#I feel like I just won a war
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does anyone know what to do after you get into your dream college does anyone know.
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“Not that I’m complaining (quite on the contrary, actually), but you couldn’t have waited for two more minutes until the end of the battle to do that, sir.”
“How could I, with you giving me a smile like that, my dear?”
“...fine. I’ll allow it, this once. Sir.”
“:)”
my second @codywanfirstkissbingo work, for “battleground kiss”
#codywan#cwfkb2023#commander cody#obi wan kenobi#star wars#battleground kisses#Cody is pleasantly surprised#even if he doesn't really approve of the timing of the kiss#but they have almost won the battle anyway so it's fine#he gets to kiss obi-wan#ngl I really liked doing this piece haha I had a lot of fun with it#also I feel like so many of my codywan arts is with them all dirty and battleworn??? but maybe not maybe it just feels so pffft#also cody where is your helmet#cody stop losing your helmet in battle pls#THEM#codywan every day all the time#my beloveds#my arts
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OK but I really love how unhinged Neil comes off in other people's POV cause looking back at the first three novels he was so damn weird
Take what happened in Colombia
Imagine what Andrew was thinking
Holy crap this binder WTF?!?! OK he's sus as hell I've gotta test him, I'm gonna mess with the tags when I refold his clothes but like...I doubt even he's THAT crazy
*Neil barges in and starts shouting in FRENCH*
OK so he IS that crazy (and French?!)
OK I'm gonna spike his drink and get some answers in a minute just gonna leave him with Aaron and Nicky for a sec while I satisfy my Gay panic this runaway has inspired in me with Roland and then I'll just...WTF DID HE JUST PAY A GUY TO KNOCK HIM OUT?!
OK I'm gonna pick up some breakfast and when I get back to the house I can interrogate the....OK ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME THIS DUBIOUS TWINK CRAWLED OUT OF THE BATHROOM WINDOW?!
OK so he's not around let's get back to Palmetto he probably got a ride from one of the upperclassmen
OK he didn't...did he run away? I guess that makes some sens... OK wait he HITCHHIKED?! THE FUCK?!
OK THIS ASSHOLE SPEAKS GERMAN TOO?!
OK he's on the run from the mob...there are a lot of holes in this story but at this point I'm gonna take his word for it that he's isn't a danger to my people cause I don't have the energy to continue to pursue this anymore. This fucking guy is more unhinged than what I was prepared to deal with this weekend.
#aftg#all for the game#tsc#the sunshine court#neil josten#andrew minyard#andrew was more tired than Neil was after that weekend 🤣#you won the batttle kind of andrew but neil won that war#not to shade nicky and aaron but wingus and dingus were not the ones you should have left neil with TWICE#also its cracker dust not truth serum it was a weird plan to start with and nicky and aaron were more high and more drunk than neil was#they were not the ones who should have been left in charge#also by letting neil out of sight for all those hours he hitchhiked let him come up with a plausible lie#that held up until BALTIMORE#like my dude you had the binder you should have hid it and threatened to burn a page wverytime neil lied#cause if the money was from riko paying neil to be a mole he would NOT want it burned#and what hes gonna go to the cops about his ill gotten cash and fake ids? you could have had him andrew#ps i imagine neil saying all of this to Andrew when that first time in Colombia is ever brought up#just critiquing his methods#andrew isnt one for regret but neil picking holes in his plan and pointing out what HE would have done makes him feel pretty damn close#he probably finds it annoyingly attractive too tho
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I can’t believe we got an infodump on simple domains AGAIN over a Sukuna backstory.
More complaining under the cut.
Usually I am one to give Gege the benefit of the doubt and will read heavily into what little information we are given. But I can't defend this chapter themes or character wise.
Even if this turns out to be a fakeout, going in painstaking detail over a show-not-tell battle in a way that lacks characterization and heartfelt emotion sucks to read. Even if the new shadow style and simple domain debacle goes somewhere, having it the main focus after an extremely traumatic battle instead of characters processing their emotions sucks to read. Even if Gojo is alive and that's why they're this chipper, everyone ignoring his sacrifice and efforts along with Choso's sucks to read.
