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So I just watched “For our daughters” and holy shit.
As someone who grew up in the church and is familiar with the topics it’s absolutely enraging, disgusting, and fueling to watch.
It really gives perspective on the toxicity and misogynist behavior of the church.
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remember ladies!! You do not bow down to man! You are nobody’s inferior!! God made you to be an equal to men, not just to satisfy your husband + give birth to babies.
#ugh this pisses me off so much#I felt sick watching it#But thank God it’s being brought to the surface#Why the hell does “righteous” men twist Gods word ??? The fucking mistranslation too oml.#THEY ADDED WORDS TO THE BIBLE.#IN THE ORIGINAL HEBREW TEXT IT SAYS “The wife is to be equal to her husband” NOT FUCKING “Too submit to him”#fucks sake man#ugh#i could yap forever#It makes me enraged#christianity#church#Youtube
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9-1-1 | 6.13 MIXED FEELINGS AIRED APRIL 10TH, 2023
#911 abc#911edit#buddie#buddieedit#eddie diaz#eddiediazedit#evan buckley#evanbuckleyedit#mine.gif#i never felt so physically sick watching a tv show#this episode fundamentally changed me as a person btw
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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :
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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )
#tumblr polls#hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today#still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual#They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully#it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec#fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since#I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm#ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos#or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things#I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming#over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY#I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb#e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about#different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see#stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I#can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone#said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects#the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm
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hi hello i'm back from the dead (temporary) and during the race yesterday. for the split second while marc was falling it seemed like he'd land right in front of the whole pack and now i need to dissect vale's reaction to that
oh my goooooood… okay FIRST we have to remember a few of things here. three pronged attack. 1. vale is hot girl repressed and has been convincing himself marc is the evilest motorcycle racer who ever lived for the better part of a decade, 2. the FACE he made when marc went FLYINGGGGG through the air last year at valencia (with jorge martin also crashing, this won pecco the title). like. okay! FUCK YOU! but. it also kind of pulls into perspective the fact that this IS a very normal part of the sport, and probably once marc got up and started moving (IT DID LOOK BAD THOUGH.) he was like okay hell yeah. protege wins second title. enemy crashed. ideal situation here.
3. my king is still SO fucking weird about injury in comparison to all these insane bitches and has been for a long time. but mostly post sic. he hates hearing about it, he CARES about the safety of himself and others, and he tries to instill that in those around him especially his large excitable homoerotic children. who never once listen to him. i’m THINKING of all of those riders safety meetings that he was at every goddamn race and would basically lead until sepang happened and he ghosted them for years either to avoid marc or as an impotent “protest” against racing direction. like he is VERY COMPLEX on this issue and he balances the plates of safety BUT he WILL let one drop if the grudge is there. and it’s there !! it’s been dropped !!!
so all of this to say. vale IS weird about injury. but he’s used to it. and he occasionally lets the petty streak shine the fuck through. so when something like that happens to MARC it’s all wrapped up in this. insane emotional cocktail i think (repression features here ! i really think it does !! tell yourself you hate him so if he gets injured WHICH HE WILL you care less !!!!). like he’ll cheer when marc crashes if it benefits his academy kid, but ALSO the most concrete step he ever took towards reconciliation was in 2016 after the rider in moto2 died, and he said that their feud wasn’t important in the scheme of something like that happening (SO much to think about like. he told the press and MARC that things had changed. amd that they could put it behind them but they really HADNT and he DIDNT.) so i think he has these flashes of concern and relief and doubt and resentment and WORRY alllllll of the time because marc does insane shit all of the time, but rarely does he let himself reach out about it… the resentment HAS to keep him warm at night so he ignores his better angels… i may care about you, but NEVER forget i still hate you….
#outside of vale’s reaction i felt. physically sick watching that on the screen#heart stopped. gasps all around.#motogp#callie speaks#asks#rosquez#i ALEO think of the introduction to vale in marc’s doc being a producer asking if vale texted him about his surgery#and marc IMMEDIATELY and SERIOUSLY saying. well i knew he wasn’t going to do that.#and then them contrasting that with him cow-eyeing aleix. like okay you literally wake up in the middle of the night hoping for that text.
