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yet another wip released from containment….. you KNOW Majima is a freak ass koala
#tears of the kingdom has absolutely consumed my every waking moment#I legit have not drawn in WEEKS LOL#SO here is a wip that is like two years old#I hope it nourishes you#fanart#my_art#wip#yakuza fanart#ryu ga gotoku#rgg#rgg fanart#kiryu kazuma#majima goro#kazumaji#kiryu x majima#digital art#art#procreate#trans artist
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The joy of carnality
Sfw, potentially suggestive (no bits or tits), I was inspired by cannibalism as a metaphor for intimacy
°. •┈꒰ა🌹໒꒱┈• .°
I love the smell of your perfume. It was sweet and filled my nose like a deadly smoke, warning me of the danger ahead.
And yet I proceed, holding you as you kiss my neck. Your bites were harsh, but I loved them all the same, your lips soothing the damaged and tender skin. Relishing in the way you devoured me, my eyes shut as I inhale your captivating scent by the lungful.
Your lips stain red with blood as you rip through the tender meat of a lamb. Your pearly white teeth, neat as a military graveyard, blood tainting their pristine white, like a wolf biting into a fresh kill. I imagine it's my blood instead, indulging on my flesh with grace as you chew through each piece of meat, sipping my tears of bliss as if wine in your silver goblet.
I adore your smile. The fangs in your mouth are just a tease and a delightful rush for my poor soul and bring me down to my knees. Silently, I plead with my eyes to give into the sin of devouring my depraved skin.
The sound of your moans when you feast on me sends me to hell and burns my skin with the fires of passion. For the temptation of your hunger drives me mad in the best ways I've ever known. How you hum and giggle in delight as you taste me. Elegantly thin fingers hold me as you sigh with satisfaction, your gluttony satiated for now as I lay unfurled and a mess from your love.
°. •┈꒰ა🌹໒꒱┈• .°
#idk what to put in the tags#I have been juggling my love for warhammer and phantom of the opera#so we're posting this so both hyper fixations get some nourishment#Another non character specific fic for the pookies#I hope you enjoy!#sanguinius x reader#Konrad curze x reader#Erik destler x reader#phantom of the opera#warhammer 40k#x reader oneshot#my writing#Sanguinius x reader#cod x reader#ghost x reader#nikto x reader
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BORN ON 11/11 BC HES THE SERIES RESIDENT 11 HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMATOKI AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
#vee queued to fill the void#HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUPREME KING💙💙💙💙💙#THINGS ARE LOOKING UP FOR YOU DESPITE BEING A TAD AIMLESS BUT ITS ALL GOOD YOURE WANDERING DOWN A PATH YOU NEVER SAW FOR YOURSELF#IM SURE YOU DIDNT GET ARRESTED BC YOU WANTED JUTOS ATTENTION LOL BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT AND THE HIGH HEND ALCOHOL HE GAVE YOU#AND I HOPE THE MEAL RIO FIXED FOR YOU IS VERY NOURISHING LOL#AND I HOPE NEMU SPARED A THOUGHT FOR YOU TODAY LOL AND ALL YOUR OTHER FRIENDS YOU LIKE CALLED YOU UP TO WISH YOU WELL#IDK WHERE CANON IS GOING WITH THE 3RD DRB BEING VOID BASICALLY BUT I HOPE YOU KNOW THIS WAS YOUR TIME LOL#THERE WAS NO WORLD WHERE MTC WOULD HAVE LOST IT BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS AND HERES TO HOPING YOU GET YOUR LAURELS IN PLOT#HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMATOKI-SAMAAAAAAAAAAA💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
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he's got some stuff on his mind
#dirkjake#jake english#dirk strider#homestuck#homestuck^2#hs#earth c#i hope you guys has been enjoying my sleep deprived homestuck doodles#drawing them has become my sole form of nourishment in these trying times
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I thought it might make you laugh if I told you I called in sick in the middle of the week to read KMKY, did end up finishing within 48 hours but still didn't show up for work the next day because I was too busy sobbing as I read the fic all over again aha.
oh my god hahah
what a wild coincidence - we are twinning today - i have also chucked a sickie so I can stay home and finish the next chapter >:)
Also bc of burnout at work but eh, the chapter is the best motivator.
