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couldn’t tell you a single thing dico and daryl have in common but I’m deeply obsessed with both of them…
#Daryl is like my fictional husband#Dico is my real one#I know that makes no sense whatsoever#I read so much daryl smut lately I feel ill#Anyway I love men
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comics (616) Tony, Invincible Iron Man (2008) era
#my art#tony stark#tony stark fanart#iron man#iron man fanart#comics#marvel comics#marvel 616#616#616 tony stark#616 iron man#iron man 616#tony stark 616#fanart#marvel fanart#I know the MCU says it's 616 but there are a number of reasons this doesn't make any sense whatsoever :)#it'll always be earth-1999999 whatever to me#rt node#body hair
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Toby and Kate compare their scars from the rake. Toby has more and they’re worse. Kate was comparing out of curiosity , Toby was comparing out of competition. And somehow having the worse scars was a win
#I think many of their interactions are like#Kate minding her business or doing smth out of curiosity or for fun or to kill time and it’s not that serious#then Toby’s fighting for his life to bug the shit out of her and everything’s a competition to him#he tries to race her one day and severely misunderstood how fast and well paced she is#sprained his ankle .#HAHAH#chatterbox#love the idea of everyone tryna race Kate#eventually it hits the point where they know they won’t win but it’s like LET ME TRY ANYWAY#like a little kid arm wrestling their dad#Kate doesn’t hold back on Toby whatsoever. then Nina is like MY TURNNNN and Kate’s suddenly going slower#Toby accuses her of letting Nina win and Kate’s like No I’m just tired after racing you it just makes sense stop bitching#Toby’s mad. HAHAHA
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Hunter's in game detailed suit and Midnight Suns Lore Dump.
Hunter is Marvel's Midnight Suns protagonist and Road to Recovery co-protagonist. If you haven't played the game you might be a little bit confused about her background and what's going on behind the scenes so beware: big text ahead.
According to the game's lore, centuries ago, Hunter was born the only child of an ordinary man and a powerful immortal. When Hunter’s father fell victim to a plague, Hunter’s mother, the sorceress Lilith, was consumed by grief and ended up striking a deal with Cthon itself, selling her soul in the process and permanently corrupting Hunter when they were still a baby.
Hunter was raised in secret by Lilith's sister, Sara, also known as Caretaker. She was raised and trained as a living weapon since they were a child, destined to face their mother. This goes to the extent that they don't have a real name besides their title as Hunter.
When Hunter came of age, they fought against Lilith with the Old Midnight Suns, their former team. In the end, Hunter defeated Lilith but perished in the process.
Both were buried for centuries, until Lilith was awoken by Doctor Faustus working for Hydra, her devastating powers augmented and amplified by modern technology and magic. Hunter was resurrected as well, to lead a new team of Midnight Suns.
The new Midnight Suns are composed by Robbie Reyes, Illyana Rasputin, Nico Minoru and Blade, who had already been training for a while when the Avengers arrived to the Abbey so they could join forces against the upcoming Apocalypsis. Since then, the young Midnight Suns have found themselves sidelined and are not very enthusiastic about it.
Most of the action of Road to Recovery takes place in The Abbey, Hunter's ancestral home, and the present-day makeshift base of the Midnight Suns, located within a pocket dimension on the cursed grounds of Old Salem in Salem, Massachusetts. The Midnight Suns use Illyana's portals as a means to get out of the Abbey and reaching their missions locations. The Abbey counts with a Training Yard and The Grotto, a small lake that serves as pool for the Abbey's residents to relax. It's also surrounded by extensive patches of haunted land and forest.
In the game, Hunter is a customizable character. This version of the Hunter is female and identifies as such. Since the game dates don't make a lot of sense (Hunter is supposed to be 18 but mentions having been slaying demons for decades), this Hunter was born in 1690 and died in 1713 at 23 years of age, but has been going out in missions and hunting monsters since she was a teen.
