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#spiderman#deadpool#spideypool#comic#I did this for a class#an ENGLISH class#but we're learning about comics as literature and for the most recent paper we had an option to make a comic#and the main theme we're studying this semester is power so i made this#anyway I forgot how goddamn hard these two are to draw#I hate how complicated their costumes are like its so unnecessary#but I also think this is the most accurately I've drawn them#and they looked consistent through this whole thing#so I'm really proud of myself#and yes this is gay but i'm imagining that in this scene they don't realize they have feelings for each other yet hee hee#some of these were fuckin hard angles too what was i doing to myself!!! this was hard af!!! wtf!!!#and to be honest i drew all of this yesterday and today!!! that was so much drawing!!! og my god!!!#but it was fun he he#except i will always hate the webs on spideys costume. hell world#they have to look such a specific way and it is not easy#enough rambling. enjoy#also sorry im reuploading this because i had accidentally colored in one of spideys speech bubbles as yellow
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I realized that no one has ever asked a Rulie doodle request if I remember well, and felt quite bad for the poor guy. Look at him, he's begging you to make him do something silly on a drawing
#don't feel bad Rulie#it's okay to feel a little like a loser sometimes#it be like that sometimes#but it's okay#you'll forget and continue with your day#he may look a little messy here#I did this a bit quick sorry#also I'm sorry for being slow#I started classes today and they will definitely take a lot of time and my soul from now on#so I'll be just a little dead these months#literally#until june#:'^)#I just started today and I'm already scared#it's so easy to fail#but please don't think I'm ignoring your requests#I see all of them#I get so happy everytime I see a new request#I'll just be a little slower and late#so thanks for your time and patience for asking and interacting with my doodles <3#lu hyrule#my art#and a little of vent#ngl
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Welcome to another post in which I (somewhat) ramble about Euclid.
The line "a parallel I'd lay my life on." is such a sweetly spoken juxtaposition. To be parallel to another person is to be one in the same: someone that mirrors your ideas and possibly even physical attributes. A "bitter reflection", if you will.
Now, in maths (for those who don't know: it's suggested that the title Euclid either comes from the philosopher, or, more likely, the mathematician, often known as The Father of Geometry, and most famous for his work on symmetry) parallel lines only ever come in pairs. It's not mathematically possible to have a single parellel line. These lines always the same distance apart: they never meet.
If they do? They stop being parallel lines. They destroy their own definition, they entire thing that makes them them, for the sake of joining.
Plus, Euclid's lesser known definition is a copy of the same, coming from Euclid the mathematician.
To call this person "a parallel", therefore, is bittersweet. They are, by textbook definition, his foil. For parallel lines to meet is to ensure some form of destruction. Of what and whom, that is yet to be seen.
#had a little thought in class today#I know Vessel hates to see me coming with my analysis#the lit student in me never died out I fear#but diging my fingers into stuff like this is fun so I don't mind#as per usual: if anyone has some extra thoughts feel free to add on!#analysis Euclid feels like beating a dead horse to me but sometimes I get a little gold out of it lol#sleep token#st#mel's rambles#euclid#lyric analysis#tmbte#take me back to eden#vessel#vessel sleep token
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Had a battle with a lift and finished this
#Journey to the West#Jttw#sun wukong#monkey king#Zhu Bajie#zhu wuneng#The lift wasn't having me today#Idk why#It was shrieking#My friend had to get someone to push the walls so we wouldn't get stuck#I was on the first floor for a good 15 minutes missing my class#Twas fine tho they let me have more time on my work#Legs are dead now so I'm home#And I did the drawing#I looked up the characters for Sun Wukongs name (I know his name isn't on his staff but I thought it was cute)#If its wrong that's Wikipedias fault#Sun Wukongs outfit is a Mish mash of a bunch of different things#I don't feel like mish mash is a word but I'm gonna use it anyway#Main inspo for him tho is Royaltea000#I love their Wukong#I need to draw him properly but he's gonna be clunky for now
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Actually Dorian Gray and Basil Hallward are divorced and also newly wed at the same time
#dasil#basil hallward#the picture of dorian gray#dorian gray#oscar wilde#we just today started our dorian gray part of lit class and I nearly cried when I over heard the whole class talk about how they didn't read#the book and just skimed summaries and then when we had a test on the characters they couldn't even like... do it#because they didn't even know who Sibil WAS#I feel like that meme of the dude at that party where I'm like 'they don't know this book is super gay'#also I will be reading the original 1890 version as to be able to fuck with my lit teacher (with love)
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36(???) days until Charlie...
