#I fucking cried during this episode

[ladyorlandodream]

"I have no one else in my life like you, or Jane, or Cliff. All I have is us" - Rita Farr

[erphy]

i will remember you until the end of my days. but at the same time i will look for my own words!

[camellcat]

right. finished s7 of buffy. I cannot believe what made me start bawling my eyes out wasn’t like idk fucking spike burning to a crisp, or maybe the loss of sunnydale cause those sorts of things can make me sad, or even the fact the show was ending, but anya. oh. my. god. how could they DO that to her?

[jookyuns]

been thinking about how much i love monsta x & their weird antics (everyone trying to murder jooheon for the giggles)

[tiny-moss-patch]

just finished the most recent rewatch and I gotta say, I've watched this show so many times but only this time I finally understood it. especially the ending. and I'm so so sad to let them all go. this show, these characters are so incredibly special to me and they will forever have a place in my heart.

[the-friend-of-chickens]

i love when John suggests saving the people in the cave and Arthur is like "nooooo i want to survive!!! i don't want to get killed" but like ten minutes later he tries to kill the extremely violent dude that wasn't even his target because, well, "i don't give a fuck about getting killed".

[thatnerdydino]

finished watching desconjuração

[moose-muffin]

HI SPOILERS LOWKEY

Loser, Baby (Angel and Husk Duet) AAAAAAA THIS EPISODEEEEE

[newrcgime]

i'm watching the monster menendez brothers show and fuck im really struggling with it

[ifeelfreewithoutmyshoes]

I think that ending is gonna stick with me for a while…

[starboye]

starring: rafe cameron x male reader

request: top reader x rafe - fucking rafe during his angry episodes to calm him down

warnings: smut, top!male reader, bottom!rafe, daddy kink, light ass slapping, cursing, lil pet names

director note: i actually liked making this

rafe usually got into big arguments with his dad ward, leaving him boiling with rage and no way to get rid of it other than you plowing his hole, now here he was in this exact situation after he came into your apartment fuming with anger, him bent over on your couch as you plowed into him, restricting his hands behind his back.

"you like that rafey" you tease leaning down to his ear, slightly biting at it making him whimper "mgh harder" rafe cried out into the cushion "okay then" you said moving your hips with more force into him now basically fucking the anger out of him one thrust at a time "so damn tight, i might start fucking you when you're angry more" you chuckle slapping his ass making him jolt forward.

"y/n i want it" rafe says backing his ass onto you "are you ready to be calm now" you ask wrapping your fingers in his hair and tugging to pull his face out of the couch "mhm" rafe nods furiously "words rafe" you demand "fuck- yes daddy" rafe croaks feeling his dick jolt with pleasure as he cums to your words and dick.

"such a good boy for me" you mutter leaning in to attack his neck with kisses and hickeys, further claiming him as yours "yes... im all yours" rafe says arching his back to let your ruin his guts deeper "yeah stay just like that for me" you says holding his hips with one hand before cumming in rafe.

long thick ropes of cum spurting into his hole, painting his walls white with your arousal before he falls onto the couch with heavy pants, you sitting down next you him and rubbing his back "want me to get you some water" you ask, he slowly nods to your request.

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[inkivaarinensart]

Rewatching the series and knowing this was coming: I wont cry. I wont cry. I will not-

*Painful calls from Watson*

Ah goddamnit tearducts you have betrayed me

so did YOU cry at jeremy brett holmes almost calling out to a devastated watson across the reichenbach falls but stopping himself at the last second or are you a fucking liar

[inkskinned]

the body is such a strange and vapid creature. i am eating soup with noodles that i cooked in a microwave. i don't know how microwaves work, only that most of my meals come from her yellow mouth. i put mine on the fridge; i have to stand on tip toes to take the bowl out, balancing it on fingertips.

i have to eat soup because i'm coughing up blood.

when you have been raised wrong, conditions of alarm are offset. which is to say that three weeks ago, i had a panic attack because i thought i saw him the liquor store. i collapsed into a heap, ready to sob into multicolored gin bottles. it was just someone who looked a lot like him, working a shitty 9-5. the poor man. what must it be like, to have someone go pale at your profile.

