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reader taking bf!rafe to go watch babygirl in the cinemas and bf!rafe gets jealous when reader thirsts for harris dickinson LMAOO
Just a Movie
i love this idea!
jealous!rafe x reader
warnings: fluff, kinda suggestive, rafe being an ass guy a little
Just a Movie
“come onnnnn” i groan, “i really want to see this movie”, i pout my lips slightly. Rafe would rather be caught dead then watching some romance/kinky movie. He hasn’t moved an inch even though i’m pulling his arm with every being of my body.
His face unfazed and body laying on the bed, hat covering his face. “Baby, what’s up with you wanting to see some weird movie?”
I huff, “It’s not weird! My celebrity crush is in it-“ this immediately catches his attention. he takes his hat off his face, showing his hint of jealously.
“Now i’m definitely not going.” i frown, “hey don’t get jealous”, i poke at him. “Ask your pogue friends.” he sits up.
“They’re all on their little dates besides I wanted to go see it with you.” i give him a small smile, intertwining our fingers slightly.
“plus.. maybe i’ll give you a small gift..” i peck his lips softly with a smile. he groans as if the suggestion will kill him.
“fine.”
“yes!” i give him kisses all around his face, straddling him. “okay okay, let’s go”, he pats my ass as a signal to get up.
One of the best things about Rafe is that he always knows what i want to eat and what i like. i honestly don’t know how he remembers everything but it’s something i love about him.
“ready, baby?” holding our snacks in his hand. i hum in response.
As we get situated in our seats and the previews play, i can tell rafe is feeling off. “what’s wrong?”
“jus’ thinking”
was he mad at me? did i do something?
i hold back my questions, usually if he wants to talk about something he’ll communicate with me. we’ve been working on doing that a lot recently so maybe i’m just overthinking.
the movie starts and starts getting more and more interesting and intense as it goes on, the more intimate scenes come on and i can tell rafe is looking at me. he’s tense like he’s wanting to leave or just not in the mood for the movie.
“you don’t gotta stare so hard at him..” i hear him mumble. “..what?” taken aback.
he doesn’t reply and it suddenly hits me. is rafe cameron… jealous? i can’t even believe he’s jealous of all people, i would’ve never expected him to get jealous.
“are you… jealous?” i ask more hesitate. “pfft no..? what are you talking about?” he whispers trying to not be louder than the movie.
“oh you soooooo are.” i extended my words and laugh. “it’s okay baby i’m all yours, just hope he doesn’t grab me through the screen.”
“whatever i’m way hotter than that guy”, he’s pulling off this cool guy persona like he doesn’t care.
he places his hand on my thigh, softly gripping as if he’s trying make sure i know im his.
“i only have my eyes on you, cameron, don’t worry” he makes a mocking face towards me and i shove him a little with a laugh.
“wanna get out of here or stay and watch your little boyfriend?” the snarky remark ending with a sly smile on his face.
“yeah yeah whatever let’s go”
“i still get that little gift right?” he slaps my ass as i get up to leave
hiii guys this is my first fluff, it’s kinda short but i hope you like it 💞
#smut#drew starkey#obx#obx fanfiction#obx fic#obx season 4#obx x reader#outerbanks rafe#rafe cameron#rafe fanfiction#rafe outer banks#john b routledge#rafe x you#rafe smut#rafe x reader#rafe imagine#rafe fic#x reader#rafe obx#obx spoilers#obx cast#jj obx#sarah cameron#kiara carrera#carlacia grant#madelyn cline#cleo anderson#pope heyward#jj mayback x reader#jj maybank
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OP, thank you. I have been saying this FOREVER. It is so rough to see people blowing Scott’s actions completely out of proportion and never treating Jimmy the same way. Like, if you’re gonna make Scott out to be this horrible person, then you can’t overlook Jimmy’s behavior. Of course, in the original context, they’re both perfectly fine, but, in the fandom context, Jimmy’s been mean or occasionally even downright cruel to Scott. Again, this is fine in the original context, because they’re all just friends teasing each other and we have to trust them to bring it up on their own if they actually have issues. The choice to always view Scott as a lying, selfish, manipulator and Jimmy as an angel is exactly what’s controlling the narrative. If you’re looking at Scott as a liar, which is strange to me because he’s one of the most honest people in the Life Series, then of course you’re going to think that everything he says must be a lie. If you unquestioningly view Jimmy as an angel, then of course you’re going to find justification for everything he does. It’s all about perspective. Scott has always been described by the other Life Series members as one of the kindest people on the server. Even Etho, though he has admittedly gotten a lot more comfortable amongst the Life Series cast, thinks that Scott is amongst the most approachable and trustworthy. If you choose not to believe then, then that’s fine, but you can’t go about saying that “everyone knows that Scott is manipulative” or “Scott is definitely manipulating because” or “everyone hates Scott because”. It is your choice to view Scott as a bad person that stops him from being redeemable to you, despite all of the evidence that he’s a very normal person. You are treating one person like a monster for things that the creators you love most partake in because that’s how the game works. Why are you picking on this one person?
