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I don't know how to feel about this. A post I made days ago has 600+ notes now (which i guess i find somewhat flattering, even though the post was basically just me quoting rick riordan), but I've made 6-7 original posts today. And they've had next to no attention. And as usual for me, i'm overthinking everything and making this a big problem. So just...has anyone seen my new posts today? Because they only have around 1 note each, and my stupid brain wants the validation of knowing they were seen. So just...i hope they actually were seen.
#I know i blow all my issues out of proportion#but i can't help it#i overthink pretty much everything#sigh...#neurotic#neuroticism#insecure#insecurity#insecurities#autism#asd#neurodivergent#my thoughts#autistic#adhd#posts#vent#vents#venting
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Jogging
A/N: Iâve discovered that I, actually, despise angst. I hate reading it and I hate writing it, unless specifically asked for, my brain thinks only happy thoughts. On an unrelated note, Iâm also a very emotional person and perhaps angst sets off my severe second-hand embarrassment and Iâve never finished an angst fic. So, from that unrelated note, have a finished fluffy fic :)Â
Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x Fem!Reader.
Summary: Aaron is incredibly attractive at the best of times, but put him in sports gear and itâs like flies to honey. Which is an excellent cultivator of jealousy for his jogging partner, until she overhears him talking to another woman.
Word Count: 1k
Warnings: fluff, kind of established relationship (youâll see)
I have redone the form for the taglist now that Iâm apparently expanding from Criminal Minds
Going for a morning run with her more-than-a-friend-but-not-quite-labelled man, was fun. Aaron taught her some proper techniques, and she got a kiss whenever they completed a lap.
There is an issue, unfortunately, and itâs one sheâs desperately trying not to blow out of proportion.
Aaron is attractive, devastatingly so, and because he occasionally runs ahead to finish a lap and wait for her to arrive so that he can greet her with a kiss, people donât always know that theyâre out together. Added with him in those damn workout clothes - that she would burn if she werenât mentally stable - itâs no surprise to her anymore to see women jogging up to him.
Theyâre almost always gone by the time she makes it over to Aaron, who kisses her and immediately moves on to their next lap. She tries hard not to let the clawing jealousy show.
Due to JAck, and both of them agreeing not to move too quickly so that they donât confuse him, theyâd just decided on not labelling anything yet. So she isnât really anything official to him, and canât do all the things her jealous mind screams at her to do.
Like today, for example, Aaron had pressed a kiss to her cheek and sped up to get to the end of their lap.Â
The minute heâs not beside another woman, someone else runs up to him.
She hears the fading introduction of âhi, Iâm Beth, I see you around here pretty oftenâ and her stomach clenches.
Once again, her pretty, not-boyfriend is getting hit on by a woman who can actually keep his pace. She hates it, and hates the burning hole in her chest even more.
Deciding, this time, she would actually speed up and join the conversation. Which will ultimately be worth the burst lungs and exertion-flushed face. Until she turns the corner and sees them still talking, any semblance of confidence withers.
When she hears her name on his lips, however, she dives behind the nearest tree. Realising he just gestured to where she should be coming from, and hoping neither of them had seen her practically rush for cover to avoid being seen. Pressing her back to the bark of the tree and listening closely to the conversation.
â-out with my girlfriend, actually, we run together.â
If she werenât hiding behind a tree, from a random woman and the man that just called her his girlfriend, sheâd be doing a happy dance by now. Choosing to press her hands to her chest as the burning hole closed up, victoriously grinning as âBethâ jogged on feeling pretty dejected.
Once sure that Beth was gone, she turned to place her hands on the tree, bracing herself to look around it to try and spot Aaron, that daft smile still on her face. But he wasnât there, and that observation came with a pair of hands landing on her hips and making her jump and spin around. Meeting Aaronâs smug grin as he gently pinned her to the tree by her hips.
âAre you spying on me now?â
Refusing to meet his gaze, she started looking all around them - as if searching for someone, and that only made his stupid grin wider.
âShould be careful Hotchner, wouldnât want that girlfriend you mentioned to catch you pinning a girl to a tree.â
âOh?â Knowing sheâd heard, he now has no plans to try and keep up the facade that he hasnât wanted her, officially, for weeks now. âAnd do you think sheâd be upset if I kissed the woman I pinned to a tree?â
Giving a dramatic gasp, she used it to breathe in fully to answer, realising that her lungs arenât really cooperating with her right now. And he used that as his chance to lean down to kiss her, loving the sparky feeling he gets from her every time. Siling against her lips as she melted against him.
Pulling back with a soft nip to her lips that had her chasing after him. Before realising what she was doing and resting back against the tree, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of getting what he wanted.
âI think sheâd definitely hate the thought of you doing that to anyone else.â
âAh, so she gets jealous?â
As if she were caught out, her eyes darted away from his as she pouted - from a profiling perspective, she really does have cute tells when sheâs been caught - tugging at the hem of his shirt.
âShe pleads the fifth.â
Thankfully, as she knows he actually loves any jokes that relate to his time as a lawyer, he laughs, leaning down to kiss her again, hand trailing away from her hip to lace their fingers together. Pulling back with a soft hum and another soft peck.
Swiping his thumb across her knuckles as he waited for her to open her eyes again, loving the little flush speckled across her features that obscured her freckles.
âWill she forgive me if I take her to get ice cream?â
âDefinitely.â
Tugging her away from the tree, he brushes the flakes of bark from her hair and clothes, spending a little too much time âbrushing offâ whatever was on her ass, until she smacks his hand away with a laugh. Leading the two of them back towards the car, deliberating what kind of ice cream âhis girlfriendâ would like the most.
But as they get in, he gives her another smile and laces their hands over the centre console.
âYou do know Iâm calling you my girlfriend, right?â
Shaking her head, she leant in to kiss him again, pulling away to pat his cheek lightly.Â
âDidnât need to be a profiler for that one, love.â
âOh, so youâre a profiler now?â
âBest watch it, Iâm coming for your job next.
Laughing, he lets go of her hand to start up the car, already knowing exactly which ice cream place they were going to - and exactly what she would order. Not that sheâs predictable in the slightest, but she always orders the exact same thing.
âFirst my heart, now my job? At this rate youâll have my house by the end of the week.â
âThatâs the plan!â
Heâs going to marry this goddamn woman.
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do you have any tips for writing arguments/fights?
Before you write an argument, know why each character is upset. Understanding their motivations will make the conflict feel authentic.
What are their personal stakes? What do they stand to lose or gain?
What are their emotional buttons? What specifically sets them off?
Keep Dialogue Realistic, Arguments often involve interrupted sentences, raised voices, and heightened emotions.
People often cut each other off in heated arguments. Use dashes or ellipses to show interruptions.
Use short, sharp sentences to convey anger or frustration.
Donât be afraid to use exclamation points sparingly to show yelling or intense emotions.
Example:"I can't believe you did that!" she shouted. "I had no choice!" he interrupted, throwing up his hands. "You never listen to me!"
Show, Donât Just Tell, Body language and physical actions can add a lot to an argument. Show how characters are feeling through their actions:
Clenched fists, crossed arms, pacing, or avoiding eye contact can show tension.
A character might slam a door, throw something, or storm out.
Flushed cheeks, narrowed eyes, or a furrowed brow can convey anger or frustration.
Build Tension Gradually, Arguments often escalate rather than start at full intensity. Build the tension step by step.
Start with a minor disagreement or a tense conversation.
Let the argument build as each character becomes more invested and emotional.
Reach a peak where the characters are at their most heated and emotional.
Decide whether the argument resolves or leaves characters estranged.
Use Emotional Beats, Incorporate moments of realization, regret, or empathy within the argument. These emotional beats can add depth:
A character might have a sudden realization in the middle of the argument.
Show a character feeling immediate regret after saying something hurtful.
A character might momentarily see the otherâs point of view, even if they donât fully agree.
Reflect the Stakes, Make sure the argument reflects the stakes of the story. The higher the stakes, the more intense the argument should be. If itâs a minor disagreement, keep it low-key. If itâs a life-changing issue, let the emotions and tension run high.
