#I just really want to Create again
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wrote a few hundred words yesterday! am now currently situated in the early morning sunlight, dressing gown on, iced coffee in hand, determined to finish this scene.
#yes it is smut lmao#but it's important to the character development!!!#I just really want to Create again#mine
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Stranger Things 4 Chapter Nine: The Piggyback | 4.09
#stranger things#strangerthingsedit#stedit#el#s4#the piggyback#lex creates#dailystrangerthings#tvstrangerthings#scifiedit#dailynetflix#netflixedit#dailyflicks#dailytvfilmgifs#tvedit#televisionedit#cinematv#cinemapix#wtf do i tag#anyway. yall i miss this show so much#and i miss posting about it the way i used to#maybe it's the fact that filming is supposed to wrap soon#or maybe seeing them film what could be the final epilogue of the series#has me feeling incredibly nostalgic and emotional#but i'm gonna figure out what to do about all the stuff in my inbox#and then i think i'm gonna be more active/actually posting content over here again#like. i love this show and these characters an unreasonable amount and i care so much about what's going to happen to them in the end#and this show really does make me so happy despite like. everything else going on in the world#i just want to post about it and share gifs like normal again tbh
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Illustration of DaffodilsĀ fromĀ The Plant and its Ornamental Applications ā EugĆØne Grasset and EmmaĀ Hervegh // Daffodil ā Florence + the Machine
#i really wanted to go for something kaleidoscopic here since that's what i envision when i hear the song#like i just imagine this stylized daffodil reflecting and refracting again and again and creating this dizzying pattern#so i was really happy to find this illustration because it's perfect for what i was picturing!#daffodils#flowers in art#flowers#art nouveau#eugene grasset#daffodil#daffodil song#daffodil florence#daffodil florence + the machine#dance fever#florence + the machine#florence and the machine#fatm#f+tm#art history#art#lyrics#lyric art
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#soā¦ hi#i thinkā¦. i might start making some stuff here soon#iāve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk itās just been a rough month#but iām starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. iām going nuts. iāve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#iāve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesnāt involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like iām betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so thatās what iām trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc iām starting at uni next month#& i just know iām gonna have shit for free time then#iām taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#iām trying to be excited about it but mostly itās just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully iāll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks iāve gotten since iāve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month agoā¦ pls just act like thatās not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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Based on my favorite gif lately
#my art stuff#digital art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion#batstarion#once again specifying this is a spawn astarion with some sort of wild shape thing#bat#good morning#gif#Iāve been in such a weird place mentally about art lately#I just keep stopping myself from drawing things cus I want to draw Astarion -#- but fsr my brain decided I draw him wrong and thus makes it pointless to even start#bat form is fine - I have no problems with it. But in his normal form? no can do buckaroo.#Itās one part why I havenāt shared much art lately - I donāt get happy enough about the āqualityā#then just donāt share it as a result - in turn making me feel worse because Iām not posting - making me doubt myself more - etc etc#idk man - I got way too giddy earlier today cus someone could tell this was Astarion - even though this isnāt even the version of him I -#- feel insecure about#I keep seeing these artists making more realistic art and cool comics and interactions - most of which are shaded really beautifully -#- and all I can think about is how I CANāT do that - even if it wouldnāt fuck me up mentally#I just put too much stress on my ability to create realism and I keep āfailingā at doing that (by actively avoiding it for my own health)#idk man - I just wish I felt better about Astarionās stupid chin OTL
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scrapbook practice with keeran
#with implications of javieran because ā¦ of course#this was ā¦ SO fun. honestly.#iād never done anything like this before but have always wanted to give it a try#itās a mess and iām awful at composition but oh man it was so fun#iāve been having so much fun just trying to create like a kid again#like iāll think āi want to do this thingāā and iāll let myself do it even if itāll be a bit bad#itās freeing :] i recommend everyone try it immediately#creating just because ā¦ like iām a kid again ā¦ sighs ā¦.#anyway i love them god javieran plagues me itās all i can make#the kieran study itself is kinda meh cuz i never study him so i struggle to actually capture his likeness but it was still really fun :3#i hope i can do stuff like this more !!!! i want to get better at scrapbooking#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#image#kieran duffy#javier escuella#implied LOL#javieran#art#hero draws sometimes
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the fact that they made it illegal to make ads louder than programs on tv in 2010 but haven't updated it to apply the same regulation to streaming. who do i have to call.
