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happy morning gorgious monday to all those who celebrate 🎉✨
#mxmarsart#this is the first thing I’ve actually drawn in like. a week.#I feel so embarrassed I’m so sorry#but what better way to get those creative juices pumping than clock duo??#anyways happy morning gorgious monday#give them ONE TRILLION dollars#bdoubleo100#bdouble100 fanart#impulsesv#impulsesv fanart#clock duo#clock duo fanart#impdubs#for tagging purposes#double life#double life smp#double life fanart#trafficblr
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Literally no thoughts just Gojo after your wedding carrying you over the threshold of your hotel room. You’re not leaving for your honeymoon until the morning but he nearly trips on the doorframe in his haste.
“You really don’t need to carry me—”
“But it’s tradition, we need to consummate the marriage!” he insists. Within seconds his lips are against yours and he’s fumbling with the light switch, and you finally swat his hand away and just beg him to take you to the bed.
He works the zipper of your dress down, part of him sad that he’s not going to see you in this gorgeous gown again, but then it reveals your white lace lingerie and the groan he lets out is broken and guttural and desperate.
This is far from the first time he’s seen you like this, but there’s something about this moment here and now that makes it so much more intense, so much more intimate and he just never wants to let you go.
“Satoru,” you whisper, and his breath hitches.
He leans down to capture your lips in a kiss. “Shh, I know. Just lemme take care of you, like I promised.”
And when he sees the gold band on his fourth finger pressing into the skin of your hips as he sheaths himself inside of you, he nearly loses himself, sending up a prayer to whatever gods are listening that he can keep his promise to keep you safe and happy forever.
#I’m so drunk rn I’m sorry if this is incoherent#I just came home from a wedding and am feeling so sappy#also I have to be up tomorrow at 6am for work#can’t wait to be hungover 🫶🏼#anyway marrying Gojo would be amazing#I love him and I just wanna kiss him and hold him and let him know how special he is#oh god I’m gonna be so embarrassed and might delete this when I wake up#so revel in it now I guess?#idk it’s probably not good lol#gojo x reader#Gojo Satoru x reader#gojo x reader fluff#Gojo x reader smut#Gojo Satoru x reader smut#jjk smut#gojo smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen#Gojo Satoru#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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most personal drawing so far awroo i was blushing and giggling the whole time
full version:
#baki pickle#pickle baki#baki the grappler#baki#pickle#pickle the caveman#pickle x reader#oc x canon#sort of except reader it’s me lmfao sue me#fanart#guys i’m sorry i know i’ve posted very questionable stuff but this somehow feels the most embarrassing ahsjsjha#size diff go brrrr#self ship#PAUSE why did i not know about the term selfship avndksus i’m so dumb
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based off @slightly-knot-insane’s sexy af werewolf drabble… (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)੭ꠥ⁾⁾ muahaha!!
(nsfw under the cut— monster referred to as him because I love being a slut on this website /j)
trepidation, repugnance, utter disgust— your monster mate is only used to being seen as something to be feared and abhorred in the eyes of humans.
claws rip and tear into your captor, leaving a spray of blood and gore in replacement; a raw, sickening pink to red clumped in fleshy piles at his feet. you’ve taken his heart. rearranged the broken pieces left within and gifted him with something easier to understand. where he sees nothing but mistakes and regret stained under his sharpened nails and in the lines of calloused palms, you see refuge— a safehaven in the form of a hideous beast.
you were supposed to be with him today. he was supposed to be helping you inside and tucking you away into his home with your bags in tow, nesting with him in preparation for this season’s rut. instead, his heat is in full force; and you’re broken and bruised before him just because some fool thought they’d like to take you for themselves.
