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Ferrari!driver!Reader x Jason Todd/wayne
Summary The world hates Y/n, but she loves Jason.
Warning slut shaming, hate, not proofread, spelling mistakes
A/N Sorry for the hiatus! Also I guess this kinda turned into a DC crossover? Been kinda into it and then I got this request sooo…… there is no mention of the superhero’s but you can imagine what you want! (Jason’s last name os Wayne)
This was a request!


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Yourusername Almost the start of the season! I’m so exited to finally get in the car and do what I love.
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User1 why are all het posts so dry??
User2 Ugh why is she even in f1?
User3 huh why? This is so random??
User2 well she’s not even good and the only way she got here is cause she slept with one of the higher ups
User3 huh???!!!
User4 this feels so pr scripted…
User5 she’s so cute tho…
User6 Points!!!
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Y/nPriv wknd dump: 1. Should I post this on main?? 2. Baking for the engineers cause they lovely 3. Readingg 4. My new hat😄 5. Watching Harry Potter 6. A bts from my car!
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Bsfuser 1. YES 2. You are too nice 3. Always 4. It’s cute! 5. Why wasn’t I invited :( 6. If you invite me than I can see it fr….
Y/nPriv 1. Okayyy 2. No.. 3. Yes 4. Thx love 5. Sorryyyy… 6. …….
Sisteruser y’all are so weird
Sisteruser can you come over and bake for me……?????
Y/nPriv do you only want me to come over so you can have free food?
Sisteruser ………..no…….
Friend1 cutie
Friend2 wait when are you gonna tell me how the gala went??
Y/nPriv soon my love. We should get lunch when I’m back and I’ll tell you about it!
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Vironica: Hello everyone, and welcome to a nee episode of Formula One talk!
Sara: Hi guys!
Vironica: So today, we will talk about something that you guys have waited for for quite a while.
Sara: Yes! We will talk about Y/n Y/l/n! She is, currently, the only female driver on the grid, and we don’t know a lot about her, but today we will begin this episode with discussing her and her performance on the track!
Vironica: I couldn’t have explained it better! So if you slept under a rock, or if you are new to f1, this year is the first year in a very long time that a female driver on the grid. That female being Y/n Y/l/n. She made it where she is now quite fast, she is currently 21 and this is her first year on the grid.
Sara: Yes, and that is also basically everything that we know about her. She is a very private person, so the only thing we know is her age, how she got up to f1, a few of her close family, and the things she shows us on instagram. Which is not a lot, and a lot less than that we know about the other drivers.
Vironica: Yes, and I think that that is what started the negative opinion on her. With not a lot known about her, people are, obviously, going to think things. And that is what happened. Because Twitter immediately began spectating a lot of thing, and Sara, you have a few examples.
Sara: Yes, alright, I won’t say who tweeted it for privacy reasons. So here we go! ‘The reason that Y/n is so private is 100 percent because she did some shady things or whatever’ and ‘the only reason we know nothing about Y/n’ real stop shops is cause she never had a real one and only has one night stand like a sl*t’ the next one is ‘Y/n is so weird to me, like she loves all these nerdy things and loves all these geeky things, so how could she possibly be good at driving?’ And the last one ‘there finnaly being a woman on the grid and it being Y/n is such a disappointment, like we finally get some one that can maybe make a difference and it is the girl that is too scarred to say anything, yet alone stand against an entire group of people and speak up’
Victoria: Okay so there are some very mean things said, but there is also a layer of truth to some of it. And also, the only other thing that is known about her is that she loves movies, reading and baking. Which is totally different than formula 1 racing, so that raises the question of if she is really fit for her spot and this life. And a lot of people see her as wierd, we included, because how in the world can a girl that for not care at all about her public appearance, is now a very public figure, more than the other drivers because she is the first women in many years to be on the grid.
Sara: exactly! And then to top it all off, we haven’t really seen her interacting with the other drivers, so it could go both ways, either they all hate her, or there is something going on behind the scenes that we don’t know. And fans have been speculating about how the WAG’s thing about her, with them not saying anything, so would they be jealous, and is there a reason to be? We will be going further into it in this episode along with other things F1!
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F1Fanatic valid tbh
User I think it is kinda mean but some points are valid, because why enter F1 if you don’t want anything from your life public?
User7 I hate girls being mean to girls
Y/nfan why are people so mean tho??
L4fan cause she deserves it…
Hshsh I think this may go a bit far…..
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Yourusername Thank you so much to the Wayne family for inviting me to the gala! It was such an honour to be there
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WayneEnterprises We are happy that you were there!
User7 WAIT WHAT???
User8 Insane that she was there!!
WayneJ Great to have you here!
User9 crossover from the century
User10 Does this mean they are now a sponsor ooorrr…..
User11 Probably now because otherwise Charles and other Ferrari people would be there…
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Yourusername first race of the season! I am so grateful for this amazing opportunity, and we already have points! This was such an amazing week and I am looking forward to more weeks like this!
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Yourusername I heard a little rumour….
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Alexandrasaintmleux I want what you have tho
Yourusername honey you have everything I want
Lilymhe I think I may want to hear it too…..
Yourusername I think I may want to tell you suddenly
OllieBearman wait what. Am I late??
LilyZneimer cant wait to see you!!
Francisca.cgomes DM me please right now
Kimi.antonelli uuuummmmm what is going on??
Kellypiquet I also heard something…. Not sure what it is…
User0 I love how this is not only her confirming the rumours between her and Jason but also silencing the haters and those podcast people and also the other WAG’s backing her up!
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Yourusername @WayneJ sooooo secrets out I guess….. happy anniversary Jason
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User4 OMG IM DYING WTF
User5 She a gold digger 100%
User6 bro she’s literally a f1 driver that basically means she’s a millionaire
User7 already a power couple
User8 IM FERAL THEY ARE SO HOT HEBHDGWHSBB
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WayneJ @yourusername already our first anniversary….
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User9 THEY ARE SO CUTE
WayneDamian bro’s a simp
Bruce_Wayne Be nice to your brother
Timdrake This is how I find out???
Dickgrayson congrats? How could you keep this a secret for one year tho???
User10 ALL THE WAYNE FAMILY IS HERE!!!
User11 OMG FINALLY SOME MORE CONTENT FROM MY FAVOURITE DRIVER!!
User12 I ALREADY LOVE THEM!!
User13 this is actually soooooo cute I CABT ANYMORE
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It might be a bit mixed up but I started writing when the last season was still going on, and I changed it to the current season…
#sterredm fics💕#sterredm fics#formula 1#f1 x you#x reader#f1 imagine#f1 x reader#formula 1 fanfic#formula 1 fic#f1 fanfic#formula one#formula 1 smau#formula 1 x driver!reader#formula 1 x y/n#formula 1 fluff#formula 1 x reader#f1 fic#f1 x driver!reader#driver!reader#dc comics#jason todd#jason todd x reader#jason todd x you#jason todd x y/n
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Hey Gina, one of the things I love about being a larrie, especially here on tumblr, is that we always try to get and keep accurate, up-to-date info, and we even debunk things ourselves or are more critical of things presented as ‘proof’ or ‘signs.’
Even though many things have been debunked, there are some that, in my opinion, are undeniable and keep me here after all this time:
1. The history, patterns, and parallels in both Harry’s and Louis’ music. I know song analysis is subjective, but what can’t be denied is how their songs tell the same story from two different perspectives (themes like home, love, and devotion in a relationship that’s been through a lot). There are also clear references to each other in their songs, but you only catch them if you know their story. I’d say Keep Driving, Satellite, Daylight, IICF, Sweet Creature, Defenceless, Habit, Too Young, The Greatest, and WAOYF scream Larry the most.
2. Some things just don’t make sense without considering their relationship. For example, Harry getting super emotional on his first tour when singing IICF, Sweet Creature, or Still the One (which he also sang in 2022) or Louis wearing a giant H when debuting his first album.
3. RBB and SBB happened.
4. The kind of people Harry and Louis are. If someone assumes everything public about their love lives is real, I honestly don’t understand how anyone could be a fan of people who show that behavior. Yes, we don’t know them personally, and everyone has their flaws, but I think their flaws lie elsewhere (like Harry being a people-pleaser or mixing work with friendships, which I think has caused him problems). At the end of the day, they’ve both shown over time to be completely different from how the media portrays them or their public images suggest.
I just wanted to say that, sorry if it was a bit long:).
That’s okay, love. I agree with your points. There’s plenty we’ve been wrong about over the last decade and a half. But there’s also plenty that feels super solid.
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3.1 Amphoreus thoughts [part 2]

