#I kin her sm

[dreamingmantis]

this is me

if you even care

[blackk-c0ffee]

Wippppp

This is a special wip tho

[venusorperish]

alright who just leaked a pic of me

[lil-oreo-crumbles]

THE CRUCIBLE FAN 🫵🫵🫵

YES YES YES !!! 🙌🙌 I’M INSANE ABOUT IT. So insane I’m in the process of an entire rewrite (w/ backstory and all) that’s like three years in the making HANSNDNF

Abigail is my BABY GIRLLL I love her to an insane amount, but I similarly adore Elizabeth and Tituba sm. I want to HOLD ALL OF THEM DEARLY. HECK, I WANT TO HOLD ALL THE WOMEN AND CHILDREN IN THIS SHOW (Hale can join too, he’s cool)

I could write a whole 20+ page essay on The Crucible I love it dearly to the ends of the earth.

[lbctal]

she's literally me.

A child with a gun

[trashybat-dot-mp3]

*BREATH HEAVILY*

💡LIGHTBULB 💡

I LOVED THE NEW EPISODE SMM I CANNOT

⚠️Spoilers ahead!!!⚠️

Im sad that lightbulb got eliminated this episode but honestly i MUCH prefer that she chose to leave instead of being voted off

AND THE FACT SHE WANTED TO LEAVE CUS SHE MISSED HER FRIENDS OMGG WAAAAAA IM CRYINGGG

Lightbulb and paintbrush are in love

I dont make the rules sorry

ALSO WHO DO YOU THINKS GONNA WIN

i think knife cus of Inanimate Insanity IRL cus he won like every season (pls tell me ppl get the ref)

Crying

[butaneurotype]

you know what? have some doodles while I'm in a 5-day seminar.

... I'm finally going home tomorrow !!!!! HELL YEAHHHH !!! probably going to digitise the first two.. (ㆀ˘･з･˘)

error by loverofpiggies

ink by comyet

moonlight & lydian by me

killer by rahafwabas

[azureandcrimson]

Samadhi.

Because I love angst (Making Macaque suffer). I have an Au where Macaque get's the Samadhi Fire instead of Mei. It would happen because Macaque was to close to Mei when Tang started it and he got it instead. And I was thinking about this Au lately. I feel like it would hurt so much. Like, I know it defiantly hurt Mei. But the thing is. Mei has Mk, Tang, Pigsy, Redson. But Season 3 Macaque didn't have anyone that would help him. Sure Mk cares. But I don't think he would jump in the fire to save Macaque. Especially during that timeline when Macaque just threatened the whole group. And after being threatened by LBD and punished and failing over and over. I feel like he would be so emotionally unstable. And again. The point stands that Macaque didn't really have anybody to help him in that timeline and if they didn't help him. He would eventually/maybe get burned to death/taken over by the Samadhi Fire.

[marblerose-rue]

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the planes of existence

[birrdify]

fanart for the @abandonedvirtualfriend AU hehee ,, for @roboticlover20 and @redlove101 too !!! GRGRR CHECK OUT THE AU !!!! SLASH THREAT . /j/j

[modgirlyreposts-revamped]

The way I actually said “Fanto you are actually insane” when I saw this vid-

[fraternum-momentum]

ofc i’ll send my list… (some of these might be… uhh!! like i said,,, insane or dumb.)

Kaveh (GI)

Aether (GI)

Johan Liebert (Monster)

Laios Touden (Dunmeshi)

Goo Kim (Lookism)

DIO (JJBA)

Kento Nanami (JJK)

Ken (Barbie movie)

Vash (Trigun stampede)

Nai (Trigun Stampede)

Grimmer (Monster)

Kurapika (hxh)

Phinks (hxh)

Michael Kaiser (Bllk)

Kent (SDV)

Link (BOTW + TOTK)

Killer T cell (CaW)

Pariston Hill (hxh)

some of these guys are worse than others (johan) but like !!!! :3 they’re so gorgeous ykwim

this is like window shopping to me,,

[spoon]

