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i will remember you until the end of my days. but at the same time i will look for my own words!
#vash the stampede#vash fanart#trigun stampede#trigun#tristamp#trigun fanart#trigun vash#vash trigun#trigun 2023#vash my beloved#i cried A LOT during 11 episode#bro the fucking geranium#its just HITS DIFFERENT
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I love the idea of reincarnated soulmates finding each other in every lifetime, every universe, every timeline. Imagine, a cocky Wolfwood walking into a coffee shop, laughing with Livio. They sidle up to the empty counter, and... suddenly, he smells geraniums. It's overwhelming and nearly chokes him, filling his senses like some otherworldly, ghostly scent.
He stops dead in his tracks and slowly turns to the counter. A beautiful cashier with swooping golden hair, three gold hoops in one ear peers up at him with impossibly blue eyes, a bright pink apron tied over his solid waist and broad chest - and this positively gorgeous cashier seems frozen to where he stands as well, motionless, hand wrapped around an empty cup with a marker in the other.
His name tag reads Vash.
Something about him feels like... a summer's night, wrapped up in a blanket while watching the stars. He feels like a familiar hand on the back of his neck, calming him down. He feels like blood on his teeth and his lips and his tongue, and for some unknowable reason, Wolfwood wants to kiss him breathless.
He wants to...
"Bro, what the fuck!" Livio suddenly hisses at his side. "Are you crying? Why are you crying!"
He didn't realize he was, but in the coolness of the coffee shop, he can feel the tear trails streaming down his hot cheeks, and it takes an act of God to blink away the unshed, wavering tears blotting out the golden and pink vision before him.
"Have we..." He swallows hard, thickly, passed a lump in his throat, and ignores Livio altogether. "Have we met before?"
The man tilts his head sideways, and slowly twerks the corners of his mouth into a half smile. It's genuine and soft, sweet, breathtaking, and something about it makes him cry harder. Seeing him smile.
"I don't know," Vash says, and sits the cup onto the countertop, "but, if we have, I'd like to meet you again."
#trigun#trigun stampede#why am i making myself cry at 6 PM on a thursday#vashwood#woodvash#wv#vw#even worse if one of them remembers#probably vash
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TRIMAX VOLUME ONE LETS GOOOOOO ....i didnt remember this was just 6 chapters...wow
ANYWAY LETS GO
chap 1:
-youre right IT MUST BE TOLD TIL THE END OF TIMES
-1st act of god you say...huh
-yeah who could believe that...thats insane....jaja
-ERIKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
-ik this was written in the 90s but i still dont like eriks saying that, like wth man lina is right
-hey lina :3 missed you
-....i like the new glasses...
-THAT SHOT REFLECTING VAHS YES THATS NICE LETS GO
-"lina cover your eyes :]" oh :c
-"oh is eriks again" :c
-YEAH GRANNY KILL THEM ALL >:D
-"stop. some legend that is" ow :c
-this is all just so sad cuz he rea;;y wanted to retire but he cant :c hes vash the stampede
-ww laughing at fake vash is the best xd
-YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH >:D
-also thats funny cuz yeah vash COULD shoot you in a matter of seconds but thats not what his name means and i really like that :3
chap 2:
-aw lina :c
-imagine going to the store and finding the silliest/most depressed wet cat in the universe ready for adoption
-GIVE ME THE PONY TAIL STAMPEDE GIVE IT TO ME PLS
-ok but how did you (from the perspective of a stranger) figure that knives was a name? knives comes from knife, so if a random person read "knives" wouldn't they think about the utensil first?????
-vash: how do you know so much about this evil entity that is my brother?
ww: hehe, please
-ily lina theyre talking bs
-YEAH >:D FREE BODY GUARD
-...im not ready for stampede eriks i will evaporate
-OH MY GOD THE HAIR
-BRO SHUT UP OFC SHE SAYS SHE DOESNT HAVE THAT POWER WHEN HE KICKED (i think) A FUCKING BULLET IM SO SAD
-....I WILL EVAPORATE IM TELLING YOU
chap 3:
-YEY MERYLS BDAY :D
-go get your vacation queen ily
-keele i will yeet you into the sun
-im never not going to be so fucking mad at HOW EASY THAT WAS BECAUSE THIS BASTARD MENTIONED MERYL LIKE IK YOU MISS YOUR DEAR FRIEND BUT OMG it just makes me sad
-wolfwood :3
-i like that :3 meryl just cant be an office person anymore when shes discover more of her world and people like vash. even if she almost died a lot of times, those were also the times when she was alive.
