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destroyer-of-planets · 3 months ago

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I genuinely despise society

#I just want to ignore it but unfortunately I cannot #but in all seriousness #I don’t belong to society and why should I want to #I’ll live how I see fit #society is cruel and intolerant #I don’t need society. I’m good enough without it #I’m not a perfect person just keep that in mind #but #I’m not worthless just because I don’t adhere to stereotypical social norms oooh so scary and gross aaaaah I’ll destroy the world #i enjoy scaring normies #if anything I don’t regret it #them being weirded out by me is the only way they’ll learn #and because of that I’d say I’m a pretty good teacher #vent

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compassmili · 20 days ago

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see this is why tumblr is better i literally asked one thing and immediately got so many helpful responses that didn't feel forced or dismissive or like people were just responding because theyd feel bad if they didnt

#sorry when i complain about the server im not complaining about any single individual like the ppl i know from it are pretty nice and #engaged. unfortunately we just have the bpd hpd combo and interpret everything has hatred and being ignored on purpose. and like nobody #cares and they dont want us around and want me dead. hashtag crazy #ishmael is better about it but i am so fucking insane i cannot handle that. too many people. too many possible ways to be disliked #and tossed aside.#🌊

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astrxealis · 11 months ago

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merry christmas btw i kinda forgot to say it ere at all oopsies >_< i hope you all had/have a wonderful holiday season or week or day or month regardless of your religion and if you celebrate christmas !!!!!

i got 'the end of everything' by katie mack for xmas (i begged my parents lol) bcs i finally saw it in a bookstore after months of looking for it that i just Fell to the ground ..... i love astrophysics i love space i love science. i also love u all

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#:3 :3 :3 meow #urgh. tired! i wish to ignore my responsibilities but i should not cannot #i actually got genshin again yesterday which sounds unreal. i just want pretty blonde girl navia LMFAOOO #but also i've actually been making progress w quests and shit so yay ^_^ also playing again bcs i lov my friends. nini u will not see this #but ily. also u berry even tho we are on wholly different servers bcs i'm on na haha despite the fact i am literally asian & in asia but ok #i miss ffxiv ... :(( i meant to make my theme vincent valentine and reference hit song valentine by hit band mäneskin #but i was like i do not think i can live long w this. and then thought hard. and then. ryne/gaia... my darlings <3 #also idk if i've said but i'm finally. heading and delving more into dnd finally !! tis meant to be lmfao i love my friends wow #and also my dad had his own dnd set back in the day he never used unfortunately and doesnt hav anymore but Yes <333 #bg3 ocs are tasty! you have apollo erebus and thanatos there is an obvious theme in names going on!#funny there is one silly bard (my guy ever. obviously) and then the other two are durges on opposite ends #pretty boy draconic sorcerer who tries to be good but honestly he's romancing astarion too so he's kinda Yeah #and then you have than who is. what a pretty enby he/she ladyman! romancing minthara ofc <3 they are my evil girlie #evil girlies more like. Two of them yay!!! w opposite color schemes (quite intentional but also i Just Love Red)#haven't watched pjotvseries bcs i will cry throughout the whole thing (probably not an exaggeration) so i am obviously not ready #yeah. ^_^ <3

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instantpansies · 9 months ago

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formal literary analysis is just fanfic for nerds

#i'm trying to write an analysis on the way the wizard of oz has been historically interpreted rn and it is going so bad #apparently i'm the only person who has ever put together just like. an actual paper (not a magazine article) comparing and contrasting #the various allegorical readings of oz?? and unfortunately i cannot analyze my own old writing #i need to pick a new topic but the paper is due tomorrow morning im so tired this is awful. im crying thinking about it #i have spent the past two days combing through oz analysis. i have not found a single source that doesn't directly just do its own analysis #i need analysis of the analysis does that make sense. and it has to be from the past five years. i am falling i am failing #i am drowning help me to breathe etc. this is torture and i cannot find a singular fucking source #JUST TELL ME ABOUT MORE THAN ONE INTERPRETATION!!! THAT IS ALL I FUCKING WANT FROM YOU JUST TELL ME THERES MULTIPLE WAYS #TO INTERPRET THIS 100 YEAR OLD BOOK. I KNOW YOU KNOW YOU MENTIONED IT IN UR INTRO #screaming crying throwing up. i gotta pick a new topic. im so tired. ignore this #anyways this post was an excuse for me to vent in tags sorry #free to rb the post if you want tho idc. i have a point u gotta admit #lit #toasty talks #wizard of oz

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piplupod · 3 months ago

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i was made to exist in a warehouse of creative supplies where I could scamper around and paint on the walls and make big art pieces and be a strange little beastie hidden away in their own little world, but instead i live in society and am forced to be normal and i dont think im doing a very good job of it.

