#I don’t really care :’v
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Dental hygiene is so important to him
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf security breach#gregory#Vanessa#my art#ughhhh do i need to use the other tags I thought all of them worked#I don’t really care :’v#gregory fnaf#vanessa fnaf#there#That’s so dang unecessary
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
the gorgug-porter conversation is interesting to me because like. yea for the overwhelming majority of the conversation porter’s being shitty & trying to fit gorgug into a box that gorgug just does not fit into by trying to make gorgug’s relationship with his rage more focused on the aggression aspect of it. but then there’s also this specific thing that brennan brought up again in the ap, which is that gorgug’s relationship with his rage is wholly “this is a tool i use to protect my friends.” which isn’t a bad thing! but that’s his Whole relationship with it, & gorgug seems to place next to no value on his rage in relationship to himself. which is problematic, because it’s first & foremost his rage.
being raised in a household with a sort of toxic positivity largely meant that, whether or not it was his parents’ intention, gorgug internalized the message that more traditionally “negative” emotions such as anger are the wrong response to something. part of the reason he prioritizes his artificing is probably because it’s “fixing” things. in comparison to being a barbarian, which gorgug associates with “breaking” things. good vs. bad behavior, in his eyes.
it’s a totally unacceptable bar to measure a 16 y/o by, but i do think part of porter’s reasoning for not letting gorgug multiclass is him recognizing that gorgug generally does not value anger as a valid emotional response to something, at the very least for himself. & that directly conflicts with what being a barbarian is, because whether you like it or not, that rage is what fuels you. but again, barring a kid from pursuing something they deeply care about in part (not entirely, porter has a lot of more bullshit reasons) because of their fundamental values & world outlook is crazy.
so yes, 98% of porter’s reasoning is pretty shitty, immature, rife with a toxic view that there’s only one proper way to access rage, & generally not a good thing to do as a teacher, but also within that reasoning is the 2% of ‘there is a fundamental part of yourself that you only value if you can use it to take care of other people & you need to accept that as something that can take care of you, too.’ but that’s something to discuss with a therapist or a guidance counselor, not something that should hugely impact gorgug’s academic future.
#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#btw these r just my personal opinions u r 100% free to disagree#gorgug & his rage interest me so deeply because of how deeply that rage existing seems to be against gorgug’s own will#like mechanically classes are choices & you can switch stuff around any time. but gorgug as a barbarian always felt like an unwilling choice#like that 14 y/o kid did not want to have rage. & that really interests me.#i’ve seen people before be like ‘what if gorgug dropped barbarian & went full srtificer’ but i feel like that simply can’t happen??#mechanically yea sure but it always felt like a core part of gorgug that the rage will always be there & it’s a matter of how you channel it#idk. dnd classes narratively being treated as ‘you can not lose this part of you’ even though you technically can#gorgug could be lvl 19 artificer & he’d still have 1 level of barbarian. because that is part of who he is.#btw i don’t think porter truly cares about gorgug valuing his rage only as a way to be a human shield#i think porter just sees that as ‘wrong’ but like. not as in ‘you need to take care of yourself’ & more ‘you aren’t conforming’#he thinks it’s wrong for the wrong reasons. the nastier ‘this is how you should be’ reasons#ppl being like ‘we r being too hard on porter. it’s an 150% courseload gorgug will be overwhelmed’ i think r missing the point bc like.#that is 100% a valid reason to not approve gorgug for multiclassing! but that’s also 100% not the reason porter rejected him.#that whole interaction was basically porter shoving his percieved version of conformity down gorgug’s throat. was v neurodivergent kid coded#no hate to anyone saying that last point btw these r all just opinions#thinking about last ep wilma & digby being like ‘you’re a great barbarian. you’re so great at it. but look at what you made!!!’ like.#they would never mean it like that. but when you only understand half of your son he is going to prioritize the half you do.
181 notes
·
View notes
Text
op men who love fat bitches;
all of em. (law.)