-YEAH MILLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
chap 4:
-:c
-ok but that panel with mostly shade is scary
-i also want to lift my whole self with my arm :D (she said even though just walking places makes him tired)
-ok but if he trained like that for 150 years no wonder he's the only pro gunman ever
-i like his face on that panel, he's amazed and proud that one of his siblings survived for that long
-vash knows why is it always like that and he understands it but god he wishes so hard for it to just fucking stop and it breaks my little heart
-hes literally just an anime girl saying "hi-mi-tsu :3" (im so sorry i will never say that again but I'm right)
-he remembers people and names after so many fucking years
-also those children probably have never met him but vash gives so much ragdoll energy that they went with it (ok never mind maybe they did but you get the idea)
-cmon brad :c why are you so mean to him :c
-SHUT UP OMG SHUT UP
-all of this just backs up the SA interpretation and although it hurts my feelings....damn its just good writing. like not knowing what your own body can do and people taking advantage of that...makes me fucking sick (in a good and bad way i truly don't know how to explain it)
-BRAD LEAVE HIM THE FUCK ALONE AHHHHHH >:c WHY IS EVERYONE SO MEAN TO HIM
-noooooooooooooooooooooo :c every time someone calls/vash calls himself a monster this user loses 5 years of their life :D
-wolfwood sir your projection will make me want to eat my own arm
-NIGHTOW IM JUST PROCESSING WHAT WW SAID YOU CANT THROW CUTE LITTLE FACES AT ME SIR PLS NOOOO
-"run away run away ">:b" i love him so much
chap 5:
-the chapters cant keep starting with flashbacks I'm gonna start WEEPING
-is geranium tea a thing? maybe vash would like geranium tea
-how dare you, my vash the stampede would never side with the cops, he's acab i know that in my heart
-THAT ONE PANEL MY BELOVED (the onle about looking without his eyes)
-hes so fucking done
-yey conflict time :3 boi oh boi
chap 6:
-oh the title placement on this one :3
-i dont think he will (or that he is) fine after all of this but sure
-such a loud chapter and vash is so quiet
-and again, there all judging, expecting to see what will vash do
-"what do you know about my pain" brb I'm gonna EAT SOME GLASS REAL QUICK
-...
-its like....its like why, why make me suffer like this. its not even heavy stuff its just that everything hurts. his impulse and desire to help everyone, his reason why, how others see him while he tries and sometimes win while other times fails. it all hurts in a weird way.
-...legato why are you inside a fridge (i kinda forgot lol)
WHAT A VOLUME i need to lay down
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I haven’t had chemistry since like 2008, and I’m also an idiot who likes to make my friends upset, so I rated the periodic table in order to tilt my friends:
Hydrogen - this is like your childhood friend who has always been with you more or less and always will be down to get a drink and chill even tho you haven’t spoken in years. Solid bro imo 7.5/10
Helium - always down for a good time, even if probably created Alvin and the Chipmunks which in some places is considered a war crime. 4/10
Lithium - Gives me bitchy vibes and is flammable as fuck if I remember. Skinny bitch with an attitude 3/10
Beryllium - idk this sounds like a sailor moon villain lol for that it can have a 6/10
Boron - more like BORONG amirite ha ha wait no seriously I have no idea lol 5/10 clean neutral rating
Carbon - *screaming* 2/10 I will not be taking questions
Nitrogen - cool cool cool tight tight tight 9/10 Nitrogen just is the cool hot chick you wish you were
Oxygen - kid who takes up all the glory for the group project even tho you did all the work, 4/10 for natural charisma
Fluorine - lol what are you knockoff chlorine lmfao bitch 3/10 reminds me of the dentist
Neon - I can vibe with this boy for his contributions to signs which cause my eyes to scream 8/10 modernized Art Deco thanks you
Sodium - 10/10 this is me and I won’t be taking questions next element
Magnesium - magnesium is a close relative of magnificent and therefore I think the case is closed folks 9/10
Aluminum - 10/10 for providing a home to my Diet Coke addiction I’d be dead without you
Silicon - 6.9/10 :smirk:
Phosphorous - This has a very soundly name and it’s welcome to do that but idk, not a fan, seems like he’d be smelly, 2/10
Sulfur - 1/10 pretty sure that dog farts are purely comprised of this and as such if I was leaving negative ratings I would
Chlorine - 7.8/10 for being in pools so we could swim without brain eating amoeba in the south you a champ
Argon - he seems like a nerd jk this guy has a good color 9/10 for just being himself
Potassium - I hate bananas and this word gives me the physical sensation of biting into one but only by thinking of abstract letters and making them into something which we can nutrientise from bananas and to me that shit is bananas, b a n a n a s — 3/10 for making me sing hollaback girl thru adhd word association
Calcium - hm my brain went to mega milk so you get a 2/10 today bud I don’t make the rules
Scandium - pretty sure this is fake lol what’s next faxdium, e-Mailite and copinium? 5/10
Titanium - this song’s a banger and also is the only thing that lets me wear earrings 10/10
