#I have so many feelings rn help
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just best friends who are ride and die and "I just wanted to see your face" and "one day my mum will accept us" and "you're the most important thing in the world to me" and get into tickling matches and grope-y physical fights all the time (ALL THE TIME) and sleep in the same bed even when there's other options and tell each other they love each other over and over and over again but chicken out if 'dating' actually gets brought up (but they DO keep bringing it up before they chicken out) and--
man this show would've launched a thousand ships in the before times, provided it had been as widely and easily accessible as this was
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Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.
Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.
#IT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY TO ME HOW DELIGHTED B GOT ??? FOR VIOLENCE?#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#like okay you have d17/megatron okay#d17 got consumed by vengeance. iconic of him. you SEE him grow more ruthless/ violent........AND THEN YOU HAVE B 127#he got knife hands for 0.00937 seconds and immediately KILLED PEOPLE SO EASILY IM SCREAMING SDJKJSDS#did by accident and then did it gleefully. AND SO WELL TOO LIKE ???? bro got that hunger for violence ig. got that delight.#i wish we got to see d17 and b127 interact more cause imagine b got his knife hands early and d17 was like.... alright start stabbing#and b127 is LONELY. mf is deprived of interaction and CLEARLY clingy. i see him telling d17 to stand down so he isn't hurt.#not necessarily because he has the SAME morals as orion/optimus#like look me in my eye. tell me if d17 didn't say something like “needing an ally not a leader” (friendship bait)#AND UR TELLING ME BEE WOULDN'T FOLD AND HELP HIM? HM? HMMMMMMMM?#like i feel like b's morals are mostly match whoever he's around. if he was around d-17 more? WELP? let's assassinate together bestie!#anyways optimus and elita gotta watch b fr cause mf is already an incredible ally on the battle field SDKJKDSS#like just tell him where to go and that place would DESTROYED. NO WITNESSEES LEFT. LIKE HELLO#transformers one my beloved#d 16#megatron#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one b 127#b 127#transformers one fanart#never know how many actual tags to use istg.#imagine being isolated for years and all that shit went down like what is going on in b's brain rn. mf got 3 friends and then lost one#SO QUICKLY
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just wrote a big long analysis post but it basically just boiled down to “Harrow hark is In LOVE wirh that girl”
she loves Alecto, she loves The Body, but she is In Love with Gideon. she is her end
it will always be about her. it will always be her
#going INSANE RN#ik that sounds like im a madwoman but im just having so many thoughts idk how to process or explain them i swear#like her feelings towards Alecto vs her feelings towards Gideon? UGH#girl help.#tlt#gideon the ninth#the locked tomb#tlt analysis#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow#htn spoilers
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college … wasted on the youth (me)
#didnt help that 2/4 yrs was covid telezoom but man.. MANNN#forgetting how impossible it is to pursue rhe degree plan u actually want (advising hell) i feel like . theres just#so many diff things i want to learn now Knowing that im more solidified in my interests and who i am and what i would be interested in doing#and like.😭RGAAAAAQH TEARING MYHAIR OUTTT every other week i have a night where im sititng there like damn i couldve been sm1 completely dif#dgmw i still rly enjoy some of the upper div classes i Did take but what if i took x and liked it more or minored in y and it led me to z#bc i do feel rly set in where i am rn which . i DO ! like it but im never gna be in that environment where u have the flexibility to explore#ykwim . i wish i had taken physics and calc srsly . i always thought i hated that shit but i like it. i like it quite a lot actually😟#or more geology .. urrghh.. sprinkle in sme extra art history . no bc thats what actu pissed me off ab school#i rmbr wanting to dual major and they straight up told me no i cant . but then i was like maybe an arts major bio minor when i wanted to do#science illustration but sry we dont offer bio minor . ok bio major arh or studio art minor . no sry not enough open spots we rly only#reserve it for when we have extra openings post admission❤️#and then even late into sophomore year u would still be last in registration so all the cool classes would be closed#and then bc of covid half that shit was cancelled bc they couldnt transfer labs online (rip comparative vertebrate anatomy)#and then by senior yr an additional collection of classes were unavailable bc u dont have the prereqs bc the prereqs were cancelled during#covid and u dont have enough semesters left to actually take it . like it was gen such an awful experience so ik why i couldnt ever do what#i wanted but .😭 AND LIKE the classes i DID enjoy like genomics or molecular genetics were closed by registration and i had to email and beg#for access . thts crazy .literally crazy .#anyways . i think i want 2 start reading textbooks bc i think thats the closest ill get LMAOO#i remember seeing my coworker read a textbook for fun one time and idk why i just didnt understand why bc it seemed so dry but i Get it now#like yeah .. u knew what was up ..#sad too that like . i could theoretically audit a course but i Work..during the day .. so sad . so sad#guys wht if i just said yes to grad school (<the devil talking.dont agree)
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school is making me miserable so here's a doodle sheet of akechi truths. hope this helps
#goro akechi#my art#<- i guess. how many times have i said i guess to this. sorry no new big or good pieces i have horrors in my brain#p5 spoilers#i guess#i suppose that.these r 'headcanons.' but these are just truths in how i draw this guy. also not my best akechi drawings for sure lol#would u guys be mad if i made another akechi animatic. <-if this happens it will not be soon i have So Much shit going on rn.#my mind is just doing things again (things being listening to songs and thinking about him)#anyway its rlly funny to me that gloveless akechi feels so naked but he doesnt Actually wear them all the time lmao. he does to me though.#hope this helps.#i did the jacket around neck thing as a little kid because it stayed there better than the waist. he on the other hand is doing hero moment#anyway my brain has long imprinted on him like a baby duckling. thoughts and prayers on the schoolwork im not doing.goro akechi#i hope he dies<- not true
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I should be able to call out of work for blorbo feelings. yeah sorry I can’t come in today, I thought about Mo and Lan for too long and now I want to bury my head in the sand. see you on Monday.
