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no but how do I draw hobie brown's hair?????
#its giving “I have never cut or styled my natural 4c hair in my life”#and I love that for him#but not for me because I am an art novice#and black hair tutorials expect symmetrical styled hair#perfect twist outs and box braids with clear parting#this is excellent character design I cant be mad#I just have to step my game up#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#hobie brown#spiderpunk#mine
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christ sometimes I just wanna. steal a time machine & go back & sit down next to my 9-year-old self and just like. let them pull out their pokemon card binder & gush about their holographic gyarados or whatever. I'd just smile & ask questions about motherfukcing bulbasaur & tell my kid self that I thought they were a neat person, & someday they'd find other people who thought so too.
like i'm a grown adult who honestly finds most kids stuff boring, but. damn if i could go back & hang out with my baby self & listen to them ramble...just so they knew someone was listening. i would in a heartbeat. thinking about u kid
#wouldn't roll my eyes or check my phone or get bored or nothing#I'd just listen to that little dork & smile & encourage them & let them explain how their favorite gameboy games worked#i was the kind of kid my adult self would find annoying & uninteresting but like#most of the actual adults in my childhood felt that way too. including my dang parents.#and ya know sometimes they showed it. a lot of times without realizing it. and that messes a kid up#if you don't make an effort kids WILL recognize your disinterest and lack of attention.#kids deserve to have caregivers who show interest and engagement#even when it's over stuff that adults find boring. especially then maybe#your kid doesn't have to be fun or interesting or easy or well behaved to deserve positive attention#they deserve positive attention because they are YOUR KID#if love is unconditional then DISPLAYS of LOVE and AFFECTION must also be unconditional#not something that must be earned#telling your kid that you love them is not enough. that is step one out of like a thousand#if you just tell your kid you love them but you don't demonstrate affection and interest and patience and warmth and etcetera#your kid isn't gonna feel loved! I Love You will just become a trite phrase that they regard with mistrust!#bitch you gotta FOLLOW THROUGH
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For the requests: maybe Dash and Spitfire are doing some bonding gaming with Scoots? I'm sure they enjoy some console gaming, but maybe they could be convinced to do some board games as well?
I had to color this in because I loved this idea too much. Scootaloo gets some help from Spitfire and learns an important lesson about strategy and playing the long game.
Poor Rainbow gets demolished.
#Rainbow - honestly what did you expect?#You can't let Spitfire and Scootaloo team up and expect not to be beaten swift and quickly#Honestly this is more of a Rainbow vs Spitfire#with little Scootaloo being oblivious. She's just here for the fun#I can absolutely see them do board games#And both Spitfire and Rainbow take it so serious because they are in it to WIN#it's the Wonderbolt drive they all have#Ok but this was such an adorable prompt#I love love love the three of them...#I left it open in the image but I love to think of Spitfire as a sort of step-mom/not really yet but kinda surrogate mom#in the in between state of 'this kid clearly means more to me and I'm spending more time with her than others'#but she's not officially part of the family and a mom (or rather dad) yet#spitdash#spitfire#mlp spitfire#rainbow dash#scootaloo#mlp scootaloo#mlp#my art#requests#ask chim
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FFXVI really takes your hand and says 'come with me', then shows you a world that is broken and full of pain and heartache and selfishness and cruelty. It shows you the terrible things people are willing to do to each other for no good reason, it shows you how how leaders can be short sighed and foolish in their earnest desire to do the right thing for their people, and that causes no less pain then when they are corrupted and arrogant and vain monsters. It shows you how people's cruelty all to often is born of a world that beats them down that gives them no other choice but to be cruel if they want to survive.
And then it asks: is this worth saving? Is this worth protecting? Wouldn’t it be better if you just let it all go? Let it all be destroyed, and broken apart, and lost? Wouldn’t it be enough to just end the pain? Wouldn’t that be salvation?