I hope your time off work was as emotionally cathartic as it sounds
#i'm so glad you've been enjoying the fic#even if your sobs do nourish me i hope you stay hydrated and treat yourself really nicely for the next few days#be a self care king#you can do it!#knowing me knowing you
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I think abandoning diet culture and favouring the function of my body versus the ~aesthetic~ of my body has really opened my eyes and given me a new chance to be one with myself.
It is hard to get through this, but I honestly think it's worth the investment it takes to unlearn the idea that your body must serve others and must be out of the way, and must only take up so much space to be valued and for you to be loved.
#anti diet culture#celebrating what my body can do in the here and now has only taught me good things about myself#it's taught me how strong my body is and how i can push it further on my own time#like it can be really hard because the double whammy of dysphoria and body shaming of men but. fuck it i ball. i will continue to ball#haters mad i can ball and cry at the same time (joking)#also like... it will be a personal journey for everybody and there isn't the ~final stage~ where you'll pnly be happy with yourself...#...i don't think that's reasonable or fair to expect that from yourself...#...the important part of unlearning diet culture is that no matter what your body can/can't do and no matter how it appears...#...no matter all of that you're still worthy of love and respect and nourishment and happiness#you don't have to adore your body to recognize its worth *and* your worth#you could hate your body and still recognize that you deserve all those things#and lord knows sometimes we do hate our bodies and that is morally neutral at *worst*#i just hope that you all are able to internalize your inherent worth <3#and i wanted to post about this because i think this conversation is important and unlearning these expectations is also important
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on the subject of meet cutes. and my own self ship analysis. i present you with the "true" way we met. not rebloggable bc i would rip into shreds everything i ever made if people reblogged this just because he said fuck
#i know i was on these subjects a long time ago#it took me a long time to feel like posting this#enjoy it before it goes bye bye#ppyrus...............you are just like me.........*SQUEEZE*#not even sorry for projecting. it's true (not the projection but the non sorry. the non sorry is true)#he's so dead inside from trying so hard. how can you possibly give up when you're in this deep.#you can't#and in a way. that dooms you further#i think it's important to remember that it isn't a 24/7 deadness though#there are beautiful moments that nourish hope but it can leave you wondering if its worth it if it never bears fruit. like eating a candy#it was nice. for 2.4 seconds. but I'm hungry again and i can't taste the chocolate anymore
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God of Abundant Life, thank you for the chance to lift our communal prayers to you this month.
Continue to gather us, to ignite us with a passion to pursue justice, love kindness, and walk — or roll, sit, or recline — humbly with you.
#disability text prayers#can't believe this is the last one!! this was such a nourishing thing to put together -- i hope it nourished some of you <3#feedback is appreciated -- ideas for future things... etc...#prayer#disability theology
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Do the Skyclan cats who join Darktail get to go to Skyclan's starclan? Especially Sharpclaw? Dude's kinda an ass, and it'd be funny if he was put in the dark forest, and has no idea what it is.
I think there are several who regret their actions and do eventually get into SkyClan's StarClan. StarClan-Prime does not like this because judgements are supposed to be final, but SkyClan's StarClan is different.
But Bonefall Sharpclaw's got a long way before he can ever get that redemption.
But there's something notable; there is no SkyClan-Dark Forest.
The Dark Forest was CREATED by One-Eye, a god. It's not a natural feature of StarClan, just like there is no Hell for the Tribe's religion. It's very unique to StarClan-Prime; so Sharpclaw has to follow SkyClan until he's in range enough to get scooped up by it.
#You could say that the afterlives are sort of like. Bubbles. If you will.#Spirituality Overhauls#Bonefall SkyClan#Bonefall Rewrite#I hope you SkyClan fans are being nourished by all this#I meant it when I said SkyClan was gonna be a distinct culture
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("author" note: I'm american so when i say 'our' it is directed only at america.)
i think that there's a point to trying to figure out blame. i think there's a point to trying to suss out 'who's responsible for this' in any situation that brings harm to people. i think that seeking clarity in the form of understanding how events unfold is noble and worthy, and useful, and poweful. but seeking Blame has its limits in usefulness, and it has unlimited potential to suck out your energy, your voracious spirit, your willingness to wake up and face the day again
whoever you blame, whoever you think you can point to and say: you. you are part of what did this.
that blame has to be packaged and put to bed within us. not because we are swallowing our feelings, nor do i think feelings should be ignored. but, because that hurt we feel IS tied to the intrinsic hope and promise of existence, we have to put it down neatly and move around it to proceed with clear minds.
