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It’s the same energy as the “I’m just the dirty old drummer” bit
#where’s swan for this one#the way Luke GRABBED the phone gave me a heart attack#also fucking Calum and those damn glasses#I feel like I’m looking at my parents#luke hemmings#lrh#ashton irwin#calum hood#cth#lashton#otp: i’m fond of you#afi#5sos
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they really put alicent in bridgerton blue on the reunion and genuinely expected me to think that she didn’t in fact march all the way to dragonstone to get wifed up? bfr
#I am only a girl living in a society#I make connections#she looks so pretty in blue though I want more#also you’re telling me that rhaenyra saw her walk in all cute looking to not completely crumble at the sight of her?#like my girl got all dolled up for you do something#rhaenyra IS a puppy dog when it comes to those bambi eyes shut up#Alicent was like you think you want her? I’m the love of your life you moron#and rhaenyra is like I KNOW#like she’s been trying to get the other woman to realize that very thing for the last 15+ years#and alicent’s all heartbroken like oh so you’re taking her to wife#and rhaenyra is like nO? WHAT?? all dumb and speechless cause jealous alicent was definitely not on her bingo card this year#whilst also having her own mental breakdown#because how on earth is she meant to explain this to her councel#or jace for that matter#that sure was goint to be a fun future conversation to have with her heir#but also Alicent just strutted into the room and started acting like a scorned wife?#which left rhaenyra feeling like the asshole parent who stopped paying for child support after the divorce#but also she never wanted a divorce in the first place?? and alicent doesn’t seem to get this?#like she’s already figuring out how to most efficiently empty daemon’s chambers for the woman to move in permanently#but alicent’s still yapping off about not having a place in court anymore and fleeing across the sea#and rhaenyra can’t help the bitter taste in her mouth as she states how that ship came in a little too late for them and it is messyyyy#hotd leaks#house of the dragon leaks#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#bridgerton
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Every other aspect of Jesse’s trauma makes me go oh no poor blorbo :( but his relationship w his parents and thinking ab it in the context of the series aftermath actually makes me unwell… they never even knew him they only ever saw the worst in him and now they’ve had that validated by his own actions and they’ll never know how sorry he is and that he was a good kid at heart and they didn’t imagine it and they still love him but how can they have loved him if they never even knew him and only ever saw the worst in him *flatlines*
#i sometimes feel like i’m the only one here who cares ab jesse’s parents but look#i grew up upper middle class with very attentive parents who really loved me#who would also accuse me of doing really bizarre terrible shit based on nothing but me wearing too much black or reading the wrong things#the love is there but it’s conditional the love is unconditional bc you are my child but i don’t know or love you as a person#obviously jesse actually did some really bad shit but even before all that they thought of him more as a junkie than their son#not me unloading in the tags lol it just hits too close to home is all#if i ever put my parents through that shit i would have to kms sorry#breaking bad#brba#el camino#jesse pinkman#diane pinkman#adam pinkman
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[jttw oc] cursed to be an obligate carnivore, ate his entire family one particularly bad winter
#guys im being indulgent hear me out#im not giving him a name he just goes by woodcutter#cuz he feels like he doesn’t have the right to use the name his parents gave him#not telling you what it is tho cuz I don’t know either lol#jttw oc#journey to the west 1996#journey to the west#jttw sha wujing#jttw zhu bajie#jttw tripitaka#jttw sun wukong#jttw fanart#digital art#my art#what’s he doing here? searching for a way to break his curse and make amends#yes that’s his cat he calls lucky#when I mean obligate carnivore I mean it is entirely possible for him to grow weak and hungry if not given meat in his diet#not a monk just happy to be there lol#yeah it’s the 1996 version cuz I love that group and im obsessed with it rn :)#I see so many cool jttw ocs on here I wanna make one too :(#he smokes a pipe btw I just forgot to draw it#it keeps the cravings and hunger away and also looks cool af#close enough welcome back luo binghe#real aroace solidarity is letting each other use you like a chew toy when teething#I’m just now realizing I did not draw those flags correctly#or colored them in…#just know they’re supposed to be the ace and aro flags I drew them from memory and was like eh I’ll look em up later#I did not
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billion trillion ancient wips from my old ipad 😵💫