#MMS#marvels midnight suns#midnight suns#the hunter#don't worry guys she is fine#completely fine#all of that didn't leave her any trauma whatsoever#let me know if there is anything that doesn't make sense so I can edit this post later#translating things is hard#the detailed suit is super pretty but I'm not painting it again in a long time#it's a pain in the ass#and it's absolutely not going into the comics#my oc
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Au where Mike fucking died in that hallway and they made him possess the empty dog animatronic
#'mike wont let us take abby' 'we kill mike so he wont get in the way' 'abby wont play with us if we kill her brother'#'then we put him in an animatronic. then he cant stop us and abby can still have her brother'#'that sounds like a good plan with no flaws whatsoever lets do that'#fnaf movie#fnaf movie spoilers#i miss back when we would make aus n stories where the nightguard becomes an animatronic lets go back to that#theyre literally was a dog animatronic btw i dont have pictures but at first i thought it was bonnie#until i realized the red bow was like. a dog bone an a red ribbon#soo tempted to start drawing mike n abby as animatronics. the only thing stopping me is tired and lack of references#the doll animatronic in the movie reminded me of the doll animatronic charlie had in her closet in the novel series#and i know theres some doll on one of the frights covers too does anyone know anything abt that one? it looked like the animatronic as well#v nice to see a non sl human style animatronic. nice to know what those'd look like#actually makes a ton of sense to be a doll since freddy and gang are plushies#mike schmidt#abby schmidt#i wish we know what the feddy head saw trap was for tho#five nights at freddy's movie#five nights at freddy's movie spoilers#fnaf au
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violently forcing myself to have better days
#everyone’s different and this isn’t true for everybody of course:#but a lot of the time we have more control over things than we can see in a difficult moment#like for example#a negative thought is inevitable and not something you can just stop. however you CAN decide from there how you let it effect you#it’s way easier said than done but you genuinely can be like hey I’m going to have a good day today#I like to set my intentions for the day and not allow my trauma nightmares to dictate how my whole day goes#but in order to do that I have to consciously decide that I deserve better and then create that for myself#does this make sense?#do things you know you enjoy/ things that make you feel better. take care of yourself. create little healthy routines to do each day#even if it’s just for 5 or 10 minutes#you have to act to make a genuine positive change in your life and circumstances#tried to say this as well as I could but I struggle w articulating exactly what I mean#like my thoughts are too complex to translate into words#anyways though I just wanted to add this- this post is not to make anybody feel bad whatsoever.#if you struggle with certain disorders and such it genuinely might be close to impossible for you to actually be able to have that control#and that’s okay. it doesn’t make you any less of a person and it is not your fault that you experience those difficulties#I just wanted to remind people that it is possible to control certain aspects of your life and it is possible to snap yourself out of it#I know I need to remember this as often as I can#that’s why I shared it#I hope this makes sense I do not know if it does lmao#(the tags)#my thoughts are so jumbled up. idk what other word to use lmao
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incorrect quotes i forgot about ft league of legends
caitlyn: do you ever wanna talk about your emotions jinx?
jinx: no
vi: i do
caitlyn: i know vi
vi: im sad
caitlyn: i know vi
some one (viktor) in the distance: SHUT UP VI!
lux: You had one job. To get a washer and a dryer.
jinx: Okay, but hear me out, it was-
caitlyn: But what did you order?
vi: "Buy two, get one free." That's-
Y/N: But what did you order?
akali: That's a bargain! It’s a good deal!
caitlyn: *pinching the bridge of her nose* It is a good deal, guys. It's a great deal.
caitlyn, lux, and Y/N: *gestures at the three shiny new fridges in their base* BUT NOT FOR REFRIGERATORS, GUYS! NOT! FOR! REFRIGERATO-
caitlyn: where are you going?
jinx: oh, me and some friends are gonna go rob a bank!
caitlyn: you cant tonight, you have to babysit your niece
jinx: you never let me do anything!
vi: HELP! I TOLD CAITLYN AND Y/N I’D COOK DINNER TONIGHT BUT I CAN’T COOK!
jinx, pouring milk directly into the cereal bag: And you thought I could help?
(The group is getting into the car)
evelynn: I’m driving.
Y/N, out of view: Shotgun!
seraphine, turning to face Y/N: Aww! But you had it on the way here-
Everyone except Y/N: WOAH-
Y/N, holding a shotgun: No! I found a shotgun! And I want the front seat! (Pumps gun)
akali: we need to get through this locked door. theo, give me your credit card.
Y/N: here.
akali, pocketing it: thanks. vi, kick down the door.