i believe this to be true because the chain of blame is actually never ending. it's historic. no matter how deeply back you dig, you will always find a new person involved in the responsibility, in the consequences. and if you don't put the blame down, but also comprehend that you can't blame some sole Other, it will turn on itself and devour you in unworthy guilt.
i am 29. i was born in 1995. i have never known a time of limited information, limited window into the suffering we inflict on others. i have always had access to the knowledge of our failures, our hypocrises, our contradictions, our arguments and misunderstandings. i have only been legally able to vote in 3 elections, starting with 2016. i have very different political stances than my parents.
the Blame Game pattern of thinking has been an intrinsic part of my upbringing, of my own psychological processing, of my shifting priorities as i try to suss out what is 'right,' what to 'do.' it's a vital and hideous part of our modern reactionary communications - and I can't level blame at 'reactionaries' either, because there truly is so much, constantly, to react to.
countless people hold responsibility for modern woes in their lives, in their minds. if you try to chase Blame down, to swear vengeance on the Ones Responsible, it will consume you before it touches a single person you find blame in.
this is not a command or even a request. consider this an interesting gnarled tree you are examining briefly, perhaps. how strange, that it could grow that way naturally. i only wish to grow as best i can and bring any kind of stability to the soil below me. i only wish to sustain myself and the world around me. i have no answers, but i will always ask myself questions, and challenge myself, and try to improve.
there has been more room in my mind to improve, to be open and curious, to love and protect, since i stopped entertaining the question of Blame.
#if your eyes see this tag: i love you like the sun loves grass. distant and impersonal. but consistent and wishing only to nourish.#if you read this post: thank you. i don't talk into the internet much ever and i am grateful for the time you gave to me.#i may not blame anyone solely but i gladly take what sliver of responsibility i have in the circumstances we live under#should i have been quieter? should i have been louder? should i have stayed religious? should i have been softer with my parents?#should i have pursued law instead of art? labors of order instead of creation?#i am settling the blame down to sleep as often as i can because those reflections don't serve me#i am considering my wants in their basest forms and seeing how i can honor them#i will always do my best to serve kindness to the trodden strangers i encounter#and to my radiant and vital friendships that i will continue to form#i hope any word of this reaches any single person in a way that helps or heals or soothes.#and i will continue on my way trying to focus on the physical world i can touch and comfort when my posting is stagnant
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Cue the pink!
#my gram taught me that there are 3 kinds of people in your life: leaves branches and roots#leaves fly away every season despite the energy the tree gives to them#branch people are hardy and they stick around for a while but one bad storm or one bad cut they fall off#root people nourish and help keep the tree alive and even if the tree gets cut in half they stay until the bitter end#there's nothing wrong with any of these categories we're all someones leaf someone's branch or someone's root#the problem though lies in the fact we don't let nature run its course#when the leaves want to leave let them go#when the branches can't wither the storm let them go#when the roots raise you up let them raise you up and shield them in return#i had a friend i haven't spoken to in years ask me why i got rid of most of my socials and isolated from people irl and online#there's a lot of reasons but it dawned on me that it was because i got so damn tired of chasing leaf people#and fortifying branch people only for them to break off when i (the tree) needed help#and i had to take a long hard look and prune everything#now its a matter of narrowing down my roots and being present with them#i think too thats why im not giving as much of a fuck either in fandom spaces or other spots irl or online cause im tired of the chase#ive been tired of leaves and branches taking me for granted#mostly vent post but i guess im sharing this cause i hope my grams words help ya out in some way today#also one of my familys oldest horses died today and her and gram were close#poor gal just turned 31 i was a baby when she was a baby#got me thinking about my late gram and the recent convo i had with my peep#anyway cue the pink!#magenta is my vent word
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hoping for something sweet tonight
#★#as i do every night#my dreams have been kind of odd lately#and too fleeting#i can never remember them long enough to get them down#anyway honk shoo mimimi (i hope you dream of something sweet. of something that nourishes your heart)
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i think something that is important to me to remember is that there are small ways i can do things to spark joy for myself and others without waiting for someone else to do it... (conjures up little sparklies from my hands) life is so whimsical!!!