***Spoilers ahead*** for everything up until the rematch with the Flame Reaver, so turn away now if you don’t wanna get upset. At the time of writing this I’ve completed the full story quest so be wary if I mention any details that may happen later.
Starting off nice and calm with the ladies heading to the hot baths for some fun and sweet lord how did Aglaea become even prettier?? I’m in awe.

This whole splitting of the souls chatter reminds me of Harry Potter horcruxes. Becoming a demigod doesn’t seem like the most fantastical job in the world if it comes with such a big drawback, such as this or having your emotions slowly fade (as seen with Aglaea). I can only wonder what Mydei will have to deal with now.

The teasing just never ends between these two and it’s giving me life. Every interaction they have is such a joy to listen to.

Dang, no wonder our boy couldn’t overcome the trail. He was faced with the most tragic day of his life and all the trauma that came with it.

Okay thank heavens someone said it! Every time Mydei would mention how fear/fleeing/romance or any other word that shows weakness isn’t in the Kremnoan language I wanted to ask him like, okay, so what words are there then??

Mydei speaks so fondly of his fallen comrades. Being immortal really is cruel, and it hurts even more that we walk past all of his buddies again in a memory where they’re so excited to see him return.

At some point, Mydei’s teacher infiltrates the vortex by sorta kinda kidnapping Trinnon to do so and after going through this long spiel about the future of Mydei and the Kremnoans that I truthfully wasn’t paying that close attention to, Aglaea decides enough is enough and doesn’t hesitate to most likely execute him.. until Trinnon speaks up. I can’t lie, I genuinely find it a bit comical how quick this woman is to just end anyone who dares break any rules in this city.

So.. this image. First things first, I love that he uses such language at his father. Secondly, can I trade places with him? I’d love to open my eyes and see this marvelous man looking down on me. Step on me, king~

Poor guy has every one of his people wishing to return home to Kremnos someday with him as their king and yet he’s terrified on letting the miserable traditions continue if he decides to take the crown. It really is a difficult decision. Do you keep everyone safe and unhappy, or allow them to thrive in a world of danger?

Oohhh buddy, why must everyone on this planet be gorgeous?? Her mom is looking like a long lost cousin of Argenti and Himeko.

Not gonna lie but this whole scene with the dolls felt so Sparkle coded that it scared me. I honestly jumped the first time everything glitched out.

Well that’s a bright, red death flag if I ever saw one. Some trailers already gave me bad feelings regarding Tribbie, but this worsens it.

Pfftt, Aglaea has no chill and I’m here for it. Protect your people, queen!

I mean, sure, choosing how you pass on individually on your own terms may be better than losing every part of yourself all at once, but Aglaea has a point too, that seeing the many Tribios clones perish over and over again is a lot harder than having it happen just once and being done with. It’s not an easy situation to be in for either side.

It really is incredible how powerful these century gates are and it kinda reminds me of Finral’s spacial magic (Black Clover) the way it’s able to teleport others and redirect incoming attacks or enemies.

If I wasn’t already panicking then I sure am now! Look how upset and scared these cuties are! They know Trianne’s pushing herself too far for their sake and there’s truly nothing that they could do to stop what happens next, especially after seeing how much weaker she’s been getting recently.

Aaahhh, I knew it.. seeing this scene from the Song of Divine Silence trailer gave me such bad vibes from the moment I saw it! And after learning the whole meaning behind “see you tomorrow” just makes everything hurt twice as much!! Trianne was definitely my favorite out of the trio too.. this is such a bummer!

We interrupt the sudden heartbreak to bring you an adorably surprised Trailblazer.

I do love that Mydei trusts Phainon with his one and only weakness. I dunno how thrilled I’d be if such a literal backstabbing does take place in a future patch though.

Anaxa, the renowned scholar, using his gun as a shield against the Flame Reaver.. he’s doing his best. Forgive me but I do not remember much of this cutscene to know if he ever used the weapon the proper way. I was in a mix of tears and hype at this point.

Bro look at how relieved Phainon is when he noticed that Mydei has arrived to help them with the fight! That’s such a wonderful smile.

Sir, your confidence! It’s extraordinary! And I’m also very pleased with your sudden assistance!

Just two bros, ready to go knock some sense into a common enemy. What could possibly be better than that?

Okay, so I dunno about everyone else, but how did we feel about this fight? I personally had no trouble at all, even when we first fought him at the grove. The way they showcased him during the 3.1 livestream, I figured he was gonna be serious trouble, but I think the Nikador boss offered a tougher challenge. I didn’t even get the chance to see this dude’s big, fancy attack animation.

Look at him, protecting his man. What a good lad. We still dunno anything about what Phainon’s path or element would be, but for some reason he gives Preservation vibes? like I know he wields a giant sword and is quite capable of using for offense, but seeing him defend Mydei like this makes me think he can use it as a sort of counter I guess? Maybe give me a taunt too? Who knows. We definitely need more Preservation units though.

All hail the new king successfully securing another win for all.