Vanadium - if your erection lasts for longer than like idk it’s supposed to then don’t take vanadium wait what do you mean it’s not an ED treatment 4/10
Chromium - decent bloke shame the browser eats all your memory 5/10
Manganese - if a weeb tries to tell me how to pronounce mayonnaise one more time... 1/10
Iron - excellent tool against the fey, in your blood, what a bro, 10/10 this bitch slaps
Cobalt - has a powerful energy; I respect him. 8/10
Nickel - if I had a nickel for every time someone made this joke lol 5/10 he’s doing his best
Copper - taste bad 3/10
Zinc - isn’t that the dude in the green tunic and white tights who saves premcess Lelda or something lol 7/10 those games are good
Gallium - seems like a prick 4/10
Germanium - sounds like a child pronouncing geraniums which are superior 3/10
Arsenic - bad vibes coach 1/10
Selenium - isn’t this just sailor moon lol 10/10 love this bitch
Bromine - farmine wherever you aremine - 9/10 I love a good bro
Krypton - he’s okay I guess 5/10
Rubidium - yet another Steven universe villain who will be redeemed I imagine 4/10 seems a bit dull
Strontium - I feel nothing when I see this lad’s name and that seems like a shame 1/10 I don’t like it
Yttrium - this is an atrium in Yharnam, or something 8/10 would love to sit in one and make contact with higher beings
Zirconium - oh wait THIS is the sailor moon villain from the dead moon circus! 9/10 I enjoyed that arc
Niobium - seems sassy, I like that in an element 7/10
Molybdenum - I hate this one, rancid. 1/10 for making me have flashbacks to difficult Ancient Greek vocabulary there is no fucking way that sound combination is anything but Beta and Delta borking and then Latin being like oh imma steal that
Technetium - 6/10 decent name but seems a bit forced
Ruthenium - 5/10 kindly old lady element I guess lol
Rhodium - 10/10 this ain’t my first rhodium babee this lad has good vibes what a name what a king
Palladium - 10/10 for making me think of paladins
Silver - 12/10 I’m breaking the rules for this silver is the best it is so cool and also it is the other best tool for dealing with supernatural creatures when iron has failed you highly suggest Even if I am extremely allergic to it going into my ears...wait hold on
Cadmium - 2/10 sounds like a total douche
Indium - 8/10, i just think it’s independent and neat
Tin - 10/10 good ear sounds when involving rain and roof shapes and automatically reminds me of Nora Jones’s come away with me album which is also 10/10
Antimony - 7/10 decent protagonist good name all around seems rad
Tellurium - tell ur mom what? That’s so early 2010s league of legends humor bro 2.5/10
Iodine - strikes fear in my soul from having it poured on my wounds but this is why I have more pain tolerance than god 5.3/10
Xenon - I think this is a declension of Xena warrior princess which is a win in my eyes, 8/10
Caesium - kind of has a cunty Latin name, 4.5/10
Barium - yeah boss, bury’im! 7.5/10 I love a good mobster gag
Lanthanum - A bit pretentious on the Tolkien spectrum sorry bud 3/10 sounds like you’d be the dickwad elf everyone hates
Cerium - 6.5/10 I like this one, gives me a clean vibe
Praseodymium - the fuck who sneezed all their alphabet soup onto the paperwork and called it an element Christ we can’t keep doing this 1.5/10
Neodymium - oh my god what did I just say 1/10
Promethium - thank Christ we’re back to greek 9/10 Prometheus was a Chad I could get behind
Samarium - 5/10 gives me boring wizard vibes
Europium - 4.5/10 don’t rename opium chrissake can’t take these nerds anywhere
Gadolinium - 5/10 it’s a starship knockoff but it’s trying to be bold with the G sound
Terbium - 2/10 I don’t vibe with this one
Dysprosium - sounds like an antidepressant that has a lot of shitty side effects 3/10
Holmium - sounds like someone anxious asking their beloved to hold them 8/10 I like hurt/comfort fics
Erbium - you can’t just describe something as herby you daft bastard 2/10
Thulium - sounds like a spell I like it 8.5/10
Ytterbium - macguffin in a shite sci-fi show that gets highly overrated because BBC produced it and superwholock stans emerge and go utterly feral 1/10
Lutetium - bards are an element I agree 10/10
Hafnium - sounds like a river (my dog) sound and has a cute vibe, I’d offer it head pats 7/10
Tantalum - noooo you can’t be sad yuor so sexe haha 6.9/10 tantalizing
Tungsten - 10/10 this is a lad with history
Rhenium - 5.5/10 it’s ok
Osmium - 4/10 I wasn’t a big wizard of oz fan
Iridium - 9/10 sounds like iridescent and that’s in my top 10 favorite words and concepts
Platinum - 10/10 best Pokémon game
Gold - 7.9/10 all that glitters and all but it’s still pretty on some people, silver is better tho
Mercury - yikes 8/10 so it doesn’t kill me
Thallium - sounds like the brother character in a ps4 exclusive western rpg that oddly falls under the radar in terms of reviews and gets shafted at awards for no reason 7/10 I’ll support you tho
Lead - 2/10 that’s gonna be a no from me dawg pretty sure I still have lead in my hands from stabbing myself with my mechanical pencils
Bismuth - 6/10 sounds good in mouth and reminds me of biscuits for some reason, I’ll take it
Polonium - to thine own self be true so stop trying to act like the arts don’t influence science jk pretty sure this is named for Poland but hey that’s where we get the Witcher so you get a pass 6/10