i spoke too loudly during a zoom meeting, and nobody answered immediately. the shame of that scoured my entire ribcage clean. i hated the experience so much i wrote it down in my notes: a reminder not to be so fucking annoying!

but the conditions of alarm are met at the moment. i am well-and-truly ill, the blood in my hand and on the pavement. at this moment in dr. house episodes i would be swaying, and then i'd collapse delicately and awaken in a crisp hospital bed. instead my dog bites my hand in excitement. now there is blood on his muzzle.

i am diabolically, almost robotically calm about it. i laugh about it, actually. i am feeling positively waifish. i am one nightgown away from holding an oil lamp up and saying milord? are thee turnin' in for the night? new blood is pinkish, almost feminine in her brightness, a tease into the tissue.

i haven't ever cried at a funeral. i didn't know you were actually allowed to. it felt like new blood - a way of making it about me, when my job is to flatter the shadows and stay tucked out of the way. i am always doing something for someone else. i am always earning my keep. i am always loveable, because i will do what it takes to make you able to love me.

here are the personal things i have been worried about in the last three weeks: if the spider i put outside was now able to restart her life. if an hour and a half every day is enough walking for a greyhound. if i drink too much coffee. if all my friends secretly hate me. if i'm a bad friend and i should be sad about it. what happens after this next goalpost? what if i'm deeply and inherently boring?

i cough up blood. my mouth tastes like iron gummies. i am not worried about this. my body is a seahorse. my body is an ocean wave. i can detach from it, be outside of it - just float away.

[timkontheunsure]

Playing episode snap

To work out which bits of their relationship was Stolas focusing on during All 2 You

Murder Family

Start of their deal

Loo Loo Land

Stolas calling Blitz cute

The Harvest Moon Festival

Then we don't see either of these. Probably the pain games

but this looks to like "Yoo woo Blitzy"

Truth Seekers

That Blitz has squishable cheeks, when he's scolding him for not being more careful.

Getting to romantically hold him after saving IMP from the DHORKS. (Not their kiss, or Blitz offering to fuck his brains out straight after this bit).

Ozzie's

Think this is Blitz after Fizz puts him back in his seat when Ozzie says that he gave up his wife and kid for him.

Stolas trying to hold Blitz hand after hiding.

Stolas saw Blitz's look as they left Ozzie

Blitz tearing up then covering his face, after saying Stolas only wants him for sex.

Stolas crying on the stairs

The Circus

Smoltiz running to their chandler

Stolas doesn't remember Blitz have the sack of treasure. So probably doesn't connect this memory with being robbed.

There first time together

Stolas deciding to get the Asmodeus Crystal for Blitz so he can choose

Think this him singing about the comfortable lie bit.

Seeing Stars

Couldn't find any bits. Probably cus his main focus was finding Via. And Blitz blew off seeing him that night after.

Western Energy

Or this one. Was worried they'd put in his almost last words, but nope. Pheww

The Full Moon

Blitz's first reaction to seeing the Asmodeus Crystal. He clocked it from just the box.

Stolas focusing on Blitz calling his feelings bullsh*t and the f*ck you.

Stolas flinching when Blitz screams Blitch at him.

And front view of him crying when he thinks Blitz hates him.

Apology Tour

Stolas walking away after Blitz's fake (not really fake) apology and calling him derogatory gay.

Stolas probably wondering why Blitz made Ozzie sweet partner, who he tried to help save, cry. (Also no you didn't Blitz, you cried twice).

And these are the ones I couldn't work out that didn't look like new stuff

Anyone able to place these?

[mxleedy]

i love this show so much cries

the last episode in review for inanimate insanity EVER!!!!

as always, SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 18 OF INANIMATE INSANITY SEASON TWO!!!!!

holy shmowzow

this was a fantastic episode, such a fun and satisfying way to end everything off yknow

let’s get into it!!!!

this first segment was heartbreaking.

seeing mephone reflect on everything he’s done and seeing the consequences of his actions was such an incredibly crafted sequence. his disassociation, his distance from what’s happening, it really shows how traumatic all this is for him. mephone has lost everyone he has ever loved, and he’s stuck with a man who has done nothing but demean and hurt him. he feels hopeless, and the song in this segment also gorgeously captures that.

