#I have been wanting to learn it on my Piano!
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We're almost Home!
Aahh I am so relieved! This was more of a Messy sketch and such, but I am Happy to have been able to draw something I can be proud of! I am a bit frustrated with the grass, but I'm super Glad I managed to finish this!!
I am very Excited for the March 1st update!! So much more inspiration.. colours.. just.. AAH!! Yay yay!!!! :o)
#my art#Lalalaaa#I am listening to The Minecraft OST right now!#Dry hands makes me cry a lot#A very good song though!!#I have been wanting to learn it on my Piano!#I may just do that..#Have a great day everybody!!#March 1st!!#AAHHH!!!#It will be March the 2nd for me... BUT OH YAY!!#welcome home#wally darling#welcome home arg#wally darling fanart#wally welcome home#welcome home fanart
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Actually so tired that people mainly focus on the bdsm when they talk about La Pianiste when we literally have this dynamic right here. Like, that's insane.
What if you were a little girl in her 40's who couldn't grow up because of your mother-wife who made you sleep in her bed and forced you to repress every sexual desires and thoughts of becoming your own person just to keep you close to her ? What if you fought back and yearned for dangerous things out of her reach ? But also, what if you let her because it's all you've ever known and been taught to want ?
#these two are so entangled with each other and in the roles they play#(mother and daughter. husband and wife. prodigal or ungrateful daughter. adoring or mocking mother)#that they cannot handle it when something else is thrown into the mix#There's no space left because they fill all the roles in each other's lives.#but at the same time they never give the other exactly what she wants#The fights never last. Erika will never live up to her mother's ambitions. And her mother will never give her any form of affection which#might satiate her hunger for love. And so on.#They are deeply imperfect- Love and Despise each other but they could never bear the thought of being separated#When I read the part in the book where Erika talks to Walter for the first time and all she wants is to go back into her mother's womb...#you can't make that shi up#when people talk about toxic yuri that's what they could mean but unfortunately we live in a society#gradually learning to accept the person I'm becoming who would've been burned at the stake by my younger self <3#been having so much thoughts about this film once again. And I know that nothing written here is new but I'm a little sad no one really#talks about this relationship online since it's really the heart of the story for me#Of course everything happening with Walter is important. But none of that would be there without the mother-daughter situation#la pianiste#the piano teacher#haneke#sheep stuffs#isabelle huppert#also I'd kinda get it if it was another film and it made people too uncomfortable to talk about it. but I mean this is literally La Pianist
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Y'all I might.ask my mom to let me take piano lessons....
#piano is my favorite instrument next to violin and ukelele and I've always wanted to learn to play!!#only thing is I'm terrified of asking my mom for things..especially if it involves me going out somewhere#I'm scared she won't let me but I won't know until I ask!!!!#I would ask to do something sporty like tennis or something but yk.braces.. if I get a ball in the face it's over for my brackets#AND MY STAMP CARDDD :((((#no but srsly I am super interested in piano and have been since I was around 9#if I could learn how to play it'd be a dream come true!! :D#so I'll work up the courage and ask her!! eventually!! >:D
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Wverytime I sit down at a computer to make music I get so scared
#i like siting down with a guitar and writing music but the daw is still so scary to me and i dont know how to make it less scary#its like i dont know where to start#i understand music theory i can write chord progressions i can write melodies but arranging feels so daunting#like just trying to pick keyboard voices and stuff im like overwhelmed and then its like i just dont even know where to start#i think i need to do more covers to practice arranging because trying to do it with my own songs im just like i have NO IDEA#i do think that trying to recreate arrangements of other songs I like will help me but also just idk#i really want to get better at writing at the piano but i find it really hard#rn i write almost all my songs on the guitar then i guess what i have to do is try to think of like what style i want it to have#and sort of try to create a map like probably literally on paper and then try to go in and sort of do it but god its so hard i dont know#it feels so so daunting#even trying to make silly little stuff with just like some synths is really hard for me right now its so out of my comfort zone and AUGH id#its frustrating im scared of the computer but i also very much do not want to be an acoustic singer songwriter but thats all i can do#because all i can do is play fucking guitar!!!! and its just so frustrating#technically im like with a midi controller i should be able to do whatever program drums write little synth lines etc i dont have to like#know how to play piano and yet whenever i try to do it i just get so overwhelmed and freaked out with how many possibilities there are#that i just . cannnnnt#AHGHHHHHHHHHHHH im so im in such a bad mood right ow#ive had such a horrible night honestly#i think i will just go engage in fixation for comfort and then go to bed sigh#i dont know what to do to improve at making music in the daw i guess ill just maybe try again this weekend to take another crack at it#god its just so frustrating that i only started writing songs 2 years ago and have only learned to use a daw in the last 3 months i WISH#that i was one of these teenagers who spent all my time writing silly songs and playing around with a midi controller but i just didnt#because i was scared!!!!!!!#playing the guitar and singing has always been like the only thing that felt safe cos i felt if i tried to actually write and arrange songs#by myself i would fail so now i just feel so frustrated because i dont feel like a real musician and i feel like im starting too late#AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH whatever sorry for using the tags of this post as my diary but#i am frustrated!!!!