Vary the Pacing Not all arguments need to be fast and furious. Vary the pacing to reflect the ebb and flow of real conversations, Use quick back-and-forth dialogue for intense moments. Allow for pauses where characters collect their thoughts or calm down slightly before the next surge of emotion.
Consider the Aftermath, Think about the consequences of the argument. How does it affect the characters and their relationships moving forward?
Are characters feeling guilty, relieved, or still angry?
Does the argument bring characters closer, or does it drive a wedge between them?
Example of a Written Argument
"You never take my side!" Luana shouted, her voice echoing in the small apartment. "That's not true," Jamil replied, his tone defensive. "I just don't think youâre being reasonable." "Reasonable?" She laughed bitterly, crossing her arms. "You call ignoring my feelings reasonable?" "I'm not ignoring your feelings!" Jamil snapped, taking a step closer. "I just think you're overreacting." "Overreacting?" Luana's face flushed with anger. "You always say that! Every single time I bring up something important!" "Well, maybe if you didn't blow things out of proportionâ" "Don't you dare say that!" she interrupted, her voice trembling. "I can't talk to you when you're like this." "Fine," he muttered, turning away. "Maybe we shouldnât talk at all."
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Speeding Car - Matt Sturniolo Part 13
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16 Part 17 Part 18 Part 19 Part 20 Part 21 Part 22 Part 23 Part 24 Part 25 Part 26 Part 27 Part 28 Part 29
Pairing : y/n x Matt Sturniolo
Summary : After six years with your boyfriend Alex, you start to mentally check out. At a UCLA party, Alex reconnects with his childhood friend Emily, who proposes a double date with her boyfriend Matt. Your attraction to Matt grows as he pays you the first real attention you've had in years, sparking a complicated emotional journey.
Warnings : MDNI, slight tension, angst, suggestive, praise, flirting (kinda), cursing
Matts POV
The sun was dipping low, casting warm orange and pink hues across the sky as I stared out the window. The day had been pretty chill now that Emily was gone, I had some space and could just hang out with Chris and Nick. But now, things were about to get a whole lot more interesting. Nate, our friend from Boston, was visiting for the next week or so and had just arrived at our house. It felt like old times again, having the whole gang together.
âYo, Matt!â Nateâs voice rang out from the living room. âYou ready to lose tonight?â
I smirked, walking in to find him and Chris sprawled out on the couch. âLose? You mean, are you ready to lose? Iâve been working on my swing, man.â
Nate laughed, shaking his head. âWeâll see about that. My gameâs been on point lately.â
âYeah, yeah, Iâll put 100 bucks on it.â I said, rolling my eyes and grabbing my phone off the counter. âWhereâs Nick?â
âHeâs in his room,â Chris said. âProbably trying to pick out an outfit like itâs some kind of fashion show.â
I chuckled. âWell, he better hurry up. Weâre supposed to leave in like ten minutes.â
As if on cue, Nick walked down the stairs into the room, looking way too casual for someone whoâd spent an extra ten minutes getting ready.
âSpeaking of the devil.â I said, crossing my arms with a grin, âYou finally done making yourself pretty?â
Nick laughed it off. âI was just making sure my plus one could come.â
âPlus one?â I raised an eyebrow, not sure what he meant.
âYeah?â Nick said, glancing around the room at all of us. âI invited Y/n to come with us.â
I felt my grin fade a bit, replaced by surprise. I hadnât seen that coming. Not that I had a problem with Y/n coming along, but with everything that had gone down with Emily... things were complicated, especially after last time.
I shot Nick a look, trying to figure out what he was thinking. âYou sure thatâs a good idea? I mean, Emily wasnât exactly happy about us hanging out.â
Nick shrugged, looking calm and collected. âIf I remember right, she said she didnât want you two hanging out alone. Weâre all going, right? Itâs not like itâs just you and Y/n. Thereâll be six of us total.â
I thought about that for a second, replaying Emilyâs words in my head. Nick wasnât wrong. Emilyâs issue was with me and Y/n spending time together one on one, not in a group. And honestly, Y/n was Nickâs friend too. We couldnât just exclude her because of Emilyâs feelings.
Nick gave me that knowing look, a half-smile tugging at his lips. âCome on, man. Donât overthink it. Itâs just Top Golf.â
I sighed, feeling some of the tension slip away as I realized Nick had a point. There was no reason to blow this out of proportion. It was just a fun night out with friends.
âAlright, fine,â I said, clapping Nick on the shoulder. âBut youâre dealing with Emily if she freaks out.â
Nick chuckled. âDeal. I told her weâll pick her up on the way.â
The doorbell rang then, echoing through the house.
âThatâll be Madi,â Chris said, getting up to answer it.
I ran a hand through my hair, trying to shake off the last bit of unease. I grabbed my keys off the counter and turned back to the guys. âAlright, letâs do this. Nate, I hope youâre ready to lose your money tonight.â
Nate laughed, his confidence unwavering. âYou wish.â
We all grabbed our stuff and headed out the door, the excitement for the night starting to build. As I locked up, I couldnât help but wonder how the evening was going to play out. With Y/n along for the ride, things were bound to go one of two ways, to be very awkward or very interesting.
But as I climbed into the car with my friends, I pushed those thoughts aside. Tonight was about having fun. Whatever happened, I'd deal with it together. Just like I always did.
Y/n POV
I blinked at the message, feeling a mix of excitement and nerves. I hadnât been expecting an invitation tonight. Before I could overthink it, I typed back a quick reply:
Me: Are you sure? I donât want to intrude.
His response was immediate.
Nick đ : Of course, youâre not intruding! Nateâs visiting from Boston, and Madiâs coming too. Itâll be a good time.
Seeing that Nate and Madi would be there made me feel a little more at ease. It wasnât just going to be me and the guys, so there wouldnât be any weirdness or pressure. Still, the thought of seeing Matt again had my heart racing. I wasnât sure how it would feel being around him tonight.
Me: Okay, sounds fun!
Nick đ: Great! Weâll swing by and pick you up in about 30. See you soon!
I set my phone down, taking a deep breath to calm my nerves. This was just a casual night out with friends, no big deal. But the potential thought that Iâd see Matt again had my mind racing with thoughts I couldnât quite push away. Shaking my head, I decided to focus on getting ready instead of overthinking.
I pulled open my closet and sifted through my clothes, trying to find something that was cute but casual enough for Top Golf. I settled on a cropped tank top with a flannel shirt layered over it. I paired it with my favorite jeans and some comfy sneakers. After giving myself a look over in the mirror, I decided to put a little extra effort into my hair and makeup. Maybe it was silly, but I wanted to feel confident tonight.
I was just finishing up when my phone buzzed again, this time with a message from Nick letting me know they were outside. I grabbed my bag, gave my reflection a quick nod of approval, and headed out the door. The nervous energy in my chest made me feel ridiculous, but I couldnât shake it.
As I walked outside, I spotted a familiar car waiting at the curb. Mattâs car. My breath hitched for a moment. I could see Matt in the driverâs seat, Chris up front with him. I walked up to the car trying to not make direct eye contact with anyone. Nick slid open the back door and flashed me a welcoming grin.
âHey girl! Hop in,â he said, scooting over to make room for me.
I climbed into the car, trying to keep my cool as I greeted everyone. âHey guys!â
Matt glanced back at me through the rearview mirror, his expression softening as our eyes met. No words were exchanged, we just gave each other a half smile, the kind that made time feel like it slowed down. I returned the smile, feeling a warmth in my chest that made me even more nervous.
âHey, Iâm Madiâ said the girl sitting in the third row, offering me a friendly wave.
âAnd Iâm Nateâ added the guy next to her, a tall guy with a laid back vibe. âNice to meet you.â
âYou too!â I said, glad to finally meet the people Iâd heard about from Nick.
The drive to Top Golf was surprisingly quick. Everyone was in high spirits, chatting and laughing, and I found myself relaxing as the conversation flowed easily. We unloaded from the car once we arrived, and Matt, being the gentleman he was, swung open the door on my side. Our eyes met again as I stepped out, and we exchanged another one of those small, lingering smiles.
âThanksâ I said softly, feeling a flutter in my stomach.
âNo problem,â Matt replied, his voice low and easygoing. The moment was brief, but it left me feeling strangely content.