#mira draws stuff#fate charlemagne#charlemagne#fgo#fate grand order#fate extella link#charlemagne countdown#sorry for the relatively small ratio of Charlie to picture today I realized it was 11 p.m. and went oH CRAP#so smol Crane Game AU Charlie strikes again#the class work and the existential ennui have been kicking my butt#hopefully I'll feel up to drawing something more detailed soon...#thank you to those of you who've put well wishes in your reblog tags I see them and I love you#and for those who missed my post about it like forty(?) days ago I do know we'll be getting charlie earlier than my countdown predicts#but changing the numbering when we don't have an official release date would be too confusing#so I'm waiting until we have proper confirmation of the release date before updating the countdown number#prayer circle for Traum on May 10
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Kay, thanks for this link, reading the essay was almost quasi-religious to this lifelong atheist. It's an absurdly optimistic piece and all the more rebellious for it, I think.
I could quote so much more from it, but perhaps this is the most relevant bit right now...
For radicals, fetishizing the guillotine is just like fetishizing the state: it means celebrating an instrument of murder that will always be used chiefly against us.
Those who have been stripped of a positive relationship to their own agency often look around for a surrogate to identify with—a leader whose violence can stand in for the revenge they desire as a consequence of their own powerlessness. In the Trump era, we are all well aware of what this looks like among disenfranchised proponents of far-right politics. But there are also people who feel powerless and angry on the left, people who desire revenge, people who want to see the state that has crushed them turned against their enemies.
Reminding “tankies” of the atrocities and betrayals state socialists perpetrated from 1917 on is like calling Trump racist and sexist. Publicizing the fact that Trump is a serial sexual assaulter only made him more popular with his misogynistic base; likewise, the blood-drenched history of authoritarian party socialism can only make it more appealing to those who are chiefly motivated by the desire to identify with something powerful.
-Anarchists in the Trump Era
Now that the Soviet Union has been defunct for almost 30 years—and owing to the difficulty of receiving firsthand perspectives from the exploited Chinese working class—many people in North America experience authoritarian socialism as an entirely abstract concept, as distant from their lived experience as mass executions by guillotine. Desiring not only revenge but also a deus ex machina to rescue them from both the nightmare of capitalism and the responsibility to create an alternative to it themselves, they imagine the authoritarian state as a champion that could fight on their behalf. Recall what George Orwell said of the comfortable British Stalinist writers of the 1930s in his essay “Inside the Whale”:
“To people of that kind such things as purges, secret police, summary executions, imprisonment without trial etc., etc., are too remote to be terrifying. They can swallow totalitarianism because they have no experience of anything except liberalism.”
#to be clear i feel the same way abput gun violence as i do about the guillotine: it won't save you it will only lead to more dead people#and they won't by any means all be the 'right kind' of dead people#you make one individual judge jury and executioner and you open to door to others who won't be doing it for the same values#are you all so really devoid of hope that you'd rather grimly cheer an act of desperation than think about how to change the system?#this entire thing is unedifying to watch. the responses are cringe as hell - almost as cringe as your folk hero himself#i don't know do i need to say explicitly that i think the us healthcare system is fucked? it's eugenics by capitalism. it's horrendous.#you can't fix it by shooting ceos though do you. do any of you really believe that??#the most milquetoast hollywoodised folk ballad going on here. this man is no joe hill.#this is like. cheering the class clown for disrupting five minutes of the teacher's time#even though it means you'll all be staying on five minutes late at the end#the number of people i thought better of who seem to think this circus is justice or presents a solution is astounding#anyway maybe that's why this article hit me so hard this morning. i needed that big fat dose of heady optimism to counter#the cynical lust for vengeance i'm seeing everywhere else.#don't you want to be better than them?#things i can laugh at: historical arctic cannibalism. things i guess i can't: this whole mess#i don't mourn the ceo not one bit! but they'll put a new one in place with better security and life will go on much as before#taking any execution as a victory is honestly grotesque to me#crimethinc#anarchy#anti-violence#today i will mostly be listening to let 'em dangle by elvis costello again i guess
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I wish I had some expired NyQuil so i could take it and get mildly high during my 3 hour class instead of being bored out of my mind as it takes the entire class period for all 15 students to present their projects
#i want to go home#i have many things to do and I'm sick and im not feeling up to do ing anything#also i don't have enough friends to socialize with so im just wikdlh lonely most of the week because the few ones I do have are always busy#lilac post#today is just a hashtag negative day#class is 3 hours because it's an art class. And there's like 15 students in class who need to present#What I SHOULD do is practice presenting but I feel so fucking emotionally dead inside rn lmfaoooo#I'm going insane#I think the daylight savings and season change might be getting to me
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I feel like Solar Flare and Jack's existence is extremely messed up. In this essay I will.
