#I just want to RELAX 😭
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*smacking myself in the face* SHUT UP BRAIN SHUT UP
#like girl this is NOT something I need to spend every waking minute stressing out and making myself miserable about#and YET#LITERALLY LOOSEN UP I WANNA BE ABLE TO BREATHE AGAIN#Lu rambles#literally nothing has happened I went out with the theatre boy ONE time and we chatted and it was fine. I said some stuff#that in retrospect was probably super awkward but like that's life. like it was just a chill hang out except for that#I HATE social situations. theatre is one thing bc it's With A Purpose but just sitting and talking to someone#is REALLY REALLY HARD. I feel small and terrified like a frightened animal.#but it was fine! it was literally fine!!! at the end we were both like ''we should hang out again sometime'' even though#neither of us is sure if we want like... a Relationship(TM). we're just hanging out bc we get along well. it's Normal#so WHYYYYYY can I not just feel any peace or confidence anymore why did I do this to myself#I wish I'd never said anything to him in the first place. like it was chill and easy to just be friends but now?? UGH#I literally do not care enough to be THIS freaked out about it and I know that logically and yet my brain won't stop panicking constantly#I just want to RELAX 😭#shrimp emotions
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Tighnari doodles (that's surprising)
And sethos wip
#my art#genshin impact#genshinimpact#tighnari#genshin impact tighnari#daily tighnari#sorry if I don't answer ask !! i read them i just don't have the force to answer for now SOB#i am so busy w work I have less time for drawing 😭 so I am just trying to relax#but I miss drawing so muuuch#sethos#genshin impact sethos#hello bbg 🥰🥰🥰#sethos bbg plz pspspsspspss i have 90 obmy for you sweetheart 🥰🥰🥰🥰#sETHOS W DIMPLES NGHHH oh he is sososopretty <<3#my type is fictional men URGH.#only for you* WOW imagine doing typo on tag (that's me)#goodnight to sethos (and accessory tighnari mf doesnt want to give me his cons for 2YRS bro...)
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sweetheart, you have so much tension in your brains...
#I JUST WANT TO TAKE CARE OF HIM 😭#my art#bg3 emperor#emperor bg3#emperor week#intimacy#being able to feel him completely relax in your care...#after he's been on edge and has felt so alone for like 500 years#being the one he can rely on after all that 🥺
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simon dobbles :DD
#churro art#my art#fanart#illustration#digital art#adventure time#simon petrikov#ice king#adventure time fanart#AHAHAHAAGUESS WHI STARTED WATCHING AT AGAIN#okay…. not to talk tew much in tags again… but whe;I say this show made a big piece of who i am today#I MEAN ITTTT#i love this show so much I. could never explain it in proper words I think 😭😭#BUT ANYWAYS YEA I found out putting at in the bag while I draw or work is rlly nice#I’ve already seen so much of it so many times over for years#that putting it on the big relaxes me LOL#but anyways simon has slowly become one of my fav tragic characters#simon and Marcy is still one of my most fav at episodes 💔💔#i just wanted to draw him after rewatching it!!!#and I also still love him as ice kind cus he’s so funny . even if he’s weird LOLLLL#ANYWAYS I WANNA DRAW MORE AT STUFF BUT IDKKK…
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maybe if i just put these screenshots together youll understand why i think their relationship just Works so well as it pertains to the characters and themes of S4 in general
neither of them know what theyre doing, but theyre figuring it out Together. the old ways are dead. and together theyll build a new future thats worth fighting for
#twdg#violentine#clems “i dont know” paired with violets “lets figure it out together”. screaming crying throwing up#clem never knew what she was doing!! she was just trying her best!! and now shes tired as SHIT!!! she wants a break 😭!!!#vi helps take that weight off by supporting her as much as she does (which is A LOT!! and clem supports her in return. they grow together)#that bit in the woods where instead of getting grossed out by the guts vi crouches down to ajs level and keeps the situation calm#and she looks up to clem and gives her a little smile. and clem just relaxes and smiles back !! DO YOU UNDERSTAND !!!#clem being anxious about her reaction. violet putting her at ease. clem getting to Relax for 2 seconds. they help each other CHILL 😭#ALSO why their walk home talking about ericson and renaming it and imagining what they could add to it is just so good narratively#they turned that prison into their HOME!! a place worth fighting for!!!#tenn wanting to help rebuild. vi saying Everyone will :') its a home for ALL OF THEM 😭 its about the COMMUNITY !!!#this is also why i think the friends route still works but theres just even more Juice with the romance. even ignoring minnie#violets “you better not disappear on me”. friended clems “ok” to romanced clems “i promise”#in a season about building a home and a family that second one just hits harder you know? and like above with the learning to dance#i just feel like their romantic relationship specifically fits into the overall themes of the game the strongest and elevates it#me talking at the wall (tumblr drafts)#all of my friends who have played twdg are too normie so i gotta make posts like this instead. or i'll die#wont somebody analyze narrative with me#it speaks
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well, i was going to wait to formally announce something when i got the time but i’m a bit irritated that the first thing i see when i log in is this ask
^ to answer your question anon, idk why you’re following if that’s what you feel 💀 respectfully, unfollow and never interact with me again. and this goes for everyone else who has left nasty asks in my inbox demanding me to update. my priority is law school and family, not to update fanfics that i don’t get paid for. this is something i do on the side for fun, it is not a job nor does it help me secure my future. spend less time demanding free work from people and spend more time working on your own future. it quite literally should never get to the point where you’re demanding strangers on the internet to provide you with fanfiction and insulting them when they have other things going on—seek help. that is weird.