And in the same breath it answers, no because salvation isn’t the point. Humanity is cruel, greedy, fractious and hateful and it always will be. Just as humanity is kind, generous, united and loving and always will be. Even as the world falls apart The Dame fights to keep Northreach together, even as monsters beat down her gates Martha takes in refugees and escaped slaves and refuses to stop, even as nations crumble and bandits flourish the Dragoons still battle for the sake of their people and country, while the Crusebreakers keep struggling to free the innocent and protect the weak. Even as Joshua is hacking up blood, even as his body is shutting down he keeps walking forward at Clive’s side inevitably, inexorably to the end, because he loves his brother and refuses to give him up to Ultima’s scheme.
FFXVI tells you that there are no promises, not guarantees, that the only people who can promise salvation are the ones who want to sell it. FFXVI says that no one is assured victory, or safety, or paradise. The point is not to save the world from it’s evils. The point is that we fight to try and reach the next dawn with the people we love. Humanity can never create a perfect world because we are imperfect creatures, but the battle to make a better world, a kinder world, a more free world, a more gentle more fair, more loving world is what defines us.
#FFXVI#Final Fantasy XVI#Final Fantasy#FF 16#Final Fantasy 16#Clive Rosfield#Joshua Rosfield#I have more to say about this game but this is about as coherent as my thoughts are going to get for having just beaten it#and also having my first draft of this post eaten by the internet#FFXVI Meta#this is the best final fantasy to be released since X hands down#not flawless and not quite on X's level all the same#but a huge fucking step up from the mess of the last few games#send tumble
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happy 2nd anniversary to what continues to be the game of all time!! 🪐
#i was a teenage exocolonist#teenage exocolonist#exocolonist#iwatex#iwatec#dys exocolonist#dysthymia exocolonist#ocs#incandescent#ill be real i forgot it was today panicked and then whipped this up in like one go LMAO#not to be dramatic!! but this game fundamentally changed me as a person just a lil bit#i wrote my uni paper about it!! i have sm love and respect for the devs#my art#2024#paintings#anyway i specifically wanted to draw this dys outfit for a while now because i saw it in the artbook months ago and died#the alien mouth hood killed me. he's just a little guy#i had a thought whilst working on this that inca's older brother (ram) who's big into like. scientific research and documenting stuff#could've been amongst the first people that made books about vertumna#especially since the colony doesnt really use physical books. but it's a step in the direction of them having their own culture :)#gave this to their lil sibling like lookie here! shapes and colours!
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I feel like this last episode really has been such a big reminder that Jawbone is not in any way trained to be a guidance counselor. Is he amazing at his job yes he’s great he’s helped so many kids but he is not legally qualified, plus there’s the added factor of him only having the job because of a party of students who are currently at the school and his adoptive daughter stepdaughter and the kid whose been living with him for months all go there so he can’t be truly impartial in matters concerning them like he’s supposed to. Do I think he shouldn’t have the job no because he’s amazing at it otherwise but I do think that there should be a second counselor with no connections to any of the students
#I love sandra lynn and jawbone but that really is a conflict of interest#the bad kids can’t go to the guidance counselor because it’s not just going to the guidance counselor for them#especially since barons game with riz happened like how are you supposed to tell your friends dad you have trauma about them specifically#and he can’t properly help kids with problems with the bad kids because he’s biased because that’s his daughter! that’s his step kid!#it sucks that there is supposed to be a major safe space at school that the bad kids and the people close to them can’t take up#btw the second guidance counselor thing wasn’t my idea I saw somebody else say and they’re right!!#love jawbone to death I just think he needs to get like proper training#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high#jawbone o'shaughnessey#autism (mads) speaks#dimension 20#d20#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20 fhjy
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Okay I’ll be honest I have NO idea how I’m 6 followers away from 1k and I have not received A SINGLE PIECE of anon hate.