I’ve seen people go as far as to say that Scott is manipulating his audience, but then they proceed to list a bunch of reasons for this belief, all of which are things Scott doesn’t control. For example, the editing of his videos(he doesn’t do his own editing, and, what? Other people’s content has depicted him in an awful way?), MCC participants(Scott doesn’t have control over who of the eligible candidates apply, only who they end up on teams with, and, even then, he doesn’t have enough options to put everyone on the perfect team every time), being in MCC himself and winning often(Scott is a good player. Of course he wins quite a bit. Saying that Scott shouldn’t be in MCC is like saying that Grian shouldn’t be in the Life Series, specifically 3rd Life, which Grian had the most time to think about and ended up winning. That’s the exact same logic people use to argue that Scott shouldn’t participate in MCC.), etc. are all things people have said Scott, the real Scott, is manipulative for. That’s a very serious accusation you’re making of a real person. It could ruin his career. Additionally, it’s an accusation that so many of your favorite creators have avidly debunked. I can’t count how many creators have vouched for Scott’s character and found comfort in his presence.
One of the hardest parts about is that, when I talk to these people about it, many of them have said that they’re associating Scott and Jimmy with stereotypes as opposed to thinking about their actual behavior, which is so devastating to me. Why would you depict someone as pure or evil without thinking about how they actually behave or why? Declaring that Scott is evil when he’s actually completely normal is obviously harmful, but declaring that Jimmy is a saint when he’s actually completely normal is also harmful. If you think that Scott’s actions are horrible, then you have to address that Jimmy is equally guilty. It’s simply not fair otherwise.
I am also a bit surprised that people who make Scott and Jimmy's relationship toxic always make Scott the toxic one.
Like, to be clear, I don't think either of them are toxic. I just made a whole post about how their issues come from them wanting different things, not from one of them being toxic or something.
But fandoms love to stretch and dramatize, I get that. So I get why people make them toxic for fun.
I just don't get why it's always Scott.
Because actually rewatching Third Life from their pov's recently, Jimmy had just as many- if not more- moments where he was dismissive, argumentative, or selfish as Scott did.
Yet when the fandom zooms in on their issues to portray their relationship as toxic, Jimmy is always the victim, the one being manipulated, the one being dismissed and belittled, and Scott is always the mean and controlling one.
And it's just baffling to me. Genuinely. I don't understand why fans who make them toxic always do it by magnifying Scott's perceived wrongdoings and only Scott's perceived wrongdoings. I don't understand why fanon dramatizations always play up (to a frankly ludicrous degree) Scott's flaws when, to be frank, he's never been any worse than Jimmy, and nobody makes Jimmy out to be "toxic".
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left out
634 words, peter x james
“Move over.”
And Peter did, because he did anything James asked him to. James clambered into Peter’s bed and proceeded to take up all the space with his limbs, and Peter let him.
For a minute, they both stared at Peter’s canopy in silence. James broke it. Only James could. “They’re dating.”
That was a fact. Peter knew that. Was he meant to respond? James had just said it as a statement. Or a declaration. Quieter, Peter replied, “I know.”
Out of the corner of his eye, Peter saw James turn to face him, push his glasses up the bridge of his nose, grin wonkily, “They’re leaving us out.”
He didn’t mean that grin. So Peter frowned, reflecting what James felt on the inside for him. “I know.” Imagine what would happen if Peter told James that he’d always been left out. Although he didn’t need to imagine, because he knew that James would deny vehemently. That would be that. There was no point discussing his feelings. There was also no point feeling.
“Petey,” James poked his side. “I wish I had a date. Then Sirius and Remus could date, and I wouldn’t have to miss them, ‘cause I’d also be dating. But now I miss them, and I can’t tell them, because they are spending time with me as friends, but it’s split, because they want to spend time with each other as boyfriends.”
