#I don’t know how to describe it
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if you couldn’t tell, I’m absolutely in love with young rsl
from my best friend is a vampire
#he’s actually so insane for the wink here#like plot wise#because his parents think he’s gay#AND THEN HE WINKS AT THEM#granted he doesn’t know that his parents think he’s gay#but like his mom comes to the realization like right before this#AND THEN HE FUCING WINKS AT THEM#where are you going#out#alters my brain chemistry the same way as#i can take care of myself#no#what do you mean no?#i don’t know how to describe it#robert sean leonard#rsl#this man is actually insane#get this man a shirt that says be gay and do crime STAT#my best friend is a vampire
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it’s crazy how aventurine is one of my favorite hsr characters and yet when I am talking about him to family I am like “yeah he’s funny and has a really good backstory and overall storyline but he’s a lil BITCH”
#I have a love love hate relationship with this man#I strongly dislike him when I first meet him but I absolutely love him#I don’t know how to describe it#HSR aventurine#aventurine honkai star rail#Honkai star rail#HSR#quinn screams.
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I like writing megatron a little more loose and lighthearted but sometimes I’m tempted to write his dialogue like beast wars megatron. I just wish I knew how to think like him. how does he talk like that??? how do I replicate it???
#maccadam#transformers#megatron#beast wars#transformers beast wars#i don’t know how to describe it#the way he speaks is so fascinating
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snaky boy
#bitty nightmare#nightmare sans#normal stuff nothing to see here#does anyone else feel like some interpretations of bitties have really weird undertones#I don’t know how to describe it
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I ought to make higher quality art and stop just shitposting. I have the capabilities. Just not the time
#no one will kill me#but I feel so viscerally bad when I think about not doing every fandom day and writing#it’s unreal. actually.#I don’t know how to describe it#plus we just got slapped with npc week in two weeks and Clive week in January.
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i cannot for the life of me tell whether something is a compulsion or just a basic thing that has to be done
#i don’t know how to describe it#maybe the medicine is working better than the other one and i think im able to ACTUALLY be in control of myself than giving myself that#false sense of control over my surroundings that is really just so irrational#like i’m able to resist compulsions or at least limit them so much better#but now that i think im getting better i don’t know if i can still call things i do compulsions or if theyre just things everyone does a#normal amount of times#i’ve had this disorder for so long i don’t know the difference between having it and not having it#if that makes sense#mehak.exe
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Omg I love the Ninth Doctor
#doctor who#ninth doctor#I love how. despite that whole ‘bad boy’ look her has going on#he’s so kind#I don’t know how to describe it#but he’s just so fundamentally… kind#his eyes are soft and his voice is understanding#he’s just so. kind#and I love him so much for it#I look at him and I can tell he’s nice. I can tell he’s help#he’s so….#aaaaaaaa omg I love him…..
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Like this post if you don’t understand what makes a song a different genre then another song
#what is punk#what is pop#WHAT MAKES METAL METAL#WHAT ARE GENRES#SPOTIFY SAYS I LISTEN TO METAL/INDIE THE MOST BUT WHAT DOES THAT MEAN#music#is just#sounds to me#sounds that makes my brain go AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#music that makes my brain feel#things#I don’t know how to describe it#also I can only listen to music if it feels like it’s in my head
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so I just watched tape (2001) and what thE FUCK was that movie??????????
honestly one of the best real time movies I’ve seen in a long time
I loved the yelling
#it felt like a dead poets society au#like one that you find on ao3 at three in the morning#it has seven chapters and the last chapter was posted that day#like within hours of you finding it for the first time#it’s almost six when you’re done reading it and your face is soaked in tears (happy and sad)#it is the most beautiful and most wretched fanfiction you’ve ever read#there’s a moment when rsl character says ‘for what it’s worth...’ and that’s gonna live in my brain forever now#i don’t know how to describe it#tape 2001#ethan hawke#robert sean leonard#rsl
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omg . absolutely devastated screaming crying throwing up over fate destiny..a hamster this is such a great au idea and I also love the way u write adrien’s voice it feels very in character but I have come close to throwing my phone against a wall when something mysteriously keeps them from revealing that hamsters name omg -@zodoods
THANK YOU 🥺🥺😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
if I think about my works I think I tend to lean more towards writing marinette because I relate more to her, but adrien is SO FUN to write. he’s so weird and dorky and I love him.
#it is so special to me that people read my hamster fic 🥺#i don’t know how to describe it#i kinda thought maybe a few online friends might read it bc they knew about the hamster but OTHER PEOPLE READ IT???#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#ask#zodoods
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also can I just say the usage of classical music in the walten files is fucking amazing
#I don’t know how to describe it#it’s just SO good#like yes it can be creepy but it’s also just so.#serene to me#it makes for a really good juxtaposition with the more terrifying parts of the story yknow
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I have brown gingery coppery peachy hair now
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got un depressed enough to take the dog on a walk immediately got re depressed and had to lay down after letting mom know she didn’t have to walk her tonight
#personal#oh okay thanks mom i frequently flash back to moments with dad at a worrying rate#came home crying yesterday#i’m losing more and more hair in the shower and i’m trying to tell myself it’s not what i think it is even tho getting worse with my ed#am considering just never reaching out to my eldest brother again bc he 180ed during dads thing or like just showed who is he is under#pressure my jobs awful my car is breaking down the dog needs a tooth pulled and my dad is dead#and my mom can’t just keep it straight on if she likes or hates me#or if i’m selfish or not#and ignores me but not cruelly which is worse actually#like my mom stone walling me bc she’s upset or something? okay#it’s so hard to describe like. she cares but she doesn’t#she’ll bring me food or ask how my day is going#but i try holding a conversation or anything and she can’t acknowledge me or turn away from the tv#not even bc she’s mad!! she’s just. not? interested?#i don’t know how to describe it#and im upset she said i was selfish during dads death but she’s a acting like we’re fine now#how are we good. if you genuinely resent me and how i acted during that period how are we good#i can barely talk to you without getting super angry or really desperately wanting you to just. i don’t know not be you? be normal ?
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i feel like im dying emotionally
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I feel like there’s something wrong with me. I never got tired last night and only slept like 2 hours because I forced myself to and I’m still not tired, but there’s so much “noise” in my brain that it’s making my “ears” hurt
#I don’t know how to describe it#I’m not hearing anything#but its like the sensation of hearing an extremely loud sound#and my ears themselves don’t hurt#but there’s a painful sensation where my like my brain perceives my ears as being#Idfk#it’s so weird#has my brain finally broken#?
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