#lizzy speaks#for full transparency i cannot make sparklies emit from my hands unfortunately#but i can imagine that i can and i think thats cool i'm like a swaggy little magician#anyways sometimes i see announcements for games and im like#ok! cool! some people are very excited and happy. so awesome!! happy for them!!!#but personally i think i've found much more joy in doing my own thing#and it's ok if you're not particularly enthused about a new thingy because sometimes you still have other things you can do#or you have other things that feel much more gratifying to you. and thats ok!!!#this is a vague toward reload and splat3 (specifically splatfests)#it's become clear 2 me that reload is curating a different experience for pee 3 with the new mechanics they introduce#and i didn't realize how attached i was to how fes's mechanics (tiredness + fusion spells) can inform's one characterization of kitaro#until i kept seeing the new things for reload. still interested in reload's alternate interpretations but wont be following the news closel#and for splatfest. turf is not my favorite mode in splat by a long shot' but at least i can salmon with friends! or play another game#i think it's always important for me to remember that not everything will be for me and that's a good thing#when i see things that dont excite me as much. it reminds me about what i care about the most and to remember to hold those things close#i can make my own fun with my own little creations i don't need to wait for games to host events for me i can just draw silly little guys#or i can choose to make silly little clownery happen on my own terms and i think thats neat#even if i'm not hyped about something that others are hyped about that's okay because i'm nourishing myself and that's really fucking cool#and hey maybe i will find the joy in those things eventually. or not! and thats ok. who knows!! anything can happen!!#anyway if you read all of this thank you :3 and i hope that you will always be able to find your way to find something that excites you
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thinking abt how like. ~recovery~ sort of necessarily involves going against yr maladaptive instincts to some degree but also if yr bullying yrself into it out of, like, guilt or whatever (as opposed to some degree of actual positive hope) it doesn't really qualitatively feel any different than the dynamic that overrode yr autonomy and crushed yr spirit in the first place…
#like you just end up feeling like yr bowing to the authority of like. Mental Health Inc or Normal Socialization or sth#and it feels like being caught in the same trap as when you were bowing to parental authority growing up#in theory i guess at least you get an outcome that shows you good things exist out in the world and nourishes some positive hope#that then can power continued improvement or whatever#but. idk. feels bad scoob#the psyche
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mine pretty //explodes into a bazillion pieces//
#snap chats#IM ALLOWED TO MAKE THIS POST ITS BEEN MONTHS#ive been distracting everyone from the fact im still in love with him. AND his face.#saw a pic of him and yeah... hes still the most gorjus man ever made sorry im not over him mwahmwahmwah ily you freak#I GET TO SEE HIM ON SATURDAY !!! PROBABLY !!! I MIGHT BE STREAMING Y3 my bro let me take the ps4 to college so hehe..#no one get their hopes up i havent actually tried it yet but anyway#im gonna make a lil doodle then sleep#i need brain nourishment for my day tomorrow...#i should draw mine again sometime. not anytime soon cause im evil I GUESS
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that part is a little sad to me because for some reason i find the mundane aspects of overwatch to be far more interesting than whatever the hell the main game is about. what's the day-to-day life someone living in new york city like in that universe? what's it like to go to school? what kinds of new college majors have been created from all the technological advances? what's it like to live in a city ran by vishkar? what kinds of new cosmetics have been formulated over the years? what would it be like trying to make it as a big-time actress in hollywood? i just know we'll never get any kind of development on that front because all the money goes to the pew-pew-flashy-kabooms
Bestie you are so so so correct. Mundane world building is my favorite thing about the ow fandom and I love it when it bleeds through the cracks of fanworks- fics that include an added piece of theoretical tech that lets Rein actually lift his armour?? The fanworks of omnics with mechanical body mods and hairstyles entirely without hair??? D.va drinking joke energy drinks that imply a vast in-universe structure of capital and influencers that is so much like our own and yet altered????
It’s all so cool and so alive and such a charming and human part of transformative work
As for sitting there with all those emotions and knowing canon will never answer, think it’s kind of an inevitable quirk of any shooter with a 🌻✨big and varied cast!✨🌻 Ultimately, the characters are there as vehicles for a fun game experience and they provide that, even if we never get to see Rein’s neighbor tending to a vegetable garden that is both futuristic and achingly mundane, no matter how much I’d love to see it
#overwatch#overwatch 2#ask#I’m not quite sure what this is in response to#but you are ENTIRELY correct#also and I really hope this doesn’t come off as unkind#but you should look for that in other media then!#nourish the instinct to look for the stories that can provide what you want!
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