I feel like a whole lot just happened in such a short amount of time. Next post should cover the rest of this patch.
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🎭 For WSTS Harry.
Send in a character or characters and an icon and I’ll give you…
🎭 A headcanon about what they lie about
Everything.
The hat told Harry he could have been a snake before placing him in the lions den. He hasn’t really felt like either of those. If asked, Harry would say he feels like a spider, sitting in his web of carefully crafted lies that he has been cultivating for as long as he can remember.
“I’m not hungry,” The five year old version of him says to a teacher, smiling through the hunger pains with his hand holding onto her desk so the lightheadedness doesn’t send him to his knees. Her smile is sad as her mouth forms an unfamiliar name. (Not Freak or Boy but a name that was tossed at his feet as an afterthought. Abandoned, just like he had been and left to the very last second. He isn’t sure how he feels about it.)
“I’m sorry I was bad” The ten year old version of him says through clenched teeth, eyes down and suppressing the trembling of his arms through sheer force of will. The truth doesn’t matter here, not in this world where the Dursleys rule and Harry is left to scramble for the scraps they leave behind: broken army men and bread crusts clenched in too small hands. Dudley smiles from outside the room, content that his rightful place is upheld.
“I’m not crying” the eleven year old version of him gasps, wiping away the tears with rough hands as he forced himself to laugh, to pull back from the only warmth he has ever known and try, desperately, to remind himself how to breathe. Hermione has returned from Christmas break and the hug she gave him was automatic, thoughtless. Like he deserves it just by merit of being there. It’s the first hug he has ever had. He wonders if they always feel so warm.
“You don’t scare me,” the fourteen year old version of him spits at a monster. The body of his classmate, his friend, lays across the graveyard and the bones of the lost, the hated, dig into his feet through his too-thin shoes. Voldemort can touch him now, Harry doesn’t think he has ever been more terrified in his life.
“I’m ready to die,” The seventeen year old version of him whispers, trembling lips pressed to the cold metal of the snitch. He isn’t surprised when it opens, revealing the stone he had been looking for all this time. He isn’t surprised when they show up either, the faces of those he has loved and lost. Lairs too as they tell him death is nothing to be afraid of. That it is a release. (He should have known better. There is no happy ending planned for him. No gentle goodnight. He is a weapon, a soldier, with hands painted red with blood and steel in his spine. There are no happy endings for someone like him.)
“I’m just not tired,” The nineteen year old version of him laughs, all broken glass and shattered bone as he hikes a screaming toddler higher on his hip. A baby raising a baby. He hasn’t slept in nearly a week now, hasn’t been able to sit more than a few minutes at a time with the need to move pressing against his skin. Like it has been since he woke up, a five days ago, with the aching raw edges of his scar surrounding his eye and the knowledge that he shouldn’t be alive once again threatening to shatter him entirely. Once was an accident. Twice is a pattern.
“I love you” the twenty year old version of him tells a man with cold silver eyes and a painted on smile. It doesn’t feel like a lie, not like the other ones have, but it enters the web all the same. It takes Harry four more years to realize why.
“It’s not that bad,” He says now, not meeting Shouta’s dark eyes as his thumb traces over the words carved into the back of his hand. The words he had laughed until he sobbed when he realized they would forever be a part of him. ‘I must not tell lies’ as if he knows how to do anything else. The words Shouta always gravitates to like he understands. Another hand, rough in different places but just as familiar as the one tracing those scars, hooks under his chin and drags his eyes up to meek soft smoldering red.
(He had hated red eyes for so long, had been driven from what little sleep he managed to get with them chasing him, with them looking back at him in the mirror, but now he wonders why he had been so afraid. The man, yes, would always hold court in the darkest parts of his mind, but the color… he was realizing was quite beautiful.)
“You don’t have to lessen yourself for us,” Hizashi whispers, so quiet compared to their larger than life persona outside of the safety of this dorm. “You don’t have to pretend that it’s no big deal. If you’re not ready to talk about it, that’s fine, but please don’t pretend that what happened to you is okay.”
Harry doesn’t know what to say to that. Doesn’t know what to say to a lot of the things Shouta and Hizashi tell him, but for the first time in his life he thinks he doesn’t want to lie anymore.
#mha#bnha#who saves the savior au#harry potter#shouta aizawa#hizashi yamada#drabbles#magicerasermic#this got away from me#I have a lot of feelings about Harry okay#this boy needs therapy#acerbicangryeel
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i really hate the idea that hickey is perfectly at peace with himself and his environment and has no qualms about any of the things he does because he's just so nonchalant about it all. that boy is not nonchalant. he is fighting DEMONS. he is not only constantly lying to everyone around him (and even then it's not like he's Allergic to Not Lying) but he's also lying to Himself. because he is sensitive and effected and hates how bothered he is by it all. he finds ways to justify his actions to himself out of desperation, because he Needs to believe it's okay. he needs to convince Himself it's okay. but it's not okay and he is not okay!!! he is afraid!!! which is why i think his relationship with goodsir is one of the most interesting he has, because through goodsir we see all his little weaknesses and insecurities. goodsir tells him to mind his lashing wounds, because they Are still bothering him, and hickey acts like he's unaffected but he isn't. goodsir doesn't answer hickey's questions and just asks him if his manipulation ever works, because it's all an act and it Doesn't always work and he's scrambling because he has nothing else. goodsir refuses to cut up billy because he knows hickey Does know how, he just doesn't want to, and goodsir doesn't let him hide inside that. he drags out all of hickey's fears and weaknesses and lays them out for both the audience and hickey himself. we see hickey playing his role around guys like tozer or gibson or hodgson but around goodsir he is laid bare and you can Seeee how frantic he really is and how little control he really feels like he has
#i feel like he's often characterized really two dimensionally as just#cold unfeeling crazygirl who either finds joy in killing or is totally unbothered by it#and i would Hard disagree on that#even at carnivale when he stabs that guy on Accident it clearly bothers him So Much#<- part of why i really hate the whole He killed the real cornelius hickey thing#having killed someone prior to the show doesn't make sense for his arc#but i get why they did it bc they couldn't slander the whole real ass guy#so it's ok. that's genuinely like my only qualm with the show's writing and it makes sense why it was done that way so who gaf#as for the crazygirl part. he's got a lot going on there#i feel like he is such a good character to really explore the nuanced mental health of#but i rarely see it done in fics or whatever and it's sad! but it's okay because i am getting on this#to meeeeee he has npd and bipolar 1. need to talk extensively abt hickey disorders i have put much thought into this#but anyways sorry for making this about goodsir He's always in my mind#cornelius hickey#harry goodsir#the terror#the terror amc
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also fitzjames saying "i am not Christ" and asking crozier to use his body to feed the other men in the group, but like ?? that's what Communion is? where the bread is His body and the wine is His blood and He feeds His flock, and even though fitzjames is saying that his body isn't holy and shouldn't be preserved and that he won't rise in three days, his selflessness is very Christ-like and his offering of his body as food is a direct reference to Jesus and crozier still tries to hide fitzjames's body so it won't be desecrated and he probably still hopes that in three days, fitzjames will rise from the grave, but instead all crozier sees is fitzjames's boots on hickey, who represents the serpent and has, through his own actions, done his best to drag the entire crew down into hell with him
#i have a lot of feelings about fitzjames okay#the terror#the terror amc#james fitzjames#tobias menzies#francis crozier#jared harris#cornelius hickey#adam nagaitis#death tw#cannibalism tw#the symbolism in these scenes was Too Much for me to handle#and the fact that fitzjames put his little initials on his boots??#i'm sure they all did bc they all wore similar things#but like ?? he just wrote his little J.F. on his boots#txt#akimi.txt#akimi 4444#the catholic imagery is !!!
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This is an interesting theory, and fun to think about. Where I start running into problems is - okay. The entire last book is structurally a McGuffin plot / fetch quest centered around a super-powerful mythical wand. It always was - Book 7 briefly had the working title "Harry Potter and the Peverell Quest" before becoming "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows."
It would have been so easy to slip in a reference to a super-powerful mythical wand as a thing that exists in this universe. And JKR *loves* it when she can make some minor thing introduced in an earlier book really important in an unexpected way later on (the cloak, diary, vanishing cabinet, early intros to the locket horcrux and the diadem horcrux...) She loved throwing in the "is snape a double agent or did he betray dumbledore" and "who is RAB" riddles for fans to debate. People would have gone back and forth on who has this mythical super-powerful wand, how it's going to be involved etc. I think JKR would have loved that. But, nothing. And as a result this Deathly Hallows stuff comes out of nowhere in Book 7, in a way that honestly feels pretty structurally off.
However, I do think this gives us a lot of insight into the way JKR *does* write. She writes self-contained little narratives. She'll come up with an element that needs to be put in place for the single story she's telling right now to make sense... and then, when that story is over, often she doesn't want to deal with that element anymore.