I'm happy Yuta and Higuruma are alive but why was their revival off-screened? Yuta was so defensive over Gojo and everyone treating him like an object just 8 chapters ago. What happened to that? Why is everyone treating this battle like it was no big deal? (Also why the fudge did Kusakabe tell Yuji, a 15 year old, to his face he should've been killed while disparaging Gojo for protecting the life of a child???)
After the Shibuya Incident, there was a whole segment dedicated to how this affected the average person. The Culling Games ended and there are still bloodthirsty freaks running around. What happened to them? Is Angel hunting them down and that's why Hana is missing? Infodumping on anything except the battle would've been better.
I doubt we'll get any more info on Sukuna, Kenjaku, and Tengen at this point. We'll be lucky if there's a funeral for even Geto's body. Shoko was absent this entire chapter which makes me thing she's still trying to save Gojo or she's preparing their bodies for a funeral.
Anyways. This is the worst JJK chapter for me hands down. My hopes for the final 2 are mostly dashed. Crunch and poor working conditions really do ruin art my goodness.
#cactus shut up#Light novels and anime save us…#I'm having more fun doing Guild Wars in Granblue which is insane.#I'd have called you a liar if you told me I would have more fun playing GWs than reading JJK.#Ah yes the manga about people not processing grief and going crazy over it don't process grief and are fine actually.#I usually love random infodumps but those are always theme relevant and fun to read. I miss Kenjaku's yapfests.#I'm like on the needle for wishing Sukuna won instead because at least that would be interesting.#Gege please make me eat my words I want to be wrong about this all so very badly.#Ui Ui claiming to be the MVP even though he was only able to operate because of Gojo... Kusakabe blaming Gojo...#Gojo really was just an object to these people wtf. Sukuna continues to remain his top tier supporter even though he killed him.#They're not even checking in with each other. No one is asking if anyone is ok with this. Which Yuji and Yuta would usually do.#No Nobara talking to Maki about her transformation? Megumi just apologizing? What? Where are my actual character interactions.#Everything feels so OOC and unsatisfying. I need to huff some copium.#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers#jjk 269
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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆
#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories#a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette#against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched#for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work#sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers#8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane#i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds#pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from#marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies#gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate#to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other#he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour#you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother#never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins#bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine#you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other#saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico#we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя#...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again#feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal
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that Arab Christian post reminded me:
my dad is living a year in Saudi Arabia for work and we’re requesting prayer that he’ll be able to get in touch with our denomination’s missionaries over there (whose locations/identities are secret for obvious reasons)
#it’s not illegal to BE a Christian there but it is illegal to proselytize or publicly practice Christianity#our hope is that this will not be the case for much longer#bc the current leader is trying to make the country’s identity national rather than religious#and this (in addition to the escalating war over there) is one reason it would be SUPER NICE for our family if Trump won the election#mobile#prayer request#x#I can tell he’s really displeased about not being able to attend church there#but he will be able to visit us fairly frequently so it’s not as bad as a deployment#not to mention my mom will be able to stay there with him for 3 months at a time on the company dime#(I could too but we’ll see how my health is)#i feel like this blog is just a prayer request blog at this point#here’s another: my post-surgery follow up appointment is tomorrow morning#and I can feel the anxiety/paranoia bubbling beneath the surface waiting to give me reasons to doubt any all-clear the Dr. may give me
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This is how I imagine Post-War Harry felt:
I hate that this era in his life was never explored. I want to read about him struggling. Struggling with depression and PTSD. Having issues getting in any sort of relationship(s), going outside and facing the world, constantly thinking about all the lives that were lost, etc. I want it to get ugly and scary with everything he felt after the war ended.