#jack facts#like do they think we don't notice#i truly do hate it here#i really do think that we should get to a ''you ruined it for everyone'' threshhold with ads at this point tbh#circulating ads should be a need based allowance#below a certain nw you can circulate as many ads as you want provided they follow guidelines#then above a certain nw you get a quota. you can have x number of ads circulating at a time.#and i don't mean distinct different ads that can be put wherever. no. if you have an ad on youtube that counts as one#and if you put the SAME AD on a different platform or tv channel or at the fucking gas station pumps or on a billboard or ANYWHERE#each different instance of the ad counts as another ad in your quota!#& if you have like a 1min skippable + a 30sec unskippable v of the same ad on the same platform. that counts as two. FUCK you.#and then above another nw line. you cannot have ads at all. bye you don't need them they serve no purpose they are just annoyances.#also paying influencers to hawk your shit counts as ads! fuck you!! paid word of mouth is not actual wom that is also an ad! fuck you!!!#oh u want ppl to rec ur product & u don't have any ad spots left?? well sugar you better have a fucking good product then lol :) fuck you#also if a co breaks an ad reg that co and any co it owns/parents can never make another fucking ad ever again in its existence#AND if a ceo breaks an ad reg w one co then disbands it and makes a new co and breaks ad reg w that one#then the CEO or any co they have ANY % ownership or investment in can never make an ad ever again. FUCK you.#charities/nonprofits and sole proprietorships get one (1) appeal to a total ad ban#that's IT!! ENOUGH!!!!! ENOUGH!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND ONE MORE THING. ''pay us not to see ads on our platform/app/other thing'' should also be illegal.#''pay us for basic ass functions'' illegal. pay to win. illegal. sale/product announcements in things that are not press. illegal.#creating an ad or listing for something that doesn't exist and only manufacturing it after it is purchased. illegal.#ads that are full screen when a user has not already selected full screen on a video player. illegal.#pop up ads. illegal.#ads with audio on a platform that doesn't. illegal. video ads on a platform that doesn't have video. illegal.#ads w epilepsy triggers. illegal everywhere forever always w out needing to be reported by consumers. cannot be circulated in the 1st place#ads w graphic violence or soundscapes that mimic it. see epilepsy triggers.#ads for things that are not actually consumer products. illegal.#anything else u want to circulate like an ad must go thru other regs to qualify as psa or edu. if it doesn't qualify tough shit get fucked.#[insert gif collage of people talking extensively while wildly gesturing for emphasis here]
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it was just going to be a few warmup doodles but then she infected the rest of the page like the ever eternal and spreading spores. hod!!! hod. hod :)
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#hod#hod lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#I GUESS i almost forgot i drew her box form#lobcorp spoilers#and michelle actually. ..#both very tiny. itty bitty. microscopic#other sephirah there too as normal. i cant have her alone. and Angelina as well on the top patting her#i have a hard time fully capturing her for some reason. in my mind. maybe its because is the disconnected period!!! mentally#she genuinely wishes to care and be kind yet theres a dissonance with what she does..? or how it ends up being taken or what she does to en#up bringing those actions into reality. she can be forceful? wanting to have employees attend therapy sessions and meetings for suppression#tactics. which i think is also something the safety team is incharge of iirc. so that means shes doing way more that what she needs to on#her job as a sephirah. just for the sake of employees#she really does care as shes one of the only to Directly attempt to change their circumstances and quality of life and health#sure chesed doesnt punish employees when they dont do their work assigned or stress them out with work#but he doesnt actively push to attempt to make changes to aid employees besides the research perks which is to the manager#yesod IS right next to her and does also genuinely care but when it comes to employees hes distant at best when it comes to them and the#way he tries to protect them is by enforcing rules but he doesnt really create or attempt to help them like hod does#yesod is sort of a passive? way of doing it. yes he doesn make a push to enforce said rules but he doesnt make new ones. just follows what#is already there in place. hod tries to make new ways and not just for the safety of people like how yesod's has them physically fine and#not letting them over a certain threshold of mental corruption but she tries to have a program to Directly Address such a thing#its born out of care but the genuine worry of being a good person and her naivety ends up having it do more harm than good#sure there may be some employees that actually like and find it useful but so many are just accepting to their fate of Dying to where#her care seems pointless. shes a sephirah and to them a literal metal box why would they go ahead and feel bad for what an 'ai' is feeling#as she is interrupting their free time in the company#which is rude. and shit. iirc the counseling is compulsory but people go because shes a sephirah and their superior. the thought was there#but again it comes off wrong and ends up not working because shes their superior in the end#EEK!!! yeah... hod. the hod. there is WAY more but i can't fit it all here and i already typed enough
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Help a college student graduate by answering a survey!!