#my anon box has been on this ENTIRE time c’mon people#step up your game smh#< guy who is really happy about not having received hate#please don’t just send me hate just because you want to now. i wanna see how long i can last like this#cable’s txts#oh yeah i’m rly close to 1k. if u wanna have me bake a acake then get to it people ig#this is just inevitable now isn’t it. maybe i should post something terrible so i go back to 100#so i surely won’t reach 1k before the end of the year i’m a genius /j /j /j
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dude i fucking love how this server has communication as its premise and built into its fucking core. i fucking love that. bc it's one thing to be like 'this server is about multilingual communication and cultural exchange!!' bc that could present in any NUMBER of ways but like. with the federation and the eggs and a common shared goal they all decided WE ARE A TEAM. and like, ok,
when baghera was sus of jaiden because of the thing when pomme died and jaiden had been the reason baghera left her side for the only time that day, i wasn't even worried. i wasn't worried bc i was like "we just wait. because i know they will TALK TO EACH OTHER." and I WAS RIGHT. TWO DAYS LATER IT WAS ALL CLEARED UP AND BAGHERA WAS HELPING HER OUT WITH CUCURUCHO
and the ordo theoritas is functionally a secret organization. it would be SO EASY to gatekeep the lore, on grounds of "the federation is always watching and anyone could be a spy" and yet the ordo theoritas says that, like bad SAYS THAT, says OUT LOUD, "anyone could be a traitor" and then turns around and goes "hey person i've had a few days' worth of conversations with, here's a detailed rundown of everything we've learned about the island's mysteries, and the secret location of the ordo base". SOFIA was supposed to be secret from everyone, and for a little bit she was. but now like, the ordo theoritas is showing her to everyone. it would be SO EASY to hide things and to gatekeep things but they just. don't do it. here's the supercomputer!!!! don't forget to grab her waystone so you can come back anytime!!!
bad learns something. "i need to tell forever/cellbit/baghera". forever figures out a new way to protect the eggs, and he gets it to everyone within days. cucurucho tries to have a secret conversation and the entire server knows about it almost instantly and there are three people buried in the walls reading the subtitles and giving each other meaningful glances
i love it. i love it. miscommunication plotlines drive me up the fucking wall and the fact that i wasn't even SCARED when jaiden and baghera could easily have angled into an angsty tangled web of that and instead just MET WITH EACH OTHER AND EXPLAINED EVERYTHING AND CLEARED THE AIR ALMOST IMMEDIATELY was so fucking breathtaking. and this is a multilingual server. this is a MULTILINGUAL SERVER. i love it. i love it so much i want to cry. it's a server for communication and people Communicate, it would have been SO EASY to slip into monolingual factions and stick to the familiar but they DIDN'T. they DIDN'T. WE GET TO HAVE A THEORY TABLE WITH SO MANY LANGUAGES SITTING AROUND IT. we get to have conspiracy walls in every language!!!! idk sometimes i forget how fucking CRAZY all this is, like the scale of what they've accomplished
so yea thank you to quackity and the qsmp admins for this, and thank you to the streamers for hearing 'this is about connections' and taking it ENTIRELY to heart, and also thank you to whoever the fuck decided to give quackity's school class the job to look after a fucking egg to learn about parenting. bc holy shit. holy shit.
#qsmp#this is a mess but i keep marvelling at it ever since jaiden's streams#just that. it could have gone to hell. but they TALKED TO EACH OTHER.#and i kept seeing people on tumblr like 'nooo they're dividing them 😭' and i kept thinking in my head:#'it's ok. don't panic. don't worry. they're so good about communicating: roier will say something or jaiden will say something'#'and they'll resolve anything right there and then'#i fucking love it. i fucking love it. there have been cross lingual projects before that didn't breed community like this does#everyone is trying so hard to protect everyone. forever and baghera didn't even trust quackity and they were still trying to protect him#i can't express how much this silly fucking server means to me. i can't explain it#its so good. its so good. i love it so much i swear to god#like i promise you if some of the less active members were to step back online and ask about the lore#they'd get a FULL fuckin rundown of it even though the ordo theoritas is technically a secret society#just immediately#i love it. there may be gaslighting and girlbossing but there is NO gatekeeping#unless we count the french exp farm lmfao#idk idk idk!!!!! it means so much to me i swearrrrrrr#THEY'RE A TEAM YOUR HONOR. THEY!! ARE!!! A TEAM!!!#shut up vic#block game brainrot
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edit: just gonna make a clarification because i've been seeing sm ppl asking to doodle their oc or some other unrelated stuff but uhhh i meant to ask for sonexe related doodle ideas sorgyyy
gimmie either doodle ideas or ask me about my hcs about these two dweebs im boerrrddd
#sonexe#sonic exe#sonic.exe#shipping#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#also i have to step up my sonexe game but artblock hitting hard grrrrr#and ig i kiiinda feel like interacting with ppl#and yes i made this gif just for this occassion
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Do you have a group discord server? If others want to chill and interact with you. Just wondering
That aside just hoping you’re doing okay Blastic. Still, if you’re not your gotta a lot people care about you.
