#I just cant put words to it yet
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“clean yourself up and come find me, we have much work to do” vs. “clean up your own fucking mess, I’m not doing it, been doing it all my fucking life”
two different scenes of Ed visiting a very vulnerable Izzy in bed… very different dynamics in both………
do you get it…. do you understand me……..
#I cant. i cant even express what I’m trying to say here but like#there are Paralells#I can fucking smell them.#I just cant put words to it yet#but like. I am so unwell.#blackhands#edizzy#ofmd#ofmd spoilers#izzy hands#ed teach
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in every fandom im in, i always reach the inevitable point where i make an au that would greatly benefit from me reading the divine comedy. every time. alas, i am lazy
#first spn now this#i was even thinking last night that damn i really go in a circle#all roads lead to me being too lazy to read the divine comedy#it would be so funny if i finally did it because of a sonic au#whats better: reading it for sonic or spn i think both are just as ridiculous#it would be fun to make it like storybook game style but with shadow#with different characters taking some roles in the world#but also i kind of want it to be like canon divergence so i cant really just put other's in there#well i have an idea how to kiinda put others in there but i cant reveal that yet cause i dont want to lie and then change my mind#also i love using the word alas i dont even know what that means lmfaoo#i always forget and then i wanna use it and have to google again if im using it right xddd
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when a love mikksy tirade devolves into a terrible finnish lesson by our booth: brought to you by katie goldie and randy
also pauls exposing how vocal mikksy is... oh no here we go again...
ottawa senators @ florida panthers | 2.8.25
#niko mikkola#paul maurice#and our media team: katie goldie and randy#because their banter really carried this segment#they deserve a tag#florida panthers#2425#finnish conjugations scare me... no i dont think i got any of them right please take mercy on me#mikksy yelling constantly is my favourite thing#re:mikksy cursing in finnish#very funny that this man was like nono paul is just joking i dont curse at him or at anyone if i curse its at myself#and pauls trying to land him in hot water again#PAUL LEAVE HIM ALONE THIS POOR MAN ALMOST DIED WHEN MEDIA INTERROGATED HIM ABOUT YOUR CUSSING QUOTE 😭😭😭#“driver of the juice”#no words i wont even try to put my thoughts down about that one#anyways#whimsical booth and its adoration of finnish#“we can talk to mikkola!!!” goldie i promise you he would absolutely love it please do so#“how do you say pass the beer” asking the important questions here randy#i cant believe they came back to it too#the hilarity that is mikksy finally recorded an sog as they resolved that question#now thats called a perfect segue!#mikksy they love you so much they really do#paul also likes to tease you so much... and yet youre one of his favourites... crazy...
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bw remakes coming soon (my purrloin works at gamefreak)
WAIT DONT SAY THIS YET ITS TOO SOON. LET THEM WORK ON LEGENDS ZA FIRST!!!!
#clai speaks#please. i cant go through bdsp again#asks#i dont even want to HEAR gamefreak utter the words ''remake'' for another two years#i want bw remakes to remove NOTHING from the originals. i want cgear preserved i want surveys preserved i want entralink preserved#i want swsh graphics. i dont like the sv art direction i will not lie to you VDHVDJF I NEVER DID#i want remakes to actually ADD STUFF. a delta episode of some sort. character customization. ingame dream world?#but of course all of this cannot be done IF THEY DO NOT HAVE AMPLE TIME TO MAKE IT ALL#sinnoh was my entry to the pokemon series so to this day i am SO ANGRY it did not get the care and attention oras got#oras Also removed emerald exclusive things but it made up for it in a lot of ways!#you are right tho theres a strange amount of bw representation again. if it was just n merch releasing i wouldnt think much about it#n is popular ofc they'd capitalize on him after reintroducing him in the card game or doing pokemas lodge-related merch#but there Is the unova themed tcg set apparently coming out mid this year#why do a unova set and skip the other regions? when unova at release was apparently not well liked?#i'm very scared. gamefreak i Dont want bw remakes yet please put it back PLEASE#sorry this turned into a rant. i am very passionate about the topic VHDHGJCBCH#we'll see what they've got planned in february i suppose.....