#.v speaks#.venus updated!#those that stick out are like zoro (more so tall/strong women)#sanji and puffy cause they don’t care they just like the extra skin to hold and love on#croc and doffy both LOVE fat chicks but sir would be secretive abt it cause he’s a weirdo and doffy fully fetishizes it. like full 100 send#i really wanna say nami too guys :(#idk i just… i’ve developed a girl crush on her :(#..one piece#one piece x chubby reader#x chubby reader
97 notes
·
View notes
Text
can’t think of anything to say other than it was everything I could have ever expected and wanted and hoped for. seeing them perform truly is an electric experience and I am so, so grateful I got to be there. I’ve never felt such overflowing joy and love in one room before and that truly is down to what a one-of-a-kind group Starkid is. I’m so happy and a little emotional that it’s over but like it’s sung in days of summer, “don’t wanna see you go but it’s not forever, not forever” ⭐️💜
#Starkid#starkid innit#star rambles#don’t really get Emotional and or Sincere on tumblr but I needed to put these feelings SOMEWHERE#and gods the Starkid community is amazing#I saw so many mind blowing cosplays and met so many kind and excited people like me#it was really beautiful to see a theatre full of people bound together by our love for this group#I got v emotional when they closed the show with gotta get back to Hogwarts#and Clark asked us all to sing for Darren#truly like. hearing everyone get the lyrics and the timing and the notes right just bc we all care about this so much..gods#that’s something incredibly special and I’m v grateful to be a part of it#also they performed our doors are open AND back on top AND a new rogues medley so that was thrilling for me personally#AND SIDEKICK#AND SPICE GIRLS’ WANNABE#like holy shit they gave us everything we wanted and MORE#really and truly a once in a lifetime experience for me#like hopefully I get to see them live again but hey#if I don’t??? then I have these memories that are so joyful and vibrant#yeah. it was totally awesome 🤘
66 notes
·
View notes
Text
Umm I love them???
#SHE WAITED FOR HIM FOR 4 HOURS ON TOP OF THEIR MEET UP SPOT#THEIR MEET UP SPOT IS BIG BELLY BURGER AHHHH#I didn’t really ship jayrose too much before#but I’ve been scrolling down their hashtag and I love them so much#Die hard Rose fans will say they don’t belong together and Rose shouldn’t be reduced as a character for Jason’s benefit#Yeah I completely understand and mostly agree with you.#Mostly. So for now I’m just going to enjoy me some good soft Jayrose content :)#I absolutely think Rose should NOT be reduced as a character but I have to say they are v cute together#The “Promise?’’ “Promise.’’ made my heart flutter I don’t even know why 😭#I’m a sucker for couples who care about each other like this#She could have just left it at ‘be careful’#But no Jason had to promise her that he will come back to her#It’s just. So. Damn. Good#IM DYING OVER THEM FR#You know they’d die for each other and make jokes about death and daddy issues#And with their shared use of ✨violence✨#And just generally become THE power couple#jason todd#red hood#batfamily#batfam#dc#dc comics#Ravager#Rose Wilson#Jayrose#Jason x Rose#holy queue batman#red rambles
136 notes
·
View notes
Text
Bnnuy 🐇
#my art#art#digital art#procreate#procreate art#eye strain#redesign#fanart#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#security breach#fnaf security breach#fnaf sb#glamrock#glamrock bonnie#artists on tumblr#since Freddy got redesigned I gave his husband a redesign too :v#and I’m just gonna say it#I don’t really care for his canon design#like I don’t hate it but I don’t love it either#so I just did what everyone did before ruin came out and gave him a bowling design#and I color picked from the canon Bonnie but damn I really struggled making the red violet of his clothes fit with the rest of the palette#but other than that I do like how it came out#so enjoy y’all (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
115 notes
·
View notes
Text
Why is writing believable dialogue between V and Doll so frickin’ hard?
