#I don’t know. either way it sucks
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I hope leftists who think they’re above voting for president or are voting for Jill Stein or whoever because it’s their stupid way of protesting the system feel good about themselves, especially if Trump wins partly because of your negligence 😍 I know you’re not doing shit to plan the proletarian revolution, especially before January, so you guys better not complain about something harming you that you didn’t even bother to try and change
(edit: changed the last part bc I wrote “…if life gets a lot worse for you” cause that does nottt sound right at all and I apologize for writing that)
#if you have the option to help make change and do nothing then that’s your fault#ah yes! taking absolutely no action! that'll show the corrupt two-party system!#I’m literally a leftist too I don’t like aligning with the democrat party either but like… what other choice do we have right now#why not just vote for the one who sucks less#also you do know Jill Stein and Rudolph Ware don’t give a fuck about you or any leftist issues right#like they’re literally just there to get in the way for people who are too dumb to realize they’re basically just handing a vote to Trump#sorry for my raging here we see that I am very nervous for this election lol#and i know i'm being dramatic i don't actually want life to get worse for anyone but like... if you're anti-trump but don't vote for kamala#you're basically just getting what you asked for#american politics#vote blue#us politics#i know trump supporters are the ones to be angrier with ofc but this type of people are really irritating too#breaking: 20-year-old chronically online tumblr user changes the minds of thousands last-minute by ranting (/s)
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i hate that i have work tomorrow because i’m the only trans person there and multiple coworkers have already made it very clear that they voted for trump and the only other queer person there once told me she doesn’t go to pride anymore because she’s embarrassed by other queer people so even if she’s there i’m not confident that there would be much solidarity there at all. if anything will get me to quit this job after all the bullshit i’ve pushed through, it’ll be listening to everyone try to justify their vote to the resident trans person that they all know they fucked over. that break room is going to be absolutely insufferable. (and really, the idea that it might be contained to just the break room is wishful thinking.)
#i also suspect im gonna learn some unfortunate things about some of my patients which always sucks#i hate hate hate finding out about patients’ politics bc i like hanging out with them so much when i don’t know#the ignorance really is blissful when im working a job where i have to take good care of them and build relationships with them either way#us politics#us elections#election 2024
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case in fucking point
#found this on twitter#this isn’t even a caricature (that i know of) it’s just fucking stupid#all on THEE DARKEST skintone#and oh look! three of them have red eyes!!#before you ask. no they are not#like this isn’t representing an oc or a character this is just to be stupid and annoying#as like? a weird joke?#not including their @ bc i don’t want anyone to harass them#but wow lol#i can’t read japanese so idk if their splashtag titles suck too but. either way!#this sucks! don’t do this!#‘but they’re just—‘ i DO NOT CARE#STOP USING MELANATED SKIN TONES AS A JOKE OR A BIT#if you’re not black SHUT THE FUCK UP this is NOT your point to argue or hill to die on#i’m probably the only black person you will encounter in your day-to-day so just LISTEN#splatoon#splatoon 3#squidposting
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Given that bi han canonically has said “you turned Kuai Liang against me” he would no doubt say some edgy shit like
“YOU UNDERESTIMATE MY POWER”
#bi han 🤝 anakin- being my favorite edgelords#if only bi Hans writing was as good as anakins#they made anakin edgy but gave him depth and personality#they just need to give bi han a LITTLE bit of that and he’d be actually perfect#can you tell he’s my favorite yet?#he’s got so much potential I just hope they don’t squander it#he’d look SICK in anakins revenge of the sith outfit#hmmmmm#I might doodle but I doubt it#I always say I’m gonna do something and then I either forget or don’t wanna do it#such is the way of the artist#sucks really cause I got some wicked ideas#some that I don’t know if you all could handle#YOU CANT HANDLE THE TRUTH#aha just kidding#or am I#who knows#WAIT OMG#THEY BOTH GOT BURNED IN A WAY AND BROUGHT “’BACK’ AGAINST THEIR WILLS#TO A DARK MASTER WITH MAGIC HANDS#OMG THEYRE PARALLELS#IM CALLING IT#BI HAN IS MK ANAKIN#LIKE DAMN OKAY#AND BOTH OF THEIR OUTFITS ARE COMPLETELY BLACK WHEN THEYRE BROUGHT BACK#LIKE#do you get what I’m getting at here#SHEEEEESH