#and thus i must hate myself. as a collar. to maintain some semblance of normalcy #so i dont fall into my own little world and stay there forever. i cannot let myself indulge in that!#but dear god i want to just be an annoying little freak and not care anymore #i want to just make things and create all day long and put it somewhere semi-secret #and maybe ppl will stumble across it and perhaps enjoy it but perhaps not #and i wont rly Know either way. blissful ignorance!#but unfortunately. i yearn for connection and socializing so i keep trying to just. make myself normal. collar of self-hatred!#banging my head against the wall over and over and over and over and over again. something has to change. this isn't working.#pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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the-casbah-way · 6 months ago

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i saw a tiny fox cub today i don't know why it was on its own i hope it is ok i love baby foxes so much i've never seen one in person before it was SO SMALL

#unfortunately i cannot leave food for them because the foxes here have a history of being really difficult with the cats #they have been in fights with justin a few times and they constantly shit in his house and his water bowl #so it doesn't feel safe to have lots of foxes in the garden. but i feel guilty seeing a baby fox alone looking for food #i KNOW they'll eat anything that moves and they will probably be fine because there are LOADS of foxes here and there have been forever #so clearly they're doing alright for themselves. but nowadays i take the cat food in at night and i feel guilty #i hope that baby has a mother or something somewhere and its not on its own :(#i just have an animal caretaker brain that ignores all facts and logic because i see any animal and want to take care of them #i guess that's how i ended up with nine cats. i can't say no to any animal i'm too weak. i want to help them all #does that fox need my help probably not. it will most likely be completely fine animals don't need our help constantly #and it's important to know when we're overstepping #but. baby fox alone :((

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ronanlynchbf · 1 year ago

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tag game where the first celebrity, outfit, quote & aesthetic pin on ur pinterest is ur vibe, tagged by @danielsousa THANK YOU ELKE MWAHHH this is sooooo fun i've seen it floating around here and there and always wanted to do it so <33333333

tagging @lesbianjudasiscariot @parrished @strawdogs @ronanessy & @stringcage IF u all want to obviously <3333!!!

#u would not. BELIEVE how far down i had to scroll to find a celebrity it was all just drawing inspo/reference and vibes for my oc's and art #and quotes and snoopy and pottery and also randomly a screenshot of a yt video titled ur parents are arguing downstairs abt divorce while #you're crying all while mr brightside plays.........like i'm not joking that was genuinely a pic i encountered while scrolling i've got the #receipts for it even bc i downloaded the pic it was soooooo baffling 2 me.. who tf wants to hear ppl arguing in the background of a song???#not for me that i'll just listen to mr brightside on its own thanks 🙏#anyway scrolled way way down and then the 1st celebrity turned out to be ayo teehee <33333 #i think this is quite accurate 2 me actually even the outfit. like yeah. i'd wear that 👍 minus the hat bc unfortunately with the hair that #i have hats always look too small and ridiculous on me bc my hair's like. idk. puffy? i guess?? it cannot be tamed down in any case 😞 which #is rlly SUCH a shame bc i love hats. and i can't tie my hair back or smth either bc then i look like a potato or perhaps an egg so. other #than that perfect outfit 10/10 would wear 👍#tag games <3 #let's ignore the quote also bc like. NO THANK UUUUUUUU 🔫 i would love to NOT think abt that! me personally .