“damn it—! you alright, sweetheart?”
dirtied hands hurriedly cup your clammy cheeks as he looks you over, gaze worried and voice saccharine as he pulls you close. “look at what they did to my girl,” he castigates to himself, clicking his tongue in distaste as he swipes his thumb; gentle in the way he rids your face of mud; though smearing blood on the apples of your cheeks in accidental exchange. “out here thinkin’ they could take you away from me. look at where that got ‘em.”
he’s hard. achingly so, being so close and smelling your flowery scent that’s like solace turned aphrodisiac to his weary body and tired mind. his cock chubs; twitching in his pants as he breathes you in. “do you hurt anywhere? did they do anything to you?” and when you shake your head, it’s like he can finally rid himself the weight of a thousand worries off his back. with a low groan, he molds himself against you; big hands sliding down your back and settling on your waist instead. “smell so fuckin’ good, baby. god, you worried me to death out here.”
seeing you laugh as he gives the globes of your ass a soft, teasing squeeze has him chuckling along; the sound raspy and growly as he licks a wet stripe up the column of your throat. he’ll never be used to this— the devotion in your eyes and the warmth in your heart that’s all for him. he’s used to being the one who heels, the one who is shunned and scorned; and yet you’re knelt against him with your arms wrapped around his neck like he’s the next greatest, oversized plush you’ve got your hands on. saying he loves that is beyond an understatement.
“mm… ‘s it okay if I take these off?” he murmurs lowly in your ear, palming at your shorts with a look that’s nothing short of heated. “can’t help it, baby. when you look at me like that… fuck, makes me want you so bad—“ he’s hungry, but tender in the way he helps you shuck them off before helping you into his lap; letting you curl up against his chest. rough palms find the fat of your thighs as he spreads them slowly; making you straddle him before he’s playing with the wet heat between your legs like it’s a stress reliever. (but let’s be honest… it absolutely is.)
“so pretty,” he coos, using the pads of his fingers to rub slow, soothing circles into your ever swelling clit; his foe’s blood and your slick making a delicious, wet friction between your nub and his digits. he grins like the devil when he feels your back arch like a woman possessed. “atta girl. I’m gonna add more, yeah? keep your legs spread for me, princess.”
gentle. he’s gentle in the way he spreads you open with one finger before it melds into two, thrusting sloppily into your fat cunt as he uses his free hand to rub at your clit again. feeling you squirm makes him laugh; delivering a benign slap to your pussy that makes you let out a delicious little squeal. “will your noises be just as cute once I mount this pussy? tell me, pretty girl, do you want that?”
tired of his teasing, your answer is given when you turn in his lap to push him down onto his back; his hands coming to grip your hips on instinct. seeing you on top has never made him teeter on the edge of creaming in his boxers so quick— he almost has half a mind to feel embarrassed before you’re pulling them down and lining himself up with your entrance. as soon as you’re sinking down on his cock, his poor little brain is turned to mush.
so much for that.
“fff-fuckkkk….” the haze in his mind swirls like leaves in the wind as he thrusts up into you; helping you bounce on his fattening cock; wandering hands groping at your tits before he’s gripping your hips and speeding up his movements with a gutteral growl. “gotta breed you. gotta fuckin’ breed you so bad— please, baby, please. please, please, please—“ he feels like he’s losing his mind. as soon as you give him the okay, he’s rutting up into you like a man starved and you’re the closest thing to a full course meal he can find. “gonna fill you up until you can’t take anymore. you want that? yeahhh, you do. want me to knock you up until you’re swelling with my brood. god, you’d look so—“
with a hoarse whine, he can’t keep himself from panting before he’s painting your insides with a thick, creamy white; letting you milk him dry before your tight pussy leaves him dead to the world. huffing, his chest heaves with every ragged breath as he absentmindedly rubs your hips; nuzzling his face into your chest as he peppers sweet kisses across your sweaty flesh.
“…that’ll teach anybody from tryin’ to steal you away again. so… how about a round two, hm?”