❝𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒, 𝓉𝑜𝑜❞

Clara & Svarog ♡

[phykoha]

found this little lady in my folders

she's very. inspired. hdfgdgfshf

[unauthorized-author]

FROSTDAWN'S LITTERMATES?? they have done LITERALLY nothing besides be the obligatory siblings. UGH

I think it would be neat if Graysky (Graysong in my AU) would've been the one to kill Splashtail. I'm planning to give him and Mistpaw more relevance from the get-go so it wouldn't be out of nowhere. What would that relevance be? idk, we'll cross that bridge when we get to it But ANYWAY, in the AU, Graysong is a bit more muscular. I want Clans to have different leadership styles. Like, the leader and deputy thing still stays, but how they approach those are different. RiverClan might have an "enforcer" outside of the leader and deputy. kind of like an officer, yk? Enforcing the rules that are already set, but they don't have a special status like the deputy. enforcers could be any role (most commonly a warrior, but a medcat or queen enforcer wouldn't be too uncommon) and they have the leader's favor.

SO, since Curlfeather was aiming to be leader, grooming Splashtail to be her deputy (also Frostdawn's arc could also include ending the cycle of abuse holy shit?!?), Graysong might have been an enforcer because he inherited Jayclaw's more muscular build. Muscular but lean, if that makes sense. He could tackle you and make it hurt, but you could also body slam him. Curlfeather is APPARENTLY overprotective of Frostdawn and her littermates (said in River) since Jayclaw died before they were born, but we don't really see that outside of Curlfeather controlling and grooming Frostpaw

So I think this kind of controlling blanket enclosed all of the siblings. I'll get to Mistpaw, but for Graysong, it kind of made him pull away from social interaction and rely more on himself. This is also how he learned to show affection. He was a very diligent kit and apprentice, and he always wanted to battle train, but he wasn't bloodthirsty, he was protective (and maybe a bit controlling as well, depending on where I take his character hehe). so when he saw his sister who had been missing from the Clans without a word for quite some time, about to be murdered by a dictator, something in him just snapped. And yeah, he's younger than Splashface (Splashtail) as well, but unlike Frostdawn, he's been training as a warrior/enforcer for his entire life, PUSHING for battle training, and he would've taken Splashface off-guard, so him killing Splashface is plausible to me.

When Splashface becomes leader, Fognose is his deputy. She advocates for Graypaw being the enforcer, despite Graypaw being Curlfeather's kit (who Splashface hates) and an apprentice. To compensate, Scalestream (canon name is Gorseclaw, this name might change) is the enforcer, and Graypaw's mentor switches from Breezeheart to Scalestream.

Scalestream is who he graduates under. Splashface names him Crookedslime. Crooked- reflecting Splashface's distrust and hatred for all of Curlfeather's kits, and -slime reflecting Splashface's perception of Graypaw; someone who sticks to authority no matter what. So, Crookedslime as a whole name means "suspicious cat who conforms to authority cats."

When all is said and done, when he's reflecting later, he hates how Splashface was kind of right.

When Icewater (Icewing lmfao) becomes leader, Crookedslime's name is changed to Graysong. Gray- because it is his birth name and he is a stoic cat, and -song because he makes the right choices in the end. He served under Splashface without complaint, but ultimately killed him when Frostdawn was about to be murdered.

So, his name as a whole means "dutiful cat who can make the wrong choices but rights them."

Under Icestar, Graysong is the enforcer. He's also the guard for Fognose when she is imprisoned instead of exiled. It tastes bitter for a reason he cannot name, but he doesn't say anything. It'll go away eventually. ... And speaking of names, Mistpaw.

I imagine her as an avoidant character. She wants to fade into the background. She doesn't want to deal with drama.

She and Graysky have practically the same personality in the books because they're so minor.

In my AU, she's soft and a sweetheart, and in a hypothetical where Mistpaw was the one exiled instead, she would've stayed with the Park Cats because it's such a nice calm change of pace.

Mistpaw isn't afraid of change until it hurts her.