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SO THAT SECOND ACT OF SEASON 2
#arcane#pota talks#LIKE MY KOKORO#i#i have no words#kinda baffled all the people mad at jayce like its so clear he got a reason and we just dont have it yet#the jayvik is so doomed im transcending#i hope the hivemind thingy will like. stop bc for a character (viktor) so centered around autonomy to be controlling everyone is#off to me#like my guy keeps going about self destruction for the better of everyone else#not put himself in the spotlight yadda yadda#im guessing its more the hexcore in control of that#but i hope it wont be too much of him not being conscious and all that jazz#anyway cant wait for next week#idk what im gonna draw yet but i WILL draw
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being kin is like everything is wrong forever and ever and you can never tell anyone about it because they either wont understand or believe you or wont know what youre talking about and you can never go back !!!!! and you have to watch everyone else finding people they knew and itll never happen to you !!! and it feels Cringe and Bad that this is what dictates your entire mental state so you can never have a useful conversation about mental health with anyone because they arent talking to all of you they only want to know about things that happened /here/ and maybe it would be better if i didnt know that i was actually supposed to be someone else !!!and it seems to get me so much worse because im ********** about it so even compared to other kin it feels like im just being a dramatic bitch
#im so normal everyone actually this isnt making me feel like im literally hollow haha#not even allowed to call this one a [word] because ''those arent real!'' ok but im ********** about it what else do u want me to call it#idfc how much my timeline sucked actually if [redacted] wants to put me in a tube again it cant be worse than being stuck here !#is it some kind of sick fucking multiverse joke to not have the ************ wear off Ever even if you die like#WHY AM I //STILL// LIKE THIS . HELLO#that shit made me weird in a vevry specific way and im really not supposed to be just Out Here . What#wow this is just like the tl where i got dragged outside against my will but this time i have to be tr/ans as well and i cant go back ever#and nobody knows !!!!!!!#ok most of this post was about tr/on but also honourable mention to k/h for making me cry until i threw up the other day#and also having nothing in the kin tags and making me unreasonably upset considering i dont feel like i can say i k/in from it yet since-#-idk shit about any of it really . not that anyone does tbh but still . shift that makes you so sad you throw up and convince yourself-#-youre missing an actual organ ! im so normal#delete later#primary source torment nexus tag#k/h tag
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i have so many thoughts on mtme #27 and chromedome and prowl and i fear i am severely late to the party
#i think prowl is a very interesting character#and he makes my blood boil#but i dont actually hate him#i want to#but i CANT#and that makes me even more frustrated#oh hes so...#i dont have the words#but i saw stuff that made me think that chromedome does smth crazy#and like hes no saint#but i realize its the rose tinted glasses that prowl fans wear#(no offense)#its just like bias and blorboism#prowl isnt a bad guy#he just makes the same mistakes#and hes right at times#but hes not a people person#hes so patronizing and self righteous that no one wants to listen to him which i think feeds into his frustration more#but like#chromedome taking his memories was done bc prowl was threatening rewind#and obv chromedome didnt intend for it to make him suspectible to decepticon control#it was a reaction TO prowls actions#and yes they are in war#but its absolutely true that prowl makes hard decisions and hands them off to be carried out by others#consequences that he doesnt actually have to face while everyone else doss#i mean the overlord thing ???#and people are like well they couldve said no#and as rodimus put it-he said no and yet overlord was on the ship anyway !#he manipulates people into saying yes or at least tries to#chromedome just sees through that probably because of their past
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it's virgo season
you know what that means. this is the best excuse to talk about the little Shithead which i do every other month anyways
you ever notice the little musical notation details on moxxie's guns?
bass and treble clef, staff sniper rifle, and then his signature handgun. (forgive me if i get the guns wrong i know more about music than i do weapons)
and also everywhere in their apartment. the wallpaper covered in musical notes, cats, phantom of the opera, and hello dolly posters hung on the wall, his fucken tote bag???
and i don't even know what these ones are!
also this is either an animation error or he's ambidextrous????!!!?!?!
how in the fuck?? who has the time to learn that?????? like it's not even the fact that he's ambidextrous, it's the fact he took the time to,, hold on let me just sum this up for you
this is a standard guitar. it has standard tuning (E-A-D-G-b-e) with six strings. moxxie is also using a guitar strap so he doesn't, y'know, drop it every time he strums but lets just take a look real quick
so this is how right handed people play the guitar, right? this is how he plays the intro to House of Asmodeus and also after fizz and ozz show him how it's done in the club
this is what it looks like when moxxie is playing left handed at the very end of the song:
so what's the point? it's just the exact opposite, right?