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I watched Scott’s Real Life video first because he and Joel are the main two I watch, which is ironic because of their ongoing in-game feud and very different personalities, video styles, general vibes, etc., but I digress.
My first thought when I saw the title was “Yay, another life series!” My second thought, upon seeing Joel standing in the circle, was “Oh my gosh, Joel, three SMPs at the same time? Why does he do this to himself?” Then, after watching for a bit, I was like, “Okay, never mind, this an April Fools video, still fun though.” And then I proceeded to enjoy the silliness and binge everybody else’s videos.
Let me tell you, watching Martyn’s video before Scar’s and hearing Scar yell that he’d fallen out of his wheelchair, I was really worried, and I immediately searched for Scar’s video to make sure he was okay. I’m glad he’s alright, I bet that was scary.
On another note, do y’all consider Cleo’s win cannon? Cause I do! Go Cleo, she deserved this.
I’m kinda sad it wasn’t Joel or Jimmy though, I got really excited when I realized how well Jimmy was doing. He got, what, 7th place? The canary curse has officially been broken!
This post has gotten way longer than I intended. Oh well.
#this was fun#watching everyone having no idea how to work the vr was a blast#I felt for Joel#poor guy#I also get really bad motion sickness#especially when doing anything vr#I watched his and Gem’s videos back to back#and let me tell you#hearing him gag a bunch#made me laugh#and also wince in sympathy#and seeing everyone’s irl cameras was so funny#watching them lay on the floor was hilarious#anyhoo#trafficblr#traffic life#real life#real life smp#scott smajor#dangthatsalongname#joel smallishbeans#martyn inthelittlewood#goodtimeswithscar#zombiecleo#I’m so happy she got the w#good for her#jimmy solidarity#geminitay#I guess?#idk I mentioned her in the tags so I’ll tag it just to be safe
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no but actually. the parallels to other Twins in different nations of teyvat in relation to the traveler and their desire to reunite with their own sibling makes me a little bit bonkers. like.
diluc and kaeya as what the traveler has and fears, after we will be reunited [separation born from conflict that seemingly cannot be mended; they both care for each other but ultimately their opposing ideals mean they cannot be at each other's side in the same way that they used to, and no longer have the close bond they once did]
ei and makoto as what the abyss sibling experienced [a crushing loss not just of one's twin but the last remaining friend they had and the safety and security of their nation, coming out the other side traumatized, cold and jaded and making decisions that will ultimately hurt the people they claim to want to protect for the sake of an unattainable goal]
and lyney and lynette as what the traveler and the abyss twin used to have before they were separated [never apart for long, home is wherever we are together], what the traveler wants [their separation brief and quickly amended, continuing to be inseparable after they reunite], and also the choice they'll have to make [the twins being together in an organization the traveler inherently doesn't trust - does the traveler want to be by their sibling's side badly enough to throw their lot in with the abyss, and turn their back on everyone else they've met on their journey so far?]
#personal stuff#thorn plays genshin#RIPS AND TEARS.#hi . feeling so normal btw#i was thinking so so so so hard about the traveler twins when ei's second story quest dropped#and i am constantly sick in the head about the traveler being tired of the ragbros nonsense communication#and THEN in fontaine the traveler having to watch these two twins who are incredibly close.#and try not to think about what they've lost#i'm. uuaauguugh#LIKE#the traveler and the abyss twin really are what the fontaine twins could be if either of them lost the other.#at the end of his story quest lyney talks about how both of them give each other strength to get through the darkest days#and how darkness never consumes him because he has his sister and they remember the good things together [punches the ground]#also lyney and lynette losing their trust in people early on and having to lie to everyone around them#and getting the companionship that kaeya never got in his childhood. cries#like he had his twin!!! he had his brother!!! but he had to lie to him for years and never felt truly understood until that night#and AUUUGH the running theme of one twin being Light and the other being Dark#one always brightly engaging with people while the other deals with matters from the shadows#and the brothers flipping that on its head when diluc returns to mondstadt - diluc in the shadows and kaeya with the knights#and ei getting someone who will be her shadow so she can finally step into the light herself and see the world with her own eyes.#just AUUGUUGHGH. i'm fine. i'm normal#this is incoherent maybe but augh. augh. siblings.#[looking back at the earth] wait the game is about family? always has been
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come closer i am just a regular scene😄 UH OH! changes your brain chemistry
