#I kid u not I lost my shit
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#sylus love and deepspace#lnds sylus#l&ds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lads sylus#love and deepspace#sylus x mc#lnds#l&ds#the way he's holding her with one (1) hand#the SIZE DIFFERENCE HELLO HELLO#'MISS' *dies once twice and again*#THE WAY HE'S LOOKING AT HER FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND ALL THAT IS HOLY#HER LINGERIE OR WHATEVER IT IS#IT'S SYLUS'S COLOUR PALETTE#RAAAAA#sylus the man that you ARE#girl how the fuck can MC be this close to him or even LOOK at him if that were me iswtg I would die of shyness lmao wut#I kid u not I lost my shit#sylus :(
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in my head a lot of your selfship dynamics have the purity of two kids going to collect bugs together, take that as you will
they teach me how to practically catch and take care of the bugs and i teach them how to love and “understand” them 😌
weirdo 4 weirdo dynamic once again reigning supreme!!!!!!!!!
#answered#this did make me tear up ngl to u#you know i used to be a bug collector but ill tell everyone else too#i used to love bug collecting as a kid and tbh it became more serious as i got older bc I studied every one of them i caught#mostly just observing and taking notes#but my mom about lost her shit the day she found a pencil box full of dead spiders in my drawer 💀
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Part of me, deep deep down, wonders if we still may have a scene of MK on his knees versus his friends a la 4x07
#like maybe we WON'T. and that's totally fine#I did get ''You were locked in a corner- told to get on your knees and accept your fate! And you didn't!#You came back and chose to stand to meet your end! Together.'' Like at the very least *kisses kneeling/standing motif*#And it's like ''your friends will turn on you- seeing you for the monster you will become!'' like where did that fear come from. Wukong#Wukong & Macaque#And what are we MAYBE getting answers to next season. Wukong V Macaque#I just. *gestures* the chaos shit is so weird. the staff corruption is so weird#''When the chaos makes them who they are'' SO WEIRD#So like. Rn I feel like MK finally gets hey. You really don't have to do it alone! And it's okay it all leads to pain! Good job bestie#Like the option is it all leads to pain or there's nothing. Cool cool#But I do feel like. He needs to be okay with his role specifically? You know? Like the ''it's always my fault!'' aspect of it#''It definitely shouldn't be left up to me'' like. Well. It kinda was#This was YOUR choice#Idk man like. This is just gonna have consequences#like ''I saw my children couldn't survive the chaos'' We have lost the safety net of the cycle#We have lost the 10 kings. We've lost heaven (ish).#MK you quite literally chose your sentimentality for mortal pleasures over a lot. Over guaranteed survival#God part of me is like. U were so willing to kill yourself so you could finally make up for being you I know it#I fucking know it MK#Ur so rayla core#my god#U were like "I can finally make the world better than I found it by fucking killing myself'' like dude. dude no#this is such a weird amalgamation of getting better/worse MK like I love you#character of all time#And earlier in the season being like ''You're a beast. A monster'' and then calling nine a monster like. MK. whatever#was part of LBD's plan literally destroying chaos with the fire (''And everything beyond even that!'') like idk I'm losing it#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk rant#lmk spoilers
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To me personally malistaire is the funniest and most pathetic villain wizard101 has ever had AND I MEAN THAT SINCERELY!!! Between doomed children who have been manipulated, groomed, and isolated into becoming products of their environments, someone scorned who has been punished unfairly by having your biological heart torn out your chest and turning your children and all of reality against you to satiate their own ego, a nonhuman entity so powerful and so clueless they unintentionally threaten the lives of everyone around them, Malistaire FELL DOWN BRO. Like yeah you're bitchless now. You and me both. Get in line. Everyone in this room is bitchless. We are ALL living that ✨💅🏾💃🕺 Single Life™. You are a middle-aged man. Cope
#this post is lighthearted btw JELAJWODJTU i aint actually mad#but like...... malistaire as a villain is kinda mid though im sorry. IM SORRY ill take the L opinion if i have to#its one thing if he lost his wife to unfair systematic negligence or thru someone else's doings or smth but. no she just got sick bro 😐#HWMSNFLEKSDIDOA EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE I WILL GIVW A BAD OPINION AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM. i cant be right ALL the time /j#like if i dont focus on malistaire's motives and just his ACTIONS he seems super metal#but then he does ALLLLL of that heinous shit because his wife died. like thats absolutely very sad but damn get a grip#(fandom starts breaking in my windows and drags me out into the street) IM SORRY IM SORRY LOOK ITS JUST NOT MY CUP OF TEA#ive never been invested in those Mr. Freeze types of villains where a person they love dies due to normal circumstances-#and they go fucking BERSERK. they LOSE IT. they go like “well okay fuck the entire world i guess nothing matters” and then kill people#LIKE IF IT'S DONE IN A CERTAIN WAY I CAN BE INVESTED but more often than not to me? its just kind of funny#like “okay damn there was only ONE person keeping you from being a national criminal? okay”#and you know what? thats a mood actually. thats a mood#without my cat i probanly would have become the president by now#for some reason its a little diff for me if its like a child you lost and idk why#like if malistaire lost a kid instead of his wife id probably be more inclined to feel bad and thats terribly fucked up JSLSJSJSJ#you know what its also bias because in some shape or form i relate to all the other villains. morganthe and duncan especially#whereas in malitsaire's case i have never been married. which i mean doesnt stop me from tryna be more synpathetic i guess but im just not#ONCE AGAIN FEEL VERY BAD FOR HIM AND SULVIA. like losing someone to sickness or any reason really is a serious thing#but in terms of a fictional setting with fictional characters where one of them decides to commit genocide over it? 🧍 like okay boo u do u#i will gladly give up my mantle for the “most reasonable opinions” guy in the fandom foe this one. i deserve it#wizard101#w101#wiz101#text posts#malistaire drake
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what if i lost the will to live like. as a joke. what then.