#harry potter#hp#harry james potter#post war harry potter#i want them to have not moved on so fast#to actually be able to feel everything that happened to them and their loved ones#to finally grieve those lost#to fall apart#and not instantly get back up again#to be free yet not feel free#to have won the chance to live#but have lost the will to live#anyone know any fanfics like this?#im in desperate need#the ships can be whatever#i just need some recommendations#harry potter fandom#hp fandom
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#back in my piarles feels thinking about how for some reason i just... never managed to really get into the tumblr end of things#and follow the big piarles blogs. like i have my gewis mutuals i have my lolex mutuals loscar mutuals pierresteban mutuals#geoscar norrussell galex even chalex here and there. no piarles for how big of a ship it is and for how many people its their main ship#anyway the answer is that i will never interact with most of them cause a lot of them hate esteban and i obviously do not#its also not the fact that they dislike esteban. its the fact that several post untagged hate is what really gets me#would not be surprised if several of them had me blocked. fair game and all yk but still... idk. i think its cause ive been rereading#the comments on cycling au again. so many writers whose stuff i adore and some of them even wrote the fics that got me into f1 rpf#but i will never meaningfully interact with because of drivers that i enjoy#idk... sorta stupid but i really feel like an outsider to that end of teh community for how much i care about piarles :///#((the fact that it also feels very clique-y probably does not help. cc et all#anyway i need to get my shit together. should stop caring but when have i ever won the idgaf war#delete later
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It's time for my annual controversial Hunger Games post
The fact that Gale is so villianized is such a strong testament to the fact that people will only stand with the oppressed if they find them palpable enough. If you think his anger was extreme and his actions were unnecessary, then you have no real grasp on how revolutions actually work.
#I can understand not liking him on a personal level for how he treats Katniss#But I'm talking about the people who villianize him for his actions and feeling during the war and revolution#Suzanne Collins did a remarkable job using real life revolutions as models for her books#Everybody is basing whether or not everybody's actions were justified around how Katniss personally felt and it doesnt work like that#Because yes Katniss's input was necessary and important but so was everybody elses#Because if it was all up to Katniss 100% realistically they would not have won the revolution#Which makes sense because Katniss was a 16 year old girl and it would be unreasonable and unfair to expect her to be the sole decision make#They all helped win the war - Gale included#This is also evident in how people react to Johanna vs Gale when their actions are so similar and if anything Johanna would be more violent#But Johanna is more palpable so people support her more#Its just such an obvious example of the fact that people don't care about the oppressed unless they find them personally likeable#And people don't want to acknowledge the undesirable parts of wars and revolutions and what it takes out of people#People just want to see everybody as black and white#ANYWAYS Suzanne Collins is a genuis I adore her#the hunger games#catching fire#the mockingjay#gale hawthorne#katniss everdeen#thg#gale#katniss and gale
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hey hoo how's everybody doing. personally, not my best couple of months on record! and regrettably the first thing i drop when i get stressed is. text messages and social media accounts. which is ok but i've been delinquent on the online business management front and i feel i've been quiet here which i am sorry about because i do like talking about printing.
anyway i've got a bunch of WIP stuff piled up that I'm trying to get to! and some new projects i'd really like to finish this month. and i've also been doing a lot of long press feeds & many hours drawing on the light table and you know what this qualifies me to do. rate things on netflix (but ONLY if you aren't watching the screen):
dangerous lies: perfect non-watching watch experience. boy is it dumb but i always knew what was going on and also what was about to happen. the only thing i couldn't resist ogling was their fucking apartment which was SO big and tidily furnished when they're supposed to be barely making it financially. insane. 9/10
hypnotic: unfortunately this one is fun & good & doesn't waste your time with bad dialogue & i kept wanting to look up and pay attention to Kate Siegel's beautiful face which loses it points by this metric. 6/10
