#I gave myself sadness
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My niece in 2042: Auntie... What's Tumblr?
Me: NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
#my sister's kids will be 15 in 2042#dear lord#tumblr will literaly be a relic#someday someone is going to find my tumblr#that's the day I die#bye bye miss american pie#throw my chevy to the levy but the levy was dry#OH MY GOD#SUPERNATURAL WILL BE 37 YEARS OLD#spn#sigh#I gave myself sadness#alone again naturally#destiel#castiel#supernatural
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Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years, i'll -
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#crowley/aziraphale#crowley#anthony j crowley#good omens fanart#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#good omens#the bookshop#I made myself sad and now I'm making it ya'll problem#I gave up on the shading at some point#thunderjellyfisharts
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home improvements.
#ts4#the sims 4#simblr#ts4 gameplay#ts4 legacy#🔮#i realised part of my issue was to do with how i was playing w the game#like i tried to make it hard on myself by increasing bills and they had NO MONEY#so i couldnt decorate#and i was sad#it made no sense considering the house they live in so#i gave in and just decorated#hart: g1#hart legacy
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Trans Curly headcanons are fascinating to me cause like… Jimmy would resent him more for it.
Masculinity is a weird underlying thing in their dynamic where Jimmy feels inferior to Curly about not only their job positions but roles in life. The idea that Curly is the better man who also made himself such would be such a blow to Jimmy’s already fragile and unstable ego. Like it’s not just that he’s just transphobic, he hates Curly’s ability to craft himself into what he wants to be successfully, it not about Curly being afab but Curly still being the better man.
But then he wouldn’t get the self image issues one can face, feeling like an imposter in a space you wanted to be in or even scared to be there. He’d just think Curly always gets what he desires and thinks nothing of it like he always has.
#also like it would be horrifying post crash cause like the implications and themes in the game I won’t get into rn#but this was inspired but a cute ish fic where Anya gave Curly his T shot cause like that’s just cute#and then it’s sad cause maybe I’m thinking Curly didn’t want to think or accept Jimmy would do such a thing because it means he could’ve#done something like that to him and the underlying fears that trans men and masc can have in male spaces of being found out and punished for#it and it’s an interesting thing to think about if it were canon or not cause like what if yknow? like trusting someone with a fact like#that about yourself only to see them torment and dehumanize someone in a way you easily could’ve been and still could be but this ain’t bout#that like Jimmy would have envy and resentment about Curly no matter if Curly was or wasn’t trans or if he disabled before the crash or#whatever cause he just resented Curly for being what he couldn’t be genuinely#mouthwashing#but back to Anya doing his T shot it’s like sad and cute cause it’s like useless now but it’s also so important to him and she’s such a good#friend and nurse to still do it and he has to think about despite all he didn’t do for her she still is doing this little thing for him and#I’ll see myself out on my sadness
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it's hell on earth to be heavenly them's the breaks, they don't come gently
#daniel ricciardo#dr3#went on a hike the sunday after the official announcement and listened to this song on repeat for probably 3 of the 8 miles#POV: me in the middle of the woods telling myself to get it together#while crying about a 35 year old millionaire before I end up passing someone on the trail and they call the police on me#so song is about how female stars are treated overtime and when they first arrive they're praised for being authentic and refreshin#but once the shine wears off and they're a little older and reveal imperfections or they struggle they become a target for ridicule#and then they're discarded for the next new thing in town and the cycle keeps repeating itself forever#which to me so closely mirrors daniel's trajectory in F1 in the eyes of the media#but also when you take the lyrics at face value they are just so daniel...#the f1 ecosystem and more specifically the redbull “family” are fake as hell#and yet daniel is one of their most genuine products who actually can't be easily reproduced (but by god they'll try)#he showed a great deal of promise despite coming from a place that really never should've produced a successful f1 driver#because the cards were stacked against him and nobody really thought he would make it#but he did and he gave us 13 brilliant years (and he has SO much more to give and do and succeed at and he will)#but the wheel of time keeps spinning and the cycle continues for the next shiny new toy that they can nurture and then destroy#anyway i'm not totally in love with these gifs but I need to be done w/them and I had to exorcise this demon that was making me sad