James wouldn’t ever miss Peter, though. He had Peter right now, and all he could do was miss Sirius and Remus. “They don’t like being called boyfriends.” Peter sounded so detached. He remained fixated on the canopy.
James huffed, “They just can’t admit they’re gay. If I dated a boy, I’d be fine calling us boyfriends.”
Peter’s voice got stuck somewhere in his lungs. If James dated a boy, Peter would have nothing to cling onto. For now, James was straight. It made it easier. Someone else spoke for Peter, another voice inside of him, one that didn’t get stuck, the one that didn’t care, the one that spoke even when he was scared. “It’s not ‘cause they can’t admit they’re gay. I don’t think either of them are completely gay, either. It’s just… why would they call themselves boyfriends when they were already boys who are friends?”
“Then they’re all my boyfriends,” James sighed. “I want to call them cute, lovely, lovey boyfriends.” He made heart-shapes with his hands.
Now Peter could tell that James was just getting bored. “Cool. Tell them that.”
“I can’t, they’re off snogging or something.” James was whining, and at this point he’d just say anything for attention.
“Tell them later.”
“I want a boyfriend.” Anything for attention.
“Go and get one.”
“I’m not completely gay either.” He was joking.
“You’re straight.”
“I’m a raging lesbian.” Peter knew he’d been joking.
This was Peter’s bed, and he could easily kick James out if he wanted to. No, he couldn’t. He sighed, “Then rage about it.”
“Peter.”
“What?”
“Can I kiss you?”
Peter’s eyes widened fractionally. James was bored. Bored and bored. So bored. This was normal boredom. “...I’m not a woman.”
James poked him, “Dunno, I’d need evidence.”
Peter really wanted to kick him. “Believe what you want, I’m not giving you evidence.”
“Can I kiss you or not?” Joking.
“No, you can’t.” Lying.
Peter could feel James’s eyes on him. “Okay, Pete.” James got out of the bed.
And Peter was left staring up, lost and wondering why James had sounded disappointed. He was probably missing Sirius and Remus. And Peter had been useless in keeping him company. Because Peter could never joke like they did. All he ever did was say too little, say the wrong thing. He spoke too quietly, or too lethargically. He hid information. Or he straight-up lied.
#marauders#peter pettigrew#fanon peter redemption#why peter betrayed us#james potter#prongstail#peter x james#james x peter#peter pettigrew x james potter#james potter x peter pettigrew#marauders microfic#wolfstar
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yo law wake up new recurring nightmare just dropped
#my art#one piece#trafalgar law#one piece law#trafalgardwaterlaw#one piece bepo#I deserve to be booed#angst#I have to believe that they’re all fine#there’s a much longer version of this in my brain#that involves a lot more of the things I assume would regularly haunt his dreams#so without those I know the fire’s a little out of place#anyway it wasn’t until I was in the middle of this that I realized what I had done to shachi#nsfo
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A few people asked how it went and I know I was looking at a lot of things in the tags here before my procedure so thought it might be helpful to share. My main take away from this is: not all wisdom tooth extractions are created equal. If you search the tag you’ll find mostly horror stories from people from the US who had general anaesthetic or some kind of heavier sedative, and they had a surgical procedure. That was not my experience at all. I went in, had an x-ray, and because my wisdom teeth are already mostly out they could do a non surgical removal which is really quite basic and probably hasn’t changed much over the centuries. They numb the area with an injection, grab the tooth with forceps, wiggle it around, and then yank.
On the left hand tooth (my left), the injection hurt but the actual removal didn’t hurt at all. It was incredibly weird because I could feel everything. I knew exactly what she was doing and it sounded how you’d imagine it would sound. But no pain at all.
On the right hand tooth, the injection didn’t hurt but the removal did at the start. Felt like a really bad tooth pain, suddenly. Turned out to be because of the placement. My teeth were being removed because there’s crowding at the back so it’s hard for me or my dentist to reach them for cleaning and they would have decayed further and caused me problems somewhere down the line. And so my dentist had given me a lot of anaesthesia and when I said it still felt painful she kind of didn’t believe me, she thought it must just be pressure and not pain. But she gave me more and I felt the injection which I wouldn’t have done if that area had been numbed so basically she realised that the crowding meant she hadn’t actually injected me in that spot properly. It was also weird because she had to numb the corner of my mouth and yank it pretty hard to get enough room. But once she did all that it was better, and the actual moment it came out I felt absolutely nothing.