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patchyworx · 9 months ago

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Absolutely baffling to me how i understand a character i don't even like better than his own devoted simps do

#seriously why do they woobify him so much. they water him down #you say you simp for the severely traumatized russian ginger and then you proceed to characterize him as just kind of edgy and charismatic #you say you “love him so much” and yet you cant handle the fact that he is a broken man. traumatized beyond repair and you ignore that #like no. you are simping for a man who said himself he enjoys the sight of bloodstained snow. you say you love him but do you really?#do you really if someone who hates him understands him better than you?#absolutely baffling #patchy rambles #unfortunately this post is about Childe. he annoys me so much but i genuinely cannot wrap my head around how i; someone who wants him gone #can grasp his actual canon personality better than the ones who claim to be his simps and fans

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baconcolacan · 1 year ago

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I remember seeing a post about what would happen if R Tom wanted a kid and I have to ask dose R Tord want him and Tom to be married some day and have a kid? I feel like the rat man would get a kid and use it as something he could use to toy with R Tom.(The god damed fucking rat man)

Marriage definitely but I think a child might be a bit iffy. I would guess that around this time Tom might be more....open to him to agree to a marriage, so I doubt he'd really need much leverage against him, but at some point he might think having a child with Tom would be nice (as he could ask Bing to make something that could mix their DNA together to create a biological child.) Plus he'd need to have some sort of legacy to leave behind if ever came a time he decides to retire from RA with his beloved. What better than a child, his and his beloved's own flesh and blood, he raised to be just like him no?

#asks #anonymous #regimen ao3 #I am actively ignoring all the implications of Tom being 'open' to him rn for the sake of my sanity #HHHHH I RLLY HATE U RAT MAN #Meanwhile on the other end:#STord: LEAD RA??? You don’t want that #AK: But what if I do???#STord: Skatten min being RL is a logistical NIGHTMARE do you WANT to talk to politicians for the rest of your life???#AK: I could just eat them-#STord: Unfortunately son you cannot #AK: >:[

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transgothicgenre · 2 years ago

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i really like mole because it's like. it's about a lot of things. but one of the biggest parts to me is the paranoia . like. "i know what you want and you know what i want" is already so incredibly damning bc that's not how human interaction works so at least one of these parties is making assumptions. and then just following that line up with "information, information". again its the assumption bc neither party is saying with any clarity what the information is so they could be communicating on totally different wavelengths but there's still just that unspoken level of assumption. you know what i want. i know what you want. we don't need to specify at all. you know. i know.

#sorry im like. hghghhghj. march makes me weird #im also. god. i feel bad because i cannot be normal about this #no longer talking abt the goats btw feel free to ignore if youre not invested in my personal life #but ive figured out whats setting me off and its so strange #bc i thought i got over it. this is a thing of the past. literally nearly a decade ago by this point #there is not a single me that remembers it and those that do are seeing someone else's warped vision of it #but it's. a thing. and it's messing me up. and i can't stop it and it frustrates me #i tried to ask my brain to stop it and they explicitly told me 'you don't get to make that request'.#and like. on monday i thought they were deliberating about what to do but it seems like theyre not or if they are they just wont tell me #and its. sucks. cause i dont like being excluded from conversations in the first place #and then theres people talking about things that im not present for which is a large part of what is freaking me out #(i say large part. i mean a small part interwoven w the rest but i don't know for sure bc i literally don't know)#but theyre just. im not. nobody is telling me anything. and im all alone and im getting paranoid about it. so hence the moleposting #its just frustrating cause some parts are avoidable and others arent #like shes always going to know things we dont know bc thats the basic idea of it #but she doesnt have to lie. about it. and misleading.#i dont want to confront her but i get the feeling that at some point i will not be given a choice which is unfortunate #considering that's likely to be big and loud and public #and i dont like that theyre collaborating without telling us. when the informed consent is sus. but thats gonna stop soon #they said its gonna stop soon and i have no choice but to believe them bc i cant. do anything. if theyre lying #i will say i cant like. speak for all parts but some of them have been sliding me notes under the table so to speak and theyre on my side #so that's something #but i really don't wanna have to explain anything. especially not publicly especially not to her etc etc #aand im getting the headache again so that is a sign to stop. goobaba all i hope tomorrow will be better #post

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the-gay-prometheus · 3 months ago

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Do people realize this isn't unique to Disney? Cuz this is not unique to Disney. Other corporations are already doing this and this isn't new. Wish there could've been this big of a reaction about it before someone actually died 🙃

