#today i lived through that one scene in serial experiments lain where lain walks into class and her chair is missing from her desk
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whats the point in life if everybody stops liking me the moment I start feeling even just a bit sad
#i am so so so lonely i feel like curling up and dying#and kinda like im gonna be sick#i don't wanna go to school tomorrow .. not if everybodys gonna ignore me#not even just my friends ignore me. everybody does#today i lived through that one scene in serial experiments lain where lain walks into class and her chair is missing from her desk#and nobody acknowledges it or anythign#my life always feels like a sel episode and im very scared and lonely#sorry for vent posts but i do not have anywhere else. i wanna die and i have no energy i feel sick#and i just haven't been able to draw properly for the past few days somehow#i can't execute any of my ideas and now school work is gonna start piling up#but the worst part is i feel all alone. im so alienated at school and its just like nobody in this world wants me around at all#i don't wanna go to school tomorrow .. why go into school if im gonna be alone there#but also why stay at home if ill be alone at home??? idk dude why is any of this even a thing#i should just find other people to talk to. i hope this year will be the year i stop being shy and find people that accept me#i really hope so#oh so this is#cw vent#i always forget to tag stuff nowadays
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