Astatine - 1/10 I don’t even know what you are
Radon - 7/10 this motherfucker knows his shit and how to party, rad is right
Francium - I bring you francium...and I bring you myrdurdium... 7/10 for a good vine
Radium - killed the video star probably 9/10 I can get behind her
Actinium - as opposed to passtinium I prefer actinium in the voice of writing 8/10
Thorium - overrated Norse god 5/10 because lightning is still cool
Protactinum - sounds like some pretentious condom brand 4/10 wouldn’t do it with a dude who bought these
Uranium - I always thought she was a hot sailor scout 10/10
Neptunium - same for her I knew they weren’t cousins you couldn’t lie to me 4kids 10/10
Plutonium - sounds like a macguffin unfortunately 5/10
Americium - I read this with a pivotal letter missing and nearly died, 7/10 for the laugh
Curium - 10/10 gives me Curie vibes and also reminds me of curiosity which reminds me of—[old yellered before the association could set in]
Berkelium - what I shout when I want Burke (fam dog) to slaughter innocents and raze territories 2/10 world was not meant to know his commands
Californium - 1/10 California is cool with geography but probs could stand to chill with the ego sorry to my friends in Cali
Einsteinium - 6/10 it’s alright but we’re really running out of ideas huh
Fermium - 3/10 this one is porny
Mendelevium - 1/10 my brain didn’t like parsing this and I stand by my earlier statement of running out of good names
Nobelium - 0/10 you didn’t name any noble gases this cowards this gas can’t be a noble oh wait it’s NOBEL I take it back 5/10 seems an alright chap
Lawrencium - fear the old blood my sorry dead hunter’s ass I’ll never get back my life from the hours I spent trying to beat this lava shitting bastard 2/10 for being a boss who eats Taco Bell specifically before being challenged to have fresh lava shit with which to punish you for having the audacity to exist in his space
Rutherfordium - my god what a snob 4.2/10 I respect him a little but only because he sounds like a right lad
Dubnium - DROP THE BASS 10/10
Seoborgium - not sure about this one but it can have a 7/10
Bohrium - as an American English speaker this sound combination makes my pathetic throat become a black hole as I try to properly create the sound of it 10/10 I love when my body becomes a massive void in the universe
Hassium - lazy 2/10
Elements 109-118 can go fuck themselves I hate them all, collective 6.66/10 for their general demonic vibe
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So a while back, I made a friend. His name is Jordan. Hes not a love interest or anything, he just wrenches on cars, and I want to help out so I can retain my knowledge. I used to be a pretty good mechanic until I quit using the skill for a while. So we work on cars together, hell the car I bought was a car he was fixing up. Tonight I fixed the drivers side door on it, it was having trouble unlocking and opening. A little lube fixed that. Now him and I have a mutual friend named Devin. Now this devin character is hella gay for jorden, and Jordan just wants none of it. Like literally Devin stops by every day, he annoys Jordan while hes at work. He also represents about every single negative stereotype in the gay community. So this Devin guy, he started getting jealous of the relationship between me and Jordan. He even brought it up today, he hates how I'm usually over there, busy wrenching on shit when he stops by! Little does he know, Jordan tells me everything. Straight up, I saw the messages today and that mofo is so mad, calling me a child, homophobic, and much more. Making fun of me cause I'm going through my 2nd puberty as if that matters, and I'm assuming he saw my old ass facebook posts. Yeah homophobic is an understatement of what I used to be. I guess he likes living in the past, I dont, I prefer to move on with my life. So I got to hear all about the drama today, cause it got good! I just cant believe this guy thinks I'm moving in on his crush, I just cant. I'm not even trying, were just friends who work on shit together. Its fucking high school grade bullshit.... and I honestly just gotta laugh..
On a side note, I met my bro's uncle today, hes an oldschool botanist with MS, he used to grow pot but he was good at growing plants period! Very few people get to meet "uncle jerry" cause hes got bad trust issues from some previous incidents in his life. But I feel honored that I got to meet him! I wanted to ask him about his geranium, cause he has one in the garage that's absolutely beautiful and huge!! Its 3 years old, and he tells somebody what to do to keep it alive cause he cant do it himself. It's still going! I wanted to pick his brain about it, and he said lots of fertilizer was the secret! I'm gonna try Jerry's method this year on my flowers this summer! Also met a big floofy cute doggo today! I had a great day today all around!
#thisiswhattranslookslike#girlslikeus#transgender#mtf#trans#transition#hrt#transgender girl#transformation#positive mental attitude#trans positivity#amab enby#amab positivity#transfemme#transfemmes be like#transfeminine#transgirlsruletheworld#transgirlinprogress#amab trans#transisbeautiful
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wyrmmaster replied to your post “this mfkin grasshopper just crawled into my room just to die on the...”
