#I just can't help myself

[gum-drop-glitch]

The inherent romanticism of making your cigarettes kiss.

Is this entirely self indulgent? Yes. 100 percent. But if I'm gonna dredge up Pacific Rim in the year of our lord 2024, it's gonna be self indulgent.

[ghoulfuckersincorporated]

me: Cooper Howard would never cheat on his wife. When things weren't working for him because she turned out to not be who he thought she was, he did the mature thing and divorced her. It doesn't align with his character. I will die on this hill.

also me when someone writes Cooper Howard affair smut:

[eatmyson]

[dimplesandfierceeyes]

Who is Pat Naphat Jindapat?

Who his friends see

Who Pran sees

Who Phupha sees

[nubeesart]

Day 13: Belphegor.

This is how lesson 16 went, right?

@obeymetournaments's promt list here!!!

[stormblessed-s]

Alright, so let’s talk about the season 2 finale. I have two main points I'd like to talk about.

First one: Dean's sacrifice to get Sam back.

I knew it was coming, so this time around I could pay more attention to details during the whole season. We could see something like that was building up since John's death.

Dean never accepted John's sacrifice, not really. Knowing that his father made a deal with the very demon they had spent their lives hunting down, and knowing he did that to bring Dean back to life, broke him. It became quite clear that he felt undeserving of it. Most episodes this season we can feel Dean's anger and self-loathing, and all this goes back to John's sacrifice; Dean really believes he should have died that night and stayed dead.

His behavior gets erratic, he's always on edge. Dean's always been more of an action kind of guy, but he gets more reckless as episodes go by. In his mind, he shouldn't be alive anymore, so he doesn't care much about what could happen to him.

And then we get to episode 21 and Sam dies. That’s when Dean reaches his breaking point. He had already lost his father; he was not willing to lose his brother too. So he does what he had been entertaining on doing since “Crossroad Blues”; he summons a demon and makes a deal to get Sam back, in exchange for his own soul.

I’m not gonna lie, when I watched this the first time, I thought Dean was kind of a hypocrite, because he resented John for his decision, but ended up taking the same path when faced with similar circumstances. Rewatching it now, I don’t think my first assessment was actually wrong, but there’s more to Dean’s motivations than just selfishness.

John had given him a mission; he had to keep Sam safe and find a way to save him, but Dean failed. And in failing, he also lost the only thing he had left in the world; his brother. And when we take into consideration that Dean truly believed he shouldn’t be alive anymore, along with his tendency to do anything within his reach to protect his family... Well, maybe it was kinda selfish and hypocritical of him, but it was so in character as well. There was nothing Dean wouldn't do to protect his brother, and he proved that when he accepted that deal.

(Also, I don't think Dean would have the strength to keep going and living his life without Sam, at least not at that point. He had just lost his father, there was no way he would be able to move on from these traumas by himself. Dean is a lot of things, but he's not the best when it comes to dealing with his grief.)

And then we get to my second point: Sam.

I don't even have enough words to describe how much this boy broke my heart this season.

After the death of their father, he was forced to watch, powerless, his big brother spiraling into something he had never seen before. It was so sad how he tried to do his best to help Dean, just for Dean to shut down every one of his attempts. And the way Jared played everything was just great; I suffered with him the entire time, could almost feel Sam’s pain as if my own. And for me, who’s never been much of a Sam fan, it was kinda surprising how empathetic I ended up being with his struggles.

Then, Sam died, and everything went to shit. And now I’m here, getting all emotional because Sam has to deal with the fact that his big brother is going to die in a year and again he has no idea what he can do to help him. (Yeah, we all know Dean’s gonna be back, but Sam doesn’t know that at that point, so I’m going along with it and allowing myself to feel sorry for him.)

The satisfaction I felt when they killed the yellow-eyed demon doesn’t compare to the emotional trauma this show causes… there’s so much angst, dear lord. But even though they break my heart, I still love this show a lot so… I regret nothing.

[some-swan]

In my hands, everything gets horsified eventually.

[miriadalia]

10 DAYS, 10 DAYS, 10 DAYS, 10 DAYS, 10 DAYS, 10 D...!!!!!

[savaralyn2]

more meme marcille faces this chapter.

[st4rfckerz]

sometimes i get the overwhelming urge to hardcore flirt with followers/mutuals as a way to show my appreciationand love. maybe it's just the whore in me idk.

[lovingnatalya]

THE YEARS TO COME

rhaenyra targaryen x alicent hightower

Rhaenyra and Alicent, and their years together, from college to happily ever after.

I. 2022

Rhaenyra expects her first year at university to be full of parties, what she doesn't expect, is to lose her head over a pretty girl with big brown eyes.

II. 2030

If Aegon had stayed awake for just two more seconds, he would have noticed the confusion on his mother's face. And then the realization, which turned into sadness. But he had missed all that, already immersed in the world of dreams.

[graveyarrdshift]

fuck I love women

[kathegoose]

alright i don't think i can even post this one here. it's worse than mimic making out with mimic

i recommend you don't see under the cut near anybody else (seriously) 🏍️🏍️🏍️💥

...JUST KIDDING,

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS FROM REGINALD IN PANTS✨

thought you were gonna see some hot endo action? you must be a real real gnarly fool to think that

(drew and scheduled this post 28.3.2024, i'm coming prepared!)

[shippinginthedeep]

[autumnal-prince]

We were put here to discover The heart that beats within each other

[mama-qwerty]

Almost 3K into Dreads Tragic Backstory.

You guys are gonna HATE me.

Mwahahahahahahahahahahaaaaa

edit: it's this one on ao3