She doesn't like to face reality. it's kinda canon in the books as well since canon Mistpaw said this:

"It's true that I'm pleased for you. But I'm confused, too. Our mother seemed so sure that you were meant to be a medicine cat. She went on and on about your dreams...It all seemed so certain. […] That's what's worrying me. Because it was you, Frostpaw, who said StarClan told you Curlfeather was to be our new leader. But if you were never really a medicine cat, if the visions weren't real, then does that mean our mother wasn't destined to be our leader after all? Because if she wasn't, then she didn't have to die." - Shadow pg 92

Anyway, when Frostpaw was traumatized from Curlfeather's death in River, I imagine AU-Mistpaw wouldn't have said anything when she was being pressured to go to the Moonpool (even though Frostpaw witnessed Curlfeather get torn to shreds by dogs there LMFAO RiverClan is full of assholes), but like, at night she would've snuck into Frostpaw's nest and groomed her and such and tell her things like "You don't have to go, Graypaw and I won't make you go, Graypaw will stand up to the Clan, etc." to comfort her sister.

Mistpaw would've also been traumatized by the fact that Graysong killed Splashface and would've been horrified when Frostdawn half-dies. She refuses to leave her sister's side throughout it all, grooming her pelt and bringing her food (though she knows she won't eat it bc haha coma), and Mistpaw even tries out different herbs to make her wake up.

She doesn't find them particularly interesting or thrilling, but something about them is just worth the time. I imagine RiverClan's med-dens are kinda like land coves? Accessible, but isolated. Medicine cats most likely sleep there for protection of both themselves and herbs if a raid were to happen.

So the quietness of the den and taking care of her sister convinces Mistpaw to do two major things.

1: When Frostpaw comes back to life and is granted her name of Frostdawn by Mothwing, the -dawn part inspires Mistpaw. Canonically, Frostdawn was given the -dawn suffix to celebrate change, leading RiverClan into a bright dawn, yada yada. I'm keeping it in my AU, so when Graysong and Mistpool are granted their names by the newly appointed Icestar, Mistpool rejects her name. She doesn't want to be tied to Curlfeather after being in denial for so long, she doesn't want to think about how she didn't stick up for her sister at any point and Frostdawn STILL loves her. She doesn't want to think about the events of ASC at all.

This causes an argument with Graysong because he values identity, but Icestar grants Mistpool a new name of Fishleap, to symbolize the skittish but graceful nature of fish, which can translate into a cat's personality. Icestar was Fishleap's mentor, and she understands. "Icewater," is actually a humiliation name from her time in the dark forest that she chose to keep.

Fishleap rejecting and changing her name... it isn't healing. It's avoidance, but it's a start. Fishleap couldn't tell you if she regrets changing her name or not. Would she go back to Mistpool? Would she compromise with Mistleap or Fishpool? Who knows? She doesn't.

2: When Frostdawn goes back to being a medcat, Fishleap follows. Unlike Frostdawn, Fishleap was never a med-cat. She never even thought of training as one until after the events of AU-ASC. But as I alluded to earlier, something about the profession just draws her in. Being a warrior is stressful. Her mentor was Icewater, and Icewater (and Curlfeather, but she doesn't want to think about that shh) often had to coax Mistpaw out of the apprentice's den to train.

It was always one excuse after another; she's tired, she hurt her ankle, she isn't feeling well, blah blah blah.

But with being a med-cat, there are no excuses. Fishleap doesn't need to make an excuse. She doesn't have a connection to StarClan, but Mothwing doesn't even like StarClan, and Frostdawn doesn't have one either.

(I'm ignoring the fact that her connection to StarClan got retconned in halfway through the arc DESPITE IT BEING SAID FROSTPAW DOESN'T HAVE A CONNECTION?!) Fishleap can just treat cats and gather herbs. So simple.

Her switching from a warrior to med-cat also starts an argument with Graysong, and it kind of leads to a falling out, but as I said earlier, avoidance isn't healing, so I imagine Frostdawn, after everything she went through and the lessons she learned, would want to gentle push her sister in the path of healing, like she is.

Fishleap's name under Splashface was Shredshell, and its meaning is very simple. "Cat whose borders are broken down."

[keennachotraveler]

THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU SAYAKA‼️‼️‼️‼️