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Wallace! Watch out! Scott’s having gay thoughts about you two making out right next to you! Oh no, he’s snoring!!! he can’t hear us!!!
1. In a phase where every song I listen to is about them and Blurt by Mega Mango ABSOLUTELY is about them. You can’t tell me otherwise. (So is Say It Back by Luna Day. I plan on writing a fanfiction around that song but I’m… probably not going to 😅) I’m happy I “found” the time to make this comic finally (I’m procrastinating)
2. Uhh. For legal reasons I didn’t make this. Especially if you’re one of my two friends that know my account, this doesn’t exist.
#scott pilgrim#wallace wells#scott pilgrim vs the world#scott pilgrim takes off#scott pilgrim fanart#scollace#scott x wallace#just realized the lyric is ‘if’ not ‘when’#gonna kill myself lol#I’m not changing it because then I have to fix the spacing#I don’t want to#so deal with it
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I think I have a depersonalization disorder. I should probably bring that up with my therapist next month.
I’d normally laugh after saying something like that. I’m not like upset, but I don’t feel like laughing at this realization.
That my brain coped with my trauma, by having me not be there. Taking me out of the narrative. Turning me into an reader of sorts, in my own life. For like a decade or so. A childhood as a non real observer. Disassociated. I can’t remember most of it.
And some days. When shit is bad in my brain, I slip back there. Into the fog. I’m still there. I still talk, learn, and create. But I’m not there. Not really. Memories blurred. Sat behind, a layer of narrative.
Fuck. Well, at least I have enough awareness and presence to realize this these days.
But still.
Fuck.
#trans girl#transfem#mental illness#tw mental illness#dissasociation#depersonalization#derealization#undiagnosed mental illness#autistic#autism#childhood trauma#I just want to be me#I just want to be real#I don’t want to#go back
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Doing it even when you don’t want to
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I don’t usually post much and I apologize to those who don’t want to talk about US politics but I have noticed something.
You know that it’s bad when both tumblr and twitter have the same views on one thing. Are agreeing for something. But that’s what’s happening.
To all of those like me in America, please e please please wait until all the ballots are counted. Many people have said their vote didn’t get counted and there’s a possibility that the orange man cheated.
I will probably not be online much for a bit as I feel that I need to distance myself from social media rn but I promise you I am not going anywhere.
I love every single one of you I promise things will get better
It’ll be ok
#us politics#us presidents#us elections#twitter#tumblr#queer#lgbtqia#support blm#free palestine#i hate this#i don’t want to#be here now#but i cant#leave#have a good day#things will get better#moff speaks#cw politics#cw election
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Guys. The Squidward guy just tried to seduce me. Without a shirt. I rejected him and he accepted but he immediately brought up ‘let me physically make you less human’ thing he’s been trying to tell me for a few days and. I’m not sure I like this.
#Mr emperor please#I don’t#I don’t want to#I don’t want any of that ;-;#I’m true to Karlach#WHICH YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN IF YOU WERE WATCHING ME#I actually can’t figure out if he’s genuinely interested#or trying to manipulate me#bg3#bg3 memes#bg3 rant#emperor#Karlach#bg3 spoilers#I made your human form hot for a reason#AND THEN YOU LOST IT
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im gonna sink and you won't be there to hear the clink when i hit the fucking bottom.
#it really breaks my heart#like everything is about him#he hasn’t once actually tried to make things right#like it really seems like there’s zero respect#like he said i talk to him like i hate him#im fed up#that’s what it is#and it’s fucking bumming me out#like the past two days were actually pretty perfect all things considered#i have genuinely been feeling happiness#i mean im medicated so that’s helping#but like I don’t know#i just need to cut him off#at least in the online sense#i don’t want to#but i can’t keep doing this
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Me trying to find the outsiders content on tumblr (it’s all character x yn) (im tweakig out)
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„It’s the last season of Stranger Thi-“
#i am sad#i don’t want to#send help#byler#stranger things#mike wheeler#mike x will#will byers#byler endgame#byler is canon#byler tumblr#byler is real
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Day 183: (SIGHHH) Among us
I changed the title to among us.
#I’m keeping my anti among us tags#I DO NOT#feel like#titling a post#among us#it’s incriminating#I don’t want to#I do not want to#megumi sasahara#megumi yttd#yttd megumi#rio ranger#yttd ranger#ranger yttd#yttd alice#alice yttd#alice yabusame#I <3 Alice#yttd kurumada#kurumada yttd#naomichi kurumada#yttd hinako#hinako yttd#hinako mishuku
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Yet? @askdrhanniballecter
He told me I’m not legally allowed to leave him.
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I made Earthspark Soundwave as a human :3
#earthspark soundwave#soundwave#transformers#humanformers#transformers earthspark#he a thicc boi😍#Soundwave Superior#i gotta be honest#I’ve never watched Earthspark 💀#And speaking quite frankly#I don’t want to#but I would for him and only him#And maybe Shockwave 🫣
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I don’t wanna study :(
I don’t WANNA
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chat do I get out of bed and go for a walk yes or yes
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ARE YOU A POKEMON ENTHUSIAST??? i swear we're like the same person at this point sdnvjdsnvj
VERRRAAAHSJJSN i can always count on you !!! you’re great i love you sm. FAV POKEMON !! OR FAV GAME? ANYTHING!! I MUST KNOW
#🦢— mail !#🤍 from: vera !#i#really love pokemon#i don’t want to#out myself#i want to look normal and nonchalant about your ask#/lh#anything about mystery dungeon or b&w / heartgold soulsilver and it’s so over for me
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If this gets 50 notes I’ll do my schoolwork
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