#i guess it’s not that many#arcane incorrect quotes#league of legends incorrect quotes#league of legends#arcane#k/da#source: tumblr#some of them i thought up myself#the last one makes no sense whatsoever#i don’t know how they would meet#maybe vi was part of true damage#let’s say she’s part of true damage#for the sake of my sanity
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me looking at the Fyolai brainworm living rent free in my head: YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE A SIMPLE CRACKSHIP 😭😭
#it began like that#as you know#Unholy Matrimony trope#teehee let's ship those two villains together it's gonna be so funny and quirky#makes no sense anyways and contains absolutely no symbolism whatsoever!!!!#and THEN#fyolai#fyolai brainrot#bsd fyolai#bsd nikolai#bsd fyodor#bungou stray dogs#bungou gay dogs#fyodor x nikolai#bsd#ao3#brain eating amoeba but it's a tragic slavic religiously symbolic absolutely irrealistic doomed ship#i didn't think I'd fall into a rabbit hole#bsd gogol#bsd dostoevsky#bsd ships#ships
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Eddie's journey
Eddie is the 10 year old whose father told him he needed to be the man of the house. He's the teenager whose girlfriend got pregnant and who felt pressured to marry partly because of the Church. He's a Mexican-American man, and culturally/lapsed Catholic. He's the young man who enlisted to provide for his family, even though he never wanted to be like his father. He's the husband who thinks they could've done better, who feels guilt for his wife leaving. He's the man who proposed again but got asked for a divorce, and who feels he wasn't enough. He's the widower who didn't get to fix things with his wife, whom he still thinks of as 'the love of [his] life'. He's the man who thinks he needs to be in control, who doesn't want to appear weak, who 'doesn't panic'. He's the son who's recently been patching things up with his father. He's the father who's recently let his kid down and misses him terribly.
Non-exhaustive list of quotes pulled from the show, with links to videos when youtube allows (full 'playlist'), arranged by broad themes:
MASCULINITY
It's under control. Don't worry. S: Every time we talk about money, you tell me not to worry. Guess what, I worry. (2.15) / Bobby: I just wanna make sure you don't think you have to lose everything before you can allow yourself to feel anything. E: No, Christopher needs me to be in control. [...] I wasn't there when he was a baby. Stayed away too long, and it broke his mother. Shannon ran away, and I couldn't stop her. I couldn't bring her back home. (3.08) / S: We'll just sell the house and the cars and I'll go back to work. Maybe only part-time but - E: No, no. Christopher is the priority right now. You should stay home with him. [...] I'm trying to provide for this family. That's the reason I enlisted in the first place. S: I don't need a provider. I need a partner. (3.15) / I don't remember you being around much when I was his age. Ramón: I was working. E: So was I. / Frank: You're a man who spends all of his time managing other people's pain [...] but not a lot of time facing your own. Can't put all your feelings in a box, Eddie. You might think if you're strong enough that it'll hold. But at some point, that box is gonna blow open. E: And take me with it. F: You and anyone else around you. (5.13) / [R] spent his whole life driving across the state. Living everywhere but under his own roof with his own family. ... Oh, uh, why don't you tell them about the time you pulled your ten-year-old son aside and told him it was time to step up? Be the man of the house? [...] R: I was providing for the family. E: Providing? Providing what money? - Okay R: Exactly. I had to do what I had to do. E: A family needs more than money. (6.17)
RELIGION
Turns out, I'm a Manchurian Catholic. I've just got a reservoir of Catholic guilt just lying dormant, waiting to be activated [...] What, you think I should go to confession? You think a priest is going to make me feel better about all this? [...] Bobby: Lapsed Catholic, still a Catholic. [...] That was a lot of the reason why we got married. The Church. She got pregnant and I think we both felt pressured into it. But I never regretted it, and even when things got really bad, there was always a part of me that I loved being married to her. (7.05) / Bobby: Eddie, I was going through some things, and I found this [prayer book]. Made me think of you. Just hang onto it, It might come in handy.