#i am fine ftr im just. exhausted haha#NOT to overshare about my personal life too much but my dog is dying. my horse is being given back to his og owner this summer / fall.#my dads kicking me out in two years (in favor of his girlfriend and her kids bc he would rather live w them!!!)#his alcoholism is driving me crazy bc hes treating me like absolute shit and berating me constantly#and stealing from me 🙃#ive lost my healthcare benefits + now have to either raw dog therapy out of pocket or loose my therapist#a therapist that took me a year of being on a waiting list to get in w btw#and idk i just genuinely feel like a loser rn like. im a 23 year old unemployed fat virgin who plays video games all day like. 🧍#where is this going for me. what is the point of it all. in two years im going to be fucking homeless on top of all that#unless some miracle happens bc as is i am too disabled to work.#im just reaching a point where i deeply dont care anymore. whatever happens happens im done fighting it#and ik its the abandonment issues talking here but knowing my dad is planning on abandoning me. 👍#thats two for two on parents leaving me. my entire family has at this point so like truly i cant trust any relationship#like if my PARENTS find me that unbearable. and my best friend who knew me my entire life thought so. then truly every relationship#i ever have is on a fucking timer like. idk if any besties r reading this im sorry i promise this is in no way a dig at yall#bc you guys do really make me feel loved and secure in a way no one else has but. id be lying if i said i wasnt still scared#anyways enough oversharing#i really am fine and safe rn btw like. at minimum u guys r stuck w me until arc*ne season 2 comes out 😂#my post
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having senna refa feels tonight
#MY daughter#ugh she makes me so fucking sad#such a tragic beautiful character#and shes from the EXTENDED CANON#imagine losing both of your parents within a year#and judging by the last remaining member of your house comment she lost all her family#like her WHOLE family was either killed disgraced etc#and in comes londo who takes you in and cares for you bc hes guilty for BOTH OF YOUR PARENTS DYING#and what do you do?#STAY WITH HIM UNTIL HE DIES???#what the fuck#at least you get to be with the sweetest man on the planet literally and ur the empress now#man also i just realized her with the jaddo kids in in the beginning is crazy bc well#the whole reason she has those kids is bc HER WHACK ASS FATHER disgraced those kids house#INSANE!!! INSANE#i love all the centauri family shit and all the crazy contradictions that come up when well#rivals end up marrying and taking care of each other and ADOPTING each other#like a REFA kept londo from killing himself for years bc of how much he cared abt her#saving her is like saving all of centauri prime#LIKE DO U UNDERSTAND#i wish she was a character in the show so bad
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no time to explain, quick, please accept this 30 min Valmont sketch page
#jackie chan adventures#jca valmont#goblinart#had to just whack these out real quick#if i decided to clean them up all nice you would never see them#where's my jca revival?#wanna see ppl making posts like 'omg why is valmont so cunty 💅'#shendu was homophobic & thats why he didn't follow thru his end of the bargain & give valmont the lost treasure#shit like that#first two seasons hold a special place in my heart#i recorded that shit on vhs tapes on kids wb#if anyone has amazon prime or a friend or relative who lets them bum off theirs#u can watch the series on there#if u haven't ever watched u gotta it really holds up#yes i pirated it long ago but like. not exactly 1080p.#first episode aired in 2000 can u believe
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every time people fundamentally misunderstand the patalliro characters i lose years off my life
#bii talk tag#this isn't about anything specific dw im just thinking in general#the amount of bad takes ive seen in my time here.... augh#mostly abt The Mawaich obviously ppl just don't GET HIM... like obviously i consider myself the CEO of him but actually#the one thing ppl get wrong imo is that he was softened and lost his bad assery later in the manga which i DISAGREE WITH#at no point in maraich's life did he CHOOSE to be trained as an assassin and do what he does that's like key lore#he was raised by larken and trained as an assassin since he was a child he didn't really WANT to do any of that business#and even post figaro he still shows up and participates in major plots more than ban does!!! tbh!!!#just bc he had a kid and started doing housework doesn't mean he became useless that's literally the opposite#and even before having figaro ppl say he got softened GOD FORBID!!! like u know!!! and he's STILL doin shit!! whatever man#i hate it fr he's not a weak character for living comfortably he's still capable you guys are just haters 🫵‼️#also any time ppl call patalliro annoying i get annoyed bitch it's his show don't watch it if you're not here for him#also ppl give ban way too much credit he is Stupid#anyways im just Thinking