As we all walked into the building, I found myself sticking close to Nick, who was happily chatting about how excited he was to see Nate again, and Matt stood on the other side of me, silent. âIâve never done this before,â I admitted to him as we waited at the reception desk. âIâm looking forward to seeing what itâs all about.â
Nick gave me a reassuring grin. âYouâll love it. Itâs a good time, especially with this crew.â
We got our bay assignment from the receptionist and made our way up to the second floor. The place was electric with energy, people laughing, music playing, and the satisfying whack of golf balls being hit. We reached our booth, which had a great view of the range, and Matt immediately took charge of inputting all of our names into the machine.
I stood back, taking it all in. The setup was way cooler than Iâd imagined, with all these targets spread out across the field in different colors. âSo, whatâs the deal with all the rings out there?â I asked out loud, walking past Matt to get closer to the yellow line on the ground to get a better look.
Matt joined me, leaning in slightly as he explained. âEach ring gives you a different amount of points. The farther away it is and the closer you get to the center, the more points you score.â
I turned to him, genuinely surprised. âWait, so thereâs actually an aim to this? All this time I thought you were just hitting golf balls as stress relief.â
Matt let out a laugh, the sound making me smile. âYeah, itâs a little more than that. But itâs fun either way.â
Chris was up first, so Matt and I moved out of his way, still chatting. He pointed out the different clubs sitting in the box beside us.
âSo, these are your options,â he said, picking up a driver that was easily as tall as me. âThis oneâs a driver. Good for getting the ball as far out as possible.â
I eyed the club, tilting my head. âThat thingâs huge. I donât think I can even hold that properly. Youâre sure I wonât just end up swinging and missing completely?â
Matt grinned, the playful glint in his eyes making me relax a little more. âItâs all in the technique. But if you think itâs too much, there are shorter ones too.â He handed me a smaller club, our fingers brushing briefly. âThis one might be more your speed.â
I took the club, testing the weight of it in my hands. âOkay, this feels better. I can actually manage this one.â
âGood choice.â Matt said, his tone teasing as he picked up another club for himself. âBut remember, itâs not just about the length. Itâs how you use it.â
I rolled my eyes, laughing at his playful manner. âRight. Iâll keep that in mind, golf pro.â I blushed slightly, was he flirting with me? No he didnât mean it like that.
He chuckled, his eyes crinkling at the corners in that way that made it impossible not to smile back. âIâll show you some tips when itâs your turn.â
âThanks, Iâll need them,â I admitted, feeling more comfortable around him than I had all night.
We all watched as Chris took his first swing, sending the ball flying towards one of the targets. Everyone cheered, and I found myself getting more excited to take my turn.
As I stood there with Matt, bantering back and forth about the clubs, I realized that maybe tonight wasnât going to be as nerve wrecking as Iâd thought. We were just a group of friends having fun, and Mattâs easygoing nature was making it hard to feel anything but relaxed. He was one of those people I instantly felt comfortable around.
When I looked up at the screen to check whose turn it was, I noticed something that made my heart skip a beat. Instead of my full name, the screen showed my nickname, one that only my closest friends used. My face flushed as I realized Matt must have been the one who put it in like that. It was a small gesture, but it made me feel warm inside.
Feeling a mix of anticipation and nerves, I stepped up to the mark and placed the golf ball on the tee. I took a deep breath, trying to channel the confidence Matt had given me earlier, and swung the club.Â
But instead of sailing out into the field, the ball shot straight into the netting below me. I froze in place, wide eyed and embarrassed as laughter erupted behind me. Turning around, I caught their amused faces and couldnât help but laugh at myself too.
âYouâre hitting the ball like itâs mini golf!â Matt called out, his voice full of laughter. His teasing was light hearted, and I could tell he wasnât trying to make me feel bad.
âIâm scared to swing it properly!â I confessed, still laughing as I turned back to face him.
Matt shook his head, still chuckling as he made his way over to me. âHere, let me help you.â
My heart skipped again as he came closer, standing directly behind me. The next thing I knew, Matt was wrapping his arms around mine, placing his hands on top of mine on the club. His touch was gentle but firm, guiding me into the right position. I could feel his breath on the back of my neck, and suddenly, we were practically spooning while standing up. My heart raced in my chest, beating so loud I was sure he could hear it.
âJust relax,â Matt said softly, his voice close to my ear. We swung the club back together, and in one smooth motion, he guided the swing, sending the ball flying down to the bottom of the field. I watched it soar, feeling a rush of excitement at how far it went.
âDo you feel better about it now?â Matt asked, his voice still low, sending a pleasant shiver down my spine.
âYeah, itâs a little less scary now,â I admitted, smiling up at him as he stepped back.
With my newfound confidence, I picked up another golf ball and placed it on the tee. Matt walked back to his seat, and I focused on the ball, trying to replicate what Matt had shown me. I took the same stance, swung the club the same way, and to my amazement, the ball flew straight to the furthest ring.
Everyone cheered in unison, and I couldnât help the grin that spread across my face. âThatâs the girl!â I heard Matt yell from behind me, his voice full of encouragement. My cheeks flushed at his praise, but I couldnât wipe the smile off my face.
I took my last two turns, each time sending the ball further than the last. Every time I hit a good shot, the group cheered, and Mattâs voice always seemed to stand out above the rest. After my final shot, I put the club back in its slot and turned around to see Matt standing there with a big grin. He held up both his hands, and I gave him a double high five, our palms smacking together in a satisfying way.
We both sat down, still buzzing from the game. Matt and I started chatting, the conversation flowing easily between us. It felt good, natural, like weâd been friends forever. Before I knew it, the hour was up, and the game was over.
Nate won by a country mile, with Chris and Matt tying for second. I wonât mention where the rest of us ended up, but letâs just say it was clear who the pros were in this group.
âTime to cough that 100 bucks up Matt.â Nate teased.
As we all started gathering our things, Chris groaned. âUgh, Iâm not ready to go home yet. Can we do something else?â
âWe could all go for a walk on the beach?â Nate suggested, his tone casual, but the idea sounded perfect to me.
Nick lit up at the suggestion. âFucking brilliant idea, Nate.â
Matt looked over at me, almost as if he was checking to see if Iâd be up for it. Our eyes met, and I gave him a reassuring smile. âThe beach sounds nice. I love the beach at night.â
With that, the plan was set. We all piled back into Mattâs car, the mood even more relaxed and happy than before. I slid into the back seat next to Nick again, feeling the cool night air on my face as we drove toward the beach.
It had been a fun night so far, but something told me that the best part was still to come.
a/n : i wasn't going to post this until sunday but here you goooooo (but now you have to wait until sunday for the next part lol)
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Astro Observations/Opinions (Tropical Editionđ«¶đŸđ«¶đŸ)
Hello Guys! Since I have done a vedic edition observations, I now want to do a tropical astrology one. I apologize if I confused anyone with my vedic one, iâm not too well versed in it buttt I AM WELL VERSED IN tropical astrology though heheđ
These are my opinions/observations so LOVE IT OR HATE ITđđ
Anyways letâs get started
1. Scorpio moons at their worst are FUCKING CRAZY. like extremely obsessive, extremely closed and narcissistic and just overall painful to be around. yâall can lowkey suck the life out of everyone lol likeeeeeee no joke. I have met many scorpio moons that are hella abusive but I know thatâs not the majority. Other wise yâall are great to be around but baby as a Leo moon I CANT KEEP dealing with moon square moon synastry đ„ș
2. Sag moons are sooo fickle and flighty like itâs not even funny. THEY WILL TELL A PERSON OFFFF but sometimes they be fake as hell. Very adventurous and THRILL SEEKING and they honestly put themselves into situations that are harmful just for the thrill of it. Very wise but sometimes their wisdom goes RIGHT out the window when it comes down to it.
3. Aries suns and venus placements can be veryyyy selfish imo. Like they are super independent but bc they are they really care less to think about others when achieving certain things. But are very understanding when you come to them and are very willing to listen. Itâs kinda like they want what they want and they will do anything to achieve it despite the cost, and like GIRLIE POP GO OFF but at the same time u gotta be considerate of others. But EXTREMELY LOYALLL to their loved ones absolutely!! I love yâall and love yâall FIESTY energy.