the boy next door: can you tell yet that i'm eternally searching for an erotic thriller that will stack up to Fatal Attraction. and failing. the problem is none of em have glenn close in em. this one sucks nuts 4/10
you get me: this is not what the erotic thriller is FOR. i want full adults torpedoing their own households and careers. teens making horny stupid decisions is just tuesday and the soundtrack is quite bad. 3/10
the nest: definitely not for not-watching. nobody is explaining themselves clearly for the audience or each other. it's also not at all scary, which was a surprise, but that's on me for having a one-note watching history and forgetting that dramas exist. 0/10, i sat down and watched it for real a day later and liked it quite a bit
deadly illusions: it's no Chloe but it is some very fun, greasy diner food of a movie. 8/10
the deliverance: hmmmmmmmm………………many people have more important opinions than me on this subject. i'll just say i was having a pretty nice time with some of the performances UNTIL i learned at the end that it was also about real people. so was the original Exorcist, distantly, and the distance sure does fucking help. 2/10
wild things: honestly a little hard to track what's happening without watching, because it's actually good & fun & there's like. real environmental details and mystery clues. good gravy it's crazy how hot Neve Campbell is all the time forever. 5/10, i was compelled to look up from my work table a lot
five star chef: completely bizarre conspicuous consumption experience. it's actually kind of nice not looking at the screen because i think the fullness of the view would make it way more uncomfortable. 7/10
selling sunset: unfortunately an extremely good non-watching show. now in a group i advocate for looking at the despicable houses together and tearing the decor to pieces, but as long as you're alone it is once again an improvement not to actually see the dollars and energy being dunked in the garbage and set on fire all over the curséd county of San Diego. glance up once every 10 minutes to see what they're wearing and you're gucci. 8/10
the perfect couple: a little challenging to follow at first if you're mostly identifying people by voices, but fun! nicole kidman is a delight; idk Eve Hewson from anything else but her character is made of uncooked spaghetti. as a person without Private Island Money i must protest for us, we're not generally this boring about it. 7/10
evil: netflix has been pestering me to watch this show for so long. they were right. it's bad & it scratches the monster of the week itch & the speed with which it simply, linguistically equates psychopath=literally possessed by demons is absolutely wild. i am currently stymied by the episode where they visit a monastery that's taken a vow of silence but someday i'll look up a summary and get past it. 6/10
culinary class wars (dubbed): i hadn't tried reality tv dubbing before and you know what, it's fine!! it does the job. there's absolutely no localization to make the jokes work in english or anything but that's a-ok. i really like the structure of this competition for some reason, and if the very annoying Class Warfare trappings make you uncomfortable like they did for me, be assured, they drop off pretty steeply after the first round and the actual participating chefs are perfectly respectful to each other. 10/10
#not relevant to the rating. is it just me.#i feel like we didn't actually know the person who won class wars that well.#it felt a little sudden when they won their spot in the final.#yeah them sure but also whomst?#where did their camera time go#or did i just miss it. for obvious reasons.
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#Not just non-American lives.#I said on here in 2020 if Biden was elected most of those white people at the George Floyd protests would disappear.#Because politics is a game to be won for them.#Team Biden won so Championship parade and go home everybody.#Police killed a record number of people last year.#Covid is still killing and disabling people.#You criticize Biden and people automatically say think about what will happen to People of color and the disabled if Trump wins.#We don't have to.#If you were paying attention you'd know.#So four years later I'll say it again.#White liberals are afraid of Trump because he makes them feel like niggers in America.#It isn't fun when the laws you thought protected you suddenly don't anymore. That's a new feeling for them.#And they will swallow whatever horrible thing Biden does to avoid that feeling.#Because when you vote for the lesser evil you are still voting for evil. Evil they're willing to swallow.#And most of us are tired of our struggles only mattering when middle class white people start catching hell too.#The country is in collapse.#The marginalized folks see it#homelessness is skyrocketing.#And as someone on Twitter just said..the war always comes back home.#They think it matters who is in control when it falls apart.#T. S. Eliot said not with a bang but a whimper.