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I’ve been watching Batman:the animated series while knitting/crocheting, mostly because I watched this all growing up so a lot of it isn’t new to me so I don’t mind spending 90% of an episode staring at my hands on accident, but it really has reminded me just how much I loved Batman growing up, and WHY.
I love Bruce Wayne being a good, thicc, KIND man. Like the man is built like a refrigerator, but he is so soft for so much of it?? Offering to pay for a man’s legal fees, just so he can hear stories about his father??? Like he just wants to help people, so much, and if he can’t do it as Bruce he will try as Batman, like come hell or high water he’s going to try goddamnit!
Batman was just so…good. And maybe I’m just being hit by a freight train called nostalgia but it’s really nice to watch a man just be kind, be kind, be kind
#Kevin conroys voicing was and still is everything to me#like the distinction between Bruce and Batman is so clear and fucking wonderful#I grew up watch this the new adventures and Batman beyond and intend to rewatch them all#if anyone wonders if I’ve always been a bleeding heart the answer is yes#bc it made me SO SAD as a kid that Bruce was alone in Batman beyond#and now watching this I’m just as sad as and adult that he’s alone#Batman#b:tas#your honor I just LOVE HIM#also the episode last night had a random man on screen a lot and I was like lol matches Malone what r u doing here#and then he introduced himself as matches Malone and I lost my fucking shit#It was so funny to me for no reason I forgot matches was an actual name
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I like u a bit but i think u have a victim complex
hmm well... i've been a victim so many times that why would my brain not get stuck in a victimization mode... i'd love to be normal but we all have our roles in this existence </3
#this just makes me wanna victimize myself even more sigh 😔😔😔😔💔#just kidding i just dont really know what tf to say to this.. ok thanks pay for my therapy???? 🙏#ask#also victim complex could mean many things#like are u referring to me feeling hurt and upset that i've been hurt and nobody has believed me#or cared?? like was it that post that made u go#damn bitch fkn victimizing yourself and shit. can i not even cry on my own blog like T-T#honestly i will keep having a victim complex bc im just a fkn child.. idk what to do im confused idk what i feel i dont understand anything#and im alone and idk i just think most of y'all cant understand this specific loneliness and what it does to your brain unless u can relate#but yeah idk what to say... maybe if u liked me u would've talked to me one on one and idek???#like why do u even say this to someone?#this just makes me feel even more sad and alone and missunderstood and alienated#thus victimizing myself more. bc it's all i've ever known.. im just a lost confused person idk what tf to do??? T-T sry for not being norma
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oh girl what the fuck
#so....i have investigated to the best of my abilities and i am still thoroughly lost so thats that#but what?? literally so much transpired ok so firstly soobin flipped seunghan off with his toes like what....#SEUNGHAN WAS KICKED OUT OF RIIZE FOR SMOKING..... R U KIDDING ME LMFAO THATS SO?????#PLEASE he was doing normal dumb teenager things u should see the people in my college and literally every other college here#why do people drag any sort of celebrity for making normal human decisions#like yes it isn't good for you no shit it isn't but im sure he's mentally sane enough to know that#people who smoke are AWARE of the fact its not good for them trust me i have friends who are well aware#the consequences are on every single pack like they know#bro got kicked out for something literally millions of other people do like what kpoppies are insane and sm is stupid#secondly....i don't even know how to address the made in abyss scandal like it seems so messy what even#let me be so clear here if this allegations are true then i am absolutely disgusted and cannot even fathom what the fuck is happening#like woozi taeyong everyone what#but from what i have seen... and PLEASE DO NOT MISTAKE THIS AS ME DEFENDING ANYONE I AM SIMPLY STATING WHAT I HAVE SEEN ON TWITTER DOT COM#the copy that taeyong had of that manga was the censored version#does this help no not really but i don't really know enough about this situation i will look into it as much as i can i just have no TIME#ive also seen that all of them have been cleared??? so thats also something we should take into consideration i suppose#and the manga/anime is advertised as