Time-Turners are probably the most obvious example. But like... Lupin transformed once in book 3 and never again. The fact he's a werewolf is not important to - anything really, except being used as an excuse to get him off the page. *He's* not important. Book 2 is a story about a house-elf going rouge... and then house elves aren't mentioned even once in Book 3. When they come up in Book 4 the tone is a little... salty, more mean spirited than usual. The house-elf stuff is easily the weakest part of what is honestly a very strong book. It's as though she's saying - I didn't want to have to focus more on house elves, but here you go. Grawp is a weirdly large part of Book 5 because he features in the climax, then he's no longer important. Book 5 is all about the Ministry making pretty serious inroads at Hogwarts, but then in Book 6 there is absolutely no ministry presence at all.
I also think that JKR very deliberately set out to write a school story, and so keeping Harry at school more or less the whole time was always the intention. JKR also seems to be really dependent on the structure the one-book-per-year thing imposes: each year we start with the Dursleys, Harry gets away, goes to school, there's a new DADA professor who has thematic and plot relevance, etc. Also the seven years thing is established in Book 1, and it makes sense to have Voldemort come back halfway through, so his re-appearance can both justify and mask a fairly big tone shift... which was a masterful marketing move honestly, because she did write a series that grew up with its readers, while something like A Series of Unfortunate Events did not
(and I love A Series of Unfortunate Events. I think it's more cohesive, better written, and honestly more original than HP, but the fact that the kids don't really age and it stays at the same level of young-ness throughout... did hurt its franchise potential.)
Personally I think that the Epilogue was written at the same time as the beginning of Book 4. (I also think this is where the Snape-was-in-love-with-Lily plot was added.) The biggest tell is Percy - the jokes about him talking about broomstick regulations in the Epilogue are extremely similar to the jokes about him talking about cauldron bottom regulations in the beginning of Book 4 - while also being a weird departure from him punching Pius Thickness in the face at the end of Book 7 and saying "Minister, did I mention I'm resigning?" I think there are a LOT of hints that books 1-3 were plotted and written as a set - Sirius Black showing up in the first chapter of Book 1 for instance. Then every book after those three was written in it's own little bubble, which is why Book 6 can be Mackenzie Rowling Murray's "ink and paper twin."
(Perhaps controversial) theories on Harry Potter first drafts/story structure
I've been reading some more old Harry Potter meta (critique) (damn I miss those LiveJournal esque communities) and after some of the theories I've read I'm now 90% sure that Deathly Hallows was actually the third, or maybe even second book that Joanne started writing.
I love deconstruction and I am a writer, so this kind of thing interests me on a personal level as a high-profile reference that a lot of people might be familiar with, even as generally I have strong critiques for Joanne both as a person, and as what I consider to be something of an impostor in the fantasy genre, as a writer who both openly (at the start of her career) disavowed fantasy classics as beneath her, claimed not to be writing fantasy, and in my opinion, heavily plagiarised works of other authors within the genre and then played ignorant when called out on it by people who by that point had less power and industry clout than she did.
This is going to be critical of JKR, so for those not interested in that, maybe don't read on below the cut. It's not my intention to make anyone feel negative about something that's special or sacred to them.
Some members of the LJ community noted that Deathly Hallows (DH) has many, many recurring references and callbacks to the first book, Philosopher's Stone (PS), with certain characters even seeming to regress to those versions of them in terms of their behaviors, motivations, and what they centrally held as important.
After considering it again I've also come to the conclusion that that's one aspect that throws so many readers off DH as a conclusion to the series, a series that has 'grown up with' the reader and consciously shifted from children's lit to YA; and from a series of fantasy holiday movies helmed by Chris Columbus to a fantasy adventure series with gruesome monsters and wands becoming essentially the ranged weapon variant of lightsabers or the conduit for MCU-esque superhero abilities... that in terms of the writing, the morals, and the overarching themes, actually DH goes backward in that regard to the Roald Dahl-inspired simple morality of the first book where violence was cartoonish, monsters were existential rather than grounded, and Harry and friends were essentially young children trying their best to solve a mystery; rather than the adults the world has contextually by now established them to be.
Joanne has boasted that she had written the Epilogue very early on. What if she had in fact written out a lot of DH very early on?
She knew the books were going to cover (at least) seven school years. I think she decided after the first one, she would write (most of) the end of the series, and then if she needed to, she could write more than 5 other books in between.
DH takes place when Harry isn't in school. But nothing about the story means it has to take place when Harry should be in school.
Thematic and character-based parallels-wise, it might have actually made a lot of sense for Harry to be the same age that his parents were when they passed away, in Deathly Hallows, to make the walk through to the forest with his parents' ghosts, back the same age as they were when he first saw them in the Mirror of Erised more of an exact parallel tearjerker.
And a lot of the criticisms that DH faces - "why didn't we see inside Hogwarts during Snape's regime, and what happened to Neville, Luna and Ginny and the rest of the kids in Harry's year?" - would be nixed if this story was never meant to take place in Harry's final school year.
I suspect that what happened at some point during the height of her fame and blowup is that Joanne realised that a) she was so successful already she wouldn't have to write as many books as she had originally planned; especially because b) movies were now also in the works or being released, and the actors would only be believable as teenagers for a certain duration, but this led to c) now she had a smaller total possible number of books in which to fit all of her vague ideas of where the story would end up going and what the big setpieces were planned to be. (Hence the lengths started to balloon)
I might end up writing a part 2 to this because (ironically) I don't want to make this post so long, but as a starting point I would theorize her original outline may have gone something like the following:
Book 1, Harry Potter and the Philsopher's Stone. Establishes our characters and the main setpieces; Harry Potter, Ron-and-Hermione (who essentially function as a two-headed sidekick machine), Snape, Dumbledore, Voldemort, James-and-Lily-Potter
X number of books, as-yet undefined, at least one per school year, but potentially many more, like most contemporaries to her went in to their careers expecting to write, that expand on the young characters' relationships in small ways, with Draco Malfoy, his foil friends to HRH, and his family, as minor antagonists to drag out the series as long as possible - and never intended as more than that, while Dumbledore and Snape bubble away in the background
Harry's final year of school, in which Dumbledore is killed by Snape in front of Harry at the climax of the year, is buried in the school grounds, and Snape ascends to the Headmaster role
Only then at some point, Voldemort is resurrected and takes pride of place as the main villain, pushing Snape down into the secondary villain/antihero role
The final book in which Harry returns to Hogwarts a la Lord of the Rings/The Empire Strikes back, too late to have a confrontation with Snape (a classic tragic beat) and instead has his showdown with Voldemort, finishing his parents' legacy and completing what they themselves could not do.
I genuinely believe that all of the following were late additions to the story that ended up taking on a life of their own with the fandom, that Joanne never planned for, never really anticipated, and - because we know that she is both stubborn to change in general, and sees herself as a visionary above steer or critique - refused to meaningfully update or edit around in the final version of the last book:
Sirius Black existing at all
Remus Lupin existing at all
Peter Pettigrew existing at all
Fudge, Umbridge, and the Ministry-vs-Dumbledore/Harry sideplot - which, knowing that Joanne is a woman of faith, reeks of a 'skeptical nonbelievers vs true Christians of faith' plot
Luna
Everything about the Triwizard Tournament
Everything about the Yule Ball
Everything about the World Cup (I would go as far as proposing these were originally planned as three episodic books that she ended up blending together)
Spotlight Death Eaters like Barty Crouch and Bellatrix Lestrange
The Founders, the Basilisk, and the Sword of Gryffindor
The Horcruxes
Anything about magical creatures, aside from as episodic flavor to provide a one-off background character
International characters like Fleur, Krum and Madame Maxime
Most fight scenes, including everything with the Dept of Mysteries
Grimmauld Place and Kreacher
And perhaps controversially, most of the racist/blood war elements of the conflict in the books. Because, in DH, apart from flavor description of what the Death Eaters etc. are doing...
The conflict described seems, as it did in PS, to be primarily a personal one, with Voldemort's vendetta being against Harry specifically, and as a proxy, Dumbledore's followers, and people who believed in him and his ideals.
And maybe that's why Harry, the character, never seems to end up caring that much about the foundational principles of why they are fighting the war, and who it is actually there to protect, besides his personal connection with Voldemort as his personal nemesis...
Because Joanne never originally wrote it that way. Voldemort dies, and "all was well."
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no one wants him to be harry
just because something is hard for you it doesn’t mean is not easy generally speaking
why don’t you go get whipped or slapped or whatever it is you do and stop talking nonsense