ERRRRRRRRR LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER
YOU'RE WRONG
it is NOT the exact same because this is what the chords look like and if you tried mirroring them you'd embarrass yourself even harder because it'd sound like shit AND you'd still be singing too lovey dovey for the club
the x means the string is "muted", the bar means it's one finger across the fretboard, and the numbered dots are finger placement
these are simple enough playing right hand but if you wanted to play left handed for some reason (maybe royalty embarrasses you and your wife onstage during your anniversary because you forgot to abide by the rules of the club) you'd either a), have to do finger gymnastics, or b) learn where/how to place your fingers, which is the same thing and also would not be surprising for moxxie to know how to do if music is his whole thing. aside from weapons, obviously.
i can ignore ambidexterity, i can ignore switching hands mid-song, but i will not ignore the fucking muscle memory on this dude. how far in advance did he practice this song. who the fuck has the time to learn these six chords on BOTH hands and play them well????
especially with only three fucking freakass phalanges at his disposal which is One less than average
AND THEN HE ADDS IN AN EXTRA CHORD JUST TO SHOW OFF!!!
WHICH LOOKS LIKE THIS!!!
quite a feat for a four-fingered fellow. cunt. i love him
guitar diagram brought to you by me and discord whiteboard
#helluva boss#moxxie#moxxie helluva boss#moxxie knolastname#moxxie hb#i have like one other idea for a post that isn't mildly depressing#i'm cooking some good shit i promise#i just cant put it all into the right words yet#that are coherently put together at the same time
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err my arabic test is on tuesdayand normally i get rlly good grades but i havent studied it so if i lose my A average ill cry
#also despite me getting mostly 99% on my arab tests i cant speak the language even if i tried#im honestly just putting words together like a child#also i have arabic classes have i told you guys tht yet#i may or may not take them next year but idk#language#what how tag when
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inside me there are two wolves. one says "you should OCify muriel before she gets introduced so that you can explore the themes you personally would want to see, before you get distracted by canon". the other says "that sounds like a stupid idea and a surefire way to get disappointed by canon"
#i think the 2nd one is winning out tbh#if she turns out similar to the way i want her to itll be vinchester arc 2.0#if she doesnt ill also be disappointed LOL#closes my eyes i do not see i do not think ill just enjoy whatever canon has to give#no but...but..... i want to know if muriel traumatised tesilid in some way...#if during the pandora dungeon when he asked if ailette was 'false hope'... its bc he genuinely hoped that muriel might save him#when in snow queen his internal monologue was like 'is ailette yet another trick from the strict order'#chewing at my cage bars do you see the vision !!!!!!!!#i feel like i wouldnt care if she was a white lotus or a genuinely good girl lol id love her as long as she put tesilid through the wringer#listen... if she knew from the start that tesilid was doomed. that would be so interesting#OG muriel and OG ephael could shake hands#morally grey characters who are forced to act out their script for the greater good... do you see the vision#ephael's is especially fun tho bc hes not rly a person whom youd expect to put much stock into the greater good#staring very loudly at muriel i cant wait to see what she'll bring to the table#actually i dont think morally grey is the right word. maybe just mostly good people forced to do great evil#because of their ridiculously strong moral compass that allows them to push through w it
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trans woman matthias czernin. i will defeat art block for her. i was so serious when i made that Gender Dysphoria Puppet post
#not in the sense that i think that was the writers intent but rather that i wholly believe reading matthias as a woman adds yet another#layer of sting to why her parents would willingly connect more with a puppet than their own daughter#another layer of sting to matthias being so fucking distressed about louis' existence and constantly being told she should be like him#is anyone picking up what im putting down. the 'why cant you just be a normal boy' of it all.#its just a much more interesting interpretation to me#i probably worded this very poorly but .. i want to draw something about it#i literally made my twitter JUST to retweet a really nice comic about her#baby you are my angelll..... i like her a normal amount#hymn.txt
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Having just come out of season 4, with people repeatedly saying "don't wait too long" and variations thereof to both generate a general atmosphere of creeping dread and highlight the parallel between martin's arc and basira's in which they both work with the enemy for the sake of their favorite person for just long enough to doom the world, I have to wonder what the hell they meant with this
like. what are you trying to say here?
