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And today’s mood is
#ghost posts#mom is decorating early for Christmas and turns out#she threw out my favorite Christmas decoration#which was a nutcracker that has been around since I was born#it wasn’t broken she just said she wasn’t happy with it anymore#so she threw it away#I feel a bit silly being sad about it#but I was my favorite thing to see every Christmas#I don’t think she realized that#not happy things#but fr I have to remember not to get attached to things while I live here#bc I don’t have a say in things like that#she at least asked me if I wanted to keep the bird my grandmother gave me when she was about to throw it out#she’s just not a sentimental person and I have to remember that#she’s good at other stuff but not that
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what she says: yea i’m fine
what she’s thinking: the story brought both carpenter and faulkner to their inevitable end points that have been foreshadowed from the v first episode of the show ambiguity of carpenters death aside she stood on the banks of the river singing like her nana glass and was gunned down by the military and faulkner was drowned dragged delivered by the god and story he had let devour him but. but. before those things happened right before the narrative reached its end both of them stood up and said no! i want to go forward! i want to find something past this whatever it might be i don’t want it to take me yet im going to keep on walking! and it was too late! the thing is it was too fucking late!!!!!!! the aquifer was already flooding the soldiers were closing in she was to hurt to run he can’t swim. the chance had come and gone at the beginning of the episode for any hope of them reaching each other ever again but even though it was too little too late never ever going to be enough they both looked the site of their doom in the eyes and said i do not accept this. not here. not now. i am staring at you– the thing that will eat me — and resolving to pry open the jaws and choose to use the last moments of my life (whether i know it or not) to run and stumble and crawl and cry and sing in the hopes of reaching the people who matter to me more than being made your meal. and of course they got fucking eaten anyways. of course they did bc they were walking towards it from the beginning. but there is a way out, there is a way forward, there is a land beyond the storm that is possible to reach if you choose to step out of the story that has been built for you to find it. we walk on, with a rough and tarnished hope, and a tangled, ruined love. it can end with love, and it can end with kindness. even as the jaws are closing. ours is a world of miracles.
#unrelated but i fucking knew he was blond i knew it from episode one. vindication.#is this anything. i don’t know if this is anything. i just have a lot of feelings okay.#this might be too much of an optimistic read re both of their last moments but i think the themes are very much there#and baked into the finale. none of them wanted to be eaten man.#also schrödingers carpenter and faulkner realizing she was right and going after her at THE LAST POSSIBLE SECOND#are two narrative choices that are going to haunt me until the end of time. like holy shit they really did that huh.#*stares in podcast rambling*#tsv#the silt verses#tsv s3#the silt verses season 3#tsv spoilers#the silt verses spoilers
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Fem kokichi :P (she uses those pigtails to symbolize devil horns or something idrk xD)
#I was going to say tsumugi would use the hair detail to help her prove she is a remnant#like look she made her hair look like junko’s#that’s so evil right?#but then I realized that in a genderbend au junio would be a boy and I don’t think he would go for that iconic hair style#kokichi ouma#ndrv3#danganronpa v3#danganronpa#drv3 killing harmony#my art#danganronpa killing harmony#drv3#kokichi oma#ouma kokichi#fem kokichi#genderbend#drv3 kokichi
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I always wondered why Katniss factored marriage and children into the equation when it came to reciprocating Peeta’s feelings for her. It’s a rather large leap, especially when Peeta himself never expresses wanting children at any point in the story. He uses children as a tool to persuade Katniss and the Capital to save her life, but the only time we see him express any desire/feelings of having one of his own is when he’s crying after the baby bomb. But we never hear his real thoughts.
But you wanna know who does express wanting children? Gale.
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It’s one of the first thing he mentions in chapter one. And it pisses her off so much.
(I also want to add that Gale reframes/establishes the dynamic of Katniss and him caring for their siblings from something that is sibling-sibling to parent-sibling. And he is not wrong. Katniss doesn’t refute him. Both Katniss and Gale are surrogate parents to their siblings. Which is also why Katniss love and affection of Prim, is not just sisterly. I’ve seen people say Katniss is only sisterly to Prim- but she’s not. She’s parentified their relationship to the point she subconsciously see Prim as her child, which makes this a tragedy because she’ll loose her first child no matter what she does by the end of the story.)