but on a more serious note to everyone who has been respectful & kind about it—i don’t think i’m gonna be able to update anything until winter break, i apologize to everyone who has been waiting patiently, i promise i’m not abandoning heliotropes but it will not be updated for at least a month and a half. my workload has skyrocketed the past two weeks and my professors are warning us that it’s only uphill until after finals when we get our break. i need to be focusing on work, i barely even have the energy to answer messages from ppl right now.
^^ so if you are here for just my writing, this is the time to leave. i’ve been very vocal about this not being a writing blog. it is just my blog. if you only want writing, unfollow and find it in the tags.
i am going to be closing my inbox to prevent more asks like this because it’s rude and it’s not something i want to deal with. officially on semi-hiatus.
#tw discourse#i guess#i’m just irritated#i did not want to see that as soon as i log in#but anyway#i will try to post more like regular posts so i don’t disappear off the face of earth but#they’ll be sparse#i literally am so busy i only texted my bf like a dozen times over the past week 😭 i feel so bad#i’ve been taking like#an hour and a half a day to decompress and relax and even then i don’t even have the energy to write#i caught up on jjk manga and anime#i’ll lyk what i think about it soon#but anyway i have to go shower and get ready for my 4 o’clock class
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just all of this from moa regarding frank/hazel/leo. the most uncomfortable romantic tension ever because nobody understands it and nobody involved wants it to be there
especially "Hazel's eyes glittered like gold. 'Gold is easy,' she said. It didn't seem that way to Leo--not when he looked at her." like we can interpret this in a few ways. what an interesting thing to think about a girl you just met
and the whole "if this is a private special thing that she's only done with her boyfriend then I either really don't want to try it or I really really do want to try it" like STOP cut the cameras
#also he's only riding with one arm around her??? on ARION?? bro relax 😭#a frank pov would have been so entertaining here like god I would have loved to see exactly what their loud argument looked like#leo is explicitly attracted to hazel but his romantic feelings are explicitly ambiguous. like he really doesn't know what's going on#he clearly feels Something. but what is it. mostly infatuation imo. he's a teenage boy with feelings that he doesn't want#towards a girl who doesn't want him like that. idk it's just kind of sad and relatable if you've ever been in a similar position#(this is where I remind everyone that hazel is 14 in hoo not 13. closer to being 15 than 14 really. frank and leo are not weirdos)#I love the detail about big bro percy being protective towards hazel even tho it sucks for leo 😔 poor guy#anyways this would have been more interesting if frazel were more slow-paced and didn't get together until hoh or something#like hazel is 100% off the table in this situation so the tension (and the resolution to it) feels kind of meaningless and inconsequential#frank is hazel's anchor to the present and leo represents her lingering inner conflict regarding sammy and her past#choosing between the two (present/past) would have been more thematically significant#but that doesn't really happen because she's already fully committed to frank so the choice is already made#one of the big questions you can ask about moa is “ok so what was the point of the whole sammy thing” and doing ^ something like this#would have helped imo. but everyone that isn't me hates love triangles so yk. probably I'm the only one who would have enjoyed that#or like all three of them should have kissed each other. in my head they did actually#the audience is gonna boo me for this but while I understand why leo and hazel were both weirded out by the sammy revelation#from a reader's pov I'm just like Ok but come on is it really that much weirder than being a demigod and dating your cousins#hazel levesque#frank zhang#leo valdez#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson#piper mclean#frazel#heroes of olympus#riordanverse#pjo#frazeleo#percy jackson and the olympians
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I would commit murder to see the interview these pictures are from
#im feeling very monza 2011 today i guess!!!#nah but seriously PLEASE I WANT TO WATCH THIS SO BAD#I NEED CONTEXT FOR THEIR INCREDIBLY AWKWARD HUG#let me describe these photos for you bcs they are all just peak vettonso:#the first one where theyre smiling and looking at each other 🥰🥰🥰#and the second where theyre both smiling at the interviewer(?)#third and fourth i describe as: twink about to pounce#like seriously seb what is he talking about that is making you look at him like you want to eat him#fifth is sending me like ITS SO AWKWARD AND I LOVE IT#just my fav thing about 2010s vettonso where seb is so excitable and touchy and etc#and nando is like: i dont want to be here rn get him off me DJKFLGL#stop it Fernando. i know you want to.#and then last one idk i really like it. you guys know how i feel abour chairs.#i guess to me theres something about how differently they're sitting#like seb is more open and relaxed and Fernando is a lot more curled up and small#ANYWAYS WHERE IS THE VIDEO OF THIS 😭😭😭😭 I NEED IT#this actually adds to my bafflement abt their dynamic at this gp#bcs this is how the race wknd starts off and isnt it truly wonderful? that fernando then says 3 days later: fuck u my boy#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2011 italian gp#we do a little bit of f1