#my cat broke my apple pencil 😭😭#so I’m using bfs parents they have a rlly nice one and Apple Pencil they rlly just use it for like. taxes and shit idk official stuff???#kinda glad I have an excuse to use another one bc I got it on eBay for $200 LOL the battery lasts like 2 hours 🙄#the self portrait one is like probably 2 years old 😵💫 kinda miss lookin like that but sooo much work and fake eyelashes were makin#my real ones fall out. lol#I had a couple more I wanted to post but 10 image limit 🙄 whateverrrr#wip#even tho im not gonna finish any of these except thinkin about pickin up where I left off on the lae karlach and shadowheart ones >:)#we shall see…#myart#Gandalf big naturals 😍😍#these are all at least 6months old most prob closer to a year tho since I barely drew when I did tattooing. besides drawing tats lol#im freeeeeeee#also always feel free to reblog my wips I don’t mind 😎 I rlly just post bc compliment feel good … and notes feel good.. chasing the dragon#pink tief girl was my farthest playthru I got she was Druid with shadowhalsin throuple >:) she wasn’t fleshed out at all tho. was justplayin#last girl is my cyberpunk girly😍😍 she lowkey looks like Rihanna
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The man truly can’t take a genuine compliment 🙄
#my art stuff#digital art#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#this is part of a series I like to call “I’m never settling on a singular detailed artstyle”#I have no consistency in drawing realistic people/characters other than my shapy cartoon style#but I truly don’t get enough opportunity to properly shade anything with art in that style-!!! it always looks weird to me-!!!!!#I think some rude lil worm in my brain is wriggling around telling me it’s a futile attempt at still doing realism#cus I’m one of those “gifted” artists that grew up promising his parents he’ll end up among the big names or whatever#constantly training to become better at art but with realism oil paintings as the goal#you know how it is 😔#I wanna shade my lil funky designs but they never feel good enough to really put energy into or whatever so I compromise with stuff -#- like this where I try to draw characters more accurately while still stylizing them and shading them however I feel like it#which is great and all but I should really learn to give my more relaxed and less perfectionist art a chance#I deserve to enjoy the process and the result without working myself dead#it’s so much easier and rewarding to copy cartoon styles - stylizing realism makes me too anxious of doing it “wrong”#at least cartoon styles give me a goal to reach or a reference to strive towards#man I really should just cut myself some slack altogether#either way - this man is a flustered mess and he’s embarrassed about being called adorable in public or something#being teased in an affectionate way about his sweeter side and stuff#don’t ask why he’s shirtless - anatomy is just a lot more fun for me to draw sometimes#tasteful nudity and all that is extremely gorgeous to me#i need to practice anatomy more cus I just kinda did some shit and went with it this time with a BIT of consideration for muscle structure
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finally in bed, about halfway unpacked. all my clothes r out at least, it’s mostly just getting tech set up + decorations that i have left. my head hurts (tired), my legs hurt (sore from squatting and lifting), and i really need to purchase both a mattress protector and a foam cover (uncomfortable), but hey i’m here
#marzi speaks#i’m really really tired and like. more than a little nervous#i feel like. i’m not ready. even though i am. even though i’ve done this before#i dunno. i’m scared i think#which. scared happens. i’ll probably call my parents tomorrow if i have time#my other roommate shows up tomorrow tho so we’ll see#i need to make a target run too. gotta get some essentials#like a shower curtain. and a bath mat. and towels. and maybe laundry detergent? i’m not sure what our sharing rules are yet#i dunno. i just feel….. weird. i feel weird and odd and it’s kind of uncomfortable. but i guess i shouldn’t be surprised. this is scary#i have to vaccuum and clean tomorrow too which i’m just. not looking forward to even tho it shouldn’t take long#i just like! don’t wanna! i’m really really tired#i’ll probably feel better in the morning?#it’s just. a lot of big days in a row and i don’t always have that kind of energy#sorry for the stressposting i’m just. ghhh. yanno
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mcr might be a surprise band at download…. the weekend before my birthday…. here in the uk…. this is fine it’s fine I’m fine
#thing is I’m not gonna buy tickets bc I literally only want to see them and if it’s not them then like 💀 I’ll look like a knob#I’m also not going camping lmfao there’s no way I’d actually be able to go plus neither of my parents would come or let me (kid core 😝)#but if it IS them???? oh dude. so upset#but also it’d be good because like??? geesus was seen??? mcr performing????#RRAAHHH SO MANY FEELINGS#this is based on a xhalloweeniex tiktok btw my girl is a credible source please go watch her stuff#anyway if it is them then like cool. at least we’ll get new images and videos and maybe in a beautiful world some kind of mcr5 announcement#I’ll just be butthurt bc I wasn’t there lmfao#like it’s literally a matter of days before my birthday :(#mcr#my chem#my chemical romance#gerard way#gee way#g way#frank iero#ray toro#mikey way
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so many people can’t conceptualise emotional neglect as anything other than ‘my parents were cold and distant and never talked about feelings with me’, and this, while being just a general awful problem of course, is also what leads to so much john winchester mischaracterisation. in this essay i will