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I am so so sorry for very quickly venting on here I’ll keep all my rambles in the tags HFNEJDJDJ but my birthdays in exactly a week and m a n I am S O anxious about it aoaoaughhh
#like I’ve always really really loved birthdays!! but this year SO much has happened that I can’t really talk about on here and now I’m not#sure where I’m gonna be for my birthday/ if I’m gonna have a proper house/ if I’m even gonna have anyone to celebrate it with etc etc#and what EXTRA sucks is that it’s one of those really big milestone birthdays so I’m just sitting here dreading the inevitable#I know it’s not a big deal in the grand scheme of things and I definitely sound very privileged complaining about a BIRTHDAY CHEBDHENDHDJ#but still it’s been weighing me down ARGH!!!!!!#I don’t think either of my parents are gonna be here for my birthday either which sucks yeah!!!! but I’m mainly focused on figuring out#where I’m gonna be living so I’m not homeless 2 electric boogaloo BQNWHDNDJSKSKS#I’ll figure out a way to make it a nice day somehow I’m sure!!!!! I just needed to get this out of my system BCBDBDJDJSJS
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Who wants to OC bond with Naz and Itsaso (they’re both ridiculously inaccessible but they try) (send me asks before I start going insane and send you asks) (you won’t enjoy them) (they will blow up ur phone)
#naz canonically sucks up to pretty older women please she needs other friends in her class#I honestly don’t know whether to keep itsaso as s39 girlfailure dropout or s40 girlfailure dropout#either way she’s a crybaby and hides from people during anakt garden but heyyyy give it a try :)))#alnst oc#alien stage oc#alnst ocs#alien stage fan season#alnst fan season#alnst oc: naz#alnst oc: itsaso
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Ya know, Maeve was supposed to be lesbian but I’m HIGHLY considering making her Pan with a preference for women… 🤔
#rii says#either way she sucks at romance despite what ppl may think#but yeah I’m kinda pushing my MaeveZander agenda cuz uhh… I#i just think they’re neat tbh#i’m obsessed—#plus I have like no male/female pairings between like all of my ocs#at least I don’t think I do—#i just know I haven’t been THIS invested in a m/f ship for my ocs in fucking forever—#but we’ll decide later!!
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Season 5 non-reaction spoilers.
At this point everyone is talking about the animation and at this point everyone knows the animation isn’t the same.
So at least there is no spoilers just me telling about the animation.
While I do agree, Lego having changed studios/choosing Wildbrain because they are COMPLETELY biased. (You don’t need me to tell you that somehow they started to CARE about LMK’s advertising the moment Wildbrain stepped up to take the show, like seriously Lego, it’s like you WANT to show how biased you are) is not the best decision…
The animation is fine…sure there’s evidence of tweening here and there but to be fair Flying Bark was working with a semi-anime-esque artstyle and that’s very VERY hard to replicate unfortunately, even Flying Bark struggled with their own artstyle back in Season 1. And Wild Brain specializes in tweening instead of Frame-By-Frame animation, so please, let’s not compare the two since they’re both COMPLETELY different animation styles (I should know, I tried doing both in my youth)
The animation is decent enough, it’s fluid and it reminds me of my days watching MLP.
I also think they’re going for a more comic-esque artstyle instead of anime-esque? Like you know those old animation sequences with DC and Marvel comics where they would semi-animate the panels? Yeah that. That’s kinda the vibe I was sensing in the animation itself
I would say they need to work on the lighting and their lineart if that’s the only thing I think is iffy about the animation as a whole…
But anyway, the animation is fine, they need to work on a few things but hey animators can improve over time.
They did the same with Ninjago which is 3D, considering how the new DR fight scenes look badass as hell compared to the previous seasons.
