#I don’t feel anything
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#love#spotify#krieg im kopf#aesthetic#red eyes#einsam#2014 grunge#codeinelove#drugsarebadhmkay#drug are bad#i don’t feel anything#i love drugs#drug blog#drug addikt#sex and drugs#tw drugs
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I want to feel something
#effy stonem#skins#skins uk#effy aesthetic#kaya scodelario#she gets me#effy vibes#i want to disappear#i don’t feel real#i don’t feel anything#girlblogging#blogging#skins gen 2#freddie mcclair#i’m not real#i’m not kidding#stuck in my head#coquette#hell is a teenage girl
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i’ve pretty much finished writing my dissertation but i do not feel relieved that it’s over like everyone said i would
#liars#i don’t feel anything#it’s kinda sad#em’s#thoughtsofem#chaotic academia#university#dark academia#light academia
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it’s getting bad again
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Please pray for my family there’s been a very sudden death and according to my mom I am in shock about it
#pray request#god bless#my big brother is gone#and I don’t know#I just don’t know#I don’t feel anything#I can feel that some part of me is panicking—my chest feels really hot and my heart feels tight#but I don’t feel any of it#it’s too far away#tw death
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Yeah I think I’m in a very bad depressive state
#I don’t want to get into anything right now on here#but I’m not okay#I have no motivation#im feeling so lost#nothing feels right#I’m losing myself in watching meaningless stuff#to pass the time#because now I look forward to bed than#enjoying the day#I’m trying to do better by bettering myself#but fuck#I don’t feel anything#but hurt and pain#angel talks 💕
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I don’t know if I was trying to off myself I don’t know what I’m doing and I can’t even bring myself to care
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i’m literally just running on autopilot at this point and i don’t care about anything. most of my friends have finished their studies and are leaving soon but i literally can’t feel happy for them and can’t bring myself to suggest hanging out before they leave it’s so sad but also i don’t care???
#like they could leave rn And i wouldn’t care#this is probably what will end up happening#especially when we haven’t been talking and idk the last time i saw them#like i just don’t care#i don’t feel anything#only thing on my mind is that there’s 2 days left until the end of term#and then freedom#???? what’s wrong w me#eli.txt
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HO FINITO GLI ESAMI
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#love#krieg im kopf#aesthetic#einsam#i hate it here#tw drugs#i love drugs#ketarausch#love love love#red eyes#i don’t feel anything
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My dream is to go to art school. To be an artist, making beautiful and painful things. To feel. But I can’t even finish a single sketch anymore. I can’t. I want to. I want to so badly, but my bones get weak and my stomach sinks.
#art#i want to feel something#i hate my brain#i don’t feel anything#motivation is gone#everything is a lot#depression is a bitch
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also what about an inverse twins in time au where ford went back to the 60's and stan stayed in the 80's?
Oh this is super interesting
#genuinely i think young Stanley pretends to be ford bc he thinks he’ll be blamed for it#he’s the spare Stan so he’s gotta fill in for his bro while he’s gone#his parents don’t even notice the finger thing like…#and at first Stanford doesn’t really think anything of it but#I reckon it clicks for him and he feels SO bad because are you joking???#meanwhile in the future:#stan: what do we do??#ford: I am a literal child???#and Stan is a figurative child so it evens out#ford thinks fidds is really cool though if they meet#he’s all like “I have a friend????”#:(((#my art#ask#gravity falls#twins in time au#stan pines#stanley pines#ford pines#stanford pines
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I’ve been seeing a lot of posts talking about tragedy and sad endings, and how they’re cathartic and escapism, but like, how?
How does a sad ending make you feel good?
“The characters trying meant something,” what did it mean? They tried, they failed, they gained nothing. Their trying was pointless. Their decision to try was pointless. It does nothing but add an air of disappointment and failure to the inevitable end. Where’s the meaning in that?
I can’t consume sad media, feel sad while I’m consuming it, then put it down and feel normal again. I’ll feel depressed and sick to my stomach for weeks to months on end.
#no offense to people who like sad stories or tragedies#but I just can’t understand it#no one has been able to explain it in a way I can understand#and don’t even get me started on bitter sweet endings#if I wanted that I’d stick to real life#I feel the same about expressionists art#they say it’s supposed to make you feel something#i don’t feel anything
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I feel numb.