#like. it can also be#a parent who you’re close to who is actually extremely emotional and explosive and reactive#and via forcing you to look after their emotional needs and spilling their problems all over you also teaches you that your feelings qrs re#unimportant and that you’re unimportant. even if they dont necessarily mean to or they dont with their words!#anyway i’m sure john winchester was a mix of the two#but my point is like. God this applies to so much actually#there’s this incredibly pervasive idea that damaging parenting has to be like. i dunno. distant somehow#your parents don’t love you. you’re not close to your parents#and obviously that IS damaging but it’s not the only way a parental relationship can be damaging… far from it#and a lot of what makes john so interesting to me is he DOES love the boys. of course he does#and he isn’t some hyper repressed incredibly macho figure either like some people characterise him#he’s warm with the boys when we see him in s1. sure he turns all his emotions into anger but it’s always very clear he Has deep emotions.#everything he does is powered by ‘love’#(theoretically).#like. hes obviously close with dean. he even has strong ideals about parenting when he starts off (see 70s era john disgusted at how future#john actually raised them lol).#and he’s still extremely abusive and neglectful and damages sam and dean soooo much. like. all that can coexist#and it’s such a disservice to flatten his character and pretend it doesn’t#plus it just offends me. like come on.#idk i guess a lot of people like to project their own bad experiences onto john and it’s not like i’m saying they shouldn’t do that#but. characterisation wise#he’s awful in a very specific way#spn#john winchester#oliver talks
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cooking myself vegetables when I literally don’t have to because. Helth 👍
#Now I’m just mad at myself because ew vegetables I feel like both a 5 year old and a 5 year old’s tired parent#But also yay I did a healthy thing#tw food#(< not for me don’t worry this is my adhd and my hatred for vegetables but because other people might need a tw ❤️)#Wow look at me actually taking care of myself kinda lol
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Never,imd im fucking crying and I just got home
#My ma rearranged my decor in my room and broke shit while I was away#Specifically my Sanrio collection#I’m going to fucking kill myself I hated today#I keep feeling so jealous of this girl but only bc she’s really cool and it pisses me off bc I wanna be as friendly as her#She did a presentation and everyone was so all over her we wasted 30 minutes instead of what should’ve been 5 mins#And I also feel so fucking pathetic bc she brought food and everyone enjoyed it while I was disgusted by it#Bc I’m so picky w food and I hated how it looked and I don’t even eat vegetables#But everyone was so happy and I just can’t get over it bc I wish I took part in it but I just stayed away#While everyone looked at me weirdly for not wanting to eat the food she brought#I’m against myself at this point what is wrong w me shit#I don’t want to talk to anyone about anything esp not my parents and ik they’re gonna be annoying as hell#I drew on the blackboard w some chalk and it looked rlly good and then this girl I liked just went ahead and erased it on ourpose#After I told her I drew it all proud and shit like it genuinely hurt me and she was just joking around#Forget whatever the fuck I said yesterday I’m hopeless and I should just simmer in my own misery inside my room#I shouldn’t be feeling like this but I can’t help it and I really hate it#I’m sorry for making so many vent posts lately but I’d rather tell some strangers on the internet that I kinda like instead of irl people#I’m so scared of being fr w people ik
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#So rn my parents are overseas at this gathering with family friends#And one of them got married + had a kid 11 weeks ago#All of this in the span of less than a year btw#And he’s 15 years older than me but rlly fun etc the kind of guy that feels at most 6-7 years older yk#And it feels wildddd cuz he was the rlly like mischievous (?) Kind of guy in our friend group#and it felt a bit weird to know he was expecting a kid since I found out a few months back but today my mum told me her name and everything#And I’m feeling super weird again like I can’t imagine him as a serious responsible dad buckling down yk#But also he can be serious when he needs to be so that coupled with his sense of humour means he’s going to be a great dad in sure#But it’s making me rethink whether or not I want to have kid(s)#maybe it’s just vanity but I feel like pregnancy would rlly wreck my body both looks and health wise#Like that is 9 months of commitment idk if I can handle it 😭😭😭#but sometimes i daydream abt what it would be like to have kids with the guy im 90% sure I’ll be marrying in like 7 years#and it makes me feel soooooo. like I want to do all that with him#and I feel like he would be level headed enough to help me through wtv insecurity or anxiety I’m feeling now#Idk idk#personal
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Larchpaw
She/her, 8 moons, cis molly