#this feels so rushed omg#i’m like. a novice writer so I’m sorry if there’s mistakes#and repetitive words but EEK#ME NEXT ME NEXT#aaaa :;(∩´﹏`∩);: the embarrassment is real!!!!!!#screaming#I didn’t add a knot because I wanted to at least leave the monster part ambiguous :’)#but maybe I’ll edit it later and add one because YUM#monster x reader#monster x human#monster fucker
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i love having a snzfucker girlfriend so much she makes me feel so attractive and special in moments that i’ve normally been made to feel gross and embarrassed and small, like i should be ashamed of things i can’t control.
not only does she treat me with kindness and patience when i’m having a horrible allergy attack and can do nothing but sniffle and sneeze, she makes me feel pretty and worth loving and even sexy and it’s so special and i’m never going to get used to it
#idk i’m just soft#our first night together i was falling asleep while still having a fit#and i had been stifling but i started drifting off and before i realized what was happening i had sneezed fully and really harshly#directly into the palm of her hand (which she had cupped and ready in front of my mouth and nose the second i started hitching)#god it was so embarrassing and i immediately sprang up and apologized over and over#but she just cooed and shushed me and told me that i had nothing to be sorry or embarrassed about#and got me back to sleep#and then the next day when i apologized about it again#because it really was like#a very spray-y sneeze directly into her hand#she told me how much it turned her on and how adorable she thought it was#sorry i’m so soft and a little tipsy and decently sick so#i sm feeling very emotional and i just have so much to say about my gf#god
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Grips my shirt and tears it apart so that all the buttons go flying and SCREAMS I love Law and Cora so much what the FUCK!!!!
#Shima speaks#SLAMS MY HEAD INTO THE WALL. BREAKING THE PLASTER. LEAVING A HOLE#AGHHH. AGHHFHF HELP#Cora who saw a kid so angry and bitter at the world decided to throw away everything to save him despite the whole WORLD saying he couldn’t#Law who finally realized there’s still hope left in the world and hope left for him and there’s someone willing to sacrifice EVERYTHING#Just to save him. Just to give him a fighting chance. Just to let him be FREE#Law who came to realize how much Cora meant to him and how much love and care Cora had for him. Then losing all that in an INSTANT#The one person he cared about more than anything sacrificed his LIFE for him#And Law spent the next 13 YEARS working to avenge Cora…naming his pirate crew getting tattoos fashioning his Jolly Roger ALL after Cora#TATTOOS!!! HE GOT PERMANENT MARKINGS ON HIS BODY SYMBOLIZING CORA#I’M. GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE AND BLOW UP. WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK#Oda writing the most epic revenge quest in history#They mean so much to me I’m GOING to die. Right here and now#Cora giving up everything for Law and Law giving up everything for Cora…THAT’S TRUE LOVE BABEY#No matter what kind of form it comes in that’s TRUE. LOVE. PERIODT#One Piece#Do you think Law still would have gotten tattoos symbolizing Cora if Cora had lived. I wonder about that sometimes.#I feel like he would. I feel like he’d wear them proudly and Cora would be SO embarrassed about it#Law’s not shy about shit like that he’d be super smug about it too#Law: You saved me and gave my life meaning why WOULDN’T I want to permanently mark my body to honor that#Cora: Because it’s embarrassing! Lawwww!!! 😭#Law: Too bad doing it anyway <3#Cora: You know what. Fine. But I’m getting a tattoo that symbolizes YOU#Law: PLEASE???#Cora: WH. WAIT THAT BACKFIRED THAT IS NOT HOW YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO REACT#Cora you NEED to match his freak okay.#I heavily hc Law to be absolutely unhinged over the people he cares about#Like scarily possessive AND obsessive kind of unhinged#He and Cora can have an unhealthy codependent relationship. As a treat <3#Okay shutting up now SORRY I’m just. Unwell. Sighs dramatically
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Does it ever frustrate you when people argue about the moral implications of characters in serialized media (like comics and tv shows) when you yourself know that the reason characters will do things incredibly differently and make some completely out of character choices depending one what the writer wants to write.