Why are y’all so fucking obsessed with my sex life akfkakfkakf is it cause you don’t have sex???
#and don’t give me that ‘you talk about it a lot’ cause I know I don’t#and since you CLEARLY have issues with me you’d only know that if you fucking followed me or checked in on me more often#also also I’ve spoken with Louies before#y’all absolutely want him to be Harry’s level of fame#i believe I was once directly told ‘what’s so wrong with wanting him to play the same venues as Harry’#y’all use Louis as your stand in for feeling important in 1D fandom#and solos have ALWAYS pushed YOUR expectations on him#because (again this is something I have been directly told by solos) you want to be able to tell people who you life#and get fucking validation for it#you don’t want to feel ‘weird’ or ‘judged’ for liking someone less mainstream#and that’s something y’all are gonna have to learn to cope with#there is gonna come a time in your life where you tell people the stuff you life#and no one is gonna know what they are#AND GUESS WHAT#THATS OKAY#also also#words mean something#and if something is HARD for someone that generally means it is NOT easy#but I feel like that isn’t something you’ve gotten to in your school lessons yet
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ARGH I AM SO TIRED OF SEEING POLITICS ON MY EXPLORE PAGE
POLITICAL THEORY IS HARD TO GRASP AND THERE ARE SO MANY WORDS AND DEFINITIONS AND SUBTLETIES THAT ARE SIMPLY LOST ON ME. IS IT NOT ENOUGH THAT I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO BE HAPPY AND HEALTHY??? IS IT NOT ENOUGH THAT I DONT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT ECONOMIC THEORY AND GENDER THEORY AND ALL THAT STUFF???
ITS NOT FOR A LACK OF TRYING! I TRY TO READ AND INFORM MYSELF. I AM LITERALLY LOOKING AT A BOOK ABOUT FEMINIST THEORY AND PHILOSOPHY ON MY BOOKSHELF THAT I HAVE TRIED TO READ AT LEAST FOUR TIMES AND EVERY TIME I GET REALLY CONFUSED AND TIRED OF READING. IT GIVES ME A HEADACHE! I CANT WRAP MY HEAD AROUND IT!
#vent#rant#okay im done i needed to get this off my chest. please ignore this i just needed to let it out#i have one other blog that is for like calming non-fandom stuff#and i dont get a lot of political posts on that account. but i come over here and i look at my explore#and i just see so much political stuff and its really stressful. and combined with my ocd i feel like a bad person for not understanding it#theres a reason i dont post about politics and i reblog fandom stuff and shitty memes#anyway back to regularly scheduled programming#posting about mob and reigen having tender butt sex. or harry potter and draco malfoy cuddling.
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for the most part I actually don’t see Harry and Draco as being the get married types or at least not the have a wedding types but it’s also fun to just. Have them do it anyway. Weddings are fun and fun to write and read about!
#I wrote a wedding fic once and I kept getting stuck because#I find it rlly hard to imagine Harry having a wedding and not eloping#I feel like he would find getting married in front of his friends to be like tooo embarrassing for words#In my wedding fic they actually have already eloped#Before the fic begins#And Draco tells Harry that he wants to do something beautiful about it and Harry is like okay bet 🩷#I am probably projecting a bit because before I got married I thought it was weird that the convention is to do it in front of everyone#It still does seem like the P-est of pda#Or perhaps the D-est#I cannot vibe with Harry changing his name (in whole or in part) to Malfoy#I feel like Draco barely wants to be a Malfoy himself like it stands for something rotten#I mean I can ALSO see Draco being like well by hook or by crook I’m going to right this ship#And make the name Malfoy one to be proud of 💅🏻#That makes a lot of sense too#It just doesn’t tend to be my personal Draco ya feel?#I also cannot vibe with Draco being on super chummy terms with his parents#I almost always kill Lucius off#Once I had them both disown him#Sometimes it’s just Narcissa who disowns him bc Lucius is dead#Once I had Draco run away from home after a frightening confrontation with his mother#Once I killed off Narcissa and had Lucius in Azkaban (I don’t like that bc Azkaban shouldn’t exist!!!)#In my wedding fic the story is actually about like. Making your family#So Draco has been semi estranged from his mother and is trying to re-establish friendly contact#So he tells her he got married and she’s pretty pissed he didn’t tell her because it’s embarrassing to be left out of his life#Listen sometimes your parents love you enough to risk their lives for you#But still don’t love you enough to accept you for who you are#Those things are not mutually exclusive and I wish we saw more nuance around their relationship#Maybe I should write a fic where Lucius is alive and Draco is trying to be on friendly terms with him#But I think Draco’s bad feelings about Lucius would have started before the war and be grounded in broader things#Just like how Harry’s trauma starts before the war
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woooo my niece took 5 of my 13 lego sets, one of which was one of the three larger ones, so that's one huge box out of the way and i'm just glad she wanted them because like they ARE twenty years old and they look fine ofc but sometimes kids aren't gonna want stuff that isn't new and shiny ya know, but she did seem to want everything which would've been fine with me but i knew there was no way they would take all that with them, and at least i still have stuff of my own to sell, plus should get at least a cut of my brother's stuff for doing the inventory and putting together that stuff that wasn't already done
#i mentioned the hp sets and how they had been pretty much left together and he was like '....i had harry potter sets?'#which once he saw them he did think they were familiar which was some of my feeling with mine#like oh YEAH i do remember these i just didn't remember having so many#i mean between 13 sets it's really like 3 categories so i would've played with like the whole ice palace and its related sets#i do just wonder how it'll be at the store like everything is pretty much in fine shape#and probably there are people who want older stuff that's rarer and whatever now#BUT then there might be more of a demand for newer stuff at a better price or whatever idk#anyway 6 sets left in the upstairs and then the bionicles and statue of liberty are still in the attic#i'm still not convinced there couldn't be another box somewhere bc idk how to explain the few sets#that are missing so much that i can't actually do them bc even if we had gotten rid of some why would we not include the huge base or w/e#anyway we'll see! but i'm getting closer! and i did a little one this morning#that seemed to be complete it didn't list some of the pieces as extras but based on the instructions i figure they have to be#so i don't really need them like i'll include them if i find them and they're not needed for something else but yeah#anyway i can go back to fic though these first two at least are short so i may be going back to another one tomorrow#can't wait to have my room back though fr like#it is not the only thing making it feel messy because i have newer jewelry and clothes and stuff that i just have to organize and put away#but man the jewelry situation is just. it's not even having so many pieces it's like big earrings that take up a lot of space or whatever#so i just have not wanted to deal with it but it's kinda out of hand#but i can really think about that after this particular project is done#and do puzzles again oh my god i have 3 puzzles waiting for me at least#plus my mom always has a bunch to be done since everyone knows to buy her puzzles lol but that has also gotten out of hand#i wouldn't mind getting rid of a couple of mine though just bc it is like okay you do it but then you just have it and it takes up space#would be cool to have pretty ones framed tho
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Jesse Wells and/or Ahsoka Tano for the blorbo bingo