#so many thoughts and feelings but i have to WORK#also all my work rn is boring which doesn’t help#i can’t distract myself from the blorbo emotions#wheel of time#moiraine and lan
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i just finished devil venerable also wants to know. all i can say about it is :incoherent uninterrupted screaming:
also if anyone has fic recs or beautiful fanarts... please sent them to me, i beg you. i already miss them so much TAT they really really really took away any shred of sanity i had left. much to consider. i hope i can come up with some ideas to write in the future because !!!!!!! they did something IRREPARABLE to my brain.
i hope this novel gets licensed soon, I NEED A PHYSICAL COPY. like, desperately.
ahhhh i'll be munching my arm thinking of them and making incoherent noises for a long long time.
#dvawtk#devil venerable also wants to know#wenren e and yin hanjiang surely changed my brain chemistry#i feel like i have so many things i'd like to say but i can't elaborate rn because my emotions are all over the place#send some help#and some braincells
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#I’ll leave for a bit#just a bit. hopefully#I’ve been making myself so upset about so many things lately#that it resulted in an anxiety attack earlier today which I hadn't had in so long#I can't really distance myself from any of the stressors except for tumblr right now so this post is mostly me telling myself to stay off#at least until jk's bday or something#the self-pressuring and sense of failure has become too much#it's not a balance anymore rn it's just one more thing that's making me feel incompetent and desperate#I should put the little energy I have into my two jobs and the thesis#I could really need a small achievement with writing the coming days. to lift my spirits again#I hope a little break will help with that#and I’m sorry that I've been so miserable on here lately....it's not an easy time rn
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Chat what am I meant to do when I think of doomed jaith stuff (very graphic edition) with some very very minor mfe shit on the side
Eem help
#I feel like I should know what to do#I have killed off James in many ways#it’s October so it’s fitting#but idk if I feel like behesding James rn I’ve done that a few times#for the Halloween season ofc#erm#LMFOS GUYS HELP.
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emotional support fate run abandonment new years
#... i could clean the apartment. i NEED to clean the apartment. i feel like dying but i have run out of sleep.#lies down#extremely niche mourning post lmao#MY FATES#i watched half of nosferatu and the sound design is fun but i was a lil too bored to finish it#which i think reflected on me more than the actual movie. lil manic rn.#however now i'm just sittin here.#which isn't helping EITHER.#was gonna bleach my hair but idk if i have the energy for that#but if i DON'T i have to wait til friday and i already have to wait til friday to do.... so many things#sigh#is it worth being more blonde to stand in front of the mirror for half an hour while feeling like dying
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mfw i suddenly get like 51 notifications from people liking my recent posts
like, hello??? hi guys qwq
#EVEN CRAZIER IS SOMEONE I REALLY LOOK UP TO REBLOGGED AND LIKED THE SMO STORY#LIKE HI????? YOU READ THAT WHOLE THING????????? AND LIKED IT????????????????#currently very shaky rn i am not used to this many people liking the stuff i make qwq#thank you all for the support though i appreciate it <3#the story was kind of inspired by a few feelings of mine i've been having recently#and after it happened i just kinda went 'oh. oh that's how mario felt'#so then i just wrote out my feelings i guess#i guess personal experiences help a lot with coming up with stories#tw slight vent#jay bleu post
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the urge to spill everything about my tfbw hanh is so strong rn
#I WANNA DO IT SO BAD BUT I WANNA FINISH THEIR CHARACTER EXPLORATIONS FIRST#genuinely the only thing keeping me sane rn#i have a huge pinterest board rn#so many notes#SO MANY DOODLES#SO MANY SONGS IN THE PLAYLIST#the lore is insane you guys i swear its just all in my head rn#IM COOKING IM BREWING ITS FESTERING IN MY MIND#i was initially going to work on her tsot design first but then the superhero trope just sucker punched me in the face#a moot asked me for their tsot design and i feel bad that im working on tfbw one first....lol......#I CANT HELP IT#dont wanna eat the candy...... BUT THE PARASITES...#THE PARASITES IN ME WANNA EAT THE CANDY#anyways i needed to get that off my chest lol#shroomer talks !