#lego monkie kid#lmk#lmk season 5#lmk season 5 spoilers#this is just me#but I do think people need to stop shitting on Wildbrain for something they can’t control#blame Lego#suggest a different company for Lego to use#either way it’s obvious Lego is EXTREMELY BIASED towards Wildbrain#like that’s their favorite child#I don’t know about you but you notice how Lego started CARING about advertising the ACTUAL show when Wildbraim stepped up?#yeah so Lego sucks
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me a week ago: i love my job!!
me now, after having a mid-year review that amounted to you’re doing an excellent job and you bring such a valuable perspective to our practice but i don’t have the ability to give you a raise right now but don’t worry bc i just hired a new CFO to try to figure out money so we can maybe give you a raise later this year: *breaks into a cold sweat as i crack open indeed dot com*
#like how have you hired FOUR new employees in the past year (two new providers a new admin assistant and now a CFO)#without having plans for people to level up?#also i have talked to a friend who got hired at a similar practice a few months after me and she’s already making way more than me!#and you know who else makes more than i do?#my 19yo nephew who didn’t even finish high school. to be fair he’s grinding way more than he should#but also so am i!!#my disabled ass is working 6-7 days/week almost every week and i can barely afford to LIVE in the city where i live!!!#anyway don’t mind me i’m only apartment hunting#while also knowing that my paycheck is about to be hundreds of dollars lighter every month bc my health insurance is about to kick in#right now it’s either looking like we are gonna have to live in the world’s shittiest apartment (not even in the nice part of the city) or#we might just have to find something outside the city. which would be farther from work and friends and everything#yes i am having a full mental breakdown every single day and it’s only gonna get worse bc i’m due to start pmsing any second now#and also my last day at my hospital job is this weekend#bc everyone (including my boss) has encouraged me to quit and focus on only the one job#so now that’s also at least a few hundred bucks more i won’t be making every month#godddddddd#i hate it here i hate it here#did you know? having a fulfilling job still sucks if you aren't fairly compensated???#this is also what happens when you are part of a hot girl profession where everyone else is married to husbands with tech jobs#so they don't have to worry about money like this#anyway anyway anyway#i have never had anxiety so high that i feel as if i might puke before and i used to have a panic disorder so this is a fun new experience#a nice cherry on top of the typical summer depression which is also beating my ass yet again!
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Realized it’s been over a year since I last drew him and couldn’t stand by that
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#seth my beloved <3#fun fact! he’s very likely my oldest currently used oc#I’m pretty sure I made the rest of the magic cat world for him and if that’s true then he’s at least older than the magic cat world#and he’s also older than eternal gales so that’s another batch of main ocs that he is older than#the only real competition is lace since she’s also super old but alas I have no way of knowing how old she is#she could easily be older than seth but even if she is she’s only been like a real oc for the past few months lol#she was originally just another one off story concept I was obsessed with for like a month and then kinda dropped#I say kinda because she’s probably the only story from that era that managed to resurface every now and then#like it is legitimately quite impressive that she’s from that era and yet managed to be named and remembered for years to come#like I need to make clear I did not name characters very often back then and when I did I usually forgot their names within the day#my memory Sucked back then even more so than it does now#the fact that I can remember as much as I do abt lace in her original form is baffling to me#but still she did go into slumber for like 4-7 years so she doesn’t have the history that seth has to me#the biggest thing I mourn is that I don’t have the original art of seth anymore and haven’t for years#I originally got him from a scratch dta and the host project has been deleted#chances are the original designer doesn’t have the original drawing anymore either 😔#I probably had it downloaded on my school laptop at the time but I obviously can’t access that anymore#idk maybe I imported it onto one of the other projects I drew seth in#I should go look later just to make sure even tho I’m pretty sure they won’t be there
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Every day I find out another person I care about in some way is a terrible person why the hell do I keep getting attached to horrible people—
Warning: descriptions of some of the said horrible people below, read the tw tags if you need them.
One friend suddenly started to be homophobic when they got comfortable enough with me, another started to get super pissed off if I ever had to end a conversation earlier than three hours and would constantly want me to solve all their problems, another I thought was cool until I found out they’d been being racist on twitter and I couldn’t see it cause I don’t have a twitter account, another (an adult) followed me and was friends with me when I was a teenager and literally waited until I was 18 to start hitting on me, multiple people I tried to make friends with in a couple different fandoms I’ve found out were writing and circulating CP or just in general porn addicted, and another started up drama that included using a friend’s trauma they opened up about as reference to write and draw CP and cheating on their spouse, a couple ended up saying transphobic shit around me, I recently found out one was racist enough to be calling for death to people, one of my old middle school friends turned into a complete dick in high school and I found out recently is in jail—
And even outside of people I’ve actually known personally, it seems like every musician, artist, YouTuber, actor etc. are all either dying or rapidly being outed as absolutely horrible of all kinds and it’s just fucking disheartening man.