4. Iâm sorry but debilitated and fall mars (libra and cancer mars) have wayyy worse anger issues than ur normal scorpio/aries mars. Like they hold shit in and they are very passive so they wonât tell u did something wrong but they will be snarky and passive aggressive as hell to let you know and like BABESSA U CAN TELL ME NO NEED TO BE PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE ASFFF. Maybe itâs bc iâm a libra rising and mars in the 1st and 10th are just hella aggressive for no reason sometimes. My ex would randomly yell at people for the wrong reasons (he was a libra mars) and tbh i kinda donât care for it like. (btw iâm a pisces mars so HEHEHE i can be passive aggressive as well so i def need to learn how to have boundaries but as people canât handle scorpio or aries anger, i can NEVER deal with a libra or cancer bc imo they blow shit out of proportion all the fucking time) understandable as to why but idk thatâs just my experience
5. Saturn in the 3rd house when they are upset with you they can be so demeaning at times. like when you donât know something they are the types to be so unconsciously demeaning and kind of rude at times. ( like for instance if you were to ask them a question about a topic that they know they willl look at u and respond to u like ur dumb asf like đ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș) they are very smart tho and they sometimes feel like they arenât but like U ARE BABY DONT LISTEN TO THE OTHERS THAT hate on ur intelligence like yâall are very smart but can also be passive aggressive at times đ
6. Scorpio Venus or having Pluto in the 7th house YALL ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CLINGY!! I love it tho for others that love it but yâall are veryyyyyyyyyy possessive (like if someone looks at yâallâs partner yâall prob imagining ripping their throat out like LMAO i understand tho). very loyal to their partner and can sometimes unhealthy dedicate all of themselves to them and nglll me donât care for that but i understand bc yâall become so consumed with them bc of how intense yâall love and I LOVE IT but baby also have a life of ur ownnn lol (most of yâall do but sometimes yâall donât) but yâall lowkey hypocritical tho sometimes imo
7. Sage and pisces literally are the ONLY ONES (other than scorpio maybe) imo that can do high dosages of drugs and wake up and be okay like ????? IM SO JEALOUSS bc i have virgo in my 12th and when i get high i get really paranoid and anxioussss so but with yâall having either in the 12th or even calm signs like taurus and fire placements imo yâall are built different like LMAO i loveee that for yâall tho
8. Capricorn moons arenât cold at all lol they are very much crybabies like cancer moons, if a cap moon isnât being emotional towards u then maybe they donât feel safe enough yet or maybe they donât consider you close enough to them (no shade). They are like scorpio moons tho imo when they at their lowest they can be hard to be around but YALL ARE SO MATURE AND i hate that for yâall like be reckless i know saturn may get u karma but sometimes yâall LIMIT yourselves so fucking much like baby you deserve the world. Look at the world in a scarcity mindset (unless itâs money or if they have fire placements ehh they not so scare thinkers)
9. Virgo placements are extremely shamy imo. Like they are very critical at times and they will SHAME u if ur doing something that isnât âcommon senseâ in their eyes. like baby i know u didnât have the space to make mistakes without critical advice but at the same time do u really have to be shamey towards everyone else? but tbh they are the true leoâs in disguise and ABSOLUTELY give them their flowers bc acts of service means so much to them and the most mainstream people have virgo placements (attention to detail is so critical which is why they thrive and succeed) but yâall kinda use that as a scapegoat to be very shamey and critical towards others. I have a love and hate relationship with yâall lol 12th synastry đđ©
10. IN REGARDS TO 12th house synastry, itâs so ass. Like THE PERSON U SHARE IT WITH WILL COME IN UR DREAMS AND BE ON UR MIND FOR NO FUCKING reason and for someone who takes a little while to move on from things (fixed dominant LOL but iâve gotten a lot better) BABY I DONT NEED YALL TO BE IN MY DREAMS. lowkey i feel like 12th house synastry people lowkey get under ur skin for no reason and if thatâs so imo itâs either because they are acting or responding in ways you do as well and is afraid to admit bc yâall mirror each other or it can genuinely be resurfacing things that remind u of things and trigger u (i feel like thatâs the 8th house synastry ofc bc 12th house is hidden fears and repression so iâm kinda assuming it would be the same with the 12th lol hmu if you have other opinionsđđđđ«¶đŸ)
last one hehehe
11. Libra placements please stop being people pleasers BABY ONCE U CREATE BOUNDARIES FUCKKKKK how others feel bitch bc when u donât tbh yâall get super resentful and tbh who wouldnât. libra placements really are only nice to keep the peace and to be likable but either or libra yâall will have haters regardless so instead of fearing it yâall should embrace it more. Remember the saying that if u donât have haters u ainât living in ur truth (ITS A 50/50 STATEMENT TBH itâs true but not being used in the sense of being problematic) but yâall canât please everyone so instead of giving yourselves the headache, let go of the notion that if your liked everything will be okay when itâs not. and wanting to be liked and keep the peace isnât a serving attitude itâs kinda selfish bc weâre really doing it for ourselves more than others (IM SHADING MYSELF HERE but i know yâall can agree but that doesnât make us bad people weâre just flawed asf). BUT BABY GROW A BACKBONE ONCE YALL DO OMFAGSGSGSGSGSGS yâall are so fucking unstoppable and serve cunt energy hehehe
Thatâs it for tropical! Hope yâall like it!
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So, I know what Ed meant when he told Stede "last night was a mistake" during their argument in s2e7. He was panicking because Stede was finding his footing in a profession Ed wants out of, and he was latching onto any issue he could spot and blowing it up because he was looking for an excuse to leave Stede before Stede could leave him. He was, as Stede accurately points out, blowing things out of proportion.
However. While I think Stede was accurate in his summation of what Ed was doing during that argument, I don't think he's as sure as we are that Ed doesn't regret having sex with him (at most, they had sex at a very emotionally-charged time and should have waited and just talked instead so Ed has some mixed feelings in hindsight, but the sex was consensual and they both seem to have had a very nice time, all things considered). And I am 100% sure what Stede heard was "you're bad at sex and I hated having sex with you last night."
So I definitely think Ed and Stede have set themselves up for a situation where Stede is going try to "take things slow" and avoid initiating sex, waiting for Ed to make the first move. But neither of these guys are famously very good at articulating what they want and need from each other (that's okay, it's just something they need to work on together!).
I'm positive it's going to be a situation where Ed is, like, seductively draping himself over surfaces and wondering why Stede isn't taking the hint (does he not find him attractive anymore?), while meanwhile Stede is trying to be g-d's strongest little soldier and waiting for very clear verbal confirmation that Ed is ready to have sex again. It's a juicy, kinda angsty situation is what I'm saying.
Ed: he doesn't think I'm hot anymore. why does my super hot boyfriend not wanna fuck me :((((
Stede:
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SYNOPSIS: Chris begins to distance himself, prompting y/n to finally confront him about his behavior, but the confrontation doesn't go well.
WARNING: just angst
word count: 811
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Lately, Chris has been distant. When we're out with friends, he either drops my hand or completely ignores my presence altogether. It's been a week since he last told me he loved me, and even our texts consist of dry, one-word responses.
I'm trying to figure out what could have happened between us. I glance over at him; he's sleeping on his side, turned away from me. Tears start to fill my vision, and I get up and walk out of the room.
As I step into the dimly lit kitchen, the cool tiles beneath my feet provide a stark contrast to the warmth of my emotions. I reach for a glass, the faint clink breaking the silence as I pour myself some water, the sound echoing in the empty room. The tears stream down my cheeks, a mix of sadness and confusion.
Chris enters the kitchen. Quickly, I wipe away the tears, trying to hide my emotions as I lean against the countertop, holding the glass tightly. With an effort to appear calm, I take a sip of the water, trying to regain my composure.
"Why are you up?" Chris asks as he grabs a glass and pours himself some water.
"Couldn't sleep," I shrug.
Chris nods and turns to walk back to the room.
"Wait, Chris," I say, and he turns around.
"Is something wrong? I feel like you've been acting distant."
Chris hesitates for a moment. "No, everything's fine," he says reassuringly, but the hollow ring in his voice fails to convince me.