Hey!! Are you over 18 and in the miraculous fandom? Then this is for you!!
Hi everyone, this is my last semester of uni, and one of my final projects to be able to graduate is to write a scientific paper. I'm writing an article about adult fans of children's animation, specifically Miraculous Ladybug. My goal is to understand what makes adults (like us) want to join fandoms centered around shows aimed primarily at children, and to do that I'd love to hear directly from the source! The survey takes around 10 minutes to answer, it's 100% anonymous and it would help me immensely!
>>Click here for the survey<<
I need at least 30 people to answer, but honestly the more the merrier! I've also made a little thank you gif at the end, so if you see it let me know! If you have any questions feel free to send me an ask, as well!
Please reblog so it can reach more people! Thank you so much!
#what do we love (or hate!! I know people are here bc they dont like the show as much too) abt miraculous that#makes us want to spend so much time thinking and creating things for and about it?#miraculous ladybug#i am once again asking for your support#insert bernie sanders meme here#alskdjasd#no but really if you answer this it would help me so so much#and i'll be so thankful#i will reblog this post a bit frequently so please be patient with me šš#also the point of this is not to shame anyone for watching kid's shows in any shape or form#i just love animation and kids cartoons too#my first intentions with this research were to ask why do we mostly view animation as a kid's genre instead of a technique to tell stories#in the west at least#but it was too broad of a question and I dont have enough time to dedicate myself to it#so i narrowed it down to something i'm familiar with#which is why i went for#so uh anyway#pls reblog#and answer my survey#thank you so much
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idk what it is about me - maybe I've just grown up with and been involved in this series for so long - but I'm so ambivalent to most Warriors news that I saw the tawnycrow news and thought "huh."
#changing skies spoilers#idk where they're going with it#so judging it from only the first book is strange#but like. idk these two characters have never once thought about one another outside midnight and this just strikes me as really funny#its also kinda cute that two older characters might have a romance? i just wish it wasn't these two only because i want to hear new povs#let them retire guys its okay#you dont need to be scared of creating new characters#rowanclaw: you can fall in love again#tawnypelt: *thinks of the only tom she knows the name of who isn't related to her by blood* huh
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in paralleling cyrus and naphis's rapport in cyno's story quest 2 with alhaitham and kaveh's relationship in a parade of providence, i have a speculation i thought was interesting in terms of the implicit, and now explicit, ways concern is shown, although of course i'm aware that these two relationships are entirely separate, but it's interesting to note the similarities between them
in a parade of providence, alhaitham's concern over kaveh's actions in the second round of the interdarshan championship is demonstrated in the close-up of him with the ellipses '...' as he is shown to visibly search kaveh's disposition after faruzan comments on kaveh's 'tribulations' in the desert. this close-up shot is contextualised as concern in the following scene where kaveh recounts what alhaitham said to him after he informed alhaitham of his fainting in the desert in the second round
due to kaveh's misconception of alhaitham, he interprets alhaitham's words as critique of his abilities as a scholar and a senior, although paimon in the same scene makes the same observations as alhaitham which is interpreted by kaveh as concern
as alhaitham isn't present here, having left to question sachin's son in order to provide kaveh closure regarding his father's disappearance into the desert (which is discussed here), this concern is not made explicit in surface text, and has to be interpreted through other characters' dialogue and visual cues, such as the close-up of alhaitham after faruzan comments on kaveh's tribulations
with the subsequent improvement of alhaitham and kaveh's relationship in cyno's story quest 2, i noted that cyrus and naphis' rapport steps up to replace this bickering, which is most prominently seen in cyrus's return from the desert after his near death at the hands of the temple of silence
naphis can be seen to make similar observations to cyrus as alhaitham does to kaveh in regards to the age, supposed held knowledge and inner wisdom being incongruous with their respective actions and problem-solving abilities, with both cyrus and kaveh in turn questioning naphis' and alhaitham's lack of regard to titles and established relationships of 'colleague' 'classmate' and 'upperclassman'