#murder drones#as-yet unnamed murder drones fan project#doll murder drones#serial designation V#just writer things#I love these two but given their history I struggle to put them in a Situation where they don’t want to murder each other#or at least where Doll doesn’t want to ax V#V doesn’t really care in this context; she’s mostly in The Situation to back up Uzi
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
so are we just going to keep ignoring how blond people don’t fucking exist
#okay i actually don’t know if this is 100% true#bc the friend who shared this info doesn’t even have blonde hair#nor does anyone in their family#but i do have white people in my family and it’s quite suspicious that my mom dyes her hair#she insists it’s to keep the gray out but now i’m not so sure…#we didn’t go to hs v many white ppl but now that im in college that has changed so not to sound like a creeper#but i have been paying more attention#oh important clarification when i saw blond i mean BLOND. like kinda white/very much yellow#my friend said the pigmentation goes away as u age so ppl w hair color like that when they’re older are prob dyeing it#which does match up w my observations#bc so many of the “blond” ppl i see have dark roots#also i know i can just look this up but i dont really care that much#but yeah. tumblr said there was like a week gap between my last few posts but i don’t think it’s been *that* long#so i’m gonna round down and say that i get to make 4 more rant posts without feeling bad about it#sorry everyone#and blond ppl
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
can't tell if it's just a good day or if this epiphany/shift in thinking is actually gonna last 🤔
#I have been out in public all day but I'm like. still doing good. I've had a really nice time actually.#I prioritized my comfort re: clothes & other sensory issues and like. decided to (try) to stop caring so much what anyone thinks of me?#and it's working?? wild. granted I think I was already on an upswing w the whole Depression thing but like.#idk. idk idk tmw ur like 'ok I'm probably autistic so I'm gonna just start accommodating myself'#and u suddenly start having a less miserable time lmfjajfkgsh#anyway yeah hi I'm alive I'm feeling p good & I'm?? gonna have a nice new laptop next week????#it's uh. it's been a day lmao (but like in a GOOD way for once ajfkgsg)#I'm vibin. maybe I'll be vibin enough to write once I'm home. maybe I'll just read all night again. who knows??? not me!!!!#but I do think regardless of whether I write tonight or not I'll be back into things v soon 👀#byan is rattling the bars of their kennel again & I've had more energy the last day or two sooooo 🤞#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#personal cw
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
V did my request and now i can get the tattoo i’ve wanted for so so long 😭😭 MY FOURTH ADSOM TATTOO
#screaming crying throwing up#also i really wanna post all my adsom tattoos on here but i don’t think anyone cares lol#a conjuring of light#adsom#a darker shade of magic#a gathering of shadows#kell maresh#v e schwab#delilah bard#lila bard#kellila#rhy maresh#holland vosijk#alucard emery#rhylucard#shades of magic
46 notes
·
View notes
Text
just finished sex education s4 and am crying profusely in the club (the eric effiong character arc of it all got to me ok???)
#spoilers?? but i literally had to pause it in eric’s final scene#even tho there were many tears shed over the course of this season but FAR OUT i felt seen and idk how to feel#iykyk#shout out also to aimee lou wood for being iconic she’s so so underrated and did a fantastic and v moving job with aimee’s arc#lots of other good stuff too - probs not perfect??? as a series finale but honestly i don’t care i really really enjoyed it - it very much-#got to me emotionally lmao#sex education netflix#juliet talks
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
J vc: new planet, fresh start. I get a new job and work myself to exhaustion so that I don’t have to think about all the terrible things in my life, I will forget about Tessa and the gala incident and that monster that kept me around as a plaything pet and only the new work environment matters, i know it will only be short lived but anywhere is better than here.
N: hi.
J: THROWS A WHOLE BUILDING.
#;playing://bestmonologueever.mp3 (j)#sorry girl but you can’t keep working and run from your past#you need to talk about this eventually#but yeah I have to agree it’s a nice crossover#J was Never really my most active muse even though I really wanted to use her#and then the finale really spoiled my mood#like I never felt that much disappointment regarding a show before#but it annoyed me so hard that I was like fine#because again - there is no way they gave the virus a better ending than J#that was the most frustrating thing about it#and then you have Doll who just slaughtered her classmates so she can get to V#but J kept getting the shorter end of the stick when she genuinely did not had a choice in the matter#and her death was turned into a stale annoying running gag#so like yeah this au kinda made her active which i think is funny#they butchered this character so hard that I don’t even care writing for Doll and Khan anymore#doll is staying but she won’t be super active#…I still think it’s funny how I expected the possum or platypus but Lofty came with Tangle#mainly every issue J reads where Clutch is in she is like: I like and respect a good business man 👍#she really likes clutch but nah you don’t#you like clutch because he feels familiar and is sort of everything you grew up with#you know what to expect#with the DC you will be depressed like Mimic because you don’t know how to deal with any of that#and it’s unfamiliar and scary#but also kind of what you need
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
idk i do think if i’m totally honest w myself my biggest draw to being a director is that i get to put my fave actors in situations. like it is abt that relationship and trust to me + then i get to go here’s a Situation to have fun with and for the reasons they r my fave actors they go holy shit! fun!