Jesse my love!! I’ve talked about her here, but…this is a character I love more for what she could’ve been rather than what she is. Because what we do get…isn’t much, and it largely serves to make her more of a paragon of virtue than a fully-realized person.
She’s largely introduced via flashbacks and Harry as a teenage girl in college (presumably having skipped a few years), kidnapped by Zoom to get to Harry. We see that she has a loving and supportive but also strained relationship with Harry, and we hear (especially later, in s4) that her mother met an unspecified tragic fate—poor E2 Wells matriarch, she’s the ultimate fridged victim. She’s only ever brought up to further Harry’s arc in some way (we don’t even know her name!), while Jesse’s grief about her is very glossed-over. This can be forgiven as Jesse possibly being too young to remember her, but that in itself carries its own grief that’s never addressed. Did she go to therapy for that? (We’ll get back to this in a second.)
Her arc in s3…*sigh* underutilized potential to the max. Let’s start with the obvious: she’s a speedster now! Never mind that it took ages to manifest (no dark matter in her system in s2?? How??), that’s a minor problem. I don’t even mind Harry being overprotective—it’s a bit of a regression for him and Jesse, but this is a big change (and him giving her the suit is a great culmination to that). What makes no sense is how Jesse is so excited about it, without reservation. This is a young woman who was held hostage by a speedster for months! You’re telling me she gets superspeed and is ecstatic about it, with no reservations?
Her and Wally…well, I’ve talked about that here. Not much more to say about that tbh. I don’t like them together romantically and never will, they were better as friends.
Now on to s4…Jesse isn’t present much here, and admittedly the moment of Harry sharing his memories of his wife/Jesse’s mom with Jesse is very sweet. However, what I don’t appreciate is Harry & Jesse yet again having the same issue of miscommunication…yes, I know father-daughter dynamics can be complicated and not always linear, but!! They dealt with this already!! s2: “I promise to be the father you deserve” and s3: “you’ve always been my hero. Now, I just have to let you be one for everyone else.” Those were supposed to be the resolution moments!! Sure, parents and kids will always butt heads, but why are we back to where we were in s2/s3?? Nothing changed!
For that matter, I’ve never totally liked how Jesse is portrayed as always being in the right. I love her, I really do, but…she has a temper, she jumps to conclusions, she’s very rigid with morality, she runs away from her problems, etc. And these could’ve been such fascinating flaws to explore!! The only problem is, I don’t think they were intentional. Jesse always comes to the right conclusions, she always correctly berates Harry for his choices, she’s validated for running away while her kidnapper is still on the loose and could be anywhere, etc.
And let me be clear, I do get why she ran away. I get why she had that crisis, I really do. Her dad killed someone to keep Zoom from killing her, and that's a heavy thing. What I have a problem with is that the follow-up was...lacking.
Like, her freaking about it initially makes total sense, but the lack of follow-up is what bugs me. Sure, they talk about it, but…without context. I mean…remember, Turtle was abusive, sexist, and gross…and although this isn’t why Harry killed him, I’ve always been uncomfortable with the show framing Turtle as a poor, innocent victim. Same for some parts of the fandom treating Harry as an unabashed murderer for this when a) Turtle was a monster and b) Harry was doing it to further Zoom’s goals! Remember him? The guy who had Jesse hostage at the time, who would’ve definitely killed her if Harry hadn’t done as he asked? But no, it’s just Harry being overprotective again! 🤦♀️
And listen, I’m not saying he isn’t. It does seem like he’s a helicopter parent, and Jesse running away without telling him further proves this…but that makes this a vicious cycle. One that both of them contribute to, but that’s never discussed. This talk acts like Harry killing Turtle to keep Zoom from killing Jesse is the same thing as him being an overprotective parent. But that’s a) not an equal comparison and b) missing the root problem! They’re stuck in a cycle of Harry trying to shelter Jesse and her trying to break free—that’s what has to change, from both sides, but that s2 talk missed that mark.
And from what the later seasons show, it seems like it felt lacking to Harry and Jesse too, since they kept running through the same cycles until they finally connected in s4. Funnily enough, that happened when Harry did tell her and show her everything, when she got context for how he was acting! That's when they really connected!
(Before Harry got his memory screwed with, and then they both died two seasons later, but…hey, they’re presumably revived now. Hopefully things are better.)
It’s like the show was afraid to have her be wrong. Mostly because she’s never shown to do anything wrong—her choices are always validated and never examined. And it’s a shame because she has similarities to Harry: her bluntness, her tendency to run from difficult problems (or push them away, like when she kicked her dad off of Team Quick between s3 and s4), her quick temper (albeit hers isn’t as bad as Harry’s, but she’s still easily ticked off). It could’ve been so interesting to explore that…but no.
Oh, and let’s get back to that note from earlier: why doesn’t she seem to have any lingering grief over her mom? Even if you make the argument that maybe she was too young to remember her mom…would she not still feel a void there? Something missing from her life? Harry’s great, but he can’t be Mom and Dad. That’s a type of grief…and maybe Jesse doesn’t think about it, maybe she pushes it away, maybe she lashes out at Harry because you’re supposed to be the adult, damn it, you’re supposed to be better!
Maybe when he breaks down in front of her and shows her those memories, she realizes how alike they really are. But alas, the show didn’t want to explore that.
I know I’m putting way more thought into a side-character teenage girl than these mostly-guy-and-definitely-not-teenage writers did 😅 but I can’t help it, I wanted more for her. And that’s why I started writing my AU in the first place tbh—not just because I got an OC idea, but also to flesh out Jesse herself. Show some of her negative qualities, her similarities to her dad…and how amazing and wonderful she is, even with those flaws, especially as she grows and overcomes them 💞
(Oh also, there was no good place to put this, but…since the s4 memory-sharing scene used Tess’s voice for Jesse’s mom…her mom’s name in my headcanon is Tess Chambers, aligning with Jesse’s full name of Jesse Chambers Wells
This is also the rule I used to name Morgan: Jesse Morgan Wells, middle name taken from her mother, Tess Morgan.)
As for Ahsoka…I don’t know enough about her yet 😅 gotta finish TCW and get through Rebels!
send me a character, and I’ll fill out the bingo!
#jesse quick#jesse wells#harry wells#the flash#blorbo bingo#character bingo#i may have written an essay 😅 whoops#listen i have a lot of Feelings about my girl okay#i want better and more HOLISTIC writing for her#so that’s what she’s getting#morgan wells au#anti kidquick#anti quickwest#brotp: always so quick
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i feel like every time i draw/write any interaction of Harry and Jean back in the old disco days it just turns weirdly shippy?? even if i particularly don't want it to turn out this way?? is that a sign or
#i mean it's not that i have a problem with this ship#i just see their relationship as this weird kind of platonic thing when you don't really have any commitments to others#so you do a lot of things that you'd normally do with a partner of yours together#like going to events or such#plus i feel like harry's really repressed about his sexuality#even before martinaise#and jean#well i think jean seems like someone who dates people sometimes but it never gets very serious#as he's not very interested in relationships#like#ugh it's complicated okay#jean and relationships are complicated i hope we all agree on this one#now this is a lot of thoughts for a one small silly post#shitpost
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saw another absurd receipt anon that's been going around surrounding AOTV and I swear to god why does people post these kind of things and the fact that it's so detailed and indepth, also insider info, it's so fake and I don't get why people bother to post them, why, for clout?? Receipts like those always causes hysteria and endless discussions, it's dumb tbh