#how many times will i upload the ugly boy say it scene...who knows🤷♂️ they make me SICK#this was to highlight the amount of times jamie looks away and down and ONLY says bad hair after making eye contact AAAAAUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHH#and it just spiraled from there. [slaps 26 second clip] you can fit so many thoughts and feelings in this badboy#id say i wish i could capture what i felt the first time i saw this scene and bottle it but honestly... it literally doesn't get old#i was just like 😐...😳 what am i watching....... get a fucking room#pass the fuckin uhhhhhh pass the workplace humiliation kink whatever whatever#royjamie#my edit#rot riffing
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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you disgust me but not in a “😋🦄💕✨☺️” way
#i actually felt sick watching the sorbet and gelato scene ew#digital art#art#jjba#fanart#jjba fanart#my art#hyperpop#cw bright colors#cw eyestrain#jojos bizarre adventure#vento aureo#jjba part five#cioccolata#cioccolata fanart#jjba cioccolata
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sorry this is the ONLY discourse ill allow myself to participate in post finale of agatha all along (or i fear i will lose my mind entirely), but DAMN some people out here rn after the finale being like “i’m sorry you didn’t get the agathario smut you wanted” BITCH!!!! I WASNT ASKING FOR THEM TO FUCK ON SCREEN!!!! i didn’t even need them to get together or even get any semblance of a happy ending!!! i didn’t expect a happy ending in the least tbh!!!!! but you know what i did expect? a final ending. a wrap up. a satisfying and complete finale. a conclusion that actually answers any one of my remaining questions or gave us more context for scenes that we’ve been missing context on the entire time. and i’m sorry but this finale didn’t do that at all. and it’s obviously not bury your gays but jesus christ it wasn’t a good conclusion either. at best it’s honestly a cheap set up for a season two or further content with billy that will prob include bits and pieces of agatha
#i am. beyond words#i was already feeling pretty ick about the ending for a few reasons#but scrolling on the aaa tag is making me so much grouchier#bc some of you bitches are acting like everyone else is dumb and ungrateful just because we’re not kissing the floors jac schaeffer walks o#like PLEASE i love jac i LOVE HER i had so much hope and faith in her and that’s why im upset!!#bc it feels like she didn’t wrap up HER OWN STORY properly#it’s not because she killed off agatha or didn’t get agathario together again#it’s fuckin because i watched the ending and felt just so empty bc of how … incomplete it was??#and then it’s like. well maybe it’s incomplete bc they’re gonna make a s2 or some kind of#elaboration#but that just pisses me off more bc that’s fucking CAPATALISM and CORPORATE GREED controlling it AGAIN#bc yknow what? ten years ago??? this finale would’ve been the half season finale#and we would’ve had twelve+ more episodes to wrap up this season#and to contextualize it#and to even give it filler!!#bring back filler episodes#i’m so sick of back to back action plot packed episodes bro……. what are we even doing#im a little drunk prob gonna delete later#is this unintentionally kind of a subtweet at another post i saw on here? yes? sorry bestie but i am nonconfrontational#and didn’t wanna comment on anybody’s post seeming like i’m trying to fight bc i don’t want to 😭 i just completely fucking disagree#with some of these takes#(ahem hope disney is paying some of you for all that bootlicking)#sorry i am not sober#silas speaks#agatha all along#agathario
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this scene is so important to me because post-school mystery mitsuba has just had his main motivations as to be a person, be someone with an identity. hes a whole different entity from mitsuba the og but hes trying so hard to emulate that sense of humanity and this scene is so integral to that because its this exchange of, “you care for me like im a person and not just a jumbled mess of somebody else’s memories” and kou’s reaction to that and realizing this and i just.... guys im not okay
#tbhk#jshk#tbhk manga spoilers#tbhk chapter 100 spoilers#mitsukou#moof.txt#mitsuba sousuke#mitsuba is truly an angel w a shotgun (nightcore ver)#they complete each other in a way that ties it back to tbhks overarching themes of humanity and love and fighting for the people you care fo#and i just#both of these characters have felt like they were second best and its just been so special to me to watch them in this arc#this whole arc for mitsuba has been AUGHHHH#mitsuba seeing that theres somebody who would fight for him#who cares for him#guys im going to be sick#slash positive
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The foxes just won another game. Neil waddles over to Andrew to celebrate using his racket cos he’s so exhausted. When he gets there, he smiles at him before falling to the floor. Without a word, Andrew sits down in front of him. They both sit there silently, staring into each others eyes with their foreheads pressed together.