gore/horror etc ofc this does not excuse its contents literally what the fuck is that author on#but i have to state how entirely hypocritical it is to judge someone based off the media they consume because i know damn well#that a lot of people consume very fucked up content like dark fiction is a thing have yall seen the ya novels nowadays#that does not make the person who consumes it condone it...bc its fiction#at the end of the day these are men i dont trust them as delusional as i may portray myself on this hellsite#also i saw a tweet ab someone on twitter saying bc taeyong reads beserk and that is also a manga with incredibly dark themes he must be#fucked up#firstly a lot of manga/anime have dark themes but thats not the point#a LOT of people around the world have read that manga (im literally not talking ab taeyong here i promise)#literally people i know have#they KNOW how fucked up it is they dont recommend it to anyone and literally say read it at your own risk its fucked up#it does not mean they directly condone the shit that goes on in the manga they have quite the opposite stance actually#(beserk is also the nunber 1 rated manga of all time i know this my ex doesn't shut up ab it and neither does one of my best friends)#anyway i dont know much about this yet so i will look into it more; had no idea what was happening until five mins ago but literally wtf ma
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I know my silly little shitpost doodle complaining about spambots all over insta and tumblr has breached containment somewhat bc i’ve got a delightfully diverse amount of ppl in the tags of that post either a.) also complaining abt the spambots, b.) furries and other artists tagging it as such, c.) ppl making DOOM and pyro tf2 references, d.) fellow robotfuckers reblogging the addition I made giggling and throwing in their takes on robot fucking and what that entails, e.) ppl mortified by robotfucking at all, and last but not least, this one user who had this absolutely hilarious take that had me actually bust out laughing irl:
#words of meg#I LOST MY SHIT HELLPPPPP#I just. bruh.#i have the assume the op's only seen bayverse and not any actually good tf media bc i mean come on. have u SEEN his tits????????#i mean sure on like a top ten list of tf characters i'd wanna fuck#he'd rank lower than someone like. soundwave. or cyclonus#BUT I WOULD STILL GLEEFULLY FUCK SHOCKWAVE ARE U KIDDING#AND ANOTHER THING I only mentioned shockwave in reference to that other popular post someone made#calling out the ppl who wanted to fuck the androids from detroit become human as fake robotfuckers#bc 'you'd either fuck shockwave or you wouldn't'#because tf ppl will know#there are WAY worse bots i could've picked#i could've said like tarn or overlord or sunder or someone fucked up like that#buddy they're all war criminals we simply do not care. now open those panels for me#naw and the fact that they censored shockwave's name is SENDING MEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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👇🏽👇🏽👇🏽some of my skipy lore in the tags i was supposed to bridge it with something else but i forgot what i wanted to say 😭
#i feel like i always show skip as like. a loser.....which he is#and a cheater. hes that too.#and a shit person in general. i dont show that one but he is#he tries to do right by other ppl but he'll always put his feelings first. self centered mf#he got married before he turned 20 he was NOT ready for that shit 😭#literally got married to brandi out of guilt bc he fucked up her life n shit too kinda. even tho she wanted a family she lost a lot of#other shit too#skip experiences a slight hurdle in his life and hes like ''i have to have an affair/fuck/fun away''#man that had high hopes for himself and his future gets frustrated by the consequences of his impulsive actions. more at 11#he thought he'd have a slightly better life than the rest of his family. but then his parents died and he got a girl he'd been dating for#less than a year pregnant and he was like. fuckkk it#started doing some foul ass shit to the ppl around him when he realized there was no getting back up to where he wanted to be#everything culminating into him running away from his family and responsibilities and changing his name#idk i never talk abt my skip broke is alive headcanon anymore 😭 mostly bc i'm not writing my story anyways so it's stagnant yk#hes stuck in limbo while i decide his fate based on what i want to post 😭#IDK WHY I WROTE ALL THIS IN THE TAGS IM PISSED. oh well#hidden skip lore if u read this u get one pass to leave ur wife and kids go fuck sexy bitches in belladonna cove
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nishiki 12, 29?? 👀 i want to create chaos -squishy
sorry this was so late aghsdhahdh I always write too much and then have to whittle things down a bit so my thoughts are comprehensible
12. sexuality hc?