SHANNON
He loves having you around.[...] We both do. [...] I want this. Want to have a nice day on the beach with my son and his mother. ... Bobby: Were you ready the first time? Eddie: No. I knew I loved her, but I didn't think I was ready to get married. [...] I guess the question is, can I be a good husband? ... I knew Christopher missed you, but I I don't think I realized just how much I did, too. [...] We could have done better, we could have tried, I want us to be a family again. (2.17) / I loved your mom and I miss her, probably always will. (3.04) / I'm angry at a dead person and at myself because I forgave her for everything, and and it wasn't enough. I wasn't enough. (3.08) / I just want what I had when I met Shannon. It just happened. It was magic. Hen: Oh, so you believe in magic. E: I believe in chemistry. ... Bobby: Eddie, I know how hard this is. One thing you can't do is compare what you had with what you think you're gonna have. You just have to be open to whatever comes. (6.17)
(7.09 deleted scene)
CHRISTOPHER
E: Christopher. Is this Mom? Hey. Is that who you've been dreaming about? (3.04) / I wish I could forget. People go away. Not just Mom. Abuelita, Carla, my friends. They leave and then I miss them. I don't want to miss anyone else. (4.08) / Ravi: You must be Eddie's wife? C: Not yet. (5.02) / They just end up leaving anyway. Buck: Uh, why would you say that? C: My mom did. B: Uh, Chris, your mom died. C: Before that. She left us. We loved her, and she left anyway. I can't remember her voice anymore. (7.01)
(5.03) (6.18)
Dad, do you think she can hear us when we talk to her? E: Absolutely. That's why we come here. C: I wish I could hear her talk back. E: Me, too, bud. Me, too. ...
I'm sorry. I was thinking maybe we could watch it together in El Paso next weekend. I know. Yeah, I know. I know, it's last-minute, but I miss you guys, and I know Christopher does, too. Exactly. Why wait? Well, there's no better time than now. (6.15) / Chris, he's excited to see everyone, he misses them. (5.17)
I tried to talk about it with him and he ignored me the whole drive back. R: That part, that part sounds like us. The old Díaz family cold shoulder. Your Abuela originated it, but as I recall, you perfected it. [...] You had to grow up a lot faster than you should have. But that doesn't mean you can keep Christopher a kid forever. (6.04)
It just pisses me off. I mean, here's a kid who actually wants his dad in his life, and he doesn't even bother to show up? I miss him so much, Cap. I'm trying to respect his wishes, but we zoom a couple times a week, barely says a word to me. ... Sometimes a son just needs his father. Hell, a father needs his son. I speak from experience. ... But you're missing out on watching him grow up, on who he's becoming. ... I'm a dad who doesn't live under the same roof as his son. And it's my fault. And I hate it. (8.04) / Christopher doesn't want anything to do with Halloween, turns out. [...] Not like I was gonna be able to do it with him anyway. I just wish I knew last year was his last. (8.05)
That's the path behind him, so I don't think it's outrageous to expect that his future storyline(s) at least in short and mid term will involve unpacking at least some of that as well as whatever moves/decisions made to actively heal his relationship with Christopher and get him back.
Also, this is why Christopher felt the need for some space; it's not out of nowhere, and he isn't throwing a tantrum.
Some interesting posts: Eddie Díaz's tragic timeline; 2.17 vs 8.05 comparison gifset; about Ryan Guzmán's references in interviews (x, x, x); about Eddie's background/potential SLs based on it (x, x).
#Eddie Diaz#Eddie Díaz#<- for the proper spelling#Christopher Diaz#911 abc#Tv: 911#no but really#I have no problem whatsoever with fans being hopeful for their ships or having their own readings about a character's sexuality#and even wanting the show to choose that route!#but I do think that dismissing all the steps in his journey and all traits and issues as unimportant unless they relate to sexuality#does a massive disservice to the character and also forgets about everyone who sees themselves represented#from fellow fans to the actor himself (from what we can gather through interviews)#like... if you think the show could/would add Eddie discovering his queerness as he also unpacks all of this you do you!#but seeing all of it -all he's gone through- and assuming it MUST be about imminent Gay!Eddie or it's all for nothing...#then I don't know what to tell you because we're simply not watching the same show (or possibly not even living in the same reality)#long post#anyway hope this makes some sense outside of my head
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do you think current crowley wishes he could go back to the angel he was and tell him that his nebula, his stars, will be safe, that he himself will directly help to save them, and not only the stars but also the earth and humans that that sparky other angel likes so much. reassure him that his efforts won't be for nothing, he doesn't need to ask questions!!! he doesn't need to challenge anything, because it'll all be okay and he can trust that everything will work out fine
but then also stop. calculate, and understand that in order for everything to be okay... crowley has to ask questions, has to go through what he did, the pain and rage and abandonment and silence that comes with it, it's inevitable - because if he doesn't fall, doesn't become the demon he is now, everything that follows will never have happened, he'll never experience humanity, never get to buy the bentley, or feed the ducks, or grow his plants, or save the world, or fall in love??? and actually consider if the fall was worth every bit of pain and rage and abandonment and silence... if, in exchange, he gets all that????