I want to start off by saying that I absolutely LOVE Solar Flare and Jack and I'm happy they are/were in the show. My problem is the way they were created and why.
Both Lunar and Bloodmoon were originally created to be tools for Eclipse, just as Solar Flare and Jack were created to be tools. The difference is that Lunar and Bloodmoon were created sentient. They both had the ability to recognize that Eclipse was abusing them and were aware of the fact that they were tools. Both of them had the power to actively change their fates, or at least attempt to. Solar Flare didn't have that ability. Jack doesn't have that ability either.
While Solar Flare's existence wasn't at all surprising to me considering what Eclipse did with Lunar and Bloodmoon, it caught me off guard that he wasn't sentient. That's a problem for many reasons considering he wouldn't know he was being mistreated or that he didn't want to serve the purpose he was built for. Yes, he grew more sentient as time went on, but think about it. He was built and then a little while later, Eclipse took over his body and forced Solar Flare back into the headspace where they both later died. Solar Flare never actually got a chance to live.
Jack on the other hand was created to protect Lunar. He no longer has that purpose because he annoyed and angered Lunar when he simply didn't know better. Jack also has the problem where he can't escape his situation and is stuck doing the bidding of others because yet again, he doesn't know better. But what irks me with Jack is the fact that he was created by Solar and was neglected and ignored the same way that Eclipse had done with his creations. In his attempts to please Lunar, Solar left behind his own creation which now no longer has a purpose
#I was thinking about this during class earlier today#because in my personal opinion it's incredibly messed up to create another being for one purpose and not even give them a choice-#-in the matter#I feel like along the way they learned “oh if we create sentient tools they'll abandon us and create their own lives at some point”#So they moved on to creating non-sentient animatronics#Which in my opinion is far worse since they were built without the capacity to know any different#They can't even form their own sentience because their AI was specifically stunted so sentience wouldn't be achievable#chocolix rambling#sun and moon show#tsams#sams jack#sams solar flare#It's okay if you disagree but please don't be rude
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as of ten minutes ago we are officially Jobless™️. my sign to retire early and devote the remainder of my existence to writing toxic old man yaoi
#pennforyourthoughts#personal#someone rb this with silly tags i feel it deserves some levity#warning: novel-length tags lmfao#THEY TOLD ME TODAY MY LAST DAY IS FRIDAY? that's only two whole workdays for me HELLO??#knew it was coming bc they let my friend go two weeks ago and he had more seniority than me but jfc#at least let me ride out the contract till november. WHY. i JUST went back to uni i need money goddamn it#full disclosure tho i haven't been able to stop laughing bc so much of the surrounding circumstances are insanely funny to me#1) i was LITERALLY at a job fair yesterday and I almost considered not going bc I was so damn tired#surprisingly made some really great connections so ty universe now i have people to poke in the coming months#2) i switched from part time to ft course load at the last second and have been regretting it ever since but if im to be unemployed then#MAYBE now I can actually handle the uni workload :D#3) when my boss called me she asked how ive been and i told her i was sooo sick last week and got into a car accident#that same day omw back from uni (universal karma for skipping class for my health ig)#THE WAY SHE PAUSED ON CALL IS SO FUNNY IN RETROSPECT. was prolly thinking fuck. now i have to add to this#she literally went “omg im so sorry...anyways i have bad news”#im not even lying when i say i was GIGGLING through that whole call she was so concerned#love her bc she genuinely tried to fight for me and is the reason i wasn't let go two weeks ago but man. the timing is impeccable#also don't think i get any unemployment benefits bc i was temp contract and my situation as a whole is a bit complicated so YAY :DDD#the way i ran to my bestie to spill the tea & we're over here like 🤝 fired buddies 🤝 time to speed run job interviews while juggling uni
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I loved the cowboy comic so much that I wrote a oneshot for it. https://archiveofourown.org/works/50934235 🥺 your art is BEYOND amazing, ty for the food
INCREDIBLE!!!!!