"Just stressed with work," he adds quickly, almost too quickly, as if trying to fill the silence with anything but the truth.
"It's not just work, Chris," I say."You drop my hand when we're with friends or ignore me. You havenât even told me you loved me in a week. I mean, what am I supposed to do with that?"
Chris's expression shifts, his features contorting with defensiveness. "You're blowing this out of proportion," he retorts, his tone sharp. "I have a lot on my plate right now, and you're making this about you."
His words hit me like a punch to the gut, and I feel a surge of anger rising within me. "Making this about me?" I shoot back, my voice rising with indignation. "Chris, this is about us, about our relationship. And if you can't see that, then maybe we need to reevaluate things."
Chris's jaw tightens, his eyes flashing with frustration as he struggles to find the right words. "Look, I know things haven't been great lately," he begins, his tone softer now, more conciliatory. "But it's not fair to put all the blame on me. We both have our faults, our issues to work through.â
His attempt at diplomacy only serves to stoke the fire of my anger. "So now it's my fault too?" I retort, my voice laced with bitterness. "Fine, let's talk about my faults. But don't you dare deflect from the fact that you've been distant, that you've neglected our relationship.â
"Maybe we both need some time to figure things out," Chris finally says,
As he storms out of the room, I'm left standing there, the weight of his words heavy in the air. Tears threaten to spill over once again, but I refuse to let them.
Gathering my courage, I make my way back to the bedroom seeing Chris packing his stuff. my throat felt like it was closing up.
"I can't believe we're finally living together," Chris said with a grin, his eyes sparkling with anticipation.
"Yeah, it's going to be amazing," I replied, my heart swelling with happiness at the thought of sharing my life with him.
He walked up to me and kissed me. I smiled into the kiss, my hands in his hair. I kissed him once more and pulled away. He chased my lips, and I turned away, laughing.
But now, as I watch him pack his things, that happiness feels like a distant memory, overshadowed by the pain of our current situation.
"So, you're just going to leave?" I manage to ask, my voice carrying a mixture of disbelief and hurt.
"I'm going back to live with Nick and Matt," his tone devoid of any of the warmth or tenderness that used to fill his words.
I can feel the sting of tears threatening to spill from my eyes as I struggle to comprehend his nonchalant demeanor. "So that's it?" I press, my voice trembling with a mixture of frustration and desperation.
There's a tense silence that hangs in the air, punctuated only by the sound of his continued packing. He grabs his things and walks past me. I stand there, utterly stunned by his actions.
never thought I would see him walk out the door with his bags.
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This fandom seriously just⊠frustrates me to the point where Iâm writing this rant.Â
This fandom does not understand flawed and complex characters.Â
And, uh. Letâs talk about that.Â
How they treat David and Exer:
The amount of bias this fandom holds for Exer and David is astounding. âOh, the gay boys! Theyâre so sweet and wouldnât hurt anyone!â (Paraphrasing, obviously, but this fandom does seriously put them on a pedestal)
When David and Exer were introduced, from very early on, they were shown to be heavily flawed characters.Â
Exer is responsible for the entire story. He tricked Jackson to going to the girlâs changing room, which is what kicked off everything. Jackson getting bullied and harassed, Jackson eventually having his name cleared, Jackson not trusting the REDs, Jackson eventually learning about Exerâs powers, Exer having his powers found out, etc. This all started because Exer fucked with Jackson. He gaslit him to hell and back, he harassed him, he was jealous that Jackson was getting close with Brenda, his ex who he felt very possessive over.Â
And David? David is a follower. He hears people saying âJackson did something badâ and he immediately turned on Jackson, not hearing him out. Gossiping about him, talking shit to his face, letting people bully and harass him. And I understand that it was his sister, so heâs bound to feel more protective. But what happens when he learns it was actually Pamela who was âharassedâ by Jackson? He doesnât care.Â
And that moves me to David and Exerâs treatment of Pamela. Exer, like with Jackson, gaslit the shit out of her. He bullied her, called her a witch, called her creepy and a stalker and a liar. And he did this even though he knew she was right. He let people bully this poor girl to the point where sheâs a loner with no friends and is picked on every day.Â
Iâm not saying Exer isnât a good character. He actually has one of my favorite character arcs! But quit putting David and Exer on pedestals. Quit acting like they didnât have any of the bad shit Jacksonâs did to them coming.Â
Speaking of JacksonâŠ:
 Holy shit. This fandom is ruthless to Jackson Smith. And for no gosh damn reason.Â
âHeâs mean to Exer and David!â
Did you miss the whole âExer and David harassing him in the same way they did to Pamelaâ thing? They literally ruined all of his friendships and his social status. Jackson was just the new kid trying to fit in and they never gave him that chance.Â
âHeâs so emo and cringe!â
He is literally so depressed that he has to go to therapy. Exer and David bullied him so he is constantly guarded and has serious trust issues since they were his friends.Â
âHeâs using the diary to control Exerâs life and ruin it!â
Season 3 premier shows otherwise. Heâs only testing out the diary to see what it can do. You telling me that if you didnât have a magical diary that can control the universe centered around someone, you wouldnât test it out? Donât you lie to me. And he hasnât even done anything horrible. In fact, he uses the diary as a way to try and help Exer and David after William kicked David out of the house. He may not like Exer, but he has good morals. Heâs not going to let someone who is suffering be open to any harm. Thatâs why he used the diary to try and protect them both. And when it backfired, he decided to stop using the diary. He didnât want anyone to get hurt or for anything bad to happen.Â
âHe beat up David!â
There we go again, putting Exer and David on pedestals. Guys, youâre blowing it way outta proportion. Jackson was in a fist fight with Exer, David tried to intervene and got kicked in the face. You know how people tell you donât try to stop two dogs fighting unless you want to get bit? Thatâs what happened here.Â
Jackson is literally just a traumatized kid. He lost his mom at a young age g age and moved to a new place and was hoping to make some new friends. His âfriendsâ immediately turn their backs on him and harass him. He learns one of them is behind everything that caused this? Ya, donât tell me you wouldnât be fucking pissed either.Â
We are the audience. We have more insight to these characterâs mind and situations than Jackson does. Put yourself into his perspective.Â
Anyways, thank you for coming to my TED Talk. Make sure to pet Lucy-furr on your way out.Â
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okay btw one of my wreck-it ralph movie universe headcanons is that theres bosses in heros duty, which are the various soldiers getting turned into cy-bugs.
now, i imagine that the programmers of the game had to implement code to delete the "becoming a cy-bug and dying" part of the characters memory because before doing that the characters would Stop Showing Up in the bossfights for Some Reason (the characters chose not to show up. but. the devs dont know theyre sentient.)
which this is a good enough band-aid solution! especially for personal ports of the game where like the characters will only sometimes experience the boss fights, and no little errors in their code can crop up. especially very little issues for physical copies of the game (unless the disk scratches or somthin)
but in an arcade enviroment? where hundreds of kids are playing daily? and where the hero's duty and other arcade game characters can interact? the tiniest imperfection- the tiniest memory leak (a litteral one in this case) can be fucking devestating.
thats what i think happened to markowski. i think he had a tiny imperfection in his code where ! oops ! he doesnt forget being turned into a cy-bug! and i also think markowski would be the first boss in heros duty. so like. in One Week of bein g plugged in he's been turned into a bug over and over and killed over and over (either from the player's gun or the big ol bug zapper lazer) and no one fucking believes him because THEIR MEMORY GETS ERASED EVERY TIME.
i think that, in other arcades in the WIR universe, arcades where there was never a Turbo incident, Hero's Duty would be a problem game of apocalyptic proportions. like. One Guy doesnt show up for a quarter alert because hes sick of becoming a bug and it kinda fucks up the game a little. And like, theres a significant risk of a Cy-bug breaking out and getting into another machine.
arcades with copies of heros duty end up having to replace some of their games because of "dead pixels" (cy-bug swarms rendering as just green blurs) or "missing assets" (cy-bugs destroying everything in sight) or the entire machine just. breaking. the outlet it was in exploding (in cases where the hero's duty characters notice a cy-bug escape and manage to quarintine it in one of the games it fled to. rare "good" ending where they evacuate the characters and blow up the exit before the cy-bugs infect another game)
some arcades just straight up go out of buisness because cy-bugs have taken over all of the games. they just cant be stopped if there's no beacon. and most games wouldnt have one! sugar rush was really lucky that diet cola mountain was there and the devs didnt think it a waste of gigabytes and cut it. real "we put this tomato out of bounds because if we deleted it the game broke" energy.
and nobody outside of the game world would know whats Really happening.
