i don't get it? is this an autism thing? or is it an auditory-processing issue only?#tbf it's a mockumentary (hard core logo) and as i said to a friend tonight: that might be part of the problem #i think actors in mockumentaries often don't have an actual script and tend to improvise a lot of their dialogue #which is great for creating really realistic and convincing dialogue #but also often means that sentences trail off or make no sense; words are pronounced weirdly; enunciation is shit; etc.#the actors in this movie are really good in the sense that they're very realistic and it comes across basically like a real documentary #so props to them for that. but jfc. is it just me being shitty at understanding people talking?#or is it that these people do not fucking know how to project and enunciate and open their goddamn mouths when they talk?#and place emphasis in the right place in sentences? AND PRONOUNCE WORDS CORRECTLY FFS???#no i'm not being fair. and i know that. it's not fair of me to blame the actors/characters for my own difficulty understanding them.#but god this is hard for me. kind of ironic that i've studied so many foreign languages and can understand about 10 languages more or less #but i'm almost brought to tears by the challenge of trying to understand what native english speakers are saying in a normal film #there's another line where the transcript says 'as long as we can keep the fuckin' mentals fuckin' together'#but i swear he does not actually say 'mentals'. i listened to that bit so many times!!!#i even sent the link to a friend who confirmed that it didn't sound like 'mentals' to him either. more like 'mantoros' but that's not a wor #anyway i eventually just gave up on that one. i'm done for the night. i need to sleep #might delete this tmrw bc it feels stupid to get this down over literally just trying to watch a movie :( but i had to let off some steam #if anyone has a CORRECT transcript of this movie anywhere (you'll know it's correct if it does NOT include the word 'ryder') pls let me kno #that would help a lot with my future attempts at finishing it. but now i'm going to bed

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heatmiiiiser · 5 months ago

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Ggrrr I wish disenchantment was better. I binged it all because I'm sick somebody talk to me about this.

#the groening show on netflix #it had so much potential #and i did enjoy it!!! plenty of the characters were awesome #but it tried to be too big. wanted to incorporate too much. i didn't like beans magic. it got really repetitive #it felt like a lot of the movement between “lands” was super unnecessary. and took up a lot of time that could have been used in narrative #development #and you know the most fucked up part is that there was a Canon wlw couple that was end game AND I DIDNT EVEN LIKE THEM TOGETHERRR #and the last seasons egregious hyperfocus on love specifically romantic love like #it was cringe im sorry!!! not great writing #im glad beans relationship w her dad got better but i didnt like how instantanious it felt #also obv. i hate the whole thing with prince derek and his pixie gf. ew. really weird #but there was so much good and it couldve been great #i still enjoyed it but it fell short in so many ways #HOW DO YOU HAVE A QUEER GIRL COUPLE THAT I DONT LIKE!!! ME!!! QUEER GIRL NUMBER 1!!!!!!#i like EVERY WLW SHIP #and mora x bean had potential but like #it seemed a lot of the time liek they didnt even really like eachother. they aggravated tf out of eachother and not in like a hehe gay ppl #who bicker type of way. it was very much lesbian couple written by straight man feeling. idk if thats true but its the vibe i got #to the end im sad elfo never really actionably got over his weird thing about bean. he just said he did #and him and miri/mop girl. ehhhhh #i like her but she should have had a more gradual introduction into the main cast because she really feels like an after thought #glad zog moved to the woods that seemed like the right move #bean kinda handing the kingdom off to the elves kinda felt like a cop out after thought #like she got all weird about this is their kingdom we stole it from them and then only rwally gave it up after she got something that she #wanted more #please let me remake this show!!!!!!!!#also steam land!!! i like the concept but the execution and the travellimg back and forth between the two #the biggest issue this show suffered with though was repetition.#animation was fun. i enjoyed the use of 3d especially in later seasons #a lot of the jokes were funny but a lot just fell short.

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rewritingcanon · 10 months ago

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i know people go thru shit all the time but if you post about ur friends and the person ur dating online talking shit about them and you let ur followers bash them in the replies or something…. ur weird….

#family is diff bcuz u dont choose ur family so if theyre acting like shit i understand it’s something to let off steam #but even when its family its like… hmm. unless ur parents or something r genuinely evil why u letting this anon talk shit abt ur mum?? 🤨#and talking shit abt ur partner/friends online makes me violent!! break up with them if u dont like them easy solution 👍#or if not just deal with it irl like a normal person and dont air ur personal shit out to people u know will back u up in everything…#nothing gets me more aggro than a victim complex sighhhh #these r strangers on the internet babes theyre not ur mates (even tho sometimes followers do be acting like that)#like ik internet friends exist but that is not what im talking about #stop inviting people to hate on other people ur supposed to love its not cute at all its so weird ur a weirdo #and yes this includes when ur friends/partner is in the wrong. thats not ur green light to act cringe #not hp #rant #if ur scared this is about a particular person on here its not its about A LOT OF PARTICULAR PERSONS EVERYWHERE and im tired 😔

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optiwashere · 1 year ago

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I liked doing this last week, but it will get kinda repetitive in the coming weeks. So I'm not sure if I'll do it often while I'm posting the modern/band AU, but oh well!

It's another Saturday morning in a blanket with new music. Truly all I could ever need to write.

Here's what I've been working on...

Modern/band AU is fit and ready to start posting this upcoming week. Chapter [redacted] is complete, and I'm now far enough ahead that even a few weeks of busy life won't stop a regular posting schedule. And if I keep up writing then I'll be able to post around Xmas without needing a break!

Chapter [redacted+1] has an opening sentence, which is often the hardest part.