#the magnus archives#tma liveblog#i dont even know what arcs we're comparing#is it about martin and elias?#sasha and melanie?#tim and jon??#is there some secret about the institute kill switch that can only be gleaned by comparing it to martin faking his cv?#i think im reading too much into it#i'm beginning to suspect the magnus archives might have a very mild homestuck accent#dave breaking dirk's sword to decapitate him feels thematic because of the way it echoes prior events#but i couldn't actually put into words what theme those echoes are trying to convey#if i thought about it hard enough i could probably analyze what decapitation symbolically represents in dirk's arc#but that analysis would have more to do with my imagination than homestuck's writing#in the same way i'm not convinced that the echoes of 'its not even a good lie' mean anything in particular#but you can't just spend a season echoing dialog meaningfully and then not expect me to read into it#when a character says word for word the exact same sentence that another character said 60 episodes ago#it feels important#i just cant make any real sense of it#yet#there's many arcs that if i look at it at just the right angle it could theoretically be setting up for#i'll just have to wait and see if any of them seem relevant to what happens in the rest of season 5
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not prepared to speak about the visceral reaction that @nostalgiabones and i had upon realising luke was wearing a crop top tonight. i am closed for business
#cant wait to do it all again tomorrow#in all seriousness#tonight was unreal#just unreal#i actually cant put it into words yet
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the urge to write a story with dungeons and game-like abilities/mechanics.... whether that be an au fic or an original story.... but i have like.... four series works i should focus on + all my fic wips + some series fic idea in the wips too...... sigh........
#sophie talks : concepts <3#why cant everything in my mind just manifest itself onto the screen ready for me to publish 🧍♀️#all these ideas with my too vivid imagination and yet i cant put it into words 🧍♀️#and yET i still have MORE ideas i want to write about DESPITE WANTING TO WORK ON MY ORIGINAL STORIES AND FICS WHY IS THIS SOSNLJDSGLS#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#anyway i want to write a story with dungeons and game-like abili—
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Is there any non-spoilery way you could talk about how isat isn't just about timeloops? because like I do want to check the game out eventually for sure if only because indie fun times but I'm busy for a while before I get the time and tbh I'm just not as curious because I don't know how it's gonna break that formula (also ngl no colors makes me lose 50% interest because I like. looking at colors. lots.)
UHM OK WELL UM. hm. how DO i do this without spoiling anything. im very not good at describing things especially things i Really enjoy so how do i put this . hold on i might need to look at some reviews so i know how to words. ok
as a disclaimer i havent fully interacted with a lot of (if any??) media that has timeloops so i cant say for certain what it does differently from similar media that makes it stand out from others. at the same time ive never seen something that is so directly About Timeloops in this way even if i consider stuff ive heard about in passing but i could be wrong (madoka n utena come to mind ?). ill try to think abt the things that arent Just timeloop related plus the stuff u mentioned and hope that helps it feel more interesting and less generic?
i think one of the main things i can say is that it Really makes you feel what the protagonist is feeling. more than anything ive ever watched or played or whatever . and thats saying a LOT given how much i empathize with protags in games. and its not even just an empathy thing here. both the story progression and the gameplay work in such a way that you experience pretty much everything the same way they do, while still having their own personal stuff u can learn about of course
on that note tho. that is actually something to be careful of for a few reasons. i know ur generally pretty good with darker content so i doubt thatll be a problem for u here (its not that bad tbh but there is IS a warning when u open the game/look at the steam page and it aint lying) but. due to the nature of timeloops. it CAN get tiring and this is very much intended. and this helps a lot w the story and themes in a way that its. like. think how kh days does repetition on purpose. its a lot like that (although i had way easier of a time getting thru isat than days? i cant remember how u feel abt days' gameplay but i think it was positive ? either way getting thru isat was way more bearable than days imo). it does do a good job at balancing this with a couple mechanics that mean u dont have to repeat everything all the time (i had like. Very few actual full loops by the time i finished) and theres ALWAYS new things happening, even if ur super thorough with everything. its pretty easy to do things at whatever pace u feel like and if u wanna focus on the main story only to make it easier it wouldnt take too much away from the experience (tho i do encourage talking to the npcs at least a few times), and theres always a goal to work towards. also dialogue skipping and the banana peel are ur best friends
sort of adding onto that. it really, really helps that u are sharing the experience with the protagonist. not only does that help u relate to them (even if u dont share as many traits w them as i do akvdjsn) but theyre probably the most beloved character in the game and for good reason!! its really fun to see their interactions with the rest of the main cast and the npcs, and watch them all develop in different ways throughout the game. and my goodness all of the characters are beautifully written - at first ur kinda thinking ok its a ragtag group of sillies in an rpg whats new. but their personalities and relationships and hobbies and problems and everything about them is just so well done.. they feel so natural. human even. every conversation feels real to me. one of the main themes of the game is the concept of change, and each of them represent and approach it differently, both positively and negatively. its hard not to fall in love with them as individuals and as a group because they just have so much going on, even the ones i didnt expect to like at all!!