I’m getting genuinely paranoid of talking to or trusting people at all lately, it’s been insane. I don’t even wanna use instagram anymore and tumblr hasn’t been all that much better tbh. I’m starting to lose all motivation for anything too.
Shit’s just fucked up.
#vent post#cw vent#tw vent#text post#tw horrible people#tw manipulation#tw pedophila mention#tw cp mention#incoherent rambling#tw homophobia mention#tw transphobia mention#tw rasicm mention#idk what to tag this tbh#I’ll probably just delete it eventually#but fuck mannnn#my social life has not been great as of late#I’ve got a couple friends still#I need to talk to people more often but I’m just so stressed out#I don’t know why I attract horrible people all the time I don’t do shit man :’(#why do people just randomly feel like I’m a safe place to be a bigot around#I’m just gonna uh. draw The Guy about it if I can I guess#haven’t had much art motivation either lately#ugh everything sucks#I’ve had to block way too many people
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idk i think my bf might be developing a drinking problem and i just don’t know what to do…..
#it’s been going on for a couple of months now but he promised he would stop and he had been doing well until today….#and it’s like. on one hand i never wanted to be w an alcoholic and i told him straight so he promised it would stop#but on the other hand i can’t just abandon him#and it’s like we used to go out a lot and party but like. that was it but ever since he met this guy he just gets lost when he drinks w him#and the thing was he got like aggressive like he didn’t do anything to me and i can’t really explain it but he just wasn’t himself#and like. we talked about it a million times and it’s not like it happens every week#it’s been like 5 times since december#but 3 have been on the past month alone#and two weeks ago it got bad like he almost got into an accident#and like i’m not even physically w him anymore like we really only see each other once a week since i moved#and from the very first time it happened i told him i couldn’t be w him if it kept happening#and after that incident two weeks ago he swore it was the last time but it just happened again#by the way he and that guy get wasted it really is a miracle they get home alive#and like. idk what to do#i really don’t want to be w someone like this#and i hate feeling like this like if i were to think only about myself i don’t want this i hate feeling like this#but i also can’t abandon him#like not even bc i would miss him or whatever i just wouldn’t feel good leaving him alone#but like i don’t want to live like this#maybe i’ll ask for some time to just figure things out#but it’s gonna suck so bad bc we were supposed to see kendrick lamar next week and then we already had plans for his bday and omfg#i don’t wanna leave but i don’t want things to be like this either#and i asked him to stop and gave him multiple chances but idk#i just don’t know what to do#i love him endlessly but i need to put myself first but i can’t abandon him:(#and our 1.5 anniversary was also next week…..#but i think time is the sanest and safest thing right now
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#this is what I get for hyperfocusing on a currently airing canon queer ship to cope with life stress#instead of decades-old queerbait/non-canon#i want so badly to be able to focus on Oliver’s quote about wanting a bi hoe Buck phase if Buck and Tommy were ‘on a break’#bc I’m pretty sure that was the interview he said they were filming masks so he should’ve already known?#and it was also the one where he talked about overcoming obstacles in their relationship#and bi hoe Buck phase before getting back together would be#i don’t want to say the only good outcome. I’ll get over the shock and it’ll hurt less and I’ll see other okay options#but it would certainly be the best#but the things Lou is saying. and the way it feels so shoehorned in.#i am not insane (coughs. definitely not vagueing any section of fandom.)#and I’ve also been destroyed by hope twice in three days now. one obviously more globally significant than the other but.#yeah.#sometimes Ted lasso was wrong and it is the hope that kills you#i want to cling to that possibility but in the face of the episode itself I don’t think I can#it was obviously a last-minute thing for absolutely no narrative reason#and there’s no reason to shoehorn that in to create a getting together arc. there’s no reason to do that suddenly and impromptu#from either a narrative or a network perspective#honestly it’s not even entirely the breakup itself for me#i mean don’t get me wrong that sucks so bad on so many levels#but it’s the implication in Lou’s interviews that Tommy’s just gonna disappear now#he was fully enmeshed in the firefam and getting more and more so. he’s Eddie’s good friend!#that was a big part of what made it a good relationship but it was also just. really nice for Tommy#and I love him and I will be particularly devastated if the show just cuts him cold now#and everything Lou said like. makes it make SENSE from his perspective. in a way he obviously had to work for to be able to do it#but it still doesn’t make it a good or narratively satisfying breakup#or rather a good or narratively satisfying conclusion#specifically for Tommy!!! it makes it a decent and justifiable midpoint to a character arc about learning to be vulnerable#which is a really interesting arc you could do with Tommy! actually based on what we know about him!#if you hadn’t told Lou to go back to SWAT!#started typing these in an attempt to get the emotions out and instead I’ve just added irritation