Or not even moral implications, literally just any action or characterization.
And also those writer change so frequently that often the character will do something with one writer and then not do it with another writer.
Also these things have been existing so long that (especially with comics, like nearly a century) that times have changed and writing has also changed.
Just remember that these are characters that have been around for years and have been passed around by writers since their conception.
There is no hard canon with these things.
(Also a better argument would be about the industry issues and why the writers wrote what they did rather than arguing about fictional characters. Because a lot of this stuff is mostly industry issues that should be addressed because these are real people making these writing decisions and editorial changes.)
#batman#bruce wayne#spiderman#peter parker#dc#dc comics#marvel#marvel comics#tv shows#dick grayson#nightwing#jason todd#red hood#captain america#steve rogers#Superman#clark Kent#rant post#I’m sorry for the rant#it’s a bit embarrassing but this has been frustrating me a bit#sometimes I feel like people forget these are characters to engage with#and that they’ve been written in so many different ways
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how I feel when I stop being scared as shit and reblog art of my favs that I really like so bad
#I FEEL BAD GOING TO OLD POSTS OR GIF SETS AND STUFF ON PEOPLES BLOGS.#ESP IF THEY POST REGULARLY 😭😭#like am so sorry for rbing your post from 2018 bc I think the way u drew the furry guy I’m in love with is rlly cute#i try to do it if it has a bunch of notes too bc I’m embarrassed I am so sorry . 😭#txt
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..yes,that's it.
why are we doing all this 😞😞😞
#﹒inbox 𓈃 ⵌ#﹒moots 𓈃 ⵌ#﹒anshu 𓈃 ⵌ#for months#MONTHS#I was convinced that was the cuntiest kpop soloist mv#bcuz like YEAH ITS A VALID OPTION#but then I found woong and I was like#I’m sorry wooseok you’ve been dethroned#red moon is so iconic tho omg#also if you’ve watched any of wooseok’s dramas can u tell me if they’re good 👹#cause it’s hit or mostly miss with idol dramas I feel like…#I have trust in wooseok I just don’t have trust in kdrama plots not being absolutely horrible#and stan wooseok chat#it being 2024 and wooseok still being slept on as a soloist is embarrassing#top media rly don’t promote anyone well tho so 😭😭😭
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I really liked that post you reblogged about being kinder to writers because it’s SO TRUE!! You could spend six months pouring your heart into something and all you’ll get immediately is “when are you writing more then???!” It’s never “I absolutely loved this and hope you can write more someday, here’s what I particularly enjoyed…” it’s just so demanding. This expectation that you can just pump out work for their pleasure like it’s nothing whilst they themselves could never produce the work they’re demanding from you. How entitled do you have to be to not realise it’s actually just rude?
I haven’t published a fan fic in over a year despite still writing them and honestly I love it so much more now because it’s actually for myself again. Sure you miss out on the positive comments but you also don’t feel like all the fun has been sucked out of something that was once meant to be enjoyable. When it starts to feel like trudge to get through then what’s the point anymore?
yeahhh, though i think that was the part i related to the least from that post because i do think i’m craving that validation in one way or another. even though i enjoy writing them, and recently i’ve even started rereading some of my own stuff because there’s literally no one else here except for 2 or 3 people, which i don’t want to pressure into writing more or quicker just because i want to read a fanfic, because i know what goes into it or at least what it’s like for me. the writing part of it has become one of the only things i enjoy doing lately and maybe that’s why it’s been getting worse and worse for me actually because there’s little to no response when i go ahead and post, safe for those mentioned 2-3 people, you know. i don’t know. maybe i’m just messed up. but it’s nice to see when someone takes the time to say something rather than just an empty reblog. and even then i find i have a hard time responding to any positive feedback because i either think ‘are they just saying that to be nice’ or i simply don’t know how to answer and then i forget and then i feel bad for forgetting because they took the time to say those words and blah blah blah.