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im like 3 sauces tall... i love to imagine dottore being a lil bit of a tease about it... like he puts things a bit higher than you can reach so you have to ask him or a segment for help... and then you'll be doing something, like talking to an agent and then a segment will just waltz over and pick you up like you're a long cat and walk off cause its time for ur meds. IDK im delulu.... If only there was a doctor that could help teehee - 🐓
NO DOTTORE AND THE SEGMENTS TOTALLY BULLY YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR HEIGHT!! It's so annoying,, it's so obvious that they're doing it on purpose too... because why are the lower shelves nearly bare and all the other things are on the top ones...? And why have all the chairs magically disappeared from the room...? They're so smug about it, you kind of want to punch them (lovingly) to be honest. It's okay though. At least your height makes it easy for them to rest their head on top of yours, they like doing that and peeping into what you're doing (nosy mfs). Hell, even if you're taller than him, he'll still find a way to tease you. He'll still put the stuff up very high... so every time he has to bother you and watch as you reach up for him, all with a smirk on his face... (as if he can't reach it himself, the man with the strength of Gods...)
OMG THEM PICKING YOU UP LIKE A LONG CAT... just you watching how far the floor is from you whenever this happens. 😭 Gosh they abuse the height difference so much, it's criminal. But it's so cute when you wear their clothes though, it droops so much!! >.< They love seeing you in them!!
#smooches talks#🐓 anon#dottore love notes <3#eats him!! bites him!!#i luv ur asks. theyre relaxing to respond to#IM SUPPOSED TO BE RESPONDING TO A LOT MORE ASKS BUT. im feeling very lazy. 😭 hopefully i get through this phase soon#but moving back i have always been the short friend. 😭 i am so tiny i just want to be smothered with all the dottores
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Hahaha. Cat fight. Hahaha....
#art#fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel husk#hazbin hotel vaggie#hazbin hotel charlie#hazbin vaggie#hazbin husker#hazbin husk#hazbin charlie#underrated friendship alerttt#NOT A SHIP 😭😭 JUST A FRIENDSHIP-#hazbin hotel art#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin art#hazbin fanart#hes like a dad to her and i think thats so cute 😭#Vaggie ofc doesnt drink but she heard Husk wanted to go to relax she decides to tag along#and becuz she is a pure anger filled soul she started cussing out some drunkies 😭#husk would never start a fight unless to protect himself or those close to him#and in this case vaggie was ON THE EDGE of a fight already so he was like 'fok it'#so yeah they won ofc#updated Husk's design cuz im not a profesional designer. not even close 😍🙏
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hi guys i kinda j wanna play conquest again do u guys have rarepairs i should take a look at and read :) anything without laslow and nyx (bc i will be pairing them sorry) is fair game gay hack on!! ive j kinda been missing reading supports… also idc about stats we not doing lunatic today i dont have the energy for that rn
#ann plays fates#fe14#fire emblem conquest#a lot of my rarepairs are like. from rev.#but i dont want to play that one 😭#conquest is the fav for a reason…#but i havent rly played much of anything in a while bc august was kinda like a really terrible month for me in like#every regard#but i finally have some space and some time for myself and i’d just like to relax and play my favorite game#and yall know me i LOVE fates rarepairs so#pls 🥹
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#liiiiiike#she’s about to get everything she’s wanted 😭#I’m sorry I’m not even tipsy anymore just happy for her#she’s come such a long way#and has fought so many battles#and her acknowledging that this tour is over in December is a happy thing!#she’s savoring every bit of it!#because she loves it so much!#because she’s about to start a new chapter very soon and she knows it#and is secure in it#and there’s such a calmness around her now that is just… idk so warm to see#I’m sorry this is parasocial as fuck#but it’s like watching your friend who’s searched for so long finally find her missing puzzle pieces#which is not to say Taylor is my/your friend RELAX I DIDN’T SAY THAT#but I’m saying I feel similar empathy/joy for her I would for a friend or acquaintance in a similar situation#it’s just… there are things she’s wanted and planned for that I think are now very real and falling into place#and the next year or two are going to be very very exciting for her
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I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever
#we should do everything together everything should be parallel play#and then when we go our separate ways at the end of the day I want to still email him things#like pictures of succulents and a glimpse under the amazon river#I want to email him pbs eons videos#I can show him coffee shop vlogs and ask “is this u”#in person I’d mostly let him do the talking and decide what to do#take me down the most intimidating alley on a whim after you said we were just buying lunch pls#I want to eat lunch with him so bad 😭😭😭🙏#it’d be kind of awkward though bc he wouldn’t be eating anything he’d just be sipping his coffee#being with Kaneki is the ultimate dream I wanna see his morning irritation I want to be pleasantly startled by him with his quiet footsteps#& get to ask him about what he’s reading#or how his training is going#or whatever he’s doing#I would ask him how he’d rate vacuuming out of 10 and if he gives it below a 5 will vacuum his house#I feel like he’d lie though and say he likes doing every kind of work just to stop others from doing it#unless he wasn’t in a state where he’s able to actively think about others like that#he should stop doing things and jsut relax imagine taking him on a nice tour trip up mount Fuji that would b nice#stay in a cabin make a snowman clap for him when he skis#he was so good at skiing in the TG calendar?!?? who taught him to ski#did he read “idiots guide to skiing” a day before and absorb all the knowledge like a sponge#he’s so smart. I wish I was smart. or at least smart in an applicable way#I want to try harder but I kind of can’t#or I get sort of frozen by something and can’t find a way forward unless I scurry around it (no one wants u to do this)#I love Kaneki he’s both literally and kind of metaphorically half human and I am too so if we combine we’ll have the power of one full human#we can be human if we stand close enough together#idk he might not want to stand next to me tho he has better options#kaneki time
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would it be insane to try to be two weeks ahead in class
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i have just finished house today and like whew . im not coping well why was this show so good im so attached its so bad how do i be normal about this and especially THAT ENDING !!!! how do i MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE!!!!!
#i MISS cuddy . so much. i wish she was there#but it is what it is#the hilson implications like i dont even feel queerbaited when proof is in front of my eyes#house md#HOW DO I MOVE ON!!!! HEEELPPPPP!!! I CANT RECOVER!!!!!!#i have noone else to talk abt this with but idk what i want to talk about i just wish there was more episodes#cuz in the last few months watching house has become like a habit/structure to me and a way for me to relax and cope with a lot of things#that happened recently in my life so i feel quite empty. like i just finished a part of my life#im being dramatic but whatever#UUURGHHHH HOUUUSEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭
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I mean I’m obsessed with crash landing on you because it’s like if a hallmark movie was good and that is fascinating to my brain and healing to my heart.
#I didn’t think such a thing was possible#I’ve been living very much in a world of extremes lately re: Art#like. on the one hand all the great works I teach just taking OVER my brain#and my knowledge of them deepening at a very rapid pace#(sometimes in a too terrifying way so I feel like I’m hurtling down a hill. it’s actually really hard sometimes and I think part of how)#(my anxiety is manifesting itself. like. I just. I don’t feel like I’ve taken a deep breath in a year)#(I’ve just been in. motion.)#and then on the other hand finding new ways to find shows like Bridgerton dead#and Bridgerton helps with that because it is emotionally hollow. because it is fundamentally embarrassing#because Anthony snarling at Kate about how his honor is hanging by a thread isn’t sexy at all#so my mind has kind of just been living in those two extremes and there hasn’t been a lot of room for gentleness or nuance#but cloy is very healing 😭 and it just doesn’t#push the buttons in my brain that immediately need to analyze and#to some extent—destroy! tear apart! with fierce and savage energy.#it just lets my brain and heart exist.#and also there is something so sweet and pure and real about so much of it#I think it’s cause it’s true love 😭 and it’s that simple.#(I’ve also outgrown/moved on from some of the more mediocre things I used to love. Like I just needed something new) but yeah.#it has been very hard in my brain lately even though it’s also been very good#like. teaching is just a lot these days. because it takes sooooooo much effort and work to get the kids going intellectually speaking#and one of the only ways I know how to reach them. or at least the lane I’m really driving in right now#(I know there are more ways)#is simply speaking to them above their heads. with passion and energy and a certain degree of expertise#and it’s WORKING#because it wakes them up and makes them want to engage#but I am also moving so fast and so vulnerably for all of my certainty. that it’s just hard.#I need to relax but I can’t. I feel like the devil is behind me every second#this is dramatic. and as Lewis said in surprised by joy it’s only one layer of what’s happening#but it is what happening#a lot of things are unfolding/growing and also the anxiety is terrible
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