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fellas is it gay to kiss your narrative foil..... 🤔😳
#[narrator voice] it Was in fact exactly what they thought#i heart posting joyness right before i leave for class and then making myself run late. apparently. second time im doing this LOL#i kiiiinda. gave up on polishing the painting BUT i'm still happy with it😊wanted to test my new brushes....with yuri of course what else#also sadness can. surprise kissie joy. as a treat :)#inside out 2#inside out#inside out joy#inside out sadness#joyness#joy x sadness#stardrop#inside out fandom#sketchbook
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Someone needs to stop me from making so many animal AUs LMAO
Anyways here's the life gang as deer because!!! deer are cool!!! I'm pretty proud of the species choices if I do say so myself :]
#trafficblr#inthelittlewood#goodtimeswithscar#grian#tangotek#impulsesv#pearlescentmoon#bdoubleo100#zombiecleo#ethoslab#bigbstatz#ldshadowlady#smallishbeans#solidaritygaming#jimmy solidarity#smajor1995#dangthatsalongname#rendog#yes i gave pearl fangs i think she deserves them <3#really proud of myself for assigning bdubs as the second smallest species of deer. look at that guy#i did assign mumbo a species but then realized id have to draw a deer with a mustache and. i didnt really want to do that#ALSO!!! I LOVE REEVES MUNTJAC#AND IM SO HAPPY WITH HOW WELL IT FITS TANGO#sad that i didnt get to have my fav deer species in here but tufted deer have very iconic eyebrows and none of these guys do so#rocketdoodles
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He's electric ⚡
#MANDATORY SUMMER COMEBACK HAKURYUU POST#Let's be honest this isn't my best work#Still#I like it <3#I MADE THE HAIR NO REFERENCE AND IN A MINUTE I FEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF#I must tell everyone about that#inazuma eleven#inazuma eleven go#my art#ejhejjej I almos forgot about the tags#Eky makes backgrounds be scared#Hakuryuu#This guy really needs to get a surname#Gues s who's been listening an embarrassing amount to Oasis#(me!!!!)#Even though I made this with Gorillaz on the bg#It was this song what gave me the idea to make this drawing heheh#I MISSED TAG RANTING SO MUCH I'M HAVING MY MOMENT HERE#Hello tag veterans#I'm facing the truth that I don't know all the people in the tag anymore#That's sad because I really miss Inablr#Spotify
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Someday (hopefully) an angsty youth in Toma will complain to their mentor “we can’t all be as wise and never make mistakes like you”
And an old-but-not-as-old-as-her-years-would-suggest Ame will think of a flooded witchfire plain and fire bursting across a platform covered in magical sand and panicking mages.
And she’ll laugh, but it will be tinged with hint of sadness. “Never make mistakes, eh? I know one or two people who’d disagree with that”
And The Witch of Toma would absentmindedly scratch behind the ears of a fox, fur long gone to gray, as a voice in her head would gently say “I know boss, I miss them too”
#worlds beyond number spoilers#worlds beyond number#wbn#the wizard the witch and the wild one spoilers#the wizard the witch and the wild one#ame the witch#the fox wbn#Ame fucked up this episode for sure#at least a little bit#and then i remembered that Ame will outlive suvi#and gave myself a sad#well. Ame will outlive Suvi if she doesn’t get herself killed first#for the sake of this snippet Eursulon is fine just went back to the spirit world
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finally sending my busted old montblanc in for repairs after sitting on it for over a decade everyone wish me a not too expensive quote
#fountain pens#it was properly messed up. i spent a long time trying to fix it myself to little avail#its so special to me i really wanna see it working again someday and parts for its particular make are SUPER RARE#old man gave my mom a big bag of old pens as thanks for her help back when she worked at the bank and she gave it to me#and the montblanc was the one fountain pen in there and it was like a magical treasure to me#especially cus the nib feels SOOO good. it feels amazing#i can only assume the old man was left handed cus it's worn down in such a perfect way for me specifically#also embarrassing and sad but the damage was entirely caused by 14 year old me trying to take apart the piston to clean it#its my one big regret#whenever i think about the time machine to go back and fix something scenario the first thing that comes to mind is this pen#going back to teen me and saying PUT THE PEN DOWN IT LITERALLY JUST NEEDS TO SOAK IN SOME WATER AND A LITTLE FRESH SILICONE GREASE#my bemoanings