And that’s how the press and fans started speculating about their relationship😋
#I can’t write for shit but they have been taking up 99% of my thoughts for the past 2 weeks and#I keep imagining lil scenarios like this so thought I’d post one if idk#this is probably rlly cringe but wtva💀#HELP THEY HAVE CHANGED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY#I CANT GO 10 MINUTES WITHOUT THINKING OF THEM#AND THE BOOKS IN GENERAL#I GET HYPERFIXATIONS ALL THE TIME BUT THEY ARE RARELY AS INTENSE AS THIS😭#the last time it was this bad was when young royals s1 first came out and#I felt physically sick if I wasn’t watching the show#like literally#I had a shower and after it I was literally rolling round on the floor cos I felt so sick#love that#yey autism#woop woop#andreil#all for the game#andrew minyard#neil josten#andreil have taken over my life
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#dietmimo doodles#kimi ni todoke#GUESS WHAT I BINGED WATCHED WILL SICK IN BED AHAHAHAHA#it's been so long I binged watched the whole series up till S3#so worth it. I remembered why I love this series so much#S3 is so good too! but wow did not anticipate hour long episodes#it felt like 3 episodes in one and they were HEAVY#kinda wish they made it into 20min episodes instead of 1hour ones but I CANT REALLY COMPLAIN CUZ AT LEAST THEY MADE A SEASON 3 AT ALL#sawakooooo sweet cheerful flower child please flourish and be happy for ever 😭❤️#also wow did not realize how much she cried. precious cry baby you deserve the world#Kazehaya is such a dork. the dorkiest dork that ever dorked ilu baby#i love these babies so much BUT DAMNIT ARE THEY FRUSTRATING IN TERMS OF COMMUNICATION AT TIMES AHAHAHAAHAHHA#but i love how communication is such a big theme in this series hnnnnnnnnnn love and adore#one of these i'll finish the manga too
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i love qsmp because it forces me to like. actually work on my language skills. like so often i find myself watching content in portuguese with spanish translations. so im watching content in the language im trying to learn with subtitles in my second language and i know that my brain is actually working and learning yippie
#do you guys ever think about how fucking cool the qsmp is#and how its united people from all different places who never even would have met in the first place#and not just the content creators themselves. the fans too#i have beloved mutuals whom i never would have crossed paths with without qsmp. because of language barriers and stuff#i just think its so fucking cool.#and like. ive spent years watching english and spanish mcyt content but i never really FELT like part of a community like i do with the qsmp#idfk man im so sick and feeling over emotional#i just think quackity made something so special#and like. obviously this fanbase has some problems and stuff and im not ignoring that i just.#i love my mutuals and its so cool how our mutual love of silly cubitos has created a community like ours#qsmp#sorry im raving and insane im feverish and wretched and have been lying in bed sick all day
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Anne Carson | Trista Mateer | Andrea Gibson | Doctor Who S9 E8 | Neil Hilborn | Georges Bataille | Lemony Snicket
#web weaving#words#poetry#doctor who#ummmm so i just watched the zygon inversion and felt sick over twelves speech so im back on my web weaving bullshit do u still love me
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I'm thinking I should reread dungeon meshi because I feel like I would've connected with it way better had I not decided to read the whole thing lying sick in bed from food poisoning 💀
#bro why did I even do that to begin with#who pukes their guts out and then decides they wanted to read a cooking manga about eating monsters#ok but like also even though I was extremely nauseous the whole time I still enjoyed it a lot so it says something to the quality#I was watching the anime and was thinking “bro this is so fucking amazing why didn't I have the same experience while reading the manga”#and then I remembered that I had to stop reading for a few minutes because everytime they showed food I felt sick 😭😭#food poisoning is top ten worst illnesses btw#up there with sore throat and the common cold
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