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holy mother of christ doomerism is exhausting
#i and some other people are talking with someone in a discord server about the recent Happening#and he is absolutely convinced that we need to stop having hope because desperation is the only way to get people to do anything#and because hope is completely foolish when theres nothing to hope for#...no! fuck off!#of course this shit is bad. its fucking horrific#but claiming that theres nothing to hope for? youre doing the fascists work for them#and telling other people to stop having hope does not in fact make them feel like they can do anything#it makes them feel demoralised and dejected and paralysed with fear#you are allowed to grieve and fear. but stop telling people they should just give up#because the fact is. the fascists havent won the war yet. just this battle#and the only way to make sure they lose the war is to have hope that things can get better and fight to make sure it does#mourn. cry. then get back up and keep fighting#and if youre too tired to fight? dont discourage others from fighting on your behalf#because that is how the bastards win#r
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#i always forget the flashbacks every election until they hit me lmao#the first time i got institutionalized for suicide was about a week or two after the 2016 election#where trump won#it wasnt related to my attempt#but the cop who transported me from the hospital to the psych ward#which fucking wild experience to have just tried to kill yourself and then end up in the back of a police car#but anyways for some reason the cop started talking about politics#and went on about trump and how great he was the entire 20 minute drive#which makes the situation feel even weirder#like you just tried to kill yourself and now youre in the back of a cop car where the cop is telling you how great a white nationalist is#and i got lucky!#i was in a kids ward and there were so many other kids who had way worse experiences#like there were multiple kids who talked about how physically violent the cops were in taking them to the psych wars#and about how they were handcuffed the entire drive#these are kids who were in distress#this is how the state thinks we should be treated#fuck cops#1312#acab#psych abolition
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i know gender is supposed to be a performance but man i feel like im improv'ing
#yapping#transgender#every time a cis man daps me up for something i've said it feels like#i just won a hundred year war#transmasc#nonbinary
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I have to pry myself off the computer for real but tomorrow will someone please talk to me about Love Between Fairy & Devil now that I've finally watched it a year after the rest of the internet, and how Fairy Danyin is the best character, and Danyin/Changheng is the most lesbian (and/or gnc)/gay solidarity ship ever, and I am so stunned that they textually ended with Danyin admitting her original thing for Gods of War is that she wanted to become one herself - i.e. there was some "idk if I want to be him or be with him" to her Changheng pining - and with her demonstratively labeling Changheng her xiongdi???????? They are bros in every lifetime!! And should go on Chidi/Danyin Changheng/Ronghao double dates!!!
Someone please talk about this with me.... tomorrow.
#also was very into the canon ships. i wanted to hold out forever for xiao lanhua/jieli and i still do love them#but FIRSTLY yes ok dongfang qingcang and his cheekbones and his childlike innocence hidden beneath Devil robes compelled me#SECONDLY when shangque started getting jealous of jieli for thinking another man was stupid#and yelled like 'i'm the stupidest one here!!!' or something to prove he was the man of her dreams. he won me over forever.#ronghao committing all the war crimes for 30k years just so he could see his shifu again also compelled me#he makes an A+ sadface#but i was even more compelled by his ambivalent love for changheng#and i just can't get over how much danyin can be shipped with every woman in the story#who would have guessed it when she was first introduced?#SO many terrifically fun things done with her character#ily qu shui#xiao run died for you and the narrative confirmed that love was DEEP BROTHERHOOD#DEEP BROTHERHOOD!!! not last inning romance like i expected#but just the truest brotherly love which was stronger than anything that mortal felt for fairies he'd been dreaming about but barely knew#ok i think if i tag rambled for this long if i tag this it won't show up in the tags... sorry to fairy devil connoisseurs if it does#sorry but also if YOU wanna talk to me about my important danyin feelings please do feel empowered#clj
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having a category 5 reddie moment do not fucking look at me
#rewatched ch2 earlier um. hey guys did you fucking know we were in love we were in love i cant explain the state that im in the state of my#heart he was my best friend? did you know in these coming years many things will change but the way i feel will remain the same lay us down#we’re in love? did you know that im carving your name in the tree where i used to sit and pray about all the things ive done how i wasnt#there with you always but i wasnt in the right place and i feel so sorry i feel like hell ive been trying to meet you but i wasnt in the#right place and im so sorry im so sorry im so sorry my love my love and when i see you i really truly see you you are my best friend and#when i hold you i will uphold you? and do you knowwww that we won or we think we did when you went away you were just a kid and wake up say#good morning to that sleepy person lying next to you if theres no one there then theres no one there but at least the war is over?#do you guys fucking know all that???#kora.txt
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