he came to you for comfort at his end and you watched him die bro
he should have thought twice before he went after my fucking geraniums
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4, 11, 25, 36
4. what does your room smell like? usually like whatever incense i use (this month i got rue), the fucking monster flowerless geranium growing in there and i guess jsut Me mixed in wit that. so i guess like sweaty plants
11. vague about your crush(es) bro i cant vague on command it has to be organic like ok heres a vague i love my friens and partdner deeply and it makjes me stupid happy 2 have yall in my life how s tht for a vague
25. what country’s history do you find the most interesting? Mine Own bc i love to be boring :-)
36. do you have any impulsive movements? (twitches, ticks, flapping, etc.) touychin my fuckin head. my hand is on my head so much i look like a little cartoon monkey like 80% of the time
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All the flowery asks
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azalea : what’s one word that describes you ?- annoying probably, idk. extra lmao
baby’s breath : what did you want to be when you were a kid ?- a coroner, surgeon, a lawyer. not what i am now, but i am happy with it atm
begonia : are you a messy or clean person ?- rly rly clean
bleeding heart : has your heart ever been broken ?- mhm, it has, sometimes by my own damn self! but it happens you move on you live and you learn
bluebell : do you drink tea or coffee ?i drink both but do prefer coffee most of the time
buttercup : what are five things that make you apologetically happy ?- unapologetically? idk, video games? free times? it’s hard to answer this w depression in mind lol, but any time i spend w my gf rly makes forget that all even if just temporarily, i rly love and appreciate all the time i spend w her and that she’s willing to share w me
calla : what’s your favorite book ?- i have a few, i kinda stan for cassandra clare even though i don’t really like her writing style. i need new books to read asap
carnation : what are your five most played songs ?- rn i’ve had this jojo album playing all day
chrysanthemum : what are you afraid of ?- getting old and not doing shit w my life. coming out to my mom. never getting better
daffodil : what’s your astrological sign ?- gemini :( here goes the hate lmao
dahlia : what’s your favorite band ?- okay i always say arctic monkeys but BOY, do i fucking LOVE ME some fucking chromeo!!!!! LIKE YES FUNK LORDS FOR LIFE BITCH
daisy : which ‘friends’ character do you relate to the most ?- i’m not white (cause you have to be to think friends is even remotely funny)
dandelion : are you an extrovert or an introvert ?- more introvert than extrovert. i be going out and “yikes”-ing my way through the night
geranium : how has your day been ?- odd? it started off pretty okay but i noticed i was in a mood, p clingy and needy and rly manic. and then MOOD DROP and i laid in bed crying for two hours and didn’t eat anything. by 9 i was okay and i ate taco bell of all things so i know i’m boutta hate my whole life (s.n. this was last wednesday)
hydrangea : what’s your dream job ?- something in tech com, a bookstore i own myself, a university position, i still wish i could work at or open up a publishing house.
iris : who’s your celebrity crush ?- used to be james franco. dave 1 is a total stud though like wow thats my husband
lavender : what’s one of the best gifts you’ve ever received ?- my birthday gift this year, i cried opening it, and a couple years ago was rly nice too
lily : what’s something you’ve achieved that you’re really proud of ?- surprisingly, i haven’t died. and i’ve survived the past three months w little to no personal injury (mental or physical)
marigold : what would you like to do more of, but don’t ?- everything? but i all takes too much energy? rn i want to clean and run errands and not cry but i’m doing the exact opposite of that. update: i drew TWO (2) things yesterday!!! i am proud! and i went to the gym for the first time in three weeks
moonflower : who inspires you ?- whatever potential future me has that isn’t me rn.
morning glory : are you an early bird or a night owl ?- a bit of both, i get up early and i stay up late but not like i’m doing anything productive
orchid : what’s the last movie you saw ?- thirteen ghosts, it was still as good as i remember it! update: currently finishing princess mononoke
pansy : do you believe in love at first sight ?- no bro, and if you do you a liar and you tryna fuck
peony : what does your url mean ?- jupiter’s moons!
periwinkle : what are you thankful for ?- not dying i guess
petunia : where were you ten years ago ?- hmm it was my freshman year of high school. i was spending lunch w omar, ashley, and antonio, or just hanging out in the library picking out books to read. that wasn’t rly a good year tbh but yeah funny how people say shit like that does not matter 10yrs down the line
poinsettia : where would you like to be in ten years ?- i’d hopefully be an estimator w my current company, maybe at a different branch in portland or seattle. financially stable, married, and happy puppy owner, maybe even happy parent
poppy : what’s your online persona ?- same as irl, if not slightly cooler actually but just as cynical and depressed
primrose : if you could share one message with the world, what would it be ?- i’m not really sure.. do more of what you love. take care of yourself, physically and mentally. have an open mind.
rose : who’s the last person you spent quality time with ?- probably michelle? we went to panda yesterday.
snapdragon : what are your goals ?- i want!! to get!! better!! also, lose fifty pounds but i mean i’m fat and i like to eat it is what it is
sunflower : what’s your favorite quote ?- “all good things are wild and free,” sidenote, i am happy to be a free happy gay rn like i’m much more comfortable in my skin in that regard i felt like i constantly had to hide that specific part of me and granted i still do to a certain extent but not as much
tulip : if you had three wishes, what would you wish for ?- i don’t want to be rich, but i want 100% certain financial security. i can take care of my wife and kids, we can take trips and vacations whenever we want, and we’re happy and fulfilled. money won’t do that, but it will certainly help. i really wish i wasn’t depressed/didn’t have bpd, that would improve the overall quality of my life immensely. and lastly, i wish i could go back in time and make better choices.
violet : what’s one thing most people don’t know about you ?- outside of the internet no one knows i have bpd
zinnia : do you believe in magic ?- depends on your definition
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HI!!! i like to request ALL of the flowery asks! btw i LOVE ur blog and maybe u????? idk 🌸🌸 (jk i love u alot)
who is this????????/ under cut bc i get rambly
azalea: what’s one word that describes you?
lame lmao
baby’s breath: what did you want to be when you were a kid?