#good omens#this makes no sense whatsoever but it suddenly hit me that if crowley does magically find a way to time travel#or at least manipulate the past from the present#he probably could make it so his former self doesnt ask questions - no matter how illogical that would be#illogical in that it would create a paradox (ive watched dw i know that's a Bad Thing) BUT to not do it would mean#accepting that the fall was worth it??? unreliable narratorship or not thats a tough pill to swallow#anyway ignore this
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I love how I had the most overstimulating family event ever that added to my clusterfuck of a week but was redeemed for the sole factor of my cousin I really like was okay with me sharing paper with them and then my other cousin saw me draw ryoma and went “is that dragon ball” like THIS LEGITIMATELY MADE MY NIGHT ITS SO FUCKING STUPID LMAOOO
#meg text#ryoma nagare#usually I hate when people compare him to shit but not only did this one make sense db just a meme in my friend group#I know too much about it just because of dumbass memes and I’ve only seen maybe 3 movies#which aren’t canon whatsoever#but I will gladly take this over him getting called jotaro oh my GOD#or guts
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Marinette Dupain-Cheng deserves like an EPISODE LENGTH apology from the whole class for not believing her about Lila
Honestly especially Alya for constantly GASLIGHTING her about Marinette’s dislike and disbelief of Lila purely stemming from jealousy when the WRITING WAS ON THE WALL
#full disclosure#I did not finish season 5 so I am unsure about this#but I don’t believe ANYONE even apoligizes to her for a second#this whole Lila plot literally makes my blood boil#because it makes no sense whatsoever#and I know it’s a kids show but that doesn’t mean I can’t be mad about giant plot holes and poor choices for characters#cause Alya is supposed to be her best friend#the person she trusts with her secret identity before anyone else#and Alya is a either a TERRIBLE and/or a STUPID friend to Marinette when it comes to Lila#like you believe that Marinette didn’t steal or cheat or push Lila down the steps#but you don’t believe Lila is lying???#and you know marinette is LITERALLY Ladybug but you don’t question Lila saying Ladybug is her best friend???#make it make sense#alya cesaire#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#miraculous class salt#THE SCENE IN WHICH ALYA AND NINO DENY BOTH MARINETTE AND ADRIEN ARE TELLING THE TRUTH BECAUSE ADRIEN IS “too in love makes me so mad#lila rossi#mlb#miraculous season 5#ml revelation#ml class salt#ml salt#Alya should have an episode length apology to marinette like by HERSELF#the LYING DISEASE plot hole also grinds my gears#makes zero sense
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I gotta ask, do survivors really hate playing against modern Skull Merchant? I find her aggressive setup playstyle really fun, and putting drones in unexpected places and then mindgaming survivors into going through them and injuring themselves I find super duper fun. Other setup killers like Trapper, Hag and Singularity rely really heavily on maps, while SM is workable most places (which is great for a dumbass with absolutely no ability to remember map layouts lmao)
Point is, I think that in her current state she's super fun. I played a round when she was first released and yeah, it was kinda lame, but I gave her another go recently and got completely hooked, pun entirely intended. I still see a lot of people hating her though and I try to make matches fun for everyone, so. Is she actually unfun to play against? Or is it just a bad reputation?