Litwak's Arcade, though? there's probably a therapy group that gets started for game characters. one similar to bad anon but maybe one thats a seperate branch for hero characters, especially fighter / shooter / general violent video game characters. like bad anon and similar groups would have been started because of Turbo and these groups were essentially formed to stop other characters from doing something so drastic. so litwak's arcade ends up being one of the few arcades with a still functional cabinet of Hero's Duty.
also i think that in a "turbo/king candy coded himself so deeply into sugar rush that he respawns" AU he would remember being a cy-bug and it would be. just. the worst fucking thing to have experienced! not only would he remember being eaten he would remember being burned to death by boiling hot soda! cause hes not programmed to deal with that. any character not from hero's duty would not be programmed to forget what being a cy-bug was like and it would be traumatic as hell. because i do think it fucks with your brain as well. i dont think all of cy-bug candy's behaviour was himself, i think a lot of that was the cy-bug just basically being given voice. i think the bug moreso took on some of king candy/turbos personaly rather than turbo taking over the bug.
characters who die after being eaten by a cy-bug will respawn like normal if they're in their correct game though. so if a cy-bug invasion happened but the bugs were exterminated, the characters would be fine. plus games have a world reset condition so damage can likely be repaired (like how for sugar rush the world reset condition was vanellope crossing the finish line.)
it would have lasting effects for sure. probably different ones depending on the individual. i think turbo specifically would end up with an "i need to BITE everyone" kind of lasting effect 100%
im putting this note at the end but i think the final boss of hero's duty would be seargent calhoun. i think she would get eaten by the cybug queen after all the other soldiers are gone and then she herself goes down. i also think tthat in the 1 week of hero's duty being plugged in at litwak's in the movie no one has actually gotten to the final boss yet (difficult game yknow!!) so its not really known if calhoun would experience a memory leak issue or not.
the second wreck it ralph movie isnt real it aint happened (/silly, joke) so if it condradicts anything i ever say. no it doesnt actually. i make the rules.
#im kindof writing a fic that mentions this idea but idk if i will finish it? or if ill release it publicly at all#so i want to make this a post so that people can hear my idea even if i never finish writing the thing.#wreck it ralph#wir#heros duty#hero's duty#cybug#cy-bug#turbo wir#turbo wreck it ralph#king candy#<- i mention turbo/king candy hes being tagged#wreck it ralph headcanons#wir headcanons
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So you've talked a few times about how Plagg and Tikki failed on a fundamental level as mentors, and how Fu wasn't even really a mentor at all, but I don't think I've seen you bring up Su-Han as of yet, and I'm curious to know where you fall on that particular character.
I personally feel he could've been useful for expository purposes, and/or served as a catalyst for Marinette's growth into the role of guardian/team leader (you know, if the show were interested in character growth, or suggesting it's protagonist isn't omni-capable), but instead he showed up in four episodes, caused several problems, raised more questions than he ultimately answered, and honestly makes me question why he was included in the first place.
The order of the guardians is back after 170+ years and the most lasting impact this has on the story is... they teach Jagged Stone Kung Fu? Were you on the writing team, how would you make effective use of this plot point (Or was it a bad idea to begin with?)
Su-Han is an incredibly weird character. I'm honestly not totally sure why he exists, but I'll give you my best guess and then we'll talk about how he could have been used because I do think that he had potential.
It feels like they only introduced the guardian temple back in season three because they wanted to explain how the peacock and butterfly got lost - even though their explanation just raises even more questions if you know anything about archology - then they realized, "Oh shit, we probably need to address the guardian's return somehow, don't we?"
But if they let a whole mystic order descend on Paris, then we don't really need our two heroes, so instead we get one rando who walked (or I guess jumped?) from Tibet to Paris in order to be the writer's whipping boy because that's really how Su-Han is used. He's not here to help or to be a mentor. He's here to voice audience complaints so that the writers can shut those complaints down with nonsense logic.
For example, this exchange from Ephemeral is what kicks off Marinette's awkward and concerning plan to lie to her partner about an identity reveal:
Su-Han: This really takes the cake! Ladybug: Grand Master Su-Han? Su-Han: Nine! You used nine Miraculous to defeat a single villain, when Cat Noir could have just used his Cataclysm! Ladybug: I had to. Cat Noir was missing! Su-Han: What do you mean "missing"? You can't just let the holder of the one of the most powerful Miraculous go about as he pleases! What if he started making his own decisions, or act it out? Like Shadow Moth?! Ladybug: Cat Noir? Act like Shadow Moth? Wow. Are you blowing this out of proportion just a little? Su-Han: Not at all. In fact, you should find out who Cat Noir really is, so you can have better control over him. Ladybug: What?? No way! We can't know our true identities! It would be too dangerous if Shadow Moth got a hold of one of us! Su-Han: I. Don't. Care!! Deal with this problem quickly, otherwise I will take back his Miraculous as soon as he shows a whisker! And I'll choose the new Cat Noir myself! Ladybug: Okay, okay, alright. What if you knew who he was, would that work? Su-Han: I... I suppose so. But I'm warning you, if you don't succeedâ Ladybug: I get it. Cat Noir will be replaced.
Does Su-Han read like an Adrien salter to you? Because he does to me! He's presenting a valid argument in the most obnoxious and inflammatory way possible by making it about controlling Chat Noir instead of having the argument focus on the issue of, "Hey, maybe more than one person should know who has this extremely powerful miraculous just in case something bad happens to that one person?" An argument that holds more weight than he could possibly know because of the whole senti issue making Chat Noir a potential perfect sleeper agent.
And at the end of the episode, we get this exchange even though none of Su-Han's concerns have actually been addressed:
Su-Han: So, do you know who Cat Noir is yet? Ladybug: No. Su-Han: What? I thought I had warned youâ Ladybug: I don't want to know. I've proven to you a hundred times that I'm a good guardian, and Cat Noir and I have proven to you a hundred times that we were exceptional superheroes, and you! How many times have you told us that we were messing up, when that was totally untrue? You're judging us based on your own fears, and not on our actions! Su-Han: (groans) You're right, little Ladybug. Perhaps I'm worrying over nothing. What's for sure is that one doesn't come across a guardian like you every century. (reaches out his fist) How do you say again? Ladybug and Su-Han: Pound it.
You can tell that the writers wanted Su-Han to be the bad guy here. That his pushing for an identity reveal was at fault and you - the audience - should feel bad if you ever agreed with him, but his base argument is never actually addressed. Marinette just says he needs to trust her and so he does for some reason? Remind me, which of these two is supposed to have years of experience and which of them has been a hero for less than a year and in that time has totally failed to even try to retrieve the miraculous that she's supposed to be recovering? Writers, please stop saying that Marinette is the best guardian ever when you don't let her do anything that feels all that special. I'm not saying that she's terrible, she's doing what was asked if her, I'm just concerned that this is considered way above average quality.
On top of that nonsense, there's also the problem that Marinette's counter argument would have worked right from the start, so her rushed deception plan doesn't feel like a true act of desperation like it was clearly supposed to be. Instead, it just makes her look like a horrible person even though that obviously wasn't the writer's intent. This is what always happens when they speed run these complex what-if or backstory episodes. It never works out like they clearly want it to.
Chat Blanc did it by making Adrien look bad for hiding his identity so that he could date Ladybug. Derision did it by making multiple characters look unhinged and/or evil. Ephemeral does it with the frankly baffling lie plan which is only there so we can have a proper identity reveal moment between the leads. That's literally why the episode is written like that, btw. They wanted to let Adrien confess his identity in a big romantic moment, so they forced a scenario where that would happen even though it makes Ladybug look terrible.
Anyway, back to Su-Han.