But Gale’s phrasing here elevates himself as a potential suitor to Katniss by placing them both as the parental roles to these children. (Which irritates her a lot ). Which is why she brings the topic up with her relationship with Peeta. Because she’s subconsciously aware of Gale’s efforts and knows it will be a point of contention between them. It hangs over her head in a way.
With Gale, children are extra mouths to feed. (But Gale will do fine. He can work. He can hunt.) It’s all framed with calculated survival in mind. But it’s also not something she had planned in the future at any point.
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But Peeta’s children? Oh they deserve to be born because Peeta deserves to be a father. He would be such a good father. They deserve to exist in a world where they can be safe and happy. (Even if it’s not with her.)
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This is also why I think she subconsciously sees Peeta’s baby as her own. And I don’t think of it as a cruel/heartless thing, it’s just you’d be more protective of your own child compared to someone else’s. Katniss sees Gale as a reliable person who’s equipped to look after a kid. She doesn’t express the same kind of maternal instinct/yearning for the Baby Hawthrone’s safety as she does with the idea of Baby Mellark, because she doesn’t think of Gale’s child as her own. She never hopes for a better future for them, but she does with Peeta because he and that baby gives her hope. And she loves him that much.
#I’m just rambling#sorry if it’s obvious from the get-go#but I just realized the whole Baby+marriage and Peeta is Katniss dragging her issues with Gale into her relationship with Peeta 🤣#I don’t want to be mean#but Katniss does not give a shit about Gale being a father#she’s all like- yeah go find a partner#but I still want my hunting buddy#but Peeta???#he should be a father (says nothing about finding another woman) and his baby deserves safety#she also doesn’t mention jealous with Peeta#but does with Gale (I wouldn’t be jealous. but me hunting partner…)#which yeah#she plans on dying#but she also blocks out the topic of another woman completely#because I think it would make her sad/jealous#everlark#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#thg#the hunger games#not tagging Gale lmao
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The world isn’t ready for my alpha kid readings.
#jane crocker#jake english#roxy lalonde#dirk strider#homestuck#alpha kids#Jane is the struggler don’t you EVER contest that#many might argue it’s Jake but he doesn’t struggle inherently#usually he just vibes until he’s forced into situations wherein he struggles#Jane struggles from the beginning#her entire arc is a struggle#also had to change it from “the fujoshi” mostly cause I don’t like that and also cause it’s not as versatile as the other labels#I don’t actually think Dirk is boring btw i just think that when put up against his friends he has a lot less complexity going on#like his arc is fairly simple as opposed to Jane and Jake’s#and even Roxy’s#His problems seem inherently a lot more straight forward to me simply because he’s articulate enough to realize he has problems#Jane and Jake are almost there#problems are like on the tip of their tongues#and Roxy is kinda like the John of the team where she isn’t even gonna acknowledge the possibility of problems#girl is like “problems? haha not me#I’m the put together one in this group :)”#and just ignores all her internalized misogyny and heteronormativity#she is a mirror to Vriska in that they both put a lot of emphasis on preforming romanticism as a means of affirming their gender#anyway my alpha kid readings are way too boring so I feel like nobody would really be interested in them Sighhhh
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*Slowly climbs onto stage and barely reaches the microphone* anyone for some transfem Pixal?
#ninjago#ninjago hcs#pixal ninjago#is this anything chat#i don’t think any nindroid can particularly be placed on the sex binary or male or female anyways so like#transfem as in. borg built her with a masc leaning body#but as pix developed her own sentience she realized being seen as a masc person just didn’t suit her#so she asked for changes like getting a higher voice or boobas#she gets to build her body however she wants when she rebuilds it ofc#(she just built her literal transition goals)#ninjago pixal#pixal borg#cable hcs#transfem#transgender
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Kindest reminder that aside from Sky and Wild, none of the others have even heard of the Goddess Hylia before meeting up. The goddesses they would invoke, if any, would be either Farore, Din, or Nayru.