It’s now been about 31 hours since my procedure and I’d heard that there’s more pain and swelling in the first few days. But I woke up feeling completely fine. I didn’t take any pain killers today. I can’t open my mouth too wide and there’s a definite ache but it’s nothing worse than the ache I had when my wisdom tooth was still there and causing problems (and at least this should go away!). Obviously it’s just day one and we’ll see what happens but the worst part so far is just having to eat disgusting soft food.
As my mum pointed out, people only share their stories when they’re terrible so I thought I’d share this as an alternative!
My wisdom teeth and I have permanently separated
#tooth removal#wisdom tooth#wisdom tooth removal#wisdom tooth extraction#non royal#dentist#dentistry#personal#less painful than most things basically
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I just rewatched the rako hardeen arc and it once again hits me how incredibly fucked up that was. Like good lord what were they thinking
And I say this not in a Jedi critical way per se but more in a Jedi flabbergasted way??
Bc clearly at SOME POINT the council had a conversation about what to do about the whole chancellor-assassination-plot thing, and what i want to know is whose pitch was “hey Kenobi what if we hire a bounty hunter to shoot you off a roof in front of your padawan and grandpadawan, then we hold a fake funeral for you (to which we will invite your ex/our political rival, and also not Cody) and then we use the machine from the 1997 Action Thriller Face/Off starring Nick Cage and John Travolta to violently transmutate you into the aforementioned bounty hunter (whom we will have in the meantime arrested) then after a brief stay in Supermax Spaceprison you can infiltrate Count Dooku’s secret team-building saw trap cube (designed by famed criminal mastermind Stabbada Badguyman) in order to save the galaxy. Do you. Do you think you’d be up for that”
And obi-wan, fresh off Zyggeria and about halfway through the worst year of his life is just like
#Afterwards they’re all heading out of the council chamber to go back to war or whatever#And yoda’s talking to obi-wan like “for doing this#thank you. Already bald#master windu is. Have been as funny with him#it would not”#I also firmly believe that they didn’t invite Cody to the funeral bc he would have smelled a rat a MILE away and they all knew it#Not even necessarily in a codywan way like his bullshit senses are just so finely tuned#Anakin also has an absolutely balls to the walls insane time in this arc#He starts spiralling IMMEDIATELY and everybody’s like hm skywalkers not doing so well#rako hardeen#sw tcw#obi wan kenobi#commander cody#the clone wars
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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y’all help i’ve got two hangster x twister aus haunting my brain and one is mostly silly and fun while the other is angsty Bradley character study
#the silly & fun one is Brad v Jake social media twisters au#both of them have a channel and are storm chasers (which i have made posts of before with the help of anons)#not to mention the betting pool made by Nat and Javy on when Jake and Bradley get together#and their audience also noticing the signs and believing they’re dating (but they’re only at the fwb stage much to Nat and Javy’s despair)#the OTHER!!!! follows the twisters movie a little closer but instead of college friends Bradley would lose like Kate did#Bradley loses Maverick and other og!top gun characters who have raised him since his father and mother’s passing#Ice would take Javi’s role and so it just adds to emotional avoidant behavior by both#all videos of Bradley’s old project would be Slider or Merlin recording it and then all hyping him up while teasing him#idk i just think it would be interesting since we could also add Mav and Bradley tension for drama reasons but Bradley and him#never get to truly reconcile & the last memory Bradley will ever have is Mav shielding him from the wind & tornado until Mav is ripped away#idk which characters would take the rest of storm Par’s role#maybe Cyclone in Scott’s role or something#obvi Bradley’s relationship with Mav and Ice are very different from the ones Kate had with Javi and Jeb but that’s fine bc it’s an au#but yeah#both of them haunt me#top gun maverick#tgm x twisters#hangster x twisters#hangster
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Say what you want about thinking Percy only remembered Annabeth because Hera left her in his memory but for the love of everything just let people have their romantic little headcanon
#doesn’t have to be so literal#I’m a believer that it was because she’s his mortal anchor#people have a different theory#but there’s no right answer#some people act like others are stupid for thinking anything else#like no every option is equally possible#I’d just rather believe that they have this invisible string that can’t be cut and it’s romantic and that’s fine#that being said I think it’s the Achilles thing because 1)#if it was out of pure love it could’ve also been sally that he remembered unless it’s romantic love only#2) I don’t think Hera would choose to keep her there just because she doesn’t like her and would want to make her feel forgotten#because they hate each other or whatever#and 3) him remembering her because she’s his tie to mortality is equally logical and romantic so it’s a nice in between#but believe what you want#all three are equally possible#people who choose to believe it was out of love aren’t delusional and people who#and people who choose to believe it was heras choice aren’t boring#and I think people who believe it was the Achilles thing want a little bit of both#what irks me is when people think they’re superior for not thinking it was love#because I’ve seen lots of people say the people who think so are just being ridiculous and it makes me a little mad#bc even though I don’t think it either it’s not like it couldn’t be that#pjo#percabeth#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#hoo#the son of neptune#mark of athena#pjo opinions and theories