given these similarities in naphis' and alhaitham's remonstrance of cyrus and kaveh respectively, it's interesting that when using nahida's mind reading skill on naphis, he explicitly states his concern of cyrus's wellbeing, and considers an alternative scenario in which the danger could have been avoided - which is where parallels can be drawn between alhaitham immediately leaving kaveh to investigate sachin's son in order to continue researching into sachin's potential influence over kaveh's father, which ultimately led to his demise, potentially alleviating kaveh's guilt and allowing him to better prioritise himself
in this sense, naphis' behaviour in reference to cyrus can be seen to parallel that of alhaitham and kaveh's relationship in previous events and story quests. as opposed to the perceived toxicity of alhaitham and kaveh's relationship when comparing the execution of these two respective rapports, with naphis's critical attitude towards cyrus being founded on an unspoken concern, it also parallels, and confirms, that alhaitham's past actions and words towards kaveh similarly stem from concern of kaveh's self-detriment - which also extends to kaveh's treatment of alhaitham in retaliation, as he was unable to see these supposed critiques as concern prior to the ending of a parade of providence
#haikaveh#kavetham#alhaitham#kaveh#cyno story quest#i noticed this when first playing that alhaitham and kaveh's bickering was present in naphis and cyrus#i've considered it as a crack headcanon since this quest dropped but i've been going through the quest again for the essay and...#really im 40% sure that the writers just think this dynamic is funny which IT IS especially with naphis's design like that's comical genius#but when i went through the comparisons my third eye opened and now i want this to be deliberate#like since haikaveh has gone to marriage therapy and now talk to each other like reasonable people the dynamic has been upgraded#everyone say thank you haikaveh for creating old man yaoi! i didnt say that homoverse said it!!!
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#thing i forced myself to color#i think i just like . forced myself to do this thing in the first place#i don't feel really good todaY#i hadn't drawn anything for two days#and i was worried i would lose motivation again#it's just that i finished all of my ideas already#well not all of them but most of them are too complicated#god this is so boring . i need to start experimenting with colors but i don't really have the motivation for that rn#i really really miss vargas and it's driving me crazy#can we have a fanbase with more than 20 ppl PLEASE#i'd do anything for edgar vargas#i don't know what posessed me but suddenly i'm crazy for this man#btw . . . i created . . . a twitter spicy side acc . . .#if u want to know the @ . . . just dm me . . .#i'll let you in as long as you're not a minor of course#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#zarla s#okay fun thing#before i would like . draw edgar looking super grumpy and annoyed#which isn't wrong ??? but in zarla's drawings most of the time he just looks scared or confused#so i was like god is this too self indulgent#and i had to stop doing that kind of#but i just did it again here . i'm not saying sorry i don't feel good okay .#sunny's art
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At this point I don't know how to explain what protagonists are and how they work
#listen. it was never meant to be about him. johnjoshhayden made it about him#because i feel like they wanted a self insert tbh#and he was so good for a brief beautiful time#but he has never stood for miyagi do and its themes. he actively fights against rhem most of the time.#when making a story about LEGACY#why would he be included? he is not part of the legacy.#like i understand wanting to see your special little guy but omg#imagine crying because the karate kid movie is about the karate kid#imagine crying because not everything is catered specifically towards you#the spoiled toddler energy of it all#a fair amount of the people who want it to be about him (and the strange idea that its somehow Ralph being spiteful???)#are also the people eho have been saying shit like āits all just more Asian bull shit ā#and again like. i dont know how to explain.#āwhy on earth would a movie that heavily features karate (because its not about about karate#its used as a story telling tool. its used to develop emotional growth)#involve the culture that created it?ā#i am looking at you so unserious right now.#ck negativity#but really more like#fandumb#but for filtering purposes
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Post 2.1 Ratiorine Thought(s)
Under the read more because of 2.1 spoilers
Nothing really advanced or complicated to say; I did a lot of laughing and panicking and "Awww"ing during their moments in the story. (Tiny Aventurine, you will always be a legend.)
But the one thing I really, really hope fandom will latch on to is something that might represent a slight shift in Aventurine's characterization in fics... I was toying with this thought even before 2.1, but the patch definitely solidified it.