#linked universe#it’s a minor pet peeve of mine#mostly I think by people who started the series with BotW and didn’t realize Hylia was formerly just a lake#Nintendo had a chance to introduce Hylia to the Downfall timeline and aside from an unnamed statue crumbling in a basement they didn’t#this also adds to my “Legend does NOT have beef with Hylia” headcanon#to all of them Hylia is just Sky’s girlfriend except Wild who is probably very weirded out by this whole thing#“oh your girlfriend is a goddess that’s nice” vs “wait you’re engaged to THE Hylia should I be worshipping you?!” “please don’t”#at if Hylia’s present in the Downfall timeline she’s not actively worshipped#and if she’s present in the other two I can see Wind mistaking her statue for a strange Rito#and Twilight still being the goddessless heathen that he is /j#they start a minor religious debate every time it comes up#ESPECIALLY Four who has met the three goddesses incarnate and Wind who swears he saw them when he opened the Tower of the Gods#and Legend who is 50% sure the Oracles were them and 50% sure they at least were connected#Wild saying they are saying the names of the dragons wrong#then Sky saying yes there are dragons but Wild YOU are saying them wrong#that one comic I think by ovekaart with them all being like “you mean the lake?” is on point
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Rainworld fans when they don’t know how to interact with a female character without calling her a mother or a bitch: “yeah moons too boring :/// I like when she’s a bitch! Let her be mean!”
Moon very rarely displays anything beyond (Understandable) bitterness at her situation and some passive aggression. If you want to make aus or explore an alternate canon where she DOES act more “bitchy” go ahead. I support women’s wrongs. But I find it very disheartening that people see Moon’s sheer willpower, that she chooses to be kind again and again and again, as a weakness. As a “wrong” reaction to the situation she was put in.
I’m not gonna deny that some of her politeness is a hold over from etiquette back in the Ancients’ day. But I simply do not think her peace and kindness is wholly a weakness, or something subconscious she is unaware of. (OR uninteresting. In a world that is DESIGNED to make you feel small, a world designed to be unkind, having a character who chooses to be the opposite is SO interesting imo.) And I do not exactly think reading her angry moments as “bitchy” is a normal thing to do with the only prominent female character in the whole game.
#rain world#looks to the moon#rw lttm#this is more of a vague post than anything I’ve ever posted#if you posted a take like this and read this: I don’t hate you or anything#this is phrased in a very frustrated and cynical way but I’m so tired#you are allowed to dislike moon#find her uninteresting#etc#but I simply do not agree with the ‘popular’ reasons for viewing her as such#and I think it’s clear when people view her merely as an extension to a story centering her brother#instead of realizing rain worlds story (esp in vanilla) is very decentralized#just because moon is largely ‘static’ and her arc is less extreme than Pebbles’ is#it doesn’t mean she. doesn’t have one?
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Arceus have mercy for the chaos she will cause
(Part 2/3)
#submas#submas emmet#submas ingo#nimbasa trio#pokemon elesa#pokemon#pokémon#she really did that#the amount of fans this will accumulate for them is catastrophic#I realize my style changes every time I pick up a pen don’t hate me#this took SO FUCKING LONG#but after an art block and hundreds of hopeless tears I finally finished it#they will never let Elesa around them with a camera ever again#I’m proud of Elesa’s clothing brand name though I think it suits her
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Daisuke to me represents the type of person who you have to bottle up your pain around because they are ill equipped to handle it. He would realistically not know what to do realizing that among the people he idolizes one is this horrendous monster, especially since he is so optimistic to a hazardous level to himself.
This makes his relationship with Anya so upsetting because as much as he could confide in her she could never confide in him. That very conscious fact/choice on her part is a constant reminder of her suffering along with the hopeless inability to do anything herself about it that ruins her mental state more.