honestly? my answer’s like yours jen because i wanted to be an astronaut but also a vet and then a few years later i wanted to be something else of a whole different profession but now i know what reality is like and i have no clue what i wanna be whoops
begonia: are you a messy or clean person?
i hate seeing my desk/workspace be messy but i cant bring myself to clean it up either???? bc im lazy
bleeding heart: has your heart ever been broken?
hMMMMm mmm idk i dont think so
bluebell: do you drink tea or coffee?
i drink tea more than i drink coffee but i drink water more than i drink tea i drink water like. everyday lmao obviously but i drink a lot of water its my brand now
buttercup: what are five things that make you apologetically happy?
what does this mean why is the word apologetically there i cancelled it lmao no negativity in this house
my favorite people (u know who + my friends)
when people answer my anon asks and . they respond with a long reply/seem really happy responding thats my fav fam
this is getting real anime but when i get an UR/4* from scouting
finding an anime/manga/book that perfectly suits my taste
im very tempted to just say water bc idk what else 2 say
calla: what’s your favorite book?
ive only read 3 whole books this year but i recommend all of them
challenger deep - neal shusterman (i could go on about this book for days honestly its so interesting and even though its told by the same person it has two kind of perspectives because there are two settings, that didnt make sense but this book is my new favorite)
see you in the cosmos - jack cheng (i love this one too because its just so warm? made me a little emo but its really good and i love how unique it is, text type wise)
a monster calls - patrick ness (this was something i heard from my school first so i didnt know if i really wanted to get it but its actually pretty good?)
carnation: what are your five most played songs?
i cant really check using the music app bc i added the songs at different timings so itll be inaccurate ill just do most played song from each band/group
again - astro (this is their best song dont @ me)
letting go - day6
all in/stuck - monsta x
death by a strawberry - dance gavin dance
check yes juliet - we the kings
chrysanthemum: what are you afraid of?
i may not b a child but im still afraid of the dark bc my imagination is wild im also afraid of bugs and disappointing others nice oh shit im also afraid of asking for things
daffodil: what’s your astrological sign?
capricorn
dahlia: what’s your favorite band?
this question was made for me its day6
daisy: which ‘friends’ character do you relate to the most?
ive never watched friends
dandelion: are you an extrovert or an introvert?
in between!!!!!
geranium: how has your day been?
its been good!!! i managed to ask my mum 2 take me to hair place so i can get it cut finally and im working on updating my tumblr pages and doing all my tags
hydrangea: what’s your dream job?
pass
iris: who’s your celebrity crush?
pass
lavender: what’s one of the best gifts you’ve ever received?
oH FUCK FAM my friends got me a kermit toy for my birthday i lvoe it 2 dEATH
lily: what’s something you’ve achieved that you’re really proud of?
i got first in my class once wow amazing that was 2 years ago i wish i was as good as the me from 2 years ago
marigold: what would you like to do more of, but don’t ?
well i want 2 b more hardworking but guess thats too late
morning glory: are you an early bird or a night owl?
now that school is over and i have no reason to wake up early ive become neither which is saddening because... i like waking up at 7am on weekends and doing things early but now i wake up at like 9-10am and i still sleep at 11pm
orchid: what’s the last movie you saw?
i really dont remember?? maybe uh guardians of the galaxy?? i dont remember who i watched it with and when but it was good actually i remember who i watched it with nvm
pansy: do you believe in love at first sight?
i dont really believe in romantic love anymore
peony: what does your url mean?
chicken fetus means an egg
periwinkle: what are you thankful for?
god get ready folks im gonna go on my biggest boxy rant ever...
so boxy is my friend who ive been mutuals for over a year and our first common interest is love live and haikyuu so we had that to talk about but im bad at keeping conversations with ppl on tumblr so that ended quickly but earlier this year or late last year i made a twitter and told people on here about it and she followed me and i didnt really mind/pay attention to the stuff she posted/rted uNTIL. until that fateful day... june 25th... at like 8pm? she rted a pic of mister brian kang with dumb minion glasses on and ok maybe i do believe in love at first sight? bc wow!!!!! whos this dumbass with minion glasses and the fluffiest hair ??? so i slide into boxy’s dm.. expecting an explanation and she gives me a good one saying how brians from a band (i would later find out), day6 and im not a fan of kpop, never have been.. ive only watched like some kpop mvs bc i love my friends so i expect myself to listen to them and get over them as soon as im done. boxy my friend, bless HER she sends me all of their mvs from congratulations to i smile and i watch the first one - i smile and me? i start smiling and i can feel myself getting excited because holy fuck theyre a band! they play fucking instruments??? and at this point im already whipped then i move onto how can i say and that shit blew my mind let me tell you.. so because of boxy... i get to where i am now, proudly stanning 3 groups and if it were not for her i wouldve never gotten into mx as well... boxy is just?? really important to me her impact is just that great?? so im super!! sUPER thankful for her and i dont think she’ll ever see this but boxy i love u thank u so much!! boxy gave me more than one reason to live, and not just exist?? without her i wouldve never been able to make so many (like 2 but hEY) new friends and this probably got so long idk im just really thankful for boxy thank u lord for blessing us with boxy (@/youngkwhom on twitter) (kittenma on tumblr) i hope shes happy forever and i also hope she has good days for the rest of her life?? boxy deserves it i lvoe u boxy
petunia: where were you ten years ago?