The outline for the AU has been modified a little. Combined three chapters into one, split out another chapter into two. Probably lots of consolidation to be done otherwise. There's a weird bit in the outline that's kinda fuzzy, but I'm sure I'll knuckle my way through it since it's not thematically deep. Might even be another chapter consolidation. This fic is definitely going to be longer than the 40k I was hoping it would top out at...

Editing the previous chapters has been a fun exercise in trimming the fat! I still want there to be scenes that are just ~vibes~ but I axed 1k words and the whole thing is cleaner for it.

More Minthara/Lae'zel is in the works, but it's mostly only the skeleton of an idea as I've had to rework it multiple times. I've a little under 1k actually written, and I'm not too convinced of what it is at the moment either. Quite frustrating.

Another seedling of an idea for non-smutty Asheera/Shadowheart fics. But it's really just "Shadowheart meets Asheera's parents" and boy I'm not ready for the mixed emotions Shadowheart's going to feel in that one. You know it's not just going to be fluff.

The Gauntlet/Nightsong segment for my core Shadowheart/Asheera series has a skeleton of an outline now. The POVs have been picked, the core beats are there, and I know it's going to hurt like a motherfucker to write some of this.

#random rambling about writing #anotheropti fanfiction mind soup #OK a lot of these tags are truly mind soup so I don't advise anyone to take them as anything but letting off steam #if I was smarter I would just type the shit in these tags into a word doc and delete it lol #in which I look at the modern/band AU and wonder what I've gotten myself into #the anxiety of feeling like it's a disaster already and mentally preparing myself for that #mixed with the panic of realizing I'll be locking myself into months of it #bc I *cannot* stand having unfinished works #if you've been wondering why I'm writing as much as I can before posting anything this is why!#if I get hit with a week of hating what I've put out in the world then I can recover and still have chapters out #which is...#it's the same feeling I get when I submit writing to literary agents #except agents will tell you bluntly that they don't want it whereas people in fandom just glide by #as is everyone's right don't get me wrong #but I have severe problems with imposter syndrome and it's always worst when I'm posting longer stuff #and translating these characters to a modern setting and struggling with their characterizations gave me -10 to Will saves #so it's like “who is this for? is this for me and only me? does anyone need this? why make myself upset?”#anyways that was a lot of venting so now I write

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shannonsketches · 1 year ago

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Nonnie you're so nice to me I'm so glad you weren't in chat when I played BotW the first time

#I was such upsetti spaghetti #Like with the acknowledgement that BotW is BEAUTIFUL and did what it did very very well #I had. A Lot to say about it.#And it was all disrespectful askldJas #Marie deserves a medal of valor for still being my friend that's her baby #as does Crow for letting me blow off steam by throwing the most obnoxious fits while I struggled through Majora's Mask oh my god

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risingsunresistance · 5 months ago

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want to speak my mind on some random discourse that happened my way but i am a brave boy i will not breathe a word it will stay on priv 🙏

#i wanna speak up sooooo bad kjghfjkg #not even about the SPECIFIC discourse just the attitude with it #and before anyone asks ''what happened'' literally nothing it's some random 2k likes twitter post #chat #need some topic to ramble about on here... it's been too quiet i need to write an essay #rift/limbo was pretty good but i want to TALK i need things to talk about #i dont have much that isnt negative there's just been a lot going on lmao #that's WHY i want to ramble about discourse. lets me get mad at something else #realizing that was my problem ages ago was so good for me bc now i know when to shut the fuck up FKJHGDKG #''does this thing actually matter or am i just pissed off'' and 90% of the time i just wanna blow off steam #i dont need to harass this random user (indirectly). i am strong. 🙏🙏🙏

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bistaxx · 1 year ago

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I wish I had more time to properly catch up on qsmp, I just feel so impossibly behind

#I was hoping I’d be able to catch up last week but a lot of things suddenly came up irl…#lately I feel like I don’t even have time on my days off and esp. not enough privacy to enjoy my time off #sorry this is kinda venty I’ve just been really overwhelmed and stressed lately lol #irl life has been kicking my ass lately ;u;#I’m just sad cuz I really like this series and wish I could engage with it more but I feel so insecure about everything I say #cuz I am so behind on vod watching and liveblogs can only help so much yeah :(#I wish we had a blueberry tv type of channel but that’s a TALL order to ask for #again sorry for this weird vent- I just need to let some steam out cuz it was starting to get to me bottling up my frustration this long 😅#vent

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ckygetsjobs · 2 years ago

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really really want to be held by dico like badly I'm still jealous of that one pic (you know the one with him in camo shorts)

#being annoying again on here bc i decided to stop doing it on my private account #that's where i usually let off the dico steam #i just really really want him to hold me i need a fluff fic man nobody writes those #i love smut a LOT but i need fluff sometimes #love him so much it makes me weak in the knees

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katamarigender · 2 years ago

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Im in such a rain world mood right now its awesome. Literally one of the best games ever ^-^

#my stuff #if you enjoy challenging/punishing games or fun platformers and survival mechanics and cool worldbuilding i would highly recommend it #and if its too difficult (which is okay!) then i would recommend mods like:#unshaded citadel.. keepthatawayfromme and simplifiedmoveset are also good #theyre all on the steam workshop now i think which is really nice #unshaded citadel makes 1 section of the game a lot less stressful/painstaking #keepthatawayfromme prevents certain creatures from spawning (good if you are afraid of bugs since there's spider and centipede enemies)#and simplifiedmoveset makes certain movement tech easier to pull off and lets you enable wall climbing + breathing underwater #(makes a lot of platforming segments much easier to traverse)#and the new remix menu has a lot of tweaks that change the difficulty also! :)#anyways. play rain world!

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