his slow walk to the cliff edge, looking over everything he’s lost, only for cobs to pull him away? amazing, mephone’s not really there because there’s nothing to be there for, and cobs is trying to pull him back into reality.

this idea of like a cloud in mephone after everyone was deleted was so interesting, like i get it was forshadowed and all but its so cool that its so non-linear too

anyway, BOX?? i’ll be real, i was always a box hater, and i’m glad to know that alive box is too. she’s actually such a cool character though and i totally love her. her and suitcase both having experiences with drowning was so interesting too, like okay i see you brown retangular characters who were somewhat meek but grew from that and also have had bad experienced with water.

also, ahem ahem, new suitcase ship?

also, just because i understand that tumblr has a photo limit, seeing mephone stand up to cobs by warning the prime shimmer was wonderful. he’s finally taking action to amend what he’d done. granted, it didn’t really work out, but what matters is that he tried right?

i am so glad they canonically met

they’re two characters that have grown from their anger filled behaviour and (ultimately) end up making a sacrifice for the people they love. they’re also just violent idiots at some points, and i think that’s really great for them.

also, KNICKLE CRUMBS, 4s comforting knife after he expresses his upsetness about pickle ough my heart.

now all of the hug scenes were very cute but WHAT.

this felt like a 35 minute payjay makeout scene because i was not expecting this. salt’s total freakout was hilarious too, alongside pepper’s awkward congratulations, though i can tell salt will NOT be coping well with the realisation of the guy she’s pining over being gay.

also, i’m not adding the photo for this one, but the starfruit and guava drama went crazy i loved it

WAAAAAH

this was an incredible scene for mepad, because it really emphasises his core values. its clear that he adores the contestants, his actions since he’s arrived have made that very clear. but he’s also incredibly selfless, you have to be to make a sacrifice like that. he’s always seen potential in every character, and i think people forget that sometimes. he dislikes mephone because mephone doesn’t acknowledge the contestants’ efforts, and that he withholds information from them for his own benefit. he’s just such an incredible character

also, i’m honestly not all that surprised that the genocidal business ceo pulled out a branded knife to stab his creation, thats all i wanted to say.

this is such a pivotal moment for knife.

it’s representative of his atonement for what he’s done wrong as a whole. he sacrificed his safety for someone who despised him due to what heMd done in the past. he was the type not to tolerate these kinds of people, and its just wonderful seeing him overcome such things and move forth yknow

this was hilarious actually, also offering it up to mephone was insane

knickle crumbs,,,,,,,,, i love them so much

also knife becoming a ghost was hilarious to me because i’m currently writing a fic about PICKLE being a ghost but oh well new au i guess??

DO YOU SEE THESE LOOKS OK like you’re in love with him little buddy

also taco being petty about pickle’s forgiveness for mephone shows that she still has a really long way to go in terms of genuinely apologising, and i really hope she gets there eventually yknow

this was overall a really sweet ending for a fantastic show, and i am so happy it ended the way it did. sure it was a little silly at points, but inanimate insanity always has been. a bug musical number featuring all the songs from episodes past just felt like the perfect way to finish up a show like this.

as someone who’s been watching this show since 2015, this ending meant a lot to me, because its an ending to a big part of my life as well (to a degree, i will not be ceasing posting). and i feel like this episode beautifully shows that yes the future’s unpredictable and unknown, but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t keep going anyway. build your own future yknow!!

but yeah, this was fantastic, and words cannot express how grateful i am for inanimate insanity as a whole. thank you animation epic, for everything.

[tallykale]

episode 19

as you can probably tell, i've thought a lot about what post-canon one would look like in my vision... i've said before that i have issues with straightforward fix-its, and i do genuinely love the tragic open-ended conclusion that the series has, but i... am not immune to playing with characters like dolls LOL

here's some writeups about where everyone is at mentally in these pictures. please please please PLEEEASE feel free to ask me more about this cuz i love talking about my beautiful mind palace