10 years ago i was like 6 probably watching pokemon or some shit and getting glasses
poinsettia: where would you like to be in ten years?
dead thanks
poppy: what’s your online persona?
i dont understad the meaning of persona but an egg??????
rose: who’s the last person you spent quality time with?
all my classmates in an exam hall for 2 hours, quality time indeed
snapdragon: what are your goals?
pass
sunflower: what’s your favorite quote?
i think i had one before but i forgot so maybe it wasnt my favourite lol idk i dont have one now
tulip: if you had three wishes, what would you wish for?
for all of my favourite people to be happy forever
a good future
i want astro, mx and day6 to get an award for all of their hardwork thanks
violet: what’s one thing most people don’t know about you?
i was gonna say smth negative but lets not hm m m i? ?? ill put smth irl ppl probably dont know either uh hhh i guess?? that i eat a lot?? but also get full really quickly but then really hungry right after that idk thanks digestion
zinnia: do you believe in magic?
no ????/ idk is there any evidence that magic exists
JEN !!! thank u so much for asking even tho u probably asked just to get back at me but this was still fun ask memes will never get boring bro,. i love u and i hope u have a good evening also i love ur blog too moon anon probably already told u
to anyone who actually bothered reading through this mess - thank you and i hope you have a good day/night too!!
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emerald: favorite thing about yourself?
iskfjksjdje fuck idk bro. i can pick up instruments pretty fast? i can bake well
fuchsia: number of pets?
just one!! my baby boy checkers, he’s a black cat 🖤
lemon glacier: favorite album?
this is really hard skfjsjjfjdjf but i think it’s give up by the postal service
moonstone: something you love the smell of?
nutmeg and lavender are my absolute fave smells! more specifically a thing i love tho is like, my grandma’s perfume, old books, and this solid rose perfume i recieved as a gift
scarlet: favorite book?
idk!!!!! i hate having to pick favorites bc i love so many dkfkdkfkd but right now it’s probably frankenstein. i reread it recently and it’s just so gooooood i love it
black: favorite season?
summer!!!!!!
peppermint geranium lake: favorite flower?
lavender!!
thank u so so much for asking!!!!! 💗💗💗💗
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Fuck it do em all
bith u right…
Bubble Gum: Gender?
female
Almond: Hair color?
blonde
Aquamarine: Eye color?
greenish blueish
Asparagus: Birthday?
January 9
Cerise: First name?
Angelina
Dandelion: Middle name?
Jade-Nikole
Leather Jacket: Long or short hair?
long
Pink Sherbert: Short or tall?
tall ??????
Lavender: Braces?
nope
Manatee: Smoker or non smoker?
…smoker? not really anymore though
Mountain Meadow: Drank or still drink alcohol?
drank, want to drink, dont wanna drink
Wisteria: Ever done drugs?
ya bro :9
Emerald: Favorite thing about yourself?
my collar bones lolol
Black Shadows: Something you’re allergic to?
earrings ??? idk
Denim: Any diseases?
I wouldn’t know, mayb, mayb not
Raw Umber: Sexual orientation?
bisexual
Misty Moss: Kissed anyone other than family?
ya my gf
Outer Space: Had sex?
anyway
Shadow: Name of crush?
it starts w/ a d and the rest is nunya
Smashed Pumpkin: Why do you like the person you do?
because she’s glowing and radiating pure beauty yet she’s so unaware of it. her personality is so amazing and she’s so so so sweet and she makes me unbelievably happy. she’s a blessing to my life and even just remembering that she exists excites me. :-) :0 !!! etc…
Magic Mint: Number of people you dated?
20 something lol
Steel Teal: Longest time you’ve dated someone?
a year and a day wow
Thistle: Number of best friends?
like 5 or 7 idk
Eggplant: Number of siblings?
4
Fuchsia: Number of pets?
1, my cat Bear
Plum: Still live with parent(s)?
ya my mom
Razzmic Berry: Name of your mother?
Jolene
Sonic Silver: Name of your father?
Jeremy
Sea Serpent: Both parents still alive?
yes i wonder if im in my dads will tho :/ (my mom said im not in hers wow :/)
Eucalyptus: Country you live in?
america
Salmon: Place you wish to live or visit?
go w the flo, idk
Winter Sky: Number of days missed from school this year?
more than 10
Mystic Maroon: Met anyone famous?
grav3yardgirl
Dark Venetian Red: Dream job?
none
Radical Red: Aesthetic?
red, sexual, soft n grunge
Malachite: Something you love?
myself
Moonstone: Something you love the smell of?
gasoline LMAO
Bittersweet: Favorite music artist?
daddy ninji
Lemon Glacier: Favorite album?
ugh by end me now on story of my life
Inchworm: Favorite song?
puppy dog eyes by ida laurberg
Scarlet: Favorite book?
eight keys by suzanne lafleur
Unmellow Yellow: Favorite TV show?
it’s always sunny in Philadelphia
Wild Blue Yonder: Favorite movie?
the hills have eyes
Blue Bell: Favorite restaurant?
…applebees??????