If Miraculous was allowed to have serious plot lines that spanned multiple episodes, then Su-Han could have been a great edition to the cast. Season four is a pretty big tonal shift for the show. Things start to feel a lot more serious in this season with the Ladynoir conflict and Marinette struggling to be the guardian. It also comes right after the season where we learned that Master Fu wasn't a true guardian. All of this is the perfect setup for a true mentor character who shows up to fix things and maybe even give out some new powers!
Imagine how much better this season would have been if it was about Su-Han helping Ladynoir! If he saw the conflict and stepped in to guide them through it. You could even have him be closer to Adrien than Marinette to balance Marinette and Fu's relationship.
For example, what if the guardians didn't have the wacky staff that tracks down miracle boxes but not miraculous because then Gabriel would be defeated too easily? What if Su-Han just shows up and Marinette doesn't trust him, but Adrien does? And so Su-Han helps Adrien the most while Marinette keeps Su-Han at arms length just like she does Adrien because that's what Fu taught her to do and Fu was wrong about everything! This could still lead to the season four ending, but instead of it being a nothing burger where season five continues all of the same problems, instead season five is where Marinette embraces Su-Han and really starts to understand what it means to be a guardian and a partner? Things Fu never taught her because he kind of sucked at his job.
That's just one way to make Su-Han work. A way that keeps canon intact up to the start of season five because, while I hate season four's writing and "conflict" resolution, I can admit that there was potential in the base idea. You could also scrap all of season four and rewrite everything to keep things more light hearted while still letting Su-Han be a total upgrade.
You could even go the exact opposite direction and set Su-Han up to be the next big bad! Why have sentimonster freedom be a conflict (even though it really wasn't) when you could make everything about Kwami freedom? It's a really natural progression to go from defeating Gabriel to fighting for... institutional changes(?) in how the miraculous work. Let Kwamis pick their holders and remove their bonds so that Gabriel never happen again!
I really do mean it when I say that this show is bursting with potential. I wouldn't be so enthralled by how bad it is if it didn't have potential to be amazing.
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can u do jack champion headcanons (or drabble) w/ a gf who gets elevator anxiety? literally everytime i have to use one i get so anxious itâs terribleđ
omg. i thought it was just me who did this LMAO i canât get on a elavator without freaking out đđ
pairing: jack champion x fem!reader
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Jack and you were just about ready to leave the hotel room and head toward his Avatar premiere. However, there was an issue that he wasnât aware of. You canât take elevators.
Well, technically you could take an elevator, but the worry just eats you up from the inside out. Imagine all the possibilities of what could happen there! It could stop, you could get stuck, or worse, it could drop. And yes, maybe you were blowing this out of proportion but tell that to the 10,200 elevator accidents this year. Normally you would just take the stairs but with the heels you had on, it would be like walking through hell.
Yet by the time you were pulled out of your thoughts, the thing you dreaded most was straight ahead. The elevator. Now, you knew Jack wouldn't mind going down the stairs after all, it was just two floors, but you didnât want to ruin the mood. Not when he was all giddy and excited for you to finally see the movie he worked years on.
Before approaching the elevator you came to a halt, Jack stopping with you. He looked at you with knitted eyebrows, silently asking you âWhat's up?â with his eyes. âJack, can I ask you something?â Your tone was light, but you could hear the nervousness, you were just hoping he didnât. âI donât know, can you?â You rolled your eyes at his playful impertinent remark but asked your questions. âIs there any other way to get down? Like without the elevator?â. Jack's face morphed into an obviously perplexed one. âNot unless you wanna take the stairs. Or jump. We could probably jump, yeah?â He was chuckling at his own jokes when he noticed the serious look plastered onto your face.
âYou really don't want to take the elevator?â you nodded your head at his question unsure of how he was going to respond. âHow come?â he had asked, genuinely confused, Jack had loved elevators, he loved the feeling they gave him in his stomach. Like a rollercoaster ride almost.
You shuffled your feet, embarrassed to explain. âI'm afraid of them.â and though Jack didn't mean it, he found himself giggling at your confession. âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry- Ok how do you wanna get down? Jumping is still an option,â You shook your head listlessly, and Jack got the message.
âOkay, how about we take the stairs?â he asked and his joking demeanor had faded. âYeaaah, about that,â you dragged your vowels before resuming, âI think my ankles would be absolutely annihilated if I didâ. Jack had a growing smirk on his face, he rubbed his chin pretending to be in deep thought. He snuck a quick glance at the staircase that was just across from where you both were standing and then a glance at you before talking. âI might have a solution.â He spoke, and before you even got to respond he swooped you up bridal style while running over to the stair case.
You had numerous protests while he was carrying you, they mostly consisted of âJack put me down!â âStop Iâm gonna ruin your hair Jack!â and occasionally âPeople are looking!!â and Jack being Jack he didnât stop until the of the stairs.
When you got there you shot him an injudicious look. âWhyâd you do that? You could've messed up your outfit,â He shrugged evidently unbothered by his rash action, yet still grinning like the Cheshire cat. âYou didn't seem too fond of the jumping option so I thought Iâd help out a bitâ You playfully shoved his shoulder. âMaybe I'll jump the next time we leave, okay?â He laughed while nodding his head. âDeal.â
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also sorry u requested this like 2 weeks ago ahh!!
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I think the major issues of Lanolin come down to that itâs the heroes (as well as fan favourites) that she was being harsh too and Mimic (a villain) being supportive towards her attitude as it benefits his plans so of course, it frames her in a bad light to many fans.
We know whatâs really going on as we get to see the villainsâ plans and motives but Lanolin doesnât and thatâs where people tend to forget that the characters donât share the knowledge that the player/reader does which can be frustrating.
Genuinely outside of her not checking if Team Sonic were okay, Lanolin has been understandable in her actions because sheâs right that boards going haywire and the Team standing on the track are hazards.
Sheâs also made it clear that she will not do favouritism when it comes to her work as shown throughout the issue and is a stickler for the rulesâŠthis lines up with previous issues and the character overall.
As Iâve said many times before on the Sonic subreddits, I hope she gets an arc or even a special where she learns to chill out from another character (Maybe from Big since theyâre complete opposites) and eventually apologises to Silver.
I understand the dislike of her character (even as I typed this all out, I donât like her either) yet definitely agree with that Twitter are blowing this out of proportion especially by those who hate IDW but thatâs Twitter in a nutshell and wonât be surprised if people are here are doing the same in that one tag that shall not be named for my sanity. lol
TLDR; People donât like sheep for being too serious and mean especially to our heroes.
#idw sonic#lanolin the sheep#idw sonic spoilers#spoilers#massive spoilers#grammar mistakes#spelling mistakes#sorry for the rant#ramblings#just rambling#goodnight
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aita for getting upset that my friend keeps getting into my hyperfixations?
for context, i (16ftm) am autistic, and hold my fixations close to me. they become pretty much a good chunk of all i talk about sometimes for months.
my friend (17ftm, we'll call him x) is also autistic. weve known each other for years, and for years this has been an issue.
the issue comes when i would get into something, and he would get into that same thing and make it his entire personality. blow it waaaayyy out of proportion. way more than i ever did. he would have little to know interest in these things until i did. sometimes it would like get to the point where it would make me so mad at him sometimes. x knows how important some of these things are to me, but he doesn't seem to care much. to me it sometimes feels like he's stealing parts of my personality
and i get some of this sounds stupid, its just a piece of media and other people can like it too but for me hyperfixations are more than that.
tl;dr: i have autism, and so does my friend, but to me it feels like hes taking away from who i am as a person. aita?
What are these acronyms?
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Happier Than Ever | Rafe Cameron Headcannon â§
Happier Than Ever by Billie Eilish is what i imagine a toxic relationship between pogue!girlfriend and rafe cameron. hear me out..
Note: This is my first time writing anything on Tumblr lol! Let me know how to improve, I really enjoy writing :333, also i was thinking of writing a blurb on this too so send me a message!