#sorry for the rant#i’ve got a headache#and was already feeling bad because idk what to write#and now i made myself cry#i’m literally so dramatic it’s embarrassing#fucking hell#pathetic#asks#anonymous
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I lied I am also going to show you these I found as well because I think they’re silly and also because i don’t think many people will see them at this hour with no tags lol. disclaimer again these were early days doodles and also mostly bouncing off inside jokes with my friend in discord so things are gonna. we get a little ooc silly in this house 🫡
more from that cafe au I talked about lol. Um. Really in my era of dramatic pining characters <- I say as if anything has changed with me. It hasn’t. my fave part of all of this tho is that part in the corner here look at it again
#Cereal tries to draw#2021 cereal is not very different from 2024 cereal#sorry sometimes being alive feels so embarrassing LOL I’m just playing Barbies with blorbos forever#Ok um good night I’m going to sleep before I become too aware and explode
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Happy Valentine's!
I provide some soft angst:
Steve being genuinely not use to affection, whether that be nice compliments, someone saying "I'm proud of you", someone asking how his day went, folding his laundry when he's too tired. To be frank, it even feels a little uncomfortable because of how deprived he is of having someone who cares. So when he meets Eddie and he just provides all that naturally, he's stumped because no one's ever done this for him before.
Enjoy this nugget of a prompt darling~!
Ahhh I’m so sorry this is so delayed! Needless to say this is such a lovely prompt.
I’ve not got a full on Drabble for you in response but I do have some thoughts
Steve being uncomfortable at the start so he just tells Eddie again and again ‘it’s okay man. Seriously it’s okay I can do it’ whenever eddie tries to help. Eddie listens the first few times but one afternoon he arrives to Steve’s house and the guy is clearly wiped out. He doesn’t bully his way in, knows that won’t work here. (Wayne is equally terrible at accepting help, as a result eddie has learned to be sneaky in his tactics)
So Eddie follows Steve into the kitchen where he’s got a pot of coffee on and a pile of laundry on the kitchen island ready for sorting. Steve makes a beeline for the pile, clearly he was interrupted in the middle of his task. And Eddie sets to work on the coffee, setting a mug infront of Steve when he’s done and joining in on the task at hand, folding the many polo shirts of Steve.
Steve is a little foggy, slow to realise Eddie has joined in and made him a drink until but when he does he starts with his usual ‘you really don’t have to waste your afternoon with me man. I’m honestly fine on my own, it’s cool.’ Eddie just hums and continues his folding ‘that’s nice’. He doesn’t argue the point, doesn’t engage in the discussion. Steve looks like he’s about to argue when Eddie throws a pair of boxers at his face ‘I’m here because I want to be but you can fuck off if you think I’m folding your unmentionables’
Steve takes them with a small smile and lets Eddie take him down the garden path of conversation of his plans for tomorrow, his shifts for the week and excitable nods of approval when Steve runs down the latest episode of wrestling that Eddie’s dodgy cable hook up unfortunately doesn’t receive.
And because Steve is a creature of habit, Eddie turns up at the exact same time next week to do it all over again. It takes two months for Steve to stop protesting, which is when eddie starts planning the next ‘Steve wall of affection aversion’ to take down.
#idk if this is what you were looking for I’m am so very sorry#your idea was so lovely I feel like I missed the mark slightly but I can’t think of a different way to tackle it#but essentially Steve stops blushing out of embarrassment of help and starts blushing out of affection#and isn’t that awful?#stranger things#eddie munson#steddie#steve harrington#ask#anon
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reason #3299874 why i hate tennis twitter: i hate how idealistic it feels to say “omg we’re ALL sort of right.” like there should be a substantial middle ground here somewhere and instead it always feels like im being weirdly diplomatic. people are spreading misinformation about how drugs and drug tests work. people are ignoring the very real and EXPERT opinions that were used in the process of ruling. people are pretending to be oblivious to why players might find the whole scenario upsetting anyway. people are projecting their paranoia about doping onto a case where it isn’t applicable. people are using completely impermissible evidence to prove why he obviously did or didn’t dope. nick kyrgios is an idiot. and we’re going in circles and have gotten no where and at the end of the day whatever YOU say will not change the fact that he did in fact get two positive doping tests AND the experts supported a conclusion of no fault no negligence. so where does that leave us.