anon 2: jen have you seen the anon who’s apparently watched aotv? i really want your thoughts on that i don’t know what to think or what to believe but i’ll be really disappointed if what they’re saying is true
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I'm just gonna group these together--I've been out today, and it took me a while to figure out what everyone was all in a lather about, but it looks like a lot of other people have answered this, and a lot more coherently than I ever could! Check out this one, this one, and this one! And my tags!
#i feel like it's giving very much 'harry went on howard stern and omg can you believe he said this????'#and yeah he said it--but jesus the bad faith read on the tone#the out of context hand wring of it all#just so you could be the first one to stir up a lot of shit over literally nothing#and in this case especially so because a) HE HAS ALREADY SAID ALL OF THESE THINGS#and b) he probably will again!#the tone will be different but the message won't#and i don't think he's gonna shit on harry or anything#but he will mention the breakup of the band and he will mention harry around that#because he already has!#and he did it in a sincere way that reflected how he felt in that moment#which is human and normal and totally okay lmao#i really wish louis could market the whole 'pick someone supportive' bullshit and put it on merch or something#like idk what to tell you--if you're supporting a closeted artist#guess what?#they aren't gonna out themselves in a doc like this#and if you really do support him jesus maybe get excited#have some curiosity about what he's gonna say and how he's gonna say it
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“if harry, who has every right to hate snape, can see that it was horrible and call out sirius and remus who he loves so much, why can’t you?”
THIS. THIIIIIIISSSSS.
Harry was so upset over this memory of Snape. Even while thoroughly disliking Snape, he still could not comprehend why his father would do such a thing. Harry tried to make sense of it, to blame Snape, and yet could not! Because he himself said replied (heatedly mind you) to Sirius with "I'm fifteen." when Sirius (and sadly Lupin too, really) downplayed what happened.
For reference, I'll add under this cut excerpts from The Order of the Phoenix with the parts I believe most relevant as to how Harry was feeling and dealing with this situation:
(And what I've based a lot of my opinions on James, Sirius and Lupin (I still love you Lupin, your case is more complex.))
"He had no desire at all to return to Gryffindor Tower so early, nor to tell Ron and Hermione what he had just seen. What was making Harry feel so horrified and unhappy was not being shouted at or having jars thrown at him; it was that he knew how it felt to be humiliated in the middle of a circle of onlookers, knew exactly how Snape had felt as his father had taunted him, and that judging from what he had just seen, his father had been every bit as arrogant as Snape had always told him." Chapter 28, Snape's Worst Memory
"He felt as though the memory of it was eating him from inside. He had been so sure his parents were wonderful people that he had never had the slightest difficulty in disbelieving the aspersions Snape cast on his father's character. Hadn't people like Hagrid and Sirius told Harry how wonderful his father had been? (Yeah, well, look what Sirius was like himself, said a nagging voice inside Harry's head ... he was as bad, wasn't he?) Yes, he had once overheard Professor McGonagall saying that his father and Sirius had been troublemakers at school, but she had described them as forerunners of the Weasley twins, and Harry could not imagine Fred and George dangling someone upside-down for the fun of it ... not unless they really loathed them ... perhaps Malfoy or somebody who really deserved it .
Harry tried to make a case for Snape having deserved what he had suffered at James's hands: but hadn't Lily asked, 'What's he done to you?' And hadn't James replied, 'It's more the fact that he exists, if you know what I mean.' Hadn't James started it all simply because Sirius had said he was bored? Harry remembered Lupin saying back in Grimmauld Place that Dumbledore had made him prefect in the hope that he would be able to exercise some control over James and Sirius ... but in the Pensieve, he had sat there and let it all happen ...
Harry kept reminding himself that Lily had intervened; his mother had been decent. Yet, the memory of the look on her face as she had shouted at James disturbed him quite as much as anything else; she had clearly loathed James, and Harry simply could not understand how they could have ended up married. Once or twice he even wondered whether James had forced her into it ..."
[...]
"Lupin returned with Sirius at his heels moments later.
'What is it?' said Sirius urgently, sweeping his long dark hair out of his eyes and dropping to the ground in front of the fire, so that he and Harry were on a level. Lupin knelt down too, looking very concerned. 'Are you all right? Do you need help?'
'No,' said Harry, 'it's nothing like that ... I just wanted to talk ... about my dad.'
They exchanged a look of great surprise, but Harry did not have time to feel awkward or embarrassed; his knees were becoming sorer by the second and he guessed five minutes had already passed from the start of the diversion; George had only guaranteed him twenty. He therefore plunged immediately into the story of what he had seen in the Pensieve.
When he had finished, neither Sirius nor Lupin spoke for a moment. Then Lupin said quietly, 'I wouldn't like you to judge your father on what you saw there, Harry. He was only fifteen--'
'I'm fifteen,' said Harry heatedly.
'Look, Harry' said Sirius placatingly, 'James and Snape hated each other from the moment they set eyes on each other, it was just one of those things, you can understand that, can't you? I think James was everything Snape wanted to be--he was popular, he was good at Quidditch--good at pretty much everything. And Snape was just this little oddball who was up to his eyes in the Dark Arts, and James--whatever else he may have appeared to you, Harry--always hated the Dark Arts.'
'Yeah,' said Harry, 'but he just attacked Snape for no good reason, just because--well, just because you said you were bored,' he finished, with a slightly apologetic note in his voice.
'I 'm not proud of it,' said Sirius quickly.
Lupin looked sideways at Sirius, then said, 'Look, Harry, what you've got to understand is that your father and Sirius were the best in the school at whatever they did-- everyone thought they were the height of cool--if they sometimes got a bit carried away--'
'If we were sometimes arrogant little berks, you mean,' said Sirius.
Lupin smiled.
'He kept messing up his hair,' said Harry in a pained voice.
Sirius and Lupin laughed.
'I'd forgotten he used to do that,' said Sirius affectionately.
'Was he playing with the Snitch?' said Lupin eagerly.
'Yeah,' said Harry, watching uncomprehendingly as Sirius and Lupin beamed reminiscently. 'Well ... I thought he was a bit of an idiot.' "
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'How come she married him?' Harry asked miserably. 'She hated him!'
'Nah, she didn't,' said Sirius.
'She started going out with him in seventh year,' said Lupin.
'Once James had deflated his head a bit,' said Sirius.
'And stopped hexing people just for the fun of it,' said Lupin.
'Even Snape?' said Harry.
'Well,' said Lupin slowly, 'Snape was a special case. I mean, he never lost an opportunity to curse James so you couldn't really expect James to take that lying down, could you?'
'And my mum was OK with that?'
'She didn't know too much about it, to tell you the truth,' said Sirius. 'I mean, James didn't take Snape on dates with her and jinx him in front of her, did he?'
Sirius frowned at Harry, who was still looking unconvinced.
'Look,' he said, 'your father was the best friend I ever had and he was a good person. A lot of people are idiots at the age of fifteen. He grew out of it.'
'Yeah, OK,' said Harry heavily. 'I just never thought I'd feel sorry for Snape.' Chapter 29, Careers Advice
the one thing that will always make me furious is the way marauders fans downplay what happened in snape's worst memory. they had snape in the air, in front of a whole crowd, and exposed his underwear to everyone obviously against his will, then threatened to remove that too - which we have no reason to presume they didn't do. james was riled up and being cheered on, there was nobody there to stop him, no teachers nearby and we all know that remus wasn't going to say anything even though he was a prefect.