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THEY DON’T EVEN REMEMBER??? Luffy be walking out of this with LONG lasting trauma of watching all his friends nearly die and the others are just like. Man that was a nice nap! Luffy what are you doing on the ground sprawled out like that? Meanwhile Luffy’s internally having a breakdown because holy fucking SHIT what the hell did he just have to go through,
#One Piece#JFJSJTNSNNGNSNFNSNM#Okay logically I know that if the arrows stayed in he 100% would have died#But I kinda want to write a fic about it#The Strawhats wake up and see their captain just. FULL of arrows#And they flip their SHIT#Nami and Zoro are screaming what the FUUUUUCCCKKKKKK#Usopp and Chopper are crying Sanji is losing his MIND#Robin’s just looking at him in shock#They gotta get all the arrows out. Is he gonna die? He’s probably gonna die!!!#Anyway. That final punch was SO Summer Wars#Like the black and white and the emphasis and the blur and.#Has anybody done a GIF comparison of the final punch in Summer Wars VS the final punch in Baron Omatsuri#I bet they’re VERY similar lol#Shima speaks#Still cannot believe they just woke up from Body Horror Nightmare not remembering a SECOND of it#And Luffy’s lying there like. This is fine :)) I’m fine :)))))#WELL. That was a fantastic movie. I’m gonna go lie down now. I need to emotionally recover probably
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I feel in my bones (in my teeth) a sense of ominous foreboding (random pain) about the future (probably a cavity or the wisdom teeth I haven’t had removed) that won’t go away (I refuse to go to the dentist because I hate him)… no one knows what this could possibly mean (worse dental work in the future)
#i will figure it out in the next three and a half years before I lose my insurance#my night guard is cracked in multiple places and I can see a couple cavities#so I need to go anyway#but i would like it if it would just stop hurting#so I could not have to see a dentist in winter#because they gave my dad Covid last time#and they’re already pissing me off for a lot#dentist didn’t show up to his own damn appointment and the backup guy said nothing about my xrays#then when he got back passive aggressively asked why I hadn’t got my wisdom teeth out that I didn’t know were there because see above point#and they never believe me that the anaesthetics don’t fucking work and I need like a horse sized dose#I just keep telling myself that getting wisdom teeth out early is an American thing#and if I ignore it it’ll probably be fine#I didn’t used to hate the dentist despite them all telling me I’m anxious and hysterical and uncooperative#it really is only the wisdom teeth thing and the condescending bullshit and the lack of functional numbing agents
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everyone stop reading sellout and where are your boys tonight and START reading my most beloved work on emo ever judith may fathallah’s emo: how fans defined a subculture. none of the men who keep writing the same exact surface-level books about 2000s emo understand 2000s emo even a fraction as much as her. this one frames emo as a queer/feminine internet subculture and tracks emo trinity fandom online from early 00s to late 2010s. just a hot tip from your local emo scholar who has been researching emo and gender in college and grad school for an unjustifiably long time
#i read the intro of where are your boys and went fantastic another one. cant believe i spent $32 on this#i’ve read all of the books referenced here and many more and they all have pros. not a callout post for sellout or boys they’re fine#everyone read this book so we can talk about this. you can find hard copies or it’s in academic journals#emo#where are your boys tonight#mcr#fob#patd
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crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like “dude… uuugh we r TIRED” <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It
#my version of them is centered around their blog version with the ‘personality’ of their steam review and like a bunch of HC#i developed them with the implication that they’re Real but i’m a bit iffy on it#because all my friends have theories about how they’re from the narrator’s consciousness which is sick as hell#and i’m unsure how to actually structure everything or if i should go the same route so i can get approval from them </3#my friends r the real reviewer fans even though they dont plague themselves over them every day and im so sad that i don’t know anythinggg#gggggggggggg#like im p sure they genuinely hate the stuff i make about cookie9 and im just. scrumbles myself. sorry im Trying :( i’m not smart#or good at writing or even media literate#whatever that term means#all i have is love in my heart for them i don’t know anything at all#ouhghghhg they hate It so much but i cant do anything else and it’s all i have#like all my cookie9 stuff works on the ‘what if their blog self Was Real’ but i’m not actually sure how to fit it all into my actual parabl#stuff because i still havent worked out how my parable itself works#and people probably don’t think i know enough and i don’t think they’ll approve if i try. so i Don’t#tempted to blame this on my like. general crushing lack of intelligence caused by both physical and mental reasons#but i want to believe i could do better if i try? but that’s incredibly hopeful#i’ll be stuck here forever i think#<-guy who. whenever Anything wrong happens ever. just goes back to ‘oh yeah its because im dumb as fuckign rocks. due to the Incidents’#i am very scared of the possibility that it is possible for me to be anything more because that implies that i’m stupid because i didnt try#even though i’m trying very very fucking hard and every time i get something wrong way more than anyone else i’ve ever known#and they hate me for it . MAN!!!!!!!!!