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#tried rlly hard to shade this like skin blender idk but gave up and just half toned it#my shading is shit and I can’t draw astarion for shit#man i hate realism#why do i keep trying to do it#anyways i hate the way this came out but i feel bad for not posting today#my art#art#digital art#sketch#astarion#astarion bg3#bg3 astarion#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#bg3 fanart#bg3 art#baldur’s gate iii#concept art#i should stop comparing my art to other’s bcs everytime i try to change my artstyle and force myself to draw in a new style i fail and die#the way i pick up art styles is just fun experimentation and somehow never made by studying other people’s artstyle#im not ready for my holiday to end but at the same time i feel like most of my bad thoughts are generated by too much free time#so mayhaps losing my free will for like 12 hours a weekday will fix my sads so uhhh#idk man#nobody reads these tags so i can say whatever i want#if you��re reading this uhhh#sorry you had to read me vent in an shitty astarion doodle post
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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She just wanted a friend :(
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#pomni#gummigoo#tadc spoilers#the amazing digital circus spoilers#josh art tag#okay but this ep was really interesting in the subtle ways it showed that pomni didnt think of the others as friends#like i suppose it shouldve been obvious#but i think myself and many other members of the fandom knew from the pilot that they would end up friends and we realized the potential#and then combined with the time between eps#i kinda forgot that they werent really friends#pomni actually spent most of the pilot separated from them in exit maze hell#and was Going Thru It the rest of the time#but this eps pomni dynamics with the rest were super interesting#esp how she wasnt really receptive to ragathas friendliness#and then the ending!! how a funeral of all things gave her comfort and hope!#i think that showed her that these truly are real people#not just like part of this weird digitap hell like caine#and that even if she abstracts she will be remembered#and people will be sad about what happened to her and mourn her#the scene of everyones (minus jax's) hands grabbing her as she falls makes me so emotional 🥺
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AND HGDUO/GOSSIPDUO/QMOCKINGJAYS YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS!!!
#hgduo#gossipduo#qmockingjays#badboyhalo#cellbit#qsmp#listen im rly sad so i need to duo post just a little- I had this queued but swagever im posting it now#prolly up there with k!lckity for dynamics that altered my brain and will haunt me#I think about them so much I’ve had to restraint myself over and over from bringing them up in so many posts you have no idea 😭#if things continue somehow and things are stable enough that i feel okay watching then great awesome#if not then im so glad it gave me them- not only a great roleplay duo but also just good vibes I loved them#just a millenniums old demon and the funny little cat he found on a battlefield solving mysteries and eating people ;u;#gif#maybe tomorrow i'll change my url just cuz idk#I wish we could've gotten more with them... they really are great together- maybe we will- qsmp or not#anyway I have salmon that's gonna go bad unless if I cook it like... right now LOL!
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20 POSTERS FOR JUNGWON'S 20TH !!!
#enhypenet#kpopco#malegroupsnet#enhypen#jungwon#heetual#how did we get here.. again.. how did i convince myself to do this again.. look.. if i never make another poster at least you know why#tbf compared to sunoo's i'm feeling better creatively bc i gave myself a bit more time blah blah blah i changed my background colour just#for these and i'm kind of digging F3F0DD idk.. like maybe i'm a yellow background girl these days.. ik poster ten is grey and now im lookin#at it with resentful eyes but idk if i saved the psd or if i have the effort to change it.. it will bug me.. no. idc idc stop asking abt it#next year riki will turn 20 and i will isolate myself for the last time.... kind of sad honestly whatever idc#UGH and poster nine is also not yellow i think it's F1F1F1 which is my go to off white.. WHATEVER what do you think about passionfruit by#nmixx lmk and thanks for looking at my posters please enjoy and lmk your fave if u have one mine is 4 or 5 <333#also im sure the quality is awful sorry about it shrug emoji#z.enhypen#z.gfx#z.jungwon#happy jungwon day
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trying to coax myself into the shower like i'm a cat scared of the bath
#idk how long its been#gave myself what i call a bird bath in the sink yesterday to get the key areas like pits and whatnot#how sad is it i cant remember the last time i actually showered oh my goddddd#💭
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