the worldbuilding is also a fun spin on fantasy rpg worlds. it mostly revolves around the area u play in bc well. of course it does. but its vv interesting to learn about all the different cultures within the world and how they interact with and build on the themes of the game. theres all sorts of queer stuff going on and its all handled like a love letter to people who relate, and i can feel it even with what i dont relate to at all!! the way "magic" works and the ways people use it in battle and everyday life is super cool too, makes the whole thing feel a lot more believable and realistic :3 i dont wanna talk abt any specifics bc its more fun to learn abt this stuff ingame
OH AND THE TEXT.. EFFECTS?.. idk what to call that but the way dialogue (both internal and external) is written and programmed is funky as hell (affectionate). it was weird at first bc oftentimes (mostly for humor) its like. almost the way i type actually?? which feels strange in a legit game but it Works. it works so well and adds tone and vibes and a Voice in a way u usually cant get in a game without any voice acting. deltarune is also good at that but this one does it differently enough for me to consider it unique
HAVE I MENTIONED THE ART STYLE i love the art style . its so charming and expressive especially all the talking sprites n battle portraits. simultaneously silly n adorable while fully capable of being serious. and creepy. anyway look at the sillies i love them n their designs dearly (especially Siffrin (1st on the left) and Mirabelle (2nd on the left))
also on that note, the lack of colors....... i both totally understand being put off by that (i also love looking at colors n this part made me feel weird abt it when i was thinking abt getting it at first) and personally enjoy it? without saying anything spoilery (bc its really not), its just another part of the worldbuilding and themes that i now find really fun :3 should be noted that i usually have an anti blue light filter so it mightve been easier to look at w the yellowish tint going on. maybe it even looks better that way ? kinda reminded me of old films now that i think abt it.. neat!!
as a last thing i couldnt quite insert somewhere else. it is equal parts a comedy and a tragedy, and it is so, so effective at accomplishing this. the humor is fantastic and adds to the games' and characters' personality, every tragic moment is . for lack of a better word or phrase. absolutely fucking delicious. and i adore how well it can shift from one to the other gradually or in an instant, or just be both at once!!!! yippee!!!!!!!
aaand thats all i can say. i have no idea if that cleared anything up BUT i encourage u to give it a try bc i do think youd like it in the end. u probably wouldnt finish it as fast as i did but that might be a good thing jfbskndj but yeah!!!! in stars and time!!!!!! its good and i love it!!!!!!!!
#this started as me actually answering ur question n evolved into me gushing abt whatever i could get away with without revealing anything;;#literally started shaking as soon as u sent this i got so excited skgcjsbksns#(guy whos still reeling from writing several essays in 72 hour timeframe voice) i need to write an essay length post on this#i think i said a few words way too often here but im too tired to think abt that. head empty#also as a side note it works perfectly on my shitty computer that has trouble running 3ds emulator stuff so i can guarantee ur good there#theres SO MUCH i wish i could say but its either spoilers or hints too much at things that could lessen the experience. alas#it does have its flaws as all games do but its so worth it. so so worth it. im considering 100%ing it bc i just cant be done with it yet#OH its also on itchio if youd rather get it there#if ur not willing to put money into it bc u dont wanna waste it i will legit let u sign into my steam accoutn and download i am so serious#there IS a demo. but i actually recommend not playing it first. this will make things easier in the long run#ANYWAY!!!!!!! THANK U FOR THE ASK!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3#ask#mortellanarts
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