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@ my moots (or anyone who sees this)
Do you play any musical instruments and if yes, which one(s)? I'm curious Tell me in the tags, asks or replies!
#I have been playing piano for a long time and I still do#then cello for four years but it wasn't really my thing#I can also play guitar a little but only basic chords to sing along#and I have started learning alto sax recently (but I still have to figure out what exactly I want to do with it)#And then there's kazoo recorder and my voice which is fun and doesn't take a lot of energy#misha talks#music
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🎶✨️when you get this, put 5 songs you actually listen to, then publish. Send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers🎶✨️
5 songs is too little give me a CHALLENGE/j
#had i not done one from every artist/band. this would've been JUST chonny jash probably#if so it'll be like#contempt. hidden in the sand. art. all of TTHD power hour#been listening to HitS a fair bit lately. maybe cos i just learned it on piano but idk#KJ try not to mention chonny jash challenge [impossible]#oh also have slowly been listening to more of will wood#i listened to a handful of songs forever ago & im just getting back into it + with more songs#moss post#anyways listen to Identity Thief is a bop#Michael is a small artist but makes good tunes#if anyone wants i can list my favorites but he's neat#[song also is SO a soul song. soul & whole specifically. been meaning to draw a thing with the song about soul actually]#okay moss rant over
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the main problem is there are too many great books, movies, video games, comics, TV shows, music, sports, languages, musical instruments, crafts, and various hobbies that I could get into and I want to get into all of them. the human lifespan is only about 80 years unfortunately AND I'm prone to both accidents and lapses in resolve
#it's like oh I want to get back into running. baseball. weightlifting. climbing. kickboxing.#pick up the flute again. pick up piano again. I've had 3 tap dance classes that I have not cashed in for over a year.#been meaning to brush up on my spanish. oh yeah I think it'd be cool to learn german/arabic/portuguese/tagalog/japanese/ASL.#been meaning to draw. been meaning to write music. kinda want to start a band. play electric guitar. drums#make comics. start painting. hike on the regular. snorkel. sew. woodwork.#go fuckin bird watching.#bro everything is so cool how am I supposed to choose?
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some exciting preset names on my keyboard
#OMG havent posted abt this yet. FINALLY brought my beautiful keyboard home i have missed her so much#havent sat down and learned a full song because i jumped right in with wanting to learn thunder road#very difficult when it has been probably over two years since i properly played any piano lol#BUT im having so much fun
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when you make a decision to change something for the better in your life but you still have to keep living as is for a bit 💥💥💥💥💥💥
#i speak#ive been thinking about stopping classical piano lessons for a while now and i finally made up my mind. i just dont have the time#and it feels nice but its also kind of scary bc i havent had a break from it for longer than two months since i was 3. lmao#but what finally got me to make up my mind is the decision to start jazz piano lessons instead. which i have wanted to learn for years#since i have the technique it wont be like learning an instrument from scratch but i will be basically a beginner again. which is less of a-#-time commitment#but ill still be playing and FINALLY will learn to improvise :)#its a relief to have decided this but unfortunately i still have two performances i have to do this week 😭#hence. this post
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the music for the colgera battle is quite delightful (wow i just need to say i like it. goodness) its a shame i couldnt really properly hear it while actually playing on account of having to sit right next to a loud ac but listening to it fully the other day was nice. took me a few weeks but i can appreciate it now - and listen ... im a simple guy, the rito village theme being incorporated into a section of it is just wow :-( ....... big leitmotif fan. walking into zoras domain is going to kill me
#music is the only thing important to me actually.#when i played botw i spent a lot of time dilly dallying as one could say. basically just splorin. and riding my horse around in literal#circles#it took me years to do more than 2 of the divine beasts ... LOL.#anyway. in botw i always did mipha first but as of late noted to myself that when i replay botw sometime in the future im going to head for#vah medoh first .... revalis gale is my best friend#i sort of took that over to totk and after a few days i was like okay im going to rito village im curious#i think im going to have very fond memories of that in the future. i really enjoyed doing all of that :-)#i want to say - totk very much so has had the ability to give me new ''wow'' moments that i had in botw#and gosh .... thinking about how ive played these two games at very different points in my life ... ahhh#in my totk playing i have been very much spacing out the main objective stuff. i did get around to rito village somewhat quickly#like perhaps a few days after i got the game (finished the tutorial area on the first night and just went to towns and explored yadada#for a few days after that#and then i did gerudo town a little while after that#so far i have not ventured to goron city or zoras domain. ive explored a little bit in each of those regions but have not yet gone and#committed. although goron city is next#ohh i did a labyrinth the other day. wicked fucked up man they put half this shit in the sky also randomly The hands were there#scary. no more elaboration#back to music. i learned to play miphas melody on piano a few years back#i really need to get back to piano ... learning to duet kass' theme with my sibling but ive been slacking on my half#hyrule warriors age of calamity was insane purely for hearing a version of miphas theme but for battle#like duude. are you hearing this? dude........#just remembered sidon. dont even get me started .......... sniffle#so crazy when there is music