that is a form of sexual harassment, even if the underwear did stay on, and regardless of intention. and if you still can't see it, imagine how it would look if snape had been a girl. not a prank or joke or argument. call it what it actually was!
there is just simply no excuse for it either. snape was not a death eater, he hadn't done anything to them. he was a child simply sitting under a tree and minding his own business. and i truly believe that this is part of why it was his worst memory - yes, partially because he lost lily in this scene, but that's not the only reason. what happened here could leave anyone traumatised. he did not deserve that, in fact nobody does. this scene already disgusted me the first time i read the books way before i even liked snape. hell, it disgusted harry too. if harry, who has every right to hate snape, can see that it was horrible and call out sirius and remus who he loves so much, why can't you?
#severus snape#i will die on that hill#sorry for the hella long add to this post#this in particular is something i feel very strongly about (if it wasn't obvious)#bullying. assault. humiliation are NEVER okay and I could write a whole mf essay about that specific scene#actually I could write a whole essay on all of the “pranks” that were done to Severus and point out the correct terminology#both for what was happening and how it could affect a person#someday ill make a whole rant#and like honestly#I'm not hating on the marauders#I WISH i could like them and that era!!!#but almost every memory or flashback throughout the book made me so uncomfortable that I genuinely could not#I don't hate any of the characters tho. I just have a lot of opinions on them#so like not really...#antimarauders#?#but I definitely understand how it can come across as such#however definitely#pro severus snape#pro snape#harry potter#too#Snape's Worst Memory#this lives rent free in my mind in one of the worst ways possible tbh
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Kamala Harris just announced that her vice president will be Minnesota governor Tim Walz. Based on the coverage so far I'm really reassured by this decision.
The Washington Post did an obviously great job of making a prepared article for each option, considering how long an article they had up 7 minutes after the announcement.
((Okay technically it's not an official announcement yet it's "according to three people familiar with the pick, who spoke on the condition of anonymity to discuss a decision that is not yet public." But listen. I am 99% sure this is a weather balloon. (Meaning: a deliberate leak to gauge reaction.) Because the sheer weakness or incompetence on the part of the Harris campaign that it would take for three people to all confirm that within a few hours hours of each other and the planned announcement it is massive.))
-via The Washington Post, August 6, 2024
Honestly this decision, from everything I've read and can tell, looks like it's brilliant politics.
Important Context: The vice president(ial candidates)'s job in an election is not to be similar to the president. The vice president's job on the ballot is very, very much specifically to be different from the president. Why? So they can cover each others' weaknesses. Especially regionally.
(Sidenote: I feel a bit ridiculous saying this. But genuinely if you want to get a stronger understanding of how US elections really work. Go watch seasons 6 and 7 of The West Wing. Genuinely, a lot of politicians have said - especially back in its day - that that was the most accurate depiction of an election they'd ever seen. Also specifically features an entire arc about a contested Democratic primary convention, so also very good if you're interested in understanding weird nominating convention shenanigans.)
From the article:
"Harris’s choice for a running mate was among the most closely watched decisions of her fledgling campaign, as she sought to bolster the ticket’s prospects for victory in November and rapidly find someone who could be a governing partner. In picking Walz, she has selected a seasoned politician with executive governing experience and signaled the importance of Midwestern battleground states such as Wisconsin and Michigan.
Walz’s foray into politics came later in life: He spent more than two decades as a public school teacher and football coach, and as a member of the Army National Guard, before running for Congress in his 40s. In 2006, he defeated a Republican to win Minnesota’s 1st Congressional District--a rural, conservative area--and won reelection five times before leaving Congress to run for governor.
Walz was first elected governor in 2018 and handily won reelection in 2022. Though little-known outside his state, Walz emerged publicly as one of the earliest names mentioned as a possible running mate for Harris, and in the ensuing days he made the rounds on television as an outspoken surrogate for the vice president...
“These are weird people on the other side. They want to take books away, they want to be in your exam room. … They are bad on foreign policy, they are bad on the environment, they certainly have no health care plan, and they keep talking about the middle-class,” Walz told MSNBC in July. “As I said, a robber baron real estate guy and a venture capitalist trying to tell us they understand who we are? They don’t know who we are.”
Walz also has faced criticism from Republicans that his policies as governor were too liberal, including legalizing recreational marijuana for adults, protecting abortion rights, expanding LGBTQ protections, implementing tuition-free college for low-income Minnesotans and providing free breakfast and lunch for schoolchildren in the state.
But many of those initiatives are broadly popular. Walz also signed an executive order removing the college-degree requirement for 75 percent of Minnesota’s state jobs, a move that garnered bipartisan support and that several other states have also adopted.
“What a monster. Kids are eating and having full bellies, so they can go learn, and women are making their own health-care decisions,” Walz said sarcastically in a July 28 interview with CNN when questioned whether such policies would be fodder for conservative attacks, later adding: “If that’s where they want to label me, I’m more than happy to take the [liberal] label.”
Walz also spoke at a kickoff event in St. Paul for a Democratic canvassing effort, casting Trump as a “bully.”
“Don’t lift these guys up like they’re some kind of heroes. Everybody in this room knows--I know it as a teacher--a bully has no self-confidence. A bully has no strength. They have nothing,” Walz said at the event, sporting a camouflage hunting hat and T-shirt.
Walz has explained that he felt some Democrats’ practice of calling Trump an existential threat to democracy was giving him too much credit, which prompted his decision to denounce the GOP nominee instead as being “weird.”
“I do believe all those things are a real possibility, but it gives him way too much power," Walz said on CNN’s “State of the Union” regarding the Democrats’ rhetoric. “Listen to the guy. He’s talking about Hannibal Lecter, shocking sharks, and just whatever crazy thing pops into his mind.”
If Walz is elected vice president, under state law, Minnesota Lt. Gov. Peggy Flanagan (D) would assume the governorship for the rest of his term. Minnesota Senate president Bobby Joe Champion, a Democrat, would become lieutenant governor."
-via The Washington Post, August 6, 2024
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This guy. Sounds like. fucking Moderate swing-state/rural/Midwestern/southern/"heartland"/working class white voter catnip. He sounds like he's also a very smart politician and strong campaigner. And he's apparently genuinely a good guy with a good record, too.
He sounds like he's going to do a really good job of appealing to voters in several of the big deal swing states without being from any of them specifically. Which means it doesn't feel like pandering to one of the states involved (and thereby spurning the others), which is also great.
(Also he was the one who started "weird" @ conservatives and I think we should take that seriously as a very good political instinct/move. Judging in large part by how it has so clearly hit an actual nerve with conservatives like so little else. Also hugely relevant: that post going around about how part of why conservatives are so upset about "weird" is because in the Midwest, "weird" specifically also implies anti-social or harmful behavior.)
Officially feeling more optimistic about Trump not winning in November
#tim walz#minnesota#united states#us politics#kamala harris#harris 2024#2024 elections#election 2024#us elections#american politics#2024 presidential election#vice president#2024 election#kamala 2024#shoutout here to the post that
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