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my first day at my new store is tomorrow everyone wish me luck
#i’m glad it’s not like. a Totally New Job just a different location#so like i already know how to do the actual work itself#i just have to learn the store layout + backrooms; the managers; where the timeclock and everything are; the passcodes; etc#so really it’s just gonna be a funky transition phase to get used to doing the same work in a different place with potentially different#expectations or rules or work culture in general#it’s rough that it’s gonna be a full 8 hr shift tho like that’s a struggle. but. it’ll be fine#esp since i’m probably either gonna be pushing out halloween product (yay!) or cashiering (extremely familiar to me!)#bc w halloween it’ll be fun bc it’s cool new product that i enjoy looking at#and it’ll help me more with learning the store layout (the only way to learn is exposure and practice after all)#but it’ll maybe be stressful if ppl are asking me for assistance#but that’s inevitable anyway yknow#but with cashiering it’s like. okay that’s smth i am super good at and don’t have to learn anything new for#my only worry is that if it gets slow they might try to get me to help guest service which i do NOT want to be trained in#bc i do NOT want to be given shifts in guest service or expected to help cover them regularly!#bc guest service sucks 🫶#but i think i could weasel my way out of that easily enough. it’s not really a concern
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"Uhhh violence never the answer it's childish to start fights" it's also childish to refuse any and all criticism and expect everyone around you to bend over backwards to accommodate your every fucking whim and never do the same in return. If YOU make YOURSELF impossible to have a mature conversation with, people are going to stop trying.
#also again her and grandma's negligence resulted in my dad getting mauled by HER dog but we don’t get to be mad about that? fuck off#your dog is going to be euthanized. this will happen again with the wrong fucking person and they will press charges and your dog will die.#and I know for a FACT if either of our dogs had done anything even close to what hers did she would have flipped her shit#and now because she can't handle the bare minimum responsibilities of a dog owner our dogs are traumatized.#dad got hurt trying to separate her dog from Ghost(our aussie) bc he has no socialization skills and wouldn't leave Ghost tf alone#and then a day after THAT Ghost attacked Elphie (our corgi) bit her head and flipped her on her back. drew blood.#so because my aunt refuses to train her fucking dog now Ghost is triggered by the dog he has lived with his entire life#and has never EVER had issues with her! he has some excitability issues but he has NEVER been aggressive and has always deffered to Elphie#she's always been the one in charge. he's playful and friendly and has never instigated anything all 3 years of his life prior to this.#I am so fucking mad dog training is not just for the owner's convenience it's so your animal and other animals/people can be SAFE#they have a 2 year old and an 8 year old in that house a dog like this is a hazard. And to be clear I am not blaming the animal.#he is being neglected. they refuse to train him so they obviously can't manage his behavior so he just gets locked in his crate#which sucks for any animal but especially a year and a half old puppy who wants to play so he just sits in there and barks for fucking HOURS#it just sucks! I'm mad! He's a sweet dog but he has no self regulation skills so he's way too reactive! hes gonna bite one of the kids or a#stranger or another dog and then he won't have any chance to improve because he will be euthanized.
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excalibur while jack perry is actively being boo’d: he earned the title!
#tal.png#fd lb#ok 😭#after that match i don’t think they know if jack is a face or a heel#like not because he’s a tweener but the commentary is just neutral on him? in a strange way#i am pulling for this storyline to get consistent bc listening to takeshita#be cheered for nearly getting the title was Painful 🫥#cmon just get it together either Jack really sucks and the commentary also needs to treat him like a heel#or he’s not !! pick one#MY FRUSTRATIONS ARE ALWAYS THAT I THINK JACK COULD BE BOOKED BETTER THAN THIS.
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