#a very common tactic of abusers is to surround themselves in unaffiliated groups so their victims feel less secure outing them as abusers#it’s common enough that they know the person may not be believed or will be seen as the aggressor for trying to make problems between peopl#who personally had none with the abuser or use the leverage of those parties not deserving to be burdened with the knowledge as a way to#escape responsibility and while we don’t know how intentional this is on Jimmy’s part I think it was very intentional on Wrong Organs#seeing as Anya only tells Curly and Swansea in secure and secluded locations and obviously doesn’t let Daisuke know#not to mention how easy it is to sway Daisuke in convincing him to drug Swansea whether he realized the severity of the action#but back to the direct relationship Anya would definitely feel a unique pain at seeing Daisuke be so friendly to Jimmy and be none the wise#to why she isn’t#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#nurse anya
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Studies(?) so I can draw the Nightmare Critters gang before Chapter 4 comes out
#poppy playtime#nightmare critters#maggie mako#touille#rabie baby#poppy playtime chapter four#There’s a spectrum of how I draw the nc ranging from anthro to just slightly cartoony irl animal#lil height notes at the bottom left of the last image. I think Maggie should shorter cause sharks are measured by length and she’s standing#besides that- RATS AND BATS ARE SOOO CUTE ACTUALLY!! Rats are lil guys and Bats range from monsterous to LITTLEST GUY EVERRR#don’t know what species Rabie is so I chose Cali Leaf-Nosed Bat cause they’re cute but then I realized she doesn’t have a nose! just a snou#so she’s a big brown bat now. I figured after she’s probably suppose to be a vampire bat but those mfer got werid noses I ain’t drawing tha#used DC’s King Shark as ref for Maggie only for me to remember her species of shark had pointy noses and I drew her with the bluntest snout#my art
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More reluctant king sabo au! I realized recently that this au is an excellent excuse for drawing sabo in pretty outfits that he would be absolutely miserable in :)
#one piece au#sabo#king sabo au#I have a very specific idea of sarie in my head.#in which she is largely a product of her upbringing#entitled but due to being given everything she wanted when she was raised#sheltered and poorly socialized because she was always above those who lived outside the castle#Sarie has the potential to be a good foil to sabo. I think their dynamic would be so interesting#because while I don’t think sabo is interested in love at all#I also don’t think sarie understands what love is outside of the fairytales she is allowed to read#and she must have such a twisted idea of love from growing up in the royal family where I’m sure there must have been fights over heirs#not to mention she must have so many people vying for her attention if whoever marries her is apparently third to the throne#it definitely must have been impressed upon her since she was young that she doesn’t marry for herself#or maybe she realizes this and is waiting for a fairytale knight in shining armor to take her away. idk#I do think that to her sabo is an odd superposition of a prince and a knight#I don’t think she ever really falls in love with him. she’s just so alienated from the concept of love and#someone who actually cares about her as a person that sabo being the first one floors her and convinces her she’s in love
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The two genres of reactions to My Old Ass seem to be:
Touched by the beautiful yet fleeting nature of life
Does not know what a bisexual is and was appalled to find out
bonus secret subgenres:
Aubrey Plaza is hot
*actively crying*
#I swear people will be all happy for me cause I was a girl who thought they only liked men#til I met a certain woman and had the epiphany that I’m bi#but god forbid it happens in reverse#and a girl who thinks she’s a lesbian realizes she’s bi#also it’s a comin of age story about a teenager#lots of people don’t have the details of their gender and sexuality neatly and permanently defined at that age#sorry for the rant#the outrage at bisexual rep is making this bisexual sad#my old ass#bi rep#valsadventures
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The idea that GolBetty is all seeing and inter dimensional and keeping Simon from becoming Ice King again is so *chefs kiss*
It hurts them both: Betty having to watch Simon trying to ruin himself again so he doesn’t have to deal with all the complex feeling of being without her. Simon having the guilt of preferring madness to his mundanity even though she sacrificed her complete humanity for him.
It’s a story of star crossed lovers trapped within Ouroboros and it’s beautifully eternal.
#she’s like pissed but I think she realized she messed up bad with how miserable Simon is#cause wishes are catch 22s and she realzied the catch#Simon is safe but miserable like I equate him wanting to be IK again with suciadial idealization cause it’s the death of his mind#and he longs for it. kinda like the flip of when he pleaded for Betty to let him die as Simon rather than revert back to ice king#he’s rather die than be without her but I don’t think he can consciously do it himself cause well she gave up so much just to get him back#adventure time#simon petrikov#betty grof#golbetty#the ice king#ice king#fionna and cake
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I can’t believe that Gideon keeps getting to wear the strap in fics… you fools, there is no doubt in my mind that Gideon is getting pegged. That woman is NOT on top unless she asks Harrow really nicely.
#the locked tomb#gideon nav#harrow nonagesimus#griddlehark#Harrow would probably do anything for Gideon#and that includes being on bottom if Gideon actually wants to be on top#but I don’t think Gideon actually wants that most of the time#yeah she wants to do things for Harrow BUT#Harrow also wants that ! she wants to take care of Gideon!#and I think Gideon would find comfort in being taken care of during sex since she realizes that Harrow enjoys that too
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amber loved nina like that, but nina did not love amber like that
#yes i still believe amber is a lesbian suffering from comp het#(STILL suffering according to the Christmas reunion… if rich has no haters im dead)#and if nina is bisexual she veryyyy much prefers men#like it’s so clear to me that amber was in love with nina but that nina never clocked it#and i don’t even think that amber realized it either#house of anubis#amber millington#nina martin#Namber
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