#Larchpaw#beetleclan#apprentice#clangen#warrior cats oc#kiri’s clangen#warrior#kiri's clangen#Wow i wonder who this mini Berrymurk is. Surely it’s not his one and only daughter#surely him and his daughter don’t have nearly identical sprites save for Larch having a slightly yellower tint and an apprentice pose#But to be so forreal the name Larch is actually really fitting becuase of that becuase larch trees are a conifer that isn’t an evergreen.#their needles turn yellow and fall off in the fall which fits because she’s just a little more yellow than her dad#I also made the pointy parts of her fur point down instead of up like the rest of her family just to show she doesn’t look all that much-#-like her grandma Gravelshock#She’s technically half-clan and her other parent is unknown so I like to think her other parent had droopier fur (though I have no one in-#-particular planned)#Anyways she’s sort of friends/rivals with Swallowpaw (who I’m planning on having as the starting POV for beetleclan) so expect to see and-#-read a lot of her whenever I get to the actual story part#I actually love Larch a lot she’s very cute I’m tempted to do her POV at least sometimes#but Idk#Also I’M FUCKING BACK!!!#can’t say how regular posts will be considering the computer I use to add the border afterwords is Wigging The Fuck Out Constantly and I-#-can barely use it but I’ve got one more cat queued after this at least so there’s that!#I can’t wait to get to the actual story I’m gonna do it in fic form with some illustrations scattered throughout instead of a comic (unless#-I feel like a specific moons needs a comic)#and I think I’ll put in on my AO3 which’ll be fun so yeah. I’m excited to finally get through all these designs hopefully over this summer#and I’m done with hs now so I can continue working on it during this next year because I don’t plan on doing college immediately!! So yeah-#-I’ve got a lot of time on my hands now and I’m excited to get back to Projects!!#I’m thinking of doing commissions on my main too (including warriors/clangen designs) so look out for that if you’re interested
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see? him face
vens very cute and I think he deserves to square up with Roxas, who is his friend and not-clone, because it would be really funny but ALSO the boy deserves to win a single thing ever in his life as a break from being the universe and kingdom hearts (the moon)’s milk webkinz. AND! he missed out! on getting an award from the million dreams festival that he won because he was preoccupied with the plot which was not very fun for him and then right afterwards he like, died, so the universe owes him a trophy and an ice cream (he got better so he can have them now)
#blonde men poll 2023#Sorry I didn’t mean to get so invested. my bug got really far though so I’m feeling some kind of parental competitive emotion#kh#link would understand. I think any link would take the trophy and reuse it for either something neat or pointless but cool looking#like a club. or perhaps a contraption. Or a big cup#ven would get really shy upon receiving it and then put it in his room ON THE SIDE SOMEWHERE so no one thinks it’s super special or anythin#but he’s proud of it. if ven got ANY trophy he would be proud of it he’s a very second place getting boy#it doesn’t get him down though. most of the time. he gets tired of it but he’s kind of used to not being special#hi if it doesn’t sound like I’m joking around anymore it’s because I got too into thinking about how ven wld react to winning a competition
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chat i have a theory that i inherited my dad’s coeliac disease 😭😭
#diya’s musings#it’s not serious or fatal though otherwise i’d be dead by now if it were true#but a few years ago my dad got diagnosed with a mild case of coeliac and went completely gluten free#the worst that happens to him is an upset stomach so like i said not serious#anyway i started noticing that my stomach has been awfully sore and i’ve been experiencing consistent feelings of nausea#first thing i thought of was coeliac so today i put it to the test#ate a completely gluten free breakfast and didn’t notice anything too serious with my stomach apart from a bit of hunger bc it was small#ate a burger for lunch and some cookies (with gluten) and now my stomach is doing backflips#BUT this is just a theory and if i want it confirmed i’ll have to tell my parents and get it tested#ummm anyway i’m scared if it’s true bc carbs and bread and everything are the love of my life#and the substitutes don’t look as good 😭😭
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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety
#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works#why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being#released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy#last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get#panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the#parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to#steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out#all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone#spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli#telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s#nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank#track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the#business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and#video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me#FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s#not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m#much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel#safe#OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she#got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like#that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s#crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull#shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to#mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told#me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check#key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS#allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no#consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way
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