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fun fact about me, I have a full drum kit and an electric guitar (neither of which I can play) and a very fancy keyboard that I can play, technically, but the only song I still remember is the Star Wars Theme
#cookie speaks#i think i have na acoustic guitar somewhere still too#i never learned to play#my parents made me learn piano instead#they said it was easier to learn to read music then I could learn guitar easier#those two things#are not the same#watching KP really makes me want to learn guitar again tho lol#another fun fact is that i was writing music long before I ever got piano lessons#but obvs didn't know how to write/read sheet music#so my 9yr old adhd ass#came up with my own language for writing music#i still crack up when i find old notebooks with it#i miss making music#it's been many a year and sometimes i think about getting back into it#maybe once nursing school is done i'll pick up an instrument again#im garbage with lyrics but my composition is passable
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I love music so much and it’s such a huge part of my life I wish I were better at creating and playing it
I can sing on tune and can kind of sort of play the piano (awful technique and it takes me forever to learn anything, but I can read sheet music) but I have never been able to compose a melody of my own. I can write poetry and fiction pretty dang well, but song lyrics are tough for me.
I’ve been trying to practice more of these skills, but it’s hard to know where to start with a lot of them, ESPECIALLY composition.
#woof#im here because i don't want to grade#I'm half way through learning Wander My Friends on the piano which is exciting! It's been about a decade since I played with any consistncy#but I'm finding it so rewarding? I never thought I'd pick up piano again but#i've been literally clapping and laughing while alone when i learn a difficult part#or the song starts to come together#it still sounds rough but im proud#i still have the rest of the battlestar song book to go through#and a star trek one!#it includes Faith of the Heart so watch out everyone
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my dad just played a bit of Nothing Else Matters just now on guitar he's so cool
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#heyy i am shy with music with my dad ngl. he's the guy who really got me into music after all#on our trip like a couple of weeks ago tho? he now knows my top 3 favs are the 1975 and hozier and mcr ^___^#today apparently his coworker was like hey anyone wna come with to mcr concert! and i got rlly excited and like damn but it was in aus so..#and then mom asked if that was a kdrama LMFAOOO and then dad said no theyre emo band..... hes not wrong but i tried to say theyre punk rock#he said No They're Emo LMFAOOOOO i suppose he's not wrong. anyway#idk i really want to learn guitar uh it's good i have my dad who can possibly help out but id rather he not tbh!#+ also uhh we were walking around the other day talking about courses and he was like maybe music (for non-quota course but idk anymore lol#it's complicated) but he was like. music nah bcs you guys arent really musically inclined/talented (?) i forgor anyway a bit taken aback but#hes right unfortunately...? used to play piano as kids. doesnt feel like long ago but it was ages ago#and then i wanted a guitar and we got one but since then i've learned only like 2 chords and it's been over a year now i think. or almost.#idk anymore tbh! time crazy but anyway i will do my best fr. with everything. gah#i'll be honest i kinda really do want to pursue music actually but i'm terrified and confused? uhh complicated complicated complicated frfr#its an acoustic guitar btw. might have been easier if it were electric bcs damn its hard for me to place my fingers right#+ i think theyre cooler but not the point! if i do learn the guitar dad said we cld maybe buy an electric one or a bass so... ^___^#anyway i think mom is warming up to cats and we might convince her more soon to. yk. allow us to adopt#not buy! i want to adopt. i love cats they deserve everything but i also really love dogs sobbing but moms scared so its fine#i forgot my other thought oh my god goodbye#oh. right! violin! lune likes the violin and considering we now know its our moms fav instrument we may convince her to let lune learn ?!
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mfw in hindsight there obviously was something Wrong With Me when i was growing up but i didn't think of it as a possiblity whatsoever because of environmental circumstances & I Am Just Lazy And Useless And Doing Fuck All By Nature & I Thought I Fixed My Biggest Issues By Therapy Already And I Didn't Think I Could Have Any More
but then said behaviours continue even in better environments and you're suddenly out of uni wondering what the actual fuck is up and it's into the downward spiral to wonderland from there
i'm the frog being dissected in biology class. i'm the dissector at the same time. i peel out an overgrown lump out my dissected frog ass and see that in fact i do have Behaviours. now i have to find the origins of this behaviour & unfortunately the best i can do is speculate. which sucks because i need to 100% know what's caused by what else in order to understand it and deal with it better
(blingee sparkle gif effects) Unfortunately Nothing Is Ever Certain With Comorbidity, Baby! Nor Is It Certain It Is Comorbidity To Begin With (This Is The Impostorism Talking)
on one hand, learning frog anatomy by poking its ass & getting to know myself better to deal with it. cool, i guess. on the other.
god. why.