#<-brain is lying 2 me i think nobody hates me or . whatever. it still feels like it though im just saying this because i dont want anyone t#think people genuinely hate me for being stupid. i mean. people DO. but not my friends ☝️#man i can’t even get into the buglivia crap either because she is so abstracted from her actual review#girl w identity issues and also the general normal Changing A Lot Through Time. i scrumble her. around#her Self during 2018 would in fact be in character for the review.i want to draw her during that time. she took everything so seriously </3#tbh my version of her does react well to TSP humor but at the time she felt like she wasn’t allowed 2 Do Her Thing and tried to seem#more professional and Normal and it seeped into EVERYTHING for a bit#cookie9 though just genuinely found the narrator annoying and patronizing. its just not his thing and thats fine#<-random nonsensechemical reviewer bits hidden inside the vents. SEND POST.
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#glass animals#honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh????#like….. when i say wore out#i cannot describe how much i listened to it#i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number#like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened)#i cannot recall w this#gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke#so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao#(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol)#anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night#driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in#sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who????#had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused#it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song#then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky &#ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work#(i was right & it blew her miiind)#god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok#i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this#highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift#a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them#as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?)#a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever
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#wtFOCK#Skam#Zoë Loockx#Senne De Smet#Zoenne#LOVE#Veerle Dejaeger#Nathan Naenen#wtFOCKEdit#SkamverseDaily#Ship Inspo#SkamRemakesEdit#s2#2x03#Senne when Zoë steps on him 😏🤤🤗#Senne when Zoë teases him 🫣🫠☺️🤐😦🙈#the fact that she felt comfortable enough around him to act like this#his actions that night (staying away from Amber + not snitching on her + the alcohol-free drinks...)#all of that made her trust him and I think that's beautiful#and he’s out there all chill and wise like he knows something she doesn’t#which could be that she’s so wrong to think that all he wants from her is to make her want him#it’s like he’s seen the future or something and knows they’re IT#but he knows she doesn’t know so it’s fine if she wants to tease and mock him for it#now I can’t believe I got this set done?!#I’ve been so… well you don’t wanna know but anyway I didn’t think I’d have the strength to do it#but not only I did it but also I managed to make a coloring that doesn’t look awful when this scene is absolute H3LL to color!#I’m proud#it’s probably gonna crash the app and nobody is gonna see it but oh boy I’m proud of it!
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I’m not rooting for Candace Owens just because she spoke out about israel and Zionists, man.
#fuck that bitch#spent over a decade dancing like a monkey for white people but now she’s trying to low key rebrand because she can’t make money off of#brain dead white people anymore#the funny thing is wp don’t stand on shit like#I wouldn’t be surprised if I saw liberals trying to stand by her side and accept her now#nvm i actually did see some 🤪#like just as long as she says things that they personally believe in then they’re fine despite the antiblackness and other shenanigans lol#it’s crazy#rambling#she’s trying to pull a Stacey dash from what it seems#twitter liberals are lifting her up just because she said that she refuses to spread islamphobic rhetoric but… um#what about all of the shit shes been saying about black people for years 🧍🏾♀️?#wp and nb liberals are so unserious bro#she was an obvious grifter#grifters don’t believe every little thing they say. they just have to say it though#and make it sound as convincing as possible so that gullible people will continue to throw their money at them#just as long as the grifters are reaffirming these stupid people beliefs the money will continue to roll in regardless of how insane they#might sound#as for that nigga Alex jones… yeahhhh. He 100% believes all of that shit 😭
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