#tw doping#idk if this is a trigger warning but ill tag it anyway#i guess im just annoyed at all the stupid takes ive seen#and it’s so frustrating to feel like i cant call those takes stupid or argue against them without aligning myself with a ‘side’#like there is no sides lol. the experts came to a factual conclusion that j have no reason or desire to question#im satisfied with that!#but there are still so many people trying to support him. WHO ARE SAYING THE MOST UNREAL IDIOTIC SHIT#like i cant sit here and watch you say this it’s embarrassing 😭#but if i say ‘hey this is like not true or accurate at all’ now it seems like i’m agreeing it’s a conspiracy or something!!!!#i deleted my original post talking about this because I think i was a bit too annoyed in that one#and did not really think through my opinions on it#so i am sorry for being pretty reactive#i still believe in the gist of what i was saying but I didn’t articulate it well#and it sounded like i was ragging on jannik which i was NOT#anyways. sorry#here we are again
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do you have any non-mcyt blogs
no, sorry! it’s just this blog and spiderducks, i don’t have any others. i’ve considered making sideblogs for certain things in the past, like maybe just for art or for my ocs or whatever, but it’s kinda like. well i built my whole community here, on this blog, and it took me years to do it so why would i start over somewhere else? :P
#i don’t know why i feel so embarrassed saying no to this like sorry im cringe kicks a rock do you still like me :(#Should i have a non-mcyt blog!! now i’m self conscious!!
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i know it’s a stupid thing to whine about and i’m sorry but the low engagement in my fics lately is super bumming me out, plus the wildfires means there’s no sunlight rn and that uh. is generally bad. for my brain. so i’m going to take a break for a bit?? for at least tonight. i need to sort my shit out and do some writing practice to figure out what i’m doing wrong. FRF is definitely still on and queued for tomorrow, and i haven’t decided about wip wednesday yet (not even sure if i’m continuing that bc so far that’s been a flop) so i’ll let y’all know :) be safe and stay healthy everyone i’ll be back soon
#i feel so bad guys i’m sorry#but lately every time i post i feel like i’m failing the peer review and since i am among the most sensitive it bitches you will ever meet#that is going unwell for me#u know that scene in inside. where bo is like yeah so my mental health is kind of at an atl#not atlanta#but all time low?#that’s me rn.#lol#anyways. i’m still going to be writing lots bc writing still makes me feel good#it’s just the posting that makes me want to cry#so.#anyways sorry this is cringe and embarrassing and emotional#i’ll be back either tomorrow or with further information tomorrow#depends on if my seasonal depressed ass sees the sun or not lol you’d be shocked at how fast i spiral#lmao#personal#announcement#?
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Our family cat, Bedussey, crossed the rainbow bridge today. I was in middle school when I found her outside our house on the Fourth of July scared of the fireworks. I begged my parents to let me bring her inside and they said “just for the night”. She’s been with us for 18 years. She brought me so much comfort over the years, especially in middle school when I truly felt alone. I miss her so much already, but I’m glad I had the chance to cuddle her one last time this weekend. Love you, love bug 🖤
#I’m going to miss her sleeping in the Christmas village this year#tw: pet death#I’m sorry to put sad things on the dash but I’m crying in the bathroom at work so it’s already an embarrassing time#it was always going to hurt because that’s love but at a time when I feel incredibly alone like I did when she first came into our lives#hurts worse
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