#dead by daylight#dbd#skull merchant#this is a genuine question btw! i really enjoy her weird aggressive trap kit she has now#but i see a lot of people despising her pretty violently and don't really get why outside of her (admittedly pretty shit) original design#i know. dbd community is the fucking worst. don't pay attention to it#but also I wanna know any specifics that survivors don't find fun to try and play around#that way we can all have a good time in this silly fuckin slasher game and this lame ass elon musk ass bitch!#(she is SUCH a dweeb i love her so much. she makes no sense whatsoever. girlboss behavior tbh)
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#i’m feeling inspired rn after finally finishing a fic that’s going up tonight#and now i kinda wanna just write…. plotless fluff??#like i mean no plot whatsoever just trying to capture how utterly infatuated the two cubitos are#but i’ve read so many fics like that which are utterly phenomenal and i don’t wanna seem like i’m copying and mine wouldn’t be as good#and i also wanna write many aus but i again don’t wanna seem like im#copying anyone because there are phenomenal fics for every au i wanna write!#and i know nobody has claim or ownership over any trope or genre or anything#but some fics are worshipped (like in every fandom) and i never want to seem like i’m trying to… like…. dethrone the royalty that are these#longstanding popular fics if that makes sense???#im still kind of a newbie like i’ve only been writing for this community since january#i know this is stupid btw do not feel like you need to respond#i’m just feeling like every idea i have rn is stepping on someone else’s toes and taking their recognition away#which i know is stupid! but coming from a - i guess- toxic community before this one i always feel the need to overthink like this#anyway sorry if anyone read this far i’m having a mental battle with myself rn to get out of this mindset
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#prefacing this w ik in fanfiction they're all just our little barbie dolls we're making kiss and it doesnt matter whatsoever but like Do you#understand how much love and respect and loyalty there is between connor and leon irl#like in connors nhlpa ama he immediately no question said that leon's the nhler who knows him best + that he's spent his entire professiona#career w him. whenever leon's asked what he thinks of connor the first sentance out his mouth is 'you [the media] know. he knows' and then#he carries on talking about how he's the best player in the world + connor never hesitates to return the sentiment#and between the two of them it's not sentiments they sau it like its fact bc it is#and their whole 'cup or bust' thing every analyst and their mother have taken it as a 'they're going to win in edmonton or not at all' in t#e sense that they want to stay in edmonton n stay together <- like not even in an insane person edmonton polycule type of way in the they'r#the best players in the world and have insane chemistry on the ice and are eachother's best friends type of way#like a reason why their pp is so lethal is bc those two on a line + the other team down yeah ofc thats going to be automatic#and leon saying that their best beats anyone else's best no doubt and connor talking about building the team from the ground up like leon w#s there when they got boo'd off the ice in 2014 he was a part of building the team that's thier damn team and in turn the sheer amount of#respect the rest of the team have for them and they have for the rest of the team and the trust that while they're the best players they#don't have to play for all of them n that's part of thier whole like. our fourth line stands up to any other first line rock solid belief#like and ofc thier on ice hugs and lockerroom hugs and that moment in the sportsnet knee injury doc and how they mention that they're best#friends whenever theyre asked and how their gf's are also best friends and also their damn dogs#NOT TO MENTION. he's my ride or die. im really lucky our paths crossed here in edmonton. as a friend it was really tough to watch that#<- leon's insane 2022 playoff run on a broken ankle#and the way leon's been dubbed the german gretzky and connor's been the next next one since he was 15 and the way they have such a solid#control of the lockerroom together and i dont know if they've ever said conflicting things to the media and how they've said that they push#eachother to be better (connor saying that leon told him to score more)#and their little taps throughout their season and bringing back their team from the dead and leon being the one to make connor laugh in#pressers and on the bench#ALL TO SAY. like i am a mc.matt.drai enjoyer in the threesome/winners room/asg/2997 are actually quite abnormal about eachother and matthew#has never been normal about anything in his life and this might be fun. kinda way#but 2997 are soulbonded in ways quite possibly none of us will ever be able to truly understand#<- also i do mean this genuinely like they're not normal people but both of them are not normal#SORRY FOR RAMBLING. i just wish there was better written fanfiction.#<- wish to be the change you see in the world innit tho#so funny to me how the eh is just canadian innit.
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suddenly remembering how we used to write down conversations between our old host and their "ocs" (see: headmates) during school when we were super stressed out. hmm.
#this is from the same time period that we found out Aerina was from so we were def a system but still an egg#still in that all-systems discord rp server while i was doing this and still clueless 😭 like i think abt that fact so often i am Dumb 😭😭#but like. we have a few memories of doing this during exams and things. and we had not had our syscovery yet#but like. in those few fragmented memories. i can Tell there's multiple people there#like?? i don't know how to describe how we know if a memory was formed by multiple of us or just one of us#like if multiple people are near front or if it's just one in that memory#and sometimes we can tell OH that was THAT GUY that makes so much more sense now but not often#but we can tell when a memory is from a cofronting time? idk it's weird#these were conversations with the same guys we had after the syscovery though with a few exceptions#sometimes i wonder if it would be a bad idea to try to find all my old fave fanfics of the time to try to unearth some fictives-#we definitely had at least one. i know for sure. from a specific fic#bc we dressed up as one of those fic characters for halloween#it was specifically a fanfic character that guy was not in the canon whatsoever lmao
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