wellll I can pretty easily accept either gay or bi, but the way I interpret some of his actions/history/behavior/etc makes my personal view of him lean more towards gay than anything.
he’s never really shown real interest/attraction to women beyond using them as status symbols, and the whole thing with yumi made no sense (for him and kiryu both- you know my opinion on that plotpoint by now) and if I had to explain it rather than ignore it I’d have to say it was a weird half-assed excuse he came up with to explain some of his actions instead of addressing his actual issues at first.
but yeah I mean come on. have you SEEN reina. she’s cool and ridiculously pretty and goes above and beyond to care for him and others in general and etc etc etc, she was interested for YEARS and he never reciprocated At All. to me the Easiest explanation for that, whether he was aware of it or not (probably not), is just. him not really being into women. and possibly (at least at first) respecting reina enough to not fake her out and treat her like the girls that he had hang around him at the bars to look good to his superiors. in fact I think if he were to open up about all this to anyone it would be her (drunk, crying).
idk, a lot about him just sort of makes sense when you consider him to be gay and very repressed. boy’s got identity issues off the SHITS already, so it ties into that quite naturally.
29. how do you think they would be as a parent?
I think it depends on where he is in his recovery (mentally and physically) and the circumstances leading to that parenthood. similar to kiryu, I think he’d connect with orphans well and empathize with them strongly for obvious reasons. if he were to spend time in okinawa, perhaps to help him recover after The Incident, he’d be pretty closed off and prickly with everyone, kids included, at first– but honestly I think they’d help alot to get him to open up, regain trust, and enjoy life again. I don’t think he’d want to do it alone, or trust himself to, but he could end up fitting in pretty naturally as a guardian to them, and on the flip side, he’d benefit from having genuine care and lack of judgment through a tough recovery.
(I think he’d become quickly attached to riona above all else due to them sharing some feelings about their burn scars and how they look, and survivors guilt surrounding their parents)
#nishiki#asks#rambling#this was my only ask from this ask game and I was still ridiculously late agdhdshshshdhd#sorry squishy it’s not u it’s me………..#I have a LOT of thoughts about that situation of nishiki at morning glory during recovery and all that….a lot of thoughts#I mean shit having to cope with the burns is one thing but getting used to an entire limb missing potentially??? that’s a MAJOR lifestyle#change that everyone would end up helping with at least a little I think#I can just imagine him going to help the kids play baseball on the beach and realizing as soon as he picks up a bat that he doesn’t have#two hands to swing with anymore and that just sorta. breaking him#it’s reminding me of an oc of mine who lost an arm in a train/car collision and afterwards when he was having to return to everyday life#(especially before getting a prosthetic) he goes and tries to cook for his fiancé before he gets home and his fiancé ends up coming home to#find him on the floor on his knees in the kitchen with some stuff knocked over on the ground that he presumably tried to pull from the#cabinet and hold with his arm that isn’t there or something along those lines and he’s just. sobbing.#his fiancé ends up helping him out and holding things for him and all that but yeah point is I feel like nishiki would have alot of these#kinds of moments but Worse and More Often and more regarding his appearance than anything else#cause we know this boy’s already got some major self image issues#it’s very sweet to think about how he’d bond with riona and how she’d help him open up a bit more and come to terms with his physical state#long post
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becoming an adult soon and feeling weird about it
#weird and a little disheartening to think about how much of my childhood has been spent putting up w being disabled#i know turning 18 isnt actually a huge deal and it doesnt really mean ive lost much but#idk just weird to see everyone else my age going out to the movies or going to parties#or whatever else#and i sit at home in pain most of the time or too tired from pain to do anything#cause going out usually means being bedridden for two days#idk im getting closer to an actual answer and treatment but it took so many years#and im angry that i didnt get to do kid/teen stuff while i was still at that age#i know im young and i have stuff to do in the future when all this starts to get better so im not like incredibly panicked#im just kind of bummed. sort of angry#ive just had a really shitty year and it gets worse when it gets better lately#i am and will be okay i just feel like shit#i watch my little shows and find other stuff to be happy about but it sucks to have missed out#anyway not to get hashtag emo on main about having a birthday soon i just need to yell about it somewhere a little bit i guess#and hi to my friends im ok and im getting better in some places even though im upset about other stuff#i miss u n i love u and i hope the year has been okay so far <3#anyway i dont think i have to say it but dont rb im just angry at being disabled etc
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