I look forward to seeing how the rest of the game goofs.
—goofball anon
I don't and sadly I don't think I will make one. It would be fun to interact with people who enjoys my work and wants to chat with me but I just feel it would be too much work for me to handle a discord server. So at least for now I'm not planning to make one.
#and how I've been doing??#there been ups and downs#maybe bit better?? At least compared to what it was when this month started#I felt so numb for some reason#I just wanted to lie in bed and do nothing because nothing was making me happy. Not even drawing or playing games#I do still get these kind of days but it hasn't been that bad and I have got some amount motivation back to draw again at least#wanting to play games though still have been very low#but I'm taking small steps#I'm also sorry for not having much good news and that I've been so quiet nowadays#I just been struggling a lot what to say and anxiety isn't making things any easier#but I want to thank everyone who are still here hanging around and enjoying my work#even though I have these struggles I'm happy that you guys still want to support me<33 Thank you<33#not sure did I word these right but I tried my best#and I will also do my best not to give up and keep on going 🌱#ask#anon
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Shadowheart and Nocturne sure seem like to be good friends
yup, just two gal pals, hanging out, doing each other's hair in a secret back room, Platonically, fighting alongside one another, writing in diaries about one another, just as friends, sharing memories, as friends though
#I'm so glad you picked up on the queer implications cause that was a deliberate choice I made when I recorded the lines lol#I was like “I'm gonna make it gay - hee hee hee! I'm putting queer characters in video games and NOBODY can STOP me!”#Anita Sarkeesian texted me afterwards and congratulated me on completing my sinister mission#“Now we are one step closer to destroying video games forever!” she said laughing maniacally#“Yes Oh Dark One!” I replied - loyal soldier of the SJW Empire that I am#For clarity's sake this didn't really happen#Anita and I have never met#I just decided to play the scene that way because it was more interesting and added more stakes
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Have you seen Lilia's vignette yet? Our insight into his initial parenting skills sure was, something.
HA HA YEP, Lilia's. questionable parenting has come up a few times and it's always, like, he read Baby Instructions 101 and went "ooh, I like red, I'll do those ones :)". he has Dad Instincts, but unfortunately they are Stereotypical '90s Sitcom Dad Instincts.
it was, however, worth it to see Sebek (watching Lilia gleefully dunking a bat into a coffee cup) just slowly turn to Silver and go "how the fuck are you alive".
#twisted wonderland spoilers#also sebek: 'for the first time in my life i feel respect for you as a person'#it's okay even the bat was like 'no it's cool he's doing his best'#'he's my dad now and i will never leave him'#silver's childhood was literally a tom and jerry cartoon huh#fortunately dr. zigvolt(!) and mrs. dr. zigvolt(!!!) were like 'oh my god' and swiftly intervened/made lilia step up his fucking game#they continue to be the absolute best characters despite never actually appearing#also just absolutely delighted by malleus' mom energy in this one#'why aren't they back yet. they're going to miss dinner. :('#then when they finally show up: 'it's not like you have a curfew i just want to know if you're going to be back late'#i half expected him to be like 'but i made SPAGHETTI'#i mean yes canonically he doesn't cook (except eggs once) but he just has spaghetti vibes. you know.