I asked Alpha if he had seen my text admitting to my feelings.
He said yes and then apologized.
I just sent him another text to confirm that he doesn’t feel the same.
I saw him and his friends after dinner.
They saw me and started laughing. Including Alpha.
What did I do wrong?? 💔💔💔
#a/b/o lifestyle#omegagirl#omegaverse#misecanis#omega rambles#I’m waiting for the inevitable atp#i don’t feel anything#I’m not sad#I’m not angry#I’m just numb…#maybe he’ll come around?#I doubt it
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so all you need to do right now is disappear.
HHHHAPPY ISATVERSARY EVERYONE. here’s redraws for every single battle cg in the game. 36 drawings this time around, with 11 of those being custom (though admittedly a good portion of those are edits). combined with the portrait redraws i made back in september, i’ve made 114 redraws for this project! jesus christ! just like those redraws, these are completely free to use!! as long as i’m credited and it’s not for commercial purposes, go wild!! do whatever you want!!!
no i didn’t make these for isat’s 1 year anniversary this is just wildly good timing.
i genuinely can’t fit all of these cgs in one post even with the 30 image limit on browser, but i’ll still try to fit Most of them below the cut (without making this post horrifically long), along with some notes that might be important 👍
okay! once again, i labeled all of the custom art as such in the drive(UPDATE. NNOT TRUE ANYMORE. reformatted file names to be easier to mod in auau. apologies!), but if you want a full list, the customs are hatless siffrin jackpot, bonnie jackpot, bonnie special attack, bigfrin attack, and a bunch of alts which are definitely not related to any projects i’ve been thinking about don’t worry about it. and out of those customs, only like. 3 of them are actually completely from scratch.
while i did my absolute best to keep the aspect ratios completely the same as the originals, there’s 3 exceptions that i just couldn’t get to work.
isabeau’s hair in his special attack cg wouldn’t fit in frame if i kept things completely accurate to the og, so i moved his cg down a bit. it shouldn’t cause any issues with modding or anything, it’ll just appear slightly lower than it does in game. alas…
isabeau’s sleeve and mirabelle’s hair made their jackpot sprites a little larger than the originals? i’m hoping this doesn’t have too much of an effect (since the jackpot sprites have inconsistent sizes) but i can’t test this myself unfortunately. aaa feel free to let me know on discord if any problems arise!!
i managed to fix these, so they aren’t going to cause problems now, but my original drawings for mirabelle and siffrin in the final attack scene were a pain in the ass to fix. mirabelle’s sprite was slightly too talk to fit in frame and siffrin’s hat whacked bonnie in the face while i was editing everyone together. i’m only mentioning this because it took like an hour and a half to fix them and finish the scene.
all that aside, these were a fucking BLAST to work on. apparently this ended up taking 57 hours over exactly 10 days. which is a little worrying if you do the math on that but somehow i have not burnt myself out. i will be doing enemies at some point!!! but probably not for a little bit. i think my friends will actually kill me if i don’t take a break.
once again, happy birthday isat. you’ve ruined my life and i wouldn’t have it any other way (silly).
also, on an actual serious note, this little timeloop game has genuinely changed my life for the better? you guys are probably sick of hearing it at this point (or maybe not, i don’t talk about myself That Much. i hope), but i was practically a ghost for about 2 years before joining this fandom. it’s a little surreal to suddenly have friends (plural!!!) and people who Care about me, or even know i exist, honestly. it’s weird!! in a good way!!!
i don’t think i would’ve ever come back to social media if this community wasn’t so welcoming. i’ve met a lot of really great people through this game!!! so, uh, thank you isat, i guess. here’s to another year.
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#also for full transparency. the sadness death redraw is effectively just a trace job. i’m not super happy with it because of thag#but i think i would be Killed if i tried to redo it. i dunno. maybe ill try to change it when i do sadnesses. maybe not.#besides that GOD im really happy with how these turned out#bigfrin was a last minute addition but i think he turned out fantastic#bonnie’s special attack isn’t my Favorite but i think it turned out pretty well considering the Struggle#gggod. trying to make a heavily foreshortened pose that still feels dynamic is really hard. how did id5 do this.#also don’t. worry about the Extra custom sprites that’re in there. i’m not planning anything.#happy isatversary everyone.#i blow away in the wind#isat redraw project
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