charlotte: somehow the most optimistic person in here, mostly out of necessity. when she died, she saw parker leading her out of a cave as her waiting room and was about to take his hand when airy respawned her, so she has a brief moment of bonding with bryce when he talks about the waiting room and seeing stella. with the knowledge that there is potentially a way to get out (bryce and liam being the proof) and the fear of rotting away again she is by far the most actively motivated to help liam figure out the computer. a lot of her days are spent talking to liam over the mic and writing out the code in the dirt so she can try to understand it. she still has to push against her natural misanthropy (and often shouts at liam or bryce for being fucking stupid and useless) but both working on the code and helping amelia give her something concrete to focus on outside herself. she wants to get home so she can make amends with her friends. charlotte is scared of dying! she's really genuinely horribly scared of dying and has awful vivid nightmares about rotting away. she often pushes amelia into talking about her life which causes some tension, but it's because she really hates seeing amelia lose herself like that - a metaphorical rotting away of the self.

subway seat & atom: not on the same level of pure existential depression as the batch 1 contestants, but they both feel the hopeless mood pretty harshly regardless. subway feels very lonely as the only hidden object still 'awake', and likes to carry whippy creamy around rather than just leave him sitting on the ground constantly. tray is too big and unwieldy for him to do that with, but he 'hangs out' with her anyway, talking to her and whippy creamy in the hopes that it'll get them to want to wake up again. atom doesn't talk much, but he still carries his piece of grass. he's definitely the person who's the least affected by the prospect of being stuck on the plane forever, since he… doesn't really perceive existence in the same way as everyone else? he's an atom. but his time in the competition definitely made him view everyone else as friends, and he feels even more powerless than usual in the face of this incomprehensibly difficult problem.

amelia: falls into total hopelessness when bryce rejoins, basically seeing it as the final sign that they're never going home. still calls everyone their competition names (she actually gets into a big fight with bryce about it lol). she gets really clingy and dependent on bryce when he first comes back but it crashes and burns pretty quickly when, during an argument, bryce tells her how much he wishes he could just go back and never have let liam in and forgot about everything… which really sucks for amelia to hear, given that she's part of that everything. after that, with bryce isolating himself, she's kind of reliant on charlotte to keep her going. she blames liam for airy dying and secretly kind of thinks he killed him but just isn't telling them… she also doesn't really believe there's any way of getting out and is just kind of waiting around to die of, like, old age i guess. after how long she's been here, amelia is convinced that she has nothing to even go back to and frequently forgets details about her life. regularly cries and hates being alone. the shift markings on the side of the water tub have changed from being a way to keep track of time and stay sane to a horrible reminder of how long they've been here and how much longer of an eternity they have before them.

bryce: hates himself and liam and airy and the plane and his entire stupid fucking life. bryce is really, really fucking pissed off at liam for losing the notes and letting texty die and every other mistake he's made, and isn't shy about telling him that. as well as being angry, he's also incredibly miserable, because he was finally starting to turn his life around (he quit drinking after the plane) and now it's all for nothing - and even worse, those 7 months he spent getting better were 7 months he did nothing to help the rest of them, especially amelia. he's horribly guilty about that, and that he didn't tell amelia about the fake votes before he was eliminated… but finds it easier to just let liam take the heat for that one at first. after he fights with amelia about it he becomes a bit of a hermit, hanging out by himself next to the plug, and never responds when liam tries to talk. contemplates suicide regularly but pretty much the only option is drowning himself, and the idea of that still scares him more than staying like this forever. would kill for a beer.

liam: tortured by horrible guilt every day over a million different things. these include getting bryce pulled back into this (plus delayed guilt over getting him for real killed), letting texty die and not saying anything about the charger, not telling amelia that everything was fake, knowing that charlotte is going to die if he doesn't get really smart really fast… he's frequently gripped by fits of rage where he almost smashes the computer and has to hobble around outside with the axe for a while to blow off steam. he has really bad nightmares and dissociative episodes, made worse by the isolation and spending hours in a dark cave. liam really wants to fix things with everyone but genuinely has no idea how to start that conversation. he assumes airy killed himself (and views it as an unforgiveably cowardly move) and directs a lot of resentment towards him. he has a lot of things he wants to say, especially to bryce, but the fact that he cant talk to anybody one on one makes things difficult. spends a lot of time just reading through the code, too afraid to actually make any changes in case everyone explodes, but talking it through with charlotte at least makes him feel like he's doing something. more than he would like to admit, liam catches himself staring at the plane as if it's a simulation or a livestream.