#I remember like last year(?) or something McDonald's added the same clause to their app #and i think a bunch of other companies followed - I can't recall if Disney added theirs before or after McD's #i feel like it was after. but anyways. the point is - this isn't unique to Disney.#a bunch of other companies figured out they could do this shit and decided to sneakily add it into their terms and conditions #because “well if you don't agree to it then you can just not use the app :)”#which is bs. Disney makes it so there are shows only available on D+ with actual canonical implications to other media-#and then freak out about any and all pirating. so if you want to indulge in the Content™ you “have to” use the streaming service #and therefore “have to” sign the agreement.#the McDonald's example is especially heinous imho because in some places McD's was and still is the only place-#to be able to buy a meal with enough calories to last you a full day for cheap.#but then they jacked up their prices and made it so the only way you could still get a full day's meal for cheap is to use the app #which means they are specifically targeting the most vulnerable individuals-#by making it so you *cannot* use the app without agreeing to never sue them.#like literally even if you had the app for forever before they changed the terms and conditions #they signed you out forced you to agree to the terms and conditions before you could use the app again.#corporations have been doing this shit. folks tried to warn people about it back then but nobody listened until a woman fucking died #unfortunately as far as i am aware what corporations are doing is completely legal and this cannot be stopped.#you as the consumer are technically required to fully read the terms and conditions (even though no one does)#when you click “i agree” that is - as far as I'm aware - legally binding.#and these apps are technically not necessities so by all means legally the companies can say “well then simply don't use these apps”#so if you decide to use the apps or streaming services or whatever-#then you are also deciding “of your own volition” to agree to an arbitration agreement.#and then you can't get them in trouble for having the arbitration agreement by claiming ignorance-#because technically you said that you knew about it when you clicked “i agree”

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weedpicnic · 29 days ago

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Once again tried to clarify and repair bonds only to embarrass myself #ok it’s just my whole life innit

#.#truly a fucking retard #I need to get out of Here (this earth) this continent maybe idfk I just want to drop dead #but unfortunately it would actually further traumatize too many of the people who blatantly ignore me if I gave myself that escape so #I guess I’m gonna live a super mid life and then die #I hope I get into an accident I can’t do this anymore I cannot provide anything worthwhile for anybody

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nomairuins · 2 months ago

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read asoue to weeman as a bedtime story he liked it YAYYYY

#i set up a oneblock mc workd 4 him bc hes been obsessed w them #took me a while bc im an idiot FJFBFNN but i got it. nd he was having fun but itsba school night #but he was in my room playing so eventually i convinced him to turn off mc (meryl my computer came in with an assist (battery low warning so #i could say I think meryl is getting tired....)) so then he helped me turn it off but was still so sad #so i offered for him to stay cozy in my room 4 awhile and we sat together and then i said we could read a story together #so he read his favorite book 2 me (not a box if anybody is curious) and then i relized my copies of asoue r in storage at current moment #Which was the bummer. but i checked out the ebook from my library in wa YAYY I LOVE LIBRARIES #so i was reading that to him :] and he was super into it asking me abt words i didnt know he even asked me Why is his last name snicket...#as if the name lemony isnt weirder NRNTJFNhes funny #but ya. and he was asking me questions abt the story (How did that fire start.... Maybe they left the oven on too long 😥😥😥) but he was #rly into it... i was a bit worried itd be a bit too sad 4 him But i underestimated him . he was very sad when their parents died but very #invested. we got abt midway through chapter 4 (klaus had just said the thing abt olaf only giving them one bed) and then he started #fake snoring. so i carried him to his room and then unfortunately he noticed that his phone was charged so he decided to play on that a bit #before bed . sigh . I did my best #nd then i told my mom and she had the gall to be like Sigh when i said he grabbed his ohone and its like. Well thatis bc you gave him a #phone to play on and whenever you dont feel like listening to him when he wants to tell you things you distract him with any screen in reach #like. yk. itis entirely your alls fault. and i feel bad #hes such a sweet kid and yes he does have a tendency to talk a lot bc hes . an autistic 6 year old who loves a lot of things and is excited #to share. yk. but most everyone just ignores him and i feel bad...#i try my best to listen sometimes i have trouble following but like. yk.#and a lot of the stuff is abt whatever youtubers hes watching which. sigh. but whtevr #idk. i worry abt him having a phone with internet access like. hes only got kids youtube and stuff but. well i dont love kids having access #to the internet so young <- guy who was doing erp with strangers online at age 7.#but. waghhhhhhfhfhrbfufbfjr. wtvr #anyways. im glad he liked the story at least im hoping i can get him into reading more #he likes reading but im gonna ask my mom if i can get all my books out of storage #theyre like. hes still quite young for most of them but ive got some old junie b jones #and i think tag would like a lot of them as well ... neither of them read a lot it makes me sad but its. understandable. my parents didnt #teach tag to read like at all and they still struggle with it #so i cannot blame them. but i think the books i liked at their age r things theyd like so ! yk.