#im the loadbearer of frog shit#alright mrs. i lay on the floor 5-30 min after full-time school obligations because I Am Too Tired To Do Anything Else#alright mrs. i wanna learn piano. gets a piano and then doesn't out of anxiety of other people around#alright mrs. i wanna do x y z & the entire alphabet. but you'll do it only when a certain time hits. or you're mentally somewhere else.#and then you don't anyway. and then you wait and wait and then suddenly it's been over a decade?????#alright mrs. i always do my obligations and schoolwork Out Of Anxiety For Negative Consequences And Not Because I Like Anything#alright mrs. I Only Immediately Do Things That Are Obligations But I Hate Being Told What To Do And Having No Freedom Of Choice#alright mrs. I Have art WIPs for 6 Years Untouched. ''i should finish this'' annual revision. still doesn't do it#alright mrs. I Have Energy For Fucking Nothing And Am Stressed 24/7 When Committing To Anything I Don't Like Especially Full-Time#alright mrs. I Have More Free Time And I Still Don't Do Shit Except Engage With My Hobbies Sometimes Unless I Am Really Into It#alright mrs. Saving Up For Sims 4 Selling My Beloved LPS Collection & Then Not Playing It For Years#alright mrs. I Read Other People's Analogies Of Their Feelings And You Don't Understand Whatsoever Until You Put It In Your Own Words#alright mrs. I Want To Do Things But I Just Don't Because I Don't Know I Just Don't. EXHAUSTING. UTTERLY EXHAUSTING#alright mrs. I Wanted To Do My Flight Rising Shit Today But I Spend It On Late Breakfast. Shower. Hygiene. Browsing Reddit For Research For#uhm. i don't know How Many Hours but it's Hours Alright. and then it was dinner time. And Here We Are#fucking fuck ign violence everywhere hatred malice shooting eyelaser beams#sy.txt
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instrument thoughts
#been working on art. just wanna practice the piano honestly but alas i dont have a second one here at home.#man i want a string instrument so bad. shouldve bought the pipa i saw for sale a couple of months back 😔😔😔#jk i dont want a pipa i want an oud i want an oud so bad im gonna throw up#also had to cut my practice short this morning so 😔😔😔#this is a recent thing btw!!#before now#ive just been playing the piano for fun and vibes (“ooh nice chord”) without ever learning anything properly#but learning pieces is kinda fun!! also scales are difficult which makes it fun!! it's been real nice and relaxing to practice!!#but aghhhhh the fun of learning the piano makes me remember the fun of learning the guitar#learning how to play on instruments is just fun#rlly. i want lots so can i have lots of fun!!
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#tag talk#I've gotten pretty good at talking in such a way as to reassure and assuage peoples doubts.#currently working on selling my electric piano on fb marketplace (I had to make a new account for it cause I deleted my old one years ago)#and there's a lot of automatic suspicion people have that it might be a scam. but there's a lot of details you can add to fight that.#when working out a time to meet. mention you have a job or mention things you'll be doing when you're busy.#people love pictures or videos because we still have that inherent trust that videos and photos can't be faked.#I used that one a lot of grindr. a lot of people would just use the same two or three grainy photos so sending fresh photos occasionally..#-occasionally would stand out against everyone else who puts no effort into their profile.#there's just so many little ways to communicate authenticity but you can't try too hard or you'll come across as scammy.#idk though. maybe my inability to conceive of anyone mistrusting me makes me also just seem trustworthy.#in nursing I could gain paranoid residents trust really easily and could calm down anxious residents by just explaining the process to them.#which honestly is a victory for the autistic urge to just explain everything and then maybe explain it again and again#idk. I just try so fucking hard to be genuine and authentic in everything I do and that's kind of a skill you can artificially apply#like how you can learn to be kinder to people. learn to be more patient. learn to be more loving. likewise you learn to be more authentic#*whispers* (which also helps on the offchance you do need to lie about something. people believe you about that too)#but lying isn't something you ever want to get caught at because that shatters your whole reputation and then you're fucked#but you know what? confessing a lie yourself boosts your credibility massively. if you think you're about to get caught? get ahead of it#turn a lie into a mistake you feel oh so guilty about so you just had to say something and suddenly you're a golden child with integrity#anyway this has been manipulation 101#use your powers for good not evil or whatever. you want people to like you and if you ever fuck up and lie they won't like you so don't
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