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Can I see more highschool au fics where Kenny is the same kinda guy we usually see but also crazy academic smart and maybe taking advanced science classes bc like?? I never see that in fics even though he quite literallly becomes a billionaire scientist?? pretty please
#I get that people have their aus where that’s not his future but#it’s still canon that he’s going to be really into science#so I wish there was just a LITTLE more representation of it in sp fan media#my personal hc is that most of his school career he gets bad grades bc he couldn’t care less about homework#but that he understands it all and like helps people out#and then towards the end of highschool he has a vague idea of oh. I probably should get into good colleges#and steps up his game all of a sudden with good science classes#and everyone is like ???#Kenny McCormick
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i cant believe i wasn't following u b4,,,,,ive just been silently scrolling through your blog for like a solid YEAR and just haven't even noticed????? n e ways what are tha thoughts on literally anyone in p4 being trans bc i live for that 🎤
the way my brain decided that this was asking for pronoun headcanons and did not reread to make sure that was what you were asking before drawing all of this…... well anyways
#asks & requests#p4#trans naoto#<- trans everyone lmaooooo#sort of waffling on chie-- he could also be trans or enby easily#ive always thought he would be a 'my gender is lesbian' type person tho LMAO#if hes trans then she and yukiko are as close as they are because trans friends lmao if chie is afab then i think that would come up#accepting his shadow- part of him not feeling 'feminine' enough is that yukiko is more of a woman than her in societys eyes and well.#its not a violent outing bc no one who heard her shadow is like that but chie apologises to yukiko for that#yukiko transitioned pretty early so no one in town (school age at least) really knows#rise is afab its just that she Despises the idea of being a man#kanji is cis but hes cis+ after exploring; does do the occasional drag but is a gay man who happens to use she/her#yosukes whole vibe is 'probably nonbinary but i have a job so i cant worry about that rn'. also i think maybe bigenderism in his future#he/him only for the foreseeable future tho. baby steps#narukami is defo stealth mode for at least the beginning of the game but probably around teddie or naotos shadow she comes out#and i like kuma so ze is like me and uses it/its. :).#ok those are all my notes. sorry for not directly responding to what you asked but i do think what i said is a good answer to your wuestion.#for claritys sake i also live for it.
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to my hot queer mutuals who post their own pics: what hashtags should I be using to get more visibility with other hot queer people and less cishet men?? (sorry cishet men, some of you are cool but far too many of you have been saying gross things and misgendering me lately)
alternately, to my followers in general: what tags do you look in when you want to find new people to follow??
#bitts posts#i mostly just follow people my mutuals follow rather than using tags#and i have a feeling its the same for most of you#but yknow. i have that deep and unending need for attention and i feel like i can step up my game
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resisting to makes posts that r just.
look at this freak…………….
#im insane tonight sorry gang#anyways sometimes i have moments where i freeze comicallh and slowly turn to one of my blorbos and im like. hold up. what the fuck.#like.#LOOK AT HER#also i had to go to the LIS pinterest fandom to find a good image of rachel#and they range from hilarious to being assholes#but mainly funny#better than the youtube comment section#im almost jealous of them. but thats just me#idk whats with me tonight im silly#anyways yeah#LOOK AT HER. SHES SUCH A FREAK…#my favorite interpretation of rachel is that she’s the biggest weirdest freak out of the trio but she’s the best at acting the normalest#i dont enjoy the interpretations that like. she’s always one step ahead and is a mastermind and nearly always on her a game#LIKE. SHES MAXIMUM 18 YEARS OLD#SHE DOESNT. LIKE. SHE CANT DO THAT#my interpretation. currently at least.#is that she’s literally just a huge Freak in her own special way. and is good at just Pretending that she’s Cool and Amazing#she’s such a freak i hate her#i want her deadwait.#erm.#i want her more dead#SHES SUCH A FREAKK#what the hell#anyways. im. silly#rachel amber#lis#life is strange
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