When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
I can imagine his girlfriend being care free with her friends but once sheâs with rafe, she feels trapped and claustrophobic.
she doesnât realize sheâs in a toxic relationship though, she thinks that his aggressiveness and controlling nature is just the way he shows affection.
of course she still loves him unconditionally but she often wishes heâd be kinder.
i knew when i asked you to,
be cool about what i was telling you,
youâd do the opposite of what youâd said youâd do,
and id end up more afraid.
whenever she would hang out w the pogues, rafe would blow the situation out of proportion and start arguments. she argues back, telling him to calm down, but it only makes him angrier.
no matter if sheâd let him know in advance, heâd always be pissed.
of course her friend would question why she would stay w him. sometimes she would avoid the pogues just so rafe wouldnât get upset.
Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable
honorable mention.
You call me again, drunk in your Benz
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath
'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends
Rafe would totally call his girlfriend while high/drunk driving to make her feel worried for him just to have a laugh with his kook friends.
heâd do it just to show topper and kelce how he has her at his fingertips.
And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me fucking sad
the internet reference would totally be the pogues. his girlfriend would defend his name whenever they would bring up how shitty he is.
time and time again, she would be proven wrong by his irrational behaviors.
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood.
rafe would be the type blame his aggressiveness on his daddy issues and constantly justify himself for being a dickhead.
he would rant to his girlfriend about his problems to make her feel guilty and make feel like she needed to stay.
the pogues definitely, eventually get tired of his bullshit.
currently cooking up fic ideas for this..
(can yâall tell i love this song?)
all credits to their owners!!
#SoundCloud#obx fanfiction#rafe cameron#rafe imagine#billie eilish#happier than ever#rafe cameron imagine#outerbanks rafe#obx imagine#outer banks#drew starkey#rafe x reader#rafe fic#this song bro#rafe cameron thoughts
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The Duff 14
Warnings: groping, insecurity, food and body issues, manipulation, and the usual. Proceed with caution.
Feedback is always welcome. Love you and thanks for the wonderful responses so far.â„â„â„â„
Image credit (I want to give dues where due but donât want the creator to keep getting tagged in my posts as I have been approached by some before that they donât want me in their notifs)
You skip lunch, trying to make up for missed time. The hours fly by and you only look up from your desk as Marnie packs up. You wish her a good night and Taylor leaves soon after without a word.
You cradle your forehead and pull your phone closer, flipping it over. Notifications stack on the lock screen unnoticed as you keep it muted in the office. You don't need Gloria lecturing you again about professionalism.
That most of the notifications are messages from Curtis both surprises you and doesn't. You fully thought he was too mad to bother yet he's left a scroll of texts. He's a bit much, too much.Â
Ugh, you don't know. You put down the phone and rub your eyes. It's just all too fast. You're panicking. And clueless. You just really don't know if you're blowing it out of proportion.Â
You retrieve your phone and flip up the lockscreen. You thumb through your contacts and hit Stephanie's name. You hesitate, hovering over the keyboard.
'Hey, sup?'
Hopefully she answers. You can ask her about Curtis. Or maybe you're better off just forgetting him. You're almost too embarrassed to tell anyone. You're probably being stupid.Â
You go back to your work. Gloria is already gone. You barely saw her before she left for the courthouse and Charles dipped out after his lunch. You might be the only person left in the office.
You enjoy the solitary. You feel like you haven't been alone in forever. You never realised how much you actually enjoy it.
Your steady typing fills the silence. You ease into the lull, the sky dimming through the windows, casting a haze over your cubicle. You save the file and check the time. You should go. At this point, you're working for free.
The click of a door handle frightens you. You assure yourself it's just the cleaner but the scuff of a sole assures you otherwise. Andy lets out a garbled noise.
"Shoot, sorry, I didn't realise anyone was still here," he says.
"Just about to leave," you grab your phone and make a face at the new alert. Even more messages and none from Stephanie.Â
"Avoiding home?" Andy wonders as he pulls shut his office door.
"Not exactly," you shut down your computer and grab your bag from under your desk, "just⊠not in a hurry."
"I know the feeling. Not rearing to sit down to a microwave steak and powdered potatoes," he kids, "you know what people never warn you about when you divorce? The cooking."
You force a laugh. It's nice of him to humour you. You suppose your problems could be worse. You don't have to worry about custody or alimony or really anything but yourself. Maybe that's why Curtis is making you so anxious.
"Not tryna be inappropriate but you have any suggestions? Might be better off grabbing something on the way."
"Er," you shoulder your bag, "the taco place isn't too bad from what I hear. My friends said it was amazing.:
"You didn't go?"
"Uh, no," you admit as you rub your neck, making the awkward shuffle towards the door ahead of him, "I was busy."
You won't admit that they didn't invite you and that you were at home watching their Insta stories about the ghost pepper salsa. No one needs to know that. You wish you could forget that altogether.
"Hmm, I don't mind Mexican," he follows you through the door, "how about you? What's for dinner?"
"I don't know, cereal," you scoff as you head down the stairs, "easier than cooking."
He's quiet as the stairs creak beneath his feet. The old building groans as you come down to the main floor. You don't even feel much like eating.Â
"I hate to be⊠too forward but you wanna join me for tacos? My treat."
"Hmm?" You pause at the door and glance back at him.
"I mean, you want something quick and I hate eating alone. Every night. In front of the TV."
You feel a pluck of sympathy. You can't tell if he's playing it up or joking. You also don't know how acceptable it would be to have dinner with your boss.
"You don't have to stay. We can grab take out and you can enjoy it at home."
You keep your hand on the door and tap your toe. It's just food, right? You hate to turn down a free meal and Andy's harmless.Â
"If I'm being honest, I really just don't wanna walk in by myself. I feel like a bit of a sad sack," he lowers his voice. "So?"
You tilt your head back and forth. It will be a good excuse not to look at your phone. You tuck the cell phone on the side pocket of your bag and give a smile.
"Sure, why not? If you're paying, I'm not complaining."
#curtis everett x reader#dark curtis everett#curtis everett#dark!curtis everett#snowpiercer#au#drabble#the DUFF#series#andy barber#defending jacob
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Hmm, musings. I want to expand a little on why Nanami's character speaks to me on such a personal level.
It all comes down to this idea: You are not your job.
This is a concept I've struggled with for a long time. I've always wondered why it was so damnably difficult for me to maintain a work-life balance. I am not the kind of person who can detach from work when I come home. I will think of my day, of the things I could have done better. I will fixate on small issues and blow them out of proportion in my mind, issues that nobody else has even taken that seriously.
A lot of this has to do with the need for perfection. The need for acknowledgement. The need to know that what I've done is both academically and morally right.
And this is why I feel such tenderness for characters like Nanami, and they way they're portrayed in media. I want to write the undercurrents of their lives, the little comforts they have, the stimulus that brings out their true passion, the traits that make them so human to us as readers/viewers.
Nanami severely undervalued himself, especially in a personal capacity. He states that due to the nature of his work as a salaryman, nobody will miss him if he disappears. This single statement made him a very compelling character for me.
How many of us feel this way? How many of us actually define ourselves by what we can do for others? By our relationships? By our jobs?
The fact that Nanami was never able to manifest a domain expansion speaks volumes to me. The expansion of the innate domain seems to be an ultimate expression of self identity; the stronger the sorcerer's sense of self-awareness and acceptance, the more 'refined' the domain. Mahito's manifestation of a domain expansion for the first time is evidence enough of this.
Nanami does not, through various things he's mentioned and done, have this strong sense of self, or self preservation for that matter. He measures the value of his life in terms of how much he can help others. He defines himself within the confines of his work as a salaryman, then as a sorcerer.
I like writing him as a character because I've learned, through hard experience, why it is so important to value yourself as a human being, above all else. How the thing you may perceive to be selfish is actually a healthy relationship with your own identity.
If all works of fiction can be interconnected through the people who enjoy and appreciate them, then I'd like to write little fictional accounts that breathe some extra dimensionality into these characters we know and love. I'd like to send a little whisper into the void, in my own way, letting anyone who feels the same know that it's fine to be kind to yourself. It's fine to be soft with yourself.
You are not your job. You are not defined by your value to others. You are a thinking, feeling human being and your existence does not need to be justified or measured by some arbitrary scale invented by someone else. To live is to be free.Â
#rahu answers#fanfic thoughts#nanami kento#jjk nanami#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen fanfic#fanfiction#jjk fanfic
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