#billdip#I honestly loved this story start to finish with the ambience and quick pace#hadn't considered the possibility of Bill and Dipper actually working *together* but it's always a good time when they do ❤️#sorry it took so long to reblog 🥲#I read it like- Right when you posted. But I had to catch a plane and then drive an extra hour home and immediately get on zoom for class#and today i was just all around exhausted so i slept roughly 70% of the entire day dndsjdndnd#all that to say that I had your fic in the back of my mind and I very much wanted to set some time aside and re-read it when I got the chan#honestly with how well you set things up I would've loved to see your own rendition of their first kiss#You established their relationship really well at the start and brought them together by the end after outsmsrtong those bandits#it feels like you have a better understanding of who they are to each other than even i do 😌 very much a fan#i love when stories incorporate those sort of 'habits' that the love interests fall into#that confuses character A while character B is so clearly using it as an excuse to get close and spend more time with them#i squealed like a maniac when Bill was like oooph lemme walk you home 😏🤠#sir i am going to wrangle you up if you don't compose yourself#and Dipper's just wary of him because people as handsome as bill used to pick on him 😢#little does he know he's grown into a 10/10 cutie patootie that any cowboy would be stupid NOT to smooch#I'm a simple man. I read oblivious low-confidence cowboy being pursued by a hottie on a horse. I lose my shit#Awesome wonderful writing!!! so happy to have caught your eye and i hope to continue pumping out content for this wonderfully weird ship
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today will be something
#my less favorite classes are today#they're not bad I just don't feel like doing them#90 minutes of bio eh#could be worse I guess
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Y'all won't mind if I answer the rest of the Trick or Treat Asks tomorrow right...?👉👈 I wanna make sure I do everyone's but it would be impossible to do them all tonight-
#pan rambles#This isn't a complaint btw#I'm so happy to have gotten all the asks!#I love challenging myself when I do asks games like these and this one is no exception!#(Usually it's a speed challenge-#I feel like I'm a pretty slow drawer normally so these asks are a nice way to try to do some fast but still nice art!)#But yeah! The headaches I've been having all day kinda put a dent in how many I wanted to do today ;v;#I don't have class tomorrow so I can definitely finish up the asks! :D#Also if anyone wants to send any last minute ones that's cool too! Happy to draw things for y'all!
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Liveblogging from mandatory resume workshop!: I need to be sedated
#I'm so freaking tired dude and I forgot I had to do this today#I've needed to cry for the last hour and a half but not a choice I suppose!#starting to realize that I've stumbled into the freshman dilemma again...are these people really my friends or do I just see them regularly#feel a great disconnect from the class I was most in love with at the beginning of the semester#don't have a relaxing weekend until the after the last day of classes#imposing myself on my acquaintances again because I just assume the world revolves around me#it didn't last weekend? my bad sorry for being annoying about it then. surely it will next weekend though!#___ remains an obligation albeit a fun one (but isn't everything)#& bless my acquaintances' hearts for trying to help me figure out my party planning but I'm not so sure I even want you guys there!#I'm actually getting nervous about this I feel like it could result in a judgmental affair...but only if x y and z are there!#mj has feelings
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various mephone5 doodles
#inanimate insanity#ii mephone5#my art#love to sketch on loose-leaf paper. i will literally have a sketchbook with me and still go for the notebook paper 99% of the time#drew all of these in class i think. this guy is what my mind defaults to when i'm bored#Normal About That Phone#feels like i've been posting a lot of art this month... and i have yet another drawing of mephone5 i've been meaning to finish+post#<-probably tomorrow. or later today. or sunday. or in 3 months. who knows? i sure don't#i Do know that i'll probably take a fat nap after posting this because i'm. so tired#good god these tags. i think i ramble more when i'm sleepy
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whats the point in life if everybody stops liking me the moment I start feeling even just a bit sad
#i am so so so lonely i feel like curling up and dying#and kinda like im gonna be sick#i don't wanna go to school tomorrow .. not if everybodys gonna ignore me#not even just my friends ignore me. everybody does#today i lived through that one scene in serial experiments lain where lain walks into class and her chair is missing from her desk#and nobody acknowledges it or anythign#my life always feels like a sel episode and im very scared and lonely#sorry for vent posts but i do not have anywhere else. i wanna die and i have no energy i feel sick#and i just haven't been able to draw properly for the past few days somehow#i can't execute any of my ideas and now school work is gonna start piling up#but the worst part is i feel all alone. im so alienated at school and its just like nobody in this world wants me around at all#i don't wanna go to school tomorrow .. why go into school if im gonna be alone there#but also why stay at home if ill be alone at home??? idk dude why is any of this even a thing#i should just find other people to talk to. i hope this year will be the year i stop being shy and find people that accept me#i really hope so#oh so this is#cw vent#i always forget to tag stuff nowadays
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