Rather than the one to jump straight into the (at least physical aspects of the) relationship, I definitely think Aventurine is much more likely to be the kind of person to hold himself entirely aloof from anyone he develops any genuine interest in--because literally every single person he has ever truly cared about has violently died, in acts of horrific misfortune which are directly tied in Aventurine's mind with his own "luck."
I think that the moment he recognizes himself having even the slightest bit of genuine feeling for Ratio (or any character people might ship him with, really), he would fold his cards like wet tissue and run for the hills.
Nothing good has ever come from him caring for someone, and every golden glimmer of his otherworldly fortune has been bought at his loved ones' blood price.
Aventurine doesn't take deals that aren't beneficial for him.
And there's no way he can survive another loss.
The more he actually cares about someone, the further and further a relationship gets from ever being in the cards.
#honkai star rail#aventurine#dr. ratio#dr. ratio x aventurine#ratiorine#aventio#aventurine was literally created to be angst incarnate#someone on that dev team said#how can we make the most wooby little man possible#and they really did it#I just think Aventurine sees himself as cursed#while everyone else sees that he only ever wins#what do those wins matter when everything he cares about is gone?#I can't see him wanting to risk that suffering ever again#it would be a FIGHT to get him to ever admit to having a single real feeling for someone again#I want to see that fight though...
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From a fanfic-writing perspective, One Piece is incredibly frustrating on a few counts.
The first is that... One Piece is actually pretty damn good, as far as stories go. So trying to nudge it into something "better" is pretty much a lost cause overall.
The second is that One Piece has this huge and incredible world that's filled with lots and lots of things... that we never see. As in, outside of the very local environment of the Strawhats, the world is incredibly vast and largely empty.
Basically? Because of OP's good story-telling, it's really difficult to really add someone new to the Strawhat-crew. But because everything outside of the Strawhats are both incredibly unknown (in the Grand Line anything can happen) and incredibly disconnected (the world is too big for people to really stumble into the plot "accidentally" with any frequency)?
Trying to write a non-Strawhat fanfic is a bit like just... inventing an entirely new world of vaguely pirate-themed shenanigans from scratch. It ain't fucking easy, is basically what I'm saying.
#this rant is brought to you by -> me poking at WaifuCollector again. trying to create a character who could do something#interesting SOMEWHERE. and coming up with a really fun power-set and character-quirks that could be really fun#only to realize that part of what makes the power-set and character-quirk so much fun is that they're entirely independent#as in - i effectively gave them a submarine that's going to bitch at them constantly. and superpowers to curb-stomp most things#so they'd be two completely deranged lunatics sailing around in the grand-line underwater - randomly popping up out of nowhere#causing chaos and destruction and confusion about what the fuck their deal is. before disappearing over the horizon again#still bitching at each other about things that makes no sense to anyone else. and might maybe possibly be a sex-thing? maybe?#just... this could be so much fun. please. why do i have to stare out into the infinite void that is OP's non-Strawhat world?#please just write this for me so that i can cackle about it. i don't want to have to try and figure out what they're actually doing.#... actually... maybe if i switch the pov once the initial dynamic and background has been established#switch it to the poor bastards trying to make any kind of sense of what they're doing. possibly including filler-episode Strawhats#where they basically spot Luffy. immediately start to bicker about something. then wade off into the sea like they're trying to swim#to the next island instead of sticking around. just... yes. i think i could maybe do something... hmm...#laughing#one piece#writing#stories
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Entered a local town museum's photography contest, didn't even get honorable mention. :/ really bummed. But, didn't expect much considering it's probably family voting for family. Ya know, small town nepotism at it's finest.
Here's what I entered, these are older photos from vacations but I always really liked each one for various reasons.
#moffy speaks#I even made multiple prints in case someone wanted to buy one#I entered another contest from said museum last year and also didn't win or place#and didn't sell any prints#but then again these people had no idea what photoshop was and thought I didn't make my art???? Maybe I was better off NOT entering#considering the absolute ignorance not to allow digital art until I explained what a drawing tablet was#old people being old and refusing to acknowledge modern art methods#nothign I entered was fanart either#all 100 percent orginal#I'm sorry I sound really mean and bitter but it just sucks#stiff like this is why I don't wanna keep creating somedays
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