Medium Orange: Favorite fruit?
peach
Mulberry: Favorite vegetable?
broccoli
Canary: Favorite class in school?
currently trig
Periwinkle: Favorite website?
… this piece of shit site …
Black: Favorite season?
fall
Ruby: Favorite holiday?
halloween
Midnight: Favorite day of the week?
tuesday
Maximum Purple: Favorite time of day?
11pm
Permanent Geranium Lake: Favorite flower?
morning glory !! :’)
Sea Green: Favorite animal?
OSTRICH
Timberwolf: Movie theater or Netflix?
netflix :P
Blizzard Blue: Buying music or downloading from YouTube?
bith neither tf i got spotify
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a fresh hot new ask for my bro who didnt recieve my original ask: ☼ ! * and geranium gardenia heather
fresh pipin hot a s k thnks my dude, my bro, my homie
☼Who makes you the happiest?
myyyyyyyyyy dog, but then my friends after that, idk it depends on the day but my friends all make me laugh a lot so i love them all (evn u tho ur a meaner!!!)
! Share a secret?
This is lowkey illegal but statute of limitations and all that, back in the 6th grade, my orchestra was doing one of those fund raiser things w the chance to get a netbook or some tiny ass laptop that i really wanted!!!! bc i wanted a comp so bad!!!! so fucking bad!!! so I fake sold some 160 items and like ordered them then sold them around the neighborhood and shit (bc ppl buy more that way, if they see you got the goods with you right then) anyways that’s illegal and i didnt sell everything and lied and said all these people moved away djfjsdkfsdj OOPS
* What is the most heroic thing you've ever done?
Killed a huge ass spider for my sister so she didnt have to
Geranium – Something I do for comfort
draw!!! or read or watch criminal minds, and sleep too
Gardenia – What brings me the most happiness
drawingggg and showing friends things i like,,,, and watching criminal mindsll;;;;;
Heather – Something I tend to do while I’m alone
sleep;;;;;;; so much sleep, im so tired but fuck!!!! sleep is so good
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galaxy garden and sense?
galaxy; what fascinates you?
so many things! but i think maybe my biggest love is just the intricacies of being human that have lasted through millennia,,,,, which leads me to being fascinated with history, but more specifically the period of ancient history where everything feels far enough removed that it's nearly incomprehensible, but the reason it sticks is because the people in those eras are recognizable to us bc of the things that they did then that we still do now
like idk man it GETS TO ME. from the most mundane shit like baking bread and graffiti on the walls at pompeii marking the presence of someone who lived like us, once, long ago, buried forever. or how theatre exists now as a spectacle of light and sound and colour, but that began in the open air with actors hiding behind rudimentary masks. the fact that art and stories exist from so long ago. mythology was derived from someone, somewhere. everything began at a point of common thought that expanded and grew into something that managed to survive centuries. that's fucking mindblowing, bro
garden; do you have a garden? plants?
WELL my parents do so technically yes but do i do anything in it??? absolutely not i just sit there and marvel at how pretty it is
we recently planted some geraniums, and we have a pretty acer tree that's been here for longer than i have which i love a lot. and usually we'd have sunflowers because i love yellow and they make me happy but we havent got any this year ;^; OH, we have a lot of begonias too, i forgot
and uhhh crocuses............ they are somewhere...........
sense; best subject? favorite subject?
i was always real good at geography but i was always fascinated with the way the world works on both human and physical levels so it was easy for me to get into. and i definitely had a period where volcanoes were my Special Interest for a WHILE so you bet i had that entire process memorized
pretty questions!
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itse crayon asks babey!! aquamarine, emerald, salmon, radical red, bittersweet, inchworm, mulberry, and permanent geranium lake!! holy shit i asked a lot you don't have to answer all of them
starts crying i accidentally closed the tab halfway thru answering these im gonna die.......quastions..........
Aquamarine: Eye color?
Brown! but god if I don’t wish it were Pink
Emerald: Favorite thing about yourself?
In terms of things I do? My writing. Physically? My absolutely shredded calves. They are just positively ripped, bro.
Salmon: Place you wish to live or visit?
I live in Oregon and I don’t really wanna leave as long as I don’t have to....But I’ve never visited California and I’ve always wanted to!
Radical Red: Aesthetic?
ooogh fuck don’t make me choose. I like pinkcore, scenecore, angelcore, lovecore.....I just go hogwild for aesthetics babey
Bittersweet: Favorite music artist?
Neil Cicierega!!!
Inchworm: Favorite song?
THIS ONE IS SO TOUGH......I never have a number one favorite song cause I’m just constantly switching around the one song I listen to on repeat....I guess I’ll choose Aurora Borealis by Lemon Demon tho cause for very Sad Reasons I cry when listening to it
Mulberry: Favorite vegetable
Broccoli....It’s the only one I can stand ksldjgsd
Permanent Geranium Lake: Favorite flower?
Not technically a flower but Queen Anne’s Lace!!! They’re so pretty!!
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Permanent Geranium Lake and Sea Green? :0
HONESTLY I forgot what this was for so I was so confused for a second ajfbigbe
Permanent Geranium Lake: I like roses! They're just super pretty ;w;. I also like Forget Me Nots!
Sea Green: ELEPHANTS. I fucking L O V E elephants bro.
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