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LOOK AT MY SELF INSERT BOY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cringe is dead i can do whatever i want FOREVER and that includes making a character to beat scout tf2 to death with my own two fists
#tf2#tf2 oc#scout tf2#sprinter#soldier tf2#cw blood#goopys glop#i wont tag the other brief appearances here#also if anyone needs image descrptions let me know! i dont know that many people will look at this so im preserving energy rn#but if someone needs i can write them#anyways i lvoe autism i have gameplay mechanics mostly worked out and everything. i love tenth class ocs so beautiful#also i was fighting for my life trying to come up witha fucking name for this guy you dont even know#anyways hes a support type character. big hammer to help destroy buildings and a small sprint meter#can apply a slowness effect w the hammer and i feel that you play him by ambushing people and applying slowness and letting your teammates#pick them off and all#movement speed is actually pretty low and the sprint is very limited#but i straight up could not think of any other decent name. i wanted to avoid another s name but alas....#anyways um um um i love autism if anybody has any questions about him please let me know flutters my beautiful eyelashes
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the fact that this had to be included in a video is both terrible and a little bit hilarious
#feels like you have to put this warning next to literally every creator you know doesnt it#unrelated but related to the full context#who is s_a_d i see them literally everywhere. in EVERY skyblock event they are somehow involved#you may know them as a big helper in the potato war. i see them in my lobbies all the time. i see them mentioned in so many videos i watch#rn they're mentioned as helping create a mod. had no idea they helped make tropical#who are you how are you everywhere#chat
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I had a minor surgery/procedure today I was super nervous about but everything went well!!! everyone was so attentive and nice, it made the experience an absolute breeze and I felt really comfortable and reassured ;;_;; couldn't ask for a better care team!!!
just got a couple days of healing ahead but super blown away...just had to share it out into the world!!! the care team even wrote me a handwritten note and added it in to my stuff ;;_;;
there has been A LOT of personal stuff going on the last couple months but finally getting to chip away at stuff, and getting medical providers that are helping eith the burden... I'm extremely lucky and thankful to have that experience !!!! can’t wait to get back to art…. can’t wait to hopefully feel some kind of relief soon!
#personal#update#there’s been way more stuff going on that’s been the cause of the radio silence and tbh just being a bit burnt out#and focusing on surviving the day to day#but also i can’t believe i’ve been working my day job for a year now ???? time is going So Fast#also extremely lucky everyone at work is so understanding and even with this surgery and stuff they’re like yeah dude rest up#take your time and take another day or two if ya need it#feels nice after so many years of fighting to finally have a medical team that is supportive#and a job that’s flexible#not perfect by any means but wow so helpful#i have a good network rn and i feel extremely lucky!!!#not to mention the moral support my friends have been thru this#ANYWAY IM SAPPY !!! i’ll shut up now lol#thank u for the support everyone#i’ll be back soon ✌🏽
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by working at it a little at a time i'm slooooowly inching closer to my goal of.... little sticker-style chibi heads of all of my + my wife's ocs....!
we're still missing some guys but they're mostly our not-involved-in-the-plot crew or very underdeveloped characters we just haven't spent much time on etc. i THIIIIINK this is most of the characters who like, Do Stuff tho
it'll be so fun to have these all done bc it'll make it super easy to throw together relationship webs, plot everyone on those like. oc-sorting charts (of the "mcdonalds mcdonalds mcdonalds VS we have food at home VS one black coffee" variety, u know what i'm talking about), and also to make little visual plot/storyline summaries!!! it's usually hard for me to actually sit down and like. Write Out what goes on in canon with our ocs, and i obviously can't do full blown comics for everything, but just having a bunch of little blorbo stickers with arrows and quick notes feels like it would work really well for my brain
#oops! all sylvari#my ocs#marina ocs#my art#it's still gonna take forever for me to get these done#bc i have a lot of other stuff to be working on rn. lol#but!!! chipping away!!!#i'm also v excited to have these done bc like. i feel like COLOR is so important to sylvari designs#and i just don't take/post many caps#so being able to attach color to the face to the name is rly helpful i think
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