#is this coherent. i love directing sm#i just really really really can’t wait for when i have the money and reputation to take on projects that i trust with people that i trust#it is not just abt this i am mostly reminiscing/hoping for the future#but also he sent me an ‘Idk im just stoked to work on it with you’ text abt understudying and king like. u don’t know how many of my shows r#- just an excuse to work with my actors on the characters and themes they care most abt#and this is it for him! which is v exciting. even if it’s still a disappointment overall#i just like. sort of realized recently that for me the Thing w directing is being able to create opportunities for people whose creative#- sensibilities i trust to tell the stories already inside of them#and sometimes that is abt a story i have too. but its a good 50/50 split#it HAS to be shared like it needs to be. and it needs to come from a place of care#man idk how i’m gonna get employed out of school but i will get to a place i have the autonomy/authority to do this my way if it kills me#ted talks
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
ok i’m listening to yesterday’s vows and vengeance episode and i had to pause immediately because harding swearing by the stone was so unexpected??? the idea that surfacer dwarves still believe in the stone as an actual religion is so interesting because unlike the other religions in thedas that believe they were abandoned by their respective deistic force(s), it is the individual who abandons the stone. the maker left the physical world and the creators were locked away against their will, but the stone is always there until you leave it, by choice or by force.
to have someone born and raised on the surface who still pays some importance to the stone introduces the idea of redemption to the philosophy of the stone. to me, being on the surface and still putting some kind of importance on it implies you left unwillingly right? because if you choose to walk away from it, you don’t care about preserving those ties. i wonder if she’s going to be something of a foil to varric—a child of exiles, born and raised on the surface, but she actually does have a desire to connect to that culture. and maybe that desire to reconnect is related to her weird new powers
#The Ones Who Walk Away From Orzammar. if you will#i was going to say that would be a different thing but actually. not really#and. yknow. there is something to be said about the fact that the casteless work for the carta is essentially to the city’s operation#we. don’t actually have a lot of info about people who choose to leave orzammar. maybe some do leave out of moral qualms with the system#but anyway. i don’t remember if harding says anything in the descent about it#i’m sure she does but i always thought of her as not particularly caring one way or the other#i’m literally not even two minutes in and had to pause and inhale deeply and go. ok maybe it was intentional lmao#and yknow what. the podcast has different writers than the game so maybe this doesn’t mean anything abt what her writing will be in the game#anyway i’m definitely choosing to read too much into this bc the most likely explanation is#they threw it in there as a clunky signifier that she’s a dwarf. even tho it doesn’t rly fit for her personally from what i thought i knew#or maybe it’s just a figure of speech at this point. i don’t know how many generations her family has been on the surface#maybe her parents are from orzammar and she was just kinda raised around it. i was raised catholic and don’t believe anymore but#i still say ‘jesus christ’ a lot lol#oh now i’m also thinking abt whatshisname from awakening#the gavorn (brothers? cousins?) i feel like they also say something about stone sense and that feels adjacent to this#sry i know this is v long and could be more concise but i’m at work and don’t have time to look it over#but i wanted to get it out. if i remember i’ll come back later and make a more coherent post lol#mine#harding
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
Thoughts on Dixie x Isis?
i think they had more chemistry than gonner and dixie did 😭 so i think they’d be cute!! i know it wasn’t intentional but istg isis seems like she has a crush on her in the movies lol
(i can’t believe i summoned the miaz/diaz fandom into my ask box)
#mummy im a zombie#daddy im a zombie#they remind me of mal & evie#they’re v silly#isis has lesbian vibes but that might just be me with my lesbian beam#I don’t really care for gonner x dixie tbh. If only they were written better!! :(#ramble time with derpy#urgg i need to draw them both more. brain is just piroska 24/7
76 notes
·
View notes
Text
I am so cursed
#there’s so many mice in this godforsaken place 😭#and I can’t even really leave either#it’s a long story I don’t care to explain and I have found workarounds but GOD#CAN I PLEASE GET A BREAK#my mouse body count is now 15 and rising I wanna die#you always go some place and it’s fine for the first few nights and then somehow they FIND YOU and u get#some kind of fucking scarlet letter and then there is no rest#they chew my headphones they chew my fucking FLASKS which are EXPENSIVE#there’s no more food for them to get in my car so they’ve resorted to plastic and SOMEHOW THATS SATISFYING TO THEM????#the only good news is that victor redesigned their mousetraps and they’re way more effective now#caught 2 before the sun went down#but I think another one found its way in so I’m just gonna die instead#car life#some places have mice and some don’t and there are v few ways to tell
2 notes
·
View notes