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the-acid-pear · 5 months ago

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Why did my cooking dream get hijacked by my brain making a William Afton oc and au what was that about.

#luly talks #my dreams #I'll peace like i can recollect it was weird #bc it literally was ME BUYING GROCERIES W MY DAD but then the line between when we ended and Michael and William started blurred #i remember the grocery store very well also bc it was very similar to the one i go always to but smaller and more sepia #it was dark for a grocery store like it was just letting sunlight in #pears were half off like some black friday offer so all the products were suuuper cheap #i saw one bottle of milky pear juice for like 1k. and the same w these 4 stacks of frozen waffles who were like 1070.#or this bottle of pear pancake mixture that had 2 or 4 lts #it was kind of when i went away that thr lines started blurring so let me tell you what i remember about this Afton:#he didnt seem. murderous. he was grocery shopping w his kid for fuck's sake 😭 i think he was even sitting somewhere while i ran back and #forth taken aback by these offers? like kinda dismissive at best #uh. Henry was brought up believe it or not. it was like... they broke up or something? like he was kinda upset about the mention but like #in a i dont want to explain why im not with him rn sort of way #very insecure he seemed. like he run into this woman who might've been someone but idk who was whom asked sbout henry and bro was SWEATING #you'd say dream william was a fucking loser he just got locked in thinking like what do i say and HOW do i say it #to make it sound casual but also not weird.#bc on top of all he also seemed to have some weird gender things going on bc he first instinct when trying to explain himself to the woman #(who i cannot stress enough was super friendly like a fucking neighbor or something just going hey hi! hows da family? ^_^)#was to refer to them both as girls as this jokey comradery Let's Ignore The Topic thing before going No That's Bad I Can't Say That #this whole internal monologue in my dream happened in a sort of comic panel thing btw where shit went from these warm browns and greens and #shit from the grocery store to jarring black and whites and reds as William tried to have a straight thought #looks wise unfortunately not a lot going on.though considering this was literally my dream getting turned over can we say my Afton is argie #something something my turn stealing from them etc etc or whatever #uh. brown hair. but not too dark. it was greying and that was making it lighter. also very angular face as you'd expect #high cheekbones pretty eyebrows no facial hair. hair was a bit longuish tho? like a messy ear length maybe?#he had a button up w buttons lose bc it's so hot and humid rn also sunglasses which i know 100% was influenced bc the last design i rbed #a little.before napping #also he had age makes too though his age was most visible in his scrawny long exposed neck #me/mike change was minimal bc we're both pale and brunette hit tag limit so hope y'all like my brain's oc i guess 😭

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derrypubliclibrary · 6 months ago

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i think anyone who posts anything about the sewer scene from it without Actually understanding it (haha was that Even Needed stephen king is soooo fucked up why did he write this etcetc) should pay me 100000000 dollars in therapy bills

#please. banging my head into tbe wall. lets try & ubderstand it here.#wad it ggood?? no. could the same thing have been said in almost Any other way ? yes.#however - unfortunately if you want - thats what we have & its IMPORTANT TO THE FUCKING BOOK.#you Cannot just ignore it dear GOD.#like. i cannot stress ebought how gross it was #but please fot the love of god at least TRY.#theo.txt #it

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fingertipsmp3 · 1 year ago

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Ya girl may have been recruited into an MLM 👍🏻

#not men loving men unfortunately. god i wish #i should have expected multi level marketing at the job fair but i didn’t and that was my own fault #i dodged the avon reps without even letting them put perfume on me but i was bamboozled by some sales people #as soon as they started talking about signing up your family and friends and joining a zoom i was like oh i really shouldn’t have given #this woman my number should i #then she called me and my friend ‘sparkly people’ and i was like honestly. really #i’ve been awake since 5; i didn’t want to come to this; i’ve spent the past 3 days crying because i know i have to put my dog down soon #my best friend? has a toddler and two jobs. she just went to this thing so i wouldn’t have to be by myself #and i also because i cannot drive. so she brought me for the price of a bubble tea and a bao bun #anyway so i need to find this person’s number and block it really. so that i don’t ignore a call from someone who actually has a job for me #i did leave my cv with some